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[aloneaasf]

Why is it when people are physically sick, have so much pain, and end up dying, people always say they’re in a better place?

But when I have emotional pain that is too much to handle it’s not okay for me to want to go to the better place?

Why can’t I go to the pain free, better place?

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every night i go to bed hoping i don’t wake up in the morning

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I just want to shred into my skin bc I deserve it and I just want to lay in a puddle of my own blood

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I should’ve died at 17 like I wanted to instead I’m having to live this life that I didn’t plan to be here for and I’m so fucking lost on what to do

[aloneaasf]

Why is it when people are physically sick, have so much pain, and end up dying, people always say they’re in a better place?

But when I have emotional pain that is too much to handle it’s not okay for me to want to go to the better place?

Why can’t I go to the pain free, better place?

[aloneaasf]

Why is it when people are physically sick, have so much pain, and end up dying, people always say they’re in a better place?

But when I have emotional pain that is too much to handle it’s not okay for me to want to go to the better place?

Why can’t I go to the pain free, better place?

[aloneaasf]

Why is it when people are physically sick, have so much pain, and end up dying, people always say they’re in a better place?

But when I have emotional pain that is too much to handle it’s not okay for me to want to go to the better place?

Why can’t I go to the pain free, better place?

[aloneaasf]

I want to kill myself.

That's it. That's the post.

[aloneaasf]

i wish i could jump 5 years in the future for five minutes to see if it’s worth it

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my highs are really highing and my lows are really lowing

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i keep it all inside because it's the safest place to hide

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will i ever get better?

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i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

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That’s how I know that no one wants me

Communication is never hard for someone that actually wants you.

[aloneaasf]

Communication is never hard for someone that actually wants you.

[aloneaasf]

i don’t belong anywhere