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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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I had such a good day

I danced really hard for two hours and exhausted myself. I got so hungry so I decided to have a cheat day with a couple of snacks but now I feel sick and I have a headache. I'm not mad coz it's not a binge, I don't think. But God my head hurts

And watching supersize vs super skinny is making me feel even more sick

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Y'ALL I'M SO HAPPY

I just learned Wonderland by ATEEZ, THE WHOLE THING, and I am so tired but I worked so hard, and it's only day one 😍 I can't wait to practice this in the dance studio tomorrow

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I saw a few posts doing this so I decided to do it myself

Day 1: my stats

SW: 78 kgs/172 lbs - BMI 25.5 (overweight)

CW: 75 kgs/165 lbs - BMI 24.5 (healthy)

GW1: 70 kgs/154 lbs - BMI 22.9 (healthy)

GW2: 65 kgs/143 lbs - BMI 21.2 (healthy)

GW3: 60 kgs/132 lbs - BMI 19.6 (healthy)

UGW: 55 kgs/120 lbs - BMI 18 (underweight)

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Me on Fourth of July like

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I'm still overweight but there's a couple body shots I liked

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I'm always wondering whether my hands are slim or chubby. But I like wearing hoodies coz my hands look small

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Let's play a game

Why am I shaking? Is it because I've barely eaten today or because the way I'm laying in bed is pressing on a nerve in my hand? 🤔

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2019 has been so shit

I lost a lot of friends this year. My housemates hate me but I guess this is a blessing in disguise

- I have no one to invite me to eat

- I have no one to hang out with regularly

- I want to avoid my housemates as much as possible and the kitchen is the only common room in the house, so less chance of going in there

- when I come back and I'm skinny, people will wonder where I've gone

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Irony is wearing BTS Love Yourself merch when in fact I do not love myself

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When I put it in numbers, I really fucked up

I'm 75 kgs now, about 165lbs. To be underweight for my height (I am a tol bean), I would have to lose 20kgs 😱

I'm mad and I have a headache

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2 years ago

I was at a healthy weight but had a little bit of pudge. Nothing life threatening. I went on a vegan diet, lost a bit of weight. My mum commented saying 'you look great, considering you had a bit of a pud for a while' and I was so mad I instantly stopped eating

Now I'm about 20 kilos heavier. My family and I are about to go on holiday. My mum asked if my swimmers fit and I said 'probably not', so she told me to buy some new ones. And when I said 'I'll have to hit the gym first' she said 'oh shush, no one's going to be looking at you'

First of all, rude, and second, you were making comments on my fat when I was healthy! I love my mum but she has no boundaries when it comes to commenting on her kids bodies

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👏👏

if you’re disgusted with your body clap your hands

*clap clap*

if you’re disgusted with your body clap your hands

*clap clap*

if you feel way too fucking fat and like utter total crap

if you’re disgusted with your body clap your hands

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BMI is so weird

Like I lost three kilos and suddenly I'm not overweight but in a healthy weight range?

Sounds fake but okay 😆

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I lost three kilos this week!! That's about 6.6lbs 😁 I'm happy

Tomorrow is weigh day!

I used to weigh myself everyday but it was too easy to yo yo when I saw myself losing and gaining. I've decided to weigh myself weekly and it's tomorrow and I'm excited coz I did SO GOOD this week!!

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My stupid playlist

Do you ever get in a mood and listen to one type of music and then that ONE song comes on that's completely different but you're like THIS IS MY FKN JAM

For me that's right now, I was listening to Billie eilish, Halsey, The Rose and then suddenly THE MUFFIN SONG FROM ASDFMOVIE

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I am non binary yeet

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.