anonymousauthorsblog

[anonymousauthorsblog]

TURNING PASSIONS

chapter 14 • the cafe

this chapter has writing

lowercase intended

just like a movie - wallows

.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•..••

friday

y/n pov 3rd person

y/n is on the barre, practicing plies. she goes from a grande, straight into a demi pile. she slows down her movements- making sure to lock in her knees. turning out her feet into first position to second. she stretches out her body- twisting it away from the barre, testing her upper flexibility to the limits. y/n stretches back up, the music in the background ending as she ends her sequence. the dance doors then suddenly open, introducing miss trin to the floor. y/n looks towards her teachers direction before turning her head back forward waiting for instruction. but with a sour on her face. miss trin walks up timidity while quietly asking y/n “did you warm up”, y/n ignores her teacher- still feeling the anger arising from the last class she had with both judges. not being able to get over the petty feeling she still has. miss trin closes her eyes in annoyance, strutting over to the ballerina, “y/n cmon i know it seemed like a dirty game we were playing with you- but it got you your spot back and it brought out the emotion we’ve been working on” y/n drops from her position and the professional persona she was trying to balance- shaking her head softly before mumbling a quick “it’s whatever.” miss trin takes a second to recollect her peace before sighing “y/n i’m still your teacher you still need to show respect-“respect is not toying around with me and my emotions, you know better than anyone how much this meant to me” miss trin is cut off by the outburst of y/n, the teacher looks up to see the emotional state y/n is in. miss trins face falls as she walks closer to y/n, “i know. i mean i know but y/n i- you should know how your dance teacher is. she would’ve taken everything from you with that first performance you showed us.” y/n jumps in with fierce intensity “then make me better. that’s your job.” y/n pints at her teacher, “i never want to be called a fucking mediocre dancer ever. do you know how insulting that is to me and how you should be insulted too?” miss trin smirks hearing the passion still blooming from y/n, knowing that y/n still has the fight in her, she chuckles “ok then let’s start, go from the black swan entrance now!” miss trin walks to the radio entering the cd before stopping “and watch your mouth little thing, i know you’re angry but boundaries!” y/n rolls her eyes before getting in her spot, she yells back playfully “i still haven’t forgave you, you know- that was a dirty little trick. cried all the way to my dorm after that little trick you guys pulled.” miss trin rolls her eyes teasing “yeah yeah get in your spot you have a week left until your first showcase miss dancer!” in that moment, y/n feels the sudden burst of emotion that her instructors has been trying to fill in her for the past two weeks, she takes the stage ready to preform, but this time as the black swan she’s strives to be.

after her two hour practice, y/n walks home. todays dance practice being brutal- when she asked miss trin to basically do her job better- she didn’t expect her teacher to go even harder on her during the rehearsal. she flexes her feet trying to crack them out of the soreness she’s feeling. she makes her way into her building before entering the elevator- she pushes her floor before finally leaning on the wall looking up to the ceiling. this upcoming week is her final week before her whole showcase, that means she has less than 7 days practically to get her life together for dancing and to prove to everyone that she’s more than what her teacher has said to her. the elevator dings before the doors open she walks down the hall before making a right to the door that she’s too used to, she gets out her keys unlocking the door to see a familiar head of white hair waiting for her arrival. “y/nnnnn! welcome home!!” toge exclaims “no” y/n cuts him off walking to her room. toge follows behind “you didn’t even let me speak dawg.” “i know it’s a video toge, not this week” toge stops before dropping to his knees. “can i try to convince you” y/n is facing towards her mirror undoing the bun from practice, used to the boys crazy antics in the apartment. “go ahead” she mumbles, toge takes this before yelling “PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PUUUUUULLLLL- EASSEEEEE” y/n looks toge dead in the eye making a disgusted face before yelling back “ALRIGHT what’s the video anyways you insane twat?” toge gets up gleeming with joy “it’s just a food review at the new book cafe?” “that’s it?” “yeah.” y/n stares at him not believing before her other roommate comes in. “what the hell is all that fucking noise?” maki asks. “oh we’re just talking about the new video.” y/n replies. makis eyebrow raises looking at y/n with pure confusion, “what vide- “LALLALALALLALA” maki is suddenly cut off my toge who is making faces at maki trying to have her take the hint that something was up. maki understands this sign before trying to put on a front. “ohh that video, yeah i guess. are you going” y/n nods before raising an eyebrow “uh are you guys okay?” toge nods “yup! totally fine. thank you so much y/n. maki and i will now be out of your hair my beautiful ballerina” toge says pushing maki out of the room slamming the door shut.

Saturday

Saturday

megumi pov 3rd person

the sun hits megumis face peacefully as he sleeps in, the clock reads 10:30am, a time that’s usually really late for the boy. he stirs in his sleep before hearing the notifications on his phone go off. a few minutes past before his ringer goes off more consistently. the last two text waking megumi up. he groans before sitting up grabbing his phone to see who it is, the contact name “yuji” pops up, yuji scans through the rest of his phone before he drops it back on his bed and lets his head fall back into the pillow. a few moments later and his phone continues to be spammed with text messages. megumi angrily sighs and opens them up praying it’s something important. “MEGUMI” “MEGMU WAKE UP” “MEGUMIII :((((“ “I COULD BE DYING BTW!!” megumi rolls his eyes before lazily replying with a simple “what”, yuji starts to spam his phone with more messages but megumi gets the glimpse of what he’s trying to tell him and sighs again. he rubs his eyes before retelling the situation in his head, “video at cafe, 2pm and yuji and nobara will already be there…” he rolls over and tries to get more shut eye, before yuji starts to spam him again. but this time over a random video game they should try. megumi then puts his phone on silent before rolling over to finally try to go back to sleep. two hours have passed before the clock reads 12:30pm, megumi slowly gets up from rotting in his bed all day and starts to get his day started. he organizes his room, making his bed tidy and neat before going to his bathroom to take a shower. he proceeds with a quick shower since he took one the night b before to get out to fix up his appearance. he starts to freshen up before getting a gut feeling to put in a little more effort than he usually does. he starts to clean up his hair adding a bit more texture to his hair going for a different look than bed head and picking out an outfit that shows off his style a little more. megumi gets ready before checking the time, 1:30pm flashes back at him before he goes out of his room getting ready to walk down to the cafe. he puts on his shoes before stepping in front of the mirror to check himself one more time before walking to the cafe. he makes his way out of the dorm, picking up the speed in his tempo. he has ten minutes to make it on time to meet his friends, and one thing for sure is megumi is usually never one to be late for anything. he starts to quicken up his speed but also taking the time to admire the environment around him. one thing about the boy is he enjoys the nature and things around him, finding the peace and comfort to spot and see the beauty in things. also analyzing the small details that makes the world a little bit prettier. he continues until he hits the stop checking the location his friend sent him matching it to the shop he made it to finally. he checks the the time on his phone, 2:01 he sends a quick “i’m here” text to his friends to finally look up to see a familiar face right in front of him.

3rd person pov

y/n turns around looking for her friends, they sent her a text in the morning saying they’ll meet her there. she turns to see not her roommates but another friend she’s has grown fond to. she waves before walking up to megumi, “hey!” megumi waves back “hey, what are you doing here?” y/n smiles softly “oh! uh i was just waiting for toge and maki, he wanted to do a video on this new cafe” megumis face falls into a scoff cursing out his friends in his head before looking down, he knew that him and y/n has just been set up by the one and only delusional friends he has, but he didn’t want to break it to y/n. megumi nods trying to come up with a little quick lie “oh that’s cool, i was supposed to meet yuji here but i think he stood me up” y/n looks at the time before realizing that 20 minutes has passed since the meeting time her and toge agreed on and she got the hint after the fact that nobody was responding, she lets a small frown out ���that’s weird i think i got stood up too” y/n laughs awkwardly before continuing “it would be a waste just to stand out, do you want to check this place out with me?” megumi nods before opening the door for y/n to walk in. the two walk into the shop before turning to each other and starting small talk , “do you read?” y/n asks, megumi nods before asking y/n the same thing. “yeah when i got the spare time i actually enjoy it a lot. the two then walk into the book section first observing and looking through the different genres. y/n glares and looks through books with megumi on her side before spotting a book she’s been trying to find for ages. “FOUND IT” she yells, megumi turns towards her drawing an eyebrow “this is where is ends?” he reads the title questioning, “yeah have you heard of it?” megumi shakes his head before pulling out the title, y/ns face brightens up with joy before starting to ramble about the book. “it’s been popping up on my social media timelines and i’m been trying to get a copy of it but i never have the time” y/n then continues to explain the plot, topic and the importance of the book to megumi as he actively listens. she goes on for minutes which feels like seconds to megumi who is enlightened by the girls speech and love for this book and how well she focuses explaining how this book broadcasts on serious issues. y/n notices her rambling before stopping “sorry i went on a little rampage with that, do you want a coffee my treat” megumi nods before taking a picture of the book and follows the girl to the cafe portion.

the two of them wait in line discussing the menu in front of them, they debate on the different coffees and y/n makes fun of the way megumi only drinks pure black coffee. they get to front of the line to order, y/n pulling out her wallet looking up to pay only to be stopped by megumi already having his card out and paying for both drinks. y/n stands there flabbergasted as the cashier laughs and gives the drinks to the pair. megumi finds a seat rushing y/n over before y/n glares at the boy, “i thought i was speaking clearly when i said “my treat” megumi laughs “i was trying to be a gentleman a thank you would’ve settled fine” y/n rolls her eyes before thanking the boy, the two of them rolling into conversation talking for hours. the day starts to fade as the two of them finally wrap up, they get up as they leave the cafe, “that was a cute find! even though we both got stood up i’m glad we went” y/n says with a toothy grin. megumi lets out a soft smile agreeing “i can walk you home it’s getting late” y/n’s eyes widen before shaking her head “no need, it’s getting late like you said you should get home” megumi rolls his eyes before grabbing y/n by the arm leading her toward the dorms, scoffing “we practically live right next to each other it’s no big deal” the two stay like that until they reach the dorms saying their goodbyes and going home in peace.

megumi arrives to his home opening the door, he’s greeted with a pink hair friend waiting for him like a puppy awaiting for their owner. “yuji what the hell were you thinking” megumi yells, “all cmon megumi you have to say it was a good plan” yuji replies defending himself. megumi shakes his head taking off his shoes “and what makes you think that?” megumi recovers quickly. yuji looks down at the black haired boy hands “this is where is ends? that sounds like a good book wonder who the second copy is for” yuji teases hiding his laugh. megumi stops in his tracks before looking and rolling his eyes at his friend, he walks towards his dorm pissed that his friend managed to trick him, yuji laughs yelling at him “megumi don’t deny your feelings, it’s okay if your cold heart finally found the warmth to like someone” megumi slams his door shut before setting the two copies of the book down, smiling to himself before getting ready for bed.

authors note:

HII GUYS! welcome to chapter 14! this chapter was extremely fun to write and i hoped yall enjoyed it! thank you all for the support and i can’t thank you all enough i truly appreciate it (crying 🫶) sorry for the scramble posting, ya author started college and is busy busy busy! but ill try to be more consistent with chapters! but anyways ill see yall next time for chapter 15

fun facts:

• yuji and nobara wanted to go spy on megumi and y/ns “date” but they figured they would for sure get caught!

• maki is extremely smart that’s why she caught on to toges motions quickly.

• maki only agreed to help this plan because she’s slowly becoming a shipper to megumi and y/n too!

• y/n recently started to get into emotional books (to help get into character faster) but like her movie choices she usually reads romance

• megumi snuck off to buy the books when him and y/n were at the cafe using the bathroom as an excuse

tag list

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @hannahgcherry @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n @makeshiftproject

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 13 • comforting peace

this chapter contains writing

lowercase intended

care for you - the marías

.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.

3rd person pov

y/n walks up to the door before taking a step back, she stops in her tracks before fully realizing where’s she’s at and how blunt she was with her texts. “what the fuck” she repeats in her head trying to contain her emotions. she looks around trying to understand herself. she’s at a boys dorm, not to mention a boy that she’s only known for a little while. she takes another step back away from the door, trying to put the common sense back in her head before hearing the door open. “y/n?” megumi says in a low voice. “you can come in you know..” he continues. y/n turns around caught off guard, she puts on a awkward smile nodding her head before heading through the door that megumi is now holding open for her. megumi then leads y/n into his room, sitting down on his bed- patting his hand motioning to sit right next to him. y/n cautiously strides over hesitating with her stuff still in hand, gently taking a seat next to him. megumi carefully takes a hold of y/n’s bag, “may i?” he questions before grabbing it fully and putting it aside, when getting the small approval from the girl. after the two of them sit in silence for a while before y/n breaks. “sorry, i uh shouldn’t of just barged in” she says rubbing her arm. megumi shakes his head before saying “it’s all good, im here for you anytime” y/n nods before awkwardly starting the conversation. “sorry i was in a mood today too, it’s just been difficult with dance and stuff.” megumi nods trying to be comforting enough while adding onto the ballerinas vent, “yeah didn’t you say you had to audition… again?” y/n laughs in disbelief- while shaking her head side to side. nothing in this situation is funny, but it’s laughable to see where this situation took her. she then nods her head before looking down “yeah, how stupid is that?” she asks. megumi hums in response making sure to let the girl know that she’s being listened to, “so uh how was the audition” megumi questions future hopefully trying to help the girl out to continue on. y/n stops letting a moment pass, the silent air becoming full of tension from the awkward conversation. she takes a deep breath in before saying, “well i officially have the part, but i’ll always be just an mediocre dancer” y/n sighs before she snaps looking straight into megumis eyes, “i mean i’ve trained my whole life to go to this school, to have this as my profession, to be an amazing dancer- but to have it bite me in the ass at the end. fucking worthless huh?” the girl drops her head into her hands groaning as she continues, “every day, second, minute i’ve been focusing on dance. this is something i love- something i live for. and you’re telling me i got played over and over again? they dangle a cord in my face and expect me to go and fish for it again and again?” y/n then looks up before finishing with her voice becoming raw “i’ve put in my blood sweat and tears for years, just to be a simple dancer with no more to offer.” megumi is shocked from the sudden outburst but closely listening. he starts feeling irritated and frustrated for the girl who’s blooming out of sorrow on his bed. he usually is awful at comforting people in any situation- it’s usually awkward between him and anyone that’s trying to vent. but for the first time his hands are moving faster then he can think and he’s hugging y/n. his arms wrap around her protectively, “y/n… I.” “i might not have the right words that you want to hear but i can promise you that you’re an fantastic dancer… if they can’t see it please everyone else can. i know i haven’t see you in action before but i can only imagine how magical you look because of the tremendous work you put in” the room falls into silence, the comforting touch only lingering in the room making the world feel like it’s on fire. y/n shifts forward before whispering a small “thank you megumi”

megumi nods in response before removing himself from the short intimate interaction, megumi hesitates before sharing, “you know i can sort of understand your struggle.” y/n whips over to lock eyes with megumi cranking her head to the side before replying “huh how?” megumi sighs out “uh with my channel i guess. i mean this might sound stupid but i always have doubts like about the future and how this level of new fame can get out of hand” y/n stops before questioning “well do you like gaming?” megumi stops before answering, hand reaching for his neck “well i like gaming with like my friends- i mean yuji was the one that introduced me to it. but if im being honest its kind of scary you know- hundreds of random people knowing everything about you” y/n nods signaling for the dark eyed blue boy to continue, “it’s just that sometimes im scared im not enough- i mean yuji and nobara are naturals at this and i feel like im just- me. like im not good enough to continue you know?” y/n listens attentively, ready to add on her opinion “well megumi not being bias because your my friend but your a natural at what you’re doing too, that’s why you have so many fans, people love watching you for being you and if you love the things you’re doing i think it’s a sign that you’re doing everything right” megumi lets out a small chuckle replying to the girl “yeah, that’s true” he pauses “i guess we have a lot in common” they both smile at each other, sitting down enjoying each others presence before megumis phone starts to blow up with text. y/n looks down before getting up grabbing her bag, “well i think that’s a sign for me to go, thank you again megumi.” megumi lets out a scoff of annoyance before getting up agreeing and walking y/n out. the both share their farewells, and leave the night to rest.

megumi walks back to his room grabbing his phone, pissed. he pouts as it was the sight of the problem and made y/n leave. he sits on his bed grabbing his phone, looking for the source that created this while ideal. he unlocks it but notices something different about himself, his heart. this time after his hangout with his friend his heart seems to paste with speed, bumping faster then usual. it feels like a different speed from anxiety, but something different like when he would be in line for a new copy of a book he liked or the excitement he got when he passed a hard test. this feeling was weird but something he didn’t hate.

authors note:

hello, hello! welcome backkkk! today we’re going through megumis and y/n trauma!! (fun right??) anyways i hoped you guys enjoyed this chapter and i can’t wait for our next one! (will be more happier i promise) but anyways byyeee!!

*anyone catch megumis heart raising? is he catching feelings or??? we will never know 😈*

fun facts:

• yuji found out that y/n was there because he recognized her shoes out by the door.

• megumi has an hard time opening up to people, but he felt safe enough to do so with y/n

• y/n got scolded and questioned by toge and maki when she got home for being out so late (and on a school night???)

• after nobara said “book cafe” megumi didn’t care what they were doing but he knew he would be involved with the different books!

tag list! :

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @hannahgcherry @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n @makeshiftproject

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 12 • the audition

this chapter contains writing

lowercase intended

break - alex g

.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.

y/ns pov 3rd person

wednesday, the day of it all. the final audition. y/n is staring towards the class, her mind completely occupied by the rushing knowledge that if she doesn’t put on her best work for her audition today- the training and the work she’s put in will be for nothing. the success of her hardship will doom to be her defeat, and the worst of all- she’ll fail and disappoint her teacher miss trin, who has spend hours upon hours to prepare her for today, her performance reflecting onto her work and both her and her teacher will receive punishment of her main instructor. chills run down y/n’s spine, she shivers as she thinks of all the possible outcomes she can get from this, she can succeed and prove her worthiness of her position she earned as the black swan, her worthiness on this dance class that she fought to get to. or she can fail and kiss goodbye to her dreams because she knows if she doesn’t prove herself today, her dance teacher will never choose her for a main role ever, she’ll be stuck in the glimpse of being a support dancer forever. y/n reaches up biting her nails- anxiety taking over, her eyebrows furrowing up, clearly showing signs of distress. that’s until she feels a soft shake to her shoulders. “y/n” her name getting called out in a demanding tone. she turns to see who’s the intruder is to see the black haired boy staring at her with a concerned structure. “y/n class is almost starting you alright?” class… oh right, she’s in math. y/n gasps out silently before nodding. “oh uh yeah, just a bit distracted sorry” megumi squints his eyes not believing the girl who is clearly lost in thought, not making clear eye contact with him. “are you sure, we can talk about it you know?” y/n sighs and looks down before gently saying “it’s a long story” megumi looks down at the girl before saying “we can talk about it later?” y/n let’s out a muffled laugh before continuing “it’s about dance, i just have an audition later..” megumi looks confused before adding “didn’t you get the role, isn’t your performance like next friday?” y/n let’s her head fall to her hands before mumbling, “exactly-.” but before she can continue, her math teacher stops her, starting class. y/n gives a small smile to megumi before turning towards the board- trying to pay attention.

megumi pov 3rd person

megumi is staring at the board, his mind everywhere besides learning probability and what would the fraction be when given the final standard. his eyes look to the side to see the girl that’s been taken up his mind. this morning walking in he could already feel the tension, how she would grip onto the table, her eyes staring straight into nothing. this worried him, as she would always walk in and start conversation with him, even if it was the stupidest thing, especially arguing over movie choices and themes. he looks at the girl again to see her leg bouncing, fingers lightly tapping, but head and eyes straight above to the board to imitate that she was actually paying attention. her eyes direct to the board with no thought. he softly scoffs looking down to his notebook. megumi tries to pay attention until 30 minutes have passed and megumi is letting this girl take over his mind more likely than he would’ve wanted. he then directs his attention to his pencil and then to his notebook again. nothing. empty space, he did nothing in this class for this first time ever. in this moment megumi then quickly drops down grabbing his pencil, writing something quickly, he looks at it before ripping it out of his paper. he looks at the time again, one minute until the class ends, megumi then takes a deep breath, folding the paper. he looks at y/n who’s still physically here but mentality overdoing herself- megumi then quickly grabs his folded paper to shove it in y/n’s hand to then grab his stuff and rush out of the classroom. fulled with embarrassment he quickly walks out, practicing running to his next class with flush arising to his cheeks and his ears turning a soft shade of red. he lets a small smirk out before now pulling out of the trance he was in, and finally focusing on his studies ahead.

y/n pov 3rd person

y/n snaps out of thought- a note being shoved into her palms- she blinks opening her mouth to respond to see megumi dashing out the classroom. she holds the note trying to open it before realizing that she needs to get to the studio to make it to her audition on time. y/n then shoves everything in her bag, opening her phone case to put the note in- to remember to read it later. she then runs to the studio not caring who sees her before making it to the doors, she stops in front of the building, feeling her heart drop to her stomach. she starts breathing heavily before opening the door. she walks to the dressing room doing her usual routine trying to make sure everything is perfect, but today feels so wrong. the air is tense her throat feels like it’s being cut off of oxygen and her eyes are begging to close. she starts to feel a rush of anxiety before a voice calls out to her, “y/n they’re ready” she looks up and nods her head before entering the dance room. both teachers are there, she looks around waiting for her competition before a voice booms through. “waiting for kai?” her main teacher glares, “yeah she’s not here, you’re the only one auditioning today- i trained her so of course she’s ready” the teacher laughs. y/n freezes, her emotions flying out. she looks up before the teacher continues, “you have something to prove and at this point if you dont do this the way i expected, then you can kiss goodbye to even dancing in this program.” y/n nods her head slowly understanding the point her teacher is trying to make, but not understanding the situation. the teacher gets up before starting the music she slams her palm on the table before saying “start!”, y/n does, she flows through the choreography, trying to be intense but trying to fit the perfect rhythm in the dance. she flows through before the music is suddenly stopped. that’s when the name kai is called through. “kai do her part” the main teacher yells. y/n is shocked, her eyes watering, “what” she mumbles watching the girl, walk past her hitting her shoulder on her way to her position giving y/n a sly smirk. the teacher claps her hands giving permission for kai to begin, y/n is lost in thought she then looks over to see her own instructor miss trin, to see that miss trin is avoiding her gaze. y/n is forced to watch her competitor do her part for the next 5 minutes before it ends, she feels her eyes water up before her main teacher yells “don’t cry! you have no room to cry, i have you enough time and you’re still a mediocre dancer!” y/n’s eyes glare into the teacher, she feels belittled and played. she whispered a soft “yes maam” before miss trin walks up softly whispering “y/n do the dance again”, y/n glances up before nodding, she walks over before getting into her position. the teachers clear the stage before miss trin looks at y/n staring straight into her eyes, miss trin completes a breathing motion before nodding at her in approval she starts the music.

y/n starts, she comes in with furry, the emotions she’s feeling sad, played, she feels betrayed by her teachers and like a joke she puts that all into her first sequence the music following behind her. she leaps and glances at the her teachers with full of determination and most importantly anger. she fills this dance with anger and frustration. she knows she’s been working hard, and the fact that they would toy with her emotions fills her heart with pain. she moves onto the hardest part, the part every dancer struggles in, the long turn sequence. she grabs onto this and turns for her life. she turns with passion and confidence, before ending the solo with furry, hurt and the craze for more fire to fill her. that’s when her teachers stand up and clap, miss trin smirking “i told you she’s got it” her main teacher nodding “you have it y/n, don’t disappoint me again” she says while walking out with kai. y/n laughs in distress and in pity- getting up before walking past miss trin, feeling hurt from the discomforting situation she put her in before leaving the studio, with tears in her eyes.

y/n walks out, finding the nearest bench, she throws down her bag letting her emotions runs free. tears start running through finally letting herself free after holding them in for months while working on the project. she’s overworked herself for years to get to the point where she’s at now, years of dance training. nights in studios and years of perfection to lead to this. mediocre. mediocre doesn’t get her anywhere in her world. she stops and tries to pull herself together gathering her bag to see that with her throwing her bag, her phone suffered the repercussions of it, she slowly picks it up to see the note that was put in her phone case. she grabs it to undo her case to grab the note, she unfolds it, and silently reads what’s in it….

“y/n

i know that’s something is up with you, you know you can tell me anything. my doors open all the time, don’t be shy or whatever.

- megumi”

y/n folds back the note to place back in her phone case, she gathers her things before leaving. leaving the studio that’s done more damage than good, leaving the sight of a mediocre situation to finally try and find peace.

meanwhile…

authors notes:

Hey guys!! welcome back to chapter 12!! this chapter we interfere with a bit of angst and the inside of the toxic environment of y/n’s dance life!! but cool side is we get a bit of megumi action?!! (at what cost 😕) but anyways i hoped you guys enjoyed!! thank you for your support, see yall later!!!

fun facts:

• yuji and nobara did in fact get into a 1v1 (yuji is more scared of megumi than nobara), she did win!

• after watching 10 things i hate about you megumi and y/n debate on which movie theme is better (he likes the sophisticated movies…)

• megumi enjoys hearing y/n in the morning in math class which is why is immediately caught on to y/n’s distress.

tags list:

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @melteddoctopie @hannahgcherry @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n @makeshiftproject

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 11 • call it what you want

this chapter contains writing

lowercase intended

call it what you want - taylor swift

.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.

y/n pov 3rd person

monday

“beep beep beep” the sound of y/n’s alarm blares through her room. she groggily gets up shutting it off from her phone, before looking at the percentage. she softly curses at herself for forgetting to attach her phone onto a charger last night before passing out. the night before, y/n was up trying to get the facials, the movements and the attitude down from the black swan. as she starts to stress realizing that her testing is coming up to audition for her part again. she gets off her bed, making her way towards her bathroom to freshen up for the day. she looks in the mirror going through the list of what to do for her day in her head. “class, dance rehearsal, dance practice,” she keeps repeating to herself feeling like she’s forgetting something. “class, dance rehearsal, dance practice, class, dance rehearsal, dance practice,” “is it a video she has to do with toge?” no. a test for school?. no. math. wait studying.” her eyes lit up. she goes around looking for her phone before reading back the messages her and megumi shared. “shit shit” she whispers to herself. she runs out to look for her friends forgetting to tell them she has company over later to see that they’re all gone. she rolls her eyes before continuing to get ready, praying they’ll understand her later when they show up to a boy in their home. y/n finishes up before packing for the day, to leave the house, heading to the rest of her classes.

the clock ticks “3:58” until the professor dismisses class, letting the students out two minutes early. y/n races towards the door to walk to the familiar studio she’s been spending most of her time in. y/n walks in, changing and doing her usual routine. she passes through the first original dance class easily as that class was basic rehearsals for those who gained a normal spot in the routine of swan lake. the class passes by until it’s time for her usual private with miss trin. y/n exits her original danceroom entering into the room she’s been practicing in for the pass week. she stretches making sure to hit every spot to ensure her to have a safe practice, until miss trins voice booms in. “WELCOME TO CLASS Y/NNNNN, TWO MORE DAYS UNTIL YOU PROVE YOURSELF ONCE AGAIN.” y/n rolls her eyes playfully as she responds “meaning i finally can learn the actual black swan dance?” miss trin nods at her question as y/n jumps up in joy. miss trin laughs at the girls sudden burst of energy before shushing the girl down. “ok, okay. but first i have to tell you, y/n i know you know the dance” the teacher pauses glaring at the ballerina carefully. “but this dance is hard, exhausting and difficult if you’re putting the right pieces together” y/n nods waiting for her teacher to continue. “i know you’ve seen it all about this performance on the internet, but i’ll have to let you know these dancers spent years perfecting this piece while you have two days, don’t disappoint because your dance teacher will take this away from you if she sees once mistake.” y/n gulps then nods her head slowly before getting up. “well let’s get to it, i only have two days” the girl then says. miss trin laughs before saying “alright but remember i better see face before i take this role from you personally!”

megumi pov 3rd person

it’s 5pm, and megumi is setting up for a video. he won’t have to leave for y/n’s until 7:00 and yuji has been on him for not posting, loosing content for his viewers. megumi sighs before testing the camera, mic and finally sitting down putting on his headphones and starting the video. “hey guys” he mumbles. his fans suddenly joining in as the comments go crazy. “i think it’s self explanatory what im doing today. playing ANOTHER game” he says. megumi then looks at the comments to see his views spiking, getting a bit nervous because he’s never really had such a viewing like this before. megumi plays through the game the time rushing from 5:00pm-6:20pm. megumi looks at the time before looking at the camera. “well uh i think it’s almost time to get off, but like usual i can answer a few questions.” he scans through the chat before seeing questions that catch his dark eyes. “do you nobara and yuji live together?… unfortunately”. “when’s the next stream with everyone, uh sorry ill have to ask yuji he usually plans that” megumi continues to scan through the questions until one about his fond friend comes up, “are you and y/n a thing, please just make out already” he reads eyes closing in disbelief at the last statement. “we’re just close friends” the comments start to shoot up at the response. “close friends so you’re finally admitting that she’s a friend?- well i’ve gotten to know her and i enjoy her company so yeah a friend.” he responds. the views start to rocket off after these interactions and megumi starts to get annoyed sharing particles of his private life. he glances more about these comments until one ticks him off. “y/n is always late and tbh not educated of anything, why her” megumis face turns into disgust before quickly defending y/n “y/n is not always late and even if she is it’s none of your concern. i would also like to let you know that she’s a very smart girl and excels in every subject” his fans began to roar in shock before typing the one word. “protective” “protective?” megumi repeats. “whatever, call it what you want” he scoffs before telling the chat to move onto a different topic from y/n. he glares at the time realizing he has to get off to meet this friend he was just taking about. he then wishes his fans farewell before heading off the live before trying to clean up to head to y/n’s place.

3rd person pov

y/n walks into place heading off to her dorm, her feet in shambles after the practice she just got down with. “she wasn’t lying about it being hard” she thinks to herself making sure her steps are calm and soft after the fast and demanding practice she just had. she walks into the housing and pushes up to the elevator too lazy to take the stairs up. the elevator dings as she gracefully walks in. she pushes the button and lets her head fall down. even though it was just monday she feels the stress of the world already falling on her shoulders. she turns her head from the left falling to her right shoulder before looking up and exiting the elevator walking to her dorm door. she opens her bag taking out her keys before hearing a “boom” followed by the laughter of toges voice. she quickly opens the door to see toge and maki with the special guest in the middle megumi, who’s sitting on their couch. y/n looks at the time a little embarrassed from being late, to watch the torture megumi has probably been through with the twisted friends she has. “Y/NNNN heyyy!!” toge yells, maki rolls her eyes crossing her arms over herself. “didn’t care to share you had someone coming over huh?” maki glares at y/n. y/n slowly walks in before looking straight and megumi, she gives an apologetic smile before walking up to him grabbing his arm, pulling him up and towards her room. “well! that was fun! hope you guys enjoyed your time but we have to study!” she says her voice pitch getting higher. y/n then gets into her room leading megumi in, suddenly letting go of his arm and shutting the door, she looks up out of breath “sorry..” she says. megumi looks at the girl and examines her before saying “forgot about studying?” he says. y/n looks at him before going to her desk, “no look, i have my math stuff out!” she broadcasts. megumi rolls his eyes playfully before taking his bag to set up to. y/n shifts over to her bed letting megumi claim her desk. she looks over before saying “sorry if my friends were weird” megumi looks over to the girl before saying “no, it’s fine mine are worst.” y/n laughs “guess that’s why our friends get along so well” megumi lets a small chuckle fall out before leading the conversation into studying. the two begin to study until y/n starts to daze off like the last time they’ve met. megumi shoots a glare and her before closing his book and sighing. his sigh catches y/n’s attention before she sits up straight, “sorry, continue” “no its fine” “it’s fine?” the girl questions. “but aren’t you here to study?” megumi grows quiet at the words the girl just said. he thinks to himself for a moment before getting stopped in tracks. yeah he was here to study and bring an educational tactic to the girl, but in all honesty- he enjoyed y/ns company. he enjoyed having someone who got him right away and wasn’t pushy like everyone. he enjoyed having peace and a friend who was growing onto him faster than he wanted. the boy finally looks up trying to answer before y/n beats him to it? “what or do you just like hanging around me?” megumi is caught off guard by her words, did she see right through him? he looks up in shocked before y/n burst out in laughter. “megumi you should see the look on your face right now!” she gets off her bed before stretching her head, “whatever i think you’re pretty cool too i guess” megumis face quickly turns into a scowl before getting up and gently hitting her with his notebook, “you didn’t even let me answer” he replies. “but you’re okay i guess.” y/n rolls her eyes before lightly shoving him. y/n then looks at the time trying to test her luck, “uh so i know im bored, do you want to watch a movie or something..” she says the last words becoming quiet.” megumi tries to read the girl and looking at the time, it’s definitely late- but the way he can understand how shy she got after asking that- he couldn’t resist. “sure.” y/ns head shoots up before running over to the living room, she sets up the couch before yelling at megumi to get in. they both make it on the couch before, megumi intrudes the scene.

“what are watching..?” megumi hesitates before y/n jumps up, “10 things i hate about you”. “a romcom?” “yeah duh- what you don’t like them?” y/n replies dramatically. megumi looks at the girl mouth slightly apart, “i just didn’t take you for that type” y/n scrunches her eyebrows trying to defend herself before the movie starts, she then shushes the black haired boy and they settle in, watching the movie play. an hour and 37 minutes go by before the movie ends and y/n looks at megumi. “how’d you like it??” she asks excitedly, megumi looks down at the girl before criticizing the movie. “i mean it was okay but-.” “but?? don’t hate on what you can’t have megumi” y/n snaps back. megumi then proceeds to get up before saying “thank you for showing me something i can’t have, but i do have to go back to my dorm” he teases. y/n rolls her eyes “of course!! let me walk you out i guess” the two walk towards her dorm waving bye to each other before y/n yells “YOU DONT HAVE TO ASK TO STUDY TO HANG OUT WERE FRIENDS SOO” megumi looks back before putting his hand up to shows he understands, he slowly walks back to his dorm, red and a little shy after that, but this time with a small smile forming.

y/n locks the door before walking towards the kitchen to find herself meeting with maki. maki sits there with a judgmental glare leaning against the fridge. “you know it’s getting harder to defend you everyday right? y/n looks over to maki confused, “what- defend me from who?” maki walks over before putting a hand to her hair, “cmon y/n you and megumi, do you think toge just shuts the fuck up when he has a new ship to sail? or..” y/n then gets up to leave “maki, seriously we’re just friends” maki then stands before responding, “you show all your friends 10 things i hate about you?” y/n stands there silent before leaving, “whatever floats your boat maki! i’m going to practice!” maki laughs before yelling to her “why because you know megumi will be there to see you” y/n enters her room, not without flipping off her friend, that’s leaving laughing at her actions.

*while megumi and y/n are studying…*

authors notes:

hello hello! welcome to chapter 11! thank you for everyone who supporting this smau! in this chapter we’re seeing the development between the two “friends” and how their friendship will blossom into something deeper! thank you all for reading see yall chapter 12! <3

fun facts:

• y/n watches romcoms as a stress reliever from dance!

• megumi got there before y/n due to her being late and toge and maki took an opportunity to poke and investigate him

• nobara, toge and yuji became shippers a while ago but after their recent stream became bigger ones. (they def have a fan page for a megumi + y/n account…)

• the black swan variation is one of the hardest things to do, y/n’s feet has never hurt this much after a practice.

tags list!

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @hannahgcherry @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n @makeshiftproject

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 10 • the bake off!

this chapter contains writing

lowercase intended

.••.•.•.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•..•.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.

y/n 3rd person pov

the clock ticks, leaving the silent atmosphere with a little bit of sound. 11:30am it reads as y/n is passing out, sleeping in. becoming a record as the longest she has slept in this school semester. she starts to stir as the peacefulness inside her room isn’t as silent outside where her roommates are freaking out cleaning the dorm for the company they’re expecting soon. twenty minutes pass until y/n’s door is suddenly swung open. maki barging through with the vacuum on the highest speed. “wakey wakey sunshine” maki teases, y/n is barely up eyelids fluttering open. y/n groans as she turns towards her wall throwing a pillow over her face. maki continues roaming through her dorm with the vacuum cleaning her floor before going up to y/n and ripping the blankets and her pillow off. y/n groans and flips over onto her stomach. “we have company soon, and you and your room are messes.” maki warns. y/n then turns her head to meet makis eyes. “at 2 right” y/n mumbles. maki looks down at the girl and says “nope they should be here any minute and it’s 12 by the way” y/n shoots up and grabs her phone to check the time. “you guys had a field day in the group chat” she tells maki. maki laughing as she finishes up vacuuming her friends room, finally taking her leave. “yeah you should check it to get updated i guess, but get ready girl you’re going to be on camera” y/n flops back on her bed putting her hands over her eyes before getting up to clean her room before taking a shower.

y/n takes the next 15 minutes cleaning her room, due to the demand of dance, school and no time for peace, her room has turned out to be unorganized and somewhat of a mess to look at. she begins on reorganizing her room, making her books look neat, cleaning any trash or leftover empty water bottles and taking more time on organizing her dance part of her room. especially how delicate dance belongings can be y/n makes sure to take her time on putting things where they’re supposed to be. she finally finishes before hearing a knock on her door. “come in” she yells. toge enters the room and leans on her doorway. “this is finally looking better” he says as he scans her room. y/n hums before responding back, “are you here to monitor my cleaning or…” toge enters the room fully before looking y/n up and down in a judgmental glare “no im also here to say that yuji texted me saying they’re going to be here in 15, they were going to be here in 5 but megumi wanted to buy cookies i guess?” y/n looks up finally at toge and smirks before going back to cleaning little things in her room. toge notices this change in her attitude before continuing, “also known as “you should get ready girl.” because friend to bestie you look like a hot mess” y/n then rolls her eyes before throwing a pillow at him. “you’re one to talk” she continues before picking out her outfit for today. toge catches the pillow before toge sits down on the chair y/n has. toge then takes this time to start questioning her. “soo i heard there’s something going on between you and megumi…” y/n freezes and slowly lifts her head up. “what the fuck” she says furrowing her eyebrows. “i didn’t say it first you know” toge then gets up and backs away slowly, trying to defend himself. y/n walks up to him “i thought we cleared the air that were just friends” she responds. toge then crosses his arms before tilting his head and smirking at y/n “y/nnnn you know you can tell me anything” he says before throwing his hands in the air to plead from the girl. “i can think like one of the girls, please gossip to me. do you like himmm” he continues singing the end. y/n laughs before scratching her neck "toge if there is anything going on i swear ill let you know first, i think of him as just a friend i swear. she says putting her hands in defense. she continues "plus im way too busy with dance for any man to come in my life right now. toge rolls his eyes and mocks the girl. "im too busy with dance" he starts mocking speaking in a high voice. "whatever ill let you get ready you clearly need all the time" he says before leaving. y/n acts shocked and puts her hand to her heart acting hurt before yelling “LOOK IN THE MIRROR TOGE, HOPE THAT ISN’T YOU “PUT TOGETHER”. she laughs before heading over to the bathroom to take her shower. y/n is in the shower looking at the time, she needs to make it quick and fast but still efficient to get the job done. she scrubs down and washes her hair, making it in time to get out to have the time to do her hair and makeup. she hops out before quickly changing into her outfit for the day. she dries her hair and begins her makeup. while completing her look she looks in the mirror and groans. she looks okay but there’s a little voice in the back of her head telling her it’s not enough. she begins to play around with her hair trying to find the perfect look, adding more makeup to her eyes to enhance them. she looks in the mirror again before getting irritated, nothing is working in her favor. she takes a couple deep breaths before pausing. she’s never really cared this hard for her appearance besides in dance. what’s making her nervous? is it the camera? the video she’s going to be in? is she nervous because toge is getting bigger in views and subscribers? or maybe it’s the fact her new friend is coming over to her home? wait what? her head pops up realizing her last thought. she groans in the palm of her hands before hearing the doorbell getting rung. she pats herself down and quickly examines her room before walking out to welcome the guest in her dorm.

3rd person

yuji is carrying all the ingredients for todays video running down the hall to find the dorm of his friends. “YUJI SLOW DOWN YOU DUMBASS” nobara yells trying to reach him. megumi follows behind holding onto the cookies he bought, remembering the small gesture y/n gave to him trying to return the favor. plus it’s the least he can do for her and her friends as they welcomed their crazy party in their dorm. the three friends finally make their way over to the door. yuji pounds on the door before megumi pulls him back scolding him for his rude behavior, megumi then rings the doorbell once, before waiting for the arrival of a streamer to greet them. then in no time toge opens the door “welcome friends to our happy home, please come in” he waves in. the three friends make their way in, yuji looking in taking in the form of his friend in excitement, nobara waltzing in and looking at the decoration and megumi putting the cookies down. maki walks in “yo” she greets everyone, nobaras head popping up at the sound of her voice going over to hang out with her. yuji and toge both coming together to try to discuss the plans for todays video without getting distracted. while megumi is in the corner a bit awkward from everyone else. the atmosphere is filled with joy and conversation until yujis voice finally booms over “WHERES Y/N?” toge then responds “well she was showering but truuuuussttt we woke the beast up” then without failure y/n comes in. “woke who up” y/n says while walking in, toges body freezes up before hiding behind maki in hopes she’ll protect her. “NOTHING MY QUEEN Y/n” toge says in fear. y/n side eyes them before moving on, not wanting to start something in front of her guest. she waves and says hi to everyone before meeting megumi. “nice cookies” she laughs, megumi looks down at the cookies and mocks her “well i felt bad we are at your dorm” y/n rolls her eyes teasingly before toge interrupts “OK DORM TOUR THEN WE CAN START RECORRDDINNGG” maki rolls her eyes before yelling at toge “can you ever shut up” nobara continues after maki “you’re literally just like yuji but in a tiny bit less annoying form” toge tries to snap before y/n stops them trying to have peace in the dorm for once, “okay! let’s start here’s the living room” she walks around. the 5 friends following her, “mini kitchen and table” she continues before stopping in front of toges room “toge you want to show them around or…” toge jumps in front and opens his door. “welcome to mi casa” he opens. usually toges room is messy. when scolded about it he complains back that “he knows where everything is, so it’s fine” but today it looked unusually clean for a change. yuji immediately walks in and coos at the room that is mostly filled with electronics and video sets up, while his two roommates are in awe of the sudden change. they move onto the tour to makis room which is always clean and tity. makis room filled with school work and collectibles. no one is really in her space when walking in, as they sense her wanting to have her personal space as her own. they all walk out to finally go to y/ns. y/n steps before the group before sighing, “it might not be as clean as makis but here we go” the group goes in, yuji immediately eying her dance corner, nobara touching her old pointe shoe collection. “how do you go on these?” yuji questions, y/n walks up and demonstrates on her foot. well you releve or rise your foot up all the way onto your toe. she explains while showing the process, yujis face scrunches up. mouthing ouch while letting the shoe go out of his hands. toge suddenly speaks “she’s really good, one of the best i must say” putting an arm over y/n’s shoulders. y/n rolls her eyes removing his hand while mumbling “i’m not the best right now”. toge then backs off and continues “you have to see her in person then.” then sticks out his tongue at y/n for removing his hand off her. megumi starts grows curious at this new involvement and asks, “do you have a performance soon?” y/n’s eyes focuses on the boy, smiling softly, “yeah pretty soon i guess”

maki comes in to speak for y/n noticing that she’s growing shy of the topic. “she’s the black swan in the “swan lake”, you guys should see the performance. it’s in two weeks, friday and saturday” toge interferes again his tone growing excited, “you guys should come it’ll best performance of your lives” he says hands crossing. megumi then makes eye contact with y/n before announcing “we’ll be there for the amazing ballerina.” after that yuji, nobara make eye contact then smirking, but this time with the addition of toge who as caught onto this act, and support the ship of the two. y/n is left stunned and shocked from the support of her friends, and a little flustered from the unknowing support from her new friend megumi. she takes a great interest from megumi and this small comment especially knowing from the first time they’ve met that he’s not the best with words or speaking up in general. she gleams as says “that would be very appreciated if you guys would come thank you” yuji then comes in excited glazing with questions about dance, “when did you start”, “is it hard? “does your feet hurt?” “can you do a fancy turn” . nobara grabs the hem of yujis shirt pulling him back before yelling at him “you don’t just bombard people questions like that you jerk” before tossing him on the ground. yuji apologizes quickly before asking one more question, one that catches the ears of the dancer herself. you don’t seem like the black swan type though, why’d you pick her?” toge and maki freezes knowing that that was a more sensitive topic and something that y/n barely talks about with them. y/n’s face drops, she starts to get a little irritated because of the situation that she was in with her role already. her face scrunches up before remembering to put her emotions aside and remembering that yuji has no idea what happens in her side of the world. she pauses a bit and takes a deep breath in before giving yuji a response and ultimately understanding he meant no harm doing that. y/n plasters on a smile before saying, “i know i might not have the personality of the black swan, but dance is all about becoming your character and it’s a role i wanted to perceive for a while”, yuji mouth turns into a o shape before humming “ohhhh, CAN YOU TEACH ME ONE DAY” he says not realizing his question created harm. y/n then laughs before nodding yes. toge then interferes before another incident about dance happens again, knowing it can cause a problem for y/n “alrighty tours over let’s go shoot for the camera!”

the friend group makes it way to the kitchen. yuji and toge explaining the roles and the rules for the video. “we will be attempting to bake a cake while some of us will be blindfolded, some of us will have our mouths duck taped to prevent talking and the rest will have headphones so they can’t hear. got that?” the group explains while yuji cuts in to tell the roles. “okayy maki and y/n you will be blindfolded, toge and megumi you will be duck taped, but megumi that’s basically a walk in the park because you don’t say shit anywaysss” megumi glares at yuji for his comment before slapping the back of his head. yuji winces “MEGUMI IM STILL SORE FROM YOU BEATING ME UP, CONTROL YOURSELF” he yells before continuing the roles with a pout “anyways that leaves nobara and i to have the headphones” the group nods and agrees before grabbing their supplies and setting up the camera, nobara grabs her headphones before teasing yuji “yuji just because we have headphones does not mean you have to be louder than you already are” she walks away laughing. yuji pouts further before mumbling “why are these freaks bullying me today” toge catches him off guard before counting down for the video to play “ALRIGHT GUYS VIDEO STARTING IN 3 2 1..” toge and yuji are immediately at the camera welcoming their fans to the channel and explaining to them what the group is here for. already the video is skyrocketing with views and likes especially when both groups are combined. the video starts each person being chaotic and the video being full of laughter. “MAKI YOURE PUTTING THE BATTER IN WRONG” yuji starts to yell. “HAH? maki yells” YOURE PUTTING THE BATTER ON THE TABLE” maki tries to look down but fails due to the blindfold in her way, she huffs before giving the cake batter to y/n. “what do you want me to do with this” y/n questions, maki shrugs before responding “i ain’t doing this shit no more, i’m not going to be the fault for the mess” nobara then pushes yuji and yells “I CAN SENSE YOU YELLING SHUT THE FUCK UP” yuji is tossed into y/n who feels herself stumbling into a body. megumi is caught off by surprise before realizing who it is, he puts an arm around y/n to catch her not being able to ask if she was okay due to him not being able to talk for this challenge. toge notices and turns to the camera to do a kissy motion before trying to contain his laugh. y/n gets up to try to apologize to the figure to ran into before nobara interrupts “GUYS THE CAKE BATTER YOU SPILLED IT. y/n realizes the batter is all over herself before quickly apologizing to everyone in the room. the video takes its ends from there based on the failed attempt of cake is now not possible. the group waves bye to the camera before now sitting in aftermath of the room they’ve made a mess in.

each person takes off their restrictions before yuji falls to his knees bowing up and down to y/n apologizing to y/n. y/n is laughing now reminding yuji that’s it’s ok. then toge comes up to her teasing “aren’t you going to thank your knight and shining armor megumi? he did catch you?” y/n freezes before facing the black haired boy, she walks up to him before thanking him. “i’m so so so sorry about falling on you, i hope i didn’t get cake batter on you? megumi shakes his head before responding “no don’t worry about it you shouldn’t be apologizing that pink hair idiot should be for not being observant” y/n laughs before the two sit in a comfortable silence. with that the big group helps out by cleaning up and saying their farewells, before heading back to their dorms and ending the day. y/n heads off before hearing a notification from her phone.

authors note :

WELCOME BACKKK HAPPY CHAPTER 10! today we are back with our big stream with the groups combined! i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and enjoyed seeing the different dynamics between the group! but all in all see ya for chapter 11!

fun facts:

• y/n always keeps her leftover dead point shoes for memories and it’s cute decor in general!

• toges room is usually a mess and it’s hard to locate anything from the normal eye!

• y/n did find out about toges text and toge was dealt with!!!

• y/ns and megumis friends scared of them when they’re mad?? they’re have something in common 🥰🥰🥰🥰 soulmates fr.

tags list:

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @hannahgcherry @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 9 • master of mathematics

this chapter does have writing

lowercase intended

.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•

y/n pov 3rd person

thursday

y/n is sitting down, fully ready to start the tremendous physical work that mrs trin will put her through. she flexes her feet, moving them side to side, and back up and down. y/n then puts her head down and stretches, and for the first time in a while she doesn’t have a thought in her mind. “y/n” mrs trin finally comes in. y/n looks up and responds, “what are we doing today? leaps?, turns or are you going to actually teach me the black swan routine?” y/n says with a teasing tone. these past days y/n has rather grown close to her new dance teacher, feeling more comfortable around her and being able to speak her mind freely without any shame. mrs trin smirks and walks up to her, she crouches down to her level and tilts her head. “your actually not doing any dancing today.” y/n eyes open and her head shoots up higher than it already was. “what- what do you mean?” she yells out. “next week i have to prove i’m the black swan to basically your boss and my teacher?” mrs trin laughs at this outburst. “i’m well aware of that y/n, your movements improved quickly, but you’re not showing your character still” y/n stares down her teacher, she’s lost in the moment, confusion showing clearly on her face. she speaks out after what feels like forever. “i thought im showing and improving it in my dance aspect though? what else do i have to give?” mrs trin then gets up and dramatizes the word. “FACE”. she continues after, “emotion y/n, i mean the black swan is confident and endearing, im still seeing pretty princess smiles from you.” y/n is baffled at this point, she stares at her teacher who’s seems like is on top of the world. y/n then gets up and says “so how can i be better?” mrs trin smiles, “it’s so refreshing having someone like you, let me show you” mrs trin exits the room motioning y/n to follow. she guides her to another dance room. she brings y/n and waves at her to get in front of her, “you’ve danced contemporary and lyrical before? yes?” mrs trin questions as y/n nods. “now look in” y/n looks into the room to see a dancer. she’s dancing a solo, her movements slow and in grace. y/n’s eyes follows the way the dancer is dancing, the way the dancer is flowing into the music, her feet flying up into the sky. y/n is in disbelief she traces down the dancer then she finally looks at the dancers face. the dancer looks emotional, she looks like she’s heard the worst news in her life and is putting it into dance. y/n watches, y/n’s mouth slightly open. the dancer continues, every raise, leap, flow is opened with the whisk of emotion, of heartbreak. the dancer takes her last motion before the song ends. her face not done though, the dancers face scrunched up as if someone punched her in the gut to slowly see it fall into a face of a soft goodbye. the dancer then jumps up and laughs, the deadly emotion swiping away from her features. mrs trin pulls y/n away leading her to the practice room they were once was in. y/n is shocked, y/n is familiar with the dance style of contemporary but isn’t so familiar with the tune of bringing in emotions to the stance of dance. “you’re going to teach me how to do that right?” y/n stops mrs trin slowly blinking. mrs trin looks down at her “of course why do you think i showed you that?” y/n is now filled with determination ready to begin, mrs trin notices this new flame to y/n and takes this as an opportunity to start. “ok hope your warmed up lets begin!”.

y/n is exhausted after this practice, she ditched the pointe shoes and danced directly on the floor with her feet covered with stockings. she was tasked to freestyle in a contemporary style dance to a song her teachers choice. she did this over and over again, until her dance session was over. this ends with mrs trin still not seeing y/n’s black swan mindset or any emotion that could see her part. mrs trin sends her home with a homework task. to find a mindset that’s like the black swan. to think of herself in a cocky confident way. to find a emotion deep inside her to portray. y/n groans before going home a bit frustrated. she didn’t get the job done in the first time enraging the perfectionist in her, and tired of trying to freestyle to a song she can’t feel any emotion to. she makes her way to her dorm, sets everything down before turning to her desk. math homework is set on her desk, math. she then remembers about her tutoring journey that she’s going to start tomorrow.

megumi pov 3rd person

friday

megumi is rushing home, it’s about 4:30pm and he has company over at 6. his professor let him out 30 minutes later than usual and this put him off his day. he walks through campus trying to make it back to his dorm by 5, while doing this he makes sure to send a quick text to his friends to not come to the dorm and to give him at least 2 hours before coming back home. he finally makes it up to his dorm and he starts to slightly panic. he has one hour to clean the dorm, set up to help with math and to make himself look decent. he drops his stuff off to his room before starting to clean the dorm. he slightly curses under his breath, setting a mental note for when his friends come back home. he needs to scold them for being dirty and to pick up their load of cleaning the dorm. he finishes cleaning the living room and kitchen and moves onto his room. his room is usually clean, but due to the past weeks stress of school it’s became unorganized. he starts to rearrange his papers, remake his bed and clean his bathroom. he finishes and moves over to organize his desk, to make it look clean and neat before his new friend arrives. he then looks at the time, 5:40 blinking back at him. he sighs and moves over to get himself looking clean as well. he changes into new clothes and moves into the bathroom to try to make his hair look at least decent. he then pauses and realizes, he’s never this worried about having company over? why is he feeling so anxious now? he looks in the mirror still trying to fix his hair before giving up and groaning. he puts his face into his palms feeling the pressure as the time continues to pass. that’s until he hears a faint knock on his door. he pauses a bit confused, “was that a knock or..?” he thinks to himself. before hearing a louder one, he then scrambles up as he rushes through his room before heading to the door. he makes his way through before stopping right in front of the doorway. he then walks closer to the door before he hesitates to open it, he stops takes a big breath in and out before opening the door to the girl standing out right in front of him.

3rd person

“hey” y/n says hands full with papers of math and a box of cookies. megumi finds himself chuckling at the sight before helping her with her stuff welcoming her in his dorm. “sorry uh it’s a bit messy.” she laughs “this is messy?” megumi sighs in relief knowing he did an okay job cleaning in a short time before continuing “i thought i said you didn’t have to bring anything?” y/n freezes before answering delicacy, “well yeah but i felt bad you’re helping me with math and that’s means a lot to me you know!”. megumi stops her in her tracks and says “thank you i appreciate it.” megumi leads her to his room “we can study in the living room i just need to grab my math supplies. y/n nods and takes that moment to explore the boys room. she glances noticing how neat it is, comparing to toge. she looks around before something catches her eye. “woahhh is that your gaming set up” she walks over. megumi looks behind to see the girl making herself at home. “oh yeah, it’s something simple i guess.” “simple??” the girl exclaims. “this is so cute and neat!” megumi is now stopped in his track, “cute??” he questions. “well yeah it’s super cute” megumi stops and looks at her “i wasn’t really going for a cute theme.” y/n laughs well it’s cute to me soo” megumi softly smiles at the girl before interrupting, “well i think we should start” y/n nods and follows the boy into the living room. the both of them settle down on the living room floor taking out their math sheets and megumi begins to explain each problem throughly. 30 minutes go by before megumi stops noticing y/n is distracted. “do you understand?” y/n nods her head trying to lie because after the first 20 minutes were done, she got lost in what megumi was trying to explain. megumi shifts his body towards her, “don’t lie, it’s okay if you don’t” y/n puts her head down in shame. “i’m sorry, you’re a really good teacher i promise. i just i got a little lost” megumi nods as he drops the pencil he was once holding onto the coffee table they were working at. “alright how about we take a break” y/n agrees before stretching outwards and starting a conversation. “soo do you like streaming?” megumis head pops up before looking at y/n “oh um it’s okay, right now it’s just a hobby i guess” y/n hums “do you want to do it like as a future, you’re kind of popular you know.” megumi looks at y/n before answering, “well i dont know it’s something that’s just there right now” y/n puts her head on her hand, noticing a shift in megumi “sorry if that conversation made you uncomfortable, it’s just cool to know other streamers besides toge” megumi smiles a bit before responding, “no you’re okay nobody really asks me about it i guess” he sighs before continuing “it’s fun to play with my friends it’s just a little hard with the fame and stuff. y/n sits up realizing that megumi is slowly opening up she nods her head and hums to let him know that she’s listening to him. megumi looks up a little shocked that he’s expressing a problem he’s had with someone, and feels comfortable doing so. he then hesitates trying to change the conversation. it being a little awkward while doing so since he’s always been a listener and not someone that talks. “so um you dance..?” y/n eyes pop open a little shocked that he remembered from the little mention in the group chat of her dancing. “oh yeah, im a ballerina!” megumi tries to deepen the conversation but still sounding a bit awkward, “do you like it.?” “yeah it’s something that i’ve been doing my whole life, well.. you can say i am pretty passionate about it” y/n says awkwardly laughing. they both sit in silence for a bit before y/n tunes up the conversation, quickly learning that megumi isn’t the one to talk a bunch. she tries to get to know him asking his favorite color, animal, birthday, class and more. the two of them suddenly fall into deep conversation not aware of the time. being there talking and getting familiar with another for hours. before two familiar faces pop into the door.

“MEGUMIIIIIIII” yuji yells. nobara comes in to slap yuji at the back of his head, “dumbass he said he was studying why are you so loud” she scoffs before the both of them lock eye contact with y/n. the room goes silent for a moment before it’s broken by nobara. “YOU DIDNT TELL ME YOU HAD A DATE MEGUMI”, yuji comes in fake sobbing holding onto nobara “HES ALL GROWN UP” megumi starts to pack up before getting up to hit yuji who crashes into nobara, “shut up” he says. y/n takes that as a sign to also begin packing up. she waves hi to both yuji and nobara before getting bombarded with questions. “were you two on a date?” “we’re sorry we interrupted” “is he actually nice to you?” before megumi comes in and stops the interrogation. “we were STUDYING until two dumbasses came in. y/n laughs before taking her leave towards the door, “this was fun! thank you for tutoring but i think i’ll go..” the three roommates wave their goodbyes to the girl, megumi walking her out before closing the door to give a death glare to his two friends. he breathes in and yells “i thought i said two hours” yuji gets on his knees and asks for forgiveness not knowing the torture his best friend was about to give “ITS BEEN TWO HOURS MEGUMI YOU DIDNT ANSWER YOUR PHONE” yuji yells. megumi looks down before pulling out his phone to see the missed calls from both of them. he rolls his eyes and says “whatever fuck both of you two”. nobara holds in a laugh before turning to yuji “yup that definitely looked like “studying” she says before entering her room. yuji is left there, still on the ground confused but happy that he didn’t get a punch in the face by megumi.

Authors notes:

HI GUYS!! welcome welcome to chapter 9!! today we’re here with the study session! even though they didn’t get a lot of math done i still say it was a tutor session well worth! in our next chapter we will be introduced with our next stream with everyone, hopefully it goes well 🙌🙌🙌 also sorry for the late post, summer school is almost done for me so i’m just overwhelmed with tests + studying! anyways ill see you next chapter byee! 💓

fun facts:

• megumi was STRESSING when his class was out late, he was scared he wouldn’t have time to do everything before y/n came!

• y/n felt bad coming in empty handed so before going to class she woke earlier to get cookies at the store (y/n knows how to bake but has no time to do so.)

• after yuji and nobara caught y/n and megumi, megumi made them swear to not tell anyone because he was embarrassed (and just shy)

• yuji did indeed get beat after sending the text in the group chat!

tags list:

@catobsessedlady @starrnai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @hannahgcherry @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 8 preform

this chapter has writing in it

lowercase intended

.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.••..••.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.••.•.•.•.

megumis pov 3rd person

megumi is already up. 8am, tuesday, the summer days turning into cool air as it’s slowly turning into the ending of august and going into the beginning of september. he looks at the time, finally finishing off some homework he’s been putting off- since he’s been loosing the war of school vs streaming. he gets up and decides to take a shower before class. he quickly grabs extra clothes, shoes and his other necessities to freshen him up for the day, he finally heads off to the shower. he starts to get ready to get in, not before adding a soft tune to have on as background noise, also to hear his favorite songs before heading into the stress zone of college. he gets in while playing with the temperature of the water to finally find the right balance of warmth. megumi continues his shower letting himself drown under the water- until he gets lost in his thoughts. last week with his interaction with his new group of gamers, megumi and his roommates channels blew up more than it ever did before. he didn’t mind until recently, seeing how a few people would come up to yuji and nobara, and in rare occasions sometimes even him. this started to become a problem as the new fear of getting noticed on campus now became an underlying anxiety. megumi looks up to the shower head, his right hand lifting up to move hair out of his eyes before turning off the water. he stands in silence for a while before thinking of the future of his life. he begins to question his future of the gaming channel and then finds himself comparing himself to yuji. he starts to grow a sense of jealousy because yuji can handle himself well on and off camera. he can have that familiarity of comfort of being in crowds of fans or being recognized. he can live in a stress free world with only streaming as his own success that he enjoys. megumi moves and holds himself on the wall, towards the shower head he looks down and wonders if toge feels like this, if he can relate to his situation. megumi believes he has to be stressed with school and of course his channel that is also growing with fans. he then quickly catches his breath and scoffs to himself as the first thing he does before stepping out of the shower is check the time. he then realizes that he’s running late for class. he starts to make his way to get ready for school. he changes and makes his appearance at least a little bit decent for the day before grabbing his bag, picking it up and walking out the door to make it to his first class of the day. statistics.

3rd person pov

y/n is already in her seat, right next to where megumi usually sits. she looks around for her new friend, knee bouncing as she’s getting a little anxious as he’s usually there before her. she looks around until the black haired boy finally walks in making his way up to his seat. she glances towards him with a smile on her face as she waves hi, he glances up and waves back before settling down. “your here late” she says to him not looking towards his direction. he looks at her and stutters with a delayed response “oh yeah i just had a late morning” “sorry you’re just here usually earlier than i am” y/n quickly responds back realizing that her words may seem a bit weird. megumi then replies with a hum before the professor starting class. the professor continues with explaining a new topic and spends the rest of the class teaching it until the last 10 minutes. the professor voice rupturing through the class, “okay students the teacher assistants are going to pass back your last test please take these last minutes to review and do better for the next test. your grades will be posted on your grade books shortly.” the assistants begin to pass the test along before two come to megumi and y/n. megumi gets handed his test with confidence, him getting a 100 percent on this math chapter, while y/n gets handed her text upside down. y/n grabs her paper and looks up to the teacher assistant. the assistant looks back and gives a crooked smile trying to reassure her. she then slowly flips the test to see a 66%. she gasp and slams the test down back on the table, gaining the attention from a few other students around her. megumi looks up with his eyebrow raised, “i’m guessing you didn’t get a good score?” y/n continues to look straight ahead in shock while responding quickly “nope.” megumi looks down at her test which is still held with her hand. “do you understand what’s happening now in class?” y/n then looks his way not being able to meet his eyes “…no” she almost whispers. megumi then finds his mouth moving faster then his head can think. “i can help tutor you if you’ll like..” they both look at each other in shock, y/n shocked that someone is offering to help her on her own bad faults in math. shes also shocked that megumi is kind enough to help even without knowing each other for that long. megumi is shocked, flabbergasted even- that he just said that. megumi, someone whos whole personality is being very introverted- just offered to tutor someone he doesn’t know very well. megumi is left there speechless not being able to form a word in that moment due to his actions. y/n then speaks up “that would be great actually, thank you.” she smiles. megumi looks down hiding the embarrassment on his face, finally being able to pick up the words, “yeah it’s whatever”. the class ends and y/n begins to pack up before continuing to talk to megumi, “i’ll text you a date that works for me. see you later, thank you again megumi. megumi then freezes before replying and looking dead in y/n eyes, “wait how do you have my number”- he’s suddenly cut off by y/n laughing “i saved your contact from the group chat of course, i’m not a stalker” megumi then slowly nods with a dumbfounded look on his face, not realizing that he’s done the same as well. y/n then proceeds with leaving before waving bye to megumi.

y/n pov 3rd person

y/ns core classes come to a end. she finds herself at the same doors that have been seeming to give her a problem. she sighs as she walks into the dance doors doing her usual routine of getting ready for dance. today for her is different, as soon as dance ends she has the plan to stay in the studio until she understands the black swan, until she can mold into the black swan and prove her teacher wrong. she steps into her class to begin practicing. she begins to do leg work to strengthen her muscles while practicing for the strong leg movements she has to do for her role. she’s lost in the track of dance until the teacher lines everyone up ready to dance like usual. “welcome ladies, i hope you all had a great tuesday but i wanted you to know that we have 3 weeks until our take on “the swan lake”. this week will be tryouts for the smaller roles. but now i want you ladies to understand that these classes as rehearsals, apart from your personal ones of course. please bring your “A” game and let’s begin” she stops and says “oh the white and black swan please see me after class for rehearsal information” y/n nods as she begins to make her way to the bar, feeling determined to showcase her talent for the world to see. the rest of class goes smoothly, as the dancers learn 2 more sequences of dances and practice more on pointe technique the class finally ends. as walking over to the teacher for instruction, y/n spaces out as the teacher begins her farewells to the other students. the only thing she has in her mind right now is her role. the black swan, she’s reviewing her solo trying to compare it to each character. she swears that her combination was close to the black swan but the others eyes it was the opposite. her thoughts are suddenly ruined by the teacher roaring through the empty room, as it’s filled with y/n, kai and their “lovely” teacher. “i hope you didn’t have plans today because your rehearsals start today, like i said last class you two need work and you guys need to start fighting for your roles.” both swans nod as the teacher continues. “you will have one on ones with teachers kai you will be with me and y/n you will be with our younger teacher miss trin. as if the teacher summoned her, a short brunette lady walks into the room, filling the tense atmosphere with a more calmer one. y/n glances over and her main teacher booms “y/n don’t think you got it easy because you don’t have me up your back. you will preform to the top of your abilities with miss trin. “yes maam” y/n responds not loosing eye contact with her teacher. “alright that’s it kai you will be in here for rehearsal and y/n you will be in practice room 2. next week i better see improvement or else i will make changes.” both dancers agree and thank the teacher before making their ways into rehearsals.

y/n walks into the room walking to the middle of the floor. she sits in first position waiting for miss trin to instruct her on what to do. her mind begins to wonder to see how this teacher will teach. what would she make her do. is she going to see her turns, leaps? will she make her do her solo again. will she teach her the black swan combination? miss trin walks around her as if y/n is the prey and miss trin is ready to attack her, but in this full circle instead of attacking her, miss trin stops right in front of y/n. “i saw your solo, it was good. well done” y/ns eyes pop open, “uh thank you maam.” “but i do agree you are such a white swan” y/ns nods her head slowly, “you can ask why, in my class you can speak freely you don’t have to be afraid to speak your mind.” y/n hesitates before speaking. “oh uh can i ask why?” miss trin smirks and backs up “y/n i know how you are as a dancer, you want to be perfect the best, and it’s showing when your dancing.” y/ns mouth forms into a smile. “but that’s not going to get you anywhere y/n, anyone can do that . any other dancer can be the best and just put on a smile and dance.” y/n nods confused and shocked she looks up to her teachers face and opens her mouth, she tries to speak but nothing comes out. the teacher judges her in that moment before continuing, “y/n i want you to be great, i want to see your name in the billboards but i need you to do better.” y/n almost bursts out before taking a deep breath to respond, “how, i am definitely trying to do better. you said im perfect out there, what else do you guys want?” “i want you to preform.” “preform?” y/n questions. “yes, y/n i say you’re the white swan not only because i know your personality like the white swan. you’re soft like one, your elegant your more caring and contrasts for others. but i need you to step out of that shell and be daunting, i need you to be fierce and strong. if I’m not wrong you’re fierce for you passion and your ability to do anything for the sport, i need you to show that while you dance and not play it safe when it comes to that now.” she pauses before continuing. “i know you know the black swan carefully but i need you to showcase it now.” y/n nods and questions “how do you want me to do that? i thought i did” miss trin smiles and holds onto y/n shoulders “i have three weeks to teach you exactly that, but you have to break old habits like your old perfect ballet mindset” y/n freezes and almost yells “ballerinas are perfect though?” miss trin laughs “yes y/n we are perfect, but your character isn’t the type of perfect your perceiving, you need to learn how each character has different perfections.” y/n tries to nod but still not understanding before miss trin cuts her off “i know you still don’t get it but you will. now come on let’s learn the black swan” she says while turning to look at y/n. y/n huffs before following. y/n then settles into first position waiting to hear from the teacher. but she then announces that they would be working on hands and arms movements. they continue the class working on those, y/n is shocked as these movements are the same things shes learned when she was first starting dance- but the thing that shocked her more is everything she’s doing is technically correct but incorrect in her teachers eyes. more importantly more incorrect in becoming the character of the black swan. the class continues with just working on that, her arms being “too elegant and soft”, her feet being not dramatic and strong” and her leaps “being graceful but not confident in the eyes of the swan”. the role that’s slowly becoming her nightmare. the class finally ends and her teacher lets her go, while reminding her to breathe. “good work today y/n. y/n stands there surprised, “but i got everything basically wrong.” “that’s still work” the teacher comforts her. y/n nods and leaves to the dressing room. usually by now she would feel broken down and defeated, but for one she feels like she wants to laugh.

authors notes: HELLOO GUYS!! i’m back with another chapter! today we got both views on each of their own worlds of megumi and y/n and a STUDY SESSION!!! hopefully this will bring them closer and if not they for a video together on saturday :P. ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER AND ARE READY FOR CHAPTER 9!!

fun facts:

• when megumi got y/n’s text he lowkey freaked out because this is the only person he texts outside of his close circle

• he asked (begged) his two roommates yuji and nobara to not be at the dorm when y/n comes but only said because he needed peace and quiet because he would be studying (secret secret)

• miss trin likes y/n a lot because she can see herself in her (perfectionist unite together!!)

tags list!! -

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @hannahgcherry @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @juliiizh @domainexpansi0n

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 7- understood.

this chapter does include writing

lowercase intended

the greatest - lana del ray

.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•

y/n pov 3rd person

y/n sighs as she finally makes her way to her dorm, she stops in front of the dorm before putting her head down against the cold wood. she shuffles her feet, feeling the pain of overworking herself and finally sighs before entering her key and walking into the dorm. maki and toge are already at the door waiting for her to arrive. “HEY Y/N” toge yells, “yo” maki adds on. “how was the tryouts or whatever” maki asks after. y/n is hesitant with her answer because she doesn’t want to jinx anything coming fourth. “it was a bit more scary than my other ones but we find out tomorrow.” “dang that fast?” toge says with a surprised look, “don’t they need like a few days to choose” he continues. y/n shrugs her shoulders and explains “that’s college for you i guess and these teachers truly don’t mess around” “well there’s dinner in the fridge to eat” maki says with a stern look. toge jumps in after “yup auditions are over so it’s time to have our amazing and not mean y/n back” y/n turns her head and stares him down. “kidding” he says putting his hands up in defense, “but seriously please y/n it’s time to bring you back to health” y/n nods before replying “ok well um i’ll eat later im going to get ready for bed” the other two friends nod before they say their good nights before eventually going on to their own rooms. y/n then goes into her room, dropping everything when she enters. she strips from her ballet clothing before putting on her pajamas, throwing her dirty clothes on the floor not caring about the mess. she then rips down her hair, leaving it with the product still in, before jumping into bed. exhaustion finally taking over and before luring into a deep sleep.

y/n is suddenly awoken by the noise of someone banging on the door, she looks up and tries to get up and out of bed. she finally makes it out of the tangles of multiple blankets as she stumbles down to the floor- making her way to the door. she finally opens her room door not making out of the image of who it is. she blinks and rubs her eyes a couple of times to then see maki at the door irritated. “you know what time it is?” y/n hums as she rubs her eyes once more. “y/n! your classes for today? or is that going to be optional for you?” maki yells at her. y/n is then fully awake from the full force news to her sleeping in. “oh shit” she says as she rushes towards her school bags digging to quickly organize and change textbooks for her classes today, “oh shit is right” maki mumbles as she leaves the doorway. y/n then grabs her school bag and makes her way to her bathroom. y/n tries to get ready mainly focusing on the basic necessities- not making any effort to her appearance, only focusing on the mess of her hair she has from not showering the night before. she races across her room trying to reach the door before she suddenly trips over something, slamming down to the ground. she groans as she looks up before realizing she tripped over her dance bag. dance. she then realizes and gasps as today she would find out if she got the black swan. y/n slowly gets up and accepts that she won’t make it on time for her first class. she puts down her stuff before starting over her morning- this time making sure she’s prepared and ready for the day with the recognition of dance. including the million dollar news that could help start her dream- or ruin her chances of dancing forever.

y/n pov 3rd person

y/n finishes her first class of the day, closing her phone from getting the text from the new group chat she was added in a week ago. she makes her way to the center because the first class of the day was also her last one before dance. she then stops in front of the door. she sighs and takes a deep breath as her nerves are starting to kick in. she then finally enters and makes her way into the dressing room. she does her usual routine before entering her classroom to practice like usual. today is different the only person in the room is kai. her one and only competition, but this time she’s viewing her as someone who she would share the main stage with. she walks in before entering the dance floor and she begins turning. as she’s turning the vision of disappointment appears in her mind as the memories of her first dance class comes in. she views the mistakes and the need to grow, she starts to panic but tries to push through. but the thoughts don’t stop as the fear of failure comes in and the anxiety of not getting role clouds in. she then feels her foot start to feel weak as she bobbles her last turn before ending the whole entire sequence itself. she then puts her hands to hear knees trying to keep her breathing steady- she eventually looks up to see herself in the mirror. but then she sees that kai has been watching her. “those were good but you bobbled the last one, why?” y/n looks at kai from the mirror. she takes a long pause, thinking of a response before answering, “why?”. the one word usage surprises kai. kai then smirks and crosses her arms. “because your my competition of course, i know im the best so you’re obviously right up with me, why did you bobble your last turn.” y/n scoffs before turning to face her. “because I just did? is that a good answer for you” slowly growing irritated. kai hums before walking out of the room, “we may be auditioning for different parts which is lucky for you, but know later into the season when there’s only one main part to get- just know that i’ll get it.” y/n is left there with silence, she stands there stunned for a minute . shes never really had a problem with kai and always thought this competition was more friendly and something to push each other. until now. y/n looks up, tightening the grip of her hands before going towards the barre. even though she’s irritated with the new “acquaintance” she gained, that doesn’t build up enough emotion to stop the sport she loves. dance. so instead of taking the frustration on kai and walking out like the dancer who tried to scare her off. she leaves it to the dance floor and resumes her practice. a few minutes passed then 15 have and the class has started. the class starts with no word on the main leads and instead straight into a ballet piece from the swan lake the teacher wanted everyone to learn- the 4 little swans. they take the whole class learning before the teacher announces, “i know many of you’ve been waiting for me to announce the roles so here it is. i won’t sugar coat it, this is the field of dance. but if you tried out and didn’t make it then i still want to see more of you in the more less dramatic roles for our upcoming project. when i call your name for these two roles come see me after class because we need to talk” the old teacher glances the room and pauses before continuing in a strict but cold manner. “congratulations to kai everden for the role of the white swan.” she pauses and looks around. y/n starts to sweat, she gets nervous and starts to overthink her performance. her head feels dizzy and she starts to get lost in her own thoughts. until the loud booming of the voice of her teacher interrupts her. “and to y/n l/n for the black swan.” y/ns face brights up she glances to her teacher to see her already facing her. her face beamed with a smile and she’s filled with relief. she then sits up more taller filled with confidence as she then waits to hear the rest of what has to be said from the instructor.

the dance teacher continues “that’s it for class other part auditions will be next week, goodbye. then as a until the other dancers exit, most of them filled with emotion as those who tried out didn’t get the chance to be the main lead. y/n and kai get up to approach the dance teacher before she starts. “don’t think because you got the role you are perfect, you guys are not. this sudden outburst draws the faces of both dancers and takes the color of both of their faces. the teacher continues. “i’m surprised you guys tried out for the roles you did-you guys actually fit each others roles perfectly. y/n scrunches her eyebrows and tries to wipe her confused face off before letting her teacher continue. “i made the decision that if i don’t see improvement of you two becoming and getting into your character that you got i will change it.” kai intrudes in “what do you mean?” the teacher raises her voice “i mean if i don’t see you being graceful and dance with perfection and become the white swan i will turn you into the black one, the same for you y/n” she yells. y/n adds on “so your saying im not into character enough” “im saying you’re dancing like the white swan and im seeing kai dancing like the black. this changes everything for you two now. you now are going to have to continue fighting for your original roles.” “understood” y/n replies defeated. “if you both cannot do it and complain then i’ll replace you both she continues. there’s silence in the studio. “there are multiple ladies who would kill for this role in this dance program. be thankful you have one chance that i never usually make, that’s it. see you next class with more details about extra rehearsals. y/n finally looks up as the teacher leaves. kai looks at her before taking her leave too. y/n is now left alone in the dance room confused. she thought she lived through the black swan, all the practices and videos on hours and hours didn’t pay off. she looks up before leaving the class room entering the dressing room, before taking her bag, changing in peace. to leaving the studio this time with her head and heart held low.

authors note: hey guys!! welcome back to chapter 7! sorry it took a while school is kicking my butt!! today we have a short chapter (no megumi pov 🫤) but UPCOMING MEET WITH ALL STREAMERS + Y/Ns GROUP!!! also our little dancer finally got the role! (idk if she wanted it to go like this though… but anyways see you guys next chapter because that one will definitely be a fun and much longer one! anyways see yall later! <3

fun facts:

• toge and maki know when y/n is upset and it’s usually because of dance but they try to help and comfort her by spending time and doing acts of service for her (so cute)

• megumi usually never says hi to someone first so when he did it to y/n, yuji and nobaras megumi+y/n ship went OFFFFFF

• yuji loves gaming but wants to explore doing other things for his channel

my tags list should work now, if not then trust i will email tumblr or some. anyways if it doesn’t please comment down your blog name so i can try again, thank you for your support! <3

taglist! -

@catobsessedlady @prettynai @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @aceakariii @meltedoctopie @hannahgcherry

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 6 - friends? friends.

this chapter does include writing

lowercase intended

nocturne - laufey

•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.••.•.

y/n pov 3rd person

the stream finally ends. y/n sighs as she turns around. she is stopped halfway as she sees toge standing behind her, tapping his foot as if y/n was his child and was waiting to discipline her. “heyyy toge” she says with a quiver in her voice. “y/n..” “WAIT HERE ME OUT” she yells back at him saying her name. she gets out of the chair and slowly backs away. “y/n.” he repeats again. “IM SORRY DONT HURT ME” she says holding her hands in her face in defense from the man in front of her. “Y/N” he finally yells out. “what..” she replies quietly. he sighs and sits at the edge of her bed. “i’m not mad- well i am mad, just not at the problem you’re probably thinking of.” toge begins, “maki and i seen you change because of dance and it’s not healthy y/n.” y/n tenses up remembering the conversation between her and maki this morning, as she stays quiet to hear the rest of toges conversation with her. “you’ve completely disregarded your health, you’re barely home and the worst part is, it’s barely the beginning of the season. i can’t stand and see you do this to yourself y/n”. she sighs and looks up to his eyes. “toge i have my audition monday and after that i promise on everything- i’ll do better.” toge shakes his head understanding that she didn’t get the whole point of his conversation- but slightly agrees because this is a step towards what he’s trying to get to. “alright, but you know you’re going to kill it regardless, right?” “yeah, yeah” she replies, “but for real i’m so sorry for being late-“ she gets cut off by him. “i know it’s okay- make it back to me by taking care of yourself”. she laughs and gets up “okayyy, now lets hug it out, you being mad is lowkey scary” he hits her shoulder playfully and pulls her in for a hug. they both break out in laughter. “we’re okay?” y/n asks once more, “yeah i guess” toge says with a smile ruffling her hair. they break apart then say their good nights as the stream took a toll on their bodies, then the dorm grows quiet as each member falls into a deep sleep. waiting to sleep in for the weekend coming upon them.

time skip to monday ~

3rd pov

y/n is up early- sitting on the counter of her bathroom. she has headphones in blasting her solo music- “nocturne by laufey”. something to give her comfort and peace while auditioning. also a song from her favorite artist to showcase a bit of personality from her. but also still having that classical ballet touch to provide professionalism in this world of dance. she closes her eyes and breathes, marking each step as she goes. then she’s brought back into reality as someone knocks at her door, “y/n it’s me maki, can i come in?” y/n takes off her headphones and opens the door, “hey” she replies with a smile. “what’s up?” “are you ready” maki says. “ready then ever” y/n says determined. “you should get going your class is going to start.” y/n then looks at the clock hanging in her room, “oh shit you’re right” y/n then responds back while getting all her stuff. she then turns and goes to her audition outfit, she lifts up the bejeweled black leotard and matching black flowy skirt. something that she made while preparing her solo. she carefully puts it in her bag and starts to make her way towards the door. she’s once stopped again by maki- “hey, i’m proud of you, not everyone can pull off the grand black swan” maki says in a soft tone . y/n stops in her tracks while presenting a grand smile. “thank you, i’ll see you later” y/n replies while taking her leave to statistics. 

y/n arrives to class earlier than expected with 10 minutes left to spare. she sits in her seat and looks around, seeing students walking in, some getting in their seats and others setting up. but she locks her eyes on one student. megumi fushiguro. she gently smiles remembering the events that took place on that friday. she notices that nobody really sits by him or even around him- she then takes a glance at her backpack sitting in front of her. she looks up and looks at the clock 7 minutes until class starts. she takes a deep breath before standing up. her legs guiding her to the left corner of class until she takes a seat away from her original one. “hey is this seat taken?” megumi is interrupted from her own thoughts, he looks up in shock to see y/n. “hellooo megumi??” “oh no sorry” he stutters at first still confused on why she chose to sit here, next to him- after all these days of being in the same class. “do you like this class” y/n starts a conversation, “oh um, i don’t really mind it” megumi responds, a bit awkward. for megumi it was never for him to interact with anyone in his classes. unless he’s forced to for projects and other things related to school. he believes that he’s just there to learn and get his degree. but in this instance and situation- glancing towards the girl who’s talking more, he doesn’t mind it. y/n continues the conversation ignoring the awkwardness, for her it was nice to start a friendship with the distance boy, she enjoyed his manner even with the difficulty others say he has with people. they continue to talk making this weird interaction into a more comfortable friendly one. until they both get interrupted by their professor finally starting class. during the time of lecture, megumi for the first time is distracted. he’s glancing over, observing the girl. he’s confused, flabbergasted, even a little flustered. what his friends said was true no one ever approaches him. everyone thinks he’s scary, or mean- his resting face gives people impressions that he’s someone that doesn’t care for any social interaction. he stares off until he’s suddenly awoken by y/n again. “hellooo earth to megumi.” “huh oh sorry what was that?” he replies. “oh sorry the class is over and you seemed like you were daydreaming” she laughed. she continued on by saying “do you have any social media, sorry you don’t have to give it to me but”- she’s cut off by megumi raising his voice “no i do here”. they switch and add each other on their apps, and y/n waves bye as she has to go to her other class. megumi lets out a small smile, seeing that he made a new friend- but then it suddenly drops and he groans knowing his other two idiotic friends won’t let him down in this. teasing him to the end of time.

4pm. audition time, y/n is in the studio waiting. everything is done in perfection. her hair as tight as she could make it, covering her bun with a small net, hairspraying her baby hairs, so they can never see the light of day. her pointe shoes feeling great, not too tight, never too loose. her costume shining in a million lights but giving the dark contract of the daring reflection of the black swan. she practiced before once again in the practice room. before getting directed by the teachers as they called the students into the dressing room to wait. they’ll call each student one by one. she looks up and sees everyone freaking out, her eyes are moving as if she’s looking for someone and her eyes finally catch her. kai, in the other corner dressed in white and stretching- her jaw tenses up before shaking her head because she cannot get riled up- not right now. 29 minutes pass and most dancers are called up. it’s just her, kai and a few more dancers left. kai gets called in, she sweeps by y/n before smirking “not going to wish me luck” she says with a confident tone. y/n looks up finally looking her in the eye, her face and voice are monotone, she takes a moment before saying “break a leg.” kai looks down at her before entering the audition. y/n closes her eyes a few moments go by and y/n is entering her first audition for her college career.

“okay, deep breath. this is it” y/n tells herself when presenting herself to her teachers and a few more judges she’s never seen. “good evening contestant 38” booms her main teacher, “please tell us your name, year and what part you’re trying out for” she continues. “hello my name is y/n l/n, i am a second year and im trying out for the role of the black swan” y/n says clearly, her head held high “ah y/n” the teacher almost sings with a sigh at the end. “can i ask why we didn’t have you in our class the first year?” “i spent my last year at my old studio maam” the teacher hums at her answer “i hope your old studio taught you well miss l/n, you may began.” y/n takes her last deep breath before positioning herself on stage. “I've practiced this a thousand times, but today, it has to be flawless. my pointe shoes feel good, the ribbons are tight, and my costume fits perfectly. remember, the Black Swan is all about precision and poise. every movement must be sharp and controlled.” her music starts to play, cueing her body to start moving, her arms and legs move to the beat, she begins her first sequence. her music sounds light and flawless but her body and emotion is giving sharp and precise hitting each turn and leaps perfectly. she continues to distract herself from the glaring judges with her mind. “focus on the music. let it guide me. each note is a cue for the next step. I can't afford to miss a beat. my pirouettes need to be spot-on, no wobbling. and my jumps, they need to be high and graceful, like I'm defying gravity.” she makes it to the middle part of her solo, now focusing on her feet work while adding the main turns of the swan lake she’s seen on track- forcing the judges to see that she already knows the choreography of the swan lake title all together. then finally she makes it to the ending, the hardest part of her dance. y/n is now tired, exhausted, now feeling the consequences of overdoing it the past week, the days of staying up late. but she pushes herself trying to make it to the end, making sure it’s all worth it. she continues by trying to talk herself in finishing strong- “i’ve worked so hard for this moment. all those late nights and early mornings, all the blisters and bruises—they've brought me here. this is my chance to shine, to show everyone what I'm capable of. i am the black swan. strong, fierce, and captivating. this is my moment." she finally ends her solo- finishing in a floor position, she’s smiling but feels tears flooding her eyes. “i did it” she keeps repeating to herself. the judges clap but still show no emotion. they all thank her and let her go. y/n leaves as her tears start flowing out of her eyes. she doesn’t understand why she’s crying but she doesn’t stop it from happening. within that she takes her things and starts walking home.

Authors note:

HEYYY GUYS WELCOMEE BACK 💞💞💞 today we enter chapter 6, following the friendship of y/n and her friends. while also entering A NEW FRIENDSHIP WITH MEGUMII. GUYS ARE WE READY I LOVE THIS DYNAMIC. anyways we see y/n process her first audition with the expectation how seeing and wondering if her hard work pays off. fingers crossed she got the part. but anyways i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and i’ll see you next time for chapter 7!! bye 💓

fun facts:

• when megumi got home, yuji and nobara found out about him following y/n and they started to attack him with questions!! (they stalked him)

• maki and toge also found out about y/n following megumi but they weren’t as crazy as yuji and nobara were to her.

• y/n listens to a lot of alternative music and has a board taste, but likes slow and steady music due to listening to ballet for years

• y/n struggles in math. like a lot.

*hello! my tags list is not working rn!! so im trying to tag everyone in a possible way (it looks ugly but it works!!) please be patient with me as i try to fix this this problem and have it ready for chapter 7!

tag list

@catobsessedlady @notveevee @1l-ynn @prettynai @xcalkenf

@ https://www.tumblr.com/meltedoctopie

@https://www.tumblr.com/heyheyitsurdaily

@https://www.tumblr.com/aceakariii

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 5 pixels and pirouettes

this chapter has writing in it

lowercase intended

race - alex g

•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.

y/n pov 3rd person

“friday” y/n looks at her calendar sighing. she bends picking up her backpack for her classes as today is her first day of not having dance, leaving her to try to focus mainly on her school work. she settles down putting her backpack on as she walks down to the bathroom to check her appearance one more time before leaving for the day. when she starts to pick up her brush to brush down the few strands of hair sticking out she hears her phone ring. she looks down taking her phone out of her pocket seeing that her professor sent out an email to her and her other classmates in her class. she opens the email to see “class is canceled today, came up with the flu” y/n smirks as she glances towards her dance bag sitting on her nightstand next to her bed. usually y/n would still be practicing on her off days, especially with her tryout date coming up for the black swan. but in respect for her friends stream today she wasn’t going to go. that’s until the opportunity opened up for her with her last class being canceled, giving her enough time to practice for at least an hour before coming back in time to hop on to her friends video. she grabs her backpack in a new addition of her dance bag, making her way out to the kitchen where she’s stopped by her roommate maki. maki walks in front of her stopping her way in leaving out the door. “you look like shit you know”, y/n’s head shoots up giving her friend a nasty glare. “y/n why do you have your dance bag, i thought today you didn’t have the class today?”. y/n looks over to her side to avoid the dazing stare from her friend “yeah i just have in just in case” she lies. maki sighs and takes a seat “im worried about you, you’ve been coming home late, you’re staying up until who knows long doing what and you’re just not the same”. y/n is taken aback- yeah she’s been home later then usual because of dance and staying up to practice a little more, on top of that to finish homework but she hasn’t noticed a difference in anything. maki continues after seeing y/n taking forever to reply back “y/n you have bags under your eyes,you’ve been snapping at everyone due to the lack of sleep and last time i’ve checked you been ignoring your basic necessities!” she raises her voice at the last three words. “i haven’t seen you like this since you tried out for the role of “Aurora” what’s going on? you’re slowly losing yourself y/n you need to start taking care of yourself again.” y/n slowly gets irritated, understanding the worries of her friends but doesn’t understand why she’s making such a big of a deal about her situation. “nothing maki you’re making a big deal of nothing, i need this part so i can show my teachers that im a good student for lead roles and i could make it big out of college!”“that’s what you don’t understand y/n you’re already a amazing dancer, you don’t need to prove anything to anyone.” maki is suddenly cut off by y/n “then why are they better than me!” she yells as she walks off towards the front door and sighs “you just don’t get it i’ll be back later” and slams the door. maki sits in silence after the aftermath of y/ns anger, she slides both hands over her face and mumbles under her breath. “this is what i’m talking about with the fucking outburst and snapping at everyone.” she droops her shoulders as she sits there in silence feeling confused.

megumi pov 3rd person

megumi walks into his class 30 minutes early again. he’s slightly irritated as yuji started talking his head off right in the morning about a new idea for a stream and nobara asking if he wanted to shop before the stream. he slowly gets a headache- forcing the college student to leave his dorm and to enter the classroom earlier than he would’ve wanted to. he sighs and looks around before putting his head down on his desk again. luckily for him he doesn’t sit next to anyone so this class is peaceful for him. getting some quiet time before having to go back after his college day is over. he sits and waits until more people comes in the classroom, before finally setting up to write notes for this statistic lecture. megumi continues to distract himself and passes time until 5 minutes before class makes its way. looking up he locks eyes with someone. this someone isn’t really a stranger as it’s y/n, the girl on the stream that created the chaos that deals with on his online life. she looks at him as she gives a small smile and walks over to her desk. he continues to stare, following her until she sits down. he quickly puts his hands over his face as this interaction made him shy- it’s not a everyday occurrence where megumi is interacting with someone else out of his close circle. this situation also reminding megumi that later that night he would be streaming with the very own y/n l/n.

y/n pov 3rd person

y/n looks at the message before entering the dance studio, it’s 4pm and if she can make it back to the dorm by 5:30 then it’ll give her 20 minutes to get ready and 10 to get on and stream. she changes into her usual clothes for ballet before leaving to go to a practice room. until running into kai. kai recognizes her until kai finally speaks up. “y/n right?” kai asks. y/n nods and kai continues. “i expected you to be trying out for a role, but anyways i got to go, good luck!” she says as walking into the practice room right by y/n. y/n’s face drops after seeing kai. it had to be expected that someone that dances to her level would to trying out. y/n starts to look around before taking a breath of air then she then walks into the practice room panicking as she starts to believe her efforts weren’t enough. seeing kai there was a confirmation that she wasn’t the only one practicing or even putting in a effort to be the best in class. she stretches as she tries to calm herself down. “focus” she repeats as she closes her eyes. for about 5 minutes later she finally gets up, turns on her music before practicing her solo for the hundred time that week.

minutes pass until it turns into an hour. y/n breathes heavily until seeing dancers walk in and out of the room. in that moment y/n loses track of time before remembering about the stream. “fuck” she yells before running down the stairs into the dressing room to grab her stuff and running out the doors. she pulls out her phone seeing it’s 5:50. she runs not aware of anything, not even noticing how she’s running down campus with her pointe shoes on, slowly ruining the soles of them. it suddenly starts to rain making it harder to run and focus on making it back in time to the dorm in ten minutes. 7 minutes pass and y/n makes it to her building, forgetting the elevator she runs up stairs before blasting through the doors. “you’re late” toge says staring her down, standing as if he was expecting her presence. “and you’re in your ballet clothes..” y/n attempts to explain before toge sighs and cuts her off. “forget it y/n just hop on if you want, i don’t care” y/n nods her head before going to her computer she grabs a hoodie to pull over before joining the video. then a blink of an eye each streamer pops on her screen. “hey guys! she says trying to hide her unsteady breath” “hey y/n!!” the streamers reply.

3rd person pov

the clock hits 6, toge sighs and gets frustrated that one of his friends aren’t at the dorm. “let’s just start” he says to maki. he turns on his live to see the other three streamers on. “Finally!” yuji yells “sorry y/n is going to be late” “noooo” nobara replies. “hey! i’m still here” maki replies making the girls burst out in laughter. each streamer then greets the camera and they interact with their fans joining the screen. then out of a sudden the door is heard opening. toge gets up and waves to the camera telling his viewers he’ll be back. he sees y/n drenched and panting, he shakes his head in disbelief. he begins to tell her off before seeing she’s been in ballet clothing knowing she was at the studio practicing. he gets irritated before telling her to get on or dont- as he doesn’t care about the situation in play because he has over 10 thousand people on live waiting for him to start the video many were waiting for. as he sits down he sees y/n joins and finally starts the game. the streamers begin the stream as they play roblox. from switching from dress up games, simulators then settling for a fighting game as their last. each player is paired as it’s yuji and toge, maki and nobara and megumi and y/n. “hey megumi!” y/n says. “hi y/n” he replies. he glances at the camera seeing his comments go through the roof. they start to interact more playing and defeating each team. “MEGUMI HELPP” y/n yells. “i’m coming for ya” yuji laughs evilly chasing after the dancer with his weapon in hand. megumis character then comes in protecting y/n as his character is now chasing his roommates tearing up each of their characters to pieces. the battle ends with megumis team winning. nobara yelling how the match was unfair and her team deserved to win. “we’re the best fighters on this server” y/n excitingly tells, flexing her muscles to the camera. megumi playfully scoffs replying “you mean I am, because i carried you. y/n has a shocked face to her then burst out in laughter as megumi is seen with a small smile. behind the screen megumi finds himself enjoying this stream and this game- finding the joy in this online life again, reminiscing as playing with y/n feels as fun as playing for the first time. yuji and nobara start to side eye the camera because for once in a long time this is the quickest they seen megumi connect with someone. hoping he doesn’t mess this up as this could be a long time friendship.

author notes:

WELCOME TO CHAPTER 5!! today we are paired with the aftermath of what perfection can do for a person AND MEGUMI AND Y/N START OF AN FRIENDSHIP??? HELLOOOO?? i also wanted to point out that uploading for this story may take a bit starting now since i am starting my summer school classes trying to get #ahead! and after that school just starts for me :P. but i will continue to upload just with the expectation with school! but i hope you enjoyed this chapter and see you for the next one 😈

fun facts:

• toge got really mad not really because of the stream but the toll of how much dance is effecting his close friend

• megumi and y/n clicked fast but y/n starting most of the conversation. megumi enjoyed y/ns energy through this game.

• nobara and maki focused on tag teaming yuji and toge not seeing megumi coming in to kill their character- being the reason why they lost to the group.

tag list!

@catobsessedlady @cloudnaiii @notveevee @1l-ynn @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 4 passion and desires

note that this will have writing

lowercase intended

are you satisfied? - marina and the diamonds

•.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.•..•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.

y/n pov 3rd person

It’s 3 in the morning, y/n is up- stretching and finally done practicing in her room. she gets up and starts getting ready for bed. she walks over to the sink splashes her face with water then starts to relax for the first time that night (or day). but as she’s doing so- her eyes are glued to her phone. y/n is evaluating the swan lake or more specifically the black swan. she watches the dancer noticing how gracefully the swan moves through the stage, each footstep placed with so much power but felt with so much delicacy at the same time. She observes as the black swan is catching the eye of the audience as the white swan is dancing- filled with passion, elegance and vulnerability. but then all of the sudden the black swan crashes through. with her sharp and confidence movements taking the crowd for a ride with her story. the black swan dances through the stage with such power and strength making it impossible to focus on anything else. y/n’s eyes light up as her mouth curls up into a smile. all eyes watching the black swan in the audience. this brings a sparkle to her head as her mindset already set on this character. the black swan is who she would be in their first dance recital. as y/n continues to watch the film she begins to settle down in bed with her eyes drooping down, finally getting the rest she needs.

y/n wakes up due to her alarm, missing all 3 of them finally waking for the last one ringing. she jumps out of bed and dresses comfortably, running out of her room grabbing all her things she needs for school. today marks one of her busiest days as she has 3 classes including her dance class. As she is rushing trying to get herself together toge enters the living room watching her speed through the dorm. he clears his throat “morning y/n” she turns around finally stopping to say good morning back. “so about the stream, have you picked a day”. y/n rolls her eyes and continues packing her bags. “please this is pretty important, my channel is actually growing and you know how much i wanted this”, she doesn’t say a word but has a fit of guilt riding up. “think of a day y/n, you could help me so much.” she then stops after getting everything she needs and replies “okay i will, talk to you later toge” as she makes her way out of her dorm walking to her classes. y/n feels like her classes are flying by, as psychology was a breeze making her way to her next, she starts to feel paranoid as she’s thinking it only feels this way because for the first time in her life she feels nervous for a dance class. in a second of time her second class ends, then her third one does- landing her in front of the dance building. she walks in straight for the dressing room, today she made it 40 minutes earlier then when her actual class starts. she changes, slicks back her hair and puts on her shoes. she doesn’t waste any time checking her phone or trying to look out for her surroundings but rather goes straight into the room where her class is supposed to be in. she looks up to see two students in, one she’s never really paid mind to and the other kai, her competition. she scoffs quietly furrowing her eyebrows as she spends the next 30 minutes turning, leaping and practicing combinations to help keep her talent in check. then finally the two instructors come into the room, everyone runs in line ready to be greeted. “welcome back ladies, i have seen some of you dropped from this class- it’s expected as nobody can really take this pressure. today we are going to be working more on pointe because i want to be getting rid of flaws you have learned from you old studio. then we will be talking about our swan lake projection that will be happening early september. as usual i hope you guys are ready because today if you want a lead for any upcoming program- we will be watching, anyways everyone on the barre, perfect and stretched feet, let’s go!” the lady boomed, y/n straightens her back finally looking around to see many students did drop and she sighs as going to the barre hoping to show off the perfection in her skills of ballet. the next few hours are spent on pointe, never getting a break. from endless plies to releves, switching to balancing on one foot and then the teacher making each student do combinations. the small stern teacher forcing the flexibility aspect on them making them cross into arabesques to finally toning it down with simple turns. “alright ladies settle down” the teacher yells”. “now it’s time to talk about our projection of “swan lake” this will be happening in 5 weeks giving us less time to practice, the two main roles being the white and black swan. for these roles you will have to audition like any other formal job in order to be considered.” y/n head turns up looking directly at her teacher in tuned and listening as if those words were speaking directly to her heart. the teacher continues “monday if you want the part you shall bring fourth your best solo and piece- there are private practice rooms all around the studio and open to all dancers. make sure you don’t fail, remember it’s your choice to choose to do a solo for this part being your best work and get a good eye from us all year, come and have a bad performance.. then this might be your last chance. alright ladies see you tomorrow and keep my words in mind.” she dismisses everyone.

y/n shoots right up out of the spot she was at just a second ago listening to her teacher words. feeling determined, she walks pass the door pushing her way through the crowd of dancers. then finally finding the stairs quickly running up them, she gently trips but catches herself before making a turn. she then runs down the hall to finally meet the door in front of her. she opens the white door and stops to catch her breath while looking around. she then enters in to walk over to the nearest radio, she finds a cd then turns to put on her practice music. she then finds herself in the middle of the floor, getting in position to start to turn. she turns and turns for hours. starting to assemble a solo to win the heart of the judges- but to also get into the skin of the black swan.

megumi pov 3rd person

megumi is in his third class of the day, his head is drooping lower and lower as he can’t seem to focus. chemistry is one of his least favorite class, as it’s something he doesn’t struggle with he just prefers other classes like math, or his computer science class. he watches the clock tik, rubbing his eyes to finally focus on the board. he looks down on his notes, closing his notebook because in this point of time, he’s far in too deep with his own thoughts to even try to focus on the professor standing right in front of him. 35 minutes go by and the clsss is finally dismissed. megumi has a 20 minute grace period before his next class starts, to drain the thoughts of exhaustion he leaves to go grab a coffee. when he walks in he runs into someone, looking up its toge. “hey megumi!” toge exclaims, “what are you doing here?” “oh hey toge”, megumi waves, “i have a little grace time before my next class and i was just grabbing some coffee”. the two boys talk for a little, with it being a little awkward since megumi isn’t too good with words or small talk and toge in a rush to get off campus. they say their goodbyes as megumi quickly grabs his coffee before heading to his last two classes of the day. megumi gets through his lectures, walking home. his mind is slowly directed to his new big stream life and starts to debate on posting today. he looks up at the sky while walking to his dorm, settling on posting so tomorrow can be a chill day where he can finally catch up on his work from school. he puts out his phone, sending out a tweet to alert his fans. then enters his dorm to set up and to prepare.

megumi starts the live waving at the camera, “hi guysss” he mumbles. he looks down to the chat seeing his fan saying hi back asking questions about the game he’s going to play. “i’m going to be playing minecraft… again to finally finish my land”. he plays for about 30 minutes building houses, land and homes for his pets on the virtual screen, before boredom hits him. he looks at the chat and sighs “well since we have a few more fans than last time, i suppose i can answer a few questions” many start to hit the screen he looks at. “what college do you go to?, uhh i want to keep that private sorry” he says “what’s your favorite animal.. i like animals a lot to be honest but i really like dogs” he answers with a little glee to his voice finding a question that peaks his interest. “um do you have a girlfriend.. no” he replies. after that question then the box of y/n comes on screen. his eyes squinted as his chat is now full of her he sighs and wipes his hand over his eyes “guys sorry but i don’t really know her like that, there’s nothing to ship.” he continues on as there no point to continue talking to the chat as they spam it with questions and comments about the little dancer. he continues on with his game before finally ending the stream. he looks down at his phone to get another text about another stream from his group chat. putting down his phone due to him not wanting to focus on the internet. he slips away from his chair to now put his attention on getting a head start on his homework.

Author notes:

HEYY YALL!! welcome to chapter 4, i left yall on a little cliffhanger on both povs and a little more megumi x y/n action! i hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and are ready for the next one because that one is going to be a rollercoaster of emotions and fun!! thank you so much for your support and due to a few people asking i will be opening up a tags list!! please let me know if you want to be in it and it will have a maximum of 20 since its my first one and i don’t really know how to work it… anyways see ya for chapter 5!!!

fun facts:

• toge’a dream was to have a gaming channel where he can have fun and interact with people since he doesn’t really in college.

• y/n practice is everyday getting friday as a day off, in this chapter her original practice was for three hours adding two from her own personal practice. when does she get homework done.. who knows??

• toge fans really enjoy when he brings his other two roommates on his channel because it’s always the most chaotic but best videos.

TAGS LIST!!!

@catobsessedlady @cloudnaiii @xcalkenf @heyheyitsurdaily @1l-ynn

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 3.5

i maxed out the photos in my last chapter so this is a part 2 or continuing on to that! <3

smau chapter no writing!

dancing queen - ABBA

•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.

authors notes: short “chapter” but posting two in one day 😈😈😈😈 once again thank you for the support!!! now see you fr next chapter.

fun facts:

• maki and nobara found each other on social media and became friends ever since the stream.

• y/n’s dream role in swan lake is the black swan even though most people tend to think it would be the white one. (rebel 🙏)

• after the stream y/n got no sleep because she was in her room perfecting her technique (dang perfectionist coming through ☹️)

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

chapter 3 • smile for the camera!!

lowercase intended

*there is writing sections in this chapter!”

symphonia IX - current joys

•.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•

y/n pov..

y/n glances over her phone one more time to see the tweet toge reposted while maki is spamming her phone asking when’s she’s coming home and if she can relieve her from the torture that toge is forcing her to do. as maki would be entering the stream with him that night. she shuts off her phone before shoving it in her dance bag. y/n gets up and enters the dance room where her class is supposed to be. it’s always been routine for y/n to show up 20 minutes earlier before class to get extra practice in to make sure her ballet is on peak, before presenting herself to any dance teacher. this has been a routine for her since she was a young teen in determination to stay on top of her class and to push herself to become more flexible, more precise and overall perfect. But as she walks in she sees students already doing the same thing, many students at the barre, others practicing turns and overall dancers becoming better than her. she quickly finds her a spot at the barre a little more further from everyone with her head facing down so others don’t see the panic rising up. y/n realizes that this dance class isn’t normal from the ones she used to call home, she trembles as she lifts up into a relevè her feet getting shot with the same pain as usual- she sits in that position until it wears off. y/n suddenly understands the situation- in this class everyone is fighting to be the best, she continues the stretches until the teacher walks in, everyone then runs into a line waiting for instruction. y/n quickly follows behind standing in first position waiting to hear from the dance instructor. “welcome to NYSSU academy, you made it in first into the school and now into the dance program. i would say congratulations but the hard part starts now” boomed the small older mature lady walking pass the dancers, judging as they stand tall in perfection. the teacher continues welcoming in a younger looking coach around her twenties “this is my co teacher” don’t be mistaken she isn’t here to play around. the lady continues in a large demanding tone. “your practices are always a test, always be on your best performance- nothing will go unnoticed. But if you’re wondering what your actually graded on in this class is performances. we have big 3 events and one mini in the middle of the year, be prepared because each day is a drill to see if you can make it onto the stage”. hearing those words send chills across y/ns skin as she keeps her head forward, but her eyes are drawn to the teachers movement. y/n isn’t usually afraid of any teachers tone, words or actions- living and growing in the world of dance she’s already used to these types of teachers, even harsher. Instead she takes these as a challenge because how can you succeed without a little push? The teacher words continue- “our first performance this fall, we will be doing the swan lake, make today our first rehearsal. more information on parts and lead rolls will be announced later, but for now let’s start our class, as this is the closest thing you’ll get to a professional taste in the real cold world. I expected you guys already to be stretched and ready?” she asked, many replied with a small yes while others nodded their heads. “perfect she replied okay everyone on the barre.” Practice continues on with additional leaps, pointe work then finally turns- something that y/n excelled in. the teacher groups each student in a group of four before calling each group to do a sequence of turns the last step holding into multiple pirouettes as they can. y/n is confident and collected as the first group goes on- then finally her group is called. she enters the stage, then the teacher calls the counts “alright, 1, 2 3…” y/n tunes her out hitting each step until it’s time to hold the turns. she hits and hits for what seems forever trying to calm down as she assumes that the other 3 members are done. Until from the blink of an eye one person is still standing. it’s a competition in her mind, she turns and turns matching the pace of the other dancer, 5 turns done and the other girl isn’t giving up.

y/n is getting tired, she messed up by putting most of her stamina in the beginning portion making it harder to hit these turns clean. she tries to fight for dominance until the teacher slams on the wall “stop!” she yelled out, “what’s your names?” y/n, l/n maam” “kai, everdeen” the two dancers say. the teacher looks them up and down before saying in a loud demanding tone, “if you’re going to do turns like that for a long period of time, make sure you technique is on point” the teacher dismisses them away, then ends the class altogether. she speaks loudly “that was good for today, but you guys need to step up your game because what I saw today was a disaster waiting to happen, goodbye” with that, the words brought y/n back to reality. she feels her throat closes up realizing with this competition with her peer that in this class, makes her realize that she’s just an ordinary dancer in this world, nothing sticks out making her great or special. y/n feels flush and embarrassed getting called out in the class as she makes it through to the dressing room taking off her point shoes, tossing them in her bag. she quickly puts on her boots and makes her way out towards the door to leave. she runs out feeling her breath quicken, she doesn’t understand, she was supposed to be the best- she grows frustrated. to anyone else this simple call out and for how long the turns were going for it would be a simple okay, but to y/n this proved that she was getting farther towards sheer overall goal. scaring her that all this work and years she put in this sport was for nothing. she leaves and makes her way to her dorm, still fully dressed in ballet clothing, the difference is the strain of dance coming for her mentally and physically.

3rd person pov

Toge and Maki settle down in his room as he launches the discord call. “Yooooo Yujiii” he exclaims. “HEYYY TOG- who’s that” yuji replies. “oh that’s maki, she’s my friend/roomate and she’s going to join the stream if that’s okay” toge explains. “alright that’s cool, we’re just waiting on nobara and megumi and the we can start.” Not even a minute later both megumi and nobara join on and everyone introduces themselves again. After all the introductions and testing each camera and mic are finished, it’s showtime. toge and maki play on split screen, interacting with the fans and instantly clicking with the trio on the other line of the call. they play for thirty minutes and on the line of maki and toge they hear a knock. “Y/N finally”, maki sighs as she gets up waving bye to the stream, she walks up to y/n. when y/n finally looks up to maki she puts on a soft smile. “everything okay?” maki ask, “yeah!” y/n replies a little too fast for comfort, “okay, how was danc-.” maki is cut off by y/n yelling “oh toge your on stream??” he turns around from his desk and happy greets her “y/nnnnnnn welcome home come say hi. “hey everyone!!” she waves towards the computer screen, “smile for the camera!!” toge tells her. She smiles and starts looking at toge screen. maki grows suspicious but lets it be not wanting to cause a scene in the middle of a livestream. Behind the camera on Megumis side he widens his eyes, he scoffs recognizing the same person who ran in late to his statistics class. He then slightly curses at himself for making an expression over someone thats just in the same class as him. then panic overfills his head as someone who’s known for being expressionless and not very expressive just made a face for a random girl who popped on his screen. he tries to continue on, trying to cover up his mistake and focus on the game he’s playing on his computer. yuji suddenly pops up and yells “HI Y/NNN IM YUJII” nobara pops up as well introducing herself making it known that she will become friends with her. toge then pats the chair that once accompanied maki and asked her to join the stream, even though y/n is exhausted she agrees hoping it would take her mind on things. the stream continues on with nobara and y/n tag teaming toge, yuji and megumi each team destroying each others plots and taking each others treasured things. with almost an hour and half passing the stream ends with each player saying its farewells. Yuji bounces off his desk running into megumis room jumping off the walls. “that was fun megumi, megumi was that fun??” megumi looks up with an annoyed tone remembering about the homework he put off for this task. “yeah” he whispered. “i guess”.

megumis pov 3rd person

megumi found himself staring straight into his homework, he was assigned to direct an advertisement for his own made up brand due at the end of the week, assigned in class that day. he slams his fist down not being able to think of anything besides the problem he’s in with the world. after the stream he gained a lot of popularity finally making it to the 10 thousand club of followers. he groans as he starts to get stressed, streaming and posting on the internet was something he did for fun with the peer pressure of his childhood friend- he never thought it would grow to this level of popularity. every time he opens his phone now it’s a reminder of that new fame he has with new demand. with doing the math and thinking, he applies that in order to continue this support for his channel for not only himself but his friends, that means he has to upload a lot more. meaning more unwanted fame and more workload. megumi never really minded playing and uploaded as he thought it was fun and something to do in his free time, but now he’s rethinking his future and his channel completely. he grazes down to see the new “fan edits and ship names” created by his delusional fan base. this ship annoyed him a bit based on the sole fact that she’s in arm reach to him and she definitely knows about this new ship. he gets embarrassed because he has no idea who she is and where she came from. but after this scandal on the internet, she’s been in his mind the whole night. megumi groans frustrated as he turns away from his chair to settle down for bed, he doesn’t understand the complexity of the internet but he knows he’s becoming the middle of it. with many thoughts rushing in and out of his head he finally flips over to finally release the now throbbing headache he has, he falls asleep waiting for the troubles to attend to tomorrow.

Authors note: chapter 3…. a little angsty this chapter but MEGUMI AND Y/N FINALLY MET!!! in this chapter y/n took us along on her first day of dance… i don’t think she expected it to go like that tho… ANYYYYWAYYS i hoped you guys enjoyed this chapter and let’s see how the relationship develops. like always see you next chapter <3

fun facts:

• the gc was being a bit dramatic when they said his eyes “lit up” when he saw her, but at the same time it’s RARE for megumi to show any emotion on his face… maybe he saw something he liked….

• growing up y/n did many styles of dance her favorite being ballet because of how strict and demanding it is.

• nobara got pretty close to maki and y/n (new friendship #girlpower???

• megumi gets irritated when people on the internet ship him with other creators based on the fact that he doesn’t know them at all. making him a little uncomfortable

[anonymousauthorsblog]

TURNING PASSIONS

chapter 2 • statistics and friends

*please note that there is writing in this chapter*

lowercase intended

Tek it - cafuné

•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•

megumis pov (3rd person)

Megumi groans as the loud sound of his alarm blasts through the room. He tiredly opens his eyes and rolls over to the other side of his bed. He hums as he’s greeted by silence in his dorm, something unusual and not always expected with his two friends living there too. He looks at the time to see he has about one hour and an half before he has his first lecture of the day. Luckily for him megumi didn’t jam pack his tuesdays or thursdays with classes and only had two classes on those days, statistics and his media class. For megumi those were the easier classes as he was seen as a prodigy in any mathematic field. He slowly makes his way out of bed to shower as he didn’t have time to yesterday night due to Yuji keeping him up ranting excitingly about the new collaboration happening tonight- something he didn’t really pay attention to. As he gets ready for his day taking his shower and changing into something comfortable for his lectures his friend suddenly ruins his peace as Yuji enters the dorm. “Megumi ready for the biggest collaboration the world has seen before” he says as he’s dramatizing his movements. Megumi rolls his eyes as he replies back with a sigh “yeah whatever i guess” with this he starts to pack up his things and heads towards the door to his dorm leaving to his class a bit earlier than he wanted saying his goodbyes to his friend that is still jumping up and down waiting for the stream that is bound to happen later.

y/n pov (3rd person)

Y/n’s alarm rings for the third time this morning, with this one being named “get up now or else you’ll be late for class!!”, she quickly shuts off her alarm in respect of her other friends sleep- not letting it ring longer than it needs to. Y/n has been up since 6 in the morning- cracking, gluing, cutting the back of her new pointe shoes as she needs them to be perfect before her first formal dance class today. She tries them on once again to mold the shape of her feet into the boxes of these painful shoes. She quickly gets interrupted by Maki walking into the living rooms starting her day. “mornin” maki yawns, grabbing eggs to make a quick snack before she has to go off to her classes of the day. “morning” y/n replies back as she checks her phone running as she realizes that if she doesn’t get up now she’s going to be late for her starting classes. With that y/n quickly runs to her room as she changes and grabs her backpack for class and an addition her ballet bag. She runs pass to quickly put on her shoes and yelps a quick goodbye as she dashes through the door to make it to the campus, as she makes her way to the worst class of the year. statistics. Y/n walks into the building as she barely makes it on time, she puts her head down as she walks into the classroom to see majority of the students already there and some of them glaring at her as she walks in. she then finds an empty seat in the corner of the room and sighs from embarrassment. With lack of time to set up and prepare for anything the professor starts the lesson. Y/n sits and tries to attempt to pay attention as she wonders off, with two more classes for her day she’ll finally be in the stage where she belongs. The professor seems to talk for ages with a monotonous tone and writes numbers on the board that seem to glaze right through her. Finally the lesson ended as y/n makes it to the rest of her classes, finally paying attention in them. The day slowly goes by until it’s time to go to her final class, dance. When seeing the studio doors she walks in and immediately goes for the dressing room. She changes into her ballet attire, she pins her hair and slicks it as tight as it can be and starts to stretch before putting on her pointe shoes. Y/n starts to breathe and looks around wanting to make a good first impression. In the room everyone seems to be in their own world- the same as she’s doing trying to mentally prepare herself for this new chapter. She feels the moment sweep beneath her as now she is ready to compete for the top spot at once of the best dance universities there is.

megumis pov (3rd person)

Megumi finds a seat in the middle of the classroom, he is 15 minutes early with time to spare. With this he goes straight for his phone to keep him company as time passes by and more students seem to join him. As he starts to get his notebook and things out for this statistics class he looks up to see that there’s one minute left. As he’s looking up to see the time before his first class of the day starts he sees a girl running in, he scoffs as he finds it more entertaining to see people rushing just for a class. The professor then takes the stage of the classroom and starts his lesson, megumi continues to be attentive as this lesson is a breeze for him. After class is dismissed he settles in for the next class- understanding the content of that lesson too, finally ending his day of his college chronicles. He begins to walk back to his dorm wanting to settle down before having to stream later that day- he walks slowly not finding any reason to rush as he finally makes his way up to his dorm room. When he walks in he’s immediately greeted by the noise of his friends arguing once again- he groans and starts to settle in before jumping on his bed not caring for his homework he has to complete later as well. A few hours pass and megumi found himself getting woken up by Yuji jumping on his bed yelling at him to “get up and the stream is starting soon”, nobara comes by and stares at him dumbfounded asking him if that’s what he’s going to look like on stream. Yuji laughs at what Nobara asked as he walked away saying “streams on in 20 get on and join the discord call” Megumi throws a pillow over his face and lays in his own peace for a while. Then he starts to get up to look at least decent online. He goes over to his bathroom to attempt to to fix his hair as he changes into sweats, he then makes his way over to his gaming set up as he sets his headphones on his head and logs into the call starting his live stream- joining his friends and Toge. The video starts as Yuji welcomes all the followers to the wide call and collab they had created. “Hey guys! It’s Yuji were back with my special friends megumi nobara and our special guest Toge” yuji yells the last part. Each party says their greetings as they start the grand show for their fans.

Authors notes: hiiiiiiiii guys! chapter two!! now we’re getting started introducing megumis first stream on this story and welcoming y/ns first dance classs!! the calm before the storm…. Anyways!!! This is a slow burn fyi!! i wanted to put that out before adding more chapters in case you guys were wondering.. but how are we feeling about megumi x y/ns first interaction (ish..) but once again thank you for all you support see you for chapter 3!!

Fun facts:

• Before college y/n was the best ballet dancer at her old dance company (gaining some common enemies �� jealousy is a dangerous thing.)

• Megumi is a great student having all A’s and sometimes B’s, but his favorite subject is math. (this helps him become also making him known for being a very strategic and tactical gamer as his smarts help him succeed)

• Megumi doesn’t really care about his appearance but due to demand of Nobara saying his fans like it when he dresses up a little he started to put a little effort in his appearance. ( it’s for the channel guys!!! hc that his fans think he’s hot…?)

• it was quiet in the morning in megumis dorm because Nobara was out in her classes and Yuji went to buy new games for his channel (when megumi came home from his classes he tried to show megumi his new games but megumi passed out too exhausted to pay attention)

• when Maki got home from her day at college Toge begged her to hop on and play with his new friends and his fans seems to enjoy when Maki is on with him. (she spammed y/n to get home because y/n would replace her spot letting Maki be free.)

[anonymousauthorsblog]

Turning Passions

Chapter 1 - Introductions

*note there is writing sections in this chapter ^.^*

put your records on - Corinne Bailey Rae

•.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.••..•.•.•.••.•.

Megumi pov (3rd person)

Megumi stares back at the text sent by his friends, he turns off his phone and slides it back into his pants pocket- returning to the piles of homework he has spread out through the small desk he is at. He looks around him seeing nobody near, he lets out a small sigh as he continues working- he sips on the small coffee brought by him. It’s been about two hours since Megumi has been at the library, with it only being the second week of school, Megumi swears he feels the pressure settling in already with professors already assigning multiple projects and dates to get it done soon. He works slowly not feeling any more energy to decode another thing instructed by his computer science professor. He gently lays his head on the table with his headphone blasting music- before he pulls out his phone to check the time to see another twenty minutes has past by. He remembers he was supposed to be back at the dorms 15 minutes ago asked by his friend- but truly he doesn’t really care. He starts to get overwhelmed by the demanding pressure of school and now fans awaiting to see him. As the anxieties start to finally start setting in he gives up and in the same movement Megumi starts to pack up. He shuts his laptop down and exits the library to make it back to his dorm where he would be forced to partake in another video.

y/n pov (3rd person)

Y/n is in a rush, no she’s in a hurry. She’s running not aware of her environment as her two friends are trailing behind her trying to catch up to her speed. Maki is practically yelling out for her telling her to slow down as y/n is toning her out. Right now the only things that are in her mind is the fact that the dance store closes in ten minutes and how she needs to get new shoes. Y/n finally arrives as the owner is practically locking up, “wait” she yells, finally making it to the door in time. The owner laughed at her actions before welcoming her in and reminding her that she has ten minutes before she’s locking up the store. “I only need 5” y/n replies back before running to the exact same spot she spends most of her time at. Luckily for her she spots the shoe in her size, she only buys one specific brand because she swears the rest don’t make her dance the same. as she speeds to go checkout she gives a wink to her friends almost taunting them for making them rush over. “you don’t need to try these on?” says the owner, “nope” y/n replies back as she’s pays for them. “alright you guys have a good one” the owner grins as she’s walking the group out. When getting outside Maki uses this as an opportunity to yell at y/n. “You didn’t have to be so extra we were going to make it on time” she scolds. y/n doesn’t care she’s lost in her own world hugging the box to her chest already visioning how she’s going to break these new pairs in. At this point Maki deems it’s useless to continue to scold her friend as she turns to the criminal of the broken shoes in flesh, Toge. She turns to see that he’s been on his phone ignoring the madness that’s been happening all this time. “hey who you texting a girl” Maki teases, Toge quickly whips his head up scoffs at her and replies “no I made a new friend”. Maki gives a confused face and walks away telling the group they need to go back to the dorms.

Megumis pov (3rd person)

As megumi finally walks in he’s greeted in by his two nosey dorm mates, Yuji practically jumps onto him asking why he was late and how he could he leave him with a monster like Nobara. Megumi pushes him aside as he starts to unwind from the classes and studying he had to do. He puts down his backpack and unpacks his things from the library. “You look like shit” Nobara laughed. Megumi groans and lays face down on his bed, he mumbles “don’t you guys have to make a video isn’t that the only reason we’re all here”. Yuji’s head pops up and says proudly “guys i’m here to say that i have ANOTHER grand idea” Nobara quickly throws a pillow at him reminding him of his “grand plan” last time. Yuji cowards away like a dog and yells “WELL I HAVE A BETTER ONE NOW SO”. As their bickering goes on for a bit as Megumi finds himself getting tired and irritated as the last thing he wants to do is film, he tries to stay calm until a pillow is thrown in his face- getting caught in the backfire of his two stupid roommates fight. That’s when he shoots his body up and shouts at them to shut up and to tell the stupid plan and get it over with. Both nobara and yuji shot up in shock and coward near each other in defense to megumi’s harsh tone. They start to gossip about how Megumis moodier than usual, until Yuji finally finds the confidence to stand up and say “I made a friend and we’re streaming with him.”

Authors notes: WE’RE HERE CHAPTER ONE!! HEY GUYSS thank you so so much for the outstanding support on turning passions!! im so ready to get this story going and I hope you enjoyed the first chapter and like usual see you next chapter!! <333

Fun facts:

• Toge broke y/n’s pointe shoes by trying them on during a live of his and them breaking in half (no one tell y/n that they were dead already and needed to be replaced though)

• yuji originally was in college studying business and media but dropped out due to the workload and wanted to be a full time streamer with his channel on peek

• the dance store owner recognizes y/n because of how often she’s in there getting new pointe shoes

[anonymousauthorsblog]

TURNING PASSIONS

—TWITTER CHANNELS—

Ft • met gala hosts 🍾

Megumi Fushiguro

Yuji Itadori

Nobara Kugisaki

Sneak peek…

•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.

EXTRA EXTRA

[anonymousauthorsblog]

TURNING PASSIONS

Twitter channels

Starring + The drama club 🎭

Y/n L/n

Maki Zenin

Toge Inumaki

Sneak peek… •.•.••.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.•.•.•.••.•.•.••.•.••.•.•.•.•.