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Hey peeps! Guess what I didn't do last month, and almost forgot to do this month? I finally had five minutes and actually remembered I didn't have a post for this month, so here I am! I'm hoping everybody has had a decent start to 2025, though if you didn't, that's okay too. I'm here if anybody needs some virtual hugs! I just found the Imagine Dragons "Live in Vegas" album, and had to share the version of Demons from it. The raw emotion in Dan's voice really portrays an emotion that I have almost everyday, and I'm sure I'm not alone. The song Demons has always spoken to me, but this version specifically cuts straight to my soul. February hasn't been the worst month I've experienced in the last year, though it has been rough and I've felt my Demons surfacing more than I wish they would. There's been more nights than I care to admit that have ended with crying myself to sleep, and I want everybody to understand they aren't alone. It's okay to allow your Demons to surface some days, but don't let yourself become consumed. I'm here if anybody needs somebody to talk to; please don't hesitate to ask for help if you need it. I'll hopefully remember to check in next month, but in the meantime, I hope everybody has a great March!

Lyrics:

When the days are cold And the cards all fold And the saints we see are all made of gold When your dreams all fail And the ones we hail Are the worst of all, and the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth I wanna shelter you But with the beast inside There's nowhere we can hide No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close, it's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide

At the curtain's call It's the last of all When the lights fade out, all the sinners crawl So they dug your grave And the masquerade Will come calling out at the mess you've made

Don't wanna let you down But I am hell-bound Though this is all for you Don't wanna hide the truth No matter what we breed We still are made of greed This is my kingdom come This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close, it's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make I say it's up to fate It's woven in my soul I need to let you go Your eyes, they shine so bright I wanna save that light I can't escape this now Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close, it's dark inside It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide

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Hey guys! Happy New Years!

I've got mixed feelings about the changing of the year, and I'm truly hoping that everybody knows they're not alone right now. We're going to brave whatever life throws our way together. I'm truly not sure what 2025 is going to bring to my blog. It's been hard finding time to post, and that might worsen during this year. I promise I'm trying to find time! Just like always, know I'm here if anybody needs me. For this month's song, I chose the Rascal Flatts song "My Wish." At the time of writing this post, I cannot think of another song that portrays my New Year wishes to each and every one of you better. I hope you all have a wonderful New Year, and I'm here if you need me.

Lyrics:

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where you want to go And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin' 'till you find the window If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile

But more than anything, more than anything My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can hold And while you're out there getting where you're getting to I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too

Yeah, this, is my wish

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget All the ones who love you, in the place you left I hope you always forgive, and you never regret And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake And always give more than you take

But more than anything, yeah, more than anything My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can hold And while you're out there getting where you're getting to I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too Yeah, this, is my wish. Yeah My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can hold And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish (My wish for you) This is my wish (My wish for you) Hope you know somebody loves you (My wish for you) May all your dreams come true (My wish for you)

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Hey friends! It's December 10 somehow... it's been chaotic since September, so please accept my apologies... if we're being honest, Tumblr was the last thing on my mind. I finally have a free minute, and was reminded by a friend that I still haven't posted a song, so here I am! This month, I decided to go old school with some Phil Vassar and "Just Another Day in Paradise." I'd like to say this song sums up my last few months perfectly. I've been swamped with exams, homework, and work (and being beat up by my patients at work 😂) and me time has definitely taken a backseat, though at the end of the day, my family and friends have had my back, and each day is just another day in paradise. Whenever I'm frustrated, or annoyed, or ready to give up, I like to think about this song, and the reminder that each day is "Just Another Day in Paradise" and should be treated as such. The reminder to step back and find good is usually exactly what I need. I hope everybody has been doing well, and I'll probably be back in January (feel free to wake me up if I'm not). I hope everybody is doing well, and has a great December. Happy Holidays!

Lyrics:

The kids screaming, phone ringing Dog barking at the mailman Bringing that stack of bills, overdue Good morning, baby, how are you? Got a half hour, a quick shower Take a drink of milk but the milk's gone sour My funny face makes you laugh Twist the top on and I put it back

There goes the washing machine Baby, don't kick it Promise I'll fix it Long about a million other things

Well, it's ok, it's so nice It's just another day in paradise Well, there's no place that I'd rather be Well, it's two hearts and one dream I wouldn't trade it for anything And I ask the Lord every night, ooh For just another day in paradise

Friday, you're late I guess we'll never make our dinner date At the restaurant you start to cry Baby, we'll just improvise Well, plan B looks like Dominoes' pizza in the candlelight Then we'll tippy toe to our room Make a little love that's overdue

But somebody had a bad dream Mama and daddy Can me and my teddy Come in to sleep in between?

Yeah, it's ok, it's so nice Just another day in paradise Well, there's no place that I'd rather be Well, it's two hearts and one dream I wouldn't trade it for anything And I ask the Lord every night, ooh For just another day in paradise

Oh, well, it's ok, it's so nice Just another day in paradise Well, there's no place that I'd rather be, yeah There's two hearts and one dream I wouldn't trade it for anything And I ask the Lord every night, ooh For just another day in paradise

For just another day in paradise, oh yeah Well, it's the kids screaming, the phone ringing Just another day, yeah (just another day in paradise) Well, it's Friday, you're late Oh, yeah (Paradise) yeah, yeah It's just another day in paradise (paradise)

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Well... it's October, and September was a freakin' ride if I do say so. I'm almost certain that September 2024 was the worst month thus far, and I'm running off of pure adrenaline at this point. Like, I'm lacking so much sleep that I've literally been falling asleep while driving. I'm stressed beyond limits I've previously reached, and I'm ready for a long nap, though I don't have time for that right now 😭. I'm exhausted both mentally and physically. Like I said, it's been a ride. Here's to hoping October is better. Anywho. Enough about me. I chose the song "Crying For Me" which is a Toby Keith song. I was originally going to share "Somebody Save Me" by Eminem, but when it came time to write this post, I decided Toby summed up my current feelings pretty well. I recently lost somebody I cared for deeply, and it's still a fresh wound. Anyways, give this song a listen, or don't tbh I'm too exhausted to care. Hope everybody has a great October, and I'll be here if anybody needs me in the meantime.

Got the news on Friday mornin' But a tear I couldn't find You showed me how I'm supposed to live And now you showed me how to die

I was lost till Sunday morning I work up to face my fear While writing you this goodbye song I found a tear

I'm gonna miss that smile I'm gonna miss you my friend Even though it hurts the way it ended up I'd do it all again So play it sweet in heaven 'Cause That's right where you want to be I'm not cryin' cause I feel so sorry for you I'm cryin' for me

I got up and dialed your number And your voice came on the line With that old familiar message I'd heard a thousand times it just said Sorry that I missed you Leave a message and god bless I know you think I'm crazy But I had to hear your voice again

I'm gonna miss that smile I'm gonna miss you my friend Even though it hurts the way it ended up I'd do it all again So play it sweet in heaven 'Cause That's right where you want to be I'm not cryin' cause I feel so sorry for you I'm cryin' for me

So play your upside down left handed Backwards bass guitar And I'll see you on the other side Superstar

I'm gonna miss that smile I'm gonna miss you my friend Even though it hurts the way it ended up I'd do it all again So play it sweet in heaven 'Cause That's right where you want to be I'm not cryin' cause I feel so sorry for you I'm cryin' for me

I'm still cryin' I'm cryin' for me I'm still cryin'

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Happy September First friends. Apparently it's been awhile since I last posted, the last few months have been chaotic, and I can't promise that this month will be any different, but in the meantime, I have a few moments to write. Sorry if this gets a little rambly, I haven't gotten that much sleep the last week. Without getting too personal, the last few months have been difficult. I'm slowly losing somebody I care deeply for right in front of my eyes, whilst balancing a busy school program, extracurricular activities, and family time. I hope you understand why there hasn't been a post in months; I've been preoccupied and I'll admit to that. Anyways, I've said in posts before that Cody Johnson and Jelly Roll are going to save my soul one song at a time. For the month of August, I chose "I Am Not Okay" which is a Jelly Roll song. I think we all have days that we're not okay, and that in itself is okay. I think Jelly portrays this theme perfectly. Give it a listen, and let me know what you think. I'll try to be here in case anybody needs me.

-AP

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*Laughs Manically* It's been a month y'all. Somehow it shouldn't surprise you that June's song is late. It's been a month. Excuse my rambling, but I realized late last night that it was July, and tumblr was still a thing. I currently have a fever, am recovering from a sinus infection that caused my entire face to swell (sorry if it's tmi, but it's the truth, and my head is still doing funny things), in the middle of a new life chapter, finishing classes, scrambling to prepare for the upcoming school year, and overall in the middle of chaos. It really has been a month. On to the main reason for this post, I chose the song Why Don't We Just Dance by Josh Turner. This song has a really cool music video that I recommend you check out, but the tune is why I chose this song. The lyrics have an implied meaning, though I prefer the interpretation that when the world is falling to pieces around us, we should just relax and accept what comes our way--it'll all turn out in the end. It's a catchy tune, and will brighten your day. Here's to hoping y'all's June was better than mine, though I'm here to sympathize if it was anything like mine. I'll be back next month (hopefully on time for once) and I'll be here in the meantime if anybody needs something.

See y'all in August

Lyrics:

Baby, why don't we just turn that TV off? Three hundred fifteen channels of nothing but bad news on Well, it might be me but the way I see it The whole wide world has gone crazy So baby, why don't we just dance?

Just a little bitty living room, ain't gonna look like much But when the lights go down and we move the couch It's gonna be more than enough For my two left feet and our two hearts beatin' Nobody's gonna see us go crazy So baby, why don't we just dance?

Down the hall, maybe straight up the stairs? Bouncing off the wall, floating on air Baby, why don't we just dance?

Baby, why don't you go put your best dress on And those high heeled shoes you love to lose As soon as the tunes come on? On second thought Just the way you are Is already driving me crazy So baby, why don't we just dance?

Down the hall, maybe straight up the stairs? Bouncing off the wall, floating on air Baby, why don't we just dance? I'll cut a rug

Well, it might be me but the way I see it The whole wide world has gone crazy So baby, why don't we just dance? (Bouncing off the walls, floating on air) Oh baby (baby), why don't we just dance?

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Hello! It is I, @onedirectiontwoways again! It’s @anxiouspotato & I’s birthday month (or, well… it was… she asked me to do this ages ago, and I just kinda kept getting busy and forgetting), which means y’all are getting a song I picked out this month for @anxiouspotato’s song of the month. Yay! I chose one of the songs from the new X Ambassadors record: “Your Town”. We had been watching their Instagram page for the longest time before the release of this song, and had been anticipating the release of this song. The day it was released, we got together so we could react at the same time, and watched the music video. This song? One of the biggest impacts a song has had on me in a long time. By the end, both of us were sobbing. And we sobbed together for about 10 minutes afterward. I’ve never felt so connected to a song in my life. The song covers loss in a way I’d never really heard in a song before. It’s dedicated to the lead singers teacher, who was beloved in their hometown, who unfortunately passed away a few years ago. And the concept of leaving your hometown hit me kinda hard too. I’m finishing up my associates degree as we speak, and have gotten into my dream school. Only, I’ve got to leave everything that I’ve known to go pursue my dreams. As most of us will do in our lives. And the concept of leaving your town, but not forgetting where you came from spoke to me. Life is filled with these hard choices we must make; however, we don’t have to completely give up our pasts to go about our dreams. They can live simultaneously. We can pursue our dreams, while also reflecting on where we came from, and how far we’ve truly come. Anyways, I’ll link the song, and the lyrics for y’all to check out. Enjoy!

New Years at the Chanticleer, and I just signed

My record deal

Someone's singing karaoke, just a townie playing

Make-believe

There you were, spinning 'round in your cardboard crown

You said, "Congrats, you made it out, but

Don't forget about your town

Don't forget where you came from

'Cause first, you're up then you're down, come crashing back to Earth

And there's no one around

Don't forget about the pain

Of being young and forgotten

When you're up on that stage, at the top of your game

Don't forget who taught you to play

Don't forget about me"

I was just another shy kid on the playground

'Til you came around

Had big ideas and bigger dreams that no one seemed

To give a shit about

There you were, you said, "If you've got a song, well, sing it loud"

Told me someday I'd make it out, but

Don't forget about your town

Don't forget where you came from

'Cause first, you're up then you're down, come crashing back to Earth

And there's no one around

Don't forget about the pain

Of being young and forgotten

And when you're up on that stage, at the top of your game

Don't forget who taught you to play

Don't forget about me

Don't forget about me

Oh

Found a voicemail that you left me back in

Two thousand and seventeen

You said, "I'm sorry you don't call me more

I guess you're just too busy for me"

They were playing your song in the CVS downtown

And I just called to say, "I'm so proud"

I won't forget about my town

And I won't forget where I came from

'Cause I've been up, I've been down, came crashing back to Earth

But you're not around

(Spoken voicemail) I'm sorry I don't hear from you more, but I have to tell you

I am loving this new song

It is amazing

I had to introduce it to my entire family

And I just wanna say I'm so proud of you

Keep going, brother

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So, apparently it's May 1, which means I'm back with April's song. I believe I've said it on this platform before, but I'll say it again: Jelly Roll and Cody Johnson are going to save my soul. I decided to share the song "Whiskey Bent" by CoJo and Jelly because it touched my heart in ways words cannot describe. The music industry likes to stray from difficult topics--especially those involving mental illness and addiction--so I'm happy I finally found a song willing to address topics that impact many of their listeners, including myself. I'd love to hear anybody's story if they're willing to share. I've had a busy April, and I imagine May will be the same way, so next month's song might be a little late. I'm apologizing in advance. Hope May treats y'all well, and I'll be here if you need me.

Lyrics:

It put a hole in my wallet, put a hole in my wall It put a whole lotta lonely in this 2 AM phone call It put your Honda on the highway and my Chevy in a ditch Just had to call you up 'cause I ain't touched that stuff ever since

It made me say some things I shouldn't Made me break some things I wouldn't Like the heart that you kept puttin' in my hand Got me pickin' up the pieces Gettin' back in touch with Jesus For some grace in case one of y'all comes back again I'm just tryna straighten up what whiskey bent

Now I'm still payin' for it, but it ain't on a tab It's all the dreamin' of instead of wakin' up to the best I ever had And I've been spendin' every second waitin' for that second chance That I might not even have

'Cause it made me say some things I shouldn't Made me break some things I wouldn't Like the heart that you kept puttin' in my hands Got me pickin' up the pieces Fallin' back in love with Jesus And prayin' one of y'all comes back again I'm just tryna straighten up what whiskey bent

It made me say some things I shouldn't Made me break some things I wouldn't Like the heart that you kept puttin' in my hand It's got me pickin' up the pieces Gettin' back in touch with Jesus For some grace in case one of y'all comes back again But until then I'll be tryna straighten up what whiskey bent

What whiskey bent

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I would like to preface this post with an apology. I just realized at the time of writing this (March 31, at 20:42) there was no song for February. It's just a little late to amend that now, so instead I'm offering an apology. Both February and March were crazy--not offering an excuse but rather an explanation. Sorry about that. If you're looking for a recommendation/Unofficial February song, check out Halfway to Hell by Jelly Roll. That's the song I had intended to write up for February but never had time to do. Sorry for skipping an entire month.

Anywho...

I chose the song "I Was Here" by Lady A for March. Anybody ever see the movie Act Of Valor? If you haven't, I totally recommend watching it, though I digress. I first heard the song "I Was Here" on the Act Of Valor soundtrack, and I fell in love. Who doesn't want to make their mark on the world? As somebody who spent a lot of time getting to know themself, I'm here to tell you, publicity won't make you famous. Each of us will mark the world in our own way--maybe you'll fight for an important cause, or maybe you'll smile at somebody who looks like they need some hope. Somebody will always remember you and your actions. March has been full of self discovery for me, and I invite you to join me. Offer a stranger a small glimmer of hope. A smile or friendly wave will go a long way. Trust me. I'll check back in next month.

Lyrics:

You will notice me

I'll be leavin' my mark, like initials carved in an old oak tree

You wait and see

Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote

Maybe I'll paint like Van Gough

Cure the common cold

I don't know but I'm ready to start 'cause I know in my heart

I wanna do something that matters

Say something different

Something that sets the whole world on it's ear

I wanna do somethin' better, with the time I've been given

And I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life

And leave nothin' less that something that says I was here

I will prove you wrong

If you think im all talk, your in for a shock

'Cause this streams too strong, and before too long

Maybe I'll compose symphonies

Maybe I'll fight for world peace

'Cause I know it's my destiny to leave more that a trace of myself in this place

I wanna do something that matters

Say something different

Something that sets the whole world on it's ear

I wanna do somethin' better, with the time I've been given

And I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life

And leave nothin' less that something that says I was here

And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life

I'll leave nothin' less that somethin' that says I was here

I was here

I was here

I was here

Wanna do somethin' that matters

Somethin' that says I was here

Wanna do somethin' that matters

Somethin' that says I was here, I was here

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I just realized I never posted January's song, and it's a good thing I didn't. I learnt this morning that Mr. Toby Keith peacfully passed away last night (February 5, 2024). Some of my fondest memories are associated with Mr. Keith's songs, and I'm so thankful I got the opportunity to see him in concert before he passed away. That concert formed some pretty solid core memories, and I had the time of my life. Thank you Mr. Keith for teaching me to value life, and live each day as if it were my last. Your legacy will forever live on. Heaven gained a wonderful soul last night, and I rest easy knowing Mr. Keith is out of pain, and with those who've passed before us. I can't think of a more fitting song to celebrate Mr. Keith's life than his song Don't Let The Old Man In.

Rest easy Big Dog. We've got it from here.

Lyrics:

Don't let the old man in

I wanna leave this alone

Can't leave it up to him

He's knocking on my door

And I knew all of my life

That someday it would end

Get up and go outside

Don't let the old man in

Many moons I have lived

My body's weathered and worn

Ask yourself how would you be

If you didn't know the day you were born

Try to love on your wife

And stay close to your friends

Toast each sundown with wine

Don't let the old man in

Many moons I have lived

My body's weathered and worn

Ask yourself how would you be

If you didn't know the day you were born

When he rides up on his horse

And you feel that cold bitter wind

Look out your window and smile

Don't let the old man in

Look out your window and smile

Don't let the old man in

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Thank you Tanya

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I wish people would just leave me the fuck alone. I can't do this, life, anymore. Stop making your problems mine. Stop beating me down. I can't take it anymore. Please just leave me alone.

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Happy New Year!

I'm gonna be honest, I have no New Years plans for this blog at this point--my life has become really busy, and I struggle with getting my monthly song out on time. I figured it wasn't worth an extra post to tell you that, so I decided to tack it on to my song.

With that said, we're on to our song which is actually on time this month! Thank the Heavens for school breaks.

For December, and the New Year, I chose Chris Stapleton's Starting Over. I don't know about others, but I enjoy the prospect that the new year brings about creating a blank slate, allowing me to become a new self. It doesn't matter if that new self is who you want them to be or not. We all deserve a blank slate; a chance to start over again. Consider who you want to be, and the chances you'll have to take to become that person. What do you need to change in your life to get there? I'd love to hear your New Year resolutions, if anybody's willing to share.

Happy New Years! May this year be better than the last.

-AP

Lyrics:

Well the road rolls out like a welcome mat To a better place than the one we're at And I ain't got no kinda plan But I've had all of this town I can stand And I got friends out on the coast We can jump in the water and see what floats We've been saving for a rainy day Let's beat the storm and be on our way

And it don't matter to me Wherever we are is where I wanna be And honey, for once in our life Let's take our chances and roll the dice And I can be your lucky penny You can be my four leaf clover Starting over

This might not be an easy time There's rivers to cross and hills to climb And some days we might fall apart And some nights might feel cold and dark But nobody wins afraid of losing And the hard roads are the ones worth choosing Some day we'll look back and smile And know it was worth every mile

And it don't matter to me Wherever we are is where I wanna be And honey, for once in our life Let's take our chances and roll the dice And I can be your lucky penny You can be my four leaf clover Starting over Starting over

And it don't matter to me Wherever we are is where I wanna be And honey, for once in our life Let's take our chances and roll the dice And I can be your lucky penny You can be my four leaf clover Starting over Starting over

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Hey all! Don't mind me just popping onto your dash a few hours before the New Year. I just wanted to check in--I hope you're all doing okay, don't forget your meds and some water--and send you good New Years vibes. May 2024 treat you all well. I'm here if anybody needs me, and I'm sending New Years hugs.

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Happy December!

I decided that I wanted to share a special song this month. I grew up on older country music (obviously lol) and the song Almost Home by Craig Morgan has always been impactful to me, and on bad days has the ability to make me step back and re-evaluate my choices and sometimes I get a good cry in. If you've been following me for any amount of time, you'll also know I really love Jelly Roll--I always seem to relate to his songs. So you can imagine the delight I had a few years ago when I first watched Craig Morgan and Jelly Roll perform the song Almost Home on the Opry stage together. The song Almost Home holds dear memories to Jelly and during a pivotal moment in his life helped him decide that he wanted to make others feel just like he felt in the moment watching Craig perform. Since I've already shared several of Jelly's songs, we know he succeeded with that. Believe it or not, this isn't where it ends though. I have more. Recently, Craig Morgan decided to re-record some of his older songs with other artists and released Almost Home with Jelly Roll. I can't even begin to explain how excited I was when they finally released the audio and it popped into my YouTube recommended. I've been wishing for a studio version of Almost Home with Jelly and Craig together, and I was crying before I clicked the link. I'm always apprehensive about songs recorded with/by other artists, but I knew that this would be beautiful. I think I cried the entire length of the song--it was just so perfect. I now have a new favorite version of that song, and can't get over the beauty. The two of them succeeded in making an already impactful song make me feel things I haven't felt in a very long time. I have ugly cried to it so many times already. Tonight, I'm sharing Almost Home. I'll include the original version just in case somebody isn't interested in the duet. Craig Morgan's new album is called Enlisted in case anybody is interested in listening to the other songs on it, but I would appreciate it if you all would give this particular song a listen. You won't regret it.

Happy Holidays!

See you next year.

^Just Craig Morgan--the original version

^Craig and Jelly's original performance at the Opry--includes Jelly's story and totally worth the watch/listen

^Original version with just Craig again on Spotify

^Craig and Jelly on Spotify

Lyrics:

He had plastic bags wrapped 'round his shoes He was covered with the evening news Had a pair of old wool socks on his hands The bank sign was flashing five below It was freezing rain an' spittin' snow He was curled up behind some garbage cans I was afraid that he was dead I gave him a gentle shake When he opened up his eyes I said, "Old man are you ok?"

He said, I just climbed out of a cottonwood tree I was runnin' from some honey bees Drip dryin' in the summer breeze After jumpin' into Calico creek I was walkin' down an old dirt road Past a field of hay that had just been mowed Man I wish you'd just left me alone 'Cause I was almost home

Then he said, I was just comin' round the barn 'Bout the time he grabbed my arm When I heard momma holler, son hurry up I was close enough for my own nose To smell fresh cobbler on the stove And I saw daddy loadin' up the truck Cane poles on the tailgate Bobbers blowin' in the wind Since July of '55 That's as close as I've been

Yeah, I just climbed out of a cottonwood tree I was runnin' from some honey bees Drip dryin' in the summer breeze After jumpin' into Calico creek I was walkin' down an old dirt road Past a field of hay that had just been mowed Man I wish you'd just left me alone I was almost home

I said, "Old man you're gonna freeze to death Let me drive you to a mission" He said, "Boy if you'd left me alone Right now I'd be fishin'

I just climbed out of a cottonwood tree I was runnin' from some honey bees Drip dryin' in the summer breeze After jumpin' into Calico creek I was walkin' down an old dirt road Past a field of hay that had just been mowed Man I wish you'd just left me alone 'Cause I was almost home (almost home)

Man I wish you'd just left me alone I was almost home

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Happy first of November! Where I live, it's feeling more like December, but we'll go with November. October's song is "Its Gonna Be Okay" by Theresa Andersson. I'm not kidding when I say I have searched for years hoping to find this song. I never could remember where I first heard this song, and it was almost a distant memory; a whisper in the back of my mind that helped me get through some rough things. I recited "It's gonna be okay, it's gonna be alright" hundreds of times whilst trying to make it through another day. I knew it was a song, but nobody in my family remembered it, and recently I began thinking I had made it up entirely. A few weeks ago, I was watching a movie I hadn't seen since I was a little kid, and lone behold, you'd never guess what song came on. I finally found this song again, and I want to share it with you all. I hope it'll help you in the same ways it's helped me. As always, I hope you all have a lovely November, and I'll be back next month.

Lyrics:

You don't have to dry your eyes, Go ahead and cry, Let your sweet tears stain my shoulder. It's good to get it off your chest Give your troubled soul a rest And let somebody hold you.

It's gonna be ok, It's gonna be alright, Tomorrow is a new day Oh, you see it in a new light. Try to keep your head up, Don't you ever give up, Even if your heart breaks Yeah, it's gonna be ok. It's gonna be ok...

When hurt is all you feel inside, 'cause you failed with one you tried It's best to put that thing behind you It may don't look so good right now But it's gonna change somehow All that I can do is remind you...

It's gonna be ok, You're gonna be alright, Tomorrow is a new day Oh, you see it in a new light. Try to keep your head up, Oh, don't you ever give up Even if your heart breaks Yeah, it's gonna be ok.

It's gonna be ok... You've gotta find the way to keep your faith 'cause someday someone is gonna need to hear you say:

It's gonna be ok, You're gonna be alright Tomorrow is a new day You see it in a new light Oh, try to keep your head up But don't you ever give up Even if your heart breaks Yeah, It's gonna be ok, (it's gonna be alright)

It's gonna be ok You're gonna be alright Tomorrow is a new day Oh, you see it in a new light But try to keep your head up Don't you ever give up Even if your heart breaks Oh, it's gonna be ok

It's gonna be ok... You're gonna be alright But try to keep your head up Don't you ever give up It's gonna be ok.