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mood

daniel sousa has been drinking that Respect Women juice since the 1940′s and frankly i can’t help but stan

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did i write a the politician fanfiction. hells yeah i did.

is river gonna die. hell no.

cause i love him. david corenswet is hot. we stan.

i honestly cried a little writing this. it's not even sad.

anyway. next i will write a soulmate au. because they're the best. and it gives me an excuse to completely scrap the entire plot point of river going against payton. because they're in love bitch.

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static quake StAtIc QuAkE STATIC QUAKE

soulmate auuuuuuuu and he's not dead yet cause season 2

https://archiveofourown.org/works/18583183

also if someone wants to make me a trailer for it i'd be down please and thank you

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YEs my little boy mike wheeler literally was going to jUMP OF A FUCKING CLIFF for dustin and would have died if el didnt turn up

I don’t tolerate Mike Wheeler hate, cause lest we forget he was literally going to die for Dustin in season one

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YO THATS HOW THEY ALWAYS KISS AND I LIKE TO PRETEND THAT MIKE ALWAYS LEANS DOWN AND KISSES HER UPWARDS SO THAT SHE CAN GET AWAY IF SHE NEEDS To because that’s one soft boy right there and he fucking loves her

OKAY BUT LIKE DO YOU GUYS SEE HOW ELEVEN’S ACTUALLY SLIGHTLY TALLER THAN MIKE IN THE KISSING SCENE???? LIKE WHERE ARE THEY TO WHERE SHE’S HIGHER THAN HIM IS HE LEANING DOWN ARE THEY ON A PORCH I SEE THROW PILLOWS WHAT’S HAPPENIG

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advice for writing characters with anxiety

 anxious tics and repetitive movements, sometimes stims. most people with anxiety disorders have little things that they do either involuntarily or not to calm themselves down. this is also a symptom of autism. mine is wringing my fingers or tapping out morse code. others can include things like pinching or pulling hair.

inability to sleep. this comes with invasive thoughts and things like that because no matter how much control you have, it all goes away during the night. also for things like ptsd. i’ll probably write a whole other post, because I know I’ve seen one for ptsd, but not for anxiety.

if you write including panic attacks, not everything has a trigger. there are a lot of different types of anxiety, and usually with things like S.A or O.C.D, there is a trigger, but for G.A.D and P.D there doesn't always have to be.

there’s a difference between anxiety attacks and panic attacks. anxiety attacks build up over a long period of time and can last for hours on end, but panic attacks happen suddenly and its kind of hard to avoid them which sucks.

writing about S.A. people with social anxiety have generally different symptoms than people with panic based disorders. with social anxiety you get a lot more physical features, like caving in on yourself when in public or in general, stutters are more common, things like that.

OCD IS AN ANXIETY DISORDER.

not everybody with anxiety has a traumatic event that caused it. like sure most people with anxiety were victims of abuse or saw someone killed or stuff, but there are some people that are just burdened with a mental illness that hurts and hurts and hurts you for years and years and probably won't stop.

do your research. if you're writing about diagnosis, research it. if you're writing about therapy, research. research everything until you can't research any more.

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also

not every stutter includes repeating syllables. some stutters include just being stuck on a specific letter, and prolonging it.

also adding words into sentences!

advice for writing a stutterer from an actual stutterer;

okay no shade at all I just want all of u to learn and grow and become better writers! so here’s a handy tip list!

we don’t stutter on every word. okay, sometimes it can seem it, but honestly, we don’t, so leave a few words in there to give your readers some breathing room.

we stutter more on specific sounds. for me, f and s sounds are big ones. everyone has their thing and most stutterers have sounds that are harder to get out.

we don’t just stutter at the beginning of words and sentences. okay, honestly this is a big one for me. sometimes, a word starts off really well and goes down the drain at the second syllable! and the stutter doesn’t disappear once we’ve made it past the first word - it clings in there, so don’t forget it.

some of us don’t always stutter. some, not all, of us have what’s known as an anxious stutter, which generally comes alongside anxiety disorders. so, while it may be usually present, when a person with an anxious stutter is particularly comfortable with a situation, it tends to get better (or even almost disappear).

we don’t stutter when we swear. this is why some of us can stutter and stutter and stutter on a word and then shout fuck and everything’s cool. as far as science knows, this is because swearing is from a more primitive part of the brain, and so it bypasses the bit that makes us stutter! it’s so cool honestly.

we don’t stutter when we sing. the biggest two reasons for this one is 1) music comes from a different part of the brain to talking (language=left; music=right), and so it once again bypasses the stutter, or 2) ‘easy voice’, which is the voice that people sing in, is softer and smoother, and the sounds are longer so there’s less opportunity to stutter. either option is way cool but we don’t stutter when we sing.

sometimes, we give up on words. after a certain amount of stuttering on a certain word, you may see a stutterer take a deep breath and either try again, or replace it with a synonym. sometimes that word just won’t fit right in our mouths!

we hate it when people try to guess what we’re trying to say or try to speed us up. this might be a more personal thing for me, but there’s nothing I hate more than that clicky sound people make or the weird hand gestures or being told to “spit it out.” because we can’t control this shit and it gets tiring. it’s better just to let the person get it out and take their time with it, so when you’re writing, keep this in mind!

it gets worse when we’re anxious or stressed, and when we’re excited! I get really really stuttery when I’m enthusiastic about the topic of conversation, because I know so much about that thing that I try to talk really fast and my mouth can’t keep up! it’s the same when I’m anxious or stressed - when there’s more on our minds, the more everything gets a little muddled.

I hope this was helpful! feel free to add on and spread around!

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I just posted the first chapter of the first story of my MCU Phase III onwards series. This one is Steve Rogers based in Civil War.

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if jeff kavanaugh is pronounced as ‘not guilty’ of the attempted r*pe of christine blasey ford, the only thing being taught to young children and teenagers around the world is to hide their experiences with sexual harassment because they won’t be believed. the lowest sentence for r*pe is a bloody fine and if he gets less than or even that women around the world will revolt and trump will feel our anger.

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in the flash comics, barry creates the speed force as he runs. if we go off of this for the flash tv show, being in the speedforce will have stopped it from growing more, possibly why he was in that state of shock in 4x01. this may also be why barry was able to stay in his I can vibrate people so they are as fast as me thing longer than jesse and jay could as well. barry creates the speedforce as he runs, so making someone go as fast as him would be easy, as he controls the speedforce. and everybody who has been seen using the speedforce code or whatever we’re calling it now has a connection to a member of team flash. barry is married to iris, clifford is the ‘big bad’ of the season (maybe unless this turns into arrow and it’s secretly like ralph or something), so his main connection is barry. the creepy snake dude is connected to caitlin. maybe the girl we’re calling dawn allen is actually gypsy, connecting her to cisco, or maybe she’s joe and ceciles baby. or maybe eobard thawne was secretly working with savitar and is still alive and stole HR’s face thing. who knows?

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until Sirius becomes the problem. Then that’s Bellatrix’s solution

Sirius Black’s solution to every minor problem is always ‘murder them’

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and remus was the brother of romulus and was raised by wolves

appearantly sirius is a star also known as ‘the dog star’ i present you jk rowling everyone