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hey fuckerrrrrr

Sup cuzzzzzzzz

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Do you like the theme?

Yes

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hi

Hello!

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I like your shoelaces

This means a lot to me

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What do you worry about?

Sometimes I worry that I’ll end up alone, or I’ll be forgotten. I worry that I’ll never figure out what I want to do in life, or that I’m wasting the days or not having enough fun. Maybe I won’t have enough money. What if I spend my life with the wrong person? What will happen when my family pass on? Will I cope?

Everything I worry about are things that I can’t control. I’m just trying to convince myself that whatever happens, will happen. And I can control my life. And I am allowed to seek out things that will enable me to enjoy myself. Like exploring the world and talking to new people and watching a disproportionate amount of shitty action movies with popcorn and ice cream.

I worry about a lot of things really, and it’s exhausting. But it helps to talk, even if other people don’t have a solution. So, let me know what you worry about?

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Your tumblr is lovely :)

You’re lovely! Thank you :3

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What is the biggest secret you've ever had?

An eating disorder, which I have almost fully recovered from.

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what ur fav color

Teal.

What's yours?

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you seem sad right now so i just want you to know that i love you and you're amazing ♥♥

You are beautiful. 

<3

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Hello!

Hi there!

How are you?

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were you trying to kill me with the fred and george posts or

yes

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my question is what is ur fave 5sos song.

I don't know what that is ):

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If you could have anything for hands besides hands what would you choose? :3

Hooks. 

Oh wait.

Probably like little frog hands. Does that count? Then you could climb up things :D

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the perks of being a wallflower :)

I love how progressively the book is written. The movie doesn't convey it as much. Like, you can tell just by the style of writing how far the character has come. 

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HAPPY BDAY DARLING! MAKE D MOST OUT OF IT! XXXXX keep up your amazing blog dear xx ♥

Aw thank you so much! <3

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Having a mid life crisis. Please offer some philosophical remedy.

What kind of a mid life crisis?

I was thinking about, just, everything today. I probably do far too much thinking. But I was thinking how we only get one body, and every day there is a constant of having to spend it with ourselves. Every morning we wake up as ourselves, and we never get a chance to deviate from that. And we only get one chance at that, right? So I think, as depressing as only being able to experience being one person is, we have to make the most of that. But even then, if we get bored, we can do whatever the fuck we want. We can literally be anyone we want. Some people say ‘I want to go clubbing and put on slutty clothes but I want to wear onesies and read books with ice cream and hot chocolate (because fuck sticking to one temperature) but I also want to sit in a field plaiting daisies’. And it’s like, why can’t you do all of those? One person does not have to stick to one state of being. 

And if it is change you need, then it doesn’t even have to be like a big upheaval. You could change what you eat for breakfast. Like, cook some oats. Bake some cookies. Fuck convention. Walk somewhere completely random. Maybe I’m not making a lot of sense, but I’ve noticed lately that I confine myself to my neighborhood and my routine, and I don’t really do anything new ever. And really, it kind of sucks. Because what’s the point in living out the same lives that everyone else on the earth has for as long as humans have had conscious awareness? 

Another thing that might help with philosophical remedies is film. Like, thinking films. Chinatown, Fight Club, Adaptation (that’s a good one), V for Vendetta. Just from my own experience, they’re pretty inspiring.

I don’t really know what kind of thoughts you’re looking for, but I guess the last point I would want to make is that every stage of life has its own benefits. Getting older, I find, is quite exciting. Like, I’m really looking forward to being a crazy old person. I saw a post recently that said 

“Look forward to this time - seventy year old women are allowed to do pretty much whatever they want, and no-one can stop them. You can carry candy in your bag and not share it with a single soul. You can stay home all day and cross-stitch expletives onto handkerchiefs for your grandchildren and slip them under the table out of sight of the people you raised. You can drink whisky at 10am. Every phase of your life is going to be amazing for different reasons.”

and I find that really…encouraging. I’m not sure if you will, but that’s something to consider at least.

Finally, some people might tell you something about a second chance. An afterlife of some kind. Even if that is true, that’s then, and that might not even happen anyway. So all we really have is right now, all we can really count on is that in the morning we’ll be in our own bodies, and nothing can stop us.

Please message me again if you need anything else? Like, I can keep rambling, or we could talk if you’d like.