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i love writing and atla
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avatqr · 2 years ago
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Korrasami au- They broke up..
written from korra’s pov
written by: avatqr
Me and Asami have been broken up for about 4 months now… It has been the hardest most dreadful 4 months of life. I’m depressed, tired, dissociated. It’s so hard being the avatar and also having a life outside of that. I can’t just take time off from keeping the world in balance. And the world looks up to me. They seek in me for inspiration and hope. And If I am falling apart over some girl what does that say about me? It says that I’m weak. What bothers me most about this is that she acts like nothing ever happened. She still comes over daily and confides in my mother for her issues like she always has. Doesn’t this usually all stop when you break up? I can’t heal from being without her while she is constantly in my space. It just doesn’t work that way. It makes my heart so confused. I miss her so incredibly much. I miss tucking her beautiful black waves behind her ears and listening to her ideas or how her day went.
She came over today. Nothing new, or so I thought. Well she probably didn’t think it was new. I’m just so confused on why she didn’t tell me. She has a girlfriend. It just slipped out so casually in the conversation we were having. I played it off and kept my cool. I didn’t address it. I didn’t want to. I felt like I was going to be sick. I needed to get away from her now. I can’t stand near her anymore without my skin crawling. I’m so confused. Just a few minutes ago my heart longed for her but now it’s repulsed and I don’t even want to be near her. I rush her out of my house as soon as possible. When she was gone I ran to the toilet and threw up for hours. After I was done I just sat on floor with my eyes closed and cried the rest of the night.
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avatqr · 2 years ago
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Mako 🔥 ⚡
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Suki - Avatar
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The boy who kissed the moon- Sokka
Etsy  & Twitter
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i finally watched korra 💙❤️
Keep reading
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Reunions (or goodbyes) :,)
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Korra x Asami snippet
Written from Korra's POV
The air was so crisp and cool. The air felt just right. The way it blew Asami's thick black hair so perfectly memorized me. I see her everyday but I never realize how lucky I am to have her. And how she is so beautiful in everyway.
"Korra?" Asami questioned. She widened her eyes at me in concern "Are you okay?"
"Yes I'm Fine." I said assuring her, I paired it with a soft smile.
I look around the world around me. Only it's not the Earth that me and Asami exist on. The spirit realm is so different than earth. So much more beautiful. The air doesn't smell of factory smoke instead it smells like wet earth and wet wood from the tree's. It's so quiet too, the only thing I can hear is the grass shuffling and the creatures that roams through it. Me and Asami take it all in. Before I could even form my sentence she says,
"Isn't the spirit realm just beautiful Korra? I'm glad I got to experience this with you." She grabs my hand and flashes me a cheeky smile.
There isn't anywhere else I would rather be than here with her.
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Was feeling extra soft so... Zukka reunion after the show's final fights QuQ
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More atla doodles. Kyoshi warrior Sokka is one of my favorite looks on him
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im so late to this trend
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I’m taking another little break before I finish the major arcana. I have 5 more to do. It’s been a lot of drawing.
my ko-fi is on my page and my commissions are open if you’re interested
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Please Stay [zuko x reader]
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-please enjoy this one shot I came up with in the middle of night:3
-some extra info you might want: You are apart a noble family in the fire nation, Your father is a Commanding officer and serving in the war
Things have been so great with Zuko for such a long time. Since his he has returned from his banishment and started talking to his father again things were looking up.
We spent all of our days together, running through the royal palace, trying the best restaurants in town, sitting down and having tea with his uncle. I have one specific memory though, I wasn't doing so well. I was running a high fever and throwing up nonstop. The smell did not leave my bathroom for weeks! Zuko stuck by me the entire time though. He made me soup, tea, fetched me water, held my hair the whole deal. I could never thank him enough for that. Things were going well for not just him but for us. I loved him so much and he loved me. That's how it always was. That's how it was always supposed be. But after a few months something changed. I don't know when I started to notice the changes. Zuko was suddenly distant, less excited. It was was almost like the fire in his eyes has went out. I spent countless nights awake in my bed worrying about what could be wrong. Was it me? Did I make him angry?
I was walking through the palace, I had finally heard my father was back from Ba Sing Se. I make my way down the dark flaming hallway. I saw Zuko walking a ways down, I ran up to him and just walked by him silently waiting for him to greet me like he normally does but this time I get no greeting. We walked in silence for awhile listening to the flames rumble and the way our steps sounded together. The silence was tearing me apart. I finally broke.
"Why haven't you said anything?" I whispered. The tension was choking me. A chain is around my neck, a whisper was all I could manage.
"Me and Azula talked last night, and I have been thinking about some things. And I.." Zuko stopped talking. He let out a heavy sigh and turned to walk the other way.
"What has been wrong with you this past couple of weeks?" The chains that have been suppressing me suddenly start falling off. "I have done nothing but been there for you before and after your banishment!" I exclaimed. He was still faced away from me, he looked calm and collected unaffected by my words. "Your just going to stand there and say nothing! I bent over backwards for you, proving my love fixing your reputation. Fixing your mistakes!" I screamed. He turned and faced me he no longer looked calm and collected. He looked frustrated and hurt.
"I never asked you to do that! I never asked for your help. I never wanted or needed your help." He exclaimed.
I felt hurt by his words. I felt the tears starting to well in my eyes, "Are you saying you don't even apricate my help?" He said nothing. All of the sudden I was angry again. "I hate you! Be a coward and run away for all I care. Without me your what? A traitor to the fire nation and a fugitive?"
"I don't know what you want me to say." He whispered. He walked off and I never saw him again until 2 weeks later.
I woke up to the sound of my door being opened. I jumped out of bed and opened the curtain to reveal who it was. It was Zuko.
"What are you doing here? You don't talk to me for two weeks now all the sudden your in my room in the middle of the night! Who do you you think you are?" I said sharply. He was wearing all black with a mask and hood. really does no good because you can still see him in the full moon. I look down and in his left hand is a scroll rolled perfectly wrapped in a red ribbon with a nicely knotted bow.
"I'm sorry..I have to do this." He set the scroll on the desk and ran out of the room. I ran out after him.
I chased him all over town. He was trying to escape me but I wouldn't let him. I didn't understand what was happening. Was he running away? I cried and yelled out for him. I just wanted to talk. And I didn't want to yell this time I didn't want to get angry. I never meant to hurt Zuko. I still love him so incredibly much. I don't understand why we won't except my help, why he keeps running away from me. I continue running after him until we reach the docks outside the city.
"Please just talk to me!" I pleaded
"You wouldn't understand. The avatar is alive. I don't want to be around when the news gets around."
"That's really what your worried about?"
He looks at me, his eyes start tearing up. "Do you know what my father would do to me? He already disowned me once. I have made so many mistakes, I am an embarrassment to him! To our family! To the royal name!" He yelled. I could hear the hurt and the fear in his voice. It made my heat feel heavy. I just wanted to give him a hug.
"I have to kill the avatar. For my honor." He looked at me with tears in eyes. But after hearing him say that all my empathy washed away with the roaring waves that were crashing against the dock. I hate it when Zuko talks about his honor. His destiny. It fills me with rage that he lets his family dictate his path.
"Your honor!?" I shouted. I started stomping toward him. "Shut up with this honor thing! This is not your destiny! You understand what killing the avatar would do to the world? Of course you don't understand! Your running away because your afraid! Not because you feel the need to restore you honor." I grabbed the collar of shirt and pulled him to me and looked at him. My face filled with frustration and disappointment.
"You know what maybe I am afraid! Maybe I'm afraid my father will burn me to death this time! I am always the fool! I am looked down upon every single day! I am a fraud. I am not the great prince I am destined to be." He started to sob.
"Your going to throw everything we had away because your afraid? I'm here for you always, always Zuko. Please let me help you. Please don't run away from me." I started to cry too. It breaks my heart hearing him cry.
"I'm not the man you need. You need someone strong and who can protect you. Your right. Last time we talked, I am a coward. I'm running away from my problems and I don't want to accept the help that's offered to me."
"Zuko.. your are more than enough for me. I can't imagine myself with anyone but you. It's like you were put on this earth for me. Please! You don't have to go through this alone. You don't have to go through anything alone! Just please don't leave me!" I clung onto him and sobbed hysterically like a child. But in that moment my heart was being torn right out my chest.
"I'm sorry.. I love you." He didn't look at me, nor did he hug me back. He gently pushed me off and started boarding a boat. I couldn't believe it. He just walked away. He said I love you but did he even mean it? He didn't even look at me.
"So that's it?! Your just going to leave? After everything we've been through? Zuko Please!" I cried out to him. I begged on my knees even and pleaded but none of my efforts were enough to make him stay. I watched him disappear into the night. The walk home was depressing. It was raining, my pajamas were soaking wet and the smell of wet concrete and metal filled the air. I made my way home in the dark following the line of street lamps that have been extinguished from the rain. When I got home I sat on the edge my bed staring at the neatly tied scrolled placed on the table. I pick it up. I read it.
"My dear love, I am so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. But this is the only way I can find my own destiny. Everything you have taught me about life I will cherish forever. Our memories I will cherish forever. Don't think because I am leaving means I don't love you. Because I love you very dearly. You encouraged and inspired me in so many different ways. I will be back for you. Someday I won't need your help. I am tired of finding the strength to keep going here. I am tired of being ridiculed and silenced. I wouldn't have made it any longer staying here. Please try to understand. I want to be strong so I can help you. And be strong for you. I have thought of you every single day since I have met you and I will continue to think of you."
I cried for the rest of the night.
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