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been on a loooonnnggg hiatus but geto brought me back 🙏🏼

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I feel physically ill seeing the jjk movie extra clips of everyone young and happy…….i don’t think ive ever crashed out this hard over fictional characters. My stomach hurts bc i actually feel so sad about them omfg what’s wrong with me 😭

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guys did I manifest this… Levi dies in the fic and she ends up with Eren 😭🤣

idk where else to put this but I’m reading a Levi fic and there’s a side plot with Eren in it but he’s very much obviously the second male lead and it’s not gonna ever happen but I feel like a horrible person for not rooting for levi at all. Genuinely there’s like one sentence with Eren and then I get excited thinking the girls gonna profess her love to him 😭😭 she is not….

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idk where else to put this but I’m reading a Levi fic and there’s a side plot with Eren in it but he’s very much obviously the second male lead and it’s not gonna ever happen but I feel like a horrible person for not rooting for levi at all. Genuinely there’s like one sentence with Eren and then I get excited thinking the girls gonna profess her love to him 😭😭 she is not….

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went to ichiko aoba’s concert and it was so beautiful. She was genuinely a fairy on stage, her presence was just so whimsical and misty 🥹 truly such an amazing singer ❤️ I felt inspired to capture her aura on stage

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Caleb in his white uniform🤝

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I don’t play the game but lives were changed when this mans winter soldier arm came out 😭

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juno and beaux!! again!! bodyguard x princess trope never gets olddddd!!!!!!!!!!! side note: I rlly wanna draw some hp fanart for some reason. who do I draw tho?? Pls send charac reccs 😆🙏🏼

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my ocs Juno and beaux, I wanted to represent intimacy without showing their faces but also the line between what is and isn’t romance!?!?! idk I’m stuck 🥹

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Juno and Beaux 💛 thoughts when I was making this: soft touches, hidden faces, reliability, intimacy but not rlly, security

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s2 is soooo good…I need more loris and steb screentime desperately

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zhongli commission!

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I’ve been waiting for two specific authors to update on tumblr and how do I tell them I wait for their fic everyday and open this app just in hopes that they’ve posted…like no pressure at all but it’s killing me slowly inside

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me being delulu with extra long hair aizawa🤕

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pt 2 more seraphim gojo + fallen angel geto (he has only one wing and it’s based off his wispy beta fish ref)!! and some guardian angel ish energy with megs😇

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lover be good to me

minors and ageless blogs do not interact.

status: complete!

word count: 51k

pairings: kita shinsuke x f!reader, oc x f!reader

summary: You meet Kita Shinsuke on a rainy summer day, with a sea of hydrangeas swirling at your feet. You know him instantly, as only a soulmate can. He seems like a good man. Like a good soulmate.

But it's your wedding day.

notes: this fic. i am so excited to share this fic—i've been working on it for a very long time and it very much feels like my baby. thank you to everyone who has sat thru me yelling about it <3

title and part titles are from hozier's "be" and "nfwmb"

tags (contains spoilers for the fic): soulmate au (first words), this is a very reader-centric story, reader and kita are implied to be in their late twenties-early thirties, slow burn, hurt/comfort, pining, partner death (not kita), grief/mourning, love as a choice.

each part will have more specific warnings.

part one: when i first saw you, the end was soon (13k)

part two: felled by you, held by you (16k)

part three: the best of you, the rest of you (10k)

part four: oh, lover be good to me (12k)

read on ao3

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