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Note 190.

I fell so hard for you, you made the blurry lights from the cars in the freeway seem like a heart shape

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Note 189

The way you pull my hair while I kiss you, FUCK.

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Note 188

I was thinking of how dead I am inside, so dead to feel anything, but baby you make me feel alive.

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Note 187

I’m loyal to you even tho you’re not, but I’m never gonna let you know that.

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Note 186

I’m a disappointment for my family I know that, in a conservative and catholic household I’m the semi lesbian-Atheist-Pro-Abortion-Tattoed-Artist and Feminist. I’m aware that I’m everything they don’t want me to be, but that’s ok.

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Note 185

And Of them all I had to fall for the Devil. The sweetest one I’ve ever met, don’t get me wrong, sweet like a drug, sweet enough to make you feel like you need it.

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Note 184

Should I kiss her tomorrow morning?

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Note 183

I fell in love with the vibe babe.

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Note 182

No one ever had called me Babygirl.

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Note to 181

If the vibe is there, then it’s there, if you push it, it becomes a lil fake

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Note 180

“Why you like me a lot?” You asked. I only answer with a “Idk I just do, trust” But, I love swallowing my feelings so I did. I mean yes, you’re gorgeous, I could look at you all day and still be surprised by your beauty. I like how you can handle my mood and stay cool. I like how you write your name on me, how you claim I’m yours even tho I’m not, and never would be. But, I like you a lot, cause you make me feel free, I’ve always been in a cage, “You can’t wear that, is too short” “You can’t listen to that is too loud” “you can’t have vices” “you can’t drink too much” “you can’t smoke” “you can’t eat too much” and mostly “You can’t like girls”. The moment I jumped on your car, I’m free, there’s no rules, I can misbehave, I could scream at the top of my lungs how much I like you, but I won’t, so my eyes do the job, they can tell you how I feel about you if you asked them... You give me freedom every time we’re together, you give me that rush, the adrenaline of going fast in a car, of getting drunk or high without anyone knowing. You gave me that push to say fuck it I like girls. And I still don’t want anyone to see me like that, cause I know they wouldn’t understand. You know how you call me a classy girl, 🍓, and you’re just a G, I shouldn’t even be into you, my family thinks that going to college, finding a nice family guy to have kids with is the right path, but maybe drug dealing is my call, I don’t know... ok no I’m just kidding? but the only thing I need right now is driving every street of the west side, windows down, cold air in my lungs, loud music with you by my side, careless, so free we could die, so free we could fly, even if everything you say is a lie, and we’re just play pretending, is really good to hear your voice saying my name, it feels so nice to listen when you call me beautiful or babygirl... for a second it makes me think that I would have a chance, and honestly I don’t even know why you, of all people you were the one that took off that fear, of all people it had to be you.

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Note 179

You asked me why you, if you’re nothing, that you aren’t a lot, that you can’t meet up to my expectations. There’s no point to be with someone that has everything but that spark, babe that spark you have, that rush you make me feel, the adrenaline, you are pure energy in my body I can feel you 10 feet away from me just by looking at you, and that doesn’t happen with anybody else, that’s why.

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Note 178

And I don’t know if your feelings are real, I don’t know if you’re just sweet talking to me. The only thing I know is the way you make me feel, how I love when you say my name, the chills it gives me when you say “good girl”, how my heart stops for a moment when your fingers squeeze my neck...

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Note 177

They could be together, they are I guess, but tell me how many people have asked them if they are together? Total strangers, not friends, not family, tell me how many people had ask them if they were together just by looking at them... I want a number... Exactly. None.

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Note 176

I’m willing to make a deal with the devil just to set you free.

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Note 176

And there you go, they always ask about us, are we something? Are we messing around? And the answer is the same, every time “Nah we’re not” and... I guess we are not

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Note 175

So, never been the type of catching feelings, ight? I know, dumb. But listen, you’re so hard to let go, since the first time we saw each other, there was that vibe, so smooth, so easy to feel, it felt as if we knew each other since forever, there was that physically vibe, our body’s will just get close, even tho we were strangers, there was that adrenaline, it will just pop out of nowhere when we were together, I can’t stress this enough, cause I can’t even explain how much chemistry there was, THERE IS. I can’t stress it enough cause I fell for that, and it’s not gonna work, maybe it was bad timing, maybe we are just not meant to be, but fuck... I’m just afraid that I never gonna find someone that makes me feel that way only by seeing them.