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Okay so since she has been in low spirits after everything that happened I decided to make one of those note posts that I have been seeing going around Tumblr 🩷 ( in short if the number of notes is reached she'll have to do the task assigned to it; I wanted to do this so that she knows she's not alone in this and to help her to go back to a seemingly normal state )

PS: sorry I know I rant too much (T-T)

5 notes and she'll drink more water.

10 notes and she'll try going out more and walking around the hospitals garden.

15 notes and she'll pick up this blog again and start posting more.

20 notes and when she's out I'll take her out to her favorite library and I'll buy her what she wants. ( I'll do this even if we don't reach the number of notes muahahaha, no one will stop me from spoiling my baby sis 😈 )

25 notes and she'll start drawing again.

30 notes and I'll help her to finish those drafts and whips, and finally start writing her book.

35 notes and she'll go back to therapy.

40 notes and I'll try to make her talk with her therapist about her fear of failing and her anxiety problem.

50 notes and I'll talk to her and try to make her realize that redoing one year in uni isn't the end of the world and that on the contrary, she's a goddamn warrior for kipping a social life and her hobbies while acing her test and studies.

55 notes and she'll get back into hiking and photography.

100 notes and she'll tell our parents about what happened and try to call them and me more often.

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So I really don't know how to start this so I'm going for a quick introduction.

Hi I'm Aylana and I'm Delia's ( the one writing and posting on this blog if you didn't know ) sister.

Fortunately, she didn't succeed at taking her life and is now recovering ☺️

I don't really know what I'll do with this account for now until she recovers, I'm debating on whether or not I should post about how she's doing so you all don't start to worry. ( Also even though I've known you for a rather short time @peachsukii and @lovra974 I can tell from the messages you sent to my sis that you too are wonderful and kind-hearted persons, and I think you for your support 🩷 )

Anyways, bye 🩷.

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I just got my results for this semester, and I have the fucking honor to announce to you all that I'm a uni dropout. 5 years, 5 goddam years, all wasted for nothing. I just want to fucking end it all.

It was nice meeting you all, and I wish you a good night. Every person I've met on this app has been the greatest human being and the kindest human ever, and I'd like to thank all of you for giving and contributing to the wonderful experience this blog was.

Thanks to @peachsukii and @lovra974 for being such amazing and wonderful friends and mutuals. Hope this will bring no pain nor sadness to your hearts because you don't deserve it.

I want to tell you all that I'm grateful for the life I had, on this, I bid you farewell friends.

Goodbye, Delia 💮

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Bet.

seen a lot of these. why not.

At 10 notes I post a quick thingy everyday.

at 25 notes I talk more about my book.

At 50 notes I try to drink at least 2 cups of water a day.

at 75 notes i eat two actual meals a day (lunch doesn't make sense, ok?)

at 100 notes, I ask my friends or family to ask me before physical contact (not both!!!)

at 500, I explain my gender identity to my grandparents

at 1000, I promise to ask a friend for help if I'm having a depressive episode. (if you get it here, I will personally come after ya'll with a knife)

at 2500, I tell my parents when I'm having a depressive episode

at 5000, I tell my therapist mayyyybe I should get tested for depression

at 100000000 I ask my therapist for an autism evaluation (I will fuck ya'll up if you get it here its not possible ha)

Edit: y’all may notice I changed it to therapist. Due to a few recent developments (aka my parents are ableist zionist shitholes) it would be pretttttty unsafe for me to do that. So uh. Yeah. Sorry!!!

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My cousin legit said that she'd like to know what other things those hands can do 👀. In front of my ma, fortunately, she's not fluent in English (-_-;)

People talk like Deidara didn’t walk so Sukuna could run.

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Wait wtf?! In no case and for no reason do you wish ill on a REAL person over a FICTIONAL CHARACTER. That's just cruel and you psychos are the reason artists out there ( especially mangakas ) are discontinuing their series and getting burn out.

the ppl either a) celebrating gege's illness on twt or b) saying he's faking being sick bc he doesnt know what he's doing with his own manga need to seriously reconsider their perspective on media/creators as a whole

just because you're unhappy w the story doesnt mean you need to wish ill upon its creator, and that doesnt mean the creator doesnt know what theyre doing

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Hi yes it's me again I'm re-reading this.

Still as beautiful as day one 💜

To Shape a Home Masterlist-COMPLETE

Farmer!Bakugo x reader (Stardew Valley AU)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: slow burn enemies to lovers, few descriptions of reader, Reader is referred to as a nickname throughout, talk of grief, smut (specific warnings for this will be on the labeled chapter), talk of alcoholism and rehab, talk of cancer, talk of the negative effects of smoking

Total WC: 71,898

Summary: When your grandfather leaves you the deed to his small farm in your old hometown, you decide to leave your city life behind and care for it in his memory. The town holds potential for reopening old wounds and forcing you to face all your regrets. With one grumpy farmer who seems to have a personal vendetta against you and the bustling metropolis you used to call home behind you, you’re ready to delve into whatever it takes to have a successful farm and find somewhere you can truly call home.

Taglist | Playlist | Ao3

Note: Uploads will be every Wednesday and Saturday! starting Feb 5th!

Summer

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Autumn

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Winter

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Spring

Epilogue

Meet Minnie!: art by @bluebellhairpin

Meet the Farmer:

character sheet by @bakugotrashpanda

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There's a hundred and four days of summer vacation

Only day you can rb this

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Since now I can't sleep because some bitch came to my blog to remind me of the hell that those past months were, happy pride month everyone ☺️💜

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Bitch did you fucking say antisemitism isn’t real

Guess the holocaust was fake to your brainless ass

Go choke on bleach cunt

Girl when the hell did I say that?

Unfortunately, antisemitism IS real, as is every other form of racism in the world. I don't know how you came to this conclusion, but the fact that you came and insulted me anonymously says a lot about you.

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Just realised I've rebloged this 2 times already 😂

Streamer Katsuki on the brain today and thinking about how he always has an overflowing PO box of fanmail and a variety of things sent to him. Some hand made items like bracelets with his color scheme and quite a few unhinged letters and confessions of just how much his fans love and appreciate him

He's just a little desensitized to it, knows better than to open a lot of his packages just in case but theres just one that stands out. A custom hot pink bubble mailer with a handwritten shipping label, cute handwriting with your name and return address on the front only for him to open it and two things fall out

a cute little used pair of your panties and a cheeky note of "theres always more where this came from"

I went INSANE.

Warnings: 18+, gamer!Bakugou, m!masturbation. Is it still panty theft if we give away our dirty panties?

Bakugou knows better. He’s seen all the Reddit and 4chan articles online about the weird shit fans do, and this is textbook. He should be throwing this out with all the other weird offerings he gets on a weekly basis, but somehow the saccharine scent of perfume draws him in. It’s like he’s hypnotised as he holds the lace up to his nose and inhales deeply, groaning as he smells something else.

Fuck, these were used knickers.

His cock stirs, pulsing hot and heavy beneath his grey sweats as he inspects the material further. Holding the crotch up to the light and he notices the sticky remnants of your slick glistening against the fabric— had you really been that wet wearing them? And then he begins to wonder what you were doing to get them that dirty, whether you’d been wearing them whilst watching one of his streams. If you’d been touching yourself while he was none the wiser— what you looked like when you were moaning his name.

His cock is practically bucking now, twitching stiff and heady as it tents his sweats. Affording himself some slight relief as he palms himself, groaning deep and low in his throat. He can’t believe he’s touching himself to you when he doesn’t even know what you look like—

Bakugou’s reaching for the note then, hoping to get some kind of indication of what you look like, or at least your gaming handle. Relieved when he sees a tag scribbled beneath your teasing message. Instantly bringing up discord to type your username into the search bar of his gaming server and he sees you—

Ain’t no fucking way it’s you.

He’s seen you in the server a lot, and you’re a regular on his streams. You’re often pretty vocal about him while he’s gaming, but you don’t seem to speak too often inside the server. Bakugou winces when he sees the mentions from guys that are trying to talk to you and you don’t seem interested, perhaps that’s why you’re rarely active.

And the thing that stands out the most is your profile picture, and he feels like such a creep when he goes into his own private server to use a discord bot to enlarge it so he can see it properly, and you’re gorgeous. Your pretty eyes stare up at the camera as you snap a photo, and he doesn’t even realise he’s palming his cock with your underwear bunched in his hand now— fuck, he was such a freak.

But you were definitely worse. Sending a complete stranger a pair of your used panties, and offering him more? Ain’t no fucking way you were this bold, when you barely spoke inside his server. He’s opening a private direct message with you immediately as he types into the text box.

DYNAMIGHT#000: You always sending guys pairs of your used panties, sweetheart? Or am I just fucking lucky?

He feels disgusting with himself now, but at the same time he’s waiting with baited breath for your reply. Stuffing the lacy panties beneath his sweats and boxers to sit against his stirring cock, the material grazing against the sensitive skin of him perfectly as he groans. He hopes he can manage to get another pair off you, because these are going to be ruined with his spunk. His pre already soaking into the sheer lace as he fists himself.

And you’re almost knocked backwards when you see his reply come up on your phone screen, cheeks flushed as you try to calm your racing heart. You’re certain you’d been tipsy when you’d decided to send him those, or at least incredibly horny— if that was even an excuse. You’d hoped it would sit in the pile of fan mail you knew Bakugou received, or maybe he’d open it, discard it and pretend it had never happened as you went about like normal. Vowing you could never show your face in any of his streams ever again— you’d have to watch them later when he was no longer live.

So when you saw the message illuminated on your phone screen you had to stop yourself from screaming into your pillow, your clit throbbed in excitement as you typed back a reply.

YOU#0000: I dunno, Dynamight. If you were really lucky you’d be able to get the ones I’m wearing right now too—

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<3

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HGHFJFJDKDK I don't even know if I want Katsuki or the reader now 😳

Streamer Katsuki on the brain today and thinking about how he always has an overflowing PO box of fanmail and a variety of things sent to him. Some hand made items like bracelets with his color scheme and quite a few unhinged letters and confessions of just how much his fans love and appreciate him

He's just a little desensitized to it, knows better than to open a lot of his packages just in case but theres just one that stands out. A custom hot pink bubble mailer with a handwritten shipping label, cute handwriting with your name and return address on the front only for him to open it and two things fall out

a cute little used pair of your panties and a cheeky note of "theres always more where this came from"

I went INSANE.

Warnings: 18+, gamer!Bakugou, m!masturbation. Is it still panty theft if we give away our dirty panties?

Bakugou knows better. He’s seen all the Reddit and 4chan articles online about the weird shit fans do, and this is textbook. He should be throwing this out with all the other weird offerings he gets on a weekly basis, but somehow the saccharine scent of perfume draws him in. It’s like he’s hypnotised as he holds the lace up to his nose and inhales deeply, groaning as he smells something else.

Fuck, these were used knickers.

His cock stirs, pulsing hot and heavy beneath his grey sweats as he inspects the material further. Holding the crotch up to the light and he notices the sticky remnants of your slick glistening against the fabric— had you really been that wet wearing them? And then he begins to wonder what you were doing to get them that dirty, whether you’d been wearing them whilst watching one of his streams. If you’d been touching yourself while he was none the wiser— what you looked like when you were moaning his name.

His cock is practically bucking now, twitching stiff and heady as it tents his sweats. Affording himself some slight relief as he palms himself, groaning deep and low in his throat. He can’t believe he’s touching himself to you when he doesn’t even know what you look like—

Bakugou’s reaching for the note then, hoping to get some kind of indication of what you look like, or at least your gaming handle. Relieved when he sees a tag scribbled beneath your teasing message. Instantly bringing up discord to type your username into the search bar of his gaming server and he sees you—

Ain’t no fucking way it’s you.

He’s seen you in the server a lot, and you’re a regular on his streams. You’re often pretty vocal about him while he’s gaming, but you don’t seem to speak too often inside the server. Bakugou winces when he sees the mentions from guys that are trying to talk to you and you don’t seem interested, perhaps that’s why you’re rarely active.

And the thing that stands out the most is your profile picture, and he feels like such a creep when he goes into his own private server to use a discord bot to enlarge it so he can see it properly, and you’re gorgeous. Your pretty eyes stare up at the camera as you snap a photo, and he doesn’t even realise he’s palming his cock with your underwear bunched in his hand now— fuck, he was such a freak.

But you were definitely worse. Sending a complete stranger a pair of your used panties, and offering him more? Ain’t no fucking way you were this bold, when you barely spoke inside his server. He’s opening a private direct message with you immediately as he types into the text box.

DYNAMIGHT#000: You always sending guys pairs of your used panties, sweetheart? Or am I just fucking lucky?

He feels disgusting with himself now, but at the same time he’s waiting with baited breath for your reply. Stuffing the lacy panties beneath his sweats and boxers to sit against his stirring cock, the material grazing against the sensitive skin of him perfectly as he groans. He hopes he can manage to get another pair off you, because these are going to be ruined with his spunk. His pre already soaking into the sheer lace as he fists himself.

And you’re almost knocked backwards when you see his reply come up on your phone screen, cheeks flushed as you try to calm your racing heart. You’re certain you’d been tipsy when you’d decided to send him those, or at least incredibly horny— if that was even an excuse. You’d hoped it would sit in the pile of fan mail you knew Bakugou received, or maybe he’d open it, discard it and pretend it had never happened as you went about like normal. Vowing you could never show your face in any of his streams ever again— you’d have to watch them later when he was no longer live.

So when you saw the message illuminated on your phone screen you had to stop yourself from screaming into your pillow, your clit throbbed in excitement as you typed back a reply.

YOU#0000: I dunno, Dynamight. If you were really lucky you’d be able to get the ones I’m wearing right now too—

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wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now

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Ok, I know it's totally random but I'm at a store right now trying different kinds of accessories and whenever I try to put a choker on I get this weird suffocating feeling like someone or something is wrapping their hands, something, around my neck and slowly pressing on my neck. ( it's a weird thing that I've had for a long time, even turtlenecks are a drag for me but not as bad as those kinds of necklaces )

And I just thought, what if Katsuki had the same feeling but with ties and that is why he doesn't wear them anymore/often ?

( if I remember correctly even his costume for the i-island arc didn't have one? )

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It didn't start on octobre 7th, it has been going on for 70 years.

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Free Palestine

Do your daily clicks!

I debated just posting these and not making a statement but I can’t, I never look away from injustice but I’m always afraid I can make it worse by saying the wrong thing. Stop paying attention to the Met Gala. Eyes on Rafah. Be a voice for those that are oppressed. And to anyone that might complain about this or say it’s antisemitism: people are dying, CHILDREN are dying. I love my Palestinian followers and friends, I had these queued from a request but I didn’t want to put a target on the requester’s back since it wasn’t anonymous. Genuinely my heart breaks for all those suffering. That’s all there is to it. Free Palestine.

Edit 5/31/24: this is officially my most shared set and I’m so glad it is. It’s my first attempt at animation but I added a few new ones at the bottom as a thank you for sharing, spreading awareness and contributing.