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I have more to say cuz I don't want ppl to think I'm one of those detransitioners

i support all Trans ppl no matter their journey and I will ALWAYS believe them and try my absolute best to respect them, it just simple wasn't my personal journey.

i think I (me specifically me) was very online around 11-13 and I was very into lgbtq+ spaces, so I learned abt Trans ppl and saw how people I looked up to WERE Trans and I was like "oh that's cool! I wanna do that!" OBVIOUSLY there were other reasons, like I was very self concious, and scared of growing up and being undermined for being a woman ect. ect.. The worst reason (which was VERY small) was bcz I wanted attention, or something to make me special. I know now this is pretty terrible but I was simply so so young and I didn't understand what I was doing.

That was a very brief overview of my personal journey w gender and transness, and I just wanted to share to add some context!

TO REITERATE-- I SUPPORT TRANS PPL I THINK THAT THEY ARE REAL THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT

I hate when ppl get mad at me for not calling myself Trans anymore, like sorry my 11-13 yr old self was wrong????? sorry I didn't understand the feelings I was having???? mb for being so scared of becoming a woman that I tried to avoid it all together??? like tf???

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I hate when ppl get mad at me for not calling myself Trans anymore, like sorry my 11-13 yr old self was wrong????? sorry I didn't understand the feelings I was having???? mb for being so scared of becoming a woman that I tried to avoid it all together??? like tf???

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The concept of "dead gods" scares me beyond belief. The idea that even these all-powerful beings can be killed implies that there is something more powerful than them, that even the divine have weaknesses, and that's overwhelmingly terrifying.

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the horrors creep up evermore but at least I have sleepy sleep night time !!!!!

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*shaking and convulsing* GIVE LEO HIS BLACK CURLY HAIRRRRRRRRR PLEASE GIVE LEO HIS BLACK CURLY HAIR GUYS PLEASE PLEAAAASE PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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so yeah that fucking wrecked me

i read a valgrace fic on ao3 a little while ago where it was like Jason went to this boarding school and he was kinda living a normal life, but then leo appeared one day with no memory of his demigod life. it was only like a few chapters and was unfinished AND I CANNOT FIND IT. THEY WERE COOKING SO HARD I NEED TO REREAD IT BUT I LITERALLY CANNOT FIND IT ANYWHERE.

So yeah if anyone knows pls lemme know thx <3

edit: it's been found and I've been reading it for the the past 2 hours straight💯

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i read a valgrace fic on ao3 a little while ago where it was like Jason went to this boarding school and he was kinda living a normal life, but then leo appeared one day with no memory of his demigod life. it was only like a few chapters and was unfinished AND I CANNOT FIND IT. THEY WERE COOKING SO HARD I NEED TO REREAD IT BUT I LITERALLY CANNOT FIND IT ANYWHERE.

So yeah if anyone knows pls lemme know thx <3

edit: it's been found and I've been reading it for the the past 2 hours straight💯

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that moment when the child of morning, rosey-fingered dawn appears:

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how am I supposed to keep living when George Harrison is DEAD

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the world actually needs to fucking pause cuz I haven't finished arcane yet

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jiper makes me ill too I fear

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guys the brainrot is creeping back in, im sobbing over stupid little demigods again

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IM SHITTING I JUST SAW THIS IT'S SO SPOOKY LMAOO

"I'm a Jason apologist"

WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO APOLOGISE FOR????? WHEN HAS HE EVER DONE WRONG????

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hey its freakbob. thanks for answering no one ever answers.

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Leo "I wish I could take you back to California where you never heard of creatures like me" Valdez

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percy birth yaaaaaayyyy