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blank-minds-sorry · 5 months
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I'm an attention seeker, terrible person, lady, selfish, and so much more. Please fucking kill me
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blank-minds-sorry · 5 months
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I would 100% without a doubt try to kill myself rn, but I'd be worried if I live then I'd have to wait a whole year to retake the classes I'm in rn
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blank-minds-sorry · 5 months
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I have 5.
5 blades hidden all around.
1 in my phone case, 1 in my car, 1 in my purse, 1 in my bedside table, and the last in the box.
I haven't had a reason to throw them out, I haven't cut. But goddamn I want to.
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blank-minds-sorry · 5 months
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I saw a post if you don't want to live that if you keep repeating "I want to live" eventually it'll be true. It's not working. Why not ruin the recovery streak of not even 3 weeks.
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blank-minds-sorry · 11 months
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"And the sad part is I was getting better.
And now I'm not"
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blank-minds-sorry · 1 year
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blank-minds-sorry · 1 year
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I am too far gone. I can't be fixed.
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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There is no other way to scream out for help- its funny, i was just released from a psych impatient. “A danger to self, potentially others” “Patient appears manic, rapid movements, no care for safety, patient denies feeling intense emotions”
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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Mentally “stable” yet I know my life will end by my own means. I will end my life when I’ve grown the courage to apologize for how I hurt you. It’s not fair for me to contact you, so I will continue trying to stay in your view, and hope you will come to me and be ready to hear my peace. I can’t leave until I’ve done so, I just hope you will forgive me, and that I’ll be there to hear it.
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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Unstable Brain Chemicals
Why won’t my brain allow me to love you all the time? Why can I only love you when my brain chemicals are stable. I am sorry for the chemicals making me hate you.
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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Nostalgic Lover
Her love reminds me of soft kisses, fuzzy pink blankets, dainty jewelry, and the scent of freshly picked lilacs.
His love reminds me of the color red, midnight drives, hands gripped around my throat, that only releases when my heart rate slows, close to stopping, and fresh bruises beginning to heal. 
I want her love with him, because she is gone and he is here. 
I tend to get involved with midnight drives opposed to freshly picked lilacs. 
For once I want the soft kisses, not hands that grip around my throat. 
I hope I was dainty jewelry for you 
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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I often wonder if you still think about me. I think about you every day. And though it hurts it's for the best. I just wish you would send me some sign that you miss me too.
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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I miss you
I know I am disposable. It is okay to admit that. It won’t change my feelings for you though, and that’s okay. 
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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When you touch me, it's not you touching me, it's him touching me, and that scares the hell out of me.
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blank-minds-sorry · 2 years
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Heaven and hell does exist. Hell is the current state called life. And heaven is death. Life doesn’t get better. No hope left. 
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