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moth time

been repeating this in my head all day

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reblog reblog!!!!

i actually need to know people's thoughts on this because at least in my experience the answer to this has drastically changed since i was on tumblr in the 2010s and its driving me fucking insane

*im talking about fandom takes specifically. not someone being horribly evil about a real-life issue or or blatantly factually incorrect. literally just harmless fandom disagreements or differing interpretations of a text/character/etc.

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ERGARTEHDTYGH

notes game expect I’m fucked up

15 - I’ll play with some sparklers

30 notes - I’ll look into what analog horror is

50 notes - I’ll buy a dog toy of some sort of heart or organ (if I find one, if not, maybe a bone …..)

100 notes - I’ll watch a horror movie of the public’s choice

150 - I’ll actually finish reading Достоевский rahhhhg

200 - huhhhh.. I’ll go out at night more (I wanna do this anyways)

okay I don’t think we’ll get this far but oh well.

250 notes - I’ll actually find a style I love to wear and also a proper art style

300 - I’ll fully embody what it means to be a writer and sacrifice each vulnerable second to writing for every second my eyes are open and my lungs are breathing and my heart beats

350 - uhhh. Make art out of my real blood. Don’t ask how I’ll get it. Please give notes.

400 - I’ll get a prop gun. Or a real one… eh just some cool shit to hold and hang on my wall. Maybe a rifle? Undecided.

450 - obtain fossils. No clue how but i will. MAYBE GO TO THE BEACH?!

500 - study medicine, Scientology, and how to get a job on a ship/boat

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tadaaaa awesome take on syscourse op :D

what endogenic means:

(plain text: what endogenic means: )

anything plural that is non-traumagenic [plain text: non-traumagenic] (as in stressgenic, caused by neurodivergency, intentionally created, etc)

NON DISORDERED plurality (lack of amnesia, low/minimal dissociation, lack of distress or impairment from symptoms)

plurality of unknown origin (an alter that split without a known cause, or from a seemingly positive event)

any alters/plurality that DID NOT explicity form due to a traumatic event. that's it. a traumagenic system can have 1 endogenic alter. stress that is not explicitly traumatic forming an alter DOES COUNT as endogenic.

what endogenic DOES NOT mean:

(plain text: what endogenic DOES NOT mean: )

"I wish I had this disabling condition it'd be so cute!!" (endogenics respect that pw disordered plurality suffer from it, and would NOT wish suffering upon themselves or someone else) (this take pisses me off so bad because these bitches DO NOT know what they're talking about hating on "endos")

"all plurality is spiritual/positive" (see previous point)

a complex dissociative disorder can be willingly formed (you can not "will yourself" into a disorder)

"disordered plurality doesn't exist" or "all plurality is endogenic"

the idea of endogenic plurality is that, like MANY psychological states, plurality is a spectrum. you can have "weak" plurality (median), plurality that doesn't cause impairment or classify as "disordered" the same way you can feel depressed once in a while and not have a depressive disorder.

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THIS OPENED MY EYES SO QUICKLY. PLEASE SCROLL UP AND READ.

How to not give a damn about the 3d

Hey alluring souls!

You didn’t find this post by accident. Fate led you here, because you were born to command your reality.

I was watching Tam Kaur, and she shared this brilliant idea:

Imagine you're in a competition, and someone secretly shows you the winners' list—your name is on it. You’ve already won. Would you care if other competitors said, “ There's no way you are winning this, I’m winning this!”? Would you stress when the host dramatically pauses before announcing the winner? Of course not. Most likely you'd be wondering when are they gonna call you to stage to give the winners award right in front of that girl who said you'll never win. You’d sit back, relaxed, knowing the outcome is already decided.

Then it hit me—why not apply this same mindset to manifestations when the 3D shows me the opposite?

What if your future self came to you and said:

“Psst… You and your SP are in a committed relationship now.”

Would it matter if, right now, they were dating someone else? Would it matter if their current girl flaunted how much he’s princess-treating her just to make you jealous? Or if she stormed up to you, declaring, "SP is mine, back off!" Would you stress over what they say or do in the 3D? No—because you already know how the story ends. (Spoiler alert: SP is already yours)

Same with your dream job. Even if 3D throws rejections your way, if your future self tells you, “Hey, I’m working at our dream company, and it’s amazing!”—would you spiral? Of course not! Because the outcome is already set, you know how the chapter ends.

Funnily enough, I unknowingly used this mindset before I even knew about manifestation. During a competition, I told my friend, “Let’s present our idea like we already know we’re the winners.” In the past, I had approached competitions with an “Eh, I’m probably going to lose anyway, so what’s the point?” mindset—and I always did lose. But this time? We won.

This is how you stop letting the 3D shake you. See the final results first, live from that certainty, and watch as everything aligns accordingly. And you'll stop giving a damn about the 3d because you know how the story goes, it's already yours.

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yippieeee

I’m pretty sure that Australians don’t have more then maybe 30-50k MAX people on tumblr. Like American had some 30 million users in 2020 (aka basically probably peak over the last 7 2018-2025) while Australia only has 26-28million people depending on who you ask (27 to be safe) so I’m just genuinely curious how many of us there must be on here.

If you Currently live in OR were born / raised in Australia and ID as (born/raised + ID, as I know a lot of born/raised here don’t ID as Aussie) you are Australian in this poll!

Please reblog for bigger sample size

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bro i thought i deleted this 😭

how do i put the myspace blinkies into SPACEHEY. I NEED CODE. FEED ME.

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this is fully my opinion after reading and looking into some stuff as a singlet, i could fully well be wrong for this though so

traumagenics can have their space, and endogenics can have their space. they can also be grouped up simply to being plural (talking about discord servers and/or other communitys in which people talk in) it can all depend in where you want to go

i feel like things would be better that way ngl and yk they dont bash eachother for stuff frmekfrenoai im pro endo btw i love everyone here ehehe i love systems i love willogenics i love yall :D

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what the fuck dude THIRTY MINUTES?? WHAT IS THIS UPDATE GONNA SHOW ME

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TODAYS THE DAY (idk what this joke is about)

happy Thursday the 20th

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YEAH ‼️‼️‼️

like to charge, reblog to cast <3

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Eight Rainbows! WOW Lehigh Valley, PA [960 x 960]

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WOAAAHHHHHH WHAT THE HELL. THE ACTUALLY POST?? FROM TEN YEARS AGO?? damnnn thats amazing we need victory music on this

Here’s the trans girl flag I made. The blue on the outside represents that when they were born, people thought they were a boy, and the pink on the inside represents that they’re actually a girl on the inside.

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sick :D

whats multiswipping?? ive heard of it a couple of times on shblr before nfireoncer

Its when you swipe multiple times over one cvt, to make it bigger

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THAT WOULD HURT SO MUCH??? well obv ig ferfremi

whats multiswipping?? ive heard of it a couple of times on shblr before nfireoncer

Its when you swipe multiple times over one cvt, to make it bigger

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BRUSHED MY TEETH AFTER A WHILE OF NOT DOING IT WAHOO!! I FEEL SO CLEAN ^_^

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if i like your vent post, please understand that I mean it in a ‘patting your shoulder and trying to be supportive but not knowing what to say’ kind of way.