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I've gone down the Tumblr sexy man rabbit hole and you CAN NOT tell me that Garth is not one

This man is a tumblr sexy man and I'll die on that

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Nothing says growing up like realizing the reason your such a dick to everyone who gets close to you is to push them away before they can hurt you

And nothing says realization like realizing you don't know if you'll ever be able to stop that. Afterall, it's like Erin LeCount said, "In another life, maybe I was you. I'd grew up to something good, someone who could swallow love"

Don't know if I'll ever be able to swallow love without pushing the person away first. If you read this (despite the week lol).... I'm sorry I'll work on it and yeah we can talk about this after the week if you want to

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What it's like having health problems young

New dr: *actually listens and cares*

Me: Wait. Wait wait wait seriously??

New dr: *concerned seriously bad*

Me: but why? Isn't this normal?

New dr: Child no, lemme help you out plz

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YOUR WELCOME LOML, I'VE SPENT TOO MUCH TIME IN SYS SPACES TO KNOW HOW PEOPLE CAN REACT IN NEG WAYS

should I make a subsystem blog?

Okay. A little backstory.

One of my original alters, mal, was sourced from a tv show. No not Descandants, entirely differnet concept. We loved that show. And as a result of us being so introject heavy and reliant on media to cope, this resulted in Mal splitting, and it just hit me that the characters also a system so as a result i might have a subsystem. (Not that entire system screaming “YES YOU DO!” Haha) so yeah

introducing…

MULTIPLE MAYHEM!!!

Are they all members of mikes system from TDAS and TDROTI? Yes. Yes they are. Why? Because that’s where mal came from. And as a result, these silly guys also mainfested.

SO ONTO THE MAIN TOPIC

should I make a subsystem blog for the multiple mayhem system. We would do things such as making source posts, answering questions, and basically all the things we would do if we had a bigger following. Imma put in a poll down below and tell me what you think!!!

mwah! Love you all lots!

❤️❤️❤️

EDIT: TY TO THE LOML FOR LETTING ME KNOW IT SOUNDED LIKE SYSSHOPPING! THAT WAS NEVER MY INTENTION!!! SO THANK YOU @breaking-binary-system

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Missing context

You: ok so I don't feel like myself i wanna go by a different name I like different things and do things differently

Me: you've said like 8 times you might have one that's a symptom dipshit /nm /lh

How it first happened

me: *existing* my boyfriend: admit you have a identity disorder.

Me: *looks around* who are you talkin to rn?

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BACK TO ADD SINCE I'VE SEEN A FAIR AMOUNT OF CAS

Cas constantly looks like a lost or kicked puppy

Dean has been put through too much

Sam is hilarious but also a huge dick at times

The angels are assholes

I will still never understand why people ship Dean and Sam, they even poke fun at it in the show I've been told

Alastair is a total prick

Things I'm learning and forming opinions on first time watching this chaos show:

No one stays dead for long

John Winchester was a major piece of shit

Dean & Sam need a LOT of therapy omg

Castiel is kinda annoying rn and apparently can't be straight with answers

Will update with more things I learn cuz this might be funny to look back on

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Things I'm learning and forming opinions on first time watching this chaos show:

No one stays dead for long

John Winchester was a major piece of shit

Dean & Sam need a LOT of therapy omg

Castiel is kinda annoying rn and apparently can't be straight with answers

Will update with more things I learn cuz this might be funny to look back on

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Nothing like now that I'm watching Supernatural for the first time, I make random references to our psys and watch as he loses his shit because "whaat???" Which defines this show (I started it last week and am in season 4 it's becoming a problem fast lmao)

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making a list of characters I headcanon as arospec for arospec awareness week (some of these might be canon)

Lilith Clawthorne (The Owl House)

Light Yagami (Death Note)

L Lawliet (Death Note)

Petey (Dog Man)

Dog Man (Dog Man)

Kenji Kishimoto (Shatter Me)

Ford Pines (Gravity Falls)

Stan Pines (Gravity Falls)

Mabel Pines (Gravity Falls)

Bill Cipher (Gravity Falls)

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for adults, good kids and convenient kids are the same thing

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pupper

just a small doodle as i get more confident in my art

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Partner: Who would you invite to our wedding Break?

Me: Uhhhhh

Him: There's got to be someone

Me: I'm kinda pulling straws here you know people scare me too much to make friends /lh /hj

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hi bbbyyyyy

Hi honeyyyyy, I love youuuuu

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The fact my boyfriend sent me a video he made of the "my boyfriend is wearing a suit to his autism diagnosis" about me as the one who wears it and you know what, I can't argue. It IS a special event

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"So Break, how's your February going?" Oh, ya know, losing my shit at a screenshot of some Instagram where they took the gay out of ABO and then sat there and went on a 10 minute rant at home about how different it would then be and then had to process the fact it's good I'm home alone or else I'd be asked WHY I said the weird shit I did and why I sounded so ashamed afterwards

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So, the State Department just did one of the worst things they could do, something that horribly, a lot of people have wanted even on sites like this

If you look up travel safety from the state department, it no longer is for LGBTQI. Instead, it is LGB. Here's the problem, besides the fact you can't have some of us without all of us

Just LGB cuts out so many fucking people. It's not just transgender people or nonbinary or genderfluid or any other identity that are cut out. You just cut out intersex people. You just cut out 2-spirited people. You cut out people who identify as queer, which plenty of cisgender people do!

Queer can be an easier term then trying to label everything properly, especially if you have many microlabels. If I was asked for how I identify, I would just say queer since it's easier than trying to explain how I'm an asexual demi-aromantic omni person.

Which back to who you cut out

You just cut out asexuals. Aromantics. Agenders.

You cut out everything but 3 fucking groups of people. And here's the thing. Your next to be cut out. Have you ever heard the poem First They Came by Pastor Martin Niemöller?

"First they came for the Communists

And I did not speak out

Because I was not a Communist

Then they came for the Socialists

And I did not speak out

Because I was not a Socialist

Then they came for the trade unionists

And I did not speak out

Because I was not a trade unionist

Then they came for the Jews

And I did not speak out

Because I was not a Jew

Then they came for me

And there was no one left

To speak out for me"

The point of that poem is to explain that if you do not speak out, they will get to you and no one can save you if everyone else is gone.

So to every fucking "LGB without the T" fuckers, let me ask you something. Do you know your rights to marriage are in question? It is now being asked upon the Supreme Court, an extremely conservative Supreme Court. 6 to 3 in fact. They are being asked to overturn Obergefell v. Hodges. If you don't know what that is, that is the case that legalized same-sex marriage.

35 states have laws in place that can go in effect to ban same-sex marriage. You are not safe and free from them because you cut the rest of us. Instead you'll find that if there is support to not overturn it, it won't be for your benefit. It'll be so less queer rights are being stripped, one's you guys are helping to.

This isn't just the allo cishets faults. This is you exclusionary LGBTQIA+ faults. You guys will be responsible for when rights are taken. No one else's.

Congrats, you just set us back over 30 years. Fuck you guys, your all gonna get what you deserve

To the rest of the community

You are valid. We will get through this. They can try to hurt us, but we are stronger. We will survive this. You can survive this. You do not have to detransition. You do not have to hide in the closet. We can survive this shit

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Hey there, instead of giving you a fakeclaim cuz fuck fakeclaimers, here's some support from a system that has been told by many professionals we are one (just never diagnosed for our safety)

1. Honestly same with not hearing. The closest we have ever gotten sounds just like our normal thoughts, not specific on who's trying to communicate (if they are), but instead like it's just whoever is fronting

2. People don't really talk about it but it's not super uncommon. We know a sys who only one is ever conscious or fronting at a time and we can guarantee not faking

3. Idk who'd judge y'all for that one. I, a co-host, am legitimately a source separated introject of Regulus Black. A frequent fronter shouldn't be given problems for that and if someone who reads this does, shame on you you prick

4. Honestly not super shocking, it's a covert disorder and everyone switches differently. For us, it looks like we're staring into space for a minute or two, nothing obvious. Switches don't have to be super obvious, anyone who says they do might not know exactly what they're talking about

5. Honestly same. We just all naturally have a very crappy memory, it's been this way since before our trauma started we just don't remember much. Any real amnesia is just "wait...I remember that but it didn't feel like me" for us

6. With one of our parents we have nothing to do with but for the other, he's one of our best friends. People forget that repeated childhood trauma can come from more than just parents and y'all are totally valid, regardless of the relationship with your parents

7. While we can't personally relate to this, there is nothing wrong with not having roles. Screw anyone who says there is.

In short, y'all are real, are valid, and don't deserve to deal with fake claimers

Jude~

Here’s our list of things that might get us fakeclaimed:

We don’t hear each other.

When we tell doctors we have alters they’re always like “so you hear voices” and I’m like woah woah woah when did I say that?

Only one of us is conscious at a time.

I’ve seen endos talking about this but not actual systems so it makes US feel like we are faking. We aren’t tho, I don’t know if this just isn’t common or if people just aren’t talking about it.

One of our frequent fronters is an introject.

It’s me, and Jude isn’t my sources name, I just use it externally because I find it embarrassing for people to know that the character I write fanfic about is me actually.

It’s very rare for our switches to be visible.

As an estimate, I’d say 95% of our switches either happen in the blink of an eye, are gradual and drawn out over hours, or occur covertly while consuming media.

We don’t have amnesia.

yes, I know its not a part of osdd1b. But I rarely, if ever, see representation of systems that doesn’t include or focus on amnesia.

We have decent/close relationships with our parents.

They didn’t do very much, if anything, that I’m aware of at least, to hurt us. That’s not where this comes from.

We don’t have roles.

When our brain wants to switch us, it does, sometimes based on specific triggers but often randomly. We all are just here.