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can u do a detailed bts reaction to you during active labor and are giving birth with them beside you?

JIN

“JIN!” you scream out, not even caring to mask your pain.

He keeps making random jokes to lighten the mood of the birthing room and it’s only making you want to murder him. “OW… FUCK!”

Jin switches hands again as he tries to un-cramp the current one.

“He’s a funny one” the doctor laughs as he continues doing his work, “wish I had more first-time dads like this, the usual ones just faint.”

Maybe you’d murder the doctor after he’d deliver you child safely. These thoughts were the only thing keeping you from fully loosing consciousness from the pain. “Can’t you just drug me?”

“Can you?” Jin asked.

“It’s almost over, y/n - come on one more push.” the doctor says not taking his eyes off of his work.

“Good…good.” You hear the crying. You know your going to hate it after sleepless nights that are sure to follow, but for now that sound is pure happiness to your ears.

“Okay dad, ready to cut the umbilical chord?” Jin nods smilingly, kisses your forehead, and walks over to cut the chord. The nurses quickly takes the baby to get cleaned up before handing him to you, where Jin’s already seated peering over.

You take him in your arms, humming a small snippet of a lullaby to try and calm him down. After a while before he’s just staring up at you, no longer crying frantically. You look over at Jin, who seems to be frozen in his very spot.

“Want to hold him?” he nods not trusting himself to form complete sentences, You hand him over to Jin and watch as the most important men in your life finally meet.

Jin looks up at you with glassy eyes as his smile lights up the room.

“I’m a dad”

SUGA

You were a no bullshit type of person, that and the fact that you didnt want to feel any pain that will traumatize you into not having anymore kids after the first one.

You were perfectly happy getting the epidural as opposed to the natural route - it didn’t make you less of a mother, no matter how many books were written to sham women of it. Yoongi supported anything you decided on 100% and in reality he didn’t want to see you in pain anymore than you wanted to experience it.

So when the curtain went up and the doctors told you to push, you were sure it could not be this easy.

Yoongi made sure to keep by your side mimicking your facial expression and trying to make you as comfortable as possible.

“…and we’re done….nurses.” you saw the doctor hand over you child to the nurse and you’re state of calmness immediately shifted.

“Is she okay? I don’t hear any crying?” You try getting up to see what’s wrong, but yoongi get up and motions you to lay down

“Everything fine!” you hear one of the nurses assure you, “She’s sleeping”

“She’s what?” Yoongi tries not to laugh and makes his way towards the nurses. He gets the okay and picks her up gently, coming back to you.

“She’s so tiny” He whispers to you afraid to wake her up. She hands her over to you as he takes a seat beside you.

You stare down at you child checking if anything is wrong, but you see her in a peaceful slumber - perfectly fine. “…she came out sleeping….”

Yoongi nods smiling from ear to ear not being able to take his eyes off of his child. “She’s perfect”

“….The irony” you laugh to yourself. the small movement causes you child to wake up and as soon as she does - the sound you WERE expecting appears and fills the whole room.

Yoongi takes out his phone to record and you try and shush her, while holding in your laugh.

“Now that sounds like the intro to my mixtape”

JHOPE

“Slow - uhmmmm - down, you’re going to get us killed” you say in between contractions. your hand is on the dashboard as Hoseok is trying wingardium leviosa the car to the hospital.

His eyes are wide with anticipation, worry, and a little fear as he makes the last turn into the hospital. He runs out of the car to open your door and is ready to carry you bridal style into the hospital when you both hear a familiar voice coming towards you.

“We got here as soon as you called” hoseok sisters runs out of the emergency door with a male nurse carrying a wheelchair for you.

“You are the best sisters I’ve ever had” Hoseok claims as he helps you into the wheelchair and is ready to fight the nurse for the right to wheel you around the hospital.

“Hoseok…” you breathe trying to get him to calm down. The chair starts to move and you sigh in relief when you see hose following beside you with his sisters.

“Lets get you into the birthing room, are you the father?” you hear the nurse ask.

“Yes.”

In the birthing room, Mejiwoo used her phone to get in touch with your side of the family that couldn’t be there, while the rest of your family was seated int he waiting room.

“I’m sorry I’m freaking out” he apologizes again and again as you wince in pain.

“Mhm” you manage to moan out as the medical team starts the procedure of natural birth. Hoseok face is stuck in a worried expression as he tries to be sympathetic with you.

“Okay, we’re going to need you to push now” the doctor instructs. Hoseoks curiosity getting the better of him peers over to the side and -

“Nope!” Mejiwoo cuts into his line of view, “Y/n gave specific instructions for me to not let you see that half of her for now.”

“I hate how well you’re taking this”

The doctor nods towards you, “another push”

“Yeah, eyes up front.”

You start laughing, but it gets cut short by the sharp pain.

“Push”

You groan, letting go of hoseok hand to grip the bar beside your bed. The crying of a healthy baby boy is enough to let you breath out in relief, even if you still feel pain - it’s not mixed with worry.

Mejiwoo goes to see him get cleaned, before grabbing him and bring him towards hoseok. “Here you go, dad.”

Hoseok pulls him close to his chest, “Oh wow… he’s perfect.” He hands him to you, not letting him out of his site nor letting himself out of his sight as he leans into you.

“Oh” you moan out again for the 100th time tonight. Namjoon is sitting on the birthing room couch, trying to concentrate on his book to no avail.

You’ve told him to not worry and try to read after the 12th hour went by of you in labor.

“Ohhhhh” you groan, “you’re such a dick”

“Well you weren’t complaining this much while making the baby.”

You try to suppress your smile, “I hate you.”

After a few more minutes, you fail trying to sit up. “Ow, no…no, Joon - call the doctor. Ow, it hurts.”

Namjoon wasted no time in running towards the door to yell at the doctor to come into the room.

“Lets see now.” The doctor peeks under the robe to check on the dilation, but comes out real quick. “Mr and Mrs. Kim, we’re going to have to preform an emergency C-section-”

“Is everything okay? is she okay? Is -”

The doctor gets up from his chair and nods calmly, “Its a low risk procedure, the baby hasn’t shifted in the right position for birthing - so I’ll call in a surgical team right now.”

“But-”

“Joon,” you manage to moan out and in a matter of second all of his questions stop and his attention is solely on you, “We’re going to be fine, just come here.” You extend your hand and he takes it with no hesitation.

The epidural is given to you immediately and a curtain is put on the upper section of you body so you cant see or feel what’s happening from you waist down.

“We should’ve taken the epidural first” you sigh in relief, “So much easier.”

Namjoon manages a smile, but his eyebrows won’t lighten up.

“Hey” you hand reaches up to smooth over his worry lines, “I’m not in pain, they’re doing their job, you’re here with me…We’re going to be okay.”

There are a few things that Namjoon cant question nor control and it seems to drive him crazy most times, but with you it’s the complete opposite. No questions, no control - just you.

You hear and smell the burnt flesh from the laser cutting into you. With just a few moments later you see

“Namjoon-” you don’t have to finish your sentence, as namjoon rushes over to the pediatric surgeon to see how well your baby girl is doing. The crying starts pretty soon and you see Namjoon holding her for a while before she calms down.

“20 toes and 40 fingers, just like her mom” he jokes handing her to you. You grab her and rest her on your chest, finally being able to breathe easy. Namjoon finally takes the seat next to the bed and touches her tiny fist.

“You don’t actually hate me, right?” he says it jokingly, but you can see the glint of doubt in his eyes

“What? No.” You state matter-of-factly, “Joonie, I could never- I love you so much.” You sit up slighting and kiss his cheek, “I love you and our kid.”

He leans in this time, kissing you with a hum on his lips and his dimples present on his cheeks. He leans in again, resting his head on your shoulder to get a better look at his little girl.

“Love, you’ve made my world and you’ve made my happiness”

JIMIN

Jimin bits his lips from yelling out in pain. He knew you were in much worse pain than him, but your hand squeezing his thighs was sure to leave a bruise. He didn’t want to disrupt your concentration in pushing, so he chooses to silently endure it all.

“Oh you’re doing great, baby.” he says, when he gets a chance and then naturally tries to grab your hand into his - guiding it away from his thighs.

“Shit.” You breathe out, an squeal as the last of your strength goes into the final push as a loud crying echoes the rooms walls.

“Congratulations, it’s a healthy baby boy” the doctor says hiding it over to the nurse, who in turn hands it over to yo so you can start

“Oh you’re so loud” Jimin teases, the little baby calms down slightly at his dads soft tone. “Do you like my voice? You’ve heard it enough for 9 months.”

“He likes you” you joke as you continue to play with his little fist. After a whole moments of just being the three of you, you start to realize that just the three of you were not the only ones in the hospital.

“Jimin…”

“Hmmm?” he says as he’s smelling the baby’s hair.

“You need to go out and tell our parents the news.”

“I don’t want to leave” he whines, leaning back into his chair.

“Well I can’t go and you’re the one who invited half of Korea to come.” you tease, “right?” you talk to the baby, “Daddy doesn’t listen when mommy says close friends and family only.”

“Well mommy is going to have to greet them all one by one as I lead them in to see my greatest accomplishment.” he mimics you baby talk, but nonetheless starts getting up. “I’ll bring in our parents first, I’ll be back.” He pecks you lips and kisses the baby’s head gently before heading out.

“ITS A BOY!” You hear him yell form inside your birthing room, followed by cheering of what you feel like is a whole city.

Taehyung is bitting his tongue trying to figure out what’s on your mind. You, on the other hand, are trying to keep everything out of your mind. Your eyes are closed shut as you try and concentrate less on the contractions and more on the gentle waves surrounding you in the birthing pool.

You’re not much of a whiner and this has definitely broken your record for most painful experience, but it wasn’t intolerable like you feared. Just as there seemed to be a pattern of waves, it got disrupted by an abrupt sensation, which you quickly opened your eyes to.

Taehyung wad getting into the pool, clothes and all.

“But your clothe-”

“Is replaceable, love” he shrugs off, “I want to be here, whether you want to or not…but I really hope you do” he teases. He comes up behind you so you’re able to lean back on him.

“Why wouldn’t I?” you close you eyes again.

“You’re doing great y/n” the doctor complements, “Everything seems in order, now we’re going to ask you to push as much to help the little fella get out of there yes?”

You nod and feel Taehyung take both of you hands into his own, before kissing the back of you head.

“one….push…” this is it “two….” god that hurt “push….” hello kegels “come on almost there.” oh no “………keep pushing…ke-great job!”

You muffled your screams with your own hand, trying to not make as much noise so you could hear everything around you. Luckily the only thing you could hear after a while was the soft and beautiful crying of a newborn.

Taehyung kisses your temple one last time as his eyes and trail follow the doctor with the baby. He grabs onto the baby, determined to be the person to hand you the child.

“Oh hey little one” He hold her close to his chest, “I’m your dad.” The smile on Teahyung’s face is enough to light up the whole world. “Wanna see mama?” He cooes, gently walking on his knees towards you.

“Hey” you smile as Tae hand her over and puts an arm around you both.

“second love of my life meet the first love of my life”

JUNGKOOK

“How are you this calm?” you ask Jungkook as he sets up the cameras in your birthing room.

He made sure to to be clear with the hospital and doctor that he wanted to film every moment of the birth because that was his thing. So he was setting up all decent angles you allowed as you hummed out your contractions as they came.

“I feel like I’m born to do this, you know?” he admits setting up the last of his stuff

“You can’t be good at everything,” you tease, “I mean I fully expected you to faint.”

“Same” He agrees finally settling down on the chair and pulling it closer to the side of your bed. “How bad is it now?”

“Well it’s not good.” You wince in pain. you were walking around your room waiting for your water to break and it just wasn’t happening.

“Anything?” Jungkook’s dad pops his head in the room, “That child is as stubborn as both of you.”

“Is she still walking?” you hear your mothers voice at the other side of the door before you see both of your mothers push their way into the room while carrying a cup of tea. “We’ve got the tea!” they say as they hand it over to you.

Jungkook quickly takes it form you and sniffs it, “are you sure this is safe?” His mother hits his arm and tsks at him

“Mothers know best.” she take the tea away from him and places it back into your hands, “Family secret.”

You drink it without any hesitation. “I’m all for the herbal life -” you start joking with jungkook until you feel, hear, and see liquid exiting your body and onto the hospital floor.

“I really didn’t expect that to work” Jungkook scoffs while getting over to call a nurse. your parents are quickly escorted to the waiting room as you begin to get ready to give birth.

“It’s you and me, kid” Jungkook’s nods, holding your hand between both of his. He becomes your anchor as you wince, moan, cry, and sweat out the pain of having to give birth. The only thing that slips his lips are small I love you’s when they’re audible, never flinching or taking his eyes off of you.

When you hear the first cry you go limp from exhaustion and try to hold back tears of pain and happiness and relief, but you don’t last long as jungkook kisses you strongly before he goes to look at the nurses cleaning his kid. He doesn’t want to hold him, since he knows you’ll pout if you don’t get to do it first, so he follows behind the nurse as she hands him over to you.

“Hey there handsome” you smile down at your kids, whose refusing to stop crying. “Oh wow this is the worst first date I’ve been on.” after countless tactics to make him stop crying, you hand him to an impatient jungkook.

“If you make him stop crying I’ll love you forever and I will never forgive you for this betrayal - that goes to the both of you”

Jungkook hold him closer to his face and starts to sing a little and that about does it for this own child to stop crying.

“I was born only for the best” he passes your child over to you once it’s completely calm “you and me and little-us here”

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bts7writings · 4 years ago

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UPDATED + EDIT : OCT 1

Two Babies?

Pairing: Kim Seokjin x Reader

Genre: Fluff

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Seokjin being a hands on dad is definitely an understatement.

5 months in and you can safely say you are prepared for everything…or at least your husband can safely say that he’s prepared. Jin finished the nursery room, stocked up on baby supplies, and requested his checked his paternal rights with the agency. With the 4 months left, he may be overdoing it a little

“Jin the baby doesn’t need anymore clothing”

“How do you know?” He turns around with his jokingly serious expression and goes down to press his ear against your stomach for the ninth time this morning, “You want another dress, right princess?” he kisses your stomach and then goes up to kiss your cheek. “There’s nothing wrong with having more clothes, rather that then no clothes at all.”

You open your mouth to respond, but decided against tempting a full on lecture. “How do you know it’s a princess and not a prince?”

“My mom said she feels it’s a girl” he shrugs, “I mean we painted the room yellow”

“Maybe,” you adjust yourself to fully face him, “we can figure out the gender and be sure.”

He rolls his eyes and gives you his stern stare on the matter, “y/n. You can ask the doctor the gender just don’t tell me.”

You dramatically sigh, he knows you can’t keep a secret that huge from him, so it’s pointless.

Both of your heads snap to the door opening, revealing 5 of Jin’s bandmates.

“Hey, here’s your uncles!” He taps your stomach lightly and points at all of them as if the baby were actually able to look around. They hug Jin, Hoseok being the first one to come over and help you up.

“Where’s Taehyung?” You look around, knowing you’re missing one person to say hi to.

“He’s reading lines over at his movie set.” Jimin slides next to you and shows you his phone, “I thought he was kidding this morning, but he sold out Gucci’s newborn merchandise.”

Namjoon peered over Jimin’s shoulder, “Hoseok put Supreme out of stock last week.”

“You guys don’t even know the gender,” you tug back a smile, “Ho-”

A manager pops their head in, “Namjoon-ah, Jin-ah. You’re needed in recording booth.” Jin nods over, pressing his lips to your forehead quickly before heading in with Namjoon. “Take care of Y/n!”

You take a seat an action with the help of Jimin who was already holding out his arm for you to grab. The guys have all been on dad-mode around you, meaning this child might just be the death to any ‘cool’ image BTS has left. Even Yoongi has pitched in his narrow free time to drive you to check-ups.

You keep joking with Jin that maybe he’s trying to surround himself with little humans so he’s already used to it when your child comes out.

“So..how’s Jimin doing?”

You cant hold back the smile that forces its way out, this has been a weekly conversation. “I’m not naming my kid after you, Jimin”

“Worth a shot,” he dismisses me with a wink, reaching over to grab a water bottle form the center table.

“It is a unisex name is could go for either, really.” Jungkook takes a seat next to Jimin, grabbing his water bottle. “Namjooon-hyung has a list cool names written down if you want to see those.”

Seated on your other side, Yoongi tsks loudly, “I don’t want my godchild to be named after a greek tragedy or a philosopher that suffered depression for most of his life.”

Jimin scrunches his nose as if remembering some of the names “Wouldn’t it be nice it it came out one boy and one girl?”

“You mean fraternal twins?” Hoseok smiles at the thought, “That’d be pretty cool.”

“Yeah…” Your eyes widen in realization. You forgot to tell Jin about you recent doctors visit, “Oh, fuck.”

Last check-up you told Jin that he really didn’t need to go to every appointment, he had more on his plate than usually. As much as Jin loves to be involved he can’t be present at all times, especially when he’s behind on his choreography as it is, add that to his line readings for his new commercial and drama - it wasn’t time for him to be taking time off.

He’ll have enough of that after the baby is born, you said in order to sooth him. Yoongi was more than willing to take you.

Yoongi sat on the chair beside you as the doctors check out the sonogram, Yoongi was joking about how he could make the albums next song with the child heartbeat, when the doctor gave a light laugh and said “I hear two healthy heartbeats, you wanted the gender to not be revealed, right?”

You completely forgot to tell Jin.

“Did you forget to mention that you’re having two human beings instead of one?” Yoongi laughs, “seriously?”

Jimin eyes widen as well, “you’re having twins?” at the same time Jungkook says, ”you forgot to tell Jin-hyung?”

Yoongi was trying his hardest to hold back his laughter, “How do you forget a detail like that?”

You groan into your hands, “Yoongi, I barely remember what I had for breakfast this morning.”

A pause. “It’s literally growing side of you!” Jungkook gesturing at his own stomach. Jimin and Yoongi burst out laughing as Jungkook shakes his head in fake disappointment.

“Well.. he doesn’t want to know the sex yet”

“Yeah the gender - not the amount of children.” Jimin grabs his stomach in pain and he tips over his own chair, “Oh my god, just imagine Jin’s face in the operating room when they say there’s another one.”

“He’ll think he’s in the wrong room,” Jungkook responds.

Yoongi tries to calm them down, this is their company building, but is drowned out by his own laugh.

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“Y/n!” Taehyung comes over and hugs you, handing you a bag of chips he was holding. “Have you eaten, yet?”

“No, I was waiting for Jin so we could eat out today.” Nonetheless, you open the bag and grab a chip. It’s been a while since your last meal and Jin might worry.

The guys left to work on choreography, but it seems they wrapped up as the doors open revealing all of them.

“I’m starving. Did you wait long?” Jin takes your bag and extend his other hand to hold yours.

“Not really.” You smile at the other guys that are sorting out where to eat, but you catch Jimin’s wide smirk and remember why you invited them to eat out with you.

“We’ll just follow you,” Namjoon nods over the the rest as they start walking to their cars.

Jin positions both of your bags in the back seat and looks over at you with a concerned look, “I really think we should start seeing a car seat by this week, I don’t want to forget it last minute.”

“About forgetting… you might need to get two car seats.” You open your own door, but peak over at Jin, who seems to not have captured your words.

He closes your door before jogging to the drivers side. “I saw this one car seat that you can change its parts until they turn 7!”

You hesitate for a second before looking over at him,”Jin.” He adjust your seatbelt before his own.“I’m saying we should get two car seats.”

His eyebrows scrunch together, “Baby I love you for trying to create my dreams of a big family, but the doctor already said ‘no sex after she give birth.’ You need a resting period. I mean you are the one that wants to go at it natural-“

“No Jin” letting out a nervous laugh you clarify again, “like we’ll need to car seat now - for this pregnancy.”

His eyebrows pull together, trying to piece together what you’re trying to say. “Wh…“ You can tell he figures it out as soon as his eyebrows hike up to his hairline. “How? I mean, w-why…two babies?”

“The term is twins”

“Two babies?” he says again, you nod.

He fidgets in his seat as if he’s energy is trying to escape anyway it can, but instead of spasming out randomly he dives for his phone, fumbling for a while before putting it to his ear, “Mom! mom, we’re having two babies! Text every group chat you have.” He hangs up and begins to dial again, almost vibrating in his seat he smiles over at you, leaning to kiss your cheek before putting the phone to his ear again. “Yah Namjoon-ah, let’s go to that fancy BBQ place - the one on Gangnam street…Yeah…We can reserve a private room…yeah..no..Namjoon! Y/N HAS TWO BABIES INSIDE OF HER!”

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bts7writings · 4 years ago

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so all my links are not working

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Hey can you do request

yes I can, request away!!

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bts7writings · 4 years ago

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Hiii i wanted to know if you're going to continue Silence i really loved the first two chapters💜

I love that you love silence 💜💜💜💜 I'm going to edit the first ro chapter (basic spelling and grammar), but it will be continuing since I'm officially online again. thank you for loving the series, it really means the world to me

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I’m Back - I think?

so let’s get started! I have request that have been embarrassingly long in my inbox and everything should be up and running by the end of next week

#hiatus ended #bts

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he was so whiny and cute but joonie, it was 3 in the morning 😂

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bts7writings · 5 years ago

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Bts reaction being with you in an interview (they know you're his gf)And they ask questions like,What kind of bf/gf he/she is,Some cute questions,Then gave them a gift like couple case clothes,😂 i just thought it was cute,i love your blog,And i love you too!💜

BTS When They’re Asked About You

^^ THE LINK

To anon that requested this literally my heart cried - I love you, 💜bub! It’s been my pleasure to do this reactions for you - so enjoy !!!

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bts7writings · 5 years ago

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can you do a BTS reaction to you having philophobia (the fear of being in love) please? I have this so it would mean a lot to me if you did it but I understand if you don’t please and thank you 🙏🏻 😊

BTS Reaction When You Have Philophobia (Fear of Love)

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BTS When They’re Asked About You

JIN

What is something small that you do daily for each other to make your lives better?

Jin has a smile idly present on his face as his mind flashed through all the things you do - some funny, some annoying, some that he couldn’t say on the air, but he managed to pinpoint something that makes his life a little better.

“I think she does it unconsciously now,” He measures his words to make sure that what he says won’t get him in trouble with either you or his manager, “Whenever I’m near, she kissed my shoulders.” He breaks out into a laugh, “Her lips and my shoulders are in the same height level, so she just walks towards me and lets her lips rest on me.”

The hears some of the staff members behind the cameras make cute noises and do does the shows host. “...And what do you think you do for her?”

“I supply her with my visuals” he jokes.

His souvenir from the show was matching work out gear, which he laughed at since neither him or you productively worked out - but it’d be a great lounge wear when you guys are on break.

SUGA

Has any of your routines changed since you’ve been together?

“What hasn’t she changed?” He jokes into the mic, trying to make himself seen small among his staring members.

“Rare is the day that I used to have before we got together” he cant suppress his smile or slight annoyance that he’s changed for the better.

“I wake up and she’s there, so I cant go back to sleep because I want to wake her up more than I want to go back to sleep.”

He thinks closely on what happens next, trying to highlight the most PG moments, “I think about her” he smiles, “I go by furniture stores and think that a sofa looks comfy for her to sleep when I run late studio sessions. I text her where I am as an excuse to get to ask her where she is” he sighs, the smile lingering still, “Everything I do, I think about how it effect us and I thought that would be scary, but she does the same and somehow we come together”

They gave him the touch bracelets, which he places carefully back in their box - unable to control his smiles from wanting to show them to you.

JHOPE

Is there something they do that makes you instantly happy?

He starts laughing because talking about you makes him slightly uncomfortable. He likes to keep things private - which explains why there’s no articles or photos floating around of either of you, just one single article from bight that officially says he’s off the market.

“She breathes and I laugh” he says truthfully, “In all honestly, she’s very different from I am. She’s not very public, she doesn’t like to make jokes or laugh too loud or call attention.” He smiles remember just how shy you really are, “She’s my happiness and she doesn’t even believe it - I gravitate towards her and every gesture she makes, every small smile that she willingly shows me just makes me be on cloud nine”

“It’s a privilege to get to love her”

He unrolled the couple-shirts he received from the producers and he couldn't hold back his laughter. On the small pocket of the shirt, there was a tiny design of his ‘I’m your hope - you’re my hope’ saying.

Do you believe people are meant to be?

He takes a while to think about the answer. He knows that the reason the interviewer is giving him these types of question is because he just announced his engagement.

“I believe that people are in the process of being meant to be.” He grabs his bottled water and chug, knowing that he’ll need to explain his thought a little more, “When ‘meant to be’ we usually believe in soulmates and fate and all that.”

“I don’t usually give into those types of ideas, but I kinda have to give it up for the universe for giving me someone as amazing as my fiancé” he smiles brightly, “I’m trying to say that… people are meant to be, but not if you’re not ready for it - self care comes first and knowing what you deserve and what other people deserve give any relationship a better outcome.”

“I’ve personally grown to be happy and deserving with ARMY and my fiancé is able to get a better, more mature, version of me because that’s what she deserves and I think I deserve her too”

He got a gift-box filled with ramen packets, “Now I can cook for her - for once.”

JIMIN

You’ve been the face of healthy relationships, do you guys ever fight?

“I’m glad you didn’t say goals - since she cringes every time she hears it.” His smile is hard to miss as he begins to talk about you, “but of course we fight? Its how we make up”

Once the laughing clams down, he clears his throat taking a more serious tone, “I think fighting in natural - and this is something she taught me” The room was silent as he began to explain further with is hand gesture, “I used to think that fighting was a way to hurt the other person, but she got made when i said that” he combs his hair back , biting back another smile “- she said that arguing isn’t meant to hurt the other person, its meant to understand the other person.”

“I’m not saying that we don’t get angry at each other, because we do!” He lightly jokes, “But we don’t argue when we’re angry, we take time to put our anger to words in order for the other person to understand where we’re coming from.” He rolls his eyes at himself. “It’s easier said than done sometimes, but love can be enough.”

“We know you guys have a bunch of matching accessories and clothing-“

“Some are matching, some she just steals“ He giggles.

“Well we got you matching bracelets“

“Oh wow“ he smiles, “She’ll love this, thank you”

Any future plans?

He can’t hold back his smile, obviously this question is the only thing on his mind after your begin wrapping up your final semester.

He sits up straighter, anxious to answer the question, “Future..” He lets the word vibrate inside the room, “I’ve been itching for her to finish her studies, since she’s supportive and I’m supportive - we don’t like to plan for the other really.” His smile widened again, “But we have discussed her moving in recently, I can’t really move my career, but since she’s just starting off it’ll be easier for her plus her Korean has greatly improved.”

Once you got him talking there’s no way he’d shut up about you. “I think I want whatever she’s able to give me for the future. I see her with me for sure, as long as she’ll have me.... and our kids and farmhouse filled with animals... in Switzerland” he teases you through the screen.

“Well I know she’s backstage” The interviewer said, “So we wanted to give you guys this as a thank you present.” There, in front of him was matching keychains with both of your initial on it - in hope to a good moving in together vibe.

“This is exactly what we needed”

JUNGKOOK

We all know you’ve had a very high profile friendship - how long was it till you guys got together?

“When we got together?” He scoffs at his comical memories, “You mean - when she decided to get together with me” He lets out a laugh, “I’m not good with affection...or telling people how I feel, but I’m pretty sure - I remember because i told my hyungs this - I’m pretty sure that I made my feeling pretty clear to her”

The audience laughs with him as well, the memories as clear as yesterday, “Since we had a such a high profile friendship, it was really hard to deconstruct the idea of us being together. She was ignoring all my advanced because she thought it was in her head and i’d never fall for her” He scoffs again kick back on his chair, “Which is ridiculous because have you seen her? She's the most perfect human being I’ve even seen. After a while I thought she was just rejecting me, but if it wasn't for my nosey hyungs we would've just stayed friends that liked each other too much”

The other members smiled fondly him talking non-stop. “So...” the interviewer couldn't contain the surprise anymore. “You're members were all very kind and all pitched in to surprise you with this”

Jungkook's eyes opened wider than they ever were, he knew exactly what was in the box. You and him have joked about it endlessly but they didn't think they’d actually be listing - or even take it serious.

“You did not just get us a bunny“ He says eyeing the box that was currently being opened. A small ball of fluff with floppy ear in the center to a pillow presented in front of him, “Y/n’s going to kill you guys, but this is so cool.“

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BTS Reaction When You Have Philophobia (Fear of Love)

A/N - I looked into the phobia and since there were 7 common symptoms, I thought i’d be better to give one each to the member and see their reactions towards that. Hope you enjoy it!!!!!

JIN

feelings of intense fear or panic

You freeze up sometimes, while other times you start having a panic attack and they only way to stop is to start counting the number of tiles on the floor. Falling in love with Jin was gentle enough that he noticed those little things.

He noticed how you try suppressing your anxiety when you walked together by clenching your jaw or when you try shaking away the fear by tapping your fingers when he gets closer to you. You try so hard to suppress it and he doesn't want to bring it up, but when you start blinking away tears when you start to smile too much he has to.

“Tell me,“ His thumb gently passes over your cheek as both of his hands cup your face, “Does it hurt?“

“You probably think I’m depressing,“ you sniffle, “always finding something wrong or bad or thinking the worst or-“

“I think it’s a little bit different - yes” He smiles and leans his face closer so that you'd look him in the eyes, “But we’re here fo each-other and you probably think I’m too happy and easy-going and goofy-” he stops when he sees you roll your eyes and smile. He leans into kiss you softly “You need to tell me your fears and I’ll tell you mine, but that doesn't mean they’ll happen. Fears don’t come to life unless they happen and I’m trying my best to not let them happen”

SUGA

avoidance

It’s been a week and you feel like an idiot for hanging up on him after he confessed just how much he loves you. You knew that the right and sane thing to do was to call him back and say the L word back and then everything goes back to normal, but every fiber of your being clenches tightly whenever you even think about calling or going to his studio.

It wasn't a coincidence when Hoseok suggest you try this new coffee place down the street. it wasn't a coincidence that he was there - headphones half on, hooded eye, bottom lip captured on his teeth. It wasn't a coincidence that you sat down next to him waiting for him to finish his current project.

“I figured I’d give you space” he said after a while of silence, refusing to look up from his computer. “Its...I know it’s not easy for you.”

You sip your drink, careful to think about what you want to happen and what you don’t want to happen and what you cant let happen.

“Do you want me here?” Your eyes snap up to his, they looked tired.

“Ye-”

“No, I mean here here.” He closed his laptop, trying to lean in a bit closer. “As in even if you're hiding from me, you don’t want me to stop trying to find you type of here.”

“Thats a pretty long explanation of here“ you try to joke you way out of it.

He doesn't smile, “Y/N.“

“I want you here - I do, but...”The hairs on the back of your neck are pulling you to try and make a run for it, “I can’t say it back, yoongi. I want you here, but i can’t say it back.”

“I didn't ask you to say it back.” He carefully reaches over his work - trying to feel if your pulse raises higher than usual, “You want me here and I want to be here.”

He’d chide you for not telling him about it sooner, “I have to right to know that the person i love is afraid of love” - he’d say. The truthfully harsh words would always get accompanied by a small caress or kiss on the top of the head. For someone who has mastered hiding themselves and their feelings - he had great ways of getting them out of you and when you needed your headspace he’d be more than happy to rent out a studio or give you his empty apartment, just as long as you where avoiding and hiding with him knowing.

sweating

You try distancing yourself from Namjoon. He always insisted on you leaning against him when watching a movie - instead of moving to another - further - seat. It would be great, unless you didn't have this hypersensitivity to this specific form of affection.

Your sweat glands started to produce wherever there was covered skin.

He comes back and before you can see what he went to get in such a rush, he puts both of his hands on your cheeks.Your elbows shrugged in surprise from the coolness that was placed on your checks. He kept his hand over the ice packets on your checks, never once showing his discomfort.

“I know its kinda hot in here” liar - you roll your eyes, the windows were fully open.

“I’m not making it better, am I?” He lets go of one icepack in order to come your hair out of your face.

Once you explain in a excruciating embarrassing matter, he just takes your hand and starts drawing on any vein he can find, easing in the silence between the two of you. He wont pressure you to talk about it and wont even try to ask unless you're open to the idea of discussing it - all he wants is to see you better because if he feels amazingly happy from loving you - he wants you to feel the same.

JHOPE

rapid heartbeat

“It’s okay” He shushes you as you try and shake your head - its not okay. “Come here.”

When he finds out about your certain episodes where you fear the feeling that is consuming both of you - he uses an exposure method. Over-flooding you with the love you deserve until you can accept it without having the fear of it going away or being lessened.

His hand goes to the back of your head, pressing your ear to his own chest. “It’s okay.” His other hands goes calmly up and down your back trying to smooth out your small shiver. “It’s okay, hear my heartbeat - its normal to feel it out of your chest” He hums carefully leaning into a more comfortable position, “I love you and my heart beats out of my chest whenever you appear because I love you - I’m okay, you're okay, we’re okay.”

JIMIN

difficulty breathing

Your throat closed up again and you stare out at Jimin as you feel a distance between the two of you. He casually says the word love to the other members, to the staff, even to the sun, but when it came to you things were different.

You couldn't say it back, even if he is the literally embodiment of what love is. You take a deep breath, trying to not be faltered by the feeling of pure love coming into you as you watch him practice his choreography.

He asked you to accompany him to the studio, since the other members were busy and he needed someone to help him. The air that you take in becomes lighter and useless to your lungs as it demands more, but pushed out everything.

Your breathing becomes erratic and forced, so much so that one side of your head starts to hurt. You give one last glance to Jimin before making your way to the hall

“Are you okay?” You hear from the outside of the door, “I lowered the temperature in the room again to make sure you don’t get too hot, maybe-”

You open the door and give a half-smile to him - you know that if you didn't come out he’ll find someway of going into the girls bathroom.

His eyes widen as he sees how flushed and out of breathe you are, “Don’t.... lower the.... temperature, you’ll get.... sick.”

“O-okay,“ His hands go to cup yours that are on your side. He pulls them over your head and leans in carefully so theres little to no room separating the two of you, “This usually helps me when I’m breathing too hard.”

When you explain to him carefully why the hyperventilating might get better or worse with time; his smile is gone because he wont fully get it, his eyebrows are pulled to crease in-between because he’s going to try and get it, and his hands remain on yours because he needs you to get that he’s not letting them go.

difficulty functioning

You’ve been reading the same line over the past thirty minutes. At first you think it’s your actually lack of interest for the article assigned, but now you start to notice that it has to do a lot with Taehyung’s very strong presence.

“I can’t concentrate” you admit, gathering up your books to begin packing. He quickly stares up from his phone when he sees you moving.

Taking out on an air-pod, his pouting whines go “I didn't do anything! Why are you leaving?”

The domestic bliss of all of this makes you more uncomfortable then blissful and that has nothing to do with the fact that you might be in love with this scenario and the guy thats here.

You open your mouth to answer, but theres nothing you can really say.

“You don’t like me, do you?“ He scoffs, mostly to himself, but you see how your sudden urge to always leave the room when he’s there might have translated wrongly. Your panic of him thinking you don’t like him overcomes the panic of you thinking you do like him.

“N-no“ He looks up to you, he just loves making uncomfortable eye contact. “I just cant concentrate and focus properly when you’re around, its not that i don’t like you - its that I do like you and you’re smiling right now so I’m just going to leave“

“I’ll leave you to collect yourself“ his smile widens as the tint of your cheeks change and the corner of your lips turn downwards, “So i’ll be behind the door when you’re done with your work.“

He doesn't think much of it at first, not really sure if he could even help. He’d try to even suggest not dating as a form to make you more comfortable, but he’d end up just hating himself for even suggesting that. All he wants to do is assure you that the fear is something that you both have to work on.

JUNGKOOK

nausea

“So are you’re afraid to love me or are you afraid of loving me?” He chooses his words wisely, but he knows that whatever you answer its going to take him a good minute to digest what it means. When you don’t know how to respond, he just casually nods. “Just because I confessed to you doesn't mean I expected a responds back, but I don’t know how to respond to this” he answers honestly.

“I just want you to know that loving me isn't ideal - its not easy-” you stop your sentence when he stares back at you, half angered, “I’m sorry”

His gaze softens when he realizes his must have looked angry, “No - don’t apologize. I don’t love you because it’s easy or ideal. I love you in-spite of all of that” he half-jokes, “I’m just confused, what do you mean you’re afraid of it?”

“I mean every-time you look at me, i feel amazing for one second and then the next i feel like i want to throw up from the amount of fear that goes into loving a person.“ He sits down and motions you to sit on his lap, which you do since arguing with him on it would be counterproductive, “I mean i don’t want you to be annoyed and angry because I know i can be difficult and i know some girls would be easier to love and you can have a perfect-”

His lips go on your temple and he starts to hum deeply so you’d quiet down. after a while of silence he leans out and puts his hand on your lap. “I know...I know loving someone else is easier because they wont loose their appetite from laughing too much and they wont hesitate every-time my hand reaches out - I know.” He leans in to kiss your temple again, “But they wont be you”

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