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My mom fucking found out
She’s gonna search me everyday
She took away my lighter
She’s gonna make me eat
She said she might send me to another hospital
I hate myself
#3d f4st#ed not ed sheeran#styroblr#tw restrictive ed#3ating d1sorder#3dtumblr#baby cvts#beansblr#disordered eating thoughts#ed not sheeren#s3lf hate#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#tw self destruction#selfharrrm#s3lf mutilation#slef harn#slef harm#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#made of styro#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating in tags#disordered eating mention#ed discussion#tw eating issues
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When ur self harming to music and an ad plays
#s3lf hate#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#tw self destruction#selfharrrm#s3lf mutilation#slef harn#slef harm#s3lfharmm#styroblr#cat scratches#tw s3lf harm#s3lf harn#made of styro
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I think my mom got rid of my scale 😦
#3d f4st#ed not ed sheeran#tw restrictive ed#3ating d1sorder#3dtumblr#disordered eating thoughts#ed not sheeren#disordered eating mention#disordered eating cw#tw eating issues#ed disorder#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#tw 3d vent#tw restriction#i wanna lose weight#weight loss#i need to lose so much weight#i need to lose this weight#i wish i was weightless#i need to be weightless#need to lose more weight#i wanna be skinnier#i want to be skinnier#skinnnyy#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️ving#i need to ⭐️ve#i wanna ⭐️ve#i wanna be tiny
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I actually need help I’m not sure how to cover my burns if anyone has any advice I’m all ears
Here’s what they currently look like
🚨Tw: Burn Marks🚨
#s3lf harn#self h@rm#selfharrrm#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#s3lf mutilation#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#slef harn#s3lf hate#slef harm
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My mom took all of my blades and locked up all of the sharp objects in my house
But she didn’t take away my lighter😼
🚨TW SH🚨
FAKE AND SFX MAKEUP PRACTICE!! ALL FAKE
#s3lf harn#sh#s3lf hate#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#tw self destruction#selfharrrm#s3lf mutilation#slef harn#slef harm#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm
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The amount of times I’ve said my fresh sh wounds were cat scratches is insane
Justice for my cats man😭🙏
#tw sh joke#styroblr#tw s3lf harm#s3lf hate#s3lf harn#tw self destructive behavior#self h@rm#tw self destruction#s3lf mutilation#slef harn#slef harm#selfharrrm#beansblr#cat scratches#s3lfharmm
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New fast because I fucked mine up yesterday 😸🤘
#disordered eating mention#disordered eating cw#tw eating issues#ed disorder#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#tw ed diet#tw restrictive ed#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#ed discussion#3d f4st#tw 3d vent#3ating d1sorder#3dtumblr#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating in tags#i wish i was weightless#i need to lose this weight#i need to lose so much weight#i wanna lose weight#weight loss#i need to be weightless#need to lose more weight#⭐️ving#i want to ⭐️ve#i need to ⭐️ve#i wanna ⭐️ve#⭐️rving#i wanna be skinnier
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I feel so dumb. I had a 4 day fast and was doing so so well, I even skipped the meal my mom had with me which didn’t feel the best but of course I had to fuck it all up by gorging on something I found in my grandmas fridge. I hate life sometimes.
#3d f4st#3dtumblr#3ating d1sorder#tw 3d vent#disordered eating thoughts#ed not sheeren#tw disordered eating#ed not ed sheeran#tw ed diet#ed disorder#tw eating issues#disordered eating mention#tw restrictive ed#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating cw#disordered eating in tags#⭐️ving#i want to ⭐️ve#i wanna ⭐️ve#i need to ⭐️ve#⭐️rving#i wish i was weightless#i need to lose this weight#i need to lose so much weight#i wanna lose weight#weight loss#i need to be weightless#need to lose more weight#i wanna be skinnier#i wanna be tiny
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My mom took my to a BUFFET for my birthday and I felt so bad because I only got one plate and I didn’t eat anything off of it.
#tw ed diet#tw restrictive ed#tw disordered eating#ed not sheeren#disordered eating thoughts#ed not ed sheeran#3dtumblr#3d f4st#3ating d1sorder
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I literally just got out of a residential facility. I completely forgot the info for my old account so I’m starting fresh! 😼👍
#styroblr#beansblr#baby cvts#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#988blr#ed not ed sheeran#tw restrictive ed#3d f4st#tw ed diet#slef harm#slef harn#self h@rm#tw self destruction#tw self destructive behavior#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#tw sh joke#s3lf hate#3dtumblr
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