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You invade my space

Messages wrapped in lace

Descriptions of the ways you and I could play

… but wait

I don’t want you that way

But I can’t be that plain, so I put me on display

Whoring myself out

After all, compliments pay

Attraction is my chess game

And you shout checkmate

- CabinChronicles246

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You don’t command

You guide

Needy in the shadows of lust

I bend down to this pleasure

Edging me closer to you.

- CabinChronicles246

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You come to me

In hidden conversations

And secret rendezvous

The slow death of a man

I’m in limbo to lose

- forever

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Twilight

In the haze of early morn

We soon became vivid

In light of your heavy petting .

The need of your touches

Glisten against the stars

The whispers you tease

Like butter on my skin

- You make love as smooth as the moon.

- CabinChronicles246

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You are the saliva

Wetting my lips

As I taste your name in the silence.

The touch I press deeply into my throat

As I relieve your tenderness.

You are the reason

I find the energy to live.

The tether binding me to this world,

And the scissors that will cut me out of it.

- CabinChronicles246

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I want to be trapped

In the comfort of your soul,

A hostage of desire,

A chalk outline of devotion that’s evergreen.

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You are shards of unknown that are fatal

I’m wounded and you don’t believe me

I’m bleeding and you won’t see me

I’m dying but you can’t feel me

I love you, still you conceal me

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I can never be too close to you

Because I will never be close enough

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Young love

I have never known it.

I had only pieced together it’s likeness,

Fragments stitched Into fairytale anticipation,

By a girl led purely by your knowing.

I soon saw it

And soon felt it

- You had no mercy

For this untouched naivety.

Beared no warning,

Pitied no patience,

You removed my white,

I had nothing to wave.

The repetition of this jest

I learned to endure… and enjoy,

So we could be one.

I moved in ways I hadn’t known,

I made sounds on cue

To hear the forgiving moan.

Only then was I released

Only then was I permitted to go.

I would taste it too!

Never missing a beat

You made me your own.

I would wash

I would bleach

But memories stained your sheets

To this day they possess me

- They petrify me.

-CabinChronicles246

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Hold me

You opened out your arms

A blanked to wrap me in,

I pulled at them, tightly,

Until breath couldn’t escape me.

I want to be close to you,

As close as the Holy Ghost.

-CabinChronicles246

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Hunger

I believed I was devious prey!

Maddened by a thirst for control

I fancied myself a thief.

Steal your tools and get off Scot free,

Instead I was caught in your underbelly

(you soon made a fool of me)

Trapped, deprived and hungry,

- I am so hungry!

- CaninChronicles246

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Girlhood

A girl is nothing

Without her dreams

Her melancholy

And her fancies

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True love is …

Bitten lips at your fingertips

A heart that could never deny you

starved touch always searching for more

To adorn you with my love once more

Whispered tones like a flittering rose

My petals fall

she loves me

she loves me more

Loose strands glistening in wait

evidence of my devotion to be your forever mate

Letters I write by star light

Delivered by lovers might

With perfume scent

kissed with intent

I give you all of me

And all you long for me to be.

- CabinChronicles246

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Drain

The echoes of questions

Inflicting you and I

Come to me in screeching sighs

Paralysed

By getaway drives

On haunted summer nights

Will you make me a fool?

I ask of you

Will you love me as I do you?

Leave no evidence

My corpse the only proof

Brand me with hurt and hate

Dance with gluttonous bate

Drown me in waves of shame

Slit my wrists

Drain what remains (you)

- CabinChronicles246

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Forever and always

You can keep just for her

Forever = never

When spoken by your alluring purr

- CabinChronicles246

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I will miss you

Until death drags me away

I will be Belittled by the fear

That you don’t think of me

I will beg that you relive our moments religiously (as I do)

I will wait for you

To make life sufferable once again

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Little did I know

Loving you meant to miss you

Endlessly

For eternity.