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quick springlock failure drawing :P

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God damn. Now all I can think about is springtrap hacking up guts and such like a puking cat

Keep him away from carpets

bad news :(

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Nvm this is more important than my art

i'm selling the good stuff big willy. you know. wink wink

Are you talking about drugs

or. Mayhaps..

Bold and Brash

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Ermmmm if anyone wants an extremely sad animatic about two of my backrooms ocs, here you go! I know this prolly won't get any attention but I thought I'd try-!!

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i should be thrown in jail

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i’m so hungry i wish a beautiful man would feed me food and put me in a towel like i’m a sickly animal that needs to be nursed back to health

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Hey guys should I go public with what server this is??? They've just gotten worse.

Basically they're super pissed at me for being unable to instantly stop liking Wilbur Soot's *content* (not him as a person. He sucks, and I no longer engage with anything that'd give him money. I literally JUST still want his characters as they're well written, and an important piece of my life that I literally cannot let go of.) And basically called me a bad person for trying to reclaim his dsmp characters. As in, remaking them and essentially making ocs because Wilbur doesn't deserve them. This feels oddly ableist bc I tried to explain the reason I can't instantly drop someone I've been borderline unhealthily obsessed with for many years is due to circumstances out of my control.... Aka a disability.. And they proceeded to gang up on me, ping me when I stopped replying, and... Accuse me of venting in "a server that doesn't have a vent channel for a reason". I wasn't even venting lmao. I was trying to communicate bc I didn't want to stay mad at them, or have to live thinking they hated me for something I can't control.

I was as polite as I possibly could be, literally just trying to explain my point of view, and that I was hurt by their words, and they basically insulted me, belittled me, and were weirdly aggressive for no reason.

I seriously want to go public with this bc these two have a big fanbase and get new members all the time, and. Imho these people are rude, cold, and borderline ableist. I have a *disability.*

On top of this, they accused me of still considering Wilbur to be a fav??? When I was outright saying I hate him as a person, and simply have a disability that causes me to hyperfixate intensely (any autistic ppl know you can't just drop a hyperfixation or choose what ur hyperfixating on.)

I understand not wanting me to talk about Wilbur in your server as that can be a triggering topic btw! It isnt about that. It's about how poorly they react to someone trying to communicate that they felt hurt by their actions, insulted me, talked down to me, made weird accusations, and treated me like a villain for things that aren't my fault. If you don't want discussions of problematic people in your server, you *just say that.* You don't attack people. Ugh. And then accusing me of venting when I was trying to just. Yknow. Have full transparency with them. ._. Fucking weird m8.

But yeah. If anyone wants to know who... Lmk. If I'm gonna come out about this shit I need support beforehand, as they're fairly big, well known, popular creators. Also this is more upsetting for me bc *I supported these people.* I loved their art, reblogged it, LOOKED UP TO THEM- Just to get attacked and treated poorly.

PSA because I am SO tired of this.

If you're going to make a DSAF DISCORD SERVER. Do not then try to make it *child friendly* when it starts getting popular. Dsaf is an 18+ GAME. You remove the MINORS, you don't force adults to be pg in a fandom that ISNT FOR KIDS TO BEGIN WITH. WTH ARE YOU DOING 😭

Like. GIRL. The material itself isn't for minors! It involves SO MUCH nsfw shit. Why are you acting like this is the fucking mickey mouse fandom or smn. It's dsaf. At the end of the day, it's fnaf, which ALSO isn't really a game for kids.

I get kids are gonna get into shit they shouldn't but why the fuck am *I* being crucified for.... Talking about drinking in a fandom that should be *fine* with that. It wasn't even sexual or nsfw. I said I was trying to get drunk off of peppermint extract. I can literally say that in ACTUAL child friendly spaces without anyone bugging me.

Absolutely wild. Stop this shit.

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Yall ever think about giving c!dream a REAL redemption arc,,, bc I do. I'm doing that rn. :3

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" I am selfish, I am broken, I am cruel- I am all the things they might have said to you. "

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did a little something before a busy day!! hit by a comet

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BOOOSSSSSS!!11!!!1!! YOUR EMPLOYEES ARE LAUNCHING BAGELS THAT WE TOTALLY DIDNT GIVE THEM AT US AND IT HURRRRRRRRRRRTSSS!!1!111! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🙏🙏

one of the shadow workers had to step in

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one of the workers found a camera in the office picked up 3d as a fun side thing!! rlly love making low poly models ^-^

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hellooo the stanley parable fandom… :3

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Very hard to get work on this done when my boyfriend and I have very different schedules currently, but we are making it work. We did definitely underestimate the amount of work this would be-

And obviously, it'll be a while before the actual comic starts coming out, because I'm trying to do this correctly and that takes time. (Not only am I doing pretty much all the art for this, as he doesn't draw much, but I'm having to learn how to draw things I never have before lol)

This post is basically just an update post, as I really don't want people thinking I'm a liar and not actually doing this. I'm a freshly 18 year old human with untreated adhd, so my life is... VERY messy, and a lot of big projects take way longer than they would if I was neurotypical and not super busy :'D

So yeah. Keep in mind that this isn't going to be something you see in a matter of days. It's gonna take FOREVER.

I'll give Quinn one thing. They put A LOT of work into that comic, and for that, I'm impressed.

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may i share with you the best video on the internet

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Thank you so much!! I've already been working on designs and stuff. :]

I and my boyfriend are making a new version of Springtrap and Deliah. We are doing this, I am literally working on it as we speak.

We're revising the main two characters mostly, but VERY heavy on fixing William, as well as Springtrap's uncomfortable dynamic with Deliah in general. The plan is to give Springtrap an ACTUAL redemption arc, fix some of the major weirdness and ways he acts towards Deliah, and make him less "creepy pred" in general.

We plan to take a different approach to "William Afton was just upset he couldn't get a family" that re-introduces his FNAF canon children, as well as possibly Clara, and to do some redesigning and recharacterization to fix the souls.

This is partially influenced by the current outing of Quinn's past behaviour, but NOT meant to be a direct attack to them, nor their fan base, if such a thing remains. It is simply due to the fact that I personally was affected by this comic.

I first read it at a young age. Springtrap's treatment of Deliah, a child near my age, influenced how I viewed those close to me. It made me complacent in an abusive relationship with someone very similar to him.

Despite this, I and many others have fond memories of this comic, and the fanworks that followed it. I'd like to remake it for the newer generations of fnaf fans, whom I adore very much, and fix the messaging to hopefully teach younger fans that his behaviour is not normal or okay, or to be justified because "he is struggling too."

Anyways. Feel free to follow if you'd like to see this. Work starts now. :]