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local strip club

Where is Lucario going?

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my cat zombie <3

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Undercover Fall/Winter (2013) By: Jun Takahashi

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Who's gonna tell her-

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I want to shrink him and grab him by his hair and fling him against a wall he's so dhddndddjdjddbsjsnsjsnssn my friend made fun of me for liking him

YALL😭

PLS WHY IS JAY SO UNDERATED?! HES ADORABLE!! STOP SLEEPING ON HIMMM

gonna make head canons of MH characters soon :]

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Me staring at my microwave as the silver kitchenware set I put into it begins happily dancing around & sparking

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meoqnmsoeq meow meow

Gender is a social construct unworthy of my compliance.

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bark bark bark bark arf arf bork b-

Gender is a social construct unworthy of my compliance.

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Y'all my ear drum exploded guess who's deaf in one ear nowww

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white lgbt ppl dont know how much trouble theyve caused for us -_-

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Thumb infection reveal 😍

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I have no clue who you are but I misread "yeah my blog " as " yeah my big fat slong"

So uh

I like that whenever I check in it's like spinning a wheel of random topics

AKDGKAL yeah my blog is a mess

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FOR WHOEVER NEEDS THIS <333

Self Harm Alternatives

1. Snap a rubber band around your wrist. 2. Draw on yourself with sharpie/draw pretend wounds where you want to cut. 3.Go outside 4. Play music 5. For every cut you have, you have to wait one day to cut again. 6. Practice Mindfulness (Meditate) 7. Colour or draw 8. Take a long hot or cold shower 9. Punch something soft 10. Scream at the top of your lungs 11. Get active 12. Practice a hobby 13. Play music 14. Craft 15. Rub an ice cube where you normally self harm 16. Write down your thoughts 17. Write down quotes 19. Write down song lyrics 20. Create stories, songs, or poems 21. Pluck your brows 22. Decorate your room with inspirational quotes (Write them or print them offline) 23. Tear up a page of your thoughts and feelings 24. Tear up old clothing (with a guardian’s permission) 25. Wrap bandages around the area you want to cut 26. Lighthearted movies 27. Paint your nails 28. Write down a list of songs that currently relate to how you’re feeling

Time Distractions 1. Say “I’ll self harm in fifteen minutes if I still want to” and keep going for periods of fifteen minutes until the urge fades 2. Color your hair 3. Count up to ten getting louder until you are screaming 4. Sing on the karaoke machine 5. Complete something you’ve been putting off 6. Take up a new hobby 7. Make a cup of tea 8. Tell and laugh at jokes 9. Play solitaire 10. Count up to 500 or 1000 11. Surf the net 12. Make as many words out of your full name as possible 13. Count ceiling tiles or lights 14. Search ridiculous things on the web 15. Colour coordinate your wardrobe 16. Play with toys, such as a slinky 17. Go to the park and play on the swings 19. Call up an old friend 20. Go “people watching” 21. Carry safe, rather than sharp, things in your pockets 22. Do school work 23. Play a musical instrument 24. Watch TV or a movie 25. Paint your nails 26. Alphabetize your CDs or books 27. Cook 28. Make origami to occupy your hands 29. Doodle on sheets of paper 30. Dress up or try on old clothes 31. Play computer games or painting programs, such as photoshop 32. Write out lyrics to your favorite song 33. Play a sport 34. Read a book/magazine 35. Do a crossword 36. Draw a comic strip 37. Make a chain link out of paper counting the hours or days you’ve been self harm free using pretty colored paper 38. Knit, sew, or make a necklace 39. Make ‘scoobies’ - braid pieces of plastic or lace, to keep your hands busy 39. Buy a plant and take care of it 40. Hunt for things on eBay or Amazon 41. Browse the forums 42. Go shopping 43. Memorize a poem with meaning 44. Learn to swear in another language 45. Look up words in a dictionary 46. Play hide-and-seek with your siblings 47.Go outside and watch the clouds roll by 48. Plan a party 49. Find out if any concerts will be in your area 50. Make your own dance routine 51. Trace your hand on a piece of paper; on your thumb, write something you like to look at; on your index finger, write something you like to touch; on your middle finger, write your favorite scent; on your ring finger, write something you like the taste of; on your pinky finger, write something you like to listen to; on your palm, write something you like about yourself 52. Plan regular activities for your most difficult time of day 53. Finish homework before it’s due 54. Take a break from mental processing 55. Notice black and white thinking 56. Get out on your own, get away from the stress 57. Go on YouTube 58. Make a scrapbook 60. Colour in a picture or colouring book. 61. Make a phone list of people you can call for support. Allow yourself to use it. 62. Pay attention to your breathing (breath slowly, in through your nose and out through your mouth) 63. Pay attention to the rhythmic motions of your body (walking, stretching, etc.) 64. Learn HALT signals (hungry, angry, lonely, tired) 65. Choose a random object, like a paper clip, and try to list 30 different uses for it 66. Pick a subject and research it on the web - alternatively, pick something to research and then keep clicking on links, trying to get as far away from the original topic as you can. 67. Take a small step towards a goal you have. 68. Re-organize your room 69. Name all of your soft toys 70. Play the A-Z game (Pick a category ie. Animals, and think of an animal for every letter of the alphabet 71. Have a lush warm bubble bath with candles! 72. Do some knitting 73. Do some household chores

Alternatives that will give you a sensation (other than pain) without harming yourself: 1. Hold ice in your hands, against your arm, or in your mouth 2. Run your hands under freezing cold water 3. Snap a rubber band or hair band against your wrist 4. Clap your hands until it stings 5. Wax your legs 6. Drink freezing cold water 7. Splash your face with cold water 8. Put PVA/Elmer’s glue on your hands then peel it off 9. Massage where you want to hurt yourself 10. Take a hot shower/bath 11. Jump up and down to get some sensation in your feet 12. Write or paint on yourself 13. Arm wrestle with a member of your family 14. Take a cold bath 15. Bite into a hot pepper or chew a piece of ginger root 16. Rub liniment under your nose 17. Put tiger balm on the places you want to cut. (Tiger balm is a muscle relaxant cream that induces a tingly sensation. You can find it in most health food stores and vitamin stores.) Source: http://blog.justaskinnyboy.com/selfharm

- tysm, my friend. 😊 - H

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sun warmed moss. sleeping in it, being barefoot in it, the way it smells, when it's slightly damn from the morning dew, aaaa

Free space to say what you like about being alive

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hi, I hate having to do this & this is my first time asking for help here. my job cut my hours over 75%, no notice, I asked about it & my manager avoided telling me if I'll be back to anything even resembling my normal hours anytime soon & was frustrated I even asked. I depend on this job for survival, it's my only income + they're fully aware. since I started working there, I've always worked 22+ hours/week, always w extra hours in addition. I was only scheduled for 6 hours/week this paycheck. most of my $ already goes to rent & bills. I only got paid for 18 hours this paycheck. I worked over 24. I didn't get paid for most if not all of the extra hours I took in order to afford my most important expenses. after rent, bills, medications, bus fare, I now only have $78 to my name. I still need to pay for groceries. I've been eating very little to conserve. I'm also going to have to pay rent again soon. my next check is scheduled so that I won't have a payday between rent dates. I can't afford rent with just one paycheck either, I always save up from both to afford it. I don't know if I'm going to be able to get the rest of the pay I'm owed before I run out of food. I don't know if I'll be able to afford my rent, or even when I'll get a new job guaranteed before I can put my two weeks in. I had a couple of leftover toaster strudels & some pickle slices yesterday, that's where I'm at :/. I truly, barely have anything left right now. so if you can help out a trans college student living paycheck to paycheck on minimum wage, here's my info below. I really need to afford rent, or in the very least, I'd like to not go hungry. if you have the ability to give even just a couple dollars, anything at all helps.

c-sh-pp: $serophan1m

v-nmo: $cherub1m

z-lle: message me

I will also offer this as I feel embarrassed to have to be asking for money- I'm an artist. if you'd like something in exchange for anything you give, I'm selling stickers, I can draw something for you, or I make minecraft skins too if anyone would be interested in that. Message me if so and I'll provide you with examples of my previous stuff or pics of the stickers.

Please spread this. I'm panicking.

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I fucking hate your username

the world is so beautiful you can eat rice here