not even five days of the year and i’ve cried so many times already i feel so pathetic
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i’m mad all the time, mad at everyone
feeling rage and hate all day is not fun
and it’s all rooted in fear and sadness, which makes it worse
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i understand oliver bc i too also love to be adopted by people….
i just want to feel loved
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it has become painful
and quite embarrassing
just how much i need my friends
and how they don’t really need me at all
i can’t even blame them for that
for being more complete
or for me being so much less
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i would do anything ANYTHING just to look like him likeeeee it’s never been this serious but it is
Jacob Elordi in "Saltburn"
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the act of destroying the thing you love
so it loses its power to hurt you
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can never be fully excited
if everything is in danger of fading away
at all time
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are you mad at me?
(it was actually me the one who went radio silent in the first place)
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have you watched the last movie i recommended to you?
did you like it? what did you think?
i wish we could talk again
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i was such a sweet and nice little kid
now i’m just sad and nice
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i am insecure because of my mother
i am an over achiever because of my father
i am never enough, i am never right
— because of both.
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i’ve realized i don’t HAVE to have it all figured out
not at this moment
but i do WANT to have it all figured out
at this moment
and you know what
that might me even worse
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i’ve been in a bad mood lately
- im not sure why
it’s like the bad things inside are seeping out
out to the good outside things
and i don’t like it because i don’t get to enjoy it
i want to enjoy the good things
but i can’t
and im not sure why
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i’ve come to realize
there’s a part of me that is missing
lately things have been getting better
i have good friends that i love
but there’s still something missing
a part of me feels trapped in the past
in my old life
there was a bit of good there
that now is missing in my better present
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every now and then i discover a susan sontag quote or essay that just nails it to relate to my present experiences
when susan sontag wrote “I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it”
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so unfair i don’t look like jacob elordi
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