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I just broke into the 130's!!! 🥰. Ik it's not ideal, but yall have no idea for how long I've been stuck in the 140's

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Tried to donate plasma to make money, but they said I didn't eat enough to qualify. Wtf do u mean? I had 300 calories for breakfast!!!! Is that not enough for you?!? I basically wasted all those calories for the day 🙃

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Not stopping until my bellybutton goes from horizontal to vertical!!!!!

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The fear and paranoia that swells up inside me when asking the fast food worker for diet soda and hoping that what I actually get 😟

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How tf do u get rid of fasting head aches without downing a bottle of aspirin?!!??!?

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A few months ago I reached my hw of 180.

I've somehow managed to lose over 20 pounds, but now that I've started, I can't stop, and I cry from frustration and happiness every day. I feel like a kid. I'm so happy but one slip, and I fall apart on the floor.

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When your antidepressants make u lose weight but the psychiatrist finds out you purge, so they take u off of them for the risk of seizures...... Still gonna use the ones I have left. I have my priorities 😌

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So for the past 3 days I've been so off track. I've been in a heavy binge and purge cycle because my schedule has been off but hopefully tomorrow everything will go back to normal and I can restrict again.

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Reminder to take your multivitamin and drink water 😘

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Saw my bestie at the doctor's office today 😘

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My ultimate way to show I love someone is to stop abusing drugs and get rid of my ed. I couldn't care less about myself or my body, but if it means staying by your side a little bit longer, I would do anything. If only they cared about me the same way, if only I was worth keeping around.

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Sometimes I wonder if all my throw up in my life time so far could fill up a pool, like it's definitely more than a bathtub but is is more than a pool???? I'm a little too curious 🤔

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My throat is in so much pain from purging. I'm gonna try and stop because I want to smoke more often, in exchange I hope this will teach me more self restraint with food cuz I won't be able to purge.

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Idk about laxatives man, im fighting for my life every day in the bathroom

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I would be such a good anorexic if I lived alone.

The only reason I eat is because my mom makes me, and once I've had a bite of food it turns into a binge. Once I've had my fill its time to throw everything up but extremely quiet so that no one hears cuz if they do I might be sent to a psychiatrist hospital. I just want to die, let me rot in my bed with the most pain my body can endure.

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Huge binge day

4 slices of pizza

2 drumstick ice creams

1 whole packet of cookies

Bbq chips

Potato salad

1 Arizona green tea

1 Ramen

I hate that I have no control, once it starts I can't stop. Since I'm on my period I end up using that as an excuse to over eat but end up purging until I fall asleep.

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I gave in, having a night snack of saltine crackers and peanut butter with almond milk 😭

I'm fucking disgusting.