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Just a passenger.

The sound of wheels turningsqueaking, rattlinglike a praying snake.The voices of all the people crawling on my skini could sense their wanting sightbut the train goes on… There isn’t any destination for me, really,alone means alone whenever i go they all want to be methe calm and collected me,the achieved and authoritive me,but their eyes cannot see the other sideit’s full of darkness and…

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Sea paradise

Let’s sail away, honeyto reach the far end of the worldwhere no land is seenand the mermaids make us seashell crownswe could be a king and queenof this little paradisethe wind would sing our wedding marchwe would free Calypso of her tainted loveand take her blessing as a giftno one would reach us here, dearremember when we helped the Kraken?yes, he is here now as wellto guard us of the envywith a…

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Control.

There is something so good about the pain you choose to feel the one you ask for.

You want to stop hurting in your heart soul every single cell. You can’t control this pain. It’s like trying to catch a tornado in a jar waves in a fist love in a picture fire in a vacuum. You can’t stop the oceans falling from your eyes nor the flakes of ashes peeling from your mind.

But you can choose to feel this other…

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cigarettes and whiskey.

why does the grass fold beneath the force of wind is it fair for the waves to crush the rocks into thousands of pieces does the sun have to set fire to forests is it necessary for earth to devour acres of living things why do volcanos kill islands is it fair for icebergs to drown ships is it necessary for hunters to hunt

i take a sip of the whiskey and sigh

the sky is dark the moon is gone

anothe…

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Going away.

Mars is good. I should move there. No traffic no burnt milk in my coffee no queues for the bakery. I wouldn’t have to cut corners to rush for work, because walls wouldn’t exist there, just air. I wonder whether I could get rid of the mental blocks as well. There would be no one to watch me, so I wouldn’t need all these expensive clothes. I could write my own books with a stick in the sand the next…

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Ocean and freedom.

I went to the same park we used to hang out. Sat on the bench we used to make out. Observed the same ocean we used to admire. Because after all, we both exist under the same sky we both wish upon the same stars we both breathe the same air. It was enough for me that you existed under my sun. You know, I wasn’t waiting for you to show up. No. I was waiting for my emotions. To feel my heart in my…

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A cup of betrayal.

This one is for the friends we all lost but still miss even after everything.

Betrayal hits suddenly. You never know the direction of the attack. Where? Not the heart again, please, spare that if you ever loved me. Poke my eyes out so I can never see your face again. Take my ears just to keep me from ever hearing your voice again. Rip out my vocal cords so I can never tell you how much I miss you again. Peel off my skin and set my body on fire to keep me from feeling your…

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Unbudging.

The minutes stretched into years. The words we said turned from burning logs into ashes. Those ashes were splashed over the waves, blown amongst the mountains, flown to the atmosphere, breathed by thousands of people, And they forgot. So why shouldn’t we? Pride burns through our brains, it sides with delusion and revenge, clouding our judgment with the blackest tar. But it never really reaches the…

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The fight for dreams.

The fight for dreams.

As deep as the ocean, my cage is thick with the darkness. I cannot escape. I keep trying to run away but I crash into the wall of despair. The harder I try – the more it tightens around my throat. I cannot breathe. The number of heartbeats is limited, but the tears – countless. I cannot move. A path of seashells is leading to my prison, covered with the blood of my dreams. I cannot sleep. The battle of the…

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Chill vibes of the month. #mekicaikafe #chillvibes #winter #cosy #vintage

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A belgian chocolate filled with love, please.

I see smoke rising far above the snow, as a guideline for the lost, I follow. Every step I make grows a little stronger. Every breath I take becomes deeper. The cold feels like just an old friend.

We stumbled upon each other on a white December night, when I dreamily enough crossed your steady way. Your eyes were fixed on my uneven tie, moving to the untrimmed beard and stopped at my pillow hair.

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Christmas is around the corner - get the cuddling mood on! #christmasmood #christmas #penguin #candles #cosy #winter

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"..The eyes you wear tonight are made from the cold breeze of an Antarctica night. They light up my way, alas, to the path of living under the blue ice.." #winter #snow #nofilter #poetrytime #cold #frozen #beautiful

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Winter being beautiful. <3 #nofilter #winter #cosy #mesmerizing #beautiful #cold #snow #christmasmood

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Christmas mood on. <3 (at Starbucks Bulgaria)

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I cought the Devil being adorable this morning. #cats #devil #fall #morning #adorable #fabulous

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Burn alive in the flames of the past. #nofilter #sunset