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TW - mentions of Horror, body horror, canabalism etc + kinda vent maybe???

metaphors and symbolism in writings and poems is gonna make me go feral!!!

Canine poetry is my life and reminds me of the book/movie Cujo. I'm not at all a dog person despite having two family dogs but canine poetry makes me so sad. It's relatable and it makes me wonder how dogs think of us.

Canabalism + Pomegranates is insane to me. Especially as an Arospec person what I feel as 'romantic love' is so complicated I can barely explain it but being so interested in someone that you want to consume them and be one with them even if it's messy and gooey is literally what I feel in place of actual romantic feelings

Body horror as a symbolism/metaphor for body/gender dysphoria IS LITERALLY ME!!! Sometimes I feel like my body and my gender is so alien and uncanny in a way that body horror especially in movies and art captures so well even without being inherently queer.

Horror in general as a symbolism and metaphor for queerness is so insane and relatable to me, especially as a horror lover!!!!

me when people use metaphors/symbolisms for queerness

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the line between platonic and romantic is weird. like wdym I can't kiss my best friend on the lips???? wdym we can't just lie in bed skin to skin!!!!???

it baffles me

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I need a qpr with a boy/masc person expeditiously. I want to kiss and cuddle with a boy, laugh 'n playfight with a boy. I want complete skin to skin contact with a boy, nothing romantic or sexual just being close to a warm boy would cure 90% of my problems right now.