#tw vent kinda

[consumdstqr]

TW - mentions of Horror, body horror, canabalism etc + kinda vent maybe???

metaphors and symbolism in writings and poems is gonna make me go feral!!!

Canine poetry is my life and reminds me of the book/movie Cujo. I'm not at all a dog person despite having two family dogs but canine poetry makes me so sad. It's relatable and it makes me wonder how dogs think of us.

Canabalism + Pomegranates is insane to me. Especially as an Arospec person what I feel as 'romantic love' is so complicated I can barely explain it but being so interested in someone that you want to consume them and be one with them even if it's messy and gooey is literally what I feel in place of actual romantic feelings

Body horror as a symbolism/metaphor for body/gender dysphoria IS LITERALLY ME!!! Sometimes I feel like my body and my gender is so alien and uncanny in a way that body horror especially in movies and art captures so well even without being inherently queer.

Horror in general as a symbolism and metaphor for queerness is so insane and relatable to me, especially as a horror lover!!!!

me when people use metaphors/symbolisms for queerness

[n1ght-sh4d3]

Kinda vent

People who drop friends the moment they behave slightly "proshippy" in their eyes fucking scare me, I don't wanna lose all my friends cuz I do ONE fuck up

[the-dyke-of-handsomeness]

can someone please fucking scream at me to go to sleep. I have school today and it’s 12am. I cannot go to school tired I’m way behind in my year, it’s the last term and if I don’t catch up I’ll have to repeat this year.

woah that got of track and kinda vente sorry.

[ventingforever]

went from mentally 5 to mentally 15 to mentally 3 to mentally 7 in the span of 5 hours

agere is both a blessing and a curse

(none of the listed are my actual age)

[foxlungz]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[muggle-born-princess]

Reblog if you're LGBT and are against MAPS/Child Groomers

[nabbibutterfly]

I wanna cry, scream, hurt myself, and die so bad, but I just don't have energy for anything anymore...

I feel so damn exhausted

[k3t4min5]

i got a thing for pushing people away when im at my lowest

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

[3m0g1rlyyy]

Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

[psychobulimic]

I was a fucking idiot to think things would get better!!!

[tearsfallout]

[wishiwasanyonelse]

I get it when people avoid me. I don’t even want myself around.

[shzxh]

that feeling of emptiness when you just lay down, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what went wrong and how you deserved that, and you feel tears running down your cheeks and then ears. it's the worst one i've ever had and i don't even wish my enemies to feel like i do. fucking terrifying.

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me