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Hello 👋,

I hope this message finds you well. My name is Aziz, and I’m reaching out with a heartfelt plea to help my family find safety and reunite with our mother. 😞

The ongoing war in Gaza has torn my family apart. My mother and newborn sister are stranded in Egypt, while I, along with the rest of my sex family members, am trapped in the midst of the genocide in Gaza. We have not only been separated but have also lost our home and are enduring unimaginable hardships. 💔

Your support can make a difference. Whether by reading our story, donating, or sharing our campaign with others, you can help us reunite, find safety, and start anew. 🙏🕊

Thank you, from the depths of my heart, for your kindness, compassion, and solidarity during this difficult time. ❤🍉

https://gofund.me/58268669 🔗

PLEASE READ

Aziz’s family has been misplaced 10 times, they are so strong — battling diseases like hepatitis, they need medical care and special food regime to survive. The only food they eat is canned, they have nothing to help their family recover. His mother has a newly born baby girl that she was forced to deliver completely alone. Please, if you can do anything — I beg that you do. Repost, donate, share, they need your help.

REUNITE AZIZ’S FAMILY!

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Hey. Guys do u miss me

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crying

I kind of hope the Taivan break up is just Taissa physically pulling away & leaving after months of slow-building resentment while Van falls to her knees crying and literally begs Taissa to stay. Like Van didn’t cry once in the wilderness but Taissa walking out the door is a step too far. I hope Van literally clings pathetically to Taissa’s legs like a little kid. While Taissa throws stuff into a bag and says shit like “it’s better this way” even as Van insists that Tai can’t go because Van doesn’t have anybody else

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anyways taivan truthers pls follow me <3

i feel like it’s important within the yellowjackets fandom that has pretty much every ship possible, that we recognize the representation we were given — taivan have been extremely important to me as an individual considering this isn’t something we get very often, a black empowered lesbian who is in a relationship with a butch lesbian who are both characterized very well and played by two queer actors.

i’ve seen far too much taivan discourse on my TL recently and it breaks my heart, people are entitled to their own opinions but hating on a canon ship and then continuing to push an agenda about two characters that aren’t canonically interested in each other romantically (maybe even platonically) doesn’t sit very well with me and the other people i have curated this post with. it’s a very rare circumstance that this representation is brought to the light with a mainstream show and we should as a fandom collectively respect and view these two characters differently. i hope with season 3 they touch on their relationship more because representation goes such a long way even if it is only two characters.

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i am such a firm believer of van proposing before taivan broke up. tai probably decided she wasn’t ready, that she wanted to live the life she always thought she would before committing to something so intense; she blames herself for the scars on vans face, when she’s with van she sees the wolf tearing apart her lovers face, and fugue tai feeds into it.

van loves tai, she’s the first taste of love they’ve ever had — the redhead had been so close to death far too many times, and every time they thought about her. they thought about her sobbing every night and spending the rest of her life alone: and while they don’t know why they’re still alive, a part of them is glad they are — for tai.

so they proposed, they lived — and wanted to spend the rest of their life with tai; they thought she wanted that too.

i mean… why else was van looking so longingly at a VHS of two random people getting married? it should mean nothing to her, but she wishes she was digitizing their wedding tape.

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i feel like it’s important within the yellowjackets fandom that has pretty much every ship possible, that we recognize the representation we were given — taivan have been extremely important to me as an individual considering this isn’t something we get very often, a black empowered lesbian who is in a relationship with a butch lesbian who are both characterized very well and played by two queer actors.

i’ve seen far too much taivan discourse on my TL recently and it breaks my heart, people are entitled to their own opinions but hating on a canon ship and then continuing to push an agenda about two characters that aren’t canonically interested in each other romantically (maybe even platonically) doesn’t sit very well with me and the other people i have curated this post with. it’s a very rare circumstance that this representation is brought to the light with a mainstream show and we should as a fandom collectively respect and view these two characters differently. i hope with season 3 they touch on their relationship more because representation goes such a long way even if it is only two characters.

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guys i’ve been on lurking mode for the past month sorry i’m back

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sorry i haven’t been writing recently! i’ve been having so much writers block, i promise i’ll get to some requests once i’m over this lil slump :(

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Okay so I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR LAYOUT, HOW DID YOU DO THIS

hi gorgeous:3 WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!! ur layout is so perfect…

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i love your layout 🧍🏽‍♀️

LMFAO. i love u and YOUR layout

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May I request taivan blurb of Tai looking after Van after top surgery

gasssspp yes you absolutely may! i’m in love with whoever sent this let’s get married

Tai would be at Van’s side for as long as she could be, it would be hard for Van — considering their prior experience with scars.

But Taissa would make it so easy for them. So careful, it became almost overwhelming at times. She would bring them every meal in bed, help them walk in the evenings. All starry eyed and sweet as she presses soft kisses to their knuckles as the two navigate through the house.

They’d spend their afternoons reading, watching movies, Tai studying while Van types their unnecessarily long movie reviews into Letterboxd. It was a calm two weeks of their lives, it felt like relief to be this domestic. It felt right.

At night, she’d pull them into her lap and kiss their hair, letting them ramble about their distant memories. How they would utilize piercings or tattoos as an outlet of control. Like they had some say over their cursed body.

It was never enough, but they look at themself differently in the mirror now. Carefully navigating around sensitive skin with the tips of their fingers, feeling nothing even close to dysphoria.

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“Mm- Tai… I feel fine, really.” Van spoke a frustrated tone, a soft pout on their lips as they were pushed away from the tallers lips — arms batted away from underneath her shirt.

“No baby, the doctors told you to rest. You might feel fine, but we cant risk anything. I don’t want to risk anything.” She cooed, a pleading look in her dangerous brown eyes as she gently pushed Van off of her and back onto the safe mattress.

“Right, right. Sorry.” They rolled their eyes playfully — fuck, they were so grateful to have her, tears could’ve easily welled up in their glass eyes at her tender tone. “I guess I’m just… excited? I don’t know- I just feel like I used to be so uncomfortable having sex — obviously I got used to it, but I still have like… moments. Y’know? I mean- You can count how many times I’ve had sex with my shirt off on your fingers.”

They rambled, and Tai took in every word. Inhaling their speech like it was air, it made perfect sense. Van has always been so iffy about their chest, there were days where they were okay with it. Liked it even. But more often were the days where they didn’t even want her to ask.

“I know baby. I’ll call the doctor tomorrow, see if we can ask a few questions about stuff like that. But for now, just come lay here… I’m tired anyway.”

And Van did exactly that. Letting their girlfriend wrap her arms around their middle, press soft kisses to their neck as they drifted off into a comfortable dreamland.

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i did partial research on the recovery process, i will say the results i was given all seemed pretty different but i certainly did attempt! it is pretty late for me and i’m very high right now (lol) so i don’t know if this will make sense or if i’ll delete it in the morning… we’ll see!

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He/him Nat and they/them Van :D I've found my people!! Seriously thank you so much for that

eeeee non binary van and transmasc nat… I KNOW THATS RIGHT!

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so i was really high

is my blog cream team or squirt squad

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dont tag irrelevant shit with lottienat

i tag my posts based on the target audience, if i want my reach i have to utilize the popular tags within the yellowjackets community — and since you believe you have so much authority over my tags that i choose to apply to my posts then i hope i have just as much power as you when i say don’t use my asks for bullshit like this and suck it up

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okay so random but i have goth rave on as the tumblr appearance thing because i’m fucking insane and can’t do literally anything normally but i think it’s fucking with me because whenever i scroll the words turn from dark purple to light… i might just be on i phone too much idk

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is my blog cream team or squirt squad

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so random but i just told my dad they made a fall guy movie and almost cried at how excited he got