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"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

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"it was in 2020" oh so like a year or so ago. a couple years. im sorry 5? did you just say five? five years ago ?

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you know you're safe here

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(Sequel to ‘This memory is being forgotten’)

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I love being autistic and alcoholic and broke because I went to the store to use the few euros I had left to buy butter for breakfast, and they had stocked up my favourite flavor of ice cream and it made me tear up because I can't buy any, it made me so sad I wanted to buy a bottle of wine but couldn't because it doesn't make sense to pass on ice cream to buy fucking ALCOHOL so I ended up rage quitting grocery shopping all together and now I want to fucking DIE

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I wish time would stop, if just for a bit, so I could experience the bliss of not fearing tomorrow.

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The feeling you get when you hang out with a normal crowd and there's just another traumatized fucker that makes jokes like "oh I bet you have daddy issues ! Yeah like you're behavior screams MY PARENTS DIDN'T LOVE ME ENOUGH"

Okay edgelord but don't you dare spoil my lore. This is my grand premiere around these peasants. Don't you robb me of this joy.

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Went to a "fag self defense course".

It didn't go well.

The course was absolutely NOT made for neurodivergents and/or physically disabled people + someone had a mental breakdown during it and I was so heavily triggered by things I hallucinated for the first time in ages so, while it was supposed to be all weekend, we're not returning tomorrow.

Hate my life rn.

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"I used to be an alcoholic but I realized I was trans and now I transitioned and stopped drinking" well good for you I sure as hell am still an alcoholic and transitioning didn't make me stop drinking 👌🏻👍🏻

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