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I got a new tattoo today. I am not telling anybody and waiting to see how long it takes for people to notice.

It’s on my shoulder, which is covered around people 99% of the time (due to scars), but maybe somebody will see it poking out?

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My period started on the first day of Ramadan. FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEE

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I want to cut. I need to not to.

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So, I just got my own apartment.

And, one of my best friends broke up with the boyfriend she was living with, so now I have her living with me.

She’s been living with me since day one.

I want my own home, but now I have to share.

My room has more of her things than my own. It smells like her clothes instead of mine. My car has the rest of her stuff. Her cat lives here.

I paid for her pet rent. I paid for the gas to get all her stuff. I’m driving her to job applications.

My home isn’t mine.

I’m stuck.

She has NOWHERE to go, but I also need my space.

What do I do?

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I must not kill myself killing myself is the myself killer . Dune

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I want Kamala to win, I really REALLY do, but am also terrified if she does.

Trump wants a blood bath if he loses. What is that going to entail?

HOW DOES THAT NOT SPEAK VOLUMES TO THOSE VOTING FOR HIM??

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I want what they have 🌿

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It's always confusing yearning for romance as an aromantic

Because you don't want the actual romance. You don't want the kisses, the Hollywood dancing in the rain

You want the solid mutual relationship that comes with it

You want to have someone who reliably hold you, the mutual dedication, the love (even though its not romantic), the care, the patience and joy

And everyone else seems to get that from dating, but that's not what you want, is it?

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in the most aromantic way possible I want a relationship

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Today my therapist asked me “does everybody actually hate you or do you hate yourself and think that everybody else should too,” and god. Where do I go from here??

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You know you have self esteem issues and trauma when you apologize to somebody ELSE walking into YOUR bathroom stall.

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You know you have self esteem issues and trauma when you apologize to somebody ELSE walking into YOUR bathroom stall.