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bitches see a text and are like ‘ill reply when i have the social and emotional energy for it’ and then forget about it for a week....anyway i’m bitches

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I think that described me very well

Im gonna tell about this to my psychiatrist lmao

No medication has ever worked on me because i’m not suffering from a mental disorder i’m experiencing divine madness

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one thing I know abt my future is that Im gonna be dead

I have never been as anxious about my life or my future as i am right now, i really don’t know what the fuck i’m going to do and it’s fucking killing me 

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I feel like I am losing my mind

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how to tell parents on holidays that im mentally not well and I literally need like two days full of crying and punching my pillow, watching netflix , again crying and sleeping to regenerate my energy to get up of bed

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I wanna go home so bad

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tik tok really said '’for you’’ :o

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It’s not even sleep anymore, I just pass out from exhaustion for a couple hours

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omfg the thing with books is too accurate

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals

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ohh thanks mom for ruining my day again

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can someone just please hit me by their car or smth because i cant handle this shit anymore lol

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can I be pretty like I mean pretty in the way I dont need to make myself pretty I just wanna get out of my bed in the morning and you know… I have nice clear skin, my hair are healthy and long, my face is like one of these girls with pretty little nose on pinterest, and I wish I could look at the mirror and say

thats nice Im pretty and I dont need to make myself prettier,

I dont have to wear a lot of makeup, style my hair, crying infront of my mirror because of how my body and rest of me are looking like

Its just a calm feeling that I am pretty and I dont have to worry that Im gonna look bad on the photo on in the school mirror, and have that confidence that people in the bus think I am one of the misterious, smart, unrealistically beautiful girl who look like from a Corpse Bride movie.

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oh my god I cant remember when was the last time i feel so shitty with myself lmao

the last three days were like:

Im literally gonna get violent

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I don't want to go back to this school ever again.

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I just dont understand what is wrong with me that my mom doesnt love me

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no simon Im not doing well today Im actually crying on the floor