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2.7. Smoke on the Water
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A/N: I've been gone a while, I'll admit. Here's this season's catalyst in exchange, enjoy!
The lake was calm, moonlight spilling silver over its surface like melted mercury. Inside the house, the glow of a single lamp cast long shadows along the walls, the quiet hum of night settling in. Crowley lounged in his favorite armchair, fingers wrapped around a crystal tumbler of whiskey, swirling the amber liquid as if it held the answers to something far greater than the silence between them.
Lane stood by the window, arms crossed, watching the water. She had been turning the thought over in her mind for hours, waiting for the right moment to bring it up. Finally, she just said it.
"We should have everyone over."
Crowley lifted his gaze from his glass, eyes flickering with mild curiosity before returning to his drink. "Everyone?"
"Yeah," Lane said, turning to face him. "Sam, Dean, Cas. Hecate, Persephone—hell, even Hades. Just... everyone. A proper gathering. No war, no schemes, just a damn barbecue at the lake."
Crowley exhaled slowly, taking a deliberate sip before setting his glass down on the side table. His expression remained unreadable, but she could see the gears turning behind his eyes.
"A family picnic with the bloody Winchesters and a pantheon of gods. Now there’s a sentence I never thought I’d hear."
Lane smirked, stepping closer. "You know they’re our allies now. And Hades enjoyed the double date, so it’s not like he’ll refuse. We’ve all been running in circles trying to keep the world from falling apart. We could use a break."
Crowley’s lips curled in a wry smile. "A break." He let the word settle in the air between them, considering it.
She could see the moment he accepted the idea—not with words, not yet, but in the way his posture shifted, in the flicker of something almost amused in his gaze.
"Fine," he relented. "But if this turns into an all-out brawl, I’ll be the first to say ‘I told you so.’"
Lane grinned. "Noted. Now, let’s see who’s in."
The first number Lane dialed was Dean’s.
"This better not be a call to tell me Crowley’s holding you hostage again," Dean answered, and she could hear the clatter of dishes in the background.
"Wow, hello to you too," she deadpanned. "And no, I’m not calling for a rescue mission. I’m inviting you to a barbecue."
A beat of silence.
"A barbecue?"
"Yeah. At the lake house. No demons, no hunts, no end-of-the-world crap. Just food, drinks, and catching up."
She could practically hear Dean squinting. "And Crowley’s just… cool with this?"
"Shockingly, yes. Can I count you in?"
Dean hesitated for only a second before sighing. "Fine. But if Crowley poisons the ribs, I’m torching the place."
"Duly noted. See you then."
Next was Castiel.
"Hello, Lane," the angel greeted, his deep voice as direct as ever.
"Hey, Cas. You busy this weekend?"
"No. Why?"
"We’re having a get-together. By ‘we,’ I mean me, Crowley, the Winchesters, and a few divine guests. Thought you might want to join."
"A social gathering?"
"Yeah. You do know how those work, right?"
"Of course. I would be… pleased to attend."
Lane grinned. "Great. See you then, Cas."
Hecate picked up before the first ring finished.
"Finally remembered you have my phone number?" the goddess teased.
Lane rolled her eyes at the reference. "It’s not a social call. Well, actually, it is. We’re having a barbecue, and you’re invited."
"A barbecue? With you, Crowley, and the Winchesters?"
"And Castiel, Persephone, and Hades," Lane added.
Hecate hummed in approval. "You know, I never turn down a good meal."
"Then I’ll see you there."
Persephone and Hades were next, and while Persephone immediately agreed, Hades took a bit more convincing.
"I don’t do cookouts," the god of the underworld had grumbled.
"You do now," Lane countered. "Come on, I know you had fun last time. You and Crowley can sit in the corner and judge everyone together."
Hades exhaled sharply. "Fine. But if there are cheap beers, I’m cursing your liquor cabinet."
"Noted."
With the guest list confirmed, Lane hung up and turned back to Crowley, who was watching her with an unreadable expression.
"Well?" he asked.
She smirked. "They’re in."
Crowley picked up his whiskey again, swirling it idly. "Then let’s see if this little gathering of yours goes up in flames or not."
Lane leaned down, pressing a quick kiss to his lips. "Trust me, darling. It’ll be worth it."
*¤*¤*¤*
The lake house had never felt more alive. Smoke curled lazily from the grill, the sun shimmered off the water, and the air carried the scent of firewood, meat, and something faintly floral from Persephone’s usual presence. Lane stood on the porch, watching as the first car pulled up the long gravel driveway.
"Here we go," she murmured under her breath.
Beside her, Crowley rolled his eyes but adjusted the cuffs of his sleeves anyway.
"Try to look like you’re enjoying yourself," she teased.
"Oh, I’m positively overjoyed, darling." His voice was dry, but she caught the small smirk tugging at his lips.
Lane just shook her head and walked forward to greet their first arrivals.
The Impala came to a slow stop, and before Dean even cut the engine, Sam was already out, looking around. "Nice place," he admitted, tilting his head toward the lake.
"For a hell house," Dean muttered, though he didn’t sound as bitter as he could have.
Castiel appeared just behind them, hands hanging by the sides of his trench coat. He took in the scenery with an unreadable expression before settling his gaze on Lane. "This is… unexpected."
"What, that Crowley owns property that doesn’t look like a medieval torture chamber?" Lane smirked.
"That, and the fact that we’re all willingly gathered here."
Dean sighed. "Yeah, don’t remind me."
Lane ignored him and instead stepped forward, giving Sam a quick hug before turning to Dean. "Behave."
Dean scoffed. "No promises."
Behind her, Crowley leaned against the doorframe, smirking. "Squirrel, Moose, Feathers—do come in. Try not to ruin the furniture."
Dean rolled his eyes but, much to everyone’s relief, didn’t immediately start a fight.
Not long after the Winchesters settled in—Dean already taking over the grill while Sam eyed the drink selection—the air shifted. A gentle warmth spread through the area, accompanied by the faintest scent of pomegranate and something older, something deep and earthen.
Then, Hades and Persephone arrived.
Unlike the hunters, they hadn’t driven in. They simply… appeared. One moment, the porch was empty. The next, Hades stood with his hands clasped behind his back, his black coat fluttering slightly in the breeze. Persephone, radiant as ever, smiled as she took in the gathering.
"Lane, dear," she greeted warmly.
Lane grinned. "Glad you could make it."
"Wouldn’t miss it," Persephone said before glancing toward the others. "And look at this—everyone getting along. I’m impressed."
Dean, flipping a steak, muttered, "It’s a work in progress."
Hades strode forward, nodding once toward Crowley. "Nice estate."
Crowley smirked. "Coming from you, I’ll take that as a compliment."
"It was."
Persephone, meanwhile, had already gravitated toward Sam, smiling warmly. "I remember you. The polite one."
Dean barked a laugh. "That’s one way to describe him."
Sam, ever the diplomat, just smiled. "Nice to see you again."
Then, another shift—cooler this time, with an energy that buzzed just beneath the skin. Hecate arrived with a flicker of blue light, stepping onto the porch with a knowing smirk.
"You’re all still standing. That’s a good start."
Lane grinned. "You doubted us?"
Hecate arched a brow. "I doubted them." She nodded toward the Winchesters, then looked at Castiel. "And the angel."
Castiel regarded her with his usual unreadable expression. "I have no reason to cause conflict."
"Let’s keep it that way, shall we?"
Persephone rolled her eyes. "Hecate, must you always make an entrance like you’re walking into a battlefield?"
"It keeps things interesting."
Crowley, watching all of this unfold, let out a slow breath and muttered under his breath, "What fresh Hell have I agreed to?"
Lane smirked, looping her arm through his. "The fun kind."
With everyone finally present, the gathering settled into something surprisingly easy. Dean focused on the grill, muttering under his breath whenever Crowley made a comment about his cooking. Sam talked quietly with Persephone about the nature of gods versus angels, while Hecate and Castiel engaged in a silent, mutual assessment that felt more like an unspoken challenge than an actual conversation.
Hades had made himself comfortable near the fire pit, exchanging occasional glances with Crowley as if still deciding whether he found him amusing or irritating.
"So," Hades eventually said, "how does one go from crossroads demon to King of Hell?"
Crowley smirked. "Hard work. Dedication. A willingness to stab anyone in the back at the right moment."
Hades let out a low chuckle. "You remind me of someone."
Lane, sipping her drink, arched a brow. "Let me guess—Loki?"
Hades sighed. "Unfortunately."
Crowley placed a hand over his heart in mock offense. "I assure you, I am far more sophisticated than that trickster."
Hecate snorted. "That remains to be seen."
Meanwhile, Dean finally sat down with a plate of food, only to watch in horror as Persephone grabbed a burger—then proceeded to eat it with a fork and knife.
"I—what the hell are you doing?"
Persephone blinked. "Eating?"
Dean gestured wildly. "That is not how you eat a burger!"
Sam sighed. "Please don’t start."
"No, this is important, Sam. This is a crime against food."
Crowley smirked. "I, for one, am enjoying this."
As the conversation spiraled into a ridiculous debate over proper burger etiquette, Lane leaned back in her chair, watching it all unfold.
For once, no one was fighting for their lives. No deals, no betrayals, no looming threats. Just laughter, arguments over food, and the bizarre reality of gods, hunters, demons, and angels coexisting for a single evening.
Crowley caught her looking and smirked.
"Told you this would be a disaster."
Lane nudged him with her knee under the table. "You love it."
He didn’t deny it.
The golden hues of sunset painted the lake in streaks of amber and deep violet, the water reflecting the warm glow of the firepit where the last of the food was sizzling. Laughter and conversation filled the air as the gathering settled into a comfortable rhythm—hunters, demons, and gods alike relaxing for the first time in what felt like ages.
Lane was just finishing up a playful back-and-forth with Dean about who had the better grill skills when the unmistakable sound of heavy paws hit the wooden deck.
She turned just in time to see Hecate’s three massive hounds appear at her side, as if they had stepped from the shadows themselves. The goddess stood at the edge of the dock, a peaceful smile on her lips, watching as her companions moved with their usual eerie grace.
Before anyone could react, a sudden blur of motion shot past Lane—Fenrir and Belladonna.
The Dobermans bolted down from the house, their lean, muscular forms moving with excitement as they made a beeline for the lake deck. Instead of barking or hesitating, they immediately greeted Hecate and her hounds like old friends, tails wagging and playful growls mixing with the low, rumbling sounds from the divine beasts.
Hecate let out a small, satisfied hum as she scratched behind Fenrir’s ears. “Such good creatures.”
Sam, who had been mid-sip of his beer, lowered his bottle and smiled. “They really like you.”
Dean was still staring at the massive, glowing-eyed beasts, shifting uneasily in his seat. “Yeah, well, they’re a little different from the dogs we’re used to.”
Hades, watching the entire interaction with an amused smirk, casually added, “I should’ve brought Cerberus.”
Crowley scoffed. “Unfair, really. Juliet would’ve loved this.”
At that, both Sam and Dean gave Crowley identical looks of exasperation.
Sam sighed. “Right. Because your hellhound has been nothing but a joy to be around.”
Dean huffed. “Yeah, Crowley, I’m still real broken up about all those times she tried to rip us apart.”
Crowley, completely unbothered, swirled his drink. “Oh, you two hold the most ridiculous grudges.”
The bickering was interrupted as Belladonna nudged her muzzle playfully against one of Hecate’s hounds, prompting it to give a deep, rumbling sound of approval before nudging back.
Lane grinned at the sight. Her dogs had been training with Hecate for weeks, and seeing them so naturally fall in with their goddess’s pack filled her with a small sense of pride.
Persephone, watching the scene with quiet amusement, turned to Lane. “You truly have raised them well.”
Lane smirked. “Had a little help.”
Hecate met Lane’s gaze, something knowing flickering in her golden eyes. “Indeed.”
As the sun dipped lower, the divine and mortal dogs played along the dock, while their owners—gods, demons, and hunters alike—settled into a rare moment of peace.
As the sounds of laughter and playful growling echoed from the dock where the gods were still occupied with their hounds; Lane, content in the moment, leaned back in her seat, watching as Persephone whispered something to Hades that made the King of the Underworld chuckle.
That was when Sam suddenly tensed, his brows drawing together like he had just remembered something important. Without a word, he pushed himself up from his seat and strode toward the Impala.
Dean raised an eyebrow. “What’s up with you?”
Sam ignored him, opening the trunk and rifling through something before pulling out a small, wrapped package, the edges slightly worn from being stored away for so long. He hesitated for just a moment before turning back and walking toward Lane.
She eyed the package warily. “What’s this?”
Sam handed it to her with a small smile. “Something you should’ve had back a long time ago.”
Lane frowned, carefully unwrapping the package, only for her breath to hitch when she saw what was inside.
Her old hunter’s journal.
The worn leather cover, the slightly frayed edges—it was exactly as she remembered it. She ran her fingers over the familiar texture, a flood of memories crashing into her all at once.
Then
The musty scent of old books and whiskey filled the air in Bobby Singer’s house. Lane sat on the couch, an adrenaline-fueled grin on her face as Bobby wheeled himself over, holding a small, leather-bound book in his hands.
“Well, kid,” he said, voice gruff but warm, “you didn’t die. That’s a win in my book.”
Lane smirked. “Wasn’t planning on it.”
Bobby snorted. “Yeah, well, neither was I, but here I am.” He tapped the wheel of his chair before handing her the book.
Lane looked down at it, frowning. “What’s this?”
“Your hunter's journal. You’ve earned it.”
She blinked in surprise. “I—”
Bobby cut her off before she could get sentimental. “Hunters keep records. Not just for the next guy, but for themselves. You’re part of this world now, whether I like it or not, and you’d best start acting like it.”
Lane swallowed the lump in her throat, gripping the journal tighter. “Thanks, Bobby.”
“Yeah, yeah.” He waved her off, but there was a fondness in his eyes he didn’t bother to hide. “Just don’t go getting yourself killed too soon. I’m not in the mood for another funeral.”
Before she could respond, the front door swung open, and in walked Jody Mills, holding the hand of a small, bright-eyed nine-year-old girl.
“Hope I’m not interrupting,” Jody said with a smile.
Sophia.
The moment her little sister saw Lane, she broke into a wide grin and ran toward her.
“Happy birthday, Lane!” Sophia chirped, throwing her arms around her.
Lane barely had time to react before she found herself enveloped in the tightest hug.
She blinked. “It’s my—?”
Jody chuckled. “You really forgot your own birthday?”
Lane opened her mouth, then closed it again. In all the chaos of her first real hunt, of proving herself as a hunter, it had completely slipped her mind.
Bobby sighed, shaking his head. “Damn idjit.”
Now
Lane stared down at the journal in her hands, her heart pounding in her chest.
Sam’s voice broke through the haze of memory. “Happy birthday, Lane.”
She snapped her head up, eyes wide. “It’s—?”
Dean let out a low whistle. “Wow. You really forgot again?”
The realization hit her like a ton of bricks. It was her birthday.
Sam chuckled. “Thought you’d want that back.”
Before she could say anything, a low, unimpressed voice drawled from the side.
“Are you telling me,” Crowley said, arms crossed, “that I have been married to you, been around you for years, and I never knew when your bloody birthday was?”
Dean smirked. “Dude. How did you not know your own wife’s birthday?”
Crowley scoffed, gesturing toward Lane. “Oh, forgive me for assuming my darling wife might actually tell me these things!”
Sam frowned in thought. “Actually... I don’t think you two were ever together on her birthday. Back when you were enemies, she was too busy hunting. And when you finally stopped trying to kill each other, she was still hunting.”
Dean snapped his fingers. “Right! So basically, every year, she was either trying to stab you or off on some case.”
Crowley gave Lane a pointed look. “This is your fault, you know.”
Lane, still holding the journal, finally let out a short laugh. “Yeah, maybe.”
Despite himself, Crowley’s gaze softened. There was something... almost fond in the way he looked at her.
But then, in true Crowley fashion, he smirked. “Well, guess that means I have a lot of missed birthdays to make up for, love.”
Lane arched an eyebrow. “Oh? And what exactly do you plan on doing about it?”
Crowley took a step closer, voice dropping into something smoother, silkier. “Oh, I have a few ideas.”
Dean groaned. “Okay, nope. We are not doing this.”
Sam shook his head. “Yeah, let’s not.”
Lane smirked at Crowley before tucking the journal under her arm. The night air felt lighter now, the weight of old memories replaced with something warmer.
Maybe, for the first time in a long time, she’d actually celebrate her birthday.
Lane barely had time to process the flood of emotions the journal brought before Crowley turned his attention to the Winchesters, his expression shifting to one of pure disdain.
"You know," he drawled, "as touching as this little trip down memory lane has been, I do believe my present will pair rather nicely with that old thing."
With a casual flick of his wrist, a shimmer of dark energy coalesced before them, forming into something solid. A long, gleaming weapon materialized in his grasp—a sword. But not just any sword.
An angel sword.
The blade gleamed with an ethereal silver light, its length longer than a typical angel blade but shorter than a broadsword. The hilt, wrapped in fine black leather, was sculpted with demonic precision, elegant yet deadly.
Crowley flipped it in his hand once before extending it to Lane, the weight of the gesture as heavy as the weapon itself. "Happy birthday, love."
Lane’s eyes widened as she took the sword, feeling the familiar hum of celestial power vibrate through her grip. The balance was perfect.
"Crowley," Castiel's voice broke through the moment, his blue eyes narrowed with suspicion. "Where did you get this?"
Crowley, ever the showman, smirked. "Oh, Castiel. You wound me. Do you really think Hell doesn’t have its fair share of trophies? Wars have been waged, battles won, angels bested… Hell is a collector’s paradise, really."
Castiel frowned. "You looted it."
"Details, details," Crowley waved him off dismissively.
Dean, still staring at the weapon, let out a low whistle. "Gotta say, as much as I hate to agree with Hell’s Favorite Bastard, that’s a damn fine piece of work."
Sam, ever the cautious one, eyed it warily. "And you’re just… giving this to her?"
Crowley turned his gaze back to Lane, his smirk softening into something more deliberate. "Oh, I'm not just giving it to her, Moose. I'm ensuring my Queen has a weapon befitting her station."
Lane raised an eyebrow at that but didn’t argue. The weight of the blade in her hand, the feel of it as she adjusted her grip, was intoxicating. Deadly.
Dean shook his head, muttering, "Great. Now she’s got a holy sword and a demon at her side. We’re all screwed."
Lane just smirked, twirling the sword once before resting it at her side. "Guess I finally got a birthday present worth keeping." Lane tightened her grip on the angel sword before casting Dean a mischievous glance. "Unless, of course, you wanna give me Baby instead," she teased, nodding toward the Impala.
Dean’s face twisted in immediate, offended horror. "Oh, hell no. That car’s been with me longer than you’ve been huntin’, sweetheart. You think I’m just gonna hand her over?"
Lane shrugged, spinning the sword lightly in her hand. "Figured I’d shoot my shot. Y’know, since it’s my birthday and all."
Dean scoffed. "Yeah? Well, I’m not Crowley. You don’t just bat your eyes and get what you want from me."
Crowley chuckled lowly, stepping closer to Lane and placing a proprietary hand on her waist. "That’s where you’re wrong, Squirrel. My wife gets what she wants because she’s earned it. Unlike some people who are still too emotionally attached to a hunk of metal on wheels."
Dean pointed at him. "That ‘hunk of metal’ has saved my ass more times than you ever have, Crowley."
"And yet, here you are, still breathing, thanks to me more times than you'd like to admit," Crowley countered smoothly.
Sam chuckled. "Can we not start this? It's supposed to be a friendly get-together."
Lane smirked, patting the Impala’s hood as she passed. "Fine, fine. Guess I’ll just have to settle for my fancy new sword."
Dean rolled his eyes, muttering, "Damn right you will."
As Lane spun the sword once more in her hands, a new voice broke through the banter.
"Now that," Hades mused as he approached, eyes fixed on the blade, "is an impressive piece of craftsmanship."
Lane turned toward him, instinctively glancing at Crowley. He met her gaze, giving the smallest nod. With that, she flipped the sword and offered it to Hades hilt-first.
The King of the Underworld took it with ease, testing its weight in his palm. He ran a practiced eye over the blade’s length, tilting it slightly so the setting sun gleamed off its edge. His lips curled in appreciation.
"I've seen similar weapons before, but nothing quite like this," he admitted. "Hephaestus has forged blades meant to strike divine beings, but even his craftsmanship wouldn't match this steel. Hell has some secrets after all."
Crowley smirked, folding his arms. "Of course it does. And I make it a point to keep the best of them."
Hades gave an approving nod before flipping the sword back and offering it to Lane, who accepted it without hesitation. "A fine gift," he said. "Deadly. Efficient. And well suited for a warrior."
Before Lane could respond, Hecate stepped up beside her, holding out her hand. "And what about this?" she inquired, referring to the journal Sam had given her.
Lane hesitated, then handed it over. Hecate flipped through the pages, her eyes flickering with interest as she skimmed past notes and sketches of past hunts. Then, she stopped near the back, where a significant portion of the pages remained blank.
A knowing smile tugged at the goddess’s lips. "So many empty pages," she murmured, running a fingertip along the paper. "But I have a vague idea of what you could fill them with now."
Lane’s brows furrowed slightly. "What do you mean?"
Hecate looked up, meeting her gaze with an expression both thoughtful and deliberate. "You have gifts, Lane. More than you realize. And I’d be glad to help you learn how to use them—properly."
The weight of her words settled over the group. Lane didn’t respond immediately, instead tightening her grip on the journal in her hands. Something flickered in her chest—curiosity, maybe even anticipation—but also uncertainty.
Crowley’s gaze sharpened slightly, watching Lane’s reaction with quiet interest. Meanwhile, Hades let out an approving hum. "A fitting offer," he said. "If Lane is to wield power, she should know how to control it."
Lane exhaled slowly, glancing back at Hecate. "I’ll think about it."
The goddess simply nodded, as if she'd already known that was the answer she'd receive.
Dean, ever the one to pick up on things he wasn’t supposed to, squinted between Lane and Hecate. "Okay, hold on—gifts? What gifts?"
Sam folded his arms, glancing at Lane. "Yeah, you guys keep talking like she’s got some kind of supernatural abilities. What exactly are we talking about here?"
In the background, Hades turned the sword hilt-first and handed it back to Crowley, who accepted it with a smirk before making it vanish with a flick of his wrist. Meanwhile, Lane exhaled, shifting slightly under the Winchesters' scrutiny. She didn’t miss the way Castiel had tilted his head slightly, clearly interested but waiting for her to speak.
"It's... telekinesis," she admitted finally. "I've had a couple of bouts of it. I still don’t know if it means anything."
Dean’s brows shot up. "Telekinesis? Like, moving stuff with your mind?"
"That’s the one," she muttered.
"How long has this been happening?" Sam asked, his expression shifting from curiosity to concern.
Lane hesitated for half a second before shrugging. "Not long." She wasn't about to get into the details, especially not about what had triggered it.
Before the brothers could push further, Crowley made a dismissive noise and interjected with his signature smirk. "She’s being modest."
Lane shot him a look. Oh, for hell’s sake—
Crowley turned his attention back to the Winchesters, clearly enjoying himself. "The little minx slapped a door in my face," he drawled, placing a hand over his chest in mock offense. "No incantations, no prep, just a flick of power and bam—right in my bloody face."
Dean blinked before huffing a laugh. "Damn, Lane. Didn't think you had it in you."
"Yeah, well," Lane muttered, rubbing the back of her neck. "I wasn’t exactly thinking about it at the time."
Hecate hummed. "That’s often how it begins," she said. "Instinct first. Then control."
Sam still looked like he had a thousand questions, but for now, he settled on a simple, "And you don’t know where this is coming from?"
Lane shook her head.
"Not yet," Hades intoned smoothly. "But she will."
Lane didn’t miss the way Crowley’s gaze lingered on her at those words, his expression unreadable.
Hecate, the goddess of the crossroads, cleared her throat, drawing everyone's attention back to her. A knowing smile played at her lips as she glanced between Lane and Crowley. "I knew this would happen eventually," she mused.
Lane frowned. "What do you mean?"
Hecate’s gaze softened with something close to amusement. "You didn’t think this power just appeared out of nowhere, did you?" She turned toward Crowley. "You, of all people, should’ve known."
Crowley narrowed his eyes, but his silence spoke volumes. He was listening.
Hecate folded her arms and tilted her head. "Think back to your wedding day. To the vows you made, Crowley."
Dean scoffed. "What, the whole 'till death do us part' bit?"
Hecate ignored him, her eyes locked onto Crowley as she repeated his own words, voice smooth and deliberate. "I will never let you feel powerless again. Or something to that effect, anyway."
A heavy silence settled over them.
Sam's brows furrowed as he caught onto something. "Wait—what are you saying?"
Hecate’s lips curled into a knowing smile. "Tell me, boys, how do we seal a crossroads deal?"
The realization dawned on Sam first. His eyes widened slightly as he exchanged a look with Dean. "With a kiss," he murmured.
Dean straightened, looking between Crowley and Lane like he was seeing them in a new light. "No way."
Hecate nodded. "Your wedding wasn’t just a union—it was a pact. A binding contract between Lane and Crowley. And in sealing it, he passed something of himself to her."
Lane’s breath caught in her throat. Her mind raced back to that moment—the warmth of Crowley’s lips against hers, the way the world had felt sharper in the aftermath, like something had shifted beneath her skin.
Crowley, for his part, didn’t immediately deny it. His expression was unreadable, but his jaw tensed ever so slightly.
"You knew," Lane whispered, realization settling in.
Crowley finally met her gaze, something flickering behind his dark eyes. "I suspected," he admitted, voice quieter than usual. "But I didn’t know for certain."
Dean let out a low whistle. "So let me get this straight—when you two got hitched, you didn’t just tie the knot. You gave her a piece of your mojo?"
"More than that," Hecate corrected. "She carries his power now. How much remains to be seen."
Lane exhaled, trying to wrap her head around it. "So this—this telekinesis—"
"Is only the beginning," Hecate finished for her.
Everyone was silent for a moment, the weight of the revelation settling over them.
Then, Dean shook his head, chuckling in disbelief. "Man, you guys really don’t do anything normal, do you?"
Castiel, who had been silently observing the conversation with his usual unreadable expression, finally spoke. His deep voice was measured, contemplative.
"This is… unprecedented."
He stepped forward, his blue eyes flicking between Lane and Crowley as if searching for something unseen. "Demons do not willingly share their power. It goes against their nature. Even in pacts, the power exchange is limited, controlled. But this—" He narrowed his gaze at Crowley. "You didn’t just make a deal. You made her an extension of yourself."
Lane blinked. "What does that mean?"
Castiel hesitated, glancing at Hecate as if considering his next words. "It means your connection to Crowley is more than symbolic. If what Hecate says is true, then you are bound to him in a way neither of you fully understands yet."
Crowley scoffed, his usual bravado slipping back into place. "Oh, don’t sound so dramatic, Feathers. It’s not as if I accidentally turned her into the Queen of Hell overnight."
But Castiel didn’t look amused. His gaze sharpened. "No, but you may have given her the means to become something else entirely."
Lane frowned. "Okay, can we stop talking like I’m some kind of supernatural science experiment? Because I’m still me. Just… apparently me with telekinesis."
Castiel studied her for a moment before nodding. "For now."
Crowley rolled his eyes. "And here I thought this was supposed to be a celebration. My wife gets her very own angel sword, discovers she has a bit of extra juice, and all you lot can do is act like it’s the bloody apocalypse."
Dean snorted. "Yeah, because the last time we dealt with someone getting a bit of extra juice, it actually was the apocalypse."
Castiel’s frown deepened. "I do not believe Lane’s power will lead to destruction. But it does make her a target." His gaze returned to Lane, solemn now. "You should be careful who learns of this, Lane. Not everyone will see your abilities as a gift."
Crowley’s expression darkened at that, his stance subtly shifting closer to Lane. "Anyone who tries to lay a hand on her will wish they’d never crawled out of the Pit."
Lane exhaled, rubbing her temple. "Great. Love that for me."
Hecate, who had been watching with an amused smirk, finally spoke again. "Oh, don’t look so grim, darling. This is only bad news if you let it be. You have power now, real power. And I, for one, would be delighted to help you learn how to use it."
Lane looked at her sharply. "You’d… train me?"
Hecate’s smirk deepened. "I’d be offended if you didn’t let me."
As the conversation turned to super powers, an unnatural chill swept through the gathering. The fire in the grill flickered violently, and the scent of charred meat was suddenly overwhelmed by the acrid smell of sulphur.
The dogs reacted first. Hecate’s hounds and Lane’s Dobermans snarled in unison, their bodies tensed, ears flattened against their skulls. Even Hades looked up from where he stood beside Crowley, his eyes narrowing in suspicion.
And then it happened.
The air cracked open—a jagged wound in reality itself—just beyond the lake dock. A swirling mass of black smoke and searing embers tore through existence, forming a gateway. The oppressive heat and sheer force of it pushed the mortals back, forcing Sam, Dean, and Lane to shield their eyes. Even the gods stiffened at the overwhelming hellish aura emanating from the portal.
A single figure emerged.
Tall, draped in flowing, tattered robes black as the void, with molten gold eyes that burned like the very pits of damnation. His skin was ashen, marred with the faint traces of ancient sigils carved into his flesh—binding magic, old magic, magic that predated Hell as Crowley ruled it.
He took a slow, measured step forward onto the dock, his presence alone warping the space around him, distorting the air like heat rising from a flame.
The Emissary of the Lords of Hell had arrived.
Crowley, ever the king, stepped forward, placing himself subtly in front of Lane. His usual smirk was nowhere to be found. Instead, his gaze was cold, calculating.
The emissary inclined his head in a slow, mocking gesture. His voice, when he spoke, was silk wrapped around razors.
"The King of Hell, hosting a mortal feast. How… quaint." His eyes flickered to the Winchesters, then Castiel, and finally, he settled on Lane. His lips curled. "And this must be the Queen."
Lane’s jaw tensed, but she didn’t waver. Crowley’s hand twitched, the only indication that the title being acknowledged made his blood boil.
The emissary continued, tone still smooth but dripping with venom.
"The Lords of Hell have remained patient, Crowley. We've watched your reign with mild amusement, tolerated your... eccentricities. But this?" He gestured vaguely toward the gathering. "This is a mockery. An insult to the natural order. You sit at a table with gods, angels, hunters, and a mortal-turned-witch you dare to call ‘Queen’?"
His voice dropped lower. "You shame the throne you stole."
A silence fell over the group, thick with unspoken tension.
Dean, never one to let a speech go uninterrupted, muttered, "I’m sorry, who the hell are you?"
The emissary turned his burning gaze toward him, unimpressed.
"A harbinger. A voice of the true rulers of Hell." His lips curled into something resembling a smirk. "Unlike your demon king here, I do not need to introduce myself."
Crowley’s voice was dangerously quiet when he finally spoke.
"Then say your piece, and piss off before I decide to silence you myself."
The emissary's smile widened, like he had been hoping for that reaction.
"Very well. Here is the warning, King."
The air grew heavier, as if the weight of Hell itself pressed down upon them.
"Your reign is over. The Lords are rising. We are done sitting idly by while you play at humanity. You surround yourself with mortals and gods, with angels and hunters—weaknesses, all of them. We will burn them from your side. And when you are alone, when you have nothing left, we will carve you from the throne and take back what is ours."
He turned to Lane, his burning gaze settling on her, measuring her.
"And you, little mortal. Enjoy your crown while it lasts. You were a mistake."
Something inside Lane snapped.
Before she even registered the thought, a shockwave of force exploded outward from her, knocking the emissary back a single step—just enough to show that she had power.
Everyone stared. Lane included.
The emissary slowly tilted his head, intrigued. Then, he laughed, a dark, guttural sound that echoed like a death knell.
"Oh, how interesting." He gave Crowley a last, knowing look. "You’ve bound yourself to something unpredictable. Let’s see how that plays out."
And then, without warning, he vanished, the rift in reality sealing behind him.
The gathering stood in stunned silence, the weight of what had just happened settling in.
The air was thick with the scent of sulfur, lingering like the ghost of a fire long extinguished. No one spoke at first. Even the wind had gone still, as if the world itself was reeling from the emissary’s words. The dogs, once bristling with aggression, had settled uneasily at their owners’ sides, though Fenrir let out a low whine, sensing the tension still radiating from Lane.
She hardly noticed. Her hands were clenched into fists, her heart still hammering against her ribs. She had felt it—something inside her had snapped, answering the emissary’s taunt before she had even thought to act. That raw force, that pulse of power that had pushed him back... that had come from her.
Her stomach twisted, and for the first time that night, she felt cold.
Crowley’s voice was the first to break the silence.
"Well. That was a bloody waste of an evening."
His words were light, dismissive even, but his posture told a different story. His usual relaxed stance was gone, replaced by something taut, something sharp. His hands were curled at his sides, his jaw set. Lane could see it—the wheels already turning in his mind, calculating, planning.
Sam exhaled and scrubbed a hand over his face.
"The Lords of Hell." He looked to Dean, who stood stiffly beside him, arms crossed, expression unreadable. "They've never been mentioned before, not like this."
"We need to get back to the bunker," Dean said firmly, still staring at the spot where the emissary had vanished. "If these bastards are coming after Crowley, that means they’ll be coming after us too."
"How reassuring," Crowley muttered dryly, though the edge of his voice lacked its usual playfulness. He turned, his dark eyes landing on Lane.
"You’re not going back with them," he stated, leaving no room for argument.
Lane blinked, her adrenaline still too high to process his words properly. "Excuse me?"
Crowley tilted his head, watching her carefully. He had already measured the damage—not to himself, but to her. The emissary’s words had been chosen carefully, each syllable designed to unsettle, to challenge. And that was what unsettled Crowley most of all. They hadn't just declared war. They had singled her out.
"You’re staying here," he said simply. "With Hecate and Persephone."
Lane bristled, her mind catching up to his meaning. "Like hell I am."
Crowley gave her a sharp look, but before he could retort, Hecate stepped forward, resting a hand lightly on Lane’s shoulder.
"He’s right," the goddess said, her voice calm, but firm. "You have power inside you, Lane. It awakened the moment you lashed out. That means the Lords will take an interest in you."
Persephone nodded, her gaze softer, but no less serious. "They’ll want to test you, see if you’re a threat—or worse, something they can use."
Lane swallowed. "Then all the more reason for me to fight."
"Not until you’re ready," Hecate countered smoothly. "Which is why we’ll train you."
Lane exhaled, resisting the urge to argue. Part of her hated the idea of standing still while there was a war brewing, but another part—the part still reeling from what she had just done—knew they were right.
Crowley watched her, reading her expression like an open book. He had spent years analyzing, manipulating, and predicting human reactions, and he knew this was the only way she'd stay put.
"Think of it as a tactical advantage, darling," he murmured. "Train now, kill later."
Lane narrowed her eyes at him, but before she could respond, Sam turned back to Castiel.
"Can you get us back to the bunker?"
The angel, who had been silent until now, nodded. His blue eyes had been locked onto Lane for the last few minutes, a flicker of thoughtfulness buried beneath his usual impassive gaze.
"There’s something else," he said suddenly, drawing the group's attention. "What Hecate said... about your wedding vows."
Lane stiffened beside Crowley, and for the first time, the King of Hell let out an audible sigh.
"Must we bring this up now?" he drawled.
"Yes," Castiel said firmly. His gaze flicked between them. "You passed part of your power to her. It was not just a union—it was a crossroads pact. A deal."
Dean let out a low whistle. "Jesus, Crowley. You didn’t even tell your own wife you were giving her demon upgrades?"
"It was an accident," Crowley muttered. "A side effect, at best."
Lane turned to glare at him. "A side effect?"
Crowley pursed his lips. "Not my fault you lot don’t read the fine print on deals."
Sam, ever the voice of reason, sighed. "Fine. But if the Lords know about this, then Lane’s power is going to be a bigger target than even we realized."
Hades, who had been watching quietly, suddenly spoke up. "That means she needs to master it. Quickly."
His words carried a weight of finality, one that no one argued with.
Crowley turned back to Lane, his gaze unreadable. He had wanted to keep her out of this, to keep her untouchable, but that possibility had burned away the moment the emissary spoke.
They were all targets now.
"I need to go," he said abruptly.
Lane tensed. "What? Where?"
Crowley exhaled. "Hell."
The weight of the word settled between them.
Lane immediately shook her head, stepping forward. "Alone?"
Instead of answering, Crowley turned to Hades, extending a hand.
"Interested in an alliance? They'll be coming after you next."
The King of the Underworld considered him for a long moment. Then, without hesitation, he grasped Crowley’s hand and shook it.
"We stand together."
And with that, in a sharp crack of energy, Crowley was gone.
Lane stood there, staring at the empty space where he had been.
She inhaled slowly. Then exhaled.
Something told her trouble was already coming—whether she wanted it or not.
The moment Castiel vanished with Sam and Dean, the air felt noticeably thinner, as if the looming weight of impending war had been carried away with them. The night was still, save for the occasional rustle of leaves in the evening breeze. The lake reflected the warm glow of the fire pit, flickering gently as though nothing had changed. But everything had.
Lane folded her arms, exhaling. "Well. That was a hell of a dinner."
"A feast fit for an impending apocalypse," Crowley quipped dryly, but there was no real venom behind it.
Hecate hummed, plucking a roasted marshmallow off the plate beside her. "Oh, I don't know. I thought it was rather lovely. Excellent food, wonderful company, a bit of dramatic foreshadowing... what more could one want?"
Persephone smirked at that, lounging back against the deck railing with Hades beside her. "It’s not a proper gathering until some shadowy threat declares war on us."
Hades chuckled, lazily running a hand up and down Persephone’s arm as she leaned into him. "Is this a common occurrence for you lot?"
"More than you’d think," Lane replied.
Crowley, seated beside her, draped an arm over the back of her chair without thinking, fingers brushing absently against her shoulder. "You lot attract trouble like moths to a bloody flame. And I’m married to the brightest of them all."
Lane shot him a look but leaned into his touch instead of pulling away. "Was that a compliment? I can't tell."
"Oh, darling, I’d never be so obvious," he murmured, his hand tracing absent circles against her skin.
Hecate sighed, stretching lazily. "Well, since we're all going to be working together, we might as well get comfortable. No sense in brooding over what’s to come when we could be enjoying the present."
Lane arched a brow. "You saying we should just relax? After that?"
Hades chuckled, his arm tightening around Persephone as she settled against him. "She's saying that if the world insists on throwing chaos our way, the least we can do is enjoy the calm in between."
"I like that philosophy," Persephone agreed, giving Lane a knowing look. "Besides, if you’re going to start training, you’ll need your strength."
Lane sighed, finally letting her shoulders drop. The night had taken a turn, but that didn’t mean she had to let it ruin everything.
"Alright, alright," she relented, shifting slightly—and Crowley, instead of letting his arm fall away, pulled her in with easy familiarity. She settled against him without a second thought.
"Somebody pass me a drink. If we’re taking a moment to breathe, I want to do it properly."
Crowley smirked, flicking his fingers. A glass of whiskey appeared in her hand.
"Now you’re speaking my language, love."
She took a slow sip, and Crowley leaned in, murmuring something low against her ear that made her snort. He was still Crowley—sharp, irreverent—but the way his thumb idly traced the bare skin of her arm, the way she fit against him so naturally, spoke volumes.
The tension didn't disappear entirely, but it loosened its grip just enough. For tonight, at least, they could pretend the world wasn’t about to go up in flames.
*•*•*•*
The moment couldn't last forever.
The fire pit still crackled, casting flickering gold across the deck, but the conversation had slowed, weighed down by the unspoken understanding of what came next. Crowley and Hades would have to leave soon. Hell’s court would be restless, suspicious, eager for blood. If Crowley was going to maintain his throne and forge this alliance, he had to act fast.
Hades exhaled, then turned to Persephone, brushing a strand of dark hair from her face. "I won't be long, my love."
"See that you aren’t," she murmured, her hands resting lightly against his chest. Her gaze softened, but there was steel beneath it.
He dipped his head to press a lingering kiss to her lips, thumb brushing her cheek before he finally pulled away.
Nearby, Crowley’s fingers skimmed lightly over Lane’s wrist before he caught her hand entirely.
"You sure about this?" she asked, tilting her head.
"Oh, my dear, it’s hardly my first power struggle," he said smoothly, but the warmth in his eyes was unmistakable.
"Still," she muttered, tightening her grip on his hand for just a second longer.
"Miss me already?" he teased, smirking as he leaned in, voice low and smug.
Lane rolled her eyes. "I don’t know, maybe I just want to make sure my investment doesn’t get himself killed."
"Sentimental," he murmured before pressing a slow, deliberate kiss to her lips, softer than anyone watching would expect. When he pulled away, he let his fingers trail down her arm before finally stepping back.
With a flick of Crowley’s wrist and a shift in the air, both he and Hades were gone.
A moment passed before Hecate sighed, stretching her arms overhead. "Well, now that the brooding husbands have gone off to wage war, shall we tidy up?"
Lane groaned, rubbing her temples. "Gods, you sound like Sam."
Persephone smirked. "He’s got a point sometimes. I’ll help you bring in the dishes."
Together, they gathered up the remains of the barbecue, moving between the deck and the kitchen with practiced ease. Lane had to admit, it felt strangely normal—mundane, even—to be stacking plates and wiping down tables after a night like this.
Hecate, ever observant, leaned against the counter, watching Lane carefully. "You realize, now that Crowley’s off playing politics, we can get started properly."
Lane glanced up, tossing a damp towel into the sink. "Started on what?"
Hecate arched a brow. "You. Your gifts. We’ve seen them manifest when you’re pushed, but power is far more useful when you can control it."
Lane hesitated. She’d barely had time to process the fact that she even had powers, let alone the idea of training them.
Persephone, setting down the last of the silverware, smiled lightly. "No pressure, Lane. But we are here to help."
Hecate stepped forward, tapping a fingernail against the wooden cutting board still resting on the counter. "Start small. Move this."
Lane exhaled sharply. "That’s not how it’s worked before. Every time something happened, it was—"
"Reactive," Hecate finished. "I know. But magic isn’t just instinct. It’s will." She stepped closer, her voice turning softer, more instructive. "Breathe. Focus. Picture the board moving—not just as a wish, but as a certainty. Command it."
Lane frowned but did as she was told. She set her hands at her sides, took a slow breath, and stared at the board.
Nothing happened.
She exhaled, frustration creeping in. "I don’t think—"
Clatter.
The board jerked suddenly, skidding an inch across the counter.
Lane blinked. Hecate grinned.
"Well, would you look at that?" Persephone mused.
Lane huffed. "That barely counts."
"You’re thinking like a human," Hecate said, stepping back. "And I mean that in the nicest way possible. You’ve spent your whole life following the laws of physics. It’s hard to just... let go of that."
Lane glanced down at the board again. It had moved. Not because she was scared. Not because she was angry. But because she wanted it to.
That was new.
Persephone picked up the dish towel, slinging it over her shoulder. "Come on, you’ll get the hang of it. We’ve got plenty of time before the boys come back."
Lane exhaled, shaking her head. "I still don’t know what to make of all this."
Hecate smirked. "That’s alright. You will."
*•*•*•*
The house was quiet by the time Crowley returned. The scent of charred wood and lingering smoke from the barbecue still clung to the air, but the chaos of the gathering had long since settled. The gods had retired for the night, and the only sounds were the occasional creaks of the house settling and the distant chirp of crickets outside.
Lane had just finished wiping down the last countertop when she sensed him. It wasn’t the rush of sulfur or the sound of footsteps—just a shift in the air, something unspoken yet unmistakable. She turned just as he materialized in the doorway, looking as composed as ever, but she could see the weight of the court’s affairs in the tightness of his jaw.
"You’re back," she said, setting the rag down.
"Miss me?" he smirked, but there was an edge of something warmer in his tone.
Lane wiped her hands on her jeans and stepped forward, grinning. "Actually, yeah. And I have something to show you."
Crowley raised an eyebrow. "Oh? Do tell, darling."
Without a word, Lane flicked her gaze to the empty glass on the counter and willed it forward. The glass trembled slightly before sliding a few inches toward them. It wasn’t much, but it was controlled. Deliberate.
Crowley’s expression shifted in an instant.
Pride. Not just amusement, not just admiration—pride. It gleamed in his eyes, in the way his lips parted slightly before curling into something deeper, darker.
"That’s my girl," he murmured.
Lane barely had a second to react before he was on her.
Crowley’s hands caught her waist, pulling her flush against him as his lips ghosted over her ear. His breath was warm, teasing. "You have no idea how bloody proud I am right now."
Lane shivered, feeling the heat of his hands through the fabric of her shirt.
His lips trailed down her neck, slow and possessive, and she barely managed a breath before he shifted, pressing her back against the counter with a deliberate slowness that sent a thrill down her spine.
"Crowley—" she started, but the way he looked at her made her words falter.
"You just keep surprising me, pet," he murmured, voice rich with something that sent a wave of heat through her. "And I think it’s about time I show you exactly what that does to me."
His lips crashed onto hers, all heat and hunger, and Lane barely had time to wrap her arms around his shoulders before he lifted her onto the counter, his hands firm on her thighs.
And then—
We’ll leave them to it.
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Death is Quiet When You Hold Me (Crowley SPN)
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Summary: Crowley comforts you in your last moments
Warnings: angst, heartbreaking angst
WC: 505
A/N: title used as a prompt from this Challenge of mine
thanks to my beta reader @mermaidxatxheart ilysm <3
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It always rained where you met him.
Maybe it was just coincidence. Or maybe the sky knew that something about Crowley—the King of Hell, the dealmaker, the devil in a sharp suit—softened when he was near you. And rain… rain was soft, in its own way. Rain felt like home.
You sat at the edge of an old motel bed, legs swinging off the side, eyes fixed on the streaked window. The storm outside matched the one in your chest.
You were dying. Not in the poetic way people say when they’re heartbroken. No—your body was failing. Slowly. Quietly. And no spell, no sigil, no deal had worked.
Not even his.
“I could rip apart Heaven and Hell for you,” he had said, voice barely above a growl. “But apparently… some things are still off the bloody table.”
And now he stood at the door, watching you like he always did when he thought you were asleep. Like looking too long might curse him. Or save him.
You turned, reaching out a hand.
“Don’t just stand there like a ghost,” you whispered. “Come here.”
He crossed the room in three strides. Always dramatic. Always fast when it was you. Everything mattered when it came to you.
Crowley knelt before you, hands cradling your knees like you were something breakable—like maybe you already had. He was always gentle with you.
“I thought I had time,” he murmured, voice tight, rough around the edges. “Should’ve known better. Time is a vicious thing. It's so cruel that humans are so vulnerable.”
“So are you,” you said, brushing your fingers through his hair. “But not with me.”
He smiled. It was crooked. Sad. “No. Never with you.”
You slid off the bed, curling into his lap. The floor was cold. His arms were colder. But somehow, it was the warmest place in the world.
You buried your face in his neck, breath shallow now, barely there. “Do you think… when it happens… I’ll see you again?”
Crowley exhaled like the words carved into him. “If there’s any justice in this world, you won’t.”
You looked up, eyes shining with something softer than fear.
“I want to.”
That broke him.
He held you tighter, like he could barter your life back just by keeping you close. Like death wouldn’t dare take you from his arms.
“Then I’ll find you,” he whispered. “Wherever you go, whatever form you take—I’ll find you, love. I swear by it.”
Silence fell between you, thick and tender. Outside, thunder rolled in the distance. But inside?
There was only the sound of rain.
And the soft, steady breath of a demon holding onto a heartbeat that was almost gone.
Death is quiet when you hold me, you wanted to say.
But by then, your eyes had already closed.
And Crowley, for the first time in centuries, prayed.
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The room stank of sulfur, sweat, and fear.
Gavin clutched at his chest, his breath coming in short, shallow gasps as he pressed himself into the corner of the room. His heart slammed against his ribs so violently that he thought it might burst. His limbs trembled, cold sweat dripping down his face as his wide, frantic eyes stayed fixed on the monstrous shadow between him and the door.
Juliet.
Crowley’s hellhound stood poised, invisible to mortal eyes but so present that Gavin could feel her teeth grazing the air in anticipation. His father had called her off once, but the reprieve felt unbearably fragile—like a single breath would send her lunging for his throat.
And Crowley… Crowley had barely spoken.
He stood near the doorway, perfectly still, hands tucked into his pockets as he watched Gavin with an expression of quiet, simmering loathing. His silence was worse than any outburst.
“F-Father, please,” Gavin stammered, pressing his back against the wall. “I—I didn’t mean to—” His voice broke into a strangled whimper as Juliet took a slow, deliberate step forward. He could hear her, even if he couldn’t see her—the scrape of claws against the floor, the sharp huff of breath, the unmistakable weight of her presence pressing down on him like a death sentence.
Tears burned Gavin’s eyes. “Please, Father, I—I didn’t mean to betray you! I swear it—I swear!”
Crowley didn’t move.
Juliet did.
A deep, guttural growl filled the air, rattling through Gavin’s bones like an omen. He sucked in a sharp breath, his entire body seizing with terror. His survival instincts screamed at him to say something, anything, before those invisible jaws found his flesh again.
He squeezed his eyes shut, his words spilling out in a desperate, broken confession.
“It was Rowena!”
The growl stopped.
Gavin’s chest heaved, panic surging through him as he cracked his eyes open. Crowley was still watching, still unreadable—but the way his fingers flexed at his sides told Gavin that he had hit something.
Juliet remained motionless. Waiting.
Gavin gulped down a shaky breath, barely able to keep his voice steady as he forced himself to continue.
“It was her—she put the idea in my head! She told me—told me that you didn’t deserve Lane. That she—” He hesitated, but the pressure in the room was unbearable, suffocating, and he knew he had no choice but to let it all out. “That she would be better suited for me.”
Silence.
Pure, deafening silence.
Gavin’s breath came in short, sharp gasps. He could barely see past his own tears. He didn’t want to see.
And then, finally, Crowley moved.
Slowly. Deliberately. He took one step forward, his hands still in his pockets, his expression eerily blank. He tilted his head, as if he were considering something deeply.
Gavin flinched so hard he nearly collapsed.
Crowley let the silence stretch just long enough to make Gavin’s entire body quake with uncertainty.
And then, with a quiet, measured tone, he spoke.
“Juliet.”
Gavin choked on a breath. His entire body locked up.
Juliet’s claws scraped against the floor once more.
Crowley studied his son, his voice devoid of any emotion. “Tell me, son. Do you think I should let her finish the job?”
Gavin sobbed, his entire body wracked with terror as he shook his head so violently it ached. “N-No! Please, I—I didn’t want to—”
“She said I didn’t deserve her,” Crowley mused, as if testing the words. “That you would be better suited for her?” He let out a quiet breath, eyes dark with something unreadable. “Is that so?”
Gavin tried to shake his head, to say no, to take it back, but the words wouldn’t come.
Crowley took another step forward, the sound of his shoes clicking against the floor like a ticking clock. “Do you know what I find most interesting about that?”
Gavin couldn’t speak. Couldn’t breathe.
Crowley’s gaze lowered slightly, as if he could see straight through him. “You believed it. Didn’t you?”
Gavin’s stomach twisted violently. “I—I didn’t—”
“Oh, don’t insult me further,” Crowley cut in, his voice sharp enough to carve flesh. “You may be a disappointment, but even you aren’t foolish enough to act against me without believing, at least for a moment, that you had a chance.”
“I swear I didn’t—”
“Juliet.”
The hellhound snarled, her heavy steps closing in.
Gavin screamed. “IT WAS HER! IT WAS HER! SHE TOLD ME EVERYTHING—SHE SAID YOU DIDN’T CARE ABOUT LANE—SHE SAID SHE WAS WASTED ON YOU—SHE SAID—” He dissolved into a frantic mess of sobs, his entire body convulsing in terror.
Crowley let him cry. Let him choke on it.
And then, finally, he exhaled.
“Juliet, heel.”
The presence of the hellhound withdrew, and Gavin collapsed forward with a gasping, shuddering sob.
Crowley stared at him for a long moment, his expression unreadable, before slowly shaking his head. “Pathetic.”
Gavin didn’t dare look up.
Crowley turned away, smoothing out his sleeves as if nothing had happened. “You’re lucky,” he murmured. “Lane wouldn’t want me to kill you.”
Gavin let out a pitiful, wheezing breath of relief.
Crowley shot him a cold glance.
“But if you ever—” His voice dipped into something truly lethal—“ever so much as look at her again with even the ghost of that thought in your miserable little head…”
Juliet let out a low growl, finishing the sentence for him.
Gavin didn’t need to be told twice.
Crowley cast one last look at his son—at the sniveling, wretched mess of him on the floor—before turning toward the door.
“I’ll deal with Rowena myself.”
And with that, he was gone.
******
Lane hadn’t meant to eavesdrop.
She had been heading toward her room when she heard it—Gavin’s voice, high-pitched and frantic, muffled only slightly by the closed door.
She slowed.
Juliet’s low, menacing growl slithered through the air, followed by a choked sob.
Lane pressed her back against the wall.
"It was Rowena!" Gavin’s voice cracked. "She told me—told me that you didn’t deserve Lane. That she—she would be better suited for me!"
The breath in Lane’s chest turned sharp.
She didn’t need to hear another word. She didn’t need Gavin to sob his way through every detail.
Rowena.
Of course it was Rowena.
Lane exhaled slowly, forcing the anger rising inside her to settle—not to fade, but to cool into something measured and deliberate. She had always known Rowena was a manipulator. That much was obvious.
But now? Now, it was personal.
She turned on her heel and walked away.
She had a witch to find.
---
The house was quiet when Lane stepped into the study, the scent of dried herbs and wax lingering faintly in the air. She moved with purpose, gathering what she needed—her rune-marked stone, a candle laced with myrrh, and a scrap of parchment worn with age.
She pressed the sigil-etched stone to the wooden table.
The shift was immediate.
The candle flame flared, stretching unnaturally high before steadying into a thin, sharp flicker. The air thickened, humming with unseen energy, as the scent of myrrh curled around her like a whisper of something ancient.
And then—
"You do know you have my phone number, right?"
Lane turned.
Hecate stood before her, arms crossed, one brow arched in amusement.
Lane exhaled. "This isn’t a social call."
Hecate smirked. "Clearly." She stepped forward, her gaze sweeping over the table’s surface before flicking back to Lane. "So tell me—what requires the theatrics?"
Lane’s jaw tightened. "I need to contact Rowena."
Hecate hummed, tilting her head. "Ah. The other witch in your life." Her smirk widened. "And here I thought I was special."
Lane wasn’t in the mood for banter. "Can you do it or not?"
Hecate studied her for a moment before sighing, as if indulging a particularly stubborn child. "I can, but the real question is—why?"
Lane met her gaze. "Because it’s time we had a talk."
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane found Crowley nursing a glass of Scotch in his study, his expression unreadable in the dim candlelight. His temper from Gavin’s confession still simmered beneath the surface, but Lane had no time to let him stew.
She stepped inside without preamble.
"I need a favor," she said.
Crowley tilted his glass, watching the amber liquid swirl before taking a slow sip. "Now there’s a phrase that never leads anywhere good," he mused. "What do you want, darling?"
"I need a few of your demons," Lane replied, folding her arms. "The kind that can cook. And I need you to trust me."
Crowley exhaled through his nose, lowering his glass. His eyes flicked to her, assessing. "Trust you? You do recall who you’re speaking to, yes?"
Lane held his gaze, unflinching. "I’m dealing with Rowena. Let me handle it."
Something flickered in his expression—curiosity, perhaps. Then he leaned back in his chair, swirling his drink once more.
"This should be interesting," he murmured.
*¤*¤*¤*
The dining room was set like a scene from a royal court—golden candelabras casting flickering light over polished silverware, crystal goblets filled with the finest wines Hell could procure, and a feast fit for a king. The demons had outdone themselves.
Lane sat at the head of the table, her posture regal, her expression cool. At her right sat Crowley, sipping his drink with casual detachment, though his eyes were sharp with interest.
And at the other end of the table, Rowena arrived.
She swept in as if she owned the place, draped in emerald silk, her red hair a perfect cascade over one shoulder. Her lips curled in that knowing, self-satisfied smirk as she took in the display.
"My, my," Rowena purred, settling into her chair. "What a spread. One would think you were making amends, dear boy."
Her gaze slid to Lane, all sickly sweetness, before she continued, "Or perhaps this isn’t for me at all. Perhaps it’s a celebration. A little toast to the replacement you’ve found."
Lane’s fingers curled against the table.
Crowley’s expression darkened, but he said nothing.
Rowena turned to him, feigning a pout. "It’s quite tragic, really. You cast your own mother aside, and for what? A mere little huntress?" She tilted her head, studying Lane as if she were something foul beneath her shoe. "Tell me, pet, do you fetch as well as you bite?"
Lane smiled, slow and razor-sharp. "I don’t fetch for anyone," she said. "But I do know how to put a rabid dog down when necessary."
Rowena’s lips twitched. "Oh, how precious. You’ve picked up his arrogance. But tell me, Crowley, is she truly worthy of your favor? You might as well hand her off to Gavin, keep the little mongrel in the family."
Crowley’s grip tightened around his glass. "You presume too much, Mother."
"Oh, do I?" Rowena’s expression softened into something almost wounded. "I merely worry, Fergus. You let this girl worm her way into your world, and now look—you let her make decisions for you." She tutted. "A mother’s love, tossed aside for some passing amusement."
Lane leaned forward, resting her elbows on the table. "Is that what this is about?" she asked, voice cool. "You feel replaced?"
Rowena scoffed. "Please, dearie. You could never replace me."
Lane smirked. "You’re right." She reached for her glass, tilting it idly between her fingers. "Because unlike you, I’m still useful."
Rowena’s eyes narrowed. "Watch your tongue, little girl."
Lane took a slow sip of wine. "Why? You can’t do anything about it."
Silence.
For the first time, something uncertain flickered across Rowena’s face.
Then
The air in the study was thick with the scent of burning herbs, the remnants of a spell fading into nothing as Hecate stepped through the flickering shadows. She appeared as she always did—elegant, ancient, and utterly unbothered by the constraints of time.
"You do know you have my phone number, right?"
Lane turned.
Hecate stood before her, arms crossed, one brow arched in amusement.
Lane exhaled. "This isn’t a social call."
Hecate smirked. "Clearly." She stepped forward, her gaze sweeping over the table’s surface before flicking back to Lane. "So tell me—what requires the theatrics?"
Lane’s jaw tightened. "I need to contact Rowena."
Hecate hummed, tilting her head. "Ah. The other witch in your life." Her smirk widened. "And here I thought I was special."
Lane wasn’t in the mood for banter. "Can you do it or not?"
Hecate studied her for a moment before sighing, as if indulging a particularly stubborn child. "I can, but the real question is—why?"
Lane’s jaw tightened. “She’s been pulling strings, manipulating people, trying to twist things in ways that suit her.” Her fingers curled into fists at her sides. “I need to put a stop to it.”
Hecate studied her, waiting, because she knew there was more. Lane exhaled sharply.
“I don’t just need to find Rowena,” she admitted. “I need to stop her. Permanently.”
Hecate’s expression didn’t change, but something deeper stirred in her gaze—an ancient, knowing curiosity. “Go on.”
Lane met her goddess’s eyes, her voice steady and sure. “I want her bound. Stripped of her magic. I want her to feel what it’s like to be powerless. To know she can never harm anyone with it again.” A flicker of something colder passed over her features. “A cosmic punishment. From you.”
Hecate regarded her in silence for a moment, the flickering light of the room casting shifting shadows over her face. Then she let out a quiet chuckle. “You’re asking me to take the greatest power in her life and snuff it out like a candle.”
Lane didn’t waver. “Yes.”
Hecate stepped closer, tilting her head, considering. “You understand what you’re asking?” she said softly. “This won’t just be a temporary block, or some passing inconvenience. This will be final. She’ll feel it as deeply as if she’d lost a limb.”
“That’s the idea.”
A slow, approving smile curved Hecate’s lips. “I do love when my chosen are creative.”
Lane’s expression remained firm. “Can you do it?”
Hecate let out a small, amused sigh. “Oh, little one,” she murmured. “It’s already done.”
Lane’s brows furrowed. “What?”
The goddess gave an elegant wave of her hand. “The moment Rowena steps into your house, she’ll already be severed from her magic. No spells, no hexes, no clever tricks.” Hecate smirked, her voice dipped in dark amusement. “She just doesn’t know it yet.”
Something settled deep in Lane’s chest—not guilt, but satisfaction. A certainty that she was doing what needed to be done.
Hecate’s voice softened, though her amusement never fully faded. “You could have just had her killed, you know.”
Lane didn’t flinch. “That would be too easy.”
Hecate’s eyes gleamed, dark and full of ancient delight. “I really like you.”
And with that, she was gone.
Now
Rowena smirked across the table, playing her usual games. Confident. Smug. She thought she still held the upper hand.
Lane merely leaned forward, resting her chin on her hand. “Oh, by the way,” she said casually. “You might want to try casting something. Just for fun.”
Rowena frowned. “What are you talking about?”
Lane gestured vaguely. “Go on. Try a spell.”
Rowena scoffed, lifting her fingers to snap out an incantation—only for nothing to happen.
Her smirk faltered. Confusion flickered across her face. She tried again. And again. Her hands trembled. She reached deeper, clawing for magic that wasn’t there.
Nothing.
Crowley, who had been watching with amused detachment, suddenly sat up straighter. His sharp gaze flickered between Lane and his mother, his eyes narrowed. Rowena’s widening eyes darted to him in desperation.
“Fergus,” she breathed, barely a whisper, “do something.”
Crowley didn’t move. Didn’t speak. He just watched her, a slow realization settling over him.
Rowena—his mother, the most cunning and self-serving woman he had ever known—was powerless.
For a long moment, the room was silent.
Lane tilted her head. “There it is,” she murmured. “That moment when you finally understand.”
Rowena’s lips parted as if she wanted to protest, to conjure up some last-ditch spell or summon some hidden power. But there was nothing. 
Only silence. 
Only loss.
And Crowley—watching the shift in her, the way she withered under the weight of her own downfall—felt nothing for her.
Rowena turned to him, eyes pleading, voice strained. “You let her do this?”
Crowley’s gaze flicked to Lane. She met his eyes without hesitation, without fear, and something in him settled.
His lips curled, but not in mockery—no, this was something different. Something certain.
“Of course I did,” he said smoothly, his voice laced with quiet pride. “She’s my queen.”
Rowena recoiled like the words had burned her.
Crowley merely reached for his drink, swirling the liquid lazily. “And you,” he added, finally looking at her with cool finality, “are nothing to me.”
Lane didn’t look at Rowena as she pushed back her chair and stood. “You should go,” she said simply. “While you still have the dignity to walk out of here.”
For once, Rowena didn’t argue. Didn’t spit one last curse or try to salvage what was left.
She turned and left without another word.
The echo of her exit barely registered. The weight of the night settled around them, thick and heavy, but neither of them moved.
Crowley was still staring at Lane, his gaze dark, unreadable.
Lane swallowed, suddenly aware of how close they were. Of the way his hand still rested against the table, inches from hers.
The lavish dinner, the crystal glasses, the untouched plates—none of it mattered. The tension between them shifted, crackling like a live wire, no longer about Rowena, no longer about power.
Just them.
Crowley stood slowly, rounding the table, his eyes never leaving hers. Lane didn’t move, didn’t breathe, as he stopped in front of her.
He lifted a hand, brushing his fingers against her jaw—light, questioning.
Lane didn’t answer with words. She tilted her chin up, closing the distance.
And then—heat. His mouth crushed against hers, hands gripping her waist, pulling her closer. The world outside the room ceased to exist.
The dinner lay forgotten.
*¤*¤*¤*
The motel room was dim and suffocating, a world away from the lavish spaces Rowena was used to. The flickering light from a broken lamp cast long shadows over the shabby furnishings—an old chair, a stained bedspread, and cracked wallpaper that felt like the perfect metaphor for her current state. Rowena, once a force to be reckoned with, now sat alone, her back stiff against the edge of the bed, her fingers trembling in her lap.
It was almost unbearable. The silence. The oppressive stillness that clung to her like a second skin.
For centuries, Rowena had always been the one in control, always the one pulling the strings, weaving her magic with precision and power. But now, she felt like a hollow shell. The magic that had defined her existence was gone, ripped away, leaving nothing but a vacuum where her strength had once been. And there was no way to get it back.
Her mind raced with the implications. No spell. No leverage. No tricks to pull. The one thing she had always relied on—her magic—was now nothing but a distant memory. She could still feel the aftertaste of it in her veins, the burn of her own failure. She had tried to control Lane, to manipulate Crowley, but they had outsmarted her. In the end, it was her own hubris that had led to her downfall.
Rowena had always been able to charm her way out of any situation, to twist even the most impossible scenarios to her advantage. But there were no more words, no more manipulations left in her arsenal. She couldn’t change her fate this time. She could only sit in this godforsaken room, waiting for the inevitable.
She looked at her hands. They felt foreign now, as if the magic she had wielded for so long had never truly been hers. The feeling of powerlessness was suffocating, a kind of humiliation that she had never known in all her long years. She had faced challenges, yes, but never this—never this complete loss. It was as if the world had turned on her, and she was left with nothing to cling to.
How had it come to this? she wondered. She had been so close, so sure of her victory. And now?
The reflection in the cracked mirror on the wall didn’t show the witch she had once been, but a hollow version of herself—a woman undone. Rowena let out a sharp breath, staring at her own face, as if willing herself to understand. She had known, in some corner of her mind, that this day might come. The day when someone, someone like Lane, would take everything from her.
But she hadn’t expected it to feel like this.
The absence of her magic was more than a physical loss; it felt like the unraveling of her very identity. She had always seen herself as untouchable, always believed that no matter the odds, she could claw her way back to the top. But now? There was nothing. Nothing left to fight with, no one left to manipulate.
Rowena’s eyes narrowed, the flicker of old defiance sparking within her. She wasn’t ready to give up. Not yet. She had been knocked down before, many times, and she had always found a way to rise again. But for the first time, a chilling thought crossed her mind:
Perhaps this time, there would be no rising.
Rowena stood up slowly, her legs shaky, as if the act of standing was itself a monumental effort. She walked over to the window, peering out into the night. The world beyond was indifferent. It always had been. A vast, cold universe that didn’t care about the fall of witches or kings. She could feel the weight of time pressing against her, each second heavier than the last.
There would be no grand escape, no dramatic return to power. This was the end of her story. Not with a bang, but with a whimper. Rowena had underestimated Lane, underestimated the power of someone who had nothing to lose.
And now, as the silence settled around her like a shroud, Rowena could no longer deny the truth. She had lost. She was finished. The world she had once controlled had slipped from her grasp, and there was no spell to undo it.
The once-mighty witch was no more than a shadow, an echo of the woman she had been.
As the finality of it all settled into her bones, Rowena closed her eyes. For the first time in centuries, she could feel her own mortality creeping in—real, undeniable. And with it, a strange kind of peace.
For the first time, Rowena knew what it was to be truly powerless.
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Crowley lectures Dean on taking up a waitress's table and only ordering a coffee because she won't get a tip that's worth it.
Have I mentioned that I love him?
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2.5. A Wolf in the Den
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AN: Hi all! I haven't posted an update in a spell, so here's a long one to make up for it. I can't wait to find out what you think!
TW: leery behaviour? Not quite assault but non-physical non-consent.
A Wolf in the Den
Lane had been pacing around the room, now in normal clothing, watching the pair sat in the conversation pit.
"Well, well," Gavin’s voice had the sharp, familiar edge of a man who’d lived with enough cunning to know exactly how to make an entrance. He looked at Lane, his smirk lingering. "I see I’ve caught you two at a most... interesting time."
Lane froze, meeting his gaze. Her initial frustration turned to cautious wariness. Gavin didn’t just waltz in without making a statement, but he’d done so with a deliberate chill that cut through her defences. The smug grin on his face was enough to send a prickling sensation up her spine, and she couldn't help but wonder if Crowley knew what kind of mischief his son was brewing.
Crowley’s expression was unreadable for a moment, his eyes narrowing just a fraction before the mask slipped back into place. "What is it, Gavin?"
Gavin’s smile grew wider. "Oh, nothing much, just wanted to make sure I wasn't interrupting... anything too intimate." He threw a sidelong glance at Lane, watching for her reaction.
The tension in the room seemed to thicken, but Lane didn’t break eye contact with Gavin. She had no intention of letting him think she was intimidated. "If you’re looking for something to amuse yourself with," she said coolly, "I’m sure you’ll find plenty to play with elsewhere."
Gavin chuckled, unbothered by her words. He let his gaze linger on her, making her skin crawl with the silent appraisal. There was a new edge to his behaviour—something darker, more teasing, than she remembered. "Oh, I’m sure there are things I could do that would be much more interesting." His voice dropped lower, a note of challenge in it.
Crowley, who had been watching Gavin closely, finally broke in, his tone smooth but sharp. "Enough, Gavin. Behave yourself."
Gavin rolled his eyes, but his smirk didn’t waver. "Don’t worry, Father. I know when to be on my best behaviour," he said, deliberately holding Lane’s gaze as he spoke. It wasn’t the typical, respectful way he’d always spoken to Crowley, and it made Lane wonder if this was the beginning of something much more dangerous.
For now, Lane chose to dismiss it. Maybe it was just a product of him being in a new environment, or maybe she was just overthinking it. She wasn’t about to let her guard down, though. Gavin had a way of slinking around corners, waiting to pounce on any weakness. And right now, he was just starting to test the boundaries.
*¤*¤*¤*
Gavin had definitely taken a more noticeable interest in Lane since his arrival, a shift that Lane couldn’t shake. He’d been dropping compliments left and right, his words smooth and honeyed as he hovered just a little too close for comfort.
"You look lovely today, Lane," Gavin had said while handing her a drink, his fingers brushing hers just a bit too long. It was casual, seemingly innocent. But there was something in the way his eyes lingered that made Lane uneasy. He was testing her, prodding for a reaction she wasn’t ready to give.
Crowley had returned soon after and immediately caught the undercurrent in the room, his eyes narrowing when he saw Gavin and Lane standing too close for his liking. Gavin, to his credit, toned it down in front of his father. His flirtations became more like polite conversation, the edges of his behaviour rounded off. But Lane knew—he was biding his time.
As the days wore on, Gavin’s behavior grew bolder, though never in a way that could be directly accused of crossing a line. He’d lean in a little too close when speaking to her, his compliments never feeling entirely sincere, and his lingering touches were just brief enough to be dismissed as accidental.
At first, Lane tried to brush it off, telling herself it was all harmless—just the way Gavin was. But the feeling gnawing at her gut told her something different. She wasn’t about to let herself become another one of his targets. Not after everything she’d already been through with Crowley.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane was sitting near the window, watching the dense forest stretch out before her. The quiet of the surroundings was peaceful, but her mind was unsettled. Gavin’s increasingly bold behaviour had left her with a knot in her stomach, and she couldn’t help but feel that the tension was about to escalate.
The door creaked open, and Crowley walked in with his usual confident swagger. But today, there was something in his expression that was different—a flicker of something she couldn’t place.
"I’ve got a little surprise for you," he said, his voice smoother than usual, his tone playful but with an underlying sincerity.
Lane arched an eyebrow, intrigued but cautious. "A surprise?" she echoed. "What, no catch this time?"
Crowley’s lips curled into a knowing smile, a glint in his eyes. "Nothing sinister this time, I assure you." He set down a large box in front of her, the top slightly open. Lane leaned forward, puzzled, her curiosity piqued.
She couldn’t remember the last time Crowley had actually surprised her with something. He wasn’t the type to throw gifts at her for no reason—everything he did had a purpose, even if that purpose often had a sharp edge. So, what was he up to now?
With a flick of his wrist, he opened the box completely, revealing two Doberman puppies. Their soft fur and wide, innocent eyes were enough to take Lane aback. She hadn’t expected this, not in the slightest.
The puppies scrambled out of the box, their little tails wagging furiously. One of them, the smaller of the two, immediately bounded over to her, snuggling into her lap. Lane froze, her breath catching in her throat. A sudden warmth filled her chest—this wasn’t what she had anticipated.
"You’re spoiling me now?" she muttered, her voice soft with surprise. "I didn’t even remember about the dog."
Crowley leaned against the doorframe, watching her reaction with a faint but genuine smile. "I thought you could use a little something to break the monotony," he said, a surprising tenderness in his words. "Besides, you’re stuck here with only silence for company. They’re your companions now."
Lane could only stare at him for a moment, the puppies gently licking her hands as she absentmindedly petted them. She felt an unfamiliar warmth spread through her. This wasn’t like Crowley at all. It was an uncharacteristic gesture of kindness—one she didn’t know how to respond to.
Before she could find her words, Crowley pulled out a credit card from his coat pocket and placed it next to her. "Take this, spoil them," he added with a shrug, though the glint in his eyes suggested there was more to it than just a simple gift.
Lane blinked, still processing. "You’re serious? You want me to—"
"Yes," Crowley cut in, the corners of his mouth twitching slightly. "They need proper care, don’t they? You might as well enjoy yourself."
There was something in the way he looked at her, his gaze lingering a little too long, like he was gauging her reaction. And in that moment, Lane realized: this wasn’t just a gift. This was Crowley showing something softer, more personal—a side of him she didn’t often see.
Just as Lane was about to respond, the door opened again, and Gavin strolled in with his usual confident air. His eyes immediately landed on the puppies, and his grin widened. "Well, well," he said, his tone light. "Look at these little troublemakers."
He moved forward, almost too quickly, dropping to his knees to pet one of the puppies. But it wasn’t just the puppies that caught his attention. His gaze lingered on Lane—just a bit too long, a little too knowing. It made her uncomfortable, the way he stayed so close, his body language casual but calculated.
Crowley, who had been silently watching the exchange, stiffened. His eyes narrowed, and the warmth in his voice from moments ago disappeared. He stepped forward, crossing the room with purpose, his presence suddenly much more imposing.
"I’ve got to get to work," Crowley said, his tone clipped, though he gave Lane a look—one that was both possessive and gentle in its own strange way. "But listen, if you need anything—anything at all—don’t hesitate to call me."
Lane blinked, taken aback by the insistence in his words. There was always an implied offer when it came to Crowley, but this time, it felt... different. More urgent. The way his gaze held hers, like he needed her to understand.
He gently placed his hand on her shoulder, his touch almost too brief but enough to leave a lingering warmth. "I mean it," he added softly, his voice carrying more weight than usual. "Call me. If there’s anything you need."
For a moment, Lane just nodded, feeling the unexpected reassurance behind his words. It was as if he was reminding her that even in his absence, he was watching—always.
Without another word, Crowley turned, his posture shifting back to the confident king of Hell that he was. But before he left, he shot one last, cold glance at Gavin, a warning that was clear in its subtlety.
The door clicked shut behind him, leaving Lane with the puppies and a growing sense of unease. Gavin, ever the opportunist, smiled at her. "So, shopping trip?" he asked, stepping closer.
But Lane didn’t respond right away. She was still caught on Crowley’s words. Call me if you need anything. It wasn’t just a throwaway line this time. It had weight, and it made her feel... something. Something more than she was ready to admit.
****
Lane carried the two wriggling puppies out to the car, their warm little bodies squirming against her as they whined in excitement. She set them down carefully in the backseat before straightening, only to find Gavin already leaning against the passenger side door, arms crossed, wearing that ever-present, cocky smirk.
"I’ll come along," he said smoothly, opening the door and sliding in without waiting for an invitation.
Lane hesitated, eyeing him. "Didn’t ask."
Gavin chuckled, completely unfazed. "A lady shouldn’t have to do heavy lifting alone, aye?" He reached over, patting the dashboard. "Besides, Crowley did say to spoil them. I’d say that warrants a bit of backup."
Lane rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. The sooner she got this shopping trip over with, the better. She climbed into the driver’s seat, glancing at the credit card still sitting in her pocket, a reminder of Crowley’s unexpected generosity.
The road leading into town was long, winding through thick forest with glimpses of the lake flickering between the trees. It was peaceful—until Gavin spoke again.
"Y’know, you surprise me," he said, shifting slightly in his seat to face her.
Lane kept her eyes on the road. "Do I?"
"Aye," he said. "Figured you’d be the type to take a gift like this and throw it back in his face, call it some grand manipulation tactic."
Lane gripped the wheel a little tighter. He wasn’t wrong—she had considered it. Crowley didn’t do things without a reason. But this... this had felt different.
"Maybe I just like dogs," she muttered.
Gavin let out a quiet chuckle, but he didn’t push further.
The bell chimed as Lane stepped into the pet store, the scent of kibble and rawhide filling the air. The puppies were safely nestled in a cart, their little heads popping up over the edge as they took in their surroundings with curious sniffs.
Gavin, of course, stayed glued to her side, playing the ever-helpful companion.
"I’ll get this," he said smoothly, plucking a large bag of puppy food from the shelf before she could reach for it.
"I got it," Lane replied flatly, attempting to take it from him.
But Gavin just grinned and tossed it into the cart with ease. "What kind of gentleman would I be if I let you do all the work?"
She shot him a look but didn’t argue. If he wanted to carry things, fine—less hassle for her.
As they moved through the aisles, Lane grabbed the essentials—leashes, bowls, chew toys—trying to ignore how Gavin’s presence lingered just a little too close. He brushed past her to reach for things, fingers grazing her arm in ways that felt just barely accidental.
The worst was when they stopped at the collars.
Lane crouched down to inspect them, sorting through the sizes. Gavin knelt beside her, close enough that she could feel his breath near her shoulder.
"Red suits them," he mused, plucking a leather collar from the rack and holding it up.
Lane reached for a different one, something simpler. "I don't remember asking for your opinion, Braveheart."
Gavin smirked, but instead of commenting, he leaned in slightly, lowering his voice. "Crowley watches you a lot, you know."
Lane froze, fingers tightening on the collar in her hand. She glanced at Gavin, her expression unreadable.
"And?"
"And," Gavin said, tilting his head as if studying her, "I think he likes to pretend he’s above it all. But between you and me?" His voice dropped to a near-whisper, "I think he enjoys keeping you close."
Lane met his gaze, unblinking. "You were at the wedding. He is my husband. If you’re trying to get under my skin, you’ll have to do better."
Gavin only grinned. "Just making an observation."
Lane stood, tossing the collar into the cart. "Then keep them to yourself."
*¤*¤*¤*
By the time Lane pulled back into the driveway, the sun had started its descent, casting long shadows over the forest. The puppies had fallen asleep in the backseat, curled against each other, utterly oblivious to the tension that had lingered throughout the trip.
As Lane climbed out of the car, Gavin once again took it upon himself to grab the bags, loading his arms up as if to make a show of it.
The front door swung open before they could reach it.
Crowley stood in the entryway, hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable—but his gaze flickered briefly to Gavin before settling on Lane.
"You took your time," he remarked, his voice light but laced with something sharper.
Lane lifted an eyebrow. "Didn’t realize I was on a deadline."
Gavin smirked and strolled past her, stepping inside first as if he owned the place. Crowley’s eyes followed him, but he said nothing—yet.
Lane bent to scoop up the puppies from the backseat, cradling them as she walked inside. As she passed Crowley, he reached out, his fingers briefly grazing her arm in a way that was neither possessive nor forceful—just deliberate.
She looked up at him, surprised by the touch, but he only murmured, "Did you get what you needed?"
Lane hesitated, the weight of his gaze settling over her. The question felt layered, heavier than it should’ve been.
"Yeah," she answered, voice quieter than she intended.
Crowley held her gaze for a moment longer, then nodded. But as Gavin set the bags down with a dramatic sigh, Crowley’s expression darkened ever so slightly.
"Good," he said, his tone carrying the subtlest edge of a warning. "Because I won’t have my Queen being doted on by just anyone."
Gavin, still sorting through the bags, paused for half a second before flashing a grin. "Of course not. Who would dare?"
Lane exhaled, tension creeping up her spine. She wasn’t sure what game Gavin was playing, but she knew one thing—Crowley wasn’t amused.
And neither was she.
*¤*¤*¤*
A few days had passed since Crowley had surprised Lane with the puppies. They were settling in well—eager, playful, and full of boundless energy. The only thing they lacked was names.
It wasn’t that Lane hadn’t thought about it, but something about naming them felt... weighty. Permanent. She had never imagined herself owning pets, much less ones gifted by him.
So when she invited Hecate and Persephone over for a visit, she figured they might have some insight.
The afternoon sun filtered through the trees, casting dappled light over the garden as the three women lounged outside. Lane sat cross-legged on a cushioned bench, a glass of wine in hand, while Persephone and Hecate occupied the nearby chairs, their presence commanding yet relaxed.
The puppies tumbled through the grass, their sleek black coats glistening as they chased each other in bursts of playful aggression. Every now and then, one would pause, ears perked as if listening to something unseen before darting forward again.
"They're strong," Hecate observed, watching them with interest. "Quick. They'll be excellent hunters if trained well."
Lane huffed. "They’re excellent at chewing through furniture and waking me up at ungodly hours."
Persephone smirked, swirling the wine in her glass. "A fitting match, then."
Lane shot her a look, but before she could reply, a faint shift in the air made her pause. It was subtle, barely noticeable, but Hecate and Persephone both glanced toward the house at the same time.
Gavin had been keeping his distance since their arrival, lingering in the upper floors or conveniently finding things to do away from them. But his presence—whether near or not—seemed to press against the edges of the room like an unnoticed draft.
Persephone set her glass down, her expression neutral but pointed. "Have you been feeling anything strange lately, Lane?"
Lane hesitated.
She knew what the goddess was asking, but she wasn’t about to launch into a discussion about Gavin’s proximity, his lingering looks, or the fact that Crowley had been acting a little more... territorial since then.
Instead, she shrugged. "Nothing out of the ordinary."
A beat of silence stretched between them. Lane wasn’t sure which of the two deities saw through her first, but they exchanged a glance so fleeting yet knowing that it set her teeth on edge.
Hecate finally spoke, her voice carrying that usual air of detached amusement. "Wolves who forget they’re only pups often find themselves in the jaws of something greater."
Persephone hummed in agreement, running a fingertip along the rim of her glass. "And sometimes, the greater beast is already watching."
Lane exhaled through her nose, shifting her attention back to the puppies. They had tired themselves out, sprawled in the grass with heaving chests, oblivious to the undercurrent in the conversation.
"Speaking of wolves," she said, redirecting, "these two still need names."
Hecate smirked but let the subject drop. She turned her gaze toward the male pup, studying him with an almost unnatural focus. After a moment, she spoke.
"This one... Fenrir."
Lane glanced at her, eyebrow raised. "You’re naming him after the wolf destined to kill Odin?"
Hecate took a sip of wine. "I have a fondness for the classics."
Lane considered it, then looked to Persephone. "And the other one?"
The Queen of the Underworld leaned forward, reaching out a delicate hand. The female pup—who had been dozing—lifted her head, sniffing at the offered fingers before placing a single paw over Persephone’s hand. A slow, knowing smile spread across the goddess’s lips.
"Nyx," Persephone decided. "For the night that hides all things."
Lane blinked. "You’re naming her after the primordial goddess of the night?"
Persephone simply lifted a shoulder in a graceful shrug. "It fits."
Before Lane could argue, a familiar voice cut through the air.
"Good, you left one for me."
She turned to see Crowley stepping onto the patio, hands in his pockets, his gaze flicking between the lounging goddesses and the puppies in the grass. He nodded toward the male. "Fenrir, is it? Suits him."
Then, his eyes landed on the female pup. "But I think Belladonna has a nice ring to it."
Lane tilted her head. "Nyx or Belladonna, then?"
Crowley smirked. "She’s deadly either way."
The female pup, as if sensing the weight of the decision, simply yawned and rolled onto her back.
Lane sighed. "Alright. Fenrir and Belladonna it is."
Hecate clinked her glass against Persephone’s in amusement. "A fitting pair."
Crowley’s gaze lingered on Lane for a moment, something unreadable flickering beneath his usual smirk. Then, with a knowing glance toward the house, he added, "Speaking of fitting pairs..."
Lane knew exactly who he was referring to.
She scowled, tossing the nearest throw pillow at him.
*¤*¤*¤*
The flickering candlelight from the TV cast a warm glow over the living room, the soft hum of Reign filling the space. Lane lounged on the couch with Fenrir and Belladonna sprawled across her lap, their small bodies radiating warmth. She absently stroked Belladonna’s fur, her focus mostly on the screen, where Mary Stuart was once again making a politically reckless decision for love.
Gavin sat at the other end of the couch, a respectable enough distance—for now.
“I still don’t see the appeal,” he mused, taking a sip of his drink.
Lane didn’t look away from the screen. “Then why are you watching?”
Gavin chuckled. “Maybe I just enjoy the company.”
That made her glance at him, but his expression remained carefully neutral, like he hadn’t meant anything by it.
She exhaled through her nose and turned back to the show. “It’s a good series. And historically inaccurate as hell.”
“Well, that’s what makes it entertaining, isn’t it?”
For a while, they watched in silence. The puppies shifted in their sleep, Belladonna’s tiny paw twitching as if she were chasing something in her dreams.
Then, Gavin moved.
It was subtle at first. A stretch of his arm, a casual shift in posture that brought him a fraction closer. He leaned in slightly, just enough to make his presence more noticeable. When Belladonna stirred, Gavin reached out—too casually—to pet her.
Lane’s spine stiffened.
She turned her head just in time to see his fingers brush over the pup’s fur... and linger just a little too long.
Her lips pressed into a thin line.
“That’s enough,” she said, her tone even but firm.
Gavin withdrew his hand immediately, smiling in an easy-going way that irritated her more than it should have. “Relax, I was just petting her.”
Lane didn’t answer. Instead, she gently shifted both puppies off her lap and stood, stretching as if nothing had happened.
“I’m heading to bed.” She didn’t wait for a response before scooping up the puppies and walking toward the stairs.
Behind her, she felt Gavin watching her go.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane never mentioned the moment to Crowley.
Not because she didn’t want to—but because she knew how he’d react. The last thing she needed was for Crowley to rip his own son apart over a misplaced touch and a lingering glance.
And yet...
Over the next few days, she caught herself feeling more guarded than usual. It wasn’t intentional, not exactly, but Crowley noticed. He always did.
At first, he didn’t say anything. But his attention sharpened, his presence around the house shifting ever so slightly. When he left for work, he was more deliberate in his affection, tilting her chin up to press a kiss to her forehead, murmuring, “Call me if you need anything.” It was a simple phrase, one he had always implied, but now... it felt heavier.
And then there was Gavin.
Lane wasn’t sure when Crowley noticed, but at some point, his gaze started following his son a little longer. A little sharper. Gavin’s movements in the house became something of a pattern—lingering when Crowley was gone, disappearing when he was home.
Crowley didn’t confront him. Not yet.
But the tension in the house had shifted.
And Lane wasn’t sure how much longer she could ignore it.
*¤*¤*¤*
Crowley was at his desk, casually flipping through some paperwork when Lane entered the room. She paused in the doorway, giving him a small, absent smile before heading to the kitchen. As usual, she moved fluidly, the familiarity of her presence settling in the room—but something about her seemed different today.
Crowley raised an eyebrow as he watched her from the corner of his eye. She was wearing pajama pants, soft cotton ones that fit comfortably but didn’t quite suit her usual laid-back style. Lane had always preferred oversized t-shirts with nothing more than underwear underneath, her confidence and ease with her body apparent in the way she dressed—or rather, the way she didn’t dress. But now, the pants… They made her look more guarded, more closed off than usual.
Not like her, Crowley thought as he leaned back in his chair, the pen in his hand still as he observed her movements. She didn’t speak of it, but her shift in clothing caught his attention. There was something about it that spoke volumes.
“Did you want something to drink?” Lane asked, her voice light, but there was a hint of something unspoken behind her words, something that suggested she was trying to act as if nothing had changed. Crowley knew better.
“Don’t mind me,” he replied with a casual wave. “I’m just curious about how Gavin’s adjusting to this century. Can’t imagine the learning curve is easy for someone born in the 17th century.”
Lane froze for just a moment as she reached for the kettle, and Crowley caught the briefest flicker of hesitation in her eyes.
“I think he’s... getting along fine,” she said, her voice distant, almost distracted. She didn’t meet his gaze as she spoke, keeping her focus on the kettle. Her fingers were slightly stiff as they wrapped around the handle.
Crowley let the silence settle in before continuing, his tone nonchalant, but there was an undercurrent of something more. “You don’t sound convinced.”
Lane gave a small shrug, her expression neutral. “I don’t know,” she said, still avoiding his eyes. “I don’t really like thinking about him much.”
A faint smile tugged at Crowley’s lips, though there was a sharpness behind it. “Not a fan of the boy, then?”
She shook her head, her shoulders tense as she filled the kettle. “No. I just... don’t really care to get too involved with him. He’s here, and that’s it.”
Crowley studied her closely, noting the way her jaw tightened and how her movements, while still smooth, were more deliberate than usual.
It was subtle, but it was there.
“That so?” Crowley mused, his voice light but his gaze never leaving her. “Because you’ve been keeping your distance from him lately. More than usual.”
Lane’s hand paused on the kettle, and Crowley could practically see the wheels turning in her head. “I’m just... not used to having him around, that’s all.”
Crowley’s lips curled into a faint smirk. “And I suppose that’s why you’re wearing pyjama pants to bed these days?”
Lane’s head snapped up, her gaze meeting his for the first time since the conversation began. The surprise was evident on her face, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“What?” she asked, her voice quiet, but the tension in her shoulders was undeniable.
Crowley leaned back, steepling his fingers as he studied her. “You’ve never worn trousers to bed before. I can’t help but wonder what’s changed.”
Lane bit her lip, then shrugged again, her eyes darting away from his. “It’s nothing. They're just... comfy.”
He didn’t press further, but the faint unease that had settled into his chest grew stronger. It wasn’t like her to alter her habits—especially over something as trivial as pyjamas. Something wasn’t right.
He tilted his head slightly, watching her carefully as she tried to mask her discomfort. “Well, if you ever need anything, you know where to find me.”
It was a simple offer, but the weight behind it wasn’t lost on Lane. She nodded without looking at him, her focus back on the kettle as she busied herself with it. Crowley remained silent for a moment longer, allowing the tension in the air to settle. His gaze lingered on her—on the change in her, on the things unsaid.
Lane had always been open with him. Or at least, she used to be.
He couldn’t shake the feeling that whatever had shifted, it wasn’t just Gavin. There was more to it than that.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane turned the shower handle, letting the warm water wash over her skin. The hot steam curled around her, providing a brief, much-needed escape from the tension she had been carrying. Every muscle in her body felt wound tight, her nerves fraying more and more with each passing hour that Gavin remained in the house. She hadn’t been able to shake the unease since Crowley casually asked about him.
It wasn’t just discomfort anymore. It was something heavier, something that pressed against her lungs and coiled at the base of her spine like an instinct she couldn’t ignore.
She had started locking her bedroom door at night. Keeping her back to walls when she walked through the house. Taking the puppies with her wherever she could.
If only they were full-grown dogs already—trained, strong, protective. She imagined their deep growls vibrating through the walls, their presence a tangible shield between her and the creeping wrongness she couldn’t explain. But they were still just babies, sleeping curled up in their bed in the corner of her room, oblivious to the way she had started dreading every shadow and footstep.
She sighed, tilting her head under the stream of water. Just finish up and get to bed. She wasn’t going to let Gavin make her feel unsafe in her own home.
Then the door creaked open.
Lane froze.
And Crowley wasn’t home.
A sickening chill crawled up her spine, dread gripping her ribs like a vice.
Through the steam and water, she caught a blurred figure in the mirror’s reflection. The moment she recognized the broad frame standing there, her stomach turned to ice.
Gavin.
Her blood ran cold, shock and revulsion slamming into her all at once.
“What the hell?!” she yelled, scrambling to grab the towel hanging over the shower rod. She yanked it around herself, her voice rising in raw fury. “Get out!”
He didn’t move. He stood there, watching, his expression unreadable.
A rush of something primal and electric surged through her veins. Lane barely registered it—only the overwhelming need to make him leave.
And then, without warning, the bathroom door slammed shut with a thunderous BANG.
Gavin yelped, stumbling backward as the force of the door nearly took his face off. He barely had time to react, his hands darting up in startled defense.
Lane stood there, gripping her towel with both hands, her breath heaving.
The silence that followed was deafening.
She blinked, her heart hammering in her chest. The door… had moved on its own.
No, not on its own. She had done that.
The realization sent a shiver down her spine, cutting through the heat of the shower.
Gavin, now on the other side of the closed door, let out a nervous laugh, muffled through the wood. “Blimey, no need to be so dramatic—”
“Get. Out.” Lane’s voice was low, lethal.
There was a long pause, then retreating footsteps.
Only when she heard them fade completely did she exhale, her grip on the towel so tight her knuckles turned white.
She stared at the door, at the space where he had been standing, her skin crawling.
The unease that had been steadily growing for days finally snapped into something sharper.
She wasn’t just uncomfortable anymore. She was not safe.
And the worst part?
Crowley wasn’t home.
Lane barely dried off, barely even thought beyond the urgent, all-consuming need to not be alone in this house with Gavin for another second. Her hands trembled as she grabbed a bathrobe, hastily pulling it on before snatching her phone off the counter.
She scrolled down to Hecate’s contact with frantic fingers and hit call, pressing the phone tightly to her ear.
It barely rang once.
"Lane?" Hecate’s voice was clear, steady, grounding.
Lane swallowed, trying to push past the tightness in her throat. "Can you come here?" Her voice wavered, breathless. "Now."
There was a pause, and then, sharp and certain, "I’ll be there in a second."
Before Lane could even lower the phone, a gust of cold air swept through the bathroom. Shadows rippled unnaturally across the walls, the scent of herbs and smoke filling the space.
Then, in a blink, Hecate stood in front of her.
Lane exhaled, tension cracking just enough for her shoulders to sag. Hecate took one look at her—soaking hair, bathrobe clutched tightly around her, the raw edge of panic still clinging to her expression—and her face darkened.
"What happened?"
Lane’s grip tightened on the edge of the counter. She didn’t even know where to begin.
"It’s Gavin," she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. "Something’s… off. I’ve been feeling it for days, but I didn’t want to say anything because he’s Crowley’s son, and I—" She exhaled sharply. "I didn’t want to accuse him unfairly."
Hecate crossed her arms, her presence unwavering. "But?"
"But it’s getting worse," Lane admitted. "The lingering. The touches that seem too friendly on the surface but don’t feel right. He sits next to me even when there are other seats. And tonight—" She sucked in a breath, forcing herself to say it out loud. "He came into the bathroom while I was showering."
Hecate’s entire expression went still.
Lane let out a shaky breath. "I yelled at him to get out, and the door just… slammed shut on its own. I think—" She glanced at the door, still rattled. "I think I did that."
The silence was thick, charged.
Hecate tilted her head slightly, eyes sharp and knowing. "And Crowley wasn’t home," she murmured, more statement than question.
Lane nodded once.
Hecate’s lips pressed into a thin line, the air around her thrumming with something unseen. 
Lane sat on the edge of her bed, her hands still gripping the robe around her like it was the only thing keeping her together. Hecate stood across from her, arms crossed, her golden eyes sharp and expectant.
“You have to tell him.”
Lane shook her head, staring at the floor. “I can’t.”
Hecate’s silence was heavy, waiting for an explanation. Lane exhaled sharply and ran a hand through her damp hair, still shaken.
“When I first met Gavin,” she began, voice quieter than usual, “he was just a ghost. It was back when Bobby was negotiating for his soul. Crowley’s bones for Bobby’s freedom. Gavin showed up during the deal and—” She hesitated. “—he said something.”
She looked up at Hecate then, seeing the goddess’s sharp gaze, but pushed forward anyway.
“He said that when Crowley was human, back when he was still Fergus MacLeod, he used to get drunk and beat him senseless.”
The words lingered in the air between them.
Hecate’s expression didn’t change, but her eyes darkened slightly. “And you think Crowley wouldn’t tolerate the irony of his son becoming just like the man he despised?”
Lane’s stomach twisted. “He’d kill him, Hecate. Or worse. You know he would.”
Hecate let out a low hum, stepping closer. “And you don’t think Gavin deserves it?”
Lane gritted her teeth. “I didn’t say that.”
“Then why are you protecting him?”
“I’m not—” Lane bit the inside of her cheek and looked away. “It’s not about him. It’s about Crowley. If I tell him, if he does what I know he’ll do, then that’s on me.”
Hecate studied her for a long moment before sighing. “Lane.”
Lane looked back at her, throat tightening.
“You are not responsible for what Crowley does,” Hecate said, voice firm. “But you are responsible for what you allow to keep happening to you.”
Lane swallowed.
The truth of it settled into her bones like lead.
Hecate stepped closer, kneeling slightly so they were eye level. Her voice softened, but it lost none of its gravity.
“You don’t feel safe in your own home. You don’t even feel safe in your own bed. And that’s with Crowley’s protection over you.” Her eyes searched Lane’s face. “What do you think happens if you let this go on?”
Lane inhaled sharply, but the answer sat heavy in her chest.
She knew.
And Hecate knew she knew.
Still, the idea of telling Crowley, of watching him turn that razor-sharp fury toward Gavin, made something in her chest squeeze.
“I just—” She exhaled shakily. “I need time to think.”
Hecate’s lips pressed into a thin line, but she nodded. “Don’t take too long.”
Because if Lane didn’t act, Crowley was going to figure it out on his own.
And then Gavin would have no chance at mercy.
*¤*¤*¤*
The next morning, just after breakfast, Hecate arrived with two of her own full-grown dogs at her heels—massive, imposing creatures with sleek black fur and intelligent, piercing eyes. Their presence was immediate, commanding, their sheer size enough to make Lane feel safer in a way she hadn’t realized she needed until now.
“I figured it was time to start training your puppies properly,” Hecate said casually, crouching to let one of the young Dobermans sniff her hand. “They won’t be much use as protection if you don’t teach them well.”
Lane knew it was an excuse, but she didn’t call her out on it.
Instead, she just nodded and gestured toward the yard. “I’d like that.”
From that day on, Hecate came by nearly every day, her visits framed as obedience training sessions. The puppies—Fenrir and Belladonna—were eager learners, quickly mimicking the behavior of Hecate’s seasoned hounds, Nyx and Acheron.
For the first time in weeks, Lane felt good.
Safe. Grounded.
There was something about working with the dogs, watching them grow more confident and capable, that made her forget, even for a little while, how on edge she had been. She found herself actually excited to show Crowley the new tricks Fenrir and Belladonna learned each day, feeling something close to pride whenever they got something right.
Gavin, however, was less than pleased.
At first, his irritation was subtle—barely-there tension in his jaw, brief glances that lingered too long when Hecate spoke. But as the days passed and her presence remained constant, the cracks in his polite demeanor started to show.
Worse, Nyx and Acheron noticed.
The first time Gavin had tried to approach the training session, the two massive hounds had stepped in front of Lane, hackles raised, low, warning growls rumbling from their chests.
“Relax,” Hecate had murmured, running a hand over Nyx’s head, though her gaze on Gavin was anything but casual.
Gavin had forced a tight-lipped smile. “Not much for making guests feel welcome, are they?”
“They’re excellent judges of character,” Hecate had replied smoothly.
Lane had pretended not to notice the way Gavin’s hands curled into fists.
Crowley, of course, noticed everything.
At first, he made no comment about Hecate’s sudden, near-constant presence, nor about the fact that she never arrived alone. But Lane could tell he was watching—taking note of how she seemed to relax only when surrounded by the hounds, how her shoulders tensed whenever Gavin entered the same room.
He didn’t press her, not yet.
But Lane knew Crowley.
And she knew he was only waiting for her to slip—waiting for her to confirm whatever suspicions were already forming in his mind.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane took a deep breath, her heart still racing from the overwhelming surge of emotions she’d been holding in. She hadn’t wanted to speak to Crowley like this—shaking, scared, and vulnerable. But he deserved to know, and she couldn’t keep hiding it any longer.
The moment she opened her mouth, Crowley’s eyes darkened, and she saw the faintest flicker of smoke curling up from his fingers. His aura shifted; the air around them felt denser, heavier, like a storm was brewing just beneath the surface. The first thing she noticed was how his gaze never left her, his face hardening into an unreadable mask.
“You’ve been keeping something from me,” Crowley said, his voice deceptively calm, though Lane could feel the simmering heat of his fury beneath it. “Tell me.”
Her hands clenched around the edge of the couch. She had no idea how to say this. She couldn’t lie to him—she could barely keep it together.
“Gavin...,” she began, her voice shaking. She swallowed, then spoke louder. “He came into the bathroom while I was showering. I didn’t hear him come in. I was so... startled. I tried to get him to leave, but he wouldn’t. And then... I—”
“Then what?” Crowley snapped, his eyes narrowing. The sulphurous scent in the room grew sharper, the dark smoke curling from his hands more pronounced, as if his very presence was warping the air itself. Lane froze, her eyes wide, watching as the shadows seemed to pulse from him, drawing closer like they were waiting for something.
“I... I don’t know what happened,” Lane whispered, feeling the panic returning. “I tried to push him out, but I—” Her voice trembled. “The door slammed on its own. It wasn’t me... I didn’t do it on purpose. It was like... something else took over. And the door almost hit him in the face.”
Her voice trailed off as Crowley’s eyes flickered with something darker—something more terrifying. His jaw clenched, and he stepped closer to her, the smoky tendrils of sulphur thickening around him. The air felt suffocating, charged with raw anger that seemed to reach out like a whip.
“And then you called Hecate,” Crowley said, his words dripping with quiet fury. It wasn’t a question, but more like a statement, a realization.
Lane nodded, unable to look away from him. “Yes. I called her right after. I... I didn’t know what else to do. I was so afraid. I called her because I couldn’t be alone in the house with him anymore.”
Crowley’s gaze shifted, calculating. “And Hecate came immediately?” he asked, his voice sharper than before, as if the pieces were falling into place.
“She did,” Lane said, her eyes darting around the room, feeling the weight of his gaze. “She came right away, and she told me... she told me to tell you. To tell you right away about what happened. But I didn’t want to burden you with it. I didn’t want you to think I was weak. Or... scared.”
Crowley was silent for a long moment, the air around him heavy with his thoughts. The dark smoke swirling from his hands seemed to reach out like it had a life of its own, pressing closer to Lane. The sulphur smell thickened as his fury reached a breaking point, but he kept it contained. Barely.
“You think I’d think you were weak?” Crowley asked, his voice low and cold. There was something deadly in the way he said it, as if the question itself was a challenge. He took a slow, deliberate step forward, his eyes never leaving hers. “Lane, you’re not weak. You’re not fragile. You should’ve come to me the moment that bastard put you in danger.” His voice softened, but the anger remained. “Why didn’t you?”
Lane blinked, feeling the sharpness of his words. “I didn’t want you to feel like you had to fix everything for me,” she said, her voice small but steady. “I didn’t want to add to your problems. And I didn’t want you to... think I couldn’t handle it.”
Crowley’s gaze softened, though the anger still burned deep within him. He reached out, his hand hovering over hers, the smoke swirling in slow, ominous circles. “You’ll never handle something like this alone, Lane,” he said, his voice low and rough. “I’m your king. I made a vow to protect you, and I won’t let anyone touch you again.”
He let the words linger in the air for a moment before adding, “And Gavin...” His voice darkened again, colder this time. “I’ll deal with him. He won’t be getting away with this.”
Lane nodded, feeling a strange comfort in his words despite the storm raging inside of him. She had no doubt that Crowley would deal with Gavin in a way no one else could.
As the smoke from Crowley’s hands dissipated, Lane’s heartbeat slowed, but she could still feel the remnants of his fury in the air, the tension in his gaze. She wasn’t sure if it was the demon in him or the protectiveness that surged through him now, but there was no mistaking how far he was willing to go for her. She hadn’t expected his anger to be this... visceral.
“Just... just don’t hurt him too much,” she said softly, though she wasn’t sure if it was a plea for Gavin or a warning for Crowley. Either way, it didn’t matter. She wasn’t sure anyone was going to be able to stop Crowley once he decided to act.
Crowley’s lips curled into a cold, dangerous smile. “Don’t worry, love. I’ve got a plan for him.”
His gaze lingered on her for a moment longer, and for the first time since this had all begun, Lane felt the tension in her chest begin to ease. Crowley would take care of it. He would always take care of it.
*¤*¤*¤*
Crowley vanished without a word, leaving Lane standing in the middle of the room, the weight of everything that had just transpired hanging in the air like a storm cloud. Her thoughts were a tangled mess—Crowley’s fury, her own fear, and the cold knot in her stomach. She tried to breathe, tried to steady herself, but it wasn’t easy. Not with Gavin still in the house, not after everything that had happened. She didn’t know what Crowley was going to do, but the sheer power in his words—his fury—had left her with a sense of finality. She didn’t know if that was good or bad.
The door clicked shut behind her with a hollow thud, and she closed her eyes, trying to imagine the worst Crowley could do. She couldn’t. Not really. And that was what scared her.
Meanwhile, in the quiet upstairs room, Gavin leaned back against the bedframe, his arms crossed over his chest, a smug smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. The past few days had been irritating—Lane's paranoia, Hecate’s interference, and Crowley’s increasing awareness of everything that had been happening—but Gavin didn’t care. He could handle it. He always did. He was used to danger, used to the games people like Crowley played.
But tonight... Tonight felt different.
The temperature in the room dropped suddenly, sharply, as if the air itself had turned hostile. Gavin’s smirk faltered, his brow furrowing as the chill settled into his bones. He stood, cautiously, every instinct telling him something was wrong, something was coming. But what?
He turned, his eyes narrowing as the shadows in the corners of the room seemed to stretch and twist, moving of their own accord. The faint scent of sulphur lingered, thick and acrid, stinging the air. Gavin’s breath caught in his throat as the shadows began to creep across the walls like dark tendrils, closing in on him.
Before he could react, a soft whisper filled the space, barely audible yet impossible to ignore. "You’ve made a grave mistake, Gavin."
And then—silence.
The room seemed to pulse, the air thick with something palpable, something wrong. The shadows seemed to grow darker, more defined. It was as if the room itself had become alive with some ancient, invisible force.
Gavin’s eyes flickered to the door, his heart hammering in his chest. He knew that presence. He could feel it before the door even opened, before he saw the figure step into the room. And then, just as quickly as the shadows had descended, the dark figure stood in the doorway, a towering presence. Crowley.
But there was something else—something more.
“Crowley,” Gavin sneered, his bravado coming back, though his voice was edged with an uncertainty he hadn’t planned on. “You couldn’t possibly—”
Crowley’s cold gaze silenced him. “Shut up, Gavin.”
The words were simple, but the power behind them was undeniable. Gavin froze, his words caught in his throat, the smirk dying on his lips.
Crowley stepped closer, his movements fluid, controlled. “You think you’re in control? That you can come into my house, mess with my people and walk away unscathed?” He spoke with a quiet, chilling authority, the temperature around them plummeting even further.
Then, with an almost predatory grin, Crowley leaned forward, lowering his voice to a dangerous whisper. “Let me introduce you to someone.”
The air around them shimmered, a subtle change that made the hairs on Gavin’s neck stand on end. And then, without warning, the unmistakable sound of gigantic paw prints pressing against the hardwood floor echoed in the room, the floorboards creaking beneath the weight of something unseen.
Gavin’s heart skipped a beat as he looked down, his breath hitching in his chest. The creaking grew louder, the sound unmistakably close, but the floor was empty. Nothing was there. Yet the sensation of a heavy presence, something monstrous, lingered, suffocating the space between them.
Then, in the silence, Gavin felt it—a hot, fetid breath on the back of his neck, followed by a low, guttural growl that seemed to rattle the very bones in his body.
He stumbled back, his eyes darting around the room, but he couldn’t see anything. Couldn’t see the creature, only feel its looming presence. The growl echoed in the stillness, a warning, an unspoken threat.
A massive paw print pressed deeply into the hardwood, and the floor creaked again under an invisible weight. Gavin’s skin prickled, his heart racing. He couldn’t see it, but he felt it—something huge, something terrifying right behind him.
Crowley’s voice, cold and filled with dark amusement, broke through the growing tension. “This... is Juliet.”
A growl rumbled in the air, and for a fleeting moment, the temperature dropped so low Gavin could see his own breath.
Gavin’s smirk faltered, panic rising in his chest. He scrambled for the door, but he knew—deep down—he wouldn’t be able to escape.
As the darkness in the room seemed to close in, the hellhound’s growl deepened, resonating through the walls, vibrating the very air. Gavin’s mouth went dry as the presence of the creature seemed to press against him from all sides. He couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think, as the growl reverberated in his ears.
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AN: Hi all! I haven't posted an update in a spell, so here's a long one to make up for it. I can't wait to find out what you think!
TW: leery behaviour? Not quite assault but non-physical non-consent.
A Wolf in the Den
Lane had been pacing around the room, now in normal clothing, watching the pair sat in the conversation pit.
"Well, well," Gavin’s voice had the sharp, familiar edge of a man who’d lived with enough cunning to know exactly how to make an entrance. He looked at Lane, his smirk lingering. "I see I’ve caught you two at a most... interesting time."
Lane froze, meeting his gaze. Her initial frustration turned to cautious wariness. Gavin didn’t just waltz in without making a statement, but he’d done so with a deliberate chill that cut through her defences. The smug grin on his face was enough to send a prickling sensation up her spine, and she couldn't help but wonder if Crowley knew what kind of mischief his son was brewing.
Crowley’s expression was unreadable for a moment, his eyes narrowing just a fraction before the mask slipped back into place. "What is it, Gavin?"
Gavin’s smile grew wider. "Oh, nothing much, just wanted to make sure I wasn't interrupting... anything too intimate." He threw a sidelong glance at Lane, watching for her reaction.
The tension in the room seemed to thicken, but Lane didn’t break eye contact with Gavin. She had no intention of letting him think she was intimidated. "If you’re looking for something to amuse yourself with," she said coolly, "I’m sure you’ll find plenty to play with elsewhere."
Gavin chuckled, unbothered by her words. He let his gaze linger on her, making her skin crawl with the silent appraisal. There was a new edge to his behaviour—something darker, more teasing, than she remembered. "Oh, I’m sure there are things I could do that would be much more interesting." His voice dropped lower, a note of challenge in it.
Crowley, who had been watching Gavin closely, finally broke in, his tone smooth but sharp. "Enough, Gavin. Behave yourself."
Gavin rolled his eyes, but his smirk didn’t waver. "Don’t worry, Father. I know when to be on my best behaviour," he said, deliberately holding Lane’s gaze as he spoke. It wasn’t the typical, respectful way he’d always spoken to Crowley, and it made Lane wonder if this was the beginning of something much more dangerous.
For now, Lane chose to dismiss it. Maybe it was just a product of him being in a new environment, or maybe she was just overthinking it. She wasn’t about to let her guard down, though. Gavin had a way of slinking around corners, waiting to pounce on any weakness. And right now, he was just starting to test the boundaries.
*¤*¤*¤*
Gavin had definitely taken a more noticeable interest in Lane since his arrival, a shift that Lane couldn’t shake. He’d been dropping compliments left and right, his words smooth and honeyed as he hovered just a little too close for comfort.
"You look lovely today, Lane," Gavin had said while handing her a drink, his fingers brushing hers just a bit too long. It was casual, seemingly innocent. But there was something in the way his eyes lingered that made Lane uneasy. He was testing her, prodding for a reaction she wasn’t ready to give.
Crowley had returned soon after and immediately caught the undercurrent in the room, his eyes narrowing when he saw Gavin and Lane standing too close for his liking. Gavin, to his credit, toned it down in front of his father. His flirtations became more like polite conversation, the edges of his behaviour rounded off. But Lane knew—he was biding his time.
As the days wore on, Gavin’s behavior grew bolder, though never in a way that could be directly accused of crossing a line. He’d lean in a little too close when speaking to her, his compliments never feeling entirely sincere, and his lingering touches were just brief enough to be dismissed as accidental.
At first, Lane tried to brush it off, telling herself it was all harmless—just the way Gavin was. But the feeling gnawing at her gut told her something different. She wasn’t about to let herself become another one of his targets. Not after everything she’d already been through with Crowley.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane was sitting near the window, watching the dense forest stretch out before her. The quiet of the surroundings was peaceful, but her mind was unsettled. Gavin’s increasingly bold behaviour had left her with a knot in her stomach, and she couldn’t help but feel that the tension was about to escalate.
The door creaked open, and Crowley walked in with his usual confident swagger. But today, there was something in his expression that was different—a flicker of something she couldn’t place.
"I’ve got a little surprise for you," he said, his voice smoother than usual, his tone playful but with an underlying sincerity.
Lane arched an eyebrow, intrigued but cautious. "A surprise?" she echoed. "What, no catch this time?"
Crowley’s lips curled into a knowing smile, a glint in his eyes. "Nothing sinister this time, I assure you." He set down a large box in front of her, the top slightly open. Lane leaned forward, puzzled, her curiosity piqued.
She couldn’t remember the last time Crowley had actually surprised her with something. He wasn’t the type to throw gifts at her for no reason—everything he did had a purpose, even if that purpose often had a sharp edge. So, what was he up to now?
With a flick of his wrist, he opened the box completely, revealing two Doberman puppies. Their soft fur and wide, innocent eyes were enough to take Lane aback. She hadn’t expected this, not in the slightest.
The puppies scrambled out of the box, their little tails wagging furiously. One of them, the smaller of the two, immediately bounded over to her, snuggling into her lap. Lane froze, her breath catching in her throat. A sudden warmth filled her chest—this wasn’t what she had anticipated.
"You’re spoiling me now?" she muttered, her voice soft with surprise. "I didn’t even remember about the dog."
Crowley leaned against the doorframe, watching her reaction with a faint but genuine smile. "I thought you could use a little something to break the monotony," he said, a surprising tenderness in his words. "Besides, you’re stuck here with only silence for company. They’re your companions now."
Lane could only stare at him for a moment, the puppies gently licking her hands as she absentmindedly petted them. She felt an unfamiliar warmth spread through her. This wasn’t like Crowley at all. It was an uncharacteristic gesture of kindness—one she didn’t know how to respond to.
Before she could find her words, Crowley pulled out a credit card from his coat pocket and placed it next to her. "Take this, spoil them," he added with a shrug, though the glint in his eyes suggested there was more to it than just a simple gift.
Lane blinked, still processing. "You’re serious? You want me to—"
"Yes," Crowley cut in, the corners of his mouth twitching slightly. "They need proper care, don’t they? You might as well enjoy yourself."
There was something in the way he looked at her, his gaze lingering a little too long, like he was gauging her reaction. And in that moment, Lane realized: this wasn’t just a gift. This was Crowley showing something softer, more personal—a side of him she didn’t often see.
Just as Lane was about to respond, the door opened again, and Gavin strolled in with his usual confident air. His eyes immediately landed on the puppies, and his grin widened. "Well, well," he said, his tone light. "Look at these little troublemakers."
He moved forward, almost too quickly, dropping to his knees to pet one of the puppies. But it wasn’t just the puppies that caught his attention. His gaze lingered on Lane—just a bit too long, a little too knowing. It made her uncomfortable, the way he stayed so close, his body language casual but calculated.
Crowley, who had been silently watching the exchange, stiffened. His eyes narrowed, and the warmth in his voice from moments ago disappeared. He stepped forward, crossing the room with purpose, his presence suddenly much more imposing.
"I’ve got to get to work," Crowley said, his tone clipped, though he gave Lane a look—one that was both possessive and gentle in its own strange way. "But listen, if you need anything—anything at all—don’t hesitate to call me."
Lane blinked, taken aback by the insistence in his words. There was always an implied offer when it came to Crowley, but this time, it felt... different. More urgent. The way his gaze held hers, like he needed her to understand.
He gently placed his hand on her shoulder, his touch almost too brief but enough to leave a lingering warmth. "I mean it," he added softly, his voice carrying more weight than usual. "Call me. If there’s anything you need."
For a moment, Lane just nodded, feeling the unexpected reassurance behind his words. It was as if he was reminding her that even in his absence, he was watching—always.
Without another word, Crowley turned, his posture shifting back to the confident king of Hell that he was. But before he left, he shot one last, cold glance at Gavin, a warning that was clear in its subtlety.
The door clicked shut behind him, leaving Lane with the puppies and a growing sense of unease. Gavin, ever the opportunist, smiled at her. "So, shopping trip?" he asked, stepping closer.
But Lane didn’t respond right away. She was still caught on Crowley’s words. Call me if you need anything. It wasn’t just a throwaway line this time. It had weight, and it made her feel... something. Something more than she was ready to admit.
****
Lane carried the two wriggling puppies out to the car, their warm little bodies squirming against her as they whined in excitement. She set them down carefully in the backseat before straightening, only to find Gavin already leaning against the passenger side door, arms crossed, wearing that ever-present, cocky smirk.
"I’ll come along," he said smoothly, opening the door and sliding in without waiting for an invitation.
Lane hesitated, eyeing him. "Didn’t ask."
Gavin chuckled, completely unfazed. "A lady shouldn’t have to do heavy lifting alone, aye?" He reached over, patting the dashboard. "Besides, Crowley did say to spoil them. I’d say that warrants a bit of backup."
Lane rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. The sooner she got this shopping trip over with, the better. She climbed into the driver’s seat, glancing at the credit card still sitting in her pocket, a reminder of Crowley’s unexpected generosity.
The road leading into town was long, winding through thick forest with glimpses of the lake flickering between the trees. It was peaceful—until Gavin spoke again.
"Y’know, you surprise me," he said, shifting slightly in his seat to face her.
Lane kept her eyes on the road. "Do I?"
"Aye," he said. "Figured you’d be the type to take a gift like this and throw it back in his face, call it some grand manipulation tactic."
Lane gripped the wheel a little tighter. He wasn’t wrong—she had considered it. Crowley didn’t do things without a reason. But this... this had felt different.
"Maybe I just like dogs," she muttered.
Gavin let out a quiet chuckle, but he didn’t push further.
The bell chimed as Lane stepped into the pet store, the scent of kibble and rawhide filling the air. The puppies were safely nestled in a cart, their little heads popping up over the edge as they took in their surroundings with curious sniffs.
Gavin, of course, stayed glued to her side, playing the ever-helpful companion.
"I’ll get this," he said smoothly, plucking a large bag of puppy food from the shelf before she could reach for it.
"I got it," Lane replied flatly, attempting to take it from him.
But Gavin just grinned and tossed it into the cart with ease. "What kind of gentleman would I be if I let you do all the work?"
She shot him a look but didn’t argue. If he wanted to carry things, fine—less hassle for her.
As they moved through the aisles, Lane grabbed the essentials—leashes, bowls, chew toys—trying to ignore how Gavin’s presence lingered just a little too close. He brushed past her to reach for things, fingers grazing her arm in ways that felt just barely accidental.
The worst was when they stopped at the collars.
Lane crouched down to inspect them, sorting through the sizes. Gavin knelt beside her, close enough that she could feel his breath near her shoulder.
"Red suits them," he mused, plucking a leather collar from the rack and holding it up.
Lane reached for a different one, something simpler. "I don't remember asking for your opinion, Braveheart."
Gavin smirked, but instead of commenting, he leaned in slightly, lowering his voice. "Crowley watches you a lot, you know."
Lane froze, fingers tightening on the collar in her hand. She glanced at Gavin, her expression unreadable.
"And?"
"And," Gavin said, tilting his head as if studying her, "I think he likes to pretend he’s above it all. But between you and me?" His voice dropped to a near-whisper, "I think he enjoys keeping you close."
Lane met his gaze, unblinking. "You were at the wedding. He is my husband. If you’re trying to get under my skin, you’ll have to do better."
Gavin only grinned. "Just making an observation."
Lane stood, tossing the collar into the cart. "Then keep them to yourself."
*¤*¤*¤*
By the time Lane pulled back into the driveway, the sun had started its descent, casting long shadows over the forest. The puppies had fallen asleep in the backseat, curled against each other, utterly oblivious to the tension that had lingered throughout the trip.
As Lane climbed out of the car, Gavin once again took it upon himself to grab the bags, loading his arms up as if to make a show of it.
The front door swung open before they could reach it.
Crowley stood in the entryway, hands in his pockets, his expression unreadable—but his gaze flickered briefly to Gavin before settling on Lane.
"You took your time," he remarked, his voice light but laced with something sharper.
Lane lifted an eyebrow. "Didn’t realize I was on a deadline."
Gavin smirked and strolled past her, stepping inside first as if he owned the place. Crowley’s eyes followed him, but he said nothing—yet.
Lane bent to scoop up the puppies from the backseat, cradling them as she walked inside. As she passed Crowley, he reached out, his fingers briefly grazing her arm in a way that was neither possessive nor forceful—just deliberate.
She looked up at him, surprised by the touch, but he only murmured, "Did you get what you needed?"
Lane hesitated, the weight of his gaze settling over her. The question felt layered, heavier than it should’ve been.
"Yeah," she answered, voice quieter than she intended.
Crowley held her gaze for a moment longer, then nodded. But as Gavin set the bags down with a dramatic sigh, Crowley’s expression darkened ever so slightly.
"Good," he said, his tone carrying the subtlest edge of a warning. "Because I won’t have my Queen being doted on by just anyone."
Gavin, still sorting through the bags, paused for half a second before flashing a grin. "Of course not. Who would dare?"
Lane exhaled, tension creeping up her spine. She wasn’t sure what game Gavin was playing, but she knew one thing—Crowley wasn’t amused.
And neither was she.
*¤*¤*¤*
A few days had passed since Crowley had surprised Lane with the puppies. They were settling in well—eager, playful, and full of boundless energy. The only thing they lacked was names.
It wasn’t that Lane hadn’t thought about it, but something about naming them felt... weighty. Permanent. She had never imagined herself owning pets, much less ones gifted by him.
So when she invited Hecate and Persephone over for a visit, she figured they might have some insight.
The afternoon sun filtered through the trees, casting dappled light over the garden as the three women lounged outside. Lane sat cross-legged on a cushioned bench, a glass of wine in hand, while Persephone and Hecate occupied the nearby chairs, their presence commanding yet relaxed.
The puppies tumbled through the grass, their sleek black coats glistening as they chased each other in bursts of playful aggression. Every now and then, one would pause, ears perked as if listening to something unseen before darting forward again.
"They're strong," Hecate observed, watching them with interest. "Quick. They'll be excellent hunters if trained well."
Lane huffed. "They’re excellent at chewing through furniture and waking me up at ungodly hours."
Persephone smirked, swirling the wine in her glass. "A fitting match, then."
Lane shot her a look, but before she could reply, a faint shift in the air made her pause. It was subtle, barely noticeable, but Hecate and Persephone both glanced toward the house at the same time.
Gavin had been keeping his distance since their arrival, lingering in the upper floors or conveniently finding things to do away from them. But his presence—whether near or not—seemed to press against the edges of the room like an unnoticed draft.
Persephone set her glass down, her expression neutral but pointed. "Have you been feeling anything strange lately, Lane?"
Lane hesitated.
She knew what the goddess was asking, but she wasn’t about to launch into a discussion about Gavin’s proximity, his lingering looks, or the fact that Crowley had been acting a little more... territorial since then.
Instead, she shrugged. "Nothing out of the ordinary."
A beat of silence stretched between them. Lane wasn’t sure which of the two deities saw through her first, but they exchanged a glance so fleeting yet knowing that it set her teeth on edge.
Hecate finally spoke, her voice carrying that usual air of detached amusement. "Wolves who forget they’re only pups often find themselves in the jaws of something greater."
Persephone hummed in agreement, running a fingertip along the rim of her glass. "And sometimes, the greater beast is already watching."
Lane exhaled through her nose, shifting her attention back to the puppies. They had tired themselves out, sprawled in the grass with heaving chests, oblivious to the undercurrent in the conversation.
"Speaking of wolves," she said, redirecting, "these two still need names."
Hecate smirked but let the subject drop. She turned her gaze toward the male pup, studying him with an almost unnatural focus. After a moment, she spoke.
"This one... Fenrir."
Lane glanced at her, eyebrow raised. "You’re naming him after the wolf destined to kill Odin?"
Hecate took a sip of wine. "I have a fondness for the classics."
Lane considered it, then looked to Persephone. "And the other one?"
The Queen of the Underworld leaned forward, reaching out a delicate hand. The female pup—who had been dozing—lifted her head, sniffing at the offered fingers before placing a single paw over Persephone’s hand. A slow, knowing smile spread across the goddess’s lips.
"Nyx," Persephone decided. "For the night that hides all things."
Lane blinked. "You’re naming her after the primordial goddess of the night?"
Persephone simply lifted a shoulder in a graceful shrug. "It fits."
Before Lane could argue, a familiar voice cut through the air.
"Good, you left one for me."
She turned to see Crowley stepping onto the patio, hands in his pockets, his gaze flicking between the lounging goddesses and the puppies in the grass. He nodded toward the male. "Fenrir, is it? Suits him."
Then, his eyes landed on the female pup. "But I think Belladonna has a nice ring to it."
Lane tilted her head. "Nyx or Belladonna, then?"
Crowley smirked. "She’s deadly either way."
The female pup, as if sensing the weight of the decision, simply yawned and rolled onto her back.
Lane sighed. "Alright. Fenrir and Belladonna it is."
Hecate clinked her glass against Persephone’s in amusement. "A fitting pair."
Crowley’s gaze lingered on Lane for a moment, something unreadable flickering beneath his usual smirk. Then, with a knowing glance toward the house, he added, "Speaking of fitting pairs..."
Lane knew exactly who he was referring to.
She scowled, tossing the nearest throw pillow at him.
*¤*¤*¤*
The flickering candlelight from the TV cast a warm glow over the living room, the soft hum of Reign filling the space. Lane lounged on the couch with Fenrir and Belladonna sprawled across her lap, their small bodies radiating warmth. She absently stroked Belladonna’s fur, her focus mostly on the screen, where Mary Stuart was once again making a politically reckless decision for love.
Gavin sat at the other end of the couch, a respectable enough distance—for now.
“I still don’t see the appeal,” he mused, taking a sip of his drink.
Lane didn’t look away from the screen. “Then why are you watching?”
Gavin chuckled. “Maybe I just enjoy the company.”
That made her glance at him, but his expression remained carefully neutral, like he hadn’t meant anything by it.
She exhaled through her nose and turned back to the show. “It’s a good series. And historically inaccurate as hell.”
“Well, that’s what makes it entertaining, isn’t it?”
For a while, they watched in silence. The puppies shifted in their sleep, Belladonna’s tiny paw twitching as if she were chasing something in her dreams.
Then, Gavin moved.
It was subtle at first. A stretch of his arm, a casual shift in posture that brought him a fraction closer. He leaned in slightly, just enough to make his presence more noticeable. When Belladonna stirred, Gavin reached out—too casually—to pet her.
Lane’s spine stiffened.
She turned her head just in time to see his fingers brush over the pup’s fur... and linger just a little too long.
Her lips pressed into a thin line.
“That’s enough,” she said, her tone even but firm.
Gavin withdrew his hand immediately, smiling in an easy-going way that irritated her more than it should have. “Relax, I was just petting her.”
Lane didn’t answer. Instead, she gently shifted both puppies off her lap and stood, stretching as if nothing had happened.
“I’m heading to bed.” She didn’t wait for a response before scooping up the puppies and walking toward the stairs.
Behind her, she felt Gavin watching her go.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane never mentioned the moment to Crowley.
Not because she didn’t want to—but because she knew how he’d react. The last thing she needed was for Crowley to rip his own son apart over a misplaced touch and a lingering glance.
And yet...
Over the next few days, she caught herself feeling more guarded than usual. It wasn’t intentional, not exactly, but Crowley noticed. He always did.
At first, he didn’t say anything. But his attention sharpened, his presence around the house shifting ever so slightly. When he left for work, he was more deliberate in his affection, tilting her chin up to press a kiss to her forehead, murmuring, “Call me if you need anything.” It was a simple phrase, one he had always implied, but now... it felt heavier.
And then there was Gavin.
Lane wasn’t sure when Crowley noticed, but at some point, his gaze started following his son a little longer. A little sharper. Gavin’s movements in the house became something of a pattern—lingering when Crowley was gone, disappearing when he was home.
Crowley didn’t confront him. Not yet.
But the tension in the house had shifted.
And Lane wasn’t sure how much longer she could ignore it.
*¤*¤*¤*
Crowley was at his desk, casually flipping through some paperwork when Lane entered the room. She paused in the doorway, giving him a small, absent smile before heading to the kitchen. As usual, she moved fluidly, the familiarity of her presence settling in the room—but something about her seemed different today.
Crowley raised an eyebrow as he watched her from the corner of his eye. She was wearing pajama pants, soft cotton ones that fit comfortably but didn’t quite suit her usual laid-back style. Lane had always preferred oversized t-shirts with nothing more than underwear underneath, her confidence and ease with her body apparent in the way she dressed—or rather, the way she didn’t dress. But now, the pants… They made her look more guarded, more closed off than usual.
Not like her, Crowley thought as he leaned back in his chair, the pen in his hand still as he observed her movements. She didn’t speak of it, but her shift in clothing caught his attention. There was something about it that spoke volumes.
“Did you want something to drink?” Lane asked, her voice light, but there was a hint of something unspoken behind her words, something that suggested she was trying to act as if nothing had changed. Crowley knew better.
“Don’t mind me,” he replied with a casual wave. “I’m just curious about how Gavin’s adjusting to this century. Can’t imagine the learning curve is easy for someone born in the 17th century.”
Lane froze for just a moment as she reached for the kettle, and Crowley caught the briefest flicker of hesitation in her eyes.
“I think he’s... getting along fine,” she said, her voice distant, almost distracted. She didn’t meet his gaze as she spoke, keeping her focus on the kettle. Her fingers were slightly stiff as they wrapped around the handle.
Crowley let the silence settle in before continuing, his tone nonchalant, but there was an undercurrent of something more. “You don’t sound convinced.”
Lane gave a small shrug, her expression neutral. “I don’t know,” she said, still avoiding his eyes. “I don’t really like thinking about him much.”
A faint smile tugged at Crowley’s lips, though there was a sharpness behind it. “Not a fan of the boy, then?”
She shook her head, her shoulders tense as she filled the kettle. “No. I just... don’t really care to get too involved with him. He’s here, and that’s it.”
Crowley studied her closely, noting the way her jaw tightened and how her movements, while still smooth, were more deliberate than usual.
It was subtle, but it was there.
“That so?” Crowley mused, his voice light but his gaze never leaving her. “Because you’ve been keeping your distance from him lately. More than usual.”
Lane’s hand paused on the kettle, and Crowley could practically see the wheels turning in her head. “I’m just... not used to having him around, that’s all.”
Crowley’s lips curled into a faint smirk. “And I suppose that’s why you’re wearing pyjama pants to bed these days?”
Lane’s head snapped up, her gaze meeting his for the first time since the conversation began. The surprise was evident on her face, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“What?” she asked, her voice quiet, but the tension in her shoulders was undeniable.
Crowley leaned back, steepling his fingers as he studied her. “You’ve never worn trousers to bed before. I can’t help but wonder what’s changed.”
Lane bit her lip, then shrugged again, her eyes darting away from his. “It’s nothing. They're just... comfy.”
He didn’t press further, but the faint unease that had settled into his chest grew stronger. It wasn’t like her to alter her habits—especially over something as trivial as pyjamas. Something wasn’t right.
He tilted his head slightly, watching her carefully as she tried to mask her discomfort. “Well, if you ever need anything, you know where to find me.”
It was a simple offer, but the weight behind it wasn’t lost on Lane. She nodded without looking at him, her focus back on the kettle as she busied herself with it. Crowley remained silent for a moment longer, allowing the tension in the air to settle. His gaze lingered on her—on the change in her, on the things unsaid.
Lane had always been open with him. Or at least, she used to be.
He couldn’t shake the feeling that whatever had shifted, it wasn’t just Gavin. There was more to it than that.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane turned the shower handle, letting the warm water wash over her skin. The hot steam curled around her, providing a brief, much-needed escape from the tension she had been carrying. Every muscle in her body felt wound tight, her nerves fraying more and more with each passing hour that Gavin remained in the house. She hadn’t been able to shake the unease since Crowley casually asked about him.
It wasn’t just discomfort anymore. It was something heavier, something that pressed against her lungs and coiled at the base of her spine like an instinct she couldn’t ignore.
She had started locking her bedroom door at night. Keeping her back to walls when she walked through the house. Taking the puppies with her wherever she could.
If only they were full-grown dogs already—trained, strong, protective. She imagined their deep growls vibrating through the walls, their presence a tangible shield between her and the creeping wrongness she couldn’t explain. But they were still just babies, sleeping curled up in their bed in the corner of her room, oblivious to the way she had started dreading every shadow and footstep.
She sighed, tilting her head under the stream of water. Just finish up and get to bed. She wasn’t going to let Gavin make her feel unsafe in her own home.
Then the door creaked open.
Lane froze.
And Crowley wasn’t home.
A sickening chill crawled up her spine, dread gripping her ribs like a vice.
Through the steam and water, she caught a blurred figure in the mirror’s reflection. The moment she recognized the broad frame standing there, her stomach turned to ice.
Gavin.
Her blood ran cold, shock and revulsion slamming into her all at once.
“What the hell?!” she yelled, scrambling to grab the towel hanging over the shower rod. She yanked it around herself, her voice rising in raw fury. “Get out!”
He didn’t move. He stood there, watching, his expression unreadable.
A rush of something primal and electric surged through her veins. Lane barely registered it—only the overwhelming need to make him leave.
And then, without warning, the bathroom door slammed shut with a thunderous BANG.
Gavin yelped, stumbling backward as the force of the door nearly took his face off. He barely had time to react, his hands darting up in startled defense.
Lane stood there, gripping her towel with both hands, her breath heaving.
The silence that followed was deafening.
She blinked, her heart hammering in her chest. The door… had moved on its own.
No, not on its own. She had done that.
The realization sent a shiver down her spine, cutting through the heat of the shower.
Gavin, now on the other side of the closed door, let out a nervous laugh, muffled through the wood. “Blimey, no need to be so dramatic—”
“Get. Out.” Lane’s voice was low, lethal.
There was a long pause, then retreating footsteps.
Only when she heard them fade completely did she exhale, her grip on the towel so tight her knuckles turned white.
She stared at the door, at the space where he had been standing, her skin crawling.
The unease that had been steadily growing for days finally snapped into something sharper.
She wasn’t just uncomfortable anymore. She was not safe.
And the worst part?
Crowley wasn’t home.
Lane barely dried off, barely even thought beyond the urgent, all-consuming need to not be alone in this house with Gavin for another second. Her hands trembled as she grabbed a bathrobe, hastily pulling it on before snatching her phone off the counter.
She scrolled down to Hecate’s contact with frantic fingers and hit call, pressing the phone tightly to her ear.
It barely rang once.
"Lane?" Hecate’s voice was clear, steady, grounding.
Lane swallowed, trying to push past the tightness in her throat. "Can you come here?" Her voice wavered, breathless. "Now."
There was a pause, and then, sharp and certain, "I’ll be there in a second."
Before Lane could even lower the phone, a gust of cold air swept through the bathroom. Shadows rippled unnaturally across the walls, the scent of herbs and smoke filling the space.
Then, in a blink, Hecate stood in front of her.
Lane exhaled, tension cracking just enough for her shoulders to sag. Hecate took one look at her—soaking hair, bathrobe clutched tightly around her, the raw edge of panic still clinging to her expression—and her face darkened.
"What happened?"
Lane’s grip tightened on the edge of the counter. She didn’t even know where to begin.
"It’s Gavin," she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. "Something’s… off. I’ve been feeling it for days, but I didn’t want to say anything because he’s Crowley’s son, and I—" She exhaled sharply. "I didn’t want to accuse him unfairly."
Hecate crossed her arms, her presence unwavering. "But?"
"But it’s getting worse," Lane admitted. "The lingering. The touches that seem too friendly on the surface but don’t feel right. He sits next to me even when there are other seats. And tonight—" She sucked in a breath, forcing herself to say it out loud. "He came into the bathroom while I was showering."
Hecate’s entire expression went still.
Lane let out a shaky breath. "I yelled at him to get out, and the door just… slammed shut on its own. I think—" She glanced at the door, still rattled. "I think I did that."
The silence was thick, charged.
Hecate tilted her head slightly, eyes sharp and knowing. "And Crowley wasn’t home," she murmured, more statement than question.
Lane nodded once.
Hecate’s lips pressed into a thin line, the air around her thrumming with something unseen. 
Lane sat on the edge of her bed, her hands still gripping the robe around her like it was the only thing keeping her together. Hecate stood across from her, arms crossed, her golden eyes sharp and expectant.
“You have to tell him.”
Lane shook her head, staring at the floor. “I can’t.”
Hecate’s silence was heavy, waiting for an explanation. Lane exhaled sharply and ran a hand through her damp hair, still shaken.
“When I first met Gavin,” she began, voice quieter than usual, “he was just a ghost. It was back when Bobby was negotiating for his soul. Crowley’s bones for Bobby’s freedom. Gavin showed up during the deal and—” She hesitated. “—he said something.”
She looked up at Hecate then, seeing the goddess’s sharp gaze, but pushed forward anyway.
“He said that when Crowley was human, back when he was still Fergus MacLeod, he used to get drunk and beat him senseless.”
The words lingered in the air between them.
Hecate’s expression didn’t change, but her eyes darkened slightly. “And you think Crowley wouldn’t tolerate the irony of his son becoming just like the man he despised?”
Lane’s stomach twisted. “He’d kill him, Hecate. Or worse. You know he would.”
Hecate let out a low hum, stepping closer. “And you don’t think Gavin deserves it?”
Lane gritted her teeth. “I didn’t say that.”
“Then why are you protecting him?”
“I’m not—” Lane bit the inside of her cheek and looked away. “It’s not about him. It’s about Crowley. If I tell him, if he does what I know he’ll do, then that’s on me.”
Hecate studied her for a long moment before sighing. “Lane.”
Lane looked back at her, throat tightening.
“You are not responsible for what Crowley does,” Hecate said, voice firm. “But you are responsible for what you allow to keep happening to you.”
Lane swallowed.
The truth of it settled into her bones like lead.
Hecate stepped closer, kneeling slightly so they were eye level. Her voice softened, but it lost none of its gravity.
“You don’t feel safe in your own home. You don’t even feel safe in your own bed. And that’s with Crowley’s protection over you.” Her eyes searched Lane’s face. “What do you think happens if you let this go on?”
Lane inhaled sharply, but the answer sat heavy in her chest.
She knew.
And Hecate knew she knew.
Still, the idea of telling Crowley, of watching him turn that razor-sharp fury toward Gavin, made something in her chest squeeze.
“I just—” She exhaled shakily. “I need time to think.”
Hecate’s lips pressed into a thin line, but she nodded. “Don’t take too long.”
Because if Lane didn’t act, Crowley was going to figure it out on his own.
And then Gavin would have no chance at mercy.
*¤*¤*¤*
The next morning, just after breakfast, Hecate arrived with two of her own full-grown dogs at her heels—massive, imposing creatures with sleek black fur and intelligent, piercing eyes. Their presence was immediate, commanding, their sheer size enough to make Lane feel safer in a way she hadn’t realized she needed until now.
“I figured it was time to start training your puppies properly,” Hecate said casually, crouching to let one of the young Dobermans sniff her hand. “They won’t be much use as protection if you don’t teach them well.”
Lane knew it was an excuse, but she didn’t call her out on it.
Instead, she just nodded and gestured toward the yard. “I’d like that.”
From that day on, Hecate came by nearly every day, her visits framed as obedience training sessions. The puppies—Fenrir and Belladonna—were eager learners, quickly mimicking the behavior of Hecate’s seasoned hounds, Nyx and Acheron.
For the first time in weeks, Lane felt good.
Safe. Grounded.
There was something about working with the dogs, watching them grow more confident and capable, that made her forget, even for a little while, how on edge she had been. She found herself actually excited to show Crowley the new tricks Fenrir and Belladonna learned each day, feeling something close to pride whenever they got something right.
Gavin, however, was less than pleased.
At first, his irritation was subtle—barely-there tension in his jaw, brief glances that lingered too long when Hecate spoke. But as the days passed and her presence remained constant, the cracks in his polite demeanor started to show.
Worse, Nyx and Acheron noticed.
The first time Gavin had tried to approach the training session, the two massive hounds had stepped in front of Lane, hackles raised, low, warning growls rumbling from their chests.
“Relax,” Hecate had murmured, running a hand over Nyx’s head, though her gaze on Gavin was anything but casual.
Gavin had forced a tight-lipped smile. “Not much for making guests feel welcome, are they?”
“They’re excellent judges of character,” Hecate had replied smoothly.
Lane had pretended not to notice the way Gavin’s hands curled into fists.
Crowley, of course, noticed everything.
At first, he made no comment about Hecate’s sudden, near-constant presence, nor about the fact that she never arrived alone. But Lane could tell he was watching—taking note of how she seemed to relax only when surrounded by the hounds, how her shoulders tensed whenever Gavin entered the same room.
He didn’t press her, not yet.
But Lane knew Crowley.
And she knew he was only waiting for her to slip—waiting for her to confirm whatever suspicions were already forming in his mind.
*¤*¤*¤*
Lane took a deep breath, her heart still racing from the overwhelming surge of emotions she’d been holding in. She hadn’t wanted to speak to Crowley like this—shaking, scared, and vulnerable. But he deserved to know, and she couldn’t keep hiding it any longer.
The moment she opened her mouth, Crowley’s eyes darkened, and she saw the faintest flicker of smoke curling up from his fingers. His aura shifted; the air around them felt denser, heavier, like a storm was brewing just beneath the surface. The first thing she noticed was how his gaze never left her, his face hardening into an unreadable mask.
“You’ve been keeping something from me,” Crowley said, his voice deceptively calm, though Lane could feel the simmering heat of his fury beneath it. “Tell me.”
Her hands clenched around the edge of the couch. She had no idea how to say this. She couldn’t lie to him—she could barely keep it together.
“Gavin...,” she began, her voice shaking. She swallowed, then spoke louder. “He came into the bathroom while I was showering. I didn’t hear him come in. I was so... startled. I tried to get him to leave, but he wouldn’t. And then... I—”
“Then what?” Crowley snapped, his eyes narrowing. The sulphurous scent in the room grew sharper, the dark smoke curling from his hands more pronounced, as if his very presence was warping the air itself. Lane froze, her eyes wide, watching as the shadows seemed to pulse from him, drawing closer like they were waiting for something.
“I... I don’t know what happened,” Lane whispered, feeling the panic returning. “I tried to push him out, but I—” Her voice trembled. “The door slammed on its own. It wasn’t me... I didn’t do it on purpose. It was like... something else took over. And the door almost hit him in the face.”
Her voice trailed off as Crowley’s eyes flickered with something darker—something more terrifying. His jaw clenched, and he stepped closer to her, the smoky tendrils of sulphur thickening around him. The air felt suffocating, charged with raw anger that seemed to reach out like a whip.
“And then you called Hecate,” Crowley said, his words dripping with quiet fury. It wasn’t a question, but more like a statement, a realization.
Lane nodded, unable to look away from him. “Yes. I called her right after. I... I didn’t know what else to do. I was so afraid. I called her because I couldn’t be alone in the house with him anymore.”
Crowley’s gaze shifted, calculating. “And Hecate came immediately?” he asked, his voice sharper than before, as if the pieces were falling into place.
“She did,” Lane said, her eyes darting around the room, feeling the weight of his gaze. “She came right away, and she told me... she told me to tell you. To tell you right away about what happened. But I didn’t want to burden you with it. I didn’t want you to think I was weak. Or... scared.”
Crowley was silent for a long moment, the air around him heavy with his thoughts. The dark smoke swirling from his hands seemed to reach out like it had a life of its own, pressing closer to Lane. The sulphur smell thickened as his fury reached a breaking point, but he kept it contained. Barely.
“You think I’d think you were weak?” Crowley asked, his voice low and cold. There was something deadly in the way he said it, as if the question itself was a challenge. He took a slow, deliberate step forward, his eyes never leaving hers. “Lane, you’re not weak. You’re not fragile. You should’ve come to me the moment that bastard put you in danger.” His voice softened, but the anger remained. “Why didn’t you?”
Lane blinked, feeling the sharpness of his words. “I didn’t want you to feel like you had to fix everything for me,” she said, her voice small but steady. “I didn’t want to add to your problems. And I didn’t want you to... think I couldn’t handle it.”
Crowley’s gaze softened, though the anger still burned deep within him. He reached out, his hand hovering over hers, the smoke swirling in slow, ominous circles. “You’ll never handle something like this alone, Lane,” he said, his voice low and rough. “I’m your king. I made a vow to protect you, and I won’t let anyone touch you again.”
He let the words linger in the air for a moment before adding, “And Gavin...” His voice darkened again, colder this time. “I’ll deal with him. He won’t be getting away with this.”
Lane nodded, feeling a strange comfort in his words despite the storm raging inside of him. She had no doubt that Crowley would deal with Gavin in a way no one else could.
As the smoke from Crowley’s hands dissipated, Lane’s heartbeat slowed, but she could still feel the remnants of his fury in the air, the tension in his gaze. She wasn’t sure if it was the demon in him or the protectiveness that surged through him now, but there was no mistaking how far he was willing to go for her. She hadn’t expected his anger to be this... visceral.
“Just... just don’t hurt him too much,” she said softly, though she wasn’t sure if it was a plea for Gavin or a warning for Crowley. Either way, it didn’t matter. She wasn’t sure anyone was going to be able to stop Crowley once he decided to act.
Crowley’s lips curled into a cold, dangerous smile. “Don’t worry, love. I’ve got a plan for him.”
His gaze lingered on her for a moment longer, and for the first time since this had all begun, Lane felt the tension in her chest begin to ease. Crowley would take care of it. He would always take care of it.
*¤*¤*¤*
Crowley vanished without a word, leaving Lane standing in the middle of the room, the weight of everything that had just transpired hanging in the air like a storm cloud. Her thoughts were a tangled mess—Crowley’s fury, her own fear, and the cold knot in her stomach. She tried to breathe, tried to steady herself, but it wasn’t easy. Not with Gavin still in the house, not after everything that had happened. She didn’t know what Crowley was going to do, but the sheer power in his words—his fury—had left her with a sense of finality. She didn’t know if that was good or bad.
The door clicked shut behind her with a hollow thud, and she closed her eyes, trying to imagine the worst Crowley could do. She couldn’t. Not really. And that was what scared her.
Meanwhile, in the quiet upstairs room, Gavin leaned back against the bedframe, his arms crossed over his chest, a smug smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. The past few days had been irritating—Lane's paranoia, Hecate’s interference, and Crowley’s increasing awareness of everything that had been happening—but Gavin didn’t care. He could handle it. He always did. He was used to danger, used to the games people like Crowley played.
But tonight... Tonight felt different.
The temperature in the room dropped suddenly, sharply, as if the air itself had turned hostile. Gavin’s smirk faltered, his brow furrowing as the chill settled into his bones. He stood, cautiously, every instinct telling him something was wrong, something was coming. But what?
He turned, his eyes narrowing as the shadows in the corners of the room seemed to stretch and twist, moving of their own accord. The faint scent of sulphur lingered, thick and acrid, stinging the air. Gavin’s breath caught in his throat as the shadows began to creep across the walls like dark tendrils, closing in on him.
Before he could react, a soft whisper filled the space, barely audible yet impossible to ignore. "You’ve made a grave mistake, Gavin."
And then—silence.
The room seemed to pulse, the air thick with something palpable, something wrong. The shadows seemed to grow darker, more defined. It was as if the room itself had become alive with some ancient, invisible force.
Gavin’s eyes flickered to the door, his heart hammering in his chest. He knew that presence. He could feel it before the door even opened, before he saw the figure step into the room. And then, just as quickly as the shadows had descended, the dark figure stood in the doorway, a towering presence. Crowley.
But there was something else—something more.
“Crowley,” Gavin sneered, his bravado coming back, though his voice was edged with an uncertainty he hadn’t planned on. “You couldn’t possibly—”
Crowley’s cold gaze silenced him. “Shut up, Gavin.”
The words were simple, but the power behind them was undeniable. Gavin froze, his words caught in his throat, the smirk dying on his lips.
Crowley stepped closer, his movements fluid, controlled. “You think you’re in control? That you can come into my house, mess with my people and walk away unscathed?” He spoke with a quiet, chilling authority, the temperature around them plummeting even further.
Then, with an almost predatory grin, Crowley leaned forward, lowering his voice to a dangerous whisper. “Let me introduce you to someone.”
The air around them shimmered, a subtle change that made the hairs on Gavin’s neck stand on end. And then, without warning, the unmistakable sound of gigantic paw prints pressing against the hardwood floor echoed in the room, the floorboards creaking beneath the weight of something unseen.
Gavin’s heart skipped a beat as he looked down, his breath hitching in his chest. The creaking grew louder, the sound unmistakably close, but the floor was empty. Nothing was there. Yet the sensation of a heavy presence, something monstrous, lingered, suffocating the space between them.
Then, in the silence, Gavin felt it—a hot, fetid breath on the back of his neck, followed by a low, guttural growl that seemed to rattle the very bones in his body.
He stumbled back, his eyes darting around the room, but he couldn’t see anything. Couldn’t see the creature, only feel its looming presence. The growl echoed in the stillness, a warning, an unspoken threat.
A massive paw print pressed deeply into the hardwood, and the floor creaked again under an invisible weight. Gavin’s skin prickled, his heart racing. He couldn’t see it, but he felt it—something huge, something terrifying right behind him.
Crowley’s voice, cold and filled with dark amusement, broke through the growing tension. “This... is Juliet.”
A growl rumbled in the air, and for a fleeting moment, the temperature dropped so low Gavin could see his own breath.
Gavin’s smirk faltered, panic rising in his chest. He scrambled for the door, but he knew—deep down—he wouldn’t be able to escape.
As the darkness in the room seemed to close in, the hellhound’s growl deepened, resonating through the walls, vibrating the very air. Gavin’s mouth went dry as the presence of the creature seemed to press against him from all sides. He couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think, as the growl reverberated in his ears.
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endless reasons to love dean winchester 
he expresses love in so many little ways for anonymous
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dowagerqueenofhell ¡ 3 months ago
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Clearly 😉 also I just loved the bants
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My personal triumph, ladies, gents, and others
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dowagerqueenofhell ¡ 3 months ago
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Not the response, babes, the admittance of guilt. Also update
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My personal triumph, ladies, gents, and others
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'Kids ain't supposed to be grateful! They're supposed to eat your food, break your heart.' - Bobby Singer
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the self-indulgent fanfiction will continue until morale improves
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Imagine you work at some fucking roadside diner in buttfuck nowhere and you have to wait a table with three dudes who aren't from around here and the guy with the long hair immediately pulls out his laptop with what looks like cult shit in the web browser and asks for your worst salad option, and the guy in the trenchcoat sniffs the pepper shaker and declares the molecules to be very sharp and the guy with the greenest eyes you've ever seen calls you sweetheart and then proceeds to engage with intimate eye contact with trenchcoat to a degree that is downright indecent and then orders the heart attack special on your menu and every time you walk past their table they're talking about that gruesome murder that happened in town and the pretty guy is feeding the trenchcoat guy fries while the hair guy talks about desecrating corpses
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I'm still thinking about the double date scene (no spoilers) tbh
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A/N: Hi, all! This is the fourth chapter of season 2 and a return to normal (whatever that means) for Crowley and Lane. How'd you think this is going to go?
The morning light filtered gently through the windows, casting a warm glow over the room. Crowley stirred first, his eyes opening to meet Lane’s gaze. She was already watching him, a sleepy but genuine smile on her face as her fingers traced absent patterns on his chest.
"Good morning, Your Majesty," she murmured, her voice still thick with sleep, though there was a softness to it now, as if they had finally settled into the reality of their marriage.
Crowley’s lips curved into a rare, easy smile as he reached up to brush a stray lock of hair from her face. "Good morning, my Queen," he responded, his tone quieter than usual, like the moment itself was something he didn’t want to break.
They lingered in the peacefulness of the morning, content in the quiet. But as time went on, the weight of their shared bond began to feel more palpable.
Lane shifted slightly, propping herself up on an elbow as she glanced over at him. "So… what now?" she asked, her voice playful but still laced with exhaustion from the events of the previous day.
Crowley sat up, stretching with a lazy but deliberate movement. His hand reached for the bottle of bourbon on the nightstand but paused, realizing the moment was far too early for that indulgence. He looked over at her with a teasing smirk. "First, we leave this place. I’ll have the luggage and wedding presents teleported to the house in Colorado. I assume you want them in place when we arrive?"
"Of course," Lane replied, rolling her eyes but smiling. "Can’t let the gifts go to waste."
Crowley’s grin widened, and he gave a subtle nod to the demons lurking in the corners of the room. With a flick of his wrist, he commanded them to teleport their belongings. The room shimmered for a brief moment before their things vanished.
He stood up and gestured for her to join him. "Let’s get going, then."
Lane raised an eyebrow at him. "Always so decisive," she teased, though she was already sliding out of bed and preparing to follow his lead. "You really do love making everything sound like a conquest."
"Indeed," Crowley replied smoothly. "I’m the King of Hell, after all. Conquests are in my nature."
Without another word, he reached for her and pulled her into his arms. Without hesitation, he teleported them both to their home in Colorado, the world around them blurring and reassembling itself in the blink of an eye.
They stood in front of the house, its grand structure looming before them. Lane glanced up at Crowley, taking in the sight of their new life. It was surreal. Their home. Their future, though uncertain, felt somehow more tangible here.
Crowley didn’t hesitate, stepping forward and lifting her into his arms. "Tradition," he said simply, the barest trace of a playful smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
Lane raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. "You’re really going to carry me over the threshold, aren’t you?"
"Why wouldn’t I?" Crowley responded smoothly. "Can’t have you crossing it like some common mortal."
She let out a laugh, the warmth of the moment pulling her in. She allowed him to carry her, the intimacy of the act catching her slightly off guard. This was real. This was their life.
As they reached the front door, Crowley paused, holding her carefully in his arms. He looked down at her, and for the briefest of moments, his eyes softened. There was something in that look—something more than what he usually allowed himself to express. But before it could fully settle, he leaned in and kissed her, gently but with unmistakable tenderness.
The kiss lingered for a moment, but just as they began to pull apart, a throat cleared from behind them.
"Everything’s in place, my Lord."
Crowley’s posture stiffened ever so slightly, and Lane felt a shift in the air. The closeness they had shared in the kiss seemed to dissipate in an instant. He set her down carefully but reluctantly, the moment of warmth slipping away like sand through their fingers.
Lane, trying not to show her disappointment, cleared her throat. "Well, looks like our moment's over," she muttered under her breath, though it wasn’t entirely a complaint.
Crowley’s expression returned to its usual, composed self, but there was something in his voice that betrayed a flicker of care when he spoke again. "Don’t worry. I haven’t forgotten about the dog. It’s your wedding gift. I’ll have him here shortly."
Lane blinked, surprised. "The dog?"
Crowley gave a sly grin. "Yes. And you don’t get to choose the breed."
Lane’s eyes narrowed playfully. "Oh really? Well, if it’s a Chihuahua, I’m naming it Fergus."
Crowley raised an eyebrow, clearly amused by the idea of a dog named Fergus, but he quickly masked it with his usual, sharp smirk. "Chihuahuas, eh? You might want to reconsider, my Queen. I have more regal creatures in mind."
Lane crossed her arms, giving him a pointed look. "I think Fergus would do just fine."
Crowley let out a low chuckle, his posture relaxing ever so slightly. "We’ll see, won’t we?" he said, his voice laced with playful defiance.
Lane rolled her eyes but couldn’t suppress the small smile tugging at her lips. There was something comforting about the banter, the way he didn’t always hide behind the walls he’d so carefully built.
"I’ll be sure to make him feel right at home," she replied, her tone softening as she glanced at their new house.
Crowley glanced over at her, his usual guarded expression back in place. "Good. I’ll make sure he's well... suited for the King's household."
Lane gave him an exaggerated sigh. "Always the drama."
Crowley grinned, the moment of levity quickly fading. The dog, for now, was the least of their concerns, but Lane couldn’t help but feel that this small gift—this gesture—was the first time he had truly thought of her in a way that wasn’t dictated by duty or obligation.
And that made all the difference.
*•*•*•*
The house felt strangely quiet, the kind of stillness that hung in the air when something new was about to settle. Crowley’s presence was a constant hum in the space, and Lane could feel it, even when he wasn’t physically nearby. As she wandered around the house, checking everything that had already been delivered, she could hear his footsteps behind her as he made his way down the hallway. She paused, fingers lingering on the soft velvet of one of the cushions on their new couch, and glanced over her shoulder.
"You should rest," he called from the hallway, his voice low but laced with authority. "You’ve had quite the couple of days."
Lane didn’t turn to face him fully, though the sound of his voice still held a pull. She didn’t want to be vulnerable yet, not completely. Not with him. Not now.
"I’m fine," she replied, her voice betraying none of the exhaustion she felt. She refused to acknowledge the weariness that hung like a shadow over her body. She had other things to deal with—things that were more pressing than her own fatigue.
Crowley didn’t press her further, but she could feel the weight of his gaze from the doorframe, like he was assessing her from a distance.
For a brief moment, there was something raw in the air between them, a flicker of something unspoken, a curiosity neither of them was willing to explore fully yet. It was as if neither of them knew how to be close, how to bridge the space that had formed between them after the wedding. They had shared the ceremony, the vows, the unspoken promises—but none of that seemed to matter now. The proximity was more intimidating than ever before, and the more they tried to ignore it, the more it seemed to stretch and pull at them.
Lane turned, her gaze lingering on the door as though it might offer an escape, but when her eyes met his, she was met with an intensity she couldn’t ignore. Crowley’s gaze had softened, just the smallest fraction, but it was enough to make her heart skip.
She cleared her throat, trying to regain her composure. “So, what now?” Her voice was steady, but her hands betrayed her. They were fidgeting with the edge of her sleeve, a small, nervous habit she hadn’t yet grown out of.
Crowley didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he took a step closer, his movements deliberate and controlled, the quiet hum of his power seeming to pulse in the room. It made her pulse quicken, but not in fear—in anticipation.
“Now?” He repeated the word with a certain detachment, his usual self-assuredness returning as his eyes flicked to her lips before meeting her gaze again. “Now, we adjust to the reality of what we’ve done. We navigate the life we’ve suddenly found ourselves in.”
Lane’s heart tightened. He said the words like it was just another task to tick off his list, but the way he said them—so carefully, so measured—spoke volumes. There was no rush to his tone, no immediate need to solve things. Instead, it was almost as though he was testing the waters, trying to gauge what would happen next.
“You sound like you’re already bored with me,” Lane muttered, only half-joking, though her words seemed to land heavier than she intended.
Crowley raised an eyebrow, the hint of a smile flickering across his lips before it vanished as quickly as it had appeared. “Bored?” He stepped closer still, the distance between them now measured in inches instead of feet. “Hardly. But it does seem we’ve taken a rather… unconventional path.”
The air thickened, and Lane couldn’t help but wonder if he had meant more than he said. There was a flicker of something in his eyes, something she couldn’t quite read.
Her mind was clouded with thoughts of the wedding, the rushed vows, the feelings she had suppressed, and now—this. His closeness was unnerving, and yet, it was the one thing she longed for in the quiet of their new home. It felt both alien and familiar, both intoxicating and terrifying.
“And what if I don’t want to adjust?” she asked, her voice quieter now, almost challenging. She took a small step back but couldn’t break away from his gaze. “What if I want something more... reckless? Something not so carefully planned?”
Crowley chuckled softly, his expression unreadable. “Reckless, is it? You’ve already taken the leap, haven’t you? What’s left to fear?”
For a moment, they simply stood there, neither of them moving. The silence stretched between them like a web, tense and fragile. Lane could feel the pull of it, the invisible thread that tied them together despite the walls they both tried to erect around themselves.
"You know, I’m not exactly good at this whole... married life thing," she confessed suddenly, her voice a little too brittle for her liking.
Crowley’s lips quirked, and for the briefest moment, he seemed more human than she had ever seen him. “I’d say you’re doing just fine. But if you’re looking for advice, you won’t find any from me. I don’t know how to be anything but myself.”
Lane snorted, the tension easing slightly as she folded her arms across her chest. “Figures.”
Crowley let the silence linger, his posture relaxed now that they had moved past whatever unspoken awkwardness had initially defined the moment. His voice lowered, softening as he spoke again, a strange vulnerability leaking into his words.
“You’re not alone in this,” he said, almost as if he were reassuring himself as much as her. “This isn’t something you have to figure out by yourself.”
Lane looked up at him, her throat tightening. Despite all the walls he had put up, despite the times he had pushed her away, there was something in the way he spoke now—a softness that had been completely absent before.
Before she could respond, Crowley stepped closer, his hand reaching out to gently touch her arm, his fingers brushing against her skin with an intimacy that felt both familiar and foreign. For the briefest of moments, Lane forgot to breathe.
And just as quickly, the moment passed.
Crowley gave her a small nod, his usual confident mask slipping back into place as he backed away a step, the pull between them beginning to wane once again.
"Let’s see how we do, then," he said, his tone returning to its usual cool detachment. "We’re in this together, whether you like it or not."
Lane couldn’t help but laugh, despite herself. “Some wedding gift.”
Crowley raised an eyebrow but didn’t answer, his hand lingering in the air where it had brushed her arm. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to make the uncertainty between them just a little more bearable.
*•*•*•*
Lane stood in the doorway of the bedroom, watching as Crowley moved around the room, getting ready for bed. He was always so graceful in the way he moved, as though everything he did was deliberate, calculated. She admired that in a way, though it made it difficult to figure out how to break through his walls. Tonight, though, something was different. He didn’t seem quite as guarded.
“You’ve done enough unpacking,” he murmured, his voice still carrying the weight of a day spent traveling. “Why don’t you come to bed?”
Lane hesitated, her fingers still gripping the zipper of the suitcase. She could feel the urge to rest, but something in her nagged at her. She didn’t want to immediately fall into the routine. Not yet. Not when things still felt so new and uncertain between them. She was still reeling from the wedding, from everything that had happened so quickly.
“I’ll be in in a minute,” she replied, flashing him a small smile. “I just want to finish putting things away.”
Crowley didn’t seem convinced, but he didn’t press it. Instead, he turned toward the bed, his back to her as he lay down, and soon enough, the soft rise and fall of his chest indicated he was asleep. Or so it seemed.
Lane eyed him carefully from across the room, wondering if he was faking sleep. He had that kind of presence—one that could remain completely still and completely unreadable even in the most intimate of moments. But she had learned his little habits, his subtle gestures. There was something in the way his shoulders were just slightly too tense, something in the rhythm of his breath that made her think he wasn’t as far gone as he seemed.
For a long moment, Lane stood there, considering whether to call him out on it or leave it be. But after a few more seconds, she sighed, turning back to the suitcase, pretending to fold the clothes that didn’t need folding. She told herself she was just buying time. Time for what, though? She wasn’t sure yet.
After what felt like ages, she finally let the suitcase fall shut with a soft thud and glanced toward the bed. Crowley was still lying there, facing the wall, the quiet of the room almost overwhelming. She debated whether to join him now or take a moment longer. In the end, it didn’t matter. She moved to the bed, the cool sheets welcoming her as she slid in beside him.
The moment she laid down, something pulled at her. She found herself inching closer, without even realizing it. By the time she fell asleep, her body was pressed lightly against his, the warmth of his skin just within reach, though neither of them acknowledged it.
When she woke up the next morning, the early light of dawn was barely spilling through the curtains. She blinked, groggily trying to make sense of the situation. It wasn’t the first time she’d woken up next to him, but this time felt different. Her heart was pounding a little faster than usual, and when she looked over, she saw that she had somehow gravitated even closer to him in the night. Her arm was resting against his side, her face just a few inches from his.
She could hear his soft breathing and felt the slight rise and fall of his chest, but it was so calm that it almost felt… practiced. Was he really asleep? She wasn’t sure. It was impossible to tell with Crowley.
She carefully disentangled herself, careful not to wake him, and slid out of bed. As she stood, stretching her arms above her head, she glanced back at him. He remained still, his eyes closed, his body completely relaxed—at least, that’s what it appeared to be.
Making her way downstairs, she found the kitchen exactly how she expected it: silent, quiet, save for the soft hum of the refrigerator. She busied herself with making coffee, opening cabinets and drawers, trying to find some semblance of normalcy in a life that had turned completely upside down in the last few days.
She was humming to herself as the coffee machine sputtered to life when she heard the soft click of a door opening behind her. A few seconds later, Crowley appeared in the doorway, still wearing his sleep clothes, his hair tousled from the night.
“Good morning,” she said, her voice light as she poured the coffee. “Did you sleep well?”
He stretched with a groan, making his way to the counter, his eyes barely open. “Well enough,” he muttered, clearly not fully awake yet. “I wasn’t expecting you to turn into a housewife so quickly.” His tone was teasing, but there was something almost fond in the way he said it.
Lane turned, raising an eyebrow at him. “A housewife?” she repeated with a grin. “I’m just making coffee. Are you going to get your briefcase and rush off, or are you sticking around to have breakfast?”
He smirked, his expression shifting as he sauntered into the kitchen. “I suppose I can spare a moment for coffee,” he said nonchalantly. “But don’t expect me to stay for the whole morning. I’m a busy man.”
Lane laughed softly, but as she watched him, she couldn’t help but notice the way his eyes lingered on her just a little too long, the way his gaze softened ever so slightly. Despite his nonchalance, there was something in his look—something in the way he stepped closer—that betrayed his usual control.
Before he could say anything else, he leaned down and pressed a brief, almost perfunctory kiss to her lips. The kiss was fleeting, cold even, but it wasn’t unwelcome. It was just… something they both seemed to be doing to fill a gap, something neither of them quite knew how to navigate yet.
As he pulled back, Crowley gave a small, knowing smirk. “Suspicious. I’ve never seen you actually cook before,” he said, his tone playful but with an edge of curiosity.
Lane’s lips curved into a sly grin. “You’ve been too busy running off with your briefcase to notice,” she teased. “But I’ll take that as a compliment. Coffee’s ready, if you want some.”
Crowley chuckled softly but didn’t move to grab the cup. Instead, he gave her a knowing look, as if weighing the next move. “You’re lucky I’m still tired enough to let you get away with it.”
Lane raised an eyebrow, her grin still playing on her lips. “You might want to watch it, darling. The day might come when I’m making breakfast every morning.”
He smiled faintly, the hint of amusement in his eyes. “We’ll see. For now, I’ll let you have your coffee.” With that, he turned and walked out of the room, leaving her with a quiet, thoughtful smile on her lips.
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Lane stared at the piles of luggage scattered across the room, the bright wedding presents stacked haphazardly, and the soft hum of the house pressing in on her. Crowley had already disappeared into his office to do whatever it was he did in there, and for a brief moment, the silence of the house felt suffocating. She couldn’t deny the need to do something, to occupy her mind with something that wasn’t just the lingering tension between them. Her fingers itched to grab the wrapping paper from the gifts, but the thought of spending the entire day unpacking—alone—felt like an invitation to madness.
Instead, Lane grabbed her phone off the counter, her thumb hovering over the contacts. She didn’t have to think too long before tapping Hecate’s number.
The phone rang twice before Hecate picked up, her voice smooth but with a hint of amusement. “Lane? You’re calling early for a newlywed. Everything okay?”
Lane grinned. “It’s barely noon. And yes, everything’s fine. I just... I need to get out of the house for a bit. Are you busy?”
There was a pause, and then Hecate’s voice dropped into something more serious, but still light. “Busy? For you, darling, I make time. Where do you want to go?”
“I need a break from unpacking,” Lane replied. “Something simple, maybe a coffee shop?”
“Sounds perfect. I’ll meet you there in twenty.”
Lane hung up and felt a wave of relief wash over her. The thought of getting out of the house, even for a couple of hours, felt like a welcome escape from the weight of it all. She quickly freshened up, changed into a loose, comfortable outfit, and grabbed her keys before heading out the door.
The coffee shop wasn’t too far from their new home—just a cozy, dimly lit place nestled in a corner of the neighborhood that always seemed to smell like fresh pastries and ground coffee beans. The soft jazz music playing in the background blended with the hum of quiet conversations. It was the kind of place Lane could lose herself in, where time didn’t feel like it was constantly ticking away.
She stepped inside, immediately spotting Hecate sitting by the window. Her presence was impossible to miss. Hecate was dressed in a tailored blazer in deep green, with a pair of sleek, black skinny jeans and ankle boots that clicked sharply on the floor as she shifted in her seat. Her makeup was minimal but striking, the dark eyeliner accentuating her sharp features, and her hair fell in glossy waves around her shoulders. Despite the modern, professional outfit, there was a quiet power to her, an aura of something ancient and untouchable.
“Lane,” Hecate greeted, her lips curling into a smile. “You look… different. Wedded bliss already wearing off?”
Lane laughed softly, sinking into the chair across from her. “You could say that. I needed a change of scenery, and honestly, I just wanted some time away.”
Hecate raised an eyebrow, her expression shifting to one of quiet curiosity. “Hmm. And I assume you’re not just trying to get away from unpacking?”
“Unpacking, yes. But it’s more than that,” Lane confessed, her fingers tracing the rim of her cup. “It’s... him.”
Hecate gave a knowing nod, her eyes softening. “Ah, I see. Well, you’re not the first person to need space from their new husband, especially not after two days.”
Lane hesitated, unsure how much she wanted to reveal. She had no idea how Hecate would view her frustrations with Crowley, even though she suspected the older goddess understood far more than most. Lane sighed, setting her phone down. “It’s just... different now. We’re married. And it feels like everything’s shifted, but not in the way I thought it would.”
“That’s marriage for you.” Hecate’s voice was smooth and calm as she reached for the menu. “The ‘honeymoon phase’ isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. It’s all well and good until reality sets in. But tell me, Lane... what exactly are you hoping for from him? A fairy tale?”
“I don’t know,” Lane replied softly. “I thought I wanted a fairy tale. But I’m starting to think maybe I’m the only one who still believes in it.”
Hecate watched her closely, then nodded. “That’s the thing with fairy tales, darling. They’re much more appealing from the outside, but the real work—well, that’s always behind the scenes. And it sounds like you’re both still figuring out your roles.”
Lane was quiet for a moment, then shook her head slightly. “I don’t know. I just… I want to feel like we’re really connected. Like we’re in this together, not just going through the motions.”
“I get it,” Hecate said, her voice softer now. “But the real question is whether he feels the same. Does he see this as a partnership, or is he still guarding himself?”
Lane’s heart skipped. “He’s definitely guarding himself,” she admitted, frustration lacing her words. “I mean, two days into being married, and he’s still hiding behind all those walls. It’s exhausting. But I don’t know how to reach him. I don’t know how to break through.”
Hecate gave a small, sympathetic smile, though her eyes held something almost ancient in them. “That’s a tough one. You can’t force someone to let their walls down, Lane. Not unless they’re ready. But here’s a thought: Maybe you’re trying to get too close too soon. Maybe let him come to you on his own terms, at his own pace.”
Lane frowned but nodded, mulling over Hecate’s words. She wasn’t sure she entirely agreed, but there was something to them. Crowley’s walls were thick, built over centuries of careful control. She didn’t want to tear them down—she just wanted a crack in them, enough to get a glimpse of the man behind the façade.
The waiter appeared, breaking her reverie, and Lane ordered her usual herbal tea: a calming blend of chamomile, lavender, and a hint of lemon balm. Hecate chose something more earthy—a mint and ginger blend with a dash of rosemary, the sharp scent filling the air as it was set before her.
The tea arrived, the steam curling upward, and Hecate took a sip before setting the cup back down. “Don’t forget, Lane,” she said, her voice gentle but firm. “You’re still learning who Crowley is. And it sounds like he’s still learning who you are. Give it time.”
Lane leaned back in her chair, considering Hecate’s advice. The way the older woman spoke—like she had all the answers, like she understood the struggle—was strangely comforting. For a moment, Lane didn’t feel so alone in her uncertainty.
“Thanks,” Lane said quietly. “I needed that. Really.”
Hecate smiled knowingly, then leaned in a little. “Now, let’s talk about something real. What’s your next move?”
Lane sipped her tea, the warmth of it soothing her as she stared out the window. She hadn’t realized how badly she needed this break, away from the house, away from the quiet tension that seemed to follow her every move with Crowley. But as she sat there, the words she’d spoken earlier to Hecate about her marriage seemed to echo louder. She felt, somehow, both close and distant to Crowley. The walls between them hadn’t come down, not completely, but they hadn’t exactly remained the same either.
She glanced at Hecate, her mind still a little clouded. “You know, it’s... kind of a strange story. How we ended up together, I mean. We didn’t exactly meet under the most romantic circumstances.”
Hecate tilted her head, a smirk playing at the corner of her lips. “A crossroads deal, if I’m not mistaken?”
Lane let out a breath, trying to hold back a smile of her own. “Yes. A crossroads deal. Funny, right? I mean, who would have thought? I made a deal with him, and here we are.” She paused, feeling that pang of uncertainty again. “I think I just—I think I just wanted something different. And he... well, he’s different too. But I don’t know if that’s enough anymore. I’m not sure I can keep pretending I’m fine with how things are.”
Hecate’s eyes glinted with a mix of curiosity and amusement. “A crossroads deal. How delightful,” she commented, her voice tinged with playful surprise. “Well, it certainly adds a bit of... spice to your love story. But go on.”
Lane shook her head slightly, refocusing on her tea. “It wasn’t always like this. There was a time when I didn’t even know who he really was. Hell, I still don’t know him all the way. But, for some reason, we’ve found ourselves here. Together. And it’s not just the deal anymore. It’s... more complicated than that.”
Hecate gave a small nod, signaling for Lane to continue, but she didn’t interrupt. There was something in the way she listened—like she understood more than Lane realized.
After a moment, Lane let out a sigh and set her cup down, feeling like she’d finally said something that made sense. “But even though I’m here with him, there’s always that space between us. That distance. I can’t seem to get close enough.”
Hecate’s lips curled into a knowing smile. “Distance is an interesting thing, isn’t it? Some people spend their entire lives trying to close the gap, while others are content to let it remain. It’s only natural you’d want more from him, though.”
Lane nodded, relieved to find someone who seemed to truly understand. “I just want him to stop keeping me at arm's length.”
Hecate leaned back, her eyes scanning the room for a moment, before focusing back on Lane. “Well, darling, it’s his walls to tear down. But I have to say, I’m quite flattered. A crossroads deal... turning into something more. You certainly know how to pick your men.”
Lane couldn’t help but chuckle. “I didn’t exactly pick him. Not in the way you think. It just... happened. And now here I am, wondering if this is what I really want.”
“Well,” Hecate began, her tone thoughtful, “we all make our choices. And sometimes, those choices come with consequences.”
The two of them finished their teas in silence for a few moments, each lost in their own thoughts. Eventually, Hecate broke the quiet.
“Let’s take a walk,” she said, standing up. “I know a little spot nearby that’s... well, it's not far, and it might be just what you need right now.”
Lane nodded, eager for a change of scenery. “Sounds perfect.”
The streets outside the café were peaceful, the sun beginning to dip lower in the sky, casting long shadows on the pavement. They wandered down the quiet streets until they reached a small, unassuming storefront with an old, weathered sign that read “Esoteric.” The doorbell jingled as they stepped inside.
The atmosphere was immediately different—calmer, more intense. The air was thick with the scent of incense and herbs, and the shelves were lined with an eclectic mix of items: books on witchcraft, candles of every color and shape, bundles of sage and Palo Santo, and crystal displays that shimmered in the dim light. Lane’s eyes wandered to the far corner, where a large glass display case held an assortment of raw gemstones.
Her feet led her instinctively toward the crystals, drawn by their energy. She paused in front of a display of amethyst, its deep purple hue calling to her like a familiar memory. Her fingers brushed over the smooth surface, feeling a strange pulse from the stone. She moved on, glancing at others—rose quartz, smoky quartz, and labradorite—before her attention was caught by a delicate piece of selenite. Its ethereal glow seemed to offer a sense of calm that she hadn’t realized she was searching for.
Hecate stood back, observing her with quiet interest. She said nothing, simply letting Lane explore at her own pace.
After a few moments, Lane pulled herself away from the crystals, feeling oddly refreshed. She glanced back at Hecate. “I think I’ll get some Palo Santo... and maybe a few crystals, too.”
Hecate raised an eyebrow. “Interesting choices. You’re starting to trust your instincts, I see.”
Lane gave a small shrug. “I guess so. They just... felt right.”
With her purchases in hand, Lane made her way to the counter, where Hecate watched with an amused glint in her eyes. As they stood near the door, ready to leave, Hecate produced something from the folds of her coat—a small, intricately designed tarot deck.
She handed it to Lane with a knowing smile. “Consider this a belated wedding present,” she said, her voice light but laced with something deeper. “I have a feeling it will come in handy.”
Lane took the deck from her, surprised but touched. “Thank you,” she said, her fingers brushing over the smooth, cold surface of the cards. “I’ll treasure it.”
Hecate gave her a wink as they stepped back into the street, the door to the shop closing behind them with a soft chime.
“So,” Hecate said with a grin, “what’s next on your agenda? A little divination, perhaps?”
Lane chuckled, feeling lighter than she had in days. “Maybe. But first, I need to figure out what to do about my husband.”
Hecate turned toward Lane with a faint smile, her eyes gleaming with something ancient and knowing. “I’ll leave you to your thoughts, darling. But remember—if you ever need me, I’m only a text away.”
Lane nodded, grateful for the brief respite from her own mind. She watched as Hecate turned on her heel, her movements graceful and deliberate as she strode down the sidewalk. The sun had nearly set, casting the streets in a dusky glow, and Lane stayed put for a moment, allowing herself to appreciate the strange peace that Hecate’s presence had brought her.
As Hecate approached the corner at the end of the street, Lane felt a strange pull—something she couldn’t quite explain, but she knew it was the unmistakable shift of power. There was a momentary flicker, a brief ripple in the air that only Lane could sense.
Hecate paused before she rounded the corner, turning back just enough for their eyes to meet. She offered a subtle, knowing smile, then continued on her way. As she turned the corner, Lane’s breath caught in her chest. She knew—she knew that Hecate had disappeared, not into the mundane streets, but straight into the Underworld.
The air around Lane seemed to shift, the hum of power still lingering from the moment Hecate left. Lane let out a quiet breath, finally breaking her gaze. The cool evening air rushed in as she walked toward her car, the sound of her footsteps echoing in the empty street.
Sliding into the driver’s seat, Lane placed the tarot deck on the passenger seat, still feeling the weight of Hecate’s words and the strange shift in energy she’d left behind. The world seemed to return to its usual rhythm, and she turned the key in the ignition. The engine hummed to life, but for a moment, Lane simply sat there, her hands resting on the wheel.
She glanced once more toward the corner where Hecate had disappeared, but there was no sign of her now. The world felt quieter, emptier even, without the goddess’s presence, and Lane knew—deep down—that Hecate would always be just a text away.
With a soft sigh, Lane drove off into the evening, the wheels spinning along the road as the shadows deepened around her.
*•*•*•*
As Lane pulled into the driveway, she let the car idle for a moment, staring at the house. Their house. It still felt strange to call it that, even after spending nights in it. It wasn’t that Crowley was unwelcoming—if anything, he’d made sure the place was tailored to her comfort—but there was still a divide, something lingering in the spaces between them.
With a sigh, she grabbed the tarot deck from the passenger seat and stepped inside. The house was still, save for the quiet hum of the appliances in the kitchen. Crowley wasn’t here. Of course, he wasn’t.
She kicked off her shoes, grabbed a bottle of water, and settled onto the couch. The tarot deck sat unopened in her lap. She ran her fingers over the edges of the box before finally peeling away the plastic wrap and sliding the deck out. The cards were cool in her hands, smooth and new, and the artwork was intricate—Hecate had good taste.
Lane shuffled the cards, the unfamiliar weight of them making her fingers fumble at first. “Alright,” she murmured to herself. “Let’s see what the universe has to say.”
She set up a simple three-card spread—past, present, future. She flipped the first card.
The Five of Cups.
Regret. Loss. Holding onto something that’s already gone.
Lane exhaled sharply. “Great start,” she muttered.
The present card.
The Two of Swords.
Indecision. A choice that needs to be made but remains avoided.
She frowned, shifting slightly. That was a little too on the nose.
Finally, the future card.
The Lovers. But reversed.
She stared at it, her stomach tightening. Disharmony. Doubt. A connection strained by something unresolved.
Lane leaned back into the couch, tapping her fingers against the armrest.
The cards were just paper and ink. But they’d pulled something from the air, something she hadn’t wanted to say out loud.
Maybe she should’ve asked about something simpler—her next hunt, what to cook for dinner. But no, she’d asked about her marriage, and the cards had answered.
She sighed, collecting them and tucking them back into the box. She didn’t want to think about it anymore.
Instead, she picked up her phone and scrolled through her contacts. Her thumb hovered for only a second before she pressed call.
“Persephone?”
“Lane, darling,” came the warm reply. “What a lovely surprise.”
“I was wondering if you were free for lunch. At my place.”
A brief pause, then an amused hum. “Missing the underworld already, are you?”
Lane let out a short laugh. “Something like that.”
“I’d love to. I’ll see you soon.”
As she hung up, Lane glanced once more at the tarot deck. The Lovers—reversed.
She pushed the thought aside and headed to the kitchen. 
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Lane had left the tarot spread untouched on the coffee table in the conversation pit, half-forgotten in the wake of her restless thoughts. She hadn’t expected it to matter—hadn’t expected Persephone to arrive like a whisper of nature itself, rather than pulling up in some sleek car.
But when she stepped outside, the sight made her pause.
Persephone wasn’t walking up the long drive. She was simply there, emerging from the autumn-dappled woods as though the earth itself had delivered her. Flowers bloomed in her wake—small white blossoms, delicate yet defiant against the fallen leaves. Her presence felt like a shift in the air, something old and sacred wrapped in modern elegance.
Her outfit was effortless yet striking: deep emerald wide-leg trousers that moved like water, a sleek black turtleneck hugging her form. A gold chain gleamed at her collarbone, and on her finger, a dark emerald ring caught the light—twisting vines of gold encasing its blood-red depths.
Lane blinked, then sighed. “Right. Of course, you walk here.”
Persephone smiled knowingly. “Why arrive by car when the land will take me where I need to go?” Her gaze swept up the house, appraising. “It’s lovely. Crowley has good taste.”
Lane snorted. “You mean expensive taste.”
“Both can be true.”
Lane stepped aside, holding the door open. “Come in before you start a full-scale rebirth out here.”
Persephone chuckled and stepped inside, pausing just past the threshold. Her sharp gaze flickered over the high ceilings, the dark wood, the curated mix of modern luxury and old-world charm. But then, her attention snagged on the coffee table.
Lane frowned as Persephone tilted her head, stepping toward it. Then she remembered.
The tarot spread.
She’d left it there, half intending to clean it up later, not thinking twice about it. But Persephone’s knowing expression said everything.
“Well, well,” she mused, running her fingers along the edge of The Lovers—still reversed. “Did you ask, or did they volunteer?”
Lane exhaled sharply. “I asked.”
Persephone turned to her, eyes gleaming with quiet amusement. “And what did you hope they’d say?”
Lane hesitated. Then sighed. “That’s why you’re here.”
Persephone only smiled, slipping off her coat and draping it over the back of a chair. “Then let’s talk.”
Persephone wandered further into the house, her fingertips grazing the smooth edges of furniture as if reading the energy of the space. When she reached the kitchen, she paused, scanning the pristine countertops and untouched stovetop. A knowing smile tugged at her lips.
“There’s no cooking happening here,” she observed, turning to Lane with an arched brow.
Lane leaned against the doorway, arms crossed. “I was going to order in.”
Persephone’s lips twitched in amusement. “Newlywed bliss, indeed.”
Lane rolled her eyes but couldn’t help the smirk forming. “What, you expected me to be slaving away over a hot stove like a mere housewife?”
“Not at all,” Persephone mused, stepping closer. “But I did think you’d have at least attempted to feed your guest before resorting to the modern convenience of takeout.”
Lane huffed. “Well, excuse me for not being a domestic goddess.”
Persephone chuckled, opening a cabinet and peering inside, as if expecting to find an answer hidden among the shelves. “I wasn’t judging. Just… observing.” She turned back with an easy shrug. “So, what are we ordering?”
Lane sighed, grabbing her phone. “Whatever pairs well with existential discussions about my marriage.”
Persephone laughed, settling onto a stool at the kitchen island. “Something with wine, then.”
Lane snorted as she scrolled through options. “Obviously.”
Lane smirked as she scrolled through the food options. “I feel like I should order Greek food, just to be funny.”
Persephone scoffed, stealing a glance at the tarot spread still untouched on the coffee table. “Please. If I wanted a taste of home, I’d conjure something better than whatever sad excuse for baklava they serve around here.” She leaned against the island, crossing her legs. “Italian. With French wine.”
Lane chuckled. “Classy.”
“Obviously.”
As Lane placed the order, Persephone wandered back to the conversation pit, her gaze falling once more on the tarot spread. With practiced ease, she picked up the deck, knocking on it three times—one, two, three—before shuffling. The rhythmic sound of the cards sliding together filled the quiet room.
By the time Lane returned, Persephone had drawn new cards and laid them out with precision. She gestured for Lane to sit.
Lane eyed the spread warily. “Is this where you tell me my life is a mess?”
Persephone smirked. “No, you already know that. I’m just here to help you read between the lines.”
Lane exhaled and settled into the seat beside her. “Alright. Hit me.”
Persephone tapped a card at the center. “This is you. The High Priestess.”
Lane raised a brow. “Oh? Am I mysterious and wise?”
Persephone gave her a knowing look. “You’re withholding. From yourself, from him. You think understanding your emotions will make them real, and you’re not ready for that.”
Lane pursed her lips. “… Rude.”
Persephone ignored her, tapping the next card. “And here? The Two of Swords. Indecision. You’re at a crossroads—fitting, given how you two even started.”
Lane shifted. “And?”
Persephone trailed a finger over the next card. The Eight of Cups. “You’re still carrying doubts from your past. Not necessarily about him, but about whether you’re capable of being here. Of choosing this and letting it be real instead of just something that happened to you.”
Lane frowned, staring at the cards. She wanted to argue, but the way Persephone was looking at her—calm, assured, as if she had already seen the outcome—made it impossible.
Finally, Persephone leaned back. “So. What are you going to do about it?”
Lane sighed, running a hand through her hair. “Apparently? Eat some damn pasta and drink some wine.”
Persephone laughed, gathering the cards back into a neat stack. “Good start.”
The scent of warm, rich tomato sauce and fresh basil filled the kitchen as Lane unpacked the takeout containers, setting them out between them at the island. Steam curled from the pasta, the golden strands glistening under the light. Persephone, ever at ease, poured them both a generous glass of wine before twirling a fork into her plate.
They ate comfortably, conversation drifting between lighthearted remarks and shared observations. But as they reached their second glass of wine, Lane swirled the deep red liquid in her glass and leaned her chin on her hand.
“You know,” she mused, “our stories aren’t that different.”
Persephone arched a delicate brow, setting her glass down. “Oh?”
Lane gave a wry smile. “I mean… crossroads deals, kings of the underworld, being swept into something that changed everything. Sounds familiar.”
Persephone exhaled a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “That’s the lore talking.”
Lane tilted her head. “Meaning?”
Persephone leaned forward slightly, her fingers tracing the stem of her wine glass. “People like to think Hades stole me. That I was plucking flowers one moment and the next, I was dragged underground, kicking and screaming.” She shook her head. “It wasn’t like that at all.”
Lane frowned. “Then what was it like?”
Persephone’s gaze turned distant, as if she were seeing something long past. “I walked into the Underworld myself. No one took me. I went willingly.”
Lane blinked, taken aback. “Seriously?”
Persephone’s lips curled. “I was young, but I had always been… curious. Drawn to places I wasn’t supposed to go. The Underworld called to me. And when I finally found a way in, I liked it. The stillness, the quiet, the way it existed outside of everything else.” She lifted her glass to her lips and took a slow sip before continuing.
“When Hades found me, he was furious. Told me it wasn’t a place for someone like me. That I couldn’t stay.” A small, knowing smile ghosted across her lips. “But by then, it was too late. I had already eaten the pomegranate seeds.”
Lane straightened. “And then?”
Persephone shrugged, as if it were the simplest thing in the world. “And then we fell in love.”
Lane stared at her, digesting the revelation. “… So, you chose this life?”
Persephone met her gaze, unwavering. “I did.”
The weight of those words settled between them. Lane glanced down at her wine, her thoughts stirring in ways she wasn’t sure she was ready to name.
Persephone watched Lane closely, the way she turned her wine glass absentmindedly between her fingers, her thoughts clearly tangled in something deeper than their conversation. The goddess tilted her head slightly, a soft, knowing look in her eyes.
“You’re wondering if you did the right thing,” she said, not as a question but as a simple fact.
Lane exhaled a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “You don’t even know Crowley.”
“No,” Persephone admitted. “But I know what I saw.”
Lane scoffed lightly, lifting her glass to her lips. “And what exactly did you see?”
Persephone smiled, but there was something thoughtful behind it. “A man—well, a demon—who keeps his guard up so high, I doubt he even remembers how to let it down. But around you?” She swirled her own wine, watching the deep red liquid catch the light. “There were cracks in the walls. Small, but there.”
Lane hesitated, her fingers tightening around the stem of her glass. “He barely even touches me unless it’s a formality. A kiss when we have an audience, a hand on my waist when it’s expected. And when we are alone, he’s always got one foot out the door.”
Persephone considered her words, then set her glass down and leaned forward slightly. “You think it means he doesn’t care.”
Lane’s jaw tensed, but she didn’t answer.
Persephone’s gaze softened. “But what if it means he cares too much?”
Lane blinked, caught off guard.
Persephone tilted her head. “You said it yourself—he’s a king of the underworld. He’s spent centuries mastering control, keeping his heart locked away where no one can touch it. And now, for the first time, someone can.” Her lips curled slightly. “That has to be terrifying for him.”
Lane looked away, her chest tightening. “And what if he never stops holding back?”
Persephone smiled knowingly. “Then I suspect you’ll find a way to make sure he does.”
Lane let out a breath, rolling her eyes. “That sounds like a lot of work.”
Persephone laughed, sitting back. “Love usually is.”
A familiar ripple of energy brushed through the room, and before Lane could react, Crowley materialized in the doorway.
“Love is what, usually?” he asked, his tone deceptively casual as he surveyed the scene before him. His sharp gaze flicked between Lane and Persephone, the half-finished bottle of wine on the table, and the tarot cards still spread out in the conversation pit.
Lane froze, caught off guard. Persephone, however, didn’t miss a beat. With an easy smile, she swirled the wine in her glass and said smoothly, “A lot of work. Especially when it comes to finding the perfect vintage.”
Crowley arched a brow, unconvinced but willing to let it slide—for now. He stepped further into the room, his eyes lingering on Lane for a beat longer than necessary before shifting to the wine. He picked up the bottle, examining the label with mild amusement.
“French,” he remarked. “Classy. Can’t say I disapprove.” His gaze flicked back to Lane. “And here I was, thinking the most exciting company you kept were grumpy old hunters and a few too-curious witches. Instead, I come home to a goddess and a bottle of Bordeaux.” He smirked. “I do love surprises.”
Persephone only smiled, setting her glass down delicately. “Then I suppose Lane has been full of them.”
Crowley hummed in agreement, but his attention remained fixed on his wife. His smirk softened just a fraction, and Lane found herself gripping her glass a little tighter, uncertain of what, exactly, he was reading in her.
“Had I known married life came with such interesting visitors, I’d have done it sooner,” he mused, pouring himself a small measure of wine and raising the glass to his lips.
Persephone chuckled, but Lane just rolled her eyes, leaning back into the cushions. “Yes, well, don’t get used to it.”
Crowley smirked over the rim of his glass. “Too late.”
He swirled the wine in his glass, giving Lane one last knowing glance before setting it down. “I’ll leave you ladies to your wives’ tales,” he drawled before disappearing with the faintest ripple of energy.
Persephone watched the spot where he had stood, fingers idly tracing the stem of her glass. After a moment, she turned to Lane with a thoughtful expression. “You know,” she mused, “Hades and I have been meaning to do something more… social. Maybe a dinner, just the four of us?”
Lane blinked. “A double date?”
Persephone grinned. “Exactly.”
Lane scoffed lightly. “I don’t know if Crowley does double dates.”
“He does now,” Persephone said breezily, taking another sip of her wine. “Ask him. Let me know.”
Lane exhaled, already anticipating the conversation. “Fine. I’ll keep you posted.”
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The kitchen was dimly lit, the hum of the microwave the only sound as Lane leaned against the counter, waiting for leftovers to heat. She barely registered Crowley’s presence until he was suddenly there, perched against the opposite counter, watching her with an unreadable expression.
He gestured toward the tarot deck still sitting near the conversation pit. “The High Priestess, huh?”
Lane frowned. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Crowley smirked, stepping closer. “Oh, I think you do, darling.”
Crowley’s gaze lingered on the tarot deck, the faintest trace of amusement in his eyes. “A guarded soul, then,” he mused, voice low. “It seems Persephone isn’t the only one who can read you.” He leaned in slightly, his gaze sharp. “She’s right, you know. It’s not just the cards that tell the truth—there’s a wall around you, and it’s been there since before we met.”
Lane’s lips quirked into a small smile, though her eyes remained thoughtful. “I guess it makes two of us,” she said, her tone soft but pointed. She shifted slightly, reaching for a dishcloth to fold in her hands, trying to avoid his eyes. “That’s exactly what Persephone had said about it. She mentioned the idea of a double date just in passing, you know, like a suggestion.”
Crowley raised an eyebrow, leaning back against the counter, his arms folding over his chest. “A double date? With Hades?” He chuckled darkly. “What exactly did she think would happen if we spent an evening together?”
Lane shrugged, but there was a spark in her eyes. “I think she believes in something more than we’re both willing to admit,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper, yet tinged with a touch of defiance.
Crowley’s gaze softened, a rare flicker of something more than his usual aloofness as he stepped closer to Lane. To her surprise, he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to her shoulder, the warmth of his lips lingering against her skin. It was a gesture so tender, so unexpected, that it sent a shiver down her spine. For a moment, she could almost forget the tension that still hovered between them.
He pulled back and gave her a mischievous smile, his voice dripping with teasing curiosity as he walked toward the conversation pit. “Alright, I’ll humour the idea,” he said, his tone light but with that underlying command he always carried. “A double date it is, then. But don’t expect me to wear a tie.”
Lane blinked in surprise, still processing the shift in the air. He hadn’t hesitated at all, and the fact that he agreed—without protest—caught her off guard. But before she could say anything, he made his way to the conversation pit, flopping down on the couch with his usual flair. The TV flickered on, and the episode of Reign Lane had been watching before he arrived started up again.
Crowley glanced over his shoulder at her, raising an eyebrow as he crossed his arms. “So, what’s this about?” he asked, nodding toward the screen. “Training to be queen of Hell? New friends, tarot cards, crystals, and now the queen of Scots on your TV? Should I start calling you ‘Your Majesty’?” His voice dripped with sarcasm, but there was something in his tone that suggested he was genuinely curious—maybe even a little amused.
Lane rolled her eyes, a small laugh escaping her lips as she took a seat across from him, not missing the subtle way he watched her. “It’s just a show, Crowley. You know, a bit of escapism. Besides, it’s not like I’m actively trying to become the queen of Hell. I’m already married to one, remember?”
She shot him a sly look, still recovering from the kiss.
Lane reached for the stemmed glass, her fingers brushing the delicate curve of the bowl. But before she could grip it properly, the glass seemed to slip from her hand, sliding away as if some invisible force was guiding it. She flinched in surprise, her hand instinctively grasping at air before the glass tumbled from the counter, smashing loudly against the tile floor. The sharp sound of shattering glass echoed through the room.
“Shit,” Lane muttered under her breath, her face flushed with frustration as she grabbed for the dustpan. She kneeled down, carefully sweeping up the shards with a practiced hand. It wasn’t the first time something like this had happened in the house, though she hadn’t quite figured out why.
As Lane reached down to gather the broken glass, she muttered under her breath, her voice tinged with frustration. "I swear it just slid right out of my hand."
Crowley watched her carefully, his gaze calculating, as if he was trying to read between the lines. "Not worth breaking glasses," he commented, his tone cool, but his eyes narrowing slightly.
She shot him a look over her shoulder, her fingers brushing the sharp pieces of glass. "Yeah, well, sometimes things just slip away." She tried to focus on the task at hand, but she could feel the weight of his gaze on her, and the words he didn’t say hung in the air.
Crowley leaned back against the counter, arms crossed, studying her with an intensity that made her heart race just a little. "Slip away?" he repeated, his voice deliberately low, as though savoring the irony of the phrase. "Is that how you’d describe it?"
Lane’s fingers trembled slightly as she swept the last of the shards into the dustpan. "What are you getting at?" she asked, trying to sound casual, but her voice wavered just enough to betray the tension she was feeling.
He tilted his head, a small smirk pulling at the corner of his lips. "It’s just... funny, isn’t it? How something so simple can just slip away." He took a slow step toward her, his gaze never leaving hers. "Could be the glass, could be something else."
Lane straightened up, meeting his eyes now, her heart skipping a beat. She wasn’t sure if he was being playful, or if he was probing for something deeper. "Maybe it's nothing," she said, her voice tight. "Or maybe... you’re looking for something that’s not there." She turned away, trying to cover up the awkwardness of the moment with a forced casualness.
Crowley didn’t let her escape that easily, though. "Not there, hm?" he pressed, a dark glint of curiosity flashing in his eyes. "You’re always so sure of things, Lane. But I’m not so sure you are right now."
Her jaw tightened at his words, the tension between them thickening like fog. She set the dustpan aside, her hands resting on the counter as she faced him fully. "I don’t need you reading me like some damn book," she snapped, but the edge in her voice faltered at the last second, betraying her.
Crowley took a step closer, his voice quiet but insistent. "I’m not trying to read you, sweetheart. I’m trying to figure out why you’re pulling away. Something’s changed, hasn’t it?" He reached out, brushing his fingers lightly against the back of her hand, his touch sending a shiver down her spine. "You’ve got your walls, and I’ve got mine. But we both know what happens when things start slipping through the cracks."
Lane swallowed hard, her throat dry. She wasn’t sure what to say, but she knew she was not ready to confront whatever this was yet. "I’m not pulling away," she said, too quickly. "I’m fine, Crowley."
But he was not convinced, his eyes dark with something unreadable. "Fine," he repeated, his voice a touch too soft. "I’ll take your word for it." But there was an undercurrent of doubt in his tone that she couldn’t ignore.
Lane exhaled sharply, frustrated with herself, with him, with everything. She knew he saw right through her, and it was infuriating. "I just need some time," she muttered, looking away.
Crowley’s gaze lingered on her for a moment longer, then he stepped back, offering her a small, almost imperceptible nod. "Take all the time you need," he said, though the words felt more like a challenge than an understanding.
She didn’t respond, turning back to the counter, the silence between them heavier than ever. The glass may have been swept up, but it felt like the cracks between them were only getting wider.
*•*•*•*
A few days had passed since the glass incident, and Lane had found herself drawn deeper into the spiritual practices she’d been introduced to—perhaps as a way to ground herself, to make sense of the strange things happening around her. Her mornings were spent in silence, sitting with the tarot deck Hecate had gifted her, turning the cards over one by one as she tried to decipher her own heart. Crystals lay scattered across the table, an assortment of rough stones and polished gems she had started collecting—amethyst, rose quartz, clear quartz, and a few others that drew her in for reasons she couldn’t explain. When she wasn’t busy with the cards, she meditated, trying to quiet the whirlwind of thoughts that always seemed to be buzzing through her mind.
It was an escape, in a way. A way to understand the inexplicable, to find a sense of control when everything in her life felt like it was slipping through her fingers.
One afternoon, Hecate arrived with her two dogs—a pair of large, shaggy creatures with an air of ancient wisdom about them. Lane was immediately glad for the company; she hadn’t realized how lonely she’d started to feel. The dogs, playful yet composed, were a welcome distraction as they walked through the woods surrounding the house. The trees, their leaves beginning to turn shades of gold and amber, gave the air an almost magical quality, and Lane felt a sense of peace she hadn’t experienced in days.
As they strolled through the woods, the dogs tugging at their leashes with excitement, Lane found herself telling Hecate about the glass incident—the strange way the stemmed glass had slipped from her fingers, as though it had been drawn away by some unseen force.
Hecate listened intently, her eyes thoughtful. "It could just be residual energy," she said after a pause, her tone measured. "You’re dealing with a lot of power, Lane. Between your vows and Crowley’s magic... it’s not surprising that some of it would linger. Residual energy can behave unpredictably."
Lane nodded, but there was still a knot of unease in her stomach. "Residual energy," she repeated, trying to convince herself that was all it was. "But it felt like... something more. I don’t know, it just didn’t feel right."
Hecate glanced at her, her expression unreadable for a moment. "It may be more than that, or it may be nothing at all. Magic works in strange ways. But for now, focus on the intention behind it. Don't let it control you."
Lane didn’t respond, her thoughts swirling with questions she wasn’t sure she wanted answered. Hecate’s words were comforting, but they didn’t ease the unease that had settled deep inside her.
As they returned to the house, they found Crowley waiting inside, looking just as cool and composed as ever. Lane, feeling the weight of the day’s walk and the lingering energy of the woods, excused herself to take a shower. Her muddy boots left tracks in the hallway as she hurried up the stairs, hoping to find some solace in the warmth of the water.
Meanwhile, in the living room, Crowley and Hecate exchanged a quiet glance. Crowley, leaning against the wall with his usual nonchalance, seemed to be contemplating something. "What did she tell you?" he asked, his voice low.
Hecate tilted her head slightly, her eyes flickering toward the stairs where Lane had disappeared. "Residual magic," she said thoughtfully. "The aftermath of the spell, I suppose. She’s still adjusting to it, still feeling its pull."
Crowley remained silent for a moment; his expression unreadable. "Is that all it is? Residual magic?"
Hecate’s eyes met his, her gaze sharp. "Maybe. Or maybe it’s something else." She allowed a small pause, her fingers absentmindedly playing with the edge of her sleeve. "Maybe it’s not just the spell that’s affecting her. Maybe it’s the bond between you two. Those vows... they sealed something. The magic isn’t just hers anymore."
Crowley’s lips twitched, a flicker of something—concern? curiosity?—passing through his eyes. He didn’t say anything, though, and Hecate didn’t press. There was something unsaid between them, something that hung in the air, but neither was willing to speak it aloud.
"She’s still figuring it out," Hecate continued, her voice softening. "But don’t be too hard on her. She’s adjusting to more than just magic, Crowley. This isn’t something either of you can control completely."
Crowley nodded slowly, his mind clearly elsewhere, still turning over the conversation in his head. As the sound of the shower running upstairs reached their ears, he finally spoke. "I’m not worried about her," he said, his voice betraying none of the uncertainty that was likely swirling in his mind. "But I don’t like feeling like I don’t know what’s going on."
Hecate raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. "You might want to change that attitude, Crowley. You’re not the only one who doesn’t know everything."
As if on cue, Lane’s voice echoed from the stairs, calling down to them that she was finished and that she’d be down shortly.
Crowley and Hecate shared another glance, one that spoke volumes without the need for words. Whatever was happening between Lane and Crowley, it was still unraveling, and neither of them seemed to have the full picture.
And for now, neither seemed willing to ask the questions that lingered in the shadows.
*•*•*•*
The morning after Hecate’s visit, Lane and Crowley sat across from each other in the kitchen, the only sounds filling the room being the occasional clink of a spoon against porcelain and the soft hum of the coffee machine. It was a quiet, shared ritual, one that needed no words. Lane curled her fingers around her mug, staring into the dark liquid as if it might divine some answers for her.
She broke the silence first. “Persephone says she and Hades are free tonight for the double date.”
Crowley didn’t react right away, merely lifting his mug to take a slow sip. Finally, he lowered it and glanced at her. “What time should I pick you up, then?”
Lane raised an eyebrow. “That’s all you have to say?”
He smirked over the rim of his cup. “Would you prefer I write them a thank-you note for clearing their schedules?”
Lane rolled her eyes. “Seven. And we’re meeting them at an upscale place in the city. I’ll send you the location.”
Crowley hummed in acknowledgment, setting his mug down with a quiet clink. He didn’t say more, but the slight arch of his brow told her he was, at the very least, intrigued. She decided that was enough for now.
As the evening approached, Lane took her time getting ready. Not just because she wanted to look good—though that was certainly part of it—but because she wanted to see if she could stir something within Crowley. Not just vague appreciation. Not just the casual amusement he usually offered. Something real. Something tangible.
She chose a dress that was undeniably flattering, something elegant but with a hint of allure. Her makeup was meticulously applied, a balance of effortlessness and precision. Her jewelry was chosen with care—small, intentional touches to complete the look. When she finally stood in front of the mirror, she knew she looked stunning.
And when she stepped out into the room where Crowley was waiting, she saw the way his gaze darkened, the way his lips parted slightly before he caught himself.
His reaction was exactly what she’d hoped for. But, as always, he mastered himself quickly.
“Going for the full goddess aesthetic tonight, are we?” he mused, his voice smooth but carrying something beneath it.
Lane smirked. “Can’t let Persephone look like the only queen at the table, now, can I?”
Crowley stepped closer, his gaze sweeping over her one last time before he leaned in—just close enough that she could feel the warmth of his breath against her ear. “She never could.”
It wasn’t quite the reaction she had wanted, but it was close.
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The restaurant exuded quiet luxury—velvet seating, dim golden lighting, and an ambiance that whispered of exclusivity. As Lane and Crowley stepped inside, it didn’t take long to spot their dining companions.
Hades and Persephone were unmistakable.
Hades sat with an effortless authority, his posture relaxed yet commanding. His suit was sharp, black as the void, tailored to perfection. He looked like he belonged in the shadows, yet there was a quiet kind of gravity to him, something ancient and steady. His dark eyes, stormy and unreadable, flicked up as they approached.
Persephone, in contrast, was all warmth and vibrancy. She wore a deep green dress, embroidered with gold thread in delicate, vine-like patterns. It cinched at the waist before flowing in soft waves around her, the fabric moving like it had a life of its own. Her dark curls, adorned with subtle golden accents, framed her face in a way that made her look both regal and untamed. She was barefoot—whether she had entered the restaurant that way or simply discarded her shoes under the table was a mystery Lane didn’t particularly need solved.
As they reached the table, Persephone smiled, radiant and knowing. “You made it,” she said, squeezing Hades’ hand before gesturing for them to sit.
Hades inclined his head slightly toward Crowley. “King of the Crossroads,” he greeted smoothly, his tone measured yet carrying the weight of something old.
Crowley smirked as he pulled out a chair for Lane before sitting beside her. “King of Hell, now,” he corrected, voice lazy but edged with satisfaction.
Hades raised a single brow. “Ah. Moving up in the world.”
Crowley’s smirk deepened. “Someone had to.”
Lane caught the ghost of a smile on Persephone’s lips as she rested her chin on her hand, watching the exchange with quiet amusement. She reached for her menu, but her attention was drawn to the way Persephone subtly leaned into Hades, their hands still lightly entwined. The gesture was small, unspoken, but undeniable. A casual intimacy, so natural it made something twist inside Lane’s chest.
She quickly smoothed her expression, forcing her focus onto the menu instead.
This was going to be an interesting night.
Persephone had been watching Lane carefully, even as she sipped her wine and nodded along to Hades and Crowley’s conversation. The two men—kings of their respective domains—had effortlessly fallen into political talk, discussing the logistics of ruling an underworld, managing their subjects, and the nature of deals, bargains, and oaths.
Lane, meanwhile, was barely listening. She was trying not to focus on the way Hades was absently tracing the back of Persephone’s hand with his thumb, the way he would lift her fingers to his lips in between words as if it were second nature. The ease of it, the quiet intimacy, made something twist in her chest.
Crowley wasn’t even looking at her. He was engaged in the discussion, sipping his whiskey with the same air of authority he carried everywhere. If he had noticed the way she had made herself particularly pretty tonight, he hadn’t acted like he noticed. Sure, there had been a flicker of something in his gaze when he first saw her, but it had vanished just as quickly as it came.
Persephone set her wine glass down, smiling knowingly. “Shall we go powder our noses?” she asked smoothly, her gaze locking onto Lane’s like she knew exactly what was going through her head.
Lane blinked at her, momentarily caught off guard. She could feel Crowley’s eyes flick toward her for just a second, but he said nothing.
She wasn’t about to admit that she needed a break from this. That the sight of something so easy—so affectionate—was grating against a part of her she wasn’t ready to acknowledge.
So instead, she just nodded, setting down her napkin and standing. “Sure.”
She didn’t check if Crowley was watching her as she followed Persephone toward the restrooms. But she felt his gaze linger.
The powder room was quiet, dimly lit with golden sconces casting warm light over marble countertops. A faint scent of rosewater and expensive perfume lingered in the air. Lane leaned against the sink, watching as Persephone casually checked her reflection in the mirror, adjusting an already perfect curl.
“You’re not as subtle as you think,” Persephone said lightly, meeting Lane’s eyes through the mirror.
Lane exhaled, shaking her head. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Persephone turned, arms crossing. “You haven’t looked at us once since we sat down, but I saw the way your jaw tensed every time he kissed my hand.”
Lane scoffed. “That’s a reach.”
Persephone gave her a knowing smile. “Is it?” She leaned a hip against the counter. “You’re trying very hard not to let it show, but you feel something when you see us together.”
Lane turned to the mirror, fiddling with an earring as an excuse not to meet Persephone’s gaze. “You and Hades have been together for millennia,” she muttered. “Of course you’re comfortable with each other. It’s different.”
“Because you and Crowley haven’t had that time? Or because Crowley hasn’t given you that?”
Lane hesitated. That was the real question, wasn’t it? Crowley wasn’t cold with her—not always. He touched her, teased her, indulged her. But there was a line, an invisible wall he refused to step past. He was guarded, careful. Even now, sitting across from literal kindred spirits, he didn’t let himself slip.
And yet, he had agreed to this double date. He had noticed her tonight. He had looked at her like he wanted something, but he hadn’t taken it.
Persephone reached for Lane’s wrist, pulling her attention back. “You’re married, Lane.” Her voice was softer now, less teasing. “Is this what you want? A husband who keeps his distance?”
Lane let out a short, humourless laugh. “I think you’re assuming I have any control over that.”
Persephone studied her for a moment, then said, “You’d be surprised what a little confrontation can do.”
Lane rolled her eyes. “You sound like Hecate.”
“Well, she’s usually right.” Persephone smirked before turning back to the mirror, fixing her lipstick. “But don’t worry, darling. If he doesn’t wake up soon, I have ways of helping.”
Lane narrowed her eyes. “That sounds ominous.”
Persephone only winked. “Come on. We wouldn’t want to keep our kings waiting.”
When they returned to the table, the food had arrived, steam curling lazily from plates of decadent Mediterranean dishes. Crowley leaned back in his chair, rolling his glass of wine between his fingers, his expression unreadable—but Lane caught the way his gaze flickered to her as she sat down. It wasn’t the usual cursory glance, the idle acknowledgment of her presence. It lingered.
She felt Persephone subtly brush past her before taking her own seat, and when Lane looked at her, she caught the tiniest flicker of amusement in the goddess’s eyes—a knowing wink, barely perceptible, but enough to confirm her suspicion. Hades had said something to Crowley while they were gone.
And whatever it was, Crowley had heard it.
His attention didn’t stray to Persephone and Hades as they resumed their conversation. Instead, Lane felt the weight of his focus on her, like he was assessing something, recalibrating. He didn’t reach for her hand, didn’t make any overt move of affection, but his presence itself felt closer.
She picked up her wine, taking a slow sip. “Did we miss anything interesting?”
Hades smirked over the rim of his own glass. “Just exchanging notes on ruling the underworld.”
Crowley hummed, taking a sip of his drink. “Comparing centuries of experience, you mean.”
Lane didn’t miss the slight emphasis on the word experience—a subtle assertion, a reminder that he wasn’t some fledgling ruler. But Hades only chuckled, entirely unruffled.
Persephone, as if she weren’t the orchestrator of whatever shift had just occurred, smoothly changed the subject. “Lane was just telling me how she ended up with you, Crowley.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Oh? And how did she frame that particular tale?”
Lane smirked. “Favorably, of course.”
Persephone laughed. “I’ll let you believe that.”
The conversation flowed easily from there, dipping into anecdotes, stories of court politics, and, surprisingly, moments of shared amusement between Crowley and Hades. Lane let herself relax into it, even as she remained acutely aware of the subtle change in Crowley’s demeanor—how his attention drifted to her more often, how his voice dipped lower when addressing her directly, how, when the server refilled her wine glass, he caught her fingers briefly before she reached for it.
It wasn’t drastic, wasn’t something that would be obvious to anyone but her.
But Lane knew the difference.
And from across the table, Persephone met her gaze and gave her another secretive little smile—one that said you’re welcome.
*•*•*•*
The drive home was quiet, save for the soft hum of the radio playing old tunes, the kind that made the night air feel heavier with nostalgia. Lane leaned her head against the cool glass of the window, watching the streetlights flicker past, their glow stretching long across the pavement.
She hadn't expected the dinner to go as well as it had. The easy conversation, the natural flow of banter, and—most surprising of all—Crowley’s subtle yet undeniable shift in demeanor.
She felt it again when his hand found hers on the center console, his fingers brushing over hers before settling, warm and steady. He didn't lace them together, didn't grip or squeeze—just held, as if testing the waters of the gesture itself.
Lane glanced at him from the corner of her eye, but he kept his gaze on the road, his expression as unreadable as ever. Still, the way his thumb absently traced over the back of her hand said enough.
“So,” she murmured, breaking the quiet. “Less cringe-worthy than you expected?”
Crowley let out a low chuckle. “Considerably.”
Lane smirked. “Must be a relief, knowing that your Greek counterpart isn’t a complete bore.”
“Oh, he’s still insufferable,” Crowley quipped. “But at least he’s an insufferable bastard with a sense of humour.”
She huffed a small laugh, tilting her head toward him. “And Persephone?”
Crowley’s mouth twitched. “I suppose you could’ve made worse friends. Though, given your track record, I was fully expecting someone less attached to the idea of eternal love.”
Lane rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. Instead, she let the silence settle again, let the weight of his hand in hers linger between them.
After a beat, he spoke again, voice lower, more contemplative. “I wouldn’t be against another encounter of this nature.”
Lane turned to look at him fully this time, though his attention remained fixed ahead. His words were measured, as though he didn’t want to give them more weight than necessary.
Still, she felt something warm unfurl in her chest.
“Good,” she said simply.
The rest of the drive passed in comfortable silence, the radio crooning softly as the city lights gave way to the quieter streets leading home.
When they got inside, neither of them made an effort to turn on the lights. Lane kicked off her shoes, stretching with a quiet sigh before making her way toward the bedroom. Crowley followed, shedding his jacket, undoing his cufflinks with an air of ease.
There were no lingering touches, no overt signs of intimacy—but when they settled into bed, the space between them felt smaller than before.
And when Lane woke in the early hours, barely conscious, she found herself closer than she had been the night before, his warmth pressing against her side.
She didn’t move away.
And neither did he.
*•*•*•*
The days passed, the closeness between them settling into something unspoken but steady. It hadn't deepened, not yet, but it hadn't waned either. There was something there, simmering beneath the surface, waiting for a catalyst.
That catalyst came in the form of a particular wedding gift.
Lane had been working her way through unwrapping them, a task both idle and amusing, when she came across a sleek, crimson velvet box. Aphrodite’s gift. The so-called love box.
Inside lay lingerie fit for the Queen of Hell—delicate yet commanding, sensual yet regal. It was provocative in all the ways that made her smirk, and in an instant, a plan began to take shape.
That evening, she bathed in perfumed oils, taking her time to ensure her skin held a natural, inviting glow. The anticipation of it all sent a thrill through her, a rare feeling of control in a dance they had both been circling for too long.
When she heard the familiar sound of Crowley arriving home, she gave herself one last look in the mirror before stepping out of the ensuite.
He had just loosened his tie when he turned—and stilled completely.
Lane leaned against the doorway, the flickering candlelight casting a golden sheen over her skin, highlighting every lace detail Aphrodite had so thoughtfully chosen for her. She watched the shift in his expression—the sharp inhale, the way his pupils dilated as he took her in, as something undeniable settled between them.
The air grew thick, the tension almost tangible as he crossed the space between them in a heartbeat. His fingers brushed over her waist, grazing bare skin, reverent yet filled with intent.
“Bloody hell,” he murmured, his voice lower than usual, roughened by something dangerously close to want.
She smirked, tilting her chin up ever so slightly. “I take it you approve?”
His answer came in the way he pressed closer, the way his hands roamed without hesitation, the way his mouth found the sensitive spot just below her ear, setting her skin ablaze.
A hitherto untapped passion ignited, the slow burn finally catching flame as his lips moved against hers, hungry, claiming. Her fingers tangled into his shirt, and he barely seemed aware of undoing the first clasp of her lingerie—
Ding-dong.
They froze.
The sound was so foreign, so out of place at this hour that for a moment, neither of them reacted.
Then—
Ding-dong. Ding-dong.
Crowley pulled back just enough to breathe out a sharp, irritated, “You have got to be kidding me.”
Lane let out a disbelieving laugh, forehead falling against his chest. “Of course this would happen.”
They untangled from one another, frustration thick in the air, as Lane pulled on her dressing gown and Crowley buttoned his shirt back up.
As they made their way to the door, Lane muttered, “It’s 2 AM.”
Crowley pinched the bridge of his nose. “This house is warded to avoid exactly this kind of nonsense.”
They exchanged a look, both equally annoyed, equally wary, before Crowley finally opened the door—
And whatever lay on the other side had to be good to warrant such an intrusion.
Lane barely had time to tighten the sash of her dressing gown before Crowley swung open the door. The cold night air seeped into the house, but Lane barely felt it.
Gavin stood on the doorstep, exactly as he had been at the wedding. But something was different now.
The uncertainty was gone. The awkwardness, the wide-eyed hesitation—it had all been replaced by something sharper. Something knowing.
He took a slow step forward, hands tucked casually in his pockets. His gaze flickered between them, settling on Crowley before finally landing on Lane with an appraising glint.
“Well now,” he mused, the barest hint of a smirk tugging at his lips. “If it isn’t my dear father and his lovely new bride.”
Lane’s fingers curled into the fabric of her robe.
Gavin tilted his head, watching their reactions with quiet amusement.
“I figured it was about time I joined the family.”
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2.4. The Closer You Get
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A/N: Hi, all! This is the fourth chapter of season 2 and a return to normal (whatever that means) for Crowley and Lane. How'd you think this is going to go?
The morning light filtered gently through the windows, casting a warm glow over the room. Crowley stirred first, his eyes opening to meet Lane’s gaze. She was already watching him, a sleepy but genuine smile on her face as her fingers traced absent patterns on his chest.
"Good morning, Your Majesty," she murmured, her voice still thick with sleep, though there was a softness to it now, as if they had finally settled into the reality of their marriage.
Crowley’s lips curved into a rare, easy smile as he reached up to brush a stray lock of hair from her face. "Good morning, my Queen," he responded, his tone quieter than usual, like the moment itself was something he didn’t want to break.
They lingered in the peacefulness of the morning, content in the quiet. But as time went on, the weight of their shared bond began to feel more palpable.
Lane shifted slightly, propping herself up on an elbow as she glanced over at him. "So… what now?" she asked, her voice playful but still laced with exhaustion from the events of the previous day.
Crowley sat up, stretching with a lazy but deliberate movement. His hand reached for the bottle of bourbon on the nightstand but paused, realizing the moment was far too early for that indulgence. He looked over at her with a teasing smirk. "First, we leave this place. I’ll have the luggage and wedding presents teleported to the house in Colorado. I assume you want them in place when we arrive?"
"Of course," Lane replied, rolling her eyes but smiling. "Can’t let the gifts go to waste."
Crowley’s grin widened, and he gave a subtle nod to the demons lurking in the corners of the room. With a flick of his wrist, he commanded them to teleport their belongings. The room shimmered for a brief moment before their things vanished.
He stood up and gestured for her to join him. "Let’s get going, then."
Lane raised an eyebrow at him. "Always so decisive," she teased, though she was already sliding out of bed and preparing to follow his lead. "You really do love making everything sound like a conquest."
"Indeed," Crowley replied smoothly. "I’m the King of Hell, after all. Conquests are in my nature."
Without another word, he reached for her and pulled her into his arms. Without hesitation, he teleported them both to their home in Colorado, the world around them blurring and reassembling itself in the blink of an eye.
They stood in front of the house, its grand structure looming before them. Lane glanced up at Crowley, taking in the sight of their new life. It was surreal. Their home. Their future, though uncertain, felt somehow more tangible here.
Crowley didn’t hesitate, stepping forward and lifting her into his arms. "Tradition," he said simply, the barest trace of a playful smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
Lane raised an eyebrow, clearly amused. "You’re really going to carry me over the threshold, aren’t you?"
"Why wouldn’t I?" Crowley responded smoothly. "Can’t have you crossing it like some common mortal."
She let out a laugh, the warmth of the moment pulling her in. She allowed him to carry her, the intimacy of the act catching her slightly off guard. This was real. This was their life.
As they reached the front door, Crowley paused, holding her carefully in his arms. He looked down at her, and for the briefest of moments, his eyes softened. There was something in that look—something more than what he usually allowed himself to express. But before it could fully settle, he leaned in and kissed her, gently but with unmistakable tenderness.
The kiss lingered for a moment, but just as they began to pull apart, a throat cleared from behind them.
"Everything’s in place, my Lord."
Crowley’s posture stiffened ever so slightly, and Lane felt a shift in the air. The closeness they had shared in the kiss seemed to dissipate in an instant. He set her down carefully but reluctantly, the moment of warmth slipping away like sand through their fingers.
Lane, trying not to show her disappointment, cleared her throat. "Well, looks like our moment's over," she muttered under her breath, though it wasn’t entirely a complaint.
Crowley’s expression returned to its usual, composed self, but there was something in his voice that betrayed a flicker of care when he spoke again. "Don’t worry. I haven’t forgotten about the dog. It’s your wedding gift. I’ll have him here shortly."
Lane blinked, surprised. "The dog?"
Crowley gave a sly grin. "Yes. And you don’t get to choose the breed."
Lane’s eyes narrowed playfully. "Oh really? Well, if it’s a Chihuahua, I’m naming it Fergus."
Crowley raised an eyebrow, clearly amused by the idea of a dog named Fergus, but he quickly masked it with his usual, sharp smirk. "Chihuahuas, eh? You might want to reconsider, my Queen. I have more regal creatures in mind."
Lane crossed her arms, giving him a pointed look. "I think Fergus would do just fine."
Crowley let out a low chuckle, his posture relaxing ever so slightly. "We’ll see, won’t we?" he said, his voice laced with playful defiance.
Lane rolled her eyes but couldn’t suppress the small smile tugging at her lips. There was something comforting about the banter, the way he didn’t always hide behind the walls he’d so carefully built.
"I’ll be sure to make him feel right at home," she replied, her tone softening as she glanced at their new house.
Crowley glanced over at her, his usual guarded expression back in place. "Good. I’ll make sure he's well... suited for the King's household."
Lane gave him an exaggerated sigh. "Always the drama."
Crowley grinned, the moment of levity quickly fading. The dog, for now, was the least of their concerns, but Lane couldn’t help but feel that this small gift—this gesture—was the first time he had truly thought of her in a way that wasn’t dictated by duty or obligation.
And that made all the difference.
*•*•*•*
The house felt strangely quiet, the kind of stillness that hung in the air when something new was about to settle. Crowley’s presence was a constant hum in the space, and Lane could feel it, even when he wasn’t physically nearby. As she wandered around the house, checking everything that had already been delivered, she could hear his footsteps behind her as he made his way down the hallway. She paused, fingers lingering on the soft velvet of one of the cushions on their new couch, and glanced over her shoulder.
"You should rest," he called from the hallway, his voice low but laced with authority. "You’ve had quite the couple of days."
Lane didn’t turn to face him fully, though the sound of his voice still held a pull. She didn’t want to be vulnerable yet, not completely. Not with him. Not now.
"I’m fine," she replied, her voice betraying none of the exhaustion she felt. She refused to acknowledge the weariness that hung like a shadow over her body. She had other things to deal with—things that were more pressing than her own fatigue.
Crowley didn’t press her further, but she could feel the weight of his gaze from the doorframe, like he was assessing her from a distance.
For a brief moment, there was something raw in the air between them, a flicker of something unspoken, a curiosity neither of them was willing to explore fully yet. It was as if neither of them knew how to be close, how to bridge the space that had formed between them after the wedding. They had shared the ceremony, the vows, the unspoken promises—but none of that seemed to matter now. The proximity was more intimidating than ever before, and the more they tried to ignore it, the more it seemed to stretch and pull at them.
Lane turned, her gaze lingering on the door as though it might offer an escape, but when her eyes met his, she was met with an intensity she couldn’t ignore. Crowley’s gaze had softened, just the smallest fraction, but it was enough to make her heart skip.
She cleared her throat, trying to regain her composure. “So, what now?” Her voice was steady, but her hands betrayed her. They were fidgeting with the edge of her sleeve, a small, nervous habit she hadn’t yet grown out of.
Crowley didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he took a step closer, his movements deliberate and controlled, the quiet hum of his power seeming to pulse in the room. It made her pulse quicken, but not in fear—in anticipation.
“Now?” He repeated the word with a certain detachment, his usual self-assuredness returning as his eyes flicked to her lips before meeting her gaze again. “Now, we adjust to the reality of what we’ve done. We navigate the life we’ve suddenly found ourselves in.”
Lane’s heart tightened. He said the words like it was just another task to tick off his list, but the way he said them—so carefully, so measured—spoke volumes. There was no rush to his tone, no immediate need to solve things. Instead, it was almost as though he was testing the waters, trying to gauge what would happen next.
“You sound like you’re already bored with me,” Lane muttered, only half-joking, though her words seemed to land heavier than she intended.
Crowley raised an eyebrow, the hint of a smile flickering across his lips before it vanished as quickly as it had appeared. “Bored?” He stepped closer still, the distance between them now measured in inches instead of feet. “Hardly. But it does seem we’ve taken a rather… unconventional path.”
The air thickened, and Lane couldn’t help but wonder if he had meant more than he said. There was a flicker of something in his eyes, something she couldn’t quite read.
Her mind was clouded with thoughts of the wedding, the rushed vows, the feelings she had suppressed, and now—this. His closeness was unnerving, and yet, it was the one thing she longed for in the quiet of their new home. It felt both alien and familiar, both intoxicating and terrifying.
“And what if I don’t want to adjust?” she asked, her voice quieter now, almost challenging. She took a small step back but couldn’t break away from his gaze. “What if I want something more... reckless? Something not so carefully planned?”
Crowley chuckled softly, his expression unreadable. “Reckless, is it? You’ve already taken the leap, haven’t you? What’s left to fear?”
For a moment, they simply stood there, neither of them moving. The silence stretched between them like a web, tense and fragile. Lane could feel the pull of it, the invisible thread that tied them together despite the walls they both tried to erect around themselves.
"You know, I’m not exactly good at this whole... married life thing," she confessed suddenly, her voice a little too brittle for her liking.
Crowley’s lips quirked, and for the briefest moment, he seemed more human than she had ever seen him. “I’d say you’re doing just fine. But if you’re looking for advice, you won’t find any from me. I don’t know how to be anything but myself.”
Lane snorted, the tension easing slightly as she folded her arms across her chest. “Figures.”
Crowley let the silence linger, his posture relaxed now that they had moved past whatever unspoken awkwardness had initially defined the moment. His voice lowered, softening as he spoke again, a strange vulnerability leaking into his words.
“You’re not alone in this,” he said, almost as if he were reassuring himself as much as her. “This isn’t something you have to figure out by yourself.”
Lane looked up at him, her throat tightening. Despite all the walls he had put up, despite the times he had pushed her away, there was something in the way he spoke now—a softness that had been completely absent before.
Before she could respond, Crowley stepped closer, his hand reaching out to gently touch her arm, his fingers brushing against her skin with an intimacy that felt both familiar and foreign. For the briefest of moments, Lane forgot to breathe.
And just as quickly, the moment passed.
Crowley gave her a small nod, his usual confident mask slipping back into place as he backed away a step, the pull between them beginning to wane once again.
"Let’s see how we do, then," he said, his tone returning to its usual cool detachment. "We’re in this together, whether you like it or not."
Lane couldn’t help but laugh, despite herself. “Some wedding gift.”
Crowley raised an eyebrow but didn’t answer, his hand lingering in the air where it had brushed her arm. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to make the uncertainty between them just a little more bearable.
*•*•*•*
Lane stood in the doorway of the bedroom, watching as Crowley moved around the room, getting ready for bed. He was always so graceful in the way he moved, as though everything he did was deliberate, calculated. She admired that in a way, though it made it difficult to figure out how to break through his walls. Tonight, though, something was different. He didn’t seem quite as guarded.
“You’ve done enough unpacking,” he murmured, his voice still carrying the weight of a day spent traveling. “Why don’t you come to bed?”
Lane hesitated, her fingers still gripping the zipper of the suitcase. She could feel the urge to rest, but something in her nagged at her. She didn’t want to immediately fall into the routine. Not yet. Not when things still felt so new and uncertain between them. She was still reeling from the wedding, from everything that had happened so quickly.
“I’ll be in in a minute,” she replied, flashing him a small smile. “I just want to finish putting things away.”
Crowley didn’t seem convinced, but he didn’t press it. Instead, he turned toward the bed, his back to her as he lay down, and soon enough, the soft rise and fall of his chest indicated he was asleep. Or so it seemed.
Lane eyed him carefully from across the room, wondering if he was faking sleep. He had that kind of presence—one that could remain completely still and completely unreadable even in the most intimate of moments. But she had learned his little habits, his subtle gestures. There was something in the way his shoulders were just slightly too tense, something in the rhythm of his breath that made her think he wasn’t as far gone as he seemed.
For a long moment, Lane stood there, considering whether to call him out on it or leave it be. But after a few more seconds, she sighed, turning back to the suitcase, pretending to fold the clothes that didn’t need folding. She told herself she was just buying time. Time for what, though? She wasn’t sure yet.
After what felt like ages, she finally let the suitcase fall shut with a soft thud and glanced toward the bed. Crowley was still lying there, facing the wall, the quiet of the room almost overwhelming. She debated whether to join him now or take a moment longer. In the end, it didn’t matter. She moved to the bed, the cool sheets welcoming her as she slid in beside him.
The moment she laid down, something pulled at her. She found herself inching closer, without even realizing it. By the time she fell asleep, her body was pressed lightly against his, the warmth of his skin just within reach, though neither of them acknowledged it.
When she woke up the next morning, the early light of dawn was barely spilling through the curtains. She blinked, groggily trying to make sense of the situation. It wasn’t the first time she’d woken up next to him, but this time felt different. Her heart was pounding a little faster than usual, and when she looked over, she saw that she had somehow gravitated even closer to him in the night. Her arm was resting against his side, her face just a few inches from his.
She could hear his soft breathing and felt the slight rise and fall of his chest, but it was so calm that it almost felt… practiced. Was he really asleep? She wasn’t sure. It was impossible to tell with Crowley.
She carefully disentangled herself, careful not to wake him, and slid out of bed. As she stood, stretching her arms above her head, she glanced back at him. He remained still, his eyes closed, his body completely relaxed—at least, that’s what it appeared to be.
Making her way downstairs, she found the kitchen exactly how she expected it: silent, quiet, save for the soft hum of the refrigerator. She busied herself with making coffee, opening cabinets and drawers, trying to find some semblance of normalcy in a life that had turned completely upside down in the last few days.
She was humming to herself as the coffee machine sputtered to life when she heard the soft click of a door opening behind her. A few seconds later, Crowley appeared in the doorway, still wearing his sleep clothes, his hair tousled from the night.
“Good morning,” she said, her voice light as she poured the coffee. “Did you sleep well?”
He stretched with a groan, making his way to the counter, his eyes barely open. “Well enough,” he muttered, clearly not fully awake yet. “I wasn’t expecting you to turn into a housewife so quickly.” His tone was teasing, but there was something almost fond in the way he said it.
Lane turned, raising an eyebrow at him. “A housewife?” she repeated with a grin. “I’m just making coffee. Are you going to get your briefcase and rush off, or are you sticking around to have breakfast?”
He smirked, his expression shifting as he sauntered into the kitchen. “I suppose I can spare a moment for coffee,” he said nonchalantly. “But don’t expect me to stay for the whole morning. I’m a busy man.”
Lane laughed softly, but as she watched him, she couldn’t help but notice the way his eyes lingered on her just a little too long, the way his gaze softened ever so slightly. Despite his nonchalance, there was something in his look—something in the way he stepped closer—that betrayed his usual control.
Before he could say anything else, he leaned down and pressed a brief, almost perfunctory kiss to her lips. The kiss was fleeting, cold even, but it wasn’t unwelcome. It was just… something they both seemed to be doing to fill a gap, something neither of them quite knew how to navigate yet.
As he pulled back, Crowley gave a small, knowing smirk. “Suspicious. I’ve never seen you actually cook before,” he said, his tone playful but with an edge of curiosity.
Lane’s lips curved into a sly grin. “You’ve been too busy running off with your briefcase to notice,” she teased. “But I’ll take that as a compliment. Coffee’s ready, if you want some.”
Crowley chuckled softly but didn’t move to grab the cup. Instead, he gave her a knowing look, as if weighing the next move. “You’re lucky I’m still tired enough to let you get away with it.”
Lane raised an eyebrow, her grin still playing on her lips. “You might want to watch it, darling. The day might come when I’m making breakfast every morning.”
He smiled faintly, the hint of amusement in his eyes. “We’ll see. For now, I’ll let you have your coffee.” With that, he turned and walked out of the room, leaving her with a quiet, thoughtful smile on her lips.
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Lane stared at the piles of luggage scattered across the room, the bright wedding presents stacked haphazardly, and the soft hum of the house pressing in on her. Crowley had already disappeared into his office to do whatever it was he did in there, and for a brief moment, the silence of the house felt suffocating. She couldn’t deny the need to do something, to occupy her mind with something that wasn’t just the lingering tension between them. Her fingers itched to grab the wrapping paper from the gifts, but the thought of spending the entire day unpacking—alone—felt like an invitation to madness.
Instead, Lane grabbed her phone off the counter, her thumb hovering over the contacts. She didn’t have to think too long before tapping Hecate’s number.
The phone rang twice before Hecate picked up, her voice smooth but with a hint of amusement. “Lane? You’re calling early for a newlywed. Everything okay?”
Lane grinned. “It’s barely noon. And yes, everything’s fine. I just... I need to get out of the house for a bit. Are you busy?”
There was a pause, and then Hecate’s voice dropped into something more serious, but still light. “Busy? For you, darling, I make time. Where do you want to go?”
“I need a break from unpacking,” Lane replied. “Something simple, maybe a coffee shop?”
“Sounds perfect. I’ll meet you there in twenty.”
Lane hung up and felt a wave of relief wash over her. The thought of getting out of the house, even for a couple of hours, felt like a welcome escape from the weight of it all. She quickly freshened up, changed into a loose, comfortable outfit, and grabbed her keys before heading out the door.
The coffee shop wasn’t too far from their new home—just a cozy, dimly lit place nestled in a corner of the neighborhood that always seemed to smell like fresh pastries and ground coffee beans. The soft jazz music playing in the background blended with the hum of quiet conversations. It was the kind of place Lane could lose herself in, where time didn’t feel like it was constantly ticking away.
She stepped inside, immediately spotting Hecate sitting by the window. Her presence was impossible to miss. Hecate was dressed in a tailored blazer in deep green, with a pair of sleek, black skinny jeans and ankle boots that clicked sharply on the floor as she shifted in her seat. Her makeup was minimal but striking, the dark eyeliner accentuating her sharp features, and her hair fell in glossy waves around her shoulders. Despite the modern, professional outfit, there was a quiet power to her, an aura of something ancient and untouchable.
“Lane,” Hecate greeted, her lips curling into a smile. “You look… different. Wedded bliss already wearing off?”
Lane laughed softly, sinking into the chair across from her. “You could say that. I needed a change of scenery, and honestly, I just wanted some time away.”
Hecate raised an eyebrow, her expression shifting to one of quiet curiosity. “Hmm. And I assume you’re not just trying to get away from unpacking?”
“Unpacking, yes. But it’s more than that,” Lane confessed, her fingers tracing the rim of her cup. “It’s... him.”
Hecate gave a knowing nod, her eyes softening. “Ah, I see. Well, you’re not the first person to need space from their new husband, especially not after two days.”
Lane hesitated, unsure how much she wanted to reveal. She had no idea how Hecate would view her frustrations with Crowley, even though she suspected the older goddess understood far more than most. Lane sighed, setting her phone down. “It’s just... different now. We’re married. And it feels like everything’s shifted, but not in the way I thought it would.”
“That’s marriage for you.” Hecate’s voice was smooth and calm as she reached for the menu. “The ‘honeymoon phase’ isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. It’s all well and good until reality sets in. But tell me, Lane... what exactly are you hoping for from him? A fairy tale?”
“I don’t know,” Lane replied softly. “I thought I wanted a fairy tale. But I’m starting to think maybe I’m the only one who still believes in it.”
Hecate watched her closely, then nodded. “That’s the thing with fairy tales, darling. They’re much more appealing from the outside, but the real work—well, that’s always behind the scenes. And it sounds like you’re both still figuring out your roles.”
Lane was quiet for a moment, then shook her head slightly. “I don’t know. I just… I want to feel like we’re really connected. Like we’re in this together, not just going through the motions.”
“I get it,” Hecate said, her voice softer now. “But the real question is whether he feels the same. Does he see this as a partnership, or is he still guarding himself?”
Lane’s heart skipped. “He’s definitely guarding himself,” she admitted, frustration lacing her words. “I mean, two days into being married, and he’s still hiding behind all those walls. It’s exhausting. But I don’t know how to reach him. I don’t know how to break through.”
Hecate gave a small, sympathetic smile, though her eyes held something almost ancient in them. “That’s a tough one. You can’t force someone to let their walls down, Lane. Not unless they’re ready. But here’s a thought: Maybe you’re trying to get too close too soon. Maybe let him come to you on his own terms, at his own pace.”
Lane frowned but nodded, mulling over Hecate’s words. She wasn’t sure she entirely agreed, but there was something to them. Crowley’s walls were thick, built over centuries of careful control. She didn’t want to tear them down—she just wanted a crack in them, enough to get a glimpse of the man behind the façade.
The waiter appeared, breaking her reverie, and Lane ordered her usual herbal tea: a calming blend of chamomile, lavender, and a hint of lemon balm. Hecate chose something more earthy—a mint and ginger blend with a dash of rosemary, the sharp scent filling the air as it was set before her.
The tea arrived, the steam curling upward, and Hecate took a sip before setting the cup back down. “Don’t forget, Lane,” she said, her voice gentle but firm. “You’re still learning who Crowley is. And it sounds like he’s still learning who you are. Give it time.”
Lane leaned back in her chair, considering Hecate’s advice. The way the older woman spoke—like she had all the answers, like she understood the struggle—was strangely comforting. For a moment, Lane didn’t feel so alone in her uncertainty.
“Thanks,” Lane said quietly. “I needed that. Really.”
Hecate smiled knowingly, then leaned in a little. “Now, let’s talk about something real. What’s your next move?”
Lane sipped her tea, the warmth of it soothing her as she stared out the window. She hadn’t realized how badly she needed this break, away from the house, away from the quiet tension that seemed to follow her every move with Crowley. But as she sat there, the words she’d spoken earlier to Hecate about her marriage seemed to echo louder. She felt, somehow, both close and distant to Crowley. The walls between them hadn’t come down, not completely, but they hadn’t exactly remained the same either.
She glanced at Hecate, her mind still a little clouded. “You know, it’s... kind of a strange story. How we ended up together, I mean. We didn’t exactly meet under the most romantic circumstances.”
Hecate tilted her head, a smirk playing at the corner of her lips. “A crossroads deal, if I’m not mistaken?”
Lane let out a breath, trying to hold back a smile of her own. “Yes. A crossroads deal. Funny, right? I mean, who would have thought? I made a deal with him, and here we are.” She paused, feeling that pang of uncertainty again. “I think I just—I think I just wanted something different. And he... well, he’s different too. But I don’t know if that’s enough anymore. I’m not sure I can keep pretending I’m fine with how things are.”
Hecate’s eyes glinted with a mix of curiosity and amusement. “A crossroads deal. How delightful,” she commented, her voice tinged with playful surprise. “Well, it certainly adds a bit of... spice to your love story. But go on.”
Lane shook her head slightly, refocusing on her tea. “It wasn’t always like this. There was a time when I didn’t even know who he really was. Hell, I still don’t know him all the way. But, for some reason, we’ve found ourselves here. Together. And it’s not just the deal anymore. It’s... more complicated than that.”
Hecate gave a small nod, signaling for Lane to continue, but she didn’t interrupt. There was something in the way she listened—like she understood more than Lane realized.
After a moment, Lane let out a sigh and set her cup down, feeling like she’d finally said something that made sense. “But even though I’m here with him, there’s always that space between us. That distance. I can’t seem to get close enough.”
Hecate’s lips curled into a knowing smile. “Distance is an interesting thing, isn’t it? Some people spend their entire lives trying to close the gap, while others are content to let it remain. It’s only natural you’d want more from him, though.”
Lane nodded, relieved to find someone who seemed to truly understand. “I just want him to stop keeping me at arm's length.”
Hecate leaned back, her eyes scanning the room for a moment, before focusing back on Lane. “Well, darling, it’s his walls to tear down. But I have to say, I’m quite flattered. A crossroads deal... turning into something more. You certainly know how to pick your men.”
Lane couldn’t help but chuckle. “I didn’t exactly pick him. Not in the way you think. It just... happened. And now here I am, wondering if this is what I really want.”
“Well,” Hecate began, her tone thoughtful, “we all make our choices. And sometimes, those choices come with consequences.”
The two of them finished their teas in silence for a few moments, each lost in their own thoughts. Eventually, Hecate broke the quiet.
“Let’s take a walk,” she said, standing up. “I know a little spot nearby that’s... well, it's not far, and it might be just what you need right now.”
Lane nodded, eager for a change of scenery. “Sounds perfect.”
The streets outside the café were peaceful, the sun beginning to dip lower in the sky, casting long shadows on the pavement. They wandered down the quiet streets until they reached a small, unassuming storefront with an old, weathered sign that read “Esoteric.” The doorbell jingled as they stepped inside.
The atmosphere was immediately different—calmer, more intense. The air was thick with the scent of incense and herbs, and the shelves were lined with an eclectic mix of items: books on witchcraft, candles of every color and shape, bundles of sage and Palo Santo, and crystal displays that shimmered in the dim light. Lane’s eyes wandered to the far corner, where a large glass display case held an assortment of raw gemstones.
Her feet led her instinctively toward the crystals, drawn by their energy. She paused in front of a display of amethyst, its deep purple hue calling to her like a familiar memory. Her fingers brushed over the smooth surface, feeling a strange pulse from the stone. She moved on, glancing at others—rose quartz, smoky quartz, and labradorite—before her attention was caught by a delicate piece of selenite. Its ethereal glow seemed to offer a sense of calm that she hadn’t realized she was searching for.
Hecate stood back, observing her with quiet interest. She said nothing, simply letting Lane explore at her own pace.
After a few moments, Lane pulled herself away from the crystals, feeling oddly refreshed. She glanced back at Hecate. “I think I’ll get some Palo Santo... and maybe a few crystals, too.”
Hecate raised an eyebrow. “Interesting choices. You’re starting to trust your instincts, I see.”
Lane gave a small shrug. “I guess so. They just... felt right.”
With her purchases in hand, Lane made her way to the counter, where Hecate watched with an amused glint in her eyes. As they stood near the door, ready to leave, Hecate produced something from the folds of her coat—a small, intricately designed tarot deck.
She handed it to Lane with a knowing smile. “Consider this a belated wedding present,” she said, her voice light but laced with something deeper. “I have a feeling it will come in handy.”
Lane took the deck from her, surprised but touched. “Thank you,” she said, her fingers brushing over the smooth, cold surface of the cards. “I’ll treasure it.”
Hecate gave her a wink as they stepped back into the street, the door to the shop closing behind them with a soft chime.
“So,” Hecate said with a grin, “what’s next on your agenda? A little divination, perhaps?”
Lane chuckled, feeling lighter than she had in days. “Maybe. But first, I need to figure out what to do about my husband.”
Hecate turned toward Lane with a faint smile, her eyes gleaming with something ancient and knowing. “I’ll leave you to your thoughts, darling. But remember—if you ever need me, I’m only a text away.”
Lane nodded, grateful for the brief respite from her own mind. She watched as Hecate turned on her heel, her movements graceful and deliberate as she strode down the sidewalk. The sun had nearly set, casting the streets in a dusky glow, and Lane stayed put for a moment, allowing herself to appreciate the strange peace that Hecate’s presence had brought her.
As Hecate approached the corner at the end of the street, Lane felt a strange pull—something she couldn’t quite explain, but she knew it was the unmistakable shift of power. There was a momentary flicker, a brief ripple in the air that only Lane could sense.
Hecate paused before she rounded the corner, turning back just enough for their eyes to meet. She offered a subtle, knowing smile, then continued on her way. As she turned the corner, Lane’s breath caught in her chest. She knew—she knew that Hecate had disappeared, not into the mundane streets, but straight into the Underworld.
The air around Lane seemed to shift, the hum of power still lingering from the moment Hecate left. Lane let out a quiet breath, finally breaking her gaze. The cool evening air rushed in as she walked toward her car, the sound of her footsteps echoing in the empty street.
Sliding into the driver’s seat, Lane placed the tarot deck on the passenger seat, still feeling the weight of Hecate’s words and the strange shift in energy she’d left behind. The world seemed to return to its usual rhythm, and she turned the key in the ignition. The engine hummed to life, but for a moment, Lane simply sat there, her hands resting on the wheel.
She glanced once more toward the corner where Hecate had disappeared, but there was no sign of her now. The world felt quieter, emptier even, without the goddess’s presence, and Lane knew—deep down—that Hecate would always be just a text away.
With a soft sigh, Lane drove off into the evening, the wheels spinning along the road as the shadows deepened around her.
*•*•*•*
As Lane pulled into the driveway, she let the car idle for a moment, staring at the house. Their house. It still felt strange to call it that, even after spending nights in it. It wasn’t that Crowley was unwelcoming—if anything, he’d made sure the place was tailored to her comfort—but there was still a divide, something lingering in the spaces between them.
With a sigh, she grabbed the tarot deck from the passenger seat and stepped inside. The house was still, save for the quiet hum of the appliances in the kitchen. Crowley wasn’t here. Of course, he wasn’t.
She kicked off her shoes, grabbed a bottle of water, and settled onto the couch. The tarot deck sat unopened in her lap. She ran her fingers over the edges of the box before finally peeling away the plastic wrap and sliding the deck out. The cards were cool in her hands, smooth and new, and the artwork was intricate—Hecate had good taste.
Lane shuffled the cards, the unfamiliar weight of them making her fingers fumble at first. “Alright,” she murmured to herself. “Let’s see what the universe has to say.”
She set up a simple three-card spread—past, present, future. She flipped the first card.
The Five of Cups.
Regret. Loss. Holding onto something that’s already gone.
Lane exhaled sharply. “Great start,” she muttered.
The present card.
The Two of Swords.
Indecision. A choice that needs to be made but remains avoided.
She frowned, shifting slightly. That was a little too on the nose.
Finally, the future card.
The Lovers. But reversed.
She stared at it, her stomach tightening. Disharmony. Doubt. A connection strained by something unresolved.
Lane leaned back into the couch, tapping her fingers against the armrest.
The cards were just paper and ink. But they’d pulled something from the air, something she hadn’t wanted to say out loud.
Maybe she should’ve asked about something simpler—her next hunt, what to cook for dinner. But no, she’d asked about her marriage, and the cards had answered.
She sighed, collecting them and tucking them back into the box. She didn’t want to think about it anymore.
Instead, she picked up her phone and scrolled through her contacts. Her thumb hovered for only a second before she pressed call.
“Persephone?”
“Lane, darling,” came the warm reply. “What a lovely surprise.”
“I was wondering if you were free for lunch. At my place.”
A brief pause, then an amused hum. “Missing the underworld already, are you?”
Lane let out a short laugh. “Something like that.”
“I’d love to. I’ll see you soon.”
As she hung up, Lane glanced once more at the tarot deck. The Lovers—reversed.
She pushed the thought aside and headed to the kitchen. 
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Lane had left the tarot spread untouched on the coffee table in the conversation pit, half-forgotten in the wake of her restless thoughts. She hadn’t expected it to matter—hadn’t expected Persephone to arrive like a whisper of nature itself, rather than pulling up in some sleek car.
But when she stepped outside, the sight made her pause.
Persephone wasn’t walking up the long drive. She was simply there, emerging from the autumn-dappled woods as though the earth itself had delivered her. Flowers bloomed in her wake—small white blossoms, delicate yet defiant against the fallen leaves. Her presence felt like a shift in the air, something old and sacred wrapped in modern elegance.
Her outfit was effortless yet striking: deep emerald wide-leg trousers that moved like water, a sleek black turtleneck hugging her form. A gold chain gleamed at her collarbone, and on her finger, a dark emerald ring caught the light—twisting vines of gold encasing its blood-red depths.
Lane blinked, then sighed. “Right. Of course, you walk here.”
Persephone smiled knowingly. “Why arrive by car when the land will take me where I need to go?” Her gaze swept up the house, appraising. “It’s lovely. Crowley has good taste.”
Lane snorted. “You mean expensive taste.”
“Both can be true.”
Lane stepped aside, holding the door open. “Come in before you start a full-scale rebirth out here.”
Persephone chuckled and stepped inside, pausing just past the threshold. Her sharp gaze flickered over the high ceilings, the dark wood, the curated mix of modern luxury and old-world charm. But then, her attention snagged on the coffee table.
Lane frowned as Persephone tilted her head, stepping toward it. Then she remembered.
The tarot spread.
She’d left it there, half intending to clean it up later, not thinking twice about it. But Persephone’s knowing expression said everything.
“Well, well,” she mused, running her fingers along the edge of The Lovers—still reversed. “Did you ask, or did they volunteer?”
Lane exhaled sharply. “I asked.”
Persephone turned to her, eyes gleaming with quiet amusement. “And what did you hope they’d say?”
Lane hesitated. Then sighed. “That’s why you’re here.”
Persephone only smiled, slipping off her coat and draping it over the back of a chair. “Then let’s talk.”
Persephone wandered further into the house, her fingertips grazing the smooth edges of furniture as if reading the energy of the space. When she reached the kitchen, she paused, scanning the pristine countertops and untouched stovetop. A knowing smile tugged at her lips.
“There’s no cooking happening here,” she observed, turning to Lane with an arched brow.
Lane leaned against the doorway, arms crossed. “I was going to order in.”
Persephone’s lips twitched in amusement. “Newlywed bliss, indeed.”
Lane rolled her eyes but couldn’t help the smirk forming. “What, you expected me to be slaving away over a hot stove like a mere housewife?”
“Not at all,” Persephone mused, stepping closer. “But I did think you’d have at least attempted to feed your guest before resorting to the modern convenience of takeout.”
Lane huffed. “Well, excuse me for not being a domestic goddess.”
Persephone chuckled, opening a cabinet and peering inside, as if expecting to find an answer hidden among the shelves. “I wasn’t judging. Just… observing.” She turned back with an easy shrug. “So, what are we ordering?”
Lane sighed, grabbing her phone. “Whatever pairs well with existential discussions about my marriage.”
Persephone laughed, settling onto a stool at the kitchen island. “Something with wine, then.”
Lane snorted as she scrolled through options. “Obviously.”
Lane smirked as she scrolled through the food options. “I feel like I should order Greek food, just to be funny.”
Persephone scoffed, stealing a glance at the tarot spread still untouched on the coffee table. “Please. If I wanted a taste of home, I’d conjure something better than whatever sad excuse for baklava they serve around here.” She leaned against the island, crossing her legs. “Italian. With French wine.”
Lane chuckled. “Classy.”
“Obviously.”
As Lane placed the order, Persephone wandered back to the conversation pit, her gaze falling once more on the tarot spread. With practiced ease, she picked up the deck, knocking on it three times—one, two, three—before shuffling. The rhythmic sound of the cards sliding together filled the quiet room.
By the time Lane returned, Persephone had drawn new cards and laid them out with precision. She gestured for Lane to sit.
Lane eyed the spread warily. “Is this where you tell me my life is a mess?”
Persephone smirked. “No, you already know that. I’m just here to help you read between the lines.”
Lane exhaled and settled into the seat beside her. “Alright. Hit me.”
Persephone tapped a card at the center. “This is you. The High Priestess.”
Lane raised a brow. “Oh? Am I mysterious and wise?”
Persephone gave her a knowing look. “You’re withholding. From yourself, from him. You think understanding your emotions will make them real, and you’re not ready for that.”
Lane pursed her lips. “… Rude.”
Persephone ignored her, tapping the next card. “And here? The Two of Swords. Indecision. You’re at a crossroads—fitting, given how you two even started.”
Lane shifted. “And?”
Persephone trailed a finger over the next card. The Eight of Cups. “You’re still carrying doubts from your past. Not necessarily about him, but about whether you’re capable of being here. Of choosing this and letting it be real instead of just something that happened to you.”
Lane frowned, staring at the cards. She wanted to argue, but the way Persephone was looking at her—calm, assured, as if she had already seen the outcome—made it impossible.
Finally, Persephone leaned back. “So. What are you going to do about it?”
Lane sighed, running a hand through her hair. “Apparently? Eat some damn pasta and drink some wine.”
Persephone laughed, gathering the cards back into a neat stack. “Good start.”
The scent of warm, rich tomato sauce and fresh basil filled the kitchen as Lane unpacked the takeout containers, setting them out between them at the island. Steam curled from the pasta, the golden strands glistening under the light. Persephone, ever at ease, poured them both a generous glass of wine before twirling a fork into her plate.
They ate comfortably, conversation drifting between lighthearted remarks and shared observations. But as they reached their second glass of wine, Lane swirled the deep red liquid in her glass and leaned her chin on her hand.
“You know,” she mused, “our stories aren’t that different.”
Persephone arched a delicate brow, setting her glass down. “Oh?”
Lane gave a wry smile. “I mean… crossroads deals, kings of the underworld, being swept into something that changed everything. Sounds familiar.”
Persephone exhaled a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “That’s the lore talking.”
Lane tilted her head. “Meaning?”
Persephone leaned forward slightly, her fingers tracing the stem of her wine glass. “People like to think Hades stole me. That I was plucking flowers one moment and the next, I was dragged underground, kicking and screaming.” She shook her head. “It wasn’t like that at all.”
Lane frowned. “Then what was it like?”
Persephone’s gaze turned distant, as if she were seeing something long past. “I walked into the Underworld myself. No one took me. I went willingly.”
Lane blinked, taken aback. “Seriously?”
Persephone’s lips curled. “I was young, but I had always been… curious. Drawn to places I wasn’t supposed to go. The Underworld called to me. And when I finally found a way in, I liked it. The stillness, the quiet, the way it existed outside of everything else.” She lifted her glass to her lips and took a slow sip before continuing.
“When Hades found me, he was furious. Told me it wasn’t a place for someone like me. That I couldn’t stay.” A small, knowing smile ghosted across her lips. “But by then, it was too late. I had already eaten the pomegranate seeds.”
Lane straightened. “And then?”
Persephone shrugged, as if it were the simplest thing in the world. “And then we fell in love.”
Lane stared at her, digesting the revelation. “… So, you chose this life?”
Persephone met her gaze, unwavering. “I did.”
The weight of those words settled between them. Lane glanced down at her wine, her thoughts stirring in ways she wasn’t sure she was ready to name.
Persephone watched Lane closely, the way she turned her wine glass absentmindedly between her fingers, her thoughts clearly tangled in something deeper than their conversation. The goddess tilted her head slightly, a soft, knowing look in her eyes.
“You’re wondering if you did the right thing,” she said, not as a question but as a simple fact.
Lane exhaled a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “You don’t even know Crowley.”
“No,” Persephone admitted. “But I know what I saw.”
Lane scoffed lightly, lifting her glass to her lips. “And what exactly did you see?”
Persephone smiled, but there was something thoughtful behind it. “A man—well, a demon—who keeps his guard up so high, I doubt he even remembers how to let it down. But around you?” She swirled her own wine, watching the deep red liquid catch the light. “There were cracks in the walls. Small, but there.”
Lane hesitated, her fingers tightening around the stem of her glass. “He barely even touches me unless it’s a formality. A kiss when we have an audience, a hand on my waist when it’s expected. And when we are alone, he’s always got one foot out the door.”
Persephone considered her words, then set her glass down and leaned forward slightly. “You think it means he doesn’t care.”
Lane’s jaw tensed, but she didn’t answer.
Persephone’s gaze softened. “But what if it means he cares too much?”
Lane blinked, caught off guard.
Persephone tilted her head. “You said it yourself—he’s a king of the underworld. He’s spent centuries mastering control, keeping his heart locked away where no one can touch it. And now, for the first time, someone can.” Her lips curled slightly. “That has to be terrifying for him.”
Lane looked away, her chest tightening. “And what if he never stops holding back?”
Persephone smiled knowingly. “Then I suspect you’ll find a way to make sure he does.”
Lane let out a breath, rolling her eyes. “That sounds like a lot of work.”
Persephone laughed, sitting back. “Love usually is.”
A familiar ripple of energy brushed through the room, and before Lane could react, Crowley materialized in the doorway.
“Love is what, usually?” he asked, his tone deceptively casual as he surveyed the scene before him. His sharp gaze flicked between Lane and Persephone, the half-finished bottle of wine on the table, and the tarot cards still spread out in the conversation pit.
Lane froze, caught off guard. Persephone, however, didn’t miss a beat. With an easy smile, she swirled the wine in her glass and said smoothly, “A lot of work. Especially when it comes to finding the perfect vintage.”
Crowley arched a brow, unconvinced but willing to let it slide—for now. He stepped further into the room, his eyes lingering on Lane for a beat longer than necessary before shifting to the wine. He picked up the bottle, examining the label with mild amusement.
“French,” he remarked. “Classy. Can’t say I disapprove.” His gaze flicked back to Lane. “And here I was, thinking the most exciting company you kept were grumpy old hunters and a few too-curious witches. Instead, I come home to a goddess and a bottle of Bordeaux.” He smirked. “I do love surprises.”
Persephone only smiled, setting her glass down delicately. “Then I suppose Lane has been full of them.”
Crowley hummed in agreement, but his attention remained fixed on his wife. His smirk softened just a fraction, and Lane found herself gripping her glass a little tighter, uncertain of what, exactly, he was reading in her.
“Had I known married life came with such interesting visitors, I’d have done it sooner,” he mused, pouring himself a small measure of wine and raising the glass to his lips.
Persephone chuckled, but Lane just rolled her eyes, leaning back into the cushions. “Yes, well, don’t get used to it.”
Crowley smirked over the rim of his glass. “Too late.”
He swirled the wine in his glass, giving Lane one last knowing glance before setting it down. “I’ll leave you ladies to your wives’ tales,” he drawled before disappearing with the faintest ripple of energy.
Persephone watched the spot where he had stood, fingers idly tracing the stem of her glass. After a moment, she turned to Lane with a thoughtful expression. “You know,” she mused, “Hades and I have been meaning to do something more… social. Maybe a dinner, just the four of us?”
Lane blinked. “A double date?”
Persephone grinned. “Exactly.”
Lane scoffed lightly. “I don’t know if Crowley does double dates.”
“He does now,” Persephone said breezily, taking another sip of her wine. “Ask him. Let me know.”
Lane exhaled, already anticipating the conversation. “Fine. I’ll keep you posted.”
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The kitchen was dimly lit, the hum of the microwave the only sound as Lane leaned against the counter, waiting for leftovers to heat. She barely registered Crowley’s presence until he was suddenly there, perched against the opposite counter, watching her with an unreadable expression.
He gestured toward the tarot deck still sitting near the conversation pit. “The High Priestess, huh?”
Lane frowned. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Crowley smirked, stepping closer. “Oh, I think you do, darling.”
Crowley’s gaze lingered on the tarot deck, the faintest trace of amusement in his eyes. “A guarded soul, then,” he mused, voice low. “It seems Persephone isn’t the only one who can read you.” He leaned in slightly, his gaze sharp. “She’s right, you know. It’s not just the cards that tell the truth—there’s a wall around you, and it’s been there since before we met.”
Lane’s lips quirked into a small smile, though her eyes remained thoughtful. “I guess it makes two of us,” she said, her tone soft but pointed. She shifted slightly, reaching for a dishcloth to fold in her hands, trying to avoid his eyes. “That’s exactly what Persephone had said about it. She mentioned the idea of a double date just in passing, you know, like a suggestion.”
Crowley raised an eyebrow, leaning back against the counter, his arms folding over his chest. “A double date? With Hades?” He chuckled darkly. “What exactly did she think would happen if we spent an evening together?”
Lane shrugged, but there was a spark in her eyes. “I think she believes in something more than we’re both willing to admit,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper, yet tinged with a touch of defiance.
Crowley’s gaze softened, a rare flicker of something more than his usual aloofness as he stepped closer to Lane. To her surprise, he leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to her shoulder, the warmth of his lips lingering against her skin. It was a gesture so tender, so unexpected, that it sent a shiver down her spine. For a moment, she could almost forget the tension that still hovered between them.
He pulled back and gave her a mischievous smile, his voice dripping with teasing curiosity as he walked toward the conversation pit. “Alright, I’ll humour the idea,” he said, his tone light but with that underlying command he always carried. “A double date it is, then. But don’t expect me to wear a tie.”
Lane blinked in surprise, still processing the shift in the air. He hadn’t hesitated at all, and the fact that he agreed—without protest—caught her off guard. But before she could say anything, he made his way to the conversation pit, flopping down on the couch with his usual flair. The TV flickered on, and the episode of Reign Lane had been watching before he arrived started up again.
Crowley glanced over his shoulder at her, raising an eyebrow as he crossed his arms. “So, what’s this about?” he asked, nodding toward the screen. “Training to be queen of Hell? New friends, tarot cards, crystals, and now the queen of Scots on your TV? Should I start calling you ‘Your Majesty’?” His voice dripped with sarcasm, but there was something in his tone that suggested he was genuinely curious—maybe even a little amused.
Lane rolled her eyes, a small laugh escaping her lips as she took a seat across from him, not missing the subtle way he watched her. “It’s just a show, Crowley. You know, a bit of escapism. Besides, it’s not like I’m actively trying to become the queen of Hell. I’m already married to one, remember?”
She shot him a sly look, still recovering from the kiss.
Lane reached for the stemmed glass, her fingers brushing the delicate curve of the bowl. But before she could grip it properly, the glass seemed to slip from her hand, sliding away as if some invisible force was guiding it. She flinched in surprise, her hand instinctively grasping at air before the glass tumbled from the counter, smashing loudly against the tile floor. The sharp sound of shattering glass echoed through the room.
“Shit,” Lane muttered under her breath, her face flushed with frustration as she grabbed for the dustpan. She kneeled down, carefully sweeping up the shards with a practiced hand. It wasn’t the first time something like this had happened in the house, though she hadn’t quite figured out why.
As Lane reached down to gather the broken glass, she muttered under her breath, her voice tinged with frustration. "I swear it just slid right out of my hand."
Crowley watched her carefully, his gaze calculating, as if he was trying to read between the lines. "Not worth breaking glasses," he commented, his tone cool, but his eyes narrowing slightly.
She shot him a look over her shoulder, her fingers brushing the sharp pieces of glass. "Yeah, well, sometimes things just slip away." She tried to focus on the task at hand, but she could feel the weight of his gaze on her, and the words he didn’t say hung in the air.
Crowley leaned back against the counter, arms crossed, studying her with an intensity that made her heart race just a little. "Slip away?" he repeated, his voice deliberately low, as though savoring the irony of the phrase. "Is that how you’d describe it?"
Lane’s fingers trembled slightly as she swept the last of the shards into the dustpan. "What are you getting at?" she asked, trying to sound casual, but her voice wavered just enough to betray the tension she was feeling.
He tilted his head, a small smirk pulling at the corner of his lips. "It’s just... funny, isn’t it? How something so simple can just slip away." He took a slow step toward her, his gaze never leaving hers. "Could be the glass, could be something else."
Lane straightened up, meeting his eyes now, her heart skipping a beat. She wasn’t sure if he was being playful, or if he was probing for something deeper. "Maybe it's nothing," she said, her voice tight. "Or maybe... you’re looking for something that’s not there." She turned away, trying to cover up the awkwardness of the moment with a forced casualness.
Crowley didn’t let her escape that easily, though. "Not there, hm?" he pressed, a dark glint of curiosity flashing in his eyes. "You’re always so sure of things, Lane. But I’m not so sure you are right now."
Her jaw tightened at his words, the tension between them thickening like fog. She set the dustpan aside, her hands resting on the counter as she faced him fully. "I don’t need you reading me like some damn book," she snapped, but the edge in her voice faltered at the last second, betraying her.
Crowley took a step closer, his voice quiet but insistent. "I’m not trying to read you, sweetheart. I’m trying to figure out why you’re pulling away. Something’s changed, hasn’t it?" He reached out, brushing his fingers lightly against the back of her hand, his touch sending a shiver down her spine. "You’ve got your walls, and I’ve got mine. But we both know what happens when things start slipping through the cracks."
Lane swallowed hard, her throat dry. She wasn’t sure what to say, but she knew she was not ready to confront whatever this was yet. "I’m not pulling away," she said, too quickly. "I’m fine, Crowley."
But he was not convinced, his eyes dark with something unreadable. "Fine," he repeated, his voice a touch too soft. "I’ll take your word for it." But there was an undercurrent of doubt in his tone that she couldn’t ignore.
Lane exhaled sharply, frustrated with herself, with him, with everything. She knew he saw right through her, and it was infuriating. "I just need some time," she muttered, looking away.
Crowley’s gaze lingered on her for a moment longer, then he stepped back, offering her a small, almost imperceptible nod. "Take all the time you need," he said, though the words felt more like a challenge than an understanding.
She didn’t respond, turning back to the counter, the silence between them heavier than ever. The glass may have been swept up, but it felt like the cracks between them were only getting wider.
*•*•*•*
A few days had passed since the glass incident, and Lane had found herself drawn deeper into the spiritual practices she’d been introduced to—perhaps as a way to ground herself, to make sense of the strange things happening around her. Her mornings were spent in silence, sitting with the tarot deck Hecate had gifted her, turning the cards over one by one as she tried to decipher her own heart. Crystals lay scattered across the table, an assortment of rough stones and polished gems she had started collecting—amethyst, rose quartz, clear quartz, and a few others that drew her in for reasons she couldn’t explain. When she wasn’t busy with the cards, she meditated, trying to quiet the whirlwind of thoughts that always seemed to be buzzing through her mind.
It was an escape, in a way. A way to understand the inexplicable, to find a sense of control when everything in her life felt like it was slipping through her fingers.
One afternoon, Hecate arrived with her two dogs—a pair of large, shaggy creatures with an air of ancient wisdom about them. Lane was immediately glad for the company; she hadn’t realized how lonely she’d started to feel. The dogs, playful yet composed, were a welcome distraction as they walked through the woods surrounding the house. The trees, their leaves beginning to turn shades of gold and amber, gave the air an almost magical quality, and Lane felt a sense of peace she hadn’t experienced in days.
As they strolled through the woods, the dogs tugging at their leashes with excitement, Lane found herself telling Hecate about the glass incident—the strange way the stemmed glass had slipped from her fingers, as though it had been drawn away by some unseen force.
Hecate listened intently, her eyes thoughtful. "It could just be residual energy," she said after a pause, her tone measured. "You’re dealing with a lot of power, Lane. Between your vows and Crowley’s magic... it’s not surprising that some of it would linger. Residual energy can behave unpredictably."
Lane nodded, but there was still a knot of unease in her stomach. "Residual energy," she repeated, trying to convince herself that was all it was. "But it felt like... something more. I don’t know, it just didn’t feel right."
Hecate glanced at her, her expression unreadable for a moment. "It may be more than that, or it may be nothing at all. Magic works in strange ways. But for now, focus on the intention behind it. Don't let it control you."
Lane didn’t respond, her thoughts swirling with questions she wasn’t sure she wanted answered. Hecate’s words were comforting, but they didn’t ease the unease that had settled deep inside her.
As they returned to the house, they found Crowley waiting inside, looking just as cool and composed as ever. Lane, feeling the weight of the day’s walk and the lingering energy of the woods, excused herself to take a shower. Her muddy boots left tracks in the hallway as she hurried up the stairs, hoping to find some solace in the warmth of the water.
Meanwhile, in the living room, Crowley and Hecate exchanged a quiet glance. Crowley, leaning against the wall with his usual nonchalance, seemed to be contemplating something. "What did she tell you?" he asked, his voice low.
Hecate tilted her head slightly, her eyes flickering toward the stairs where Lane had disappeared. "Residual magic," she said thoughtfully. "The aftermath of the spell, I suppose. She’s still adjusting to it, still feeling its pull."
Crowley remained silent for a moment; his expression unreadable. "Is that all it is? Residual magic?"
Hecate’s eyes met his, her gaze sharp. "Maybe. Or maybe it’s something else." She allowed a small pause, her fingers absentmindedly playing with the edge of her sleeve. "Maybe it’s not just the spell that’s affecting her. Maybe it’s the bond between you two. Those vows... they sealed something. The magic isn’t just hers anymore."
Crowley’s lips twitched, a flicker of something—concern? curiosity?—passing through his eyes. He didn’t say anything, though, and Hecate didn’t press. There was something unsaid between them, something that hung in the air, but neither was willing to speak it aloud.
"She’s still figuring it out," Hecate continued, her voice softening. "But don’t be too hard on her. She’s adjusting to more than just magic, Crowley. This isn’t something either of you can control completely."
Crowley nodded slowly, his mind clearly elsewhere, still turning over the conversation in his head. As the sound of the shower running upstairs reached their ears, he finally spoke. "I’m not worried about her," he said, his voice betraying none of the uncertainty that was likely swirling in his mind. "But I don’t like feeling like I don’t know what’s going on."
Hecate raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. "You might want to change that attitude, Crowley. You’re not the only one who doesn’t know everything."
As if on cue, Lane’s voice echoed from the stairs, calling down to them that she was finished and that she’d be down shortly.
Crowley and Hecate shared another glance, one that spoke volumes without the need for words. Whatever was happening between Lane and Crowley, it was still unraveling, and neither of them seemed to have the full picture.
And for now, neither seemed willing to ask the questions that lingered in the shadows.
*•*•*•*
The morning after Hecate’s visit, Lane and Crowley sat across from each other in the kitchen, the only sounds filling the room being the occasional clink of a spoon against porcelain and the soft hum of the coffee machine. It was a quiet, shared ritual, one that needed no words. Lane curled her fingers around her mug, staring into the dark liquid as if it might divine some answers for her.
She broke the silence first. “Persephone says she and Hades are free tonight for the double date.”
Crowley didn’t react right away, merely lifting his mug to take a slow sip. Finally, he lowered it and glanced at her. “What time should I pick you up, then?”
Lane raised an eyebrow. “That’s all you have to say?”
He smirked over the rim of his cup. “Would you prefer I write them a thank-you note for clearing their schedules?”
Lane rolled her eyes. “Seven. And we’re meeting them at an upscale place in the city. I’ll send you the location.”
Crowley hummed in acknowledgment, setting his mug down with a quiet clink. He didn’t say more, but the slight arch of his brow told her he was, at the very least, intrigued. She decided that was enough for now.
As the evening approached, Lane took her time getting ready. Not just because she wanted to look good—though that was certainly part of it—but because she wanted to see if she could stir something within Crowley. Not just vague appreciation. Not just the casual amusement he usually offered. Something real. Something tangible.
She chose a dress that was undeniably flattering, something elegant but with a hint of allure. Her makeup was meticulously applied, a balance of effortlessness and precision. Her jewelry was chosen with care—small, intentional touches to complete the look. When she finally stood in front of the mirror, she knew she looked stunning.
And when she stepped out into the room where Crowley was waiting, she saw the way his gaze darkened, the way his lips parted slightly before he caught himself.
His reaction was exactly what she’d hoped for. But, as always, he mastered himself quickly.
“Going for the full goddess aesthetic tonight, are we?” he mused, his voice smooth but carrying something beneath it.
Lane smirked. “Can’t let Persephone look like the only queen at the table, now, can I?”
Crowley stepped closer, his gaze sweeping over her one last time before he leaned in—just close enough that she could feel the warmth of his breath against her ear. “She never could.”
It wasn’t quite the reaction she had wanted, but it was close.
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The restaurant exuded quiet luxury—velvet seating, dim golden lighting, and an ambiance that whispered of exclusivity. As Lane and Crowley stepped inside, it didn’t take long to spot their dining companions.
Hades and Persephone were unmistakable.
Hades sat with an effortless authority, his posture relaxed yet commanding. His suit was sharp, black as the void, tailored to perfection. He looked like he belonged in the shadows, yet there was a quiet kind of gravity to him, something ancient and steady. His dark eyes, stormy and unreadable, flicked up as they approached.
Persephone, in contrast, was all warmth and vibrancy. She wore a deep green dress, embroidered with gold thread in delicate, vine-like patterns. It cinched at the waist before flowing in soft waves around her, the fabric moving like it had a life of its own. Her dark curls, adorned with subtle golden accents, framed her face in a way that made her look both regal and untamed. She was barefoot—whether she had entered the restaurant that way or simply discarded her shoes under the table was a mystery Lane didn’t particularly need solved.
As they reached the table, Persephone smiled, radiant and knowing. “You made it,” she said, squeezing Hades’ hand before gesturing for them to sit.
Hades inclined his head slightly toward Crowley. “King of the Crossroads,” he greeted smoothly, his tone measured yet carrying the weight of something old.
Crowley smirked as he pulled out a chair for Lane before sitting beside her. “King of Hell, now,” he corrected, voice lazy but edged with satisfaction.
Hades raised a single brow. “Ah. Moving up in the world.”
Crowley’s smirk deepened. “Someone had to.”
Lane caught the ghost of a smile on Persephone’s lips as she rested her chin on her hand, watching the exchange with quiet amusement. She reached for her menu, but her attention was drawn to the way Persephone subtly leaned into Hades, their hands still lightly entwined. The gesture was small, unspoken, but undeniable. A casual intimacy, so natural it made something twist inside Lane’s chest.
She quickly smoothed her expression, forcing her focus onto the menu instead.
This was going to be an interesting night.
Persephone had been watching Lane carefully, even as she sipped her wine and nodded along to Hades and Crowley’s conversation. The two men—kings of their respective domains—had effortlessly fallen into political talk, discussing the logistics of ruling an underworld, managing their subjects, and the nature of deals, bargains, and oaths.
Lane, meanwhile, was barely listening. She was trying not to focus on the way Hades was absently tracing the back of Persephone’s hand with his thumb, the way he would lift her fingers to his lips in between words as if it were second nature. The ease of it, the quiet intimacy, made something twist in her chest.
Crowley wasn’t even looking at her. He was engaged in the discussion, sipping his whiskey with the same air of authority he carried everywhere. If he had noticed the way she had made herself particularly pretty tonight, he hadn’t acted like he noticed. Sure, there had been a flicker of something in his gaze when he first saw her, but it had vanished just as quickly as it came.
Persephone set her wine glass down, smiling knowingly. “Shall we go powder our noses?” she asked smoothly, her gaze locking onto Lane’s like she knew exactly what was going through her head.
Lane blinked at her, momentarily caught off guard. She could feel Crowley’s eyes flick toward her for just a second, but he said nothing.
She wasn’t about to admit that she needed a break from this. That the sight of something so easy—so affectionate—was grating against a part of her she wasn’t ready to acknowledge.
So instead, she just nodded, setting down her napkin and standing. “Sure.”
She didn’t check if Crowley was watching her as she followed Persephone toward the restrooms. But she felt his gaze linger.
The powder room was quiet, dimly lit with golden sconces casting warm light over marble countertops. A faint scent of rosewater and expensive perfume lingered in the air. Lane leaned against the sink, watching as Persephone casually checked her reflection in the mirror, adjusting an already perfect curl.
“You’re not as subtle as you think,” Persephone said lightly, meeting Lane’s eyes through the mirror.
Lane exhaled, shaking her head. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Persephone turned, arms crossing. “You haven’t looked at us once since we sat down, but I saw the way your jaw tensed every time he kissed my hand.”
Lane scoffed. “That’s a reach.”
Persephone gave her a knowing smile. “Is it?” She leaned a hip against the counter. “You’re trying very hard not to let it show, but you feel something when you see us together.”
Lane turned to the mirror, fiddling with an earring as an excuse not to meet Persephone’s gaze. “You and Hades have been together for millennia,” she muttered. “Of course you’re comfortable with each other. It’s different.”
“Because you and Crowley haven’t had that time? Or because Crowley hasn’t given you that?”
Lane hesitated. That was the real question, wasn’t it? Crowley wasn’t cold with her—not always. He touched her, teased her, indulged her. But there was a line, an invisible wall he refused to step past. He was guarded, careful. Even now, sitting across from literal kindred spirits, he didn’t let himself slip.
And yet, he had agreed to this double date. He had noticed her tonight. He had looked at her like he wanted something, but he hadn’t taken it.
Persephone reached for Lane’s wrist, pulling her attention back. “You’re married, Lane.” Her voice was softer now, less teasing. “Is this what you want? A husband who keeps his distance?”
Lane let out a short, humourless laugh. “I think you’re assuming I have any control over that.”
Persephone studied her for a moment, then said, “You’d be surprised what a little confrontation can do.”
Lane rolled her eyes. “You sound like Hecate.”
“Well, she’s usually right.” Persephone smirked before turning back to the mirror, fixing her lipstick. “But don’t worry, darling. If he doesn’t wake up soon, I have ways of helping.”
Lane narrowed her eyes. “That sounds ominous.”
Persephone only winked. “Come on. We wouldn’t want to keep our kings waiting.”
When they returned to the table, the food had arrived, steam curling lazily from plates of decadent Mediterranean dishes. Crowley leaned back in his chair, rolling his glass of wine between his fingers, his expression unreadable—but Lane caught the way his gaze flickered to her as she sat down. It wasn’t the usual cursory glance, the idle acknowledgment of her presence. It lingered.
She felt Persephone subtly brush past her before taking her own seat, and when Lane looked at her, she caught the tiniest flicker of amusement in the goddess’s eyes—a knowing wink, barely perceptible, but enough to confirm her suspicion. Hades had said something to Crowley while they were gone.
And whatever it was, Crowley had heard it.
His attention didn’t stray to Persephone and Hades as they resumed their conversation. Instead, Lane felt the weight of his focus on her, like he was assessing something, recalibrating. He didn’t reach for her hand, didn’t make any overt move of affection, but his presence itself felt closer.
She picked up her wine, taking a slow sip. “Did we miss anything interesting?”
Hades smirked over the rim of his own glass. “Just exchanging notes on ruling the underworld.”
Crowley hummed, taking a sip of his drink. “Comparing centuries of experience, you mean.”
Lane didn’t miss the slight emphasis on the word experience—a subtle assertion, a reminder that he wasn’t some fledgling ruler. But Hades only chuckled, entirely unruffled.
Persephone, as if she weren’t the orchestrator of whatever shift had just occurred, smoothly changed the subject. “Lane was just telling me how she ended up with you, Crowley.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Oh? And how did she frame that particular tale?”
Lane smirked. “Favorably, of course.”
Persephone laughed. “I’ll let you believe that.”
The conversation flowed easily from there, dipping into anecdotes, stories of court politics, and, surprisingly, moments of shared amusement between Crowley and Hades. Lane let herself relax into it, even as she remained acutely aware of the subtle change in Crowley’s demeanor—how his attention drifted to her more often, how his voice dipped lower when addressing her directly, how, when the server refilled her wine glass, he caught her fingers briefly before she reached for it.
It wasn’t drastic, wasn’t something that would be obvious to anyone but her.
But Lane knew the difference.
And from across the table, Persephone met her gaze and gave her another secretive little smile—one that said you’re welcome.
*•*•*•*
The drive home was quiet, save for the soft hum of the radio playing old tunes, the kind that made the night air feel heavier with nostalgia. Lane leaned her head against the cool glass of the window, watching the streetlights flicker past, their glow stretching long across the pavement.
She hadn't expected the dinner to go as well as it had. The easy conversation, the natural flow of banter, and—most surprising of all—Crowley’s subtle yet undeniable shift in demeanor.
She felt it again when his hand found hers on the center console, his fingers brushing over hers before settling, warm and steady. He didn't lace them together, didn't grip or squeeze—just held, as if testing the waters of the gesture itself.
Lane glanced at him from the corner of her eye, but he kept his gaze on the road, his expression as unreadable as ever. Still, the way his thumb absently traced over the back of her hand said enough.
“So,” she murmured, breaking the quiet. “Less cringe-worthy than you expected?”
Crowley let out a low chuckle. “Considerably.”
Lane smirked. “Must be a relief, knowing that your Greek counterpart isn’t a complete bore.”
“Oh, he’s still insufferable,” Crowley quipped. “But at least he’s an insufferable bastard with a sense of humour.”
She huffed a small laugh, tilting her head toward him. “And Persephone?”
Crowley’s mouth twitched. “I suppose you could’ve made worse friends. Though, given your track record, I was fully expecting someone less attached to the idea of eternal love.”
Lane rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. Instead, she let the silence settle again, let the weight of his hand in hers linger between them.
After a beat, he spoke again, voice lower, more contemplative. “I wouldn’t be against another encounter of this nature.”
Lane turned to look at him fully this time, though his attention remained fixed ahead. His words were measured, as though he didn’t want to give them more weight than necessary.
Still, she felt something warm unfurl in her chest.
“Good,” she said simply.
The rest of the drive passed in comfortable silence, the radio crooning softly as the city lights gave way to the quieter streets leading home.
When they got inside, neither of them made an effort to turn on the lights. Lane kicked off her shoes, stretching with a quiet sigh before making her way toward the bedroom. Crowley followed, shedding his jacket, undoing his cufflinks with an air of ease.
There were no lingering touches, no overt signs of intimacy—but when they settled into bed, the space between them felt smaller than before.
And when Lane woke in the early hours, barely conscious, she found herself closer than she had been the night before, his warmth pressing against her side.
She didn’t move away.
And neither did he.
*•*•*•*
The days passed, the closeness between them settling into something unspoken but steady. It hadn't deepened, not yet, but it hadn't waned either. There was something there, simmering beneath the surface, waiting for a catalyst.
That catalyst came in the form of a particular wedding gift.
Lane had been working her way through unwrapping them, a task both idle and amusing, when she came across a sleek, crimson velvet box. Aphrodite’s gift. The so-called love box.
Inside lay lingerie fit for the Queen of Hell—delicate yet commanding, sensual yet regal. It was provocative in all the ways that made her smirk, and in an instant, a plan began to take shape.
That evening, she bathed in perfumed oils, taking her time to ensure her skin held a natural, inviting glow. The anticipation of it all sent a thrill through her, a rare feeling of control in a dance they had both been circling for too long.
When she heard the familiar sound of Crowley arriving home, she gave herself one last look in the mirror before stepping out of the ensuite.
He had just loosened his tie when he turned—and stilled completely.
Lane leaned against the doorway, the flickering candlelight casting a golden sheen over her skin, highlighting every lace detail Aphrodite had so thoughtfully chosen for her. She watched the shift in his expression—the sharp inhale, the way his pupils dilated as he took her in, as something undeniable settled between them.
The air grew thick, the tension almost tangible as he crossed the space between them in a heartbeat. His fingers brushed over her waist, grazing bare skin, reverent yet filled with intent.
“Bloody hell,” he murmured, his voice lower than usual, roughened by something dangerously close to want.
She smirked, tilting her chin up ever so slightly. “I take it you approve?”
His answer came in the way he pressed closer, the way his hands roamed without hesitation, the way his mouth found the sensitive spot just below her ear, setting her skin ablaze.
A hitherto untapped passion ignited, the slow burn finally catching flame as his lips moved against hers, hungry, claiming. Her fingers tangled into his shirt, and he barely seemed aware of undoing the first clasp of her lingerie—
Ding-dong.
They froze.
The sound was so foreign, so out of place at this hour that for a moment, neither of them reacted.
Then—
Ding-dong. Ding-dong.
Crowley pulled back just enough to breathe out a sharp, irritated, “You have got to be kidding me.”
Lane let out a disbelieving laugh, forehead falling against his chest. “Of course this would happen.”
They untangled from one another, frustration thick in the air, as Lane pulled on her dressing gown and Crowley buttoned his shirt back up.
As they made their way to the door, Lane muttered, “It’s 2 AM.”
Crowley pinched the bridge of his nose. “This house is warded to avoid exactly this kind of nonsense.”
They exchanged a look, both equally annoyed, equally wary, before Crowley finally opened the door—
And whatever lay on the other side had to be good to warrant such an intrusion.
Lane barely had time to tighten the sash of her dressing gown before Crowley swung open the door. The cold night air seeped into the house, but Lane barely felt it.
Gavin stood on the doorstep, exactly as he had been at the wedding. But something was different now.
The uncertainty was gone. The awkwardness, the wide-eyed hesitation—it had all been replaced by something sharper. Something knowing.
He took a slow step forward, hands tucked casually in his pockets. His gaze flickered between them, settling on Crowley before finally landing on Lane with an appraising glint.
“Well now,” he mused, the barest hint of a smirk tugging at his lips. “If it isn’t my dear father and his lovely new bride.”
Lane’s fingers curled into the fabric of her robe.
Gavin tilted his head, watching their reactions with quiet amusement.
“I figured it was about time I joined the family.”
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