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I do not think there is a greater love in all the cosmos than that of death. I know that even though I can lose all feeling in bones, I would find him. And him, me. For we were always meant to walk together, till life unending.

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I always wonder why we need to take everything in and survive through it. It is not all about the bad things that happen. It is about dealing with how tired our minds feel, and with it, the body.

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Today, I went back to cutting after one year of staying away from it. As much as the relief is there, I am stuck in this endless loop of thoughts of how I am just a loser. I was getting better and now I have landed but to self destructive habits that will ruin me. I don't know what to think of myself anymore. I don't know if this month will even end before I try something stupid. Also, been here hoping to find someone to hold my hand and have a genuine connection but guess how that ended. 😂 The vanity of our efforts is sometimes a crippling thing. I won't lie, I am extremely depressed and I wish I was dead.

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I have been having this crippling fear of getting fat and have people talk about just how unattractive I continue to be. Now I have not been eating or eating and purging. I am trying to understand just how much it takes to look awesome. Slowly adding to reasons I hate myself and this toxic behavior that I won't reveal during my sessions. It sucks. This world. This constant need to reach certain standards to be accepted.

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I remember how it felt like when I first hurt myself. I didn't know I would fall in love with the pain so much. Now here I am, 13 years later, depending on medication to be stable. But I am tired today. I don't feel like trying anymore and I don't know how to feel about it.

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BREATHING METHOD IN YOGA

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The need to stay pretty on the outside, 'cause your inside is full of the ugliest demons.

#depression #fakingit #trynalooksane #anxiety #insecure

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All these days when i wake up sad and have to put a plastic smile all day long just to make people happy at home. And i wish i was back at my place where i wallow without no one judging.

#loneliness #depression #lifesucks #sadness #bpd

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