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"To swallow a secret stone is to become an immortal dragon, one blessed with eternal life. To become an immortal dragon is to lose oneself."

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Still can't get over the fact that Toby Fox dreamed up a game ending, but he decided he wanted to make something a little less ambitious first, so instead he made the most influential indie game of all time

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[Begin image description: comic with 4 panels. Panel 1- Title: “Progress Report.” A transfeminine person named Riri undressing in a dressing rooms looks in the mirror in surprise, saying “I have boobs now!”

Caption: coming up on 6 months on HRT, I’ve already noticed some big changes.

Panel 2: 2 people are shown wearing backpacks. The first is a male presenting person looking worried, Riri pre-transition. Dark tentacles spill out of their small backpack, representing anxiety and depression. The second figure is Riri post-transition, femme- presenting and looking calm. They have a bigger backpack with the dark tentacles contained.

Caption: I cry a lot more, but I can handle my emotions so much better, instead of letting them crush me.

Panel 3: post-transition Riri, teary eyed, is in a pose implying they just stopped clutching the sides of their head. Stormclouds roll away in the background. Behind Riri is a line of test tubes, with a new sparkling pink chemical just added to the lineup. Riri says “Oh” in relief.

Caption: It feels like I finally got that one missing chemical my brain chemistry has always needed… my noisy, restless brain can finally calm down.

Panel 4: Riri smiles and hugs themself in blissful euphoria. A bandaid is on their tummy.

Caption: I was so nervous to start HRT, but I feel so much more connected to my body and my emotions now. I love the me I’m becoming. End image description]

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Accidentally tapping on an ad that opens safari instantly casts spell of rage on me

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help i cant tap fast enough and keep getting stuck in the air

(you need to view the image or you'll just like the post)

Since people liked it i made a toy that works on the computer: https://nick-nonya.itch.io/trampoline-toy Have fun!

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I have the funnest fucking video of me absolutely obliterating my head on the roof (lofted bed in college dorm issue) but I CANT POST IT because I’m in lingerie. Girl problems….

srsly though, you hear a dull thud, then I come into frame and lay defeated in bed for 10 seconds clutching my head.

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Puki will you leave tumblr because everyone’s acting like it’s dead now :(

oh yeah its SO dead.

1000 notes this post. Now

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Everyday I have to firmly grasp my shoulders and shake myself and say “IT GETS BETTER IT GETS SO MUCH BETTER THIS IS NOT US WE ARE NOT STUCK AS THE WORST VERSION OF OURSELVES” and everyday I believe myself just a bit more.

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my notes app is so visceral and raw and then I have fucking goober

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to my doordash driver that brought me my 5 tacobell bean burritos at my lowest moment, i love you

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Idk how to tell you guys this but it does get better a little bit each day and it really is the little things in life

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doodling sans while on an undertale kick

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Research

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the fact that the class that delays my dinner by and hour and a half is my most hated must surely be coincidence (delusional and I will continue to be)

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I love writing long sprawling texts to my bf overnight detailing the love I hold for him (lots) but then I send it and the horrors (I am delusional and what if he breaks up with me because I keep sending him long sprawling texts about how much I love him)

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Me signing up for my social-justice/critical thinking oriented classes: “Yippee! Hooray! Finally I will have something interesting to learn about and I’ll get an actual fuller understanding of the world!!”

Me, going to those same classes: “this is the most boring way i have seen anyone teach ever. this is the least engaged i have ever, and will ever be. what foul trick is this. what cursed joke.”