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today is my bday 🤍 Alhamdulillah for another beautiful year 🌟

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It turns out that you can become the person you’ve always envisioned but you’ll still have the person you were before inside of you and you have to treat them with as much forgiveness and love as possible

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im so sorry

these few days have been hard for me. work is stressing me out, i work for 12hours a day, when i get home its really hard to get myself to pray. its hard to wake up early to pray. i try to read quran at work to feel connected, and it helps a bit, but not enough; im too distracted by my thoughts. i feel really bad. lately ive been drawn to bad habits again.

im so sorry. im praying, even if my feet hurt to stand, even if my brain is already half asleep. and i cry on my prayer mat because of shame and guilt.

but im grateful. im so grateful for everything i have. im so grateful to be able to work in a friendly environment, to be able to make money for myself. because i know it is such a blessing to have a good job.

and im grateful for Your mercy. for Your compassion and support. thank You for noticing my slightest effort to get closer to You even when things get tough. ill get better, i promise. i have You in my heart.

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if u beat lust u are unstoppable

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“Be alone. Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. In the midst of this you will learn about yourself. You will grow, you will learn what inspires you. You will cultivate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity. And when you do meet the right person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it because you are sure of yourself.”

— Bianca Sparacino

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so pretty and peaceful

Raster drift [ 7 colors ]

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alwayssss 🤍

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Ya Allah, thank You for Your boundless love. Thank You for Your acceptance and kindness to me. 🤍

Ya Allah, thank You for guiding me towards You and helping me on this journey. 🤍

Ya Allah, thank You for being patient with me. Thank You for not giving up on me, no matter what. 🤍

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so real

“The most dangerous woman is the one who's soft by nature but ruthless with her standards. She'll love you deeply, but she'll leave you without flinching.”

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life is beautiful <3 just like you

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the world is mine

(yours too)

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أن تكون انتقائياً لا يعني أنك صعب

بل أنك تدرك قيمة الوقت والمشاعر والعمق

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اللَّهُ أَكْبَر مِن كُل ما أَخافُ وَأَحْذَر

Allah is greater than all my fears and worries.

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lamentablemente, no voy a complacer a nadie. soy mi propia persona y haré lo que sea mejor para mí. soy mi mayor prioridad. no tienes que apoyarme, estar de acuerdo conmigo o ni siquiera creer en mí… porque, al fin y al cabo, nunca he necesitado tu validación. ❤︎