elezzybethann

[elezzybethann]

How come when people don’t like me i immediately assume it’s because im f@t? Lmao.😭

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maybe all i need to be happy is to lose weight

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the feminine urge to block everyone, lose 30 pounds, and start a whole new life

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I want someone to be concerned about me but I don't want anyone to know

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I literally just want to starve myself to death

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My brain 24/7:

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tw talk of Ed self harm and su1cidal ideation. Idk.

so today all I ate was a small bag of chips and a chicken sandwich. I'm spiraling back into my Ed that I worked SO HARD to get rid of with NO support. I'm literally shaking and feeling nauseous after eating what I ate. I feel so shitty rn and I literally just need comfort. NONE of my friends are online and i don't have any real friends irl. I literally have four fucking friends and they're all online friends so that's making me feel SOOOOOO much better about myself /sar. I'm 99% sure I'm spiraling myself back into more manic episodes, and I'm starting to push away the four friends I do have. So my life is just fucking fantastic rn.😃 I'm literally getting back into "should I even keep going on" territory. I don't know how much longer I can do this. My ED is only getting worse and I KNOW that it's bad for me. But I can't stop diving myself back into it and watching videos of how to be skinnier, how to eat less without anyone noticing, I'm literally triggering myself all over again and I don't know why. If my life's just gonna be one big trauma fest maybe I shouldn't even be here. Idk. Ive relapsed both in my Ed and self harming. I don't cut anymore but I keep scratching and my arms and thighs just hoping that maybe it'll bleed and distract me from what's going on around me. Please im literally shaking while writing this please I just need somebody and nobody's ever online when I need them the most

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I’m coping ,,,, 🖍️✨💓

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he's just concerned for your safety

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Happy Moonass Monday folks 😊💕✨️

don't sue me

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putting too much effort into meme redraws is my middle name

[elezzybethann]

WAIT WAIT,,,,,

HEAR ME OUT,,,,,,,

MOON SHOULD MEET ASTRO AND SUN SHOULD MEET GOOB

THE Y SHOULD ALL MEET

IM SO SMORT 💥💥💥💥💥💥✨✨✨✨✨✨👏👏💓💓💓

THEY MEET!!!!!!!!!!

TW SMOKING‼️‼️

Astro is flabbergasted and Goob is very much happy

Sun is also happy but moon is just confused

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random idea i had

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happy pride month from the tisha fan club :)

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I like to think when a toon gets in trouble with their handler astro gets a suspiciously toon shaped hat the following day

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said I wouldnt vent again. I lied.

sorry for posting another vent but I'm freaking the fuck out and I really just need to tell someone right now.

I'm literally so screwed. I just moved across the country not even a month ago and I might have to move back now. My stepdad (the only one working) mightve just lost the only job he can find out here. We can't afford to stay out here. My mom just told me that we may have to move back but I've already made friends. And if we go back out lives are gonna be hell because we won't have money there either. I'm so fucking screwed I hate my life so much no matter what I do it's like life's out to get me and I just can't do it anymore I just can't life sucks so much I can't even live my life anymore and even tho me and my mom won the court case against my dad he's STILL calling and messaging me guilt tripping me about leaving him. I miss my friends so much but I know going back to my home state will be so much worse than here and I can't do anything about it because I'm just a fucking kid I don't even know what to do because I can't tell my friends, and my mom's already flipping out at everyone so idk send help I'm literally crying so hard I can't breathe right now it hurts to breathe