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currently suffering this, because I have a really bad Horizon Burn-out again, especially after all the drama.

im sorry for not updating any of my fics (specifically my lv one). i have no motivation lol.

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Added a little Guide. Click here for information about the Story

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Call of the Mountain OST is finally out everywhere! Been waiting for it since the game released, the Soundtrack of this game is so beautiful!

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Diary of a Carja #4

“So, you are the one who bought the bracelet before I could, and now you are here to mock me, right?”- I loosened up my body and frowned at him. Still smiling, he reached his hand out to mine and placed the bracelet into it. Confused as I was, I just starred at it, and then back at him. “I saw you back at the sales stand a while ago and it looked like you really wanted to buy it”- He said. “Uhm… yes, I wanted to, but I didn’t have enough shards. My friend decided to get it for me if it is still there when we come back, but then it was gone.” – I explained to him. He slightly tabbed my fingers to make them close around the bracelet. “well... It is yours now, keep it safe for me, will you?”- He raised his hand as he walked past me to leave. I was so confused to what just happened and stood there for a whole minute until deciding to move the bracelet around my wrist and keep walking to the elevators, as I planned before, to go home. Inside the elevator on the way down to the village, I was going through my head about the event. Judging his clothes, he must’ve been a Noble, but why would a Noble do something like this? for a normal commoner like me? Arrived in the village, I immediately went home, going to bed, as tired as I was.

The next day I went back up to Meridian to meet with Nefa. I had to tell her what happened the day before, after we parted ways. I arrived at her home to meet her there but her father told me she went for a walk, so I decided to go look for her. Sitting with our other friends, I found her near the elevators. They had a book reading session going on, which reminded me that I totally forgot about it. My head was everywhere but not where it should be, all because of what happened with the Noble the day before. He never left my head and I could not stop thinking about him, which, for some reason, always put a smile on my face. My friends saw me coming their way and waved to me. Looking at me with judging eyes I apologized for being late. Nefa reached me the book they are currently reading and noticed the Bracelet around my wrist. “Where did you get that? And why are you late?” – She asked with big eyes while pointing at my Arm. All the other girls were looking my way too and expected a good explanation. I brightly smiled and told them everything that happened with the mysterious stranger. They were so excited about my story and started squealing loudly which catches the attention from everyone around us. One of our friends… Venta, was looking a bit absent, like she was thinking about something. “Are you ok Venta?” – I asked her. “...Judging by your description, I think I know who he might be” – Holding her finger on her chin, she smiled at me, while everyone in the round just starred at her waiting for her to reveal who it was. “Well? Don’t keep it to yourself!” – I annoyingly responded. “I am not 100% sure but I think he is Ryas. He is the younger brother of Urid. You know... the best climber in the Sundom.” – She explained. All the other girls pointed at her and agreed that she might be right. Living rather sealed off down in the Village, I seemed to be the only one not knowing either of them but they seem quite famous, especially this Urid guy. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ So sorry this update took a bit longer! I really wasn’t able to come up with something to keep on, and even now i am not 100% satisfied but happy I am able to finally release something again.

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I’ll upload the new entry soon. I am currently having a writer blockade and am feeling bad in general. So I hope I can fix this blockade through the weekend! Thanks for reading my Diary and have a nice weekend. :)

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Heey! It is I, Yahara! I still don't have a Tumblr but I am here to support you anyways! Now that you finally started your writing I'd love to ask... I know Valentines is already over, but how did Emilie and Ryas spend it together if they did at all? Sending you much love! :D

Heey, bestie! Thank you for your support, always! Emilie never bothered about the little tradition, that is Valentines, before. But since Ryas became her Sweetheart, she loves spending the extra time, he takes for her, on this day.

Ryas on the other hand, is not really a big romantic. He thinks, there doesn't need to be a extra day to show your other half how much you love them, when you can show them every day. But regardless… He follows this little tradition for Emilie.

Ryas stops his training early to get her some flowers, while Emilie takes the time to prepare a nice dinner with Veggies from her own garden. They sit together, eat together and just love looking at eachother while talking about their day. Both deciding to go on a walk through the Village after, and when bedtime hits they cuddle eachother tight, and fall asleep in eachothers arms.

For them, Valentines is actually nothing special, since they spend it together as every other day. But for Emilie, it is so much more. It feels like the connection to Ryas gets stronger every year on this day. ------------------------------------------------------ I hope you like it, it is nothing special, sorry, but with this I just want to show how much Emilie and Ryas love eachother regardless of traditions. They don't need a special day to show their connection but it is unexplainable how Emilie feels the connection getting stronger every year on Valentines. I love you, Yahara, and I am happy you got me back into reviving Emilie and writing in general. (Message me on SNS and tell me how you liked it hahah)

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Making some dank memes while waiting for my ARK server to load.

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Another meme I made… Been having his Theme on repeat every day since it got released.

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Diary of a Carja #3

“This is the one!”- Nefa yelled, pulling me out of my thoughts. She is holding up a gold bracelet which probably costs a lot of shards. Not like it is a problem for her. “That’s a good choice, it fits you really well”- I smiled at her. Nefa is happy and so am I, especially because I was able to make her day better, even if it was just a little strolling through the city. Before we went to go our own ways, we decided to take a look back at the other stand to see if the bracelet, I so wanted, is still there, but when we arrived it was gone. Looks like someone else was faster. I’ve dropped my head into my chest while Nefa gave me a slight hug. “We will find you a new one, don’t be sad ok?”- She said in a slight whisper. Being used to things getting snatched in front of my eyes, I was not all to surprised it was gone. Yes, I am sad about it but Nefa is right, I’ll find another one. The Sun was hanging low over the Mesa, it was getting late so we parted ways. My friend tends to get into trouble, with her father, when she is not home in time. On my way to the elevators that lead down to the village, the jade-green bracelet was suddenly dangling in front of my face. I jump scared, realized someone was holding it up. “You were interested in this one, right?” I heard a deep voice in my ear, vibrating through my whole body. Still feeling the scare in my bones, my body shrinked together I slowly turned around seeing a big guy with a bright smile standing behind me. ~

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Diary of a Carja #2

I’ve met up with Nefa, one of my friends, just to look around at the market. She wanted a new Bracelet and asked me to help her pick one. Her father recently arranged a marriage with some Noble Carja who is unknown to her, so currently, she doesn’t feel to well and needed some time away from home and I volunteered to be her support. We walked through the sale stands until we reached the accessories. The seller was very excited to show us his new creation. A Bracelet made out of Stalker-Metal plates, he himself took down and harvested them off. Proudly presenting it, mentioning that he also worked the plates into pearls and painted them a beautiful jade green. It was truly a lovely piece. but when he mentioned the price…

“1000 Metal Shards” – he said. Shocked as I was I backed away. As a normal commoner it was way out of my price range. It was hard for me to buy things in the city; hence I usually create my own stuff. My dresses are very uncommon for a Carja but I wanted to try something new, so I designed and sewed them myself. When I come up to Meridian people like to stare, a poor Girl in a long white dress, which was never really seen before in the Tribe, causes a lot of attention. As shy as I am… I hate the attention they give me but I wouldn’t be me without my own Fashion. Nefa noticed my reaction to the Price and giggled. “If it is still available on our way back, I will buy it for you” – She smiled. “You know I cannot accept this” – I tell her with low voice. When she sees me wanting something really bad, she tends to buy me things and I hate it. It makes me feel less than her, just because she is a Noble and has everything and can buy everything. Nefa means well, I know. But I wish she would let me buy my own things sometimes. Telling the seller we will eventually be back later, we waved goodbye and left, further into the sale stands. There was another one who sold accessories, but different kind which are more to Nefa’s liking. Since actually, we came here to buy something for her. Letting her go through the collection I turned around and watched the people… the environment, taking in the smell of the City of the Sun. Even though I am with my best friend and among people here, I feel… some kind of loneliness.  

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Diary of a Carja #1

You know how your Friends and Family like to gossip about who you will eventually marry in life? Like, a Rich one, or someone who takes good care of you, or someone who works really hard. Heard that before? Yes, well... it is the same for me but with my Friends. They love to talk about that a lot. I am the only single Girl in our little Group. The reason as to why that is lies in the history of the Carja. The Father has the saying in every Family, they usually arrange weddings for their daughters, but… not so for me. I don’t know who my Family is, or what happened to them, all I know is, that I grew up alone, in the Streets of the lower Village of the City of the Sun: Meridian. So, every time I meet up with my friends and some average to handsome looking guy walks by, you can hear them talk… and they talk A LOT, always trying to introduce them to me. In fact, I’ve met someone...He is a Noble and his name is Ryas. We’ve just recently crossed ways but no one every piqued my interest as he did…

But I am writing ahead… Hello! My name is Emilie, I am a shy redhead that just tries to survive on her own. I am a commoner in a city full of Nobles, who think they are better than everyone else. Living in the lower parts of Meridian, the Village, I am having a small, but cozy house, right before the Royal Maizelands, with a little garden that provides me with enough food to survive well. I can’t quite remember how it happens but, I managed to make some friends that are Nobles themselves. We meet up quite often while making little group projects in the city, like art, embroidery, crocheting, sewing and reading books. Even though I prefer the Village, because it is calm and less busy as Meridian, I enjoy coming up to visit the market. It always smells nice of different kind of spices that dance in the air like a swarm of flower petals. ~

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Current Aesthetics for the beginning of my Diary. I’ll call those “Emilie wears: ”