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escapingmytrauma
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escapingmytrauma · 27 days ago
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HEYYY, ITS ME AGAIN!!! I JUST WONDERED HOW U DOING, HOW UR CHILDREN R AND JUST WISH U GOOD DAY. I HOPE U R TAKING CARE OF URSELF, REMEMBER TO DRINK MUCH WATER, EAT PROPER MEALS AND JUST TAKE UR TIME TO REST ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆ WE LOVE U!!
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ANYWAY, TAKE CARE, IM OUT!!!
I’m so sorry I’ve been AWOL. Dueeee to my sheerrrrr luck. I sprained my ankle and dislocated my knee. So I’ve been recovering. But now I can limp and semi move around. I had to stay with my parents and did not have my computer with me. I do sincerely apologize!! But I’m back!! Give me some time to get home!!
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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HEEEEY HOPE UR DOIN GREAT (*^▽^*)
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HERE IS BACHIRA, HE GIVES U THE BIGGEST HUG AND ASKS WHEN NEW CHAPTER OF THE MEDIC FIC GONNA BE. DONT PUSH URSELF, DRINK MUCH WATER AND TAKE CARE, WE'LL WAIT FOR AS LONG AS U NEED. BYE BYE (^з^)-☆
Hi HELLOOOO!! Precious Bachira! I hope you’re doing well!! <3
ABOUT THE CHAPTERS - my children came down with Pertussis. So it’s been constant vomiting and coughing - which unfortunately, held me back. The chapters are in the works!! Just haven’t been able to have some peace to finish :(. ALSO BIG NEWS - I’m switching out Prince for Bachira. I really don’t know where to take Prince’s route and he constantly gives me writer’s block. So for now, I’ll be doing Bachira, my Prince lovers - don’t worry, Prince will have a route, it’s just going to take some time!
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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Cannot deny this is phew 😮‍💨
Shidou Ryusei x Therapist!Reader 😳😳🥵💳💳💳💳
PLEASE TELL ME YOU’RE SEEING THE VISIONNN TOO 😧😮‍💨🙏🏻
࣪𖤐.ᐟ shidou ryusei x therapist!reader ࣪𖤐.ᐟ
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──★ ˙🧷 ̟ !!
ᡣ𐭩 notes: OHHH I AM SEEING THE VISION ALRIGHT 💀🥵 this was supposed to be a slowburn but then he showed up dripping wet and everything went downhill from there.. therapist!reader has absolutely no self-control, shidou is the embodiment of chaos, and professionalism is just a myth at this point.
ᡣ𐭩 cw: mdni! 🔞, nsfw, smut, therapist/patient dynamic, f!reader, power imbalance, office setting, dirty talk, shidou calls you ‘doc’, emotional tension, unprofessional conduct, obsession/possessiveness, desk sex, forbidden relationship themes
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shidou ryusei. he was late — again.
and now he stood in your doorway, soaked to the bone, dripping chaos onto your tile like it was a gift. he’s dripping — rainwater trailing down his collarbones, outlining every lean muscle and scar like a confession he didn’t mean to show. it’s the kind of sight that makes your clipboard feel useless and your ethics paper-thin. he steps inside like the room belongs to him, each wet footprint dragging disorder across the sterile calm you’ve spent years trying to protect.
and you?
you made the mistake of looking up.
“missed me, doc?”
his voice hits low — smirking around the edges, that same drawl he uses when he wants to test your patience. but today, something about it is different, less teasing and more… dangerous.
you should ask about his week. steer the conversation somewhere safe. reach for your clipboard, anchor the moment in protocol. remind yourself of the boundaries etched into your license, the title behind your name, the rules meant to keep the lines from blurring. you should remember why he’s here — and everything he was never supposed to become.
but instead, you say the words that will ruin you both:
“so… what are you afraid of, Ryusei?”
he blinks — then grins like a man who’s just found your softest spot before answering,
“being this close to you and…. not fucking you senseless.”
you freeze.
but he doesn’t.
he rises slowly, crossing the space between you with that same predator grace that should’ve had you recoiling — and instead, he sinks to his knees beneath your desk, gaze locked on yours like he’s daring you to stop him.
“…you’re shaking,” he murmurs, lifting your calf like it’s sacred, trailing his lips along the curve of your thigh. “that means no? …or does that mean you want me just as badly???”
you should’ve stopped him — but when his hands trail beneath your skirt, warm palms grazing your bare thighs and his gaze locked on yours like a dare, you only spread your legs wider for him as he tugs your panties down like they’ve personally offended him, eyes fixed on your cunt like it’s a masterpiece he’s been waiting to defile.
“…so wet already,” he says, voice low.
“what would they think, huh??? all those patients who would come in after me? …if they knew you’re leaking onto your chair for the guy they think you’re fixing?”
you don’t answer — or maybe you can’t, not with his tongue dragging over your cunt like he’s been starved for it, each lick laced with heat and filth, reverent like prayer but ruthless like sin. he devours you with the desperation of a man convinced that your ruin is the only thing that could ever satisfy him.
his fingers dig into your thighs as he licks you through your first orgasm — no warning, no slow unravel, just devastation. and when you cry out, spine arching off the chair, hand clamping over your mouth like you can muffle the ruin? he moans into your pussy like he’s the one being blessed.
“you taste like sin, doc.”
he stands abruptly, hands already at his zipper, like the only thing he came here for was to bury himself inside you. he takes you on the very desk where you once held sessions — bends you backward like your profession was just a costume he’s stripped away, then fucks you until his name only sounds right when gasped through your parted lips or moaned around him with tears in your eyes.
“you like this, don’t you?” he grunts, driving into you so hard the clipboard slips from your desk, papers scattering like broken rules — every thrust rewriting what you were never supposed to want.
“getting fucked by your patient like a desperate little whore.”
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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DONT FORGET TO TAKE CARE OF URSELF AND DRINK MUCH WATER!!! my fav so far r chigiri, nagi and reo's routes, tho if there was one with bachira I WOULD BE ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE. I LIKE THE IDEA OF OUR ARRANGED MARRIAGE W REO AND THAT WE MANAGED TO CANCEL IT. BUT THE WHOLE THING IS JUST AWESOME!!!
THANK YOU! It’s just been work has been super crazy! But I took PTO THIS WEEK, so the chapters should be coming in!
FEAR NOT! I will eventually do majority of BLLK characters! It might take some time :P the next 6 after the 12 will include Bachira <3
LOVE THAT YOU LIKED THE ARRANGED MARRIAGE IDEA! I was worried about how it would play out! 💕
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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HEEEY, HOPE U HAVING A GOOD DAY. WANTED TO TELL U THAT I JUST LOVE THE MEDIC FIC AND IM SO LOOKING FORWARD THE NEXT CHAPTERS. LOVE YAA😝
AWEE YOU’RE SO SWEETTT!! ILYSM! I’m so glad you enjoy it! I will admit it’s taking me longer to get the chapters out than I had hoped for. But, I promise I’m working on them 💕
Who’s your favorite? 👀 I CANNOT wait till y’all read Kaiser and Shidou’s route hehehe. Even Sae’s route hehehe.
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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BLULELOCK MEDIC 1.0 KARASU
Karasu’s Route. W.C.: 1.4K
CW/TW: Blood.
A/N: Don’t forget the poll at the end.
PROLOGUE: HERE
The dinner is going along smoothly as you’re chatting away with Reo, Nagi, and Bachira. They’re all making jokes, and you find yourself giggling at the dumb things they are saying. Your eyes move past them, and you meet eyes with some deep blue ones.
Tabito Karasu
He gives you a small smirk and sends a wink your way. You chuckle in response shrugging it off, “players will be players,” you mumble to yourself.
“Hey, so how long are you supposed to be here for?’ Reo suddenly asks. You look over to him and think for a little bit.
“To be honest, I’m not sure myself, there was not a duration on the contract that I signed, so I was just assuming until the end of the project,” you explain and then drink some water.
Karasu smoothly takes a seat right next to you, “Wow, so we can get to know each other?” He asks with a wide smile.
A small scoff leaves your lips, “You already know everything you need to know about me,” you respond.
The night continues, and you start to get a little tired, you slowly stand up stretching a little, “Alright, well I’m going to get some rest, you all have a goodnight and try not to stay up too late,” you tease. You throw away your cup and turn around to bump into someone. You slowly look up and see Karasu.
“Let me walk you back to your room,” he offers, before you can decline, Karasu is already grabbing your wrist and pulling you along. You quickly wave to the players at the table, a few seconds later you’re out of the cafeteria with just you and Karasu.
After a few moments of silence, you finally speak up, “you know you didn’t have to walk me back, we’re inside a facility ya know,” you chuckle out. He stops walking and turns to you.
“What kind of gentleman would I be if I didn’t walk you back?” He teases and gives another wink. You roll your eyes and gesture for him to continue walking now noticing he still had your wrist within his hand.
Why the fuck is his hand so big…
“Having dirty thoughts, are ya?” He questions with his eyebrow slightly raised in suspicion. You give him a poker face doing your best to keep your composure, but your cheeks say otherwise.
This little smartass.
“I was just thinking that your hands are massively huge, it’s almost scary,” you retaliate.
Karasu lets out a small chuckle and continues to walk not letting go of your wrist. You both finally reach your room.
“Thank you though, for walking me. No matter your motives, it was a sweet gesture,” you say softly giving him a small smile.
Karasu looks at you in slight shock, but recovers quickly, “Sure thing, lil’ medic.” He ruffles your hair a little bit and chuckles, “I’ll see you tomorrow,” he comments and makes his leave.
As the door closes behind you in your room you place your hands on your cheeks slightly embarrassed that as much as you tried to keep your composure your cheeks still gave some emotion away.
You do your best to get your mind off of it and walk into the shared bathroom with Anri and take a shower to finish out the night.
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The next morning you walk out your door and see Karasu leaning on the wall across, “It’s about time lil’ medic, I almost didn’t have time to stretch.”
“Yeah? Well, you should had made that a priority,” you retaliate crossing your arms.
He’s charming, I’ll give him that.
“True, but I wanted to, your face definitely gives me motivation,” he comments and leans off the wall starting to walk to the field. You follow behind him making sure to put a little distance between the two of y’all. He glances behind him and lets out a small chuckle.
He immediately goes with the rest of the players once you both arrive to the field. You stay back and make sure the waters are filled up and then pay attention to the training. You sit down on the ground watching. They stretch for a little while and then they start some endurance training.
About 30 minutes into the training and they take a break; Karasu running over to you and grabbing the water out of your hand and drinking some of it. You look at him with a straight face, “You know, there were a shit ton of water bottles right here,” you say as you gesture to the bottles on the ground.
He smirks, “I wanted this one, it was calling my name,” he says smoothly.
Player.
They go back to the field and start doing different training, it takes a little while, but you finally start to pick up what they’re doing.
Looks like defensive drills.
You watch as the ball is kicked to the mid-field and Karasu is going for it, at the corner of your eye you also see Barou going for it.
At this perspective it looks like Karasu has the upper hand.
You watch intently and Barou gets there faster than you had thought; Barou starts sliding towards the ball his leg slowly starting lift to reach the ball, and as soon as Karasu is reach out for it with his knee Barou comes in with his and ends up hitting Karasu right in the nose. Your eyes widen and you quickly get up to make your way over to him.
“Don’t get in my way, spikes,” Barou says a little frustrated that it didn’t go the way he had intended it to work. You walk over and Karasu has his hand over his nose, but his eyes are saying everything.
He’s pissed.
“Karasu, come on, I need to take you to the medical room to get you cleaned up,” you state. He doesn’t argue with you and gets up. You grab his arm to lead him through the field and walk back to the medical room. Once you get to the room you get him to sit down, and you grab some tools to help. You grab some cloth and go over to him.
“Look up for me,” you softly instruct. You gently remove his hand away from the nose and start cleaning up the blood as he looks up at you. You stay focused making sure to clean his nose up. You reach over grabbing some cotton balls to dab the rest of the blood now that most of it is cleaned up.
I can feel his eyes intently on my face, don’t get nervous.
You take a small breath and start softly pinching his nose; Karasu slightly squirms, “Sorry, I know it hurts, but I just want to make sure it’s not broken,” you assure. He lets out a small scoff giving you everything you need to know about how he feels about the whole situation.
“Good news it’s not broken, bad news is your nose is definitely going to be sore for some time; he got you pretty good,” you explain. He hums and you clean up the cloth and cotton balls you had used to clean up the blood.
“I guess that is a relief that it’s not broken,” he mutters.
“For now, you should be okay to go back,” you say and look at him with a small smile. He nods his head and goes back to the training.
Thankfully, the remainder of training had no incidents, just a lot of glaring.
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You’re getting ready for bed, and you suddenly get a message on your blue lock phone. You pick it up and read it.
My nose is bleeding again, can you help me clean it up?
Karasu
You put the phone down and start heading over to Karasu’s room. As you’re passing the cafeteria you see him waiting by the medical room door, “You’re quick, care for me that much?” He teases. You chuckle and lead him into the medical room.
At least he’s in a better mood now.
“Don’t flatter yourself, it’s my job,” you comment and grab some cotton balls to dab up the blood. As you’re dabbing up the blood you can tell his nose is swelling and is slightly bruised.
“Sorry, I know it hurts,” you mumble as you finish and throw away the cotton balls. You can hear footsteps approaching you and you cautiously turn around.
“You know what would make me feel better?” He asks his voice in a lower pitch. Your cheeks turn slightly red, “A kiss,” he finishes.
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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BLUELOCK MEDIC 1.0 CHIGIRI
CHIGIRI’S ROUTE
W.C: 1.3K
CW/TW: Nothing
A/N: Don’t forget the poll at the end.
PROLOGUE: HERE
After dinner you noticed some of the mess that had been left behind. You decide to at least clean up a little, as you’re cleaning you notice Chigiri coming around and started to help you clean too. “Thank you,” you mumble out.
“Of course, I’m Hyoma Chigiri by the way,” he introduces himself.
“Nice to meet you, I love your hair by the way, it’s well taken care of,” you complement.
He smiles as he picks up some trash on the table, “thank you.” Theres a small silence for a bit and Chigiri speaks up, “so, what made you take the position being a medic?”
“I really wanted experience, and this was a good way to do so,” you explain softly and pick up the last bit of plastic cups on the table. “I seriously appreciate your help, but I think we’re good, you should get some sleep,” you say.
He gives you another smile and pats your head, “Let me walk you back to your room, I know I wouldn’t want my sister walking back alone,” he offers. Without another word he’s already gesturing for you to lead the way. You give a small nod in appreciation and start walking back to your room.
“How have you been feeling about this whole project?” You ask in hopes to spark up a conversation.
“It really made my love for soccer come back, to be honest…” he pauses as he continues to follow you, “I came here to give me a reason to quit soccer, but instead made me do the opposite,” he finishes.
You let out a small chuckle, “Anri told me your speed is incredible, so, I think playing soccer is a good way to use it,” you encourage.
You both finally reach your room and you turn around but didn’t expect him to be so close. You slowly move your gaze up and meet his eyes that surprisingly have a soft look.
He does not express any ego off the field, that’s kind of scary…
“Thank you for walking me, I appreciate it,” you smile up at him.
He smiles back, “Of course, I know you’ll be a big help to us guys, we tend to push past our limits,” he explains laughing a little bit.
“I had a feeling, I’m surprised Ego cared just a little to bring me in,” you admit and Chigiri nods in agreement.
“Well, have a good night lil’ medic, I’ll see you tomorrow,” he turns around and starts walking away raising his hand in terms of bidding a goodnight.
You go into your room and sit down at the corner of your bed. You reach over and grab the folder with the players’ profiles. You open it and turn over to Chigiri’s profile and read through it a little bit. You pause and look at the two words.
Torn ACL.
“That will definitely give you fear going back into a sport,” you mumble to yourself. You sigh softly and close the folder. You decide to take a shower and call it a night.
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The next morning you walk into the field and see the players already doing their endurance training. You had brought the folder with you still reading up on a few of the players; every now and then you’re glancing at the players to make sure they’re doing okay.
Maybe they should have my full attention, just in case.
You watch closely and start noticing Chigiri’s eyebrows contort as if he’s in pain.
His knee… maybe I should call him over to check it.
You notice him starting to try even harder to keep his pace and you stay quiet.
He did say they push past their limits, maybe I should wait until he says something.
You decide to let them continue letting out a small sigh hoping this doesn’t bite you in the ass later. You can see Chigiri face still look in pain, it’s not noticeable, but the little movements on his eyebrows are saying otherwise.
Practice finally ends and you can see Chigiri slightly limping, without causing a scene you walk casually beside him, “Go to the medical room,” you instruct. Without another word you hand out water to everyone else and then make your way to the supply room.
You make it to the medical room before Chigiri does and you start pulling out supplies to help him. You pull out some lotion called Deep Blue; it was pretty much a lotion that worked as Icy Hot, but you had always preferred deep blue, so instead of asking Ego to supply it, you supplied three bottles of the lotion yourself. You also grab a knee brace some medical tape.
“Why did you need me?” Chigiri asks. You turn around and smile at him gesturing to take a seat on the bed. You come over to him with some of the supplies, but you hesitate.
Maybe I should feel around first to make sure it’s not swollen or red.
“Don’t worry Chigiri, I’m just going to feel around your knee to make sure you’re not injured,” you explain. He looks back at you surprised, but doesn’t say anything. “Can you lay down for me please?” You ask. He slowly lays down watching you cautiously. You slowly bring your hands around his knee and feel him tense up quickly.
You look over him as he is starting to sit up, but you gently place a hand on his chest pushing him back down. “Relax, yeah? I’m just feeling for swelling or trying to find any redness,” you explain. Chigiri looks away but you catch is, he’s blushing.
Is he… embarrassed?
After a few minutes you can see slight redness around the bottom right of his knee. “Hmm…” you hum to yourself.
I don’t think deep blue would be good right now, just for the fact he has not taken a shower, and the tape would just come off.
You look at Chigiri and then smile, “So, there is slight redness, but for now just take a shower and ice for it about 15 minutes. It should do the trick for now,” you explain.
He nods his head, “thank you,” he says and walks out of the room. You sigh to yourself and go back to your own room to bathe.
After you finish bathing, you put on an oversized t-shirt with some shorts and sit down at the edge of your bed.
Maybe I should give Chigiri some lotion for tonight so it can prevent it from getting red or swollen.
With that in mind you push yourself to the medical room. You’re walking past the cafeteria and a few of the players are in there eating a slightly late dinner. You’re able to get to the medical room without anyone noticing. You quickly grab the lotion and start making your way back and this time it’s noticeable.
You can feel a few pairs of eyes on you, “Where you going?” Barou pipes up as he is watching you.
“I’m actually looking for Chigiri, I have something for his knee,” you answer.
“Odd, he just went looking for you,” Isagi states. You hum to yourself and bid them a goodnight and start heading back to your room.
I’m hoping he went for my room and didn’t assume I was somewhere else.
As you see your door in the distance you can also see Chigiri with his hand up as if about to knock, but looked like he was hesitating to do so.
“Hey, Chigiri,” you call out. He quickly turns around in surprise; after a few moments he lets out a sheepish laugh.
“I was just looking for you, I wanted to tell you that my knee feels so much better,” he comments and then glances down and sees the lotion.
“What’s that for?” he asks.
“Oh, actually it was for you…” you start off. “It’s a lotion that has a cooling effect and can soothe pain,” you explain softly.
“That’s neat, you want me to put it on?” He asks.
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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BLUELOCK MEDIC 1.0 REO
Reo’s Route W.C: 1.4K
CW/TW: Nothing so far.
A/N: Poll at the end, don’t forget. ALSO – I guess it should be clarified that all characters are aged up to like 21+. ALL CHARACTERS ARE AGED UP.
PROLOGUE: HERE
With the night being lively you decide to step away for a moment to recollect yourself. On your way out you bump into someone, “I’m sorry,” you apologize as you look up at the person who had bumped into. Your eyes slightly widen, and you clear your throat.
“Sorry, Reo,” you apologize and Reo chuckles patting your head. “There’s nothing to apologize for,” he states with a small smile on his face. Your mind goes back to his last name.
Mikage… Mikage… I’ve heard that name before… WAIT!
“Hey, Reo… I think I know your family,” you say as you look at him.
A grim expression comes across his face, but then he quickly masks it. “Ah, well, I don’t really care about being associated with my family,” he explains gently. He drops his hand from the top of your head and walks back into the cafeteria.
I don’t think he realized who I was; granted, we had never met.
Your family was a family well into the business as well. A little over a year ago your father had explained about you getting married to a son of a well-off businessman. You weren’t to open to the idea, but at the time, your father didn’t give you much of an option. Finally, after a few months of you giving the silent treatment to your father, he gave in and had called off the arrangement.
You hum to yourself as you walk back to your room; you get yourself settled adn get some sleep.
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The morning rolls around and everyone is in the bluelock field doing some endurance training. You’re watching the players running and practicing their dribbling. You’re sitting on the sidelines as you bring your knees into your chest still watching the players. Your eyes go back on Reo, still a bit shocked from the realization last night.
I can’t believe he was the one I was supposed to marry, I wonder how he had felt.
“HEY WATCH OUT!” You hear someone yell and you look up seeing a ball come your way, you quickly put your arm out and let hit your arm.
Close one.
Reo comes up to you, “Are you okay?” He asks.
You chuckle softly and nod your head, “I’m good, it’s going to take a bit more than that to really hurt me,” you explain and then stand up.
He smiles and pats you on the head again, “Glad to hear that,” he responds; he quickly runs back onto the field. A few players go onto the sideline and you go over giving them some water and checking for heat exhaustion. The endurance training ends smoothly and now everyone is taking showers or having lunch.
You’re sitting down and having lunch while reading some books. Someone takes a seat across the table from you, you slowly look up and see Reo with a small smile on his face.
“Hi, Reo,” you greet softly.
“Hey, for some reason, ever since you mentioned my family, I realized you look familiar…. do I know you?” He asks. You slightly pause and give a small chuckle.
Do I tell him?
“Well, honestly, you probably don’t,” you respond honestly. He hums softly and starts eating his food. Not too long after a few more people join you on the table to include Anri.
“How’s my little sister doing?’ She asks.
“I’m doing good, still getting used to everything, but I will get the hang of it,” you chuckle out. Anri pulls you into a hug, pinching your cheek in the process.
“A-Anri…” you stutter out slightly blushing as the players are watching the interaction. She laughs at your reaction.
“sorry, it’s just my little sister has grown up so much,” she explains with a bright smile; you let out a small laugh yourself.
“I guess I have,” you agree.
Everyone goes back to eating and lunch passes with ease. Everyone is back into their respective rooms and in you’re in your room studying anatomy. You’re trying to focus but your mind keeps running back to Reo.
What would had happened if I had just agreed? Would he still be here in bluelock?
You groan in annoyance as you can’t focus on reading anymore. You shut the book in frustration and go lay down on your bed.
You door opens and Anri comes walking in, she gives you a knowing smile, “You realized, huh?” she comments. You slowly sit up and look at her in slight confusion.
“What do you mean?” You ask, to your knowledge Anri didn’t know about the arranged marriage.
“Reo… I remember when dad was having the talk with you about an arranged marriage… and I heard his name. You can imagine my shock when I realized that Reo was here,” she explains as she sits down on your bed.
“Oh, I didn’t know you were overhearing that… but yeah, I’m still shocked,” you admit with a small chuckle trying to play it off.
“Hey, but y’all had never met, right?” She asks.
You nod your head in confirmation, “Right, I only had known a little about him,” you state and lie back down. Anri lays down next to you.
“Do you think he realized yet?”
“No, I don’t… it might be better if he didn’t. I feel like knowing that might hinder him in some way,” you respond looking up at the ceiling.
Anri chuckles, “Well, what will you do if he does realize?” she asks. You slowly sit up again, slightly unsure of how to respond because you don’t know yourself.
“I guess we’ll find out if it does happen,” you respond.
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You sigh as you’re eating dinner still worried about the whole situation with Reo. Anri’s little question still playing in your mind.
It might be better for me to tell him, so that way it’s out of the way and I can put it behind me.
You’re poking at your food when Reo comes by and sits down across from you again. “You look conflicted, you okay?” He asks.
A small smile crosses your lips, “Actually there is something I should tell -”
“This looks like a pretty chill group,” Karasu cuts in and sits beside you. Welp, maybe it’s just not meant to be said right now.
Reo chuckles and nods his head, “Sure is,” he states and then looks at you, “Hey, were you telling me something, what was it?” He asks.
You shake your head, “Nah, don’t worry about it, it’s not that important for now,” you respond. He looks at you not really buying, but Reo lets it slide for now.
The rest of dinner is spent with you, Karasu, and Reo chatting it away. You slowly stand up and smile, “Goodnight, I’ll see you both tomorrow,” you say and get up. Reo suddenly looks at you intently as you’re walking away.
“Hey! Wait…” he calls out and follows you outside the cafeteria, a hand grabs onto your wrist and turns you around. Reo stares at you more closely and his eyes widen. “Y-You’re…. I was supposed to be arranged to marry you…” he comments slightly shocked himself. “Can’t believe it took me this long to recognize,” he finishes.
Your eyes are slightly widened and you clear your throat, “I’m sorry, seeing you here I didn’t want to cause any conflict at all…” you start explaining, “I didn’t want it either and so I had to continue to the pester him until he called it off,” you finish.
“Did you despise me that bad?” He asked.
Your eyes quickly widen and you shake your head no, “N-No, it’s just I didn’t know you, you didn’t know me, it just wasn’t right,” you respond.
He hums softly and brings himself closer and closer as you’re backing up into the wall, “Well, we can know each other now, right?’
“I-I mean, yeah..” you respond unsure of where Reo was going with this.
“My father had shown me a picture of you, and I thought you were beautiful, but seeing you in person, you’re extremely beautiful,” he mumbles as his face is mere inches from you.
“You didn’t even recognize me at first,” you retort trying to distract yourself from the fact your cheeks were heating up.
“I did recognize you, I just wasn’t sure from where,” he corrects. “But, you’re saying if we knew each other, you would had been okay marrying me?”
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escapingmytrauma · 2 months ago
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BLUELOCK MEDIC 1.0 NAGI
Nagi’s Route WC: 1.5K
CW/TW: Nagi lowkey being… weird ish.
A/N: Don’t forget to vote at the end of the chapter.
Finally, the dinner was over and you could breathe a little. You’re in your room already about to get ready for bed, but you want some water before you go to bed. You drag yourself back to the cafeteria to get some water. You walk into the cafeteria and you see someone with their head down.
Is he… sleeping?
You go over to the body and lightly tap on his shoulder but there’s no response. You hum to yourself and push against his shoulder; but instead he reaches out a hand and grabs a hold of your wrist.
Wha -
Before you can even process what was going on, your body is pulled in and he now has a heavy arm over you and his head laying comfortably on the arm he pulled. You stay still for a little while trying to process what just happened. You looked over to him and take a good look.
Oh…. I believe this is Nagi.
“H-hey, Nagi… you should go to sleep in your room,” You mumble out as you try to squirm your way out, but his weight somehow increases on top of your arm. You can barely him mumbling out some words but you can’t hear what he’s saying.
“S’ comfortable….” is all you can make out from all the words he had mumbled out. You sigh softly. You look beside you on the table and see a cup of water.
I shouldn’t, but he really isn’t waking up.
You reach over and grab the water and slowly pour some over the top of his head. This seems to finally work and he wakes up. He sits up and he turns to you with half lidded eyes.
“What’s going on?’ He asks, but he genuinely looks confused. You set the cup of water back on the table and finally get out Nagi’s grasp.
“You had fallen asleep, but you really should get to your room, you’ll sleep better there and you won’t be sore in the morning,” you explain. You step back about to walk away before he interrupts.
“S’ too much work,” he responds and puts his head back down.
HE CAN’T BE SERIOUS?!
You watch as his eyes close again.
Oh, he definitely is.
You sigh softly and bring yourself near him again, “Listen, Nagi, you’ll be more comfortable back in your room. C’mon, I’ll walk you back to your room,” you offer. After a few moments he starts to slowly stand up and looks at you. You reach over and grab his wrist; you slowly start to make your out of the room.
“Who are you by the way?” He asks as the both of you make y’all’s way to his room.
It takes everything in you not to make a look of being flabbergasted, “I’m your medic…” you state, then you add, “Well Bluelock’s medic.”
He stays quiet and continues to follow you back to his room. It doesn’t take long for the both of you to arrive to the front of his door.
“Here you are, G’night Nagi,” you say and start walking past him.
He put a gentle hand on the top of your head, “Thanks, medic.” Without another word y’all are back into the respective rooms; however….
“Why am I having trouble sleeping? He literally just patted my head as thanks,” you tell yourself. You turn over to your side and close your eyes trying to go to sleep to the best of your ability. Unfortunately, it doesn’t work and you get a new idea.
You get out of the bed and walk over to your desk pulling out files of the players. You start read up Nagi’s profile.
Hm… him and Reo, huh…
You read some more and your eyes slightly widen at his physical stats and abilities. “For someone who seems lost a lot, he sure is strong and capable…”
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The next morning you make your way to the field and walk in seeing everyone stretching before starting. You look around and see everyone stretching except for Nagi.
Jeez! He’s asking for an injury.
You go over to Nagi, “Hey, you should really stretch,” you state as you look at him. He looks at you with an emotionless face.
“S’ too much of a hassle,” he responds nonchalantly.
This time your reaction betrays you and the shock is written all over your face, “W-what?… Listen Nagi, you really need to stretch; maybe it’s worked out for you up until this point, but you’re going to end up with an injury because you didn’t stretch out your body.”
“I don’t really like repeating myself, but I already told you, s’ too much -”
“Shut up and stretch,” you cut him off crossing your arms.
“Nah…”
You smile a fake sweet smile and pull on his jersey pulling his eyes down to your level, “I guess…. I’ll just have to talk to Ego about taking your phone privileges,” you threaten softly.
That seems to redeem a reaction from Nagi who looks at you with slight shock, “You’re bluffing…” he accuses.
“Try me,” you challenge and let go of his jersey. He groans in annoyance and plops himself down starting to stretch.
IT WORKED!
You smile in victory and go back to the sidelines.
After a little while the endurance training starts and you watch closely to make sure everyone is doing okay. At the same time, you decide to continue to read up their files. After some time, they take a break.
A few of the guys sit down around you, but you don’t pay much attention as you’re still reading up on the profiles. You suddenly feel a shoulder on you, and you see Nagi. “You’re more comfortable than some of the shoulders I’ve leaned on,” he mumbles as he closes his eyes. You can feel his sweat seeping through your shirt, but you don’t pay much attention to it.
“Wow, what an honor,” you respond slightly sarcastically.
“Wait, I want to try,” Otoya cuts in and leans his head on your other shoulder.
Fanfuckingtastic.
“Yeah, hate to break it to you both, but I’m not a rest stop,” you explain closing your folder of the profiles. They both seem to ignore you as they continue to relax on you. You sigh and look at the other players who seem to be panting out trying to regain their breath.
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It was dinner and you were quietly eating in the cafeteria while reading a book to expand your knowledge on the body. You hear the door slide open and your eyes are met with bored gray eyes. Nagi sluggishly finds his way to you and plops down beside you; you feel a heavy head on your shoulder.
“Nagi, isn’t there someone else’s shoulder you could use?” You ask as you close your book.
“S’ too much of a hassle to find someone else,” he responds, and a yawn quickly follows behind the statement.
You stay quiet and continue to eat your food quietly. Not too long after, a few more players pull into the cafeteria. They all sit down at the same table, and you glance up. You see Reo, Chigiri, and Karasu all sit down across from you.
Reo looks at Nagi, “seems like he has taken a liking to you,” he comments.
You shake your head ‘no’ as you swallow the bite of food you had in your mouth, “Nah, pretty sure I was the only person in here,” you comment.
The remainder of dinner you’re chatting away with the three players while Nagi continues to sleep on your shoulder.
Afterwards, you gently nudge Nagi, “Hey, Nagi, I’m going to my room,” you mumble. You slowly lifts his head and then lays his head on the table. You bid everyone a goodnight and walk back to your room with the book in your hand. As soon as you get to your room, you decide to take a shower.
In the shower your mind keeps going back to what Reo said.
“Seems like he has taken a liking to you.”
You chuckle to yourself and finish up your shower, you dry yourself off and wrap the towel around your body. You walk back into your room and go to the dresser picking out some clothes. You start to unravel your towel when a voice cuts you off, “You sure you wanna change in front of me?’
Your eyes widen as you quickly wrap the towel again, you slowly turn around with cheeks feeling hotter than the sun, “N-Nagi, can you please tell me what you’re doing in my bed?”
Nagi is laying down under the covers, on his stomach, and playing on his phone as if the whole situation was normal.
The fuck is wrong with him!?
“Well, I sleep better around you, so if I want to get a goodnight rest… better to sleep with you,” he explains looking up at you. You swallow and look around the room as if to avoid eye contact.
“So, ‘m going to sleep here tonight…” he states and goes back to playing his game.
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Bluelock Medic 1.0 RIN
 RIN ITOSHI’S ROUTE  
WC: 1.6K  
CW/TW: None.  
A/N: Make sure to read all the way through, there is a poll at the end of the chapter. You choose how the story proceeds.  
PROLOGUE: HERE
Thankfully dinner was not all that bad and you ended up getting to know a good amount of the players from bluelock. After you clean up your area, you decide to go check out the field to relax before going to bed. As you walk into the field you notice Rin on the field practicing his shooting. You sit down on the corner and watch as he is shooting his goals. Rin throws you a quick glance but goes back to shooting some goals.  
After a little while is when you notice it. His shooting is getting a little weaker. Maybe it’s the fact he was tired, but your mind is telling you otherwise. You decide to play closer attention and that’s when you notice it.  
His thigh.... It’s tense... as if it’s overused.  
“Hey Rin, your thigh is tense. That’s why your kicks are getting weaker,” you explain. He shoots a small glare and walks over to you.  
“It’s nothing, I can handle it,” he bites back. You sigh softly as you stand up and cross your arms.  
“Okay, well, don’t get mad at me when you overuse it more without massaging it and then pull a hamstring.” Rin stays quiet and then plops down.  
“You’re going to fix it?” 
“I can’t really fix an overused muscle; however, I can stretch it out and massage out the knots and tensity,” you offer. You walk over and gently push his shoulder to lie down. Surprisingly, he listens and lies down.  
Wow! So, the aloof can follow directions.  
“This might hurt, so just do your best to not flail around,” you say. You go over to his leg and pull it out. You start lifting his leg and stretch it out first.  
“Okay, you can put your leg down,” you state. He pulls his leg down but somehow hiw cleat getting caught into the hems of your shirt; unfortunately, Rin thought nothing of it and pulled much harder on his leg causing your shirt to rip.  
The sound of the rip echoes throughout the field, followed by a complete silence. Rin looks over and sees your shirt torn, but then quickly looks away. You look down and realize a good portion of your abdomen could be seen because of the rip. You chuckle softly and then look back at Rin who is still looking away.  
Is he.... embarrassed?  
“It’s okay Rin, it was an old shirt anyways,” you shrug it off and then get on your knees and straddle over one of his legs. He quickly looks back at you. “Relax Rin, I gotta massage your thigh and this is the best way I can get the knots out, I’m sorry.”  
He stays quiet but doesn’t protest. You slowly touch around his thigh to try to feel the knots or tensirty of his muscles. After having a good feel around you find three knots to massage. 
“Rin, I have to massage the knots out, but once they’re out, we’re done.” You bring your hands down and push your thumbs and do a circular motion to loosen the knot first. Rin tenses beneath you doing his best to not show any difference, but you noticed it.  
“You know, you don’t have to be so serious. Many people squirm while getting their knots massaged out, but it’s because it feels uncomrotable for a bit,” you explain. Rin looks at you and then narrows his eyes.  
“This isn’t a game for me, this is bluelock and I’m going to be the best striker in the world; that way I can finally beat my brother,” he explains. You pause momentarily unsure of how to respond to that.  
I know it probably drives him to have a stronger ego, but at the same time I also believe that someone should be doing something for themselves, not so they can prove to someone else that they’re better or capable.  
“You’re right, it’s not a game. I’m not going to meddle cause it’s not my place, but just remember, your life is not a game either,” you finish. 
The next 10 minutes are spent in silence as you rub out the knots, as you’re done you get up and bid Rin a goodnight.  
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The next morning, you’re out on the field with your first aid kit. You watch as all the players pile in for endurance training today. You’re watching from the entrance of the hallway making sure you’re keeping a close eye on the players’ legs specifically.  
Most common injuries from soccer are hamstring, ankle, and knee. So got to make sure I’m paying attention to the form on their legs.  
Everyone is taking turns shooting goals against the robotic goalkeeper. Rin comes up and shoots a goal. You smile to yourself noticing his leg already seems much better. You look at Rin and notice he is looking at you. You give a small nod and he pulls his gaze away from you.   
The rest of endurance training goes by smoothly and you’re in the cafeteria having some dinner you made. You’re reading a book on anatomy to better understand the leg muscles to help yourself understand hwo the players could get injured without realizing it. You take a bite of your food and three guys come walking in. You look up and see Sae, Kaiser, and Prince. Youo had recognized them because Ego had mentioned something at the training about them arriving with their weird little icons on the screen.  
Oh boy.  
“Do you know where Ego is?’ Kaiser asks as they walk up to you.  
“Yeah in his office,” you respond.  
“We know that, but where is his office?’ Sae asks this time. You take one more bite of your food and gesture for them to follow you. They follow behind you as Kaiser and Prince are chatting with one another.  
“You’re not Anri, Anri has red hair from what I remember... so who are you?” Sae asks. Both Kaiser and Prince fall silent and you can feel all three pairs of eyes on you.  
“I’m the medic or athletic trainer, whatever you want to call it because I suppose I’m a mix of both.”  
As you continue to walk to Ego’s office y’all end up passing Rin on the way who is staring at his brother. He puts his hand on your shoulder.  
“I need your help tonight, so stop by my room...” he says and then continues walking.  
I guess his thigh is tense again.  
You continue to walk and then Prince speaks up, “So you’re just at their beck and call?”  
“Yep, that’s how it works,” you respond. You can hear Prince hum lowly in response. Y’all finally pull up to Ego’s office.  
“This is it, bye.” You don’t bother for more formality and walk past them the opposite way. 
 Before you get even a step in, Sae stops you, “You sure you’re just the medic?” He asks. Kaiser and Prince behind look at you as well expecting an answer.  
Stupid question really.  
“Yes, I’m more than sure I’m just the medic,” you respond with a smile and then walk off again. You’re walking now walking back to the cafeteria to finish up your food and as you get there you see Bachira eating it.  
Man, I know better than to leave food unattended with guys around. Freaking garbage disposals eat everything.  
“Was it good?” You ask as you grab your drink over Bachira.  
“Sorry, I couldn’t help myself, it looked so good. Yes, it was super good,” he responds with a cheeky smile of his.  
You smile yourself because you can’t find it in yourself to be mad at someone who enjoyed your food. “Good, clean up after yourself, I’m going back to my room,” you finish. You walk out of the cafeteria with the book in your hand. As you’re walking back to the room, your phone gets a message.  
Room. Now. My leg hurts.  
- Rin  
You hum to yourself and wonder if you have time for a quick shower.  You decide against it and go over to the room Rin is in. You pass the cafeteria and then make your way to his room. Before you can even open the door, Rin opens it; grabbing your arm he oulls you to the lifting room.  
“Rin, what is going on?” You ask as he closes the door to the lifting room.  
“My leg hurts, remember?” He asks. He was obviously very serious about and wanted something done about it. You hum in response and gesture for him to lay down. He does so without any complaints.  
“Okay what part on your leg hurts?” You ask. Rin shrugged and looked up at you.  
“It hurts everywhere, of course,” he responds.  
Is he a child?  
“Ah I see, okay well let me see what I can do,” you respond and slowly stretch out his leg and start feeling around his leg for knots. After a little bit you don’t feel anything and you stand up. “Rin, I’m not feeling any knots or tensity.... are you sure you’re just not sore?” You ask.  
Rin huffs and almost crosses his arms but manages to keep them at his side. “I’m not stupid,” he responds and stands up.  
“I didn’t say you were, I’m just making sure,” you state as you stand up. He looks at you for a good second and then opens his mouth to speak, but ends up holding back. “Just say what you need to say, Rin.” 
“I’m the best player right?” His gaze suddenly focuses on you intently waiting for a response.  
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escapingmytrauma · 3 months ago
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Bluelock Medic 1.0 ISAGI
Isagi’s Route
WC: 1.5K
CW/TW: None.
A/N: I had to make reader seem kind of cool without making it cringy, ya know? If it’s cringy don’t read LMAO. Also don’t forget, there is a poll at the end of the story.
PROLOGUE: HERE
A body sits in front of you as you’re eating your dinner and you see Isagi. He smiles, “Nice to meet you, I hope you fit in well around here, we will definitely need you,” he explains. You smile softly and nod your head.
What a nice guy.
“Thank you, I’m sure I’ll fit in just fine, but tell me how has it been up to this point?” You ask. He lets out a small sigh and starts telling you all about his journey.
“Wow, so Kunigami was actually eliminated at some point?” You ask. He nods his head as he continues to explain how he had gotten eliminated.
At this point, at least two hours had passed since you and Isagi started talking with one another. A small yawn leaves your mouth and Isagi smiles. “Why don’t I walk you back to your room?” He offers and stands up.
You stand up and stretch a bit as y’all two start walking back to your room. The walk is a comfortable silence and you start smiling to yourself glad that you had made an acquiantance here. As you both pull up to your room Isagi suddenly hugs you from behind.
What the -
“Thanks for the talk, I like the talks with the guys, but it was nice speaking with someone who doesn’t have the pressure of being the best striker,” he says softly. He lets you go and you slowly turn around; you smile up at him.
“I’m rooting for you,” you say giving him encouragement.
His smiles widen as he steps back, “Good! I hope you can watch me all the way until I do become the best striker.” With that Isagi walks away.
You chuckle to yourself and walk back into your room.
This is going to be an adventure for sure.
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The next morning you’re already at the field and the players are having an intense endurance training session. You watch everyone as intently as possible so you could be aware of any signs of injuries or even heat exhaustion. It feels like Ego had purposely turned up the heat within the field. You were in a tank top and shorts, but you were sweating yourself.
You glanced at the players and could even see their shirts starting to stick to them because of the amount of sweat they were exerting. Not too far behind Nagi you could see a figure almost sluggishly pulling himself. You couldn’t quite tell who it was but with the way they were barely pulling themselves it was like they were feeling faint. You quickly stood up.
Heat exhaustion for sure.
If you don’t do something soon he will definitely faint. Unfortunately, they were also kicking and shooting goals, so it was going to be hard for you to even get across. Yelling wouldn’t help either.
Think. THINK!
You took in a deep breath grabbing cold water and a cold damp cloth you already had prepared.
Just like dodgeball… right?
You start moving your legs sliding across a few balls coming right above your head. You take in a sharp breath and are able to dodge a few more, you see one ball coming too fast and you quickly let your legs go all the way down, you’re now down in a full split; but you can’t stop now, you get back up and slide again to dodge more balls.
“Hey! Get out of the way!” Someone calls out, you couldn’t quite make out the voice, but it didn’t matter, you needed to get to the player. You lifted yourself back onto your feet with leg you slid on. You could feel it, a ball coming your way. You lift your arm and the ball bounces off your arm and you continue to move. You finally come up to the familiar figure.
It’s Isagi.
“Isagi, you don’t look well…” You mumble and quickly place your body under his right arm to let him lean on you.
God, he is much heavier than he looks.
Finally, a few of the guys stopped and looked over to the both of you realizing why you had cut through the field. “I’m fine… I can… I can keep…. going…” He whispers out in between pants of exhaustion.
“Stop lying, you need to cool down for a bit before you think you can continue,” you retaliate. Your hand grabs a hold of his wrist and your other hand goes around his torso to give him more support. You start walking towards the sidelines and as soon the both of you get past the line Isagi starts falling. You fall back onto your ass and Isagi’s head is slowly falling into your lap.
“Hey Isagi, you need to drink some water,” you state not even caring that the back of his head is muzzlign into your chest. You sigh softly and decide to take matters into your own hands. You put the damp cloth behind his neck allowing it to come around to cool the whole area. You open the water bottle and slowly pour some over the top of his head. You slowly let the water fall onto his head the droplets falling onto your tanktop making the fabric cling against your body.
Isagi raises his hand to grab the water, but even his fingertips are trembling. Isagi still manages to grab the water, but it evidently slipping out of his hand. You react quickly and grab the water before it can fall. “You can’t hold it,” you mumble.
“Here, try to sit up,” you suggest. Isagi wearily brings himself to sit up, his hands firmly flat on the ground to hold himself steady. You stand up, you lean over Isagi as you place your hand on the back of his head, “Lean your head back,” you instruct. Isagi listens and you bring the bottle to his lips and slowly pour the water in his mouth. Isagi quickly swallow the fluid and you start to pour more. Slowly but surely Isagi finished the water; he finally is able to sit up on his own and takes some deep breaths.
“Thank you,” he murmurs. He looks up at you but then his whole face turns red and he quickly looks away.
What just happened?
You slowly look down and see your white tank top completely see through from all the water that spilled through. You shrug and take off your tank top.
Not like they haven’t seen anyone in bikinis before, besides it’s a sports bra and some shorts.
“Sorry, but come on Isagi, you need to rest or else you won’t be good for tomorrow,” you explain and help him get up.
“Thanks, but I need to finish training,” he responds and runs back onto the field without another word. You sigh and pick up the cloth, bottle, and your tank top. You stand on the sidelines for the remainder of training. You were relieved that no one else got heat exhaustion, but majority of the players looked like they were on the brink of it.
Lunch comes around and you walk around the cafeteria checking up on the players. They all seem to be doing okay. You go over and grab yourself some water and notice you had not seen Isagi. You leave the cafeteria going through the rooms to see if you find Isagi. You come upon the weight room and see him training some more.
“Isagi, you cannot overexert yourself right after heat exhaustion, you need to give yourself at least two hours before you can do anything that includes physical intensity.” Isagi turns to you, he drops the weight and stands up but wobbles a bit. You quickly walk over to steady him.
“I need to get stronger,” he responds as he sits down and looks up at you.
“Yes, but you cannot get stronger if you run out of energy within 15 minutes because you didn’t rest properly after heat exhaustion,” you explain.
“That’s so weak of me, to not be able to keep up with endurance training…” he slowly starts off, “I should had been good the whole time.” Isagi grabs a cloth and pats his face down cleaning off the sweat.
“Yeah, well sometimes our body has no other way of telling us we need to take a break."
“Here in bluelock… there is no such thing as breaks,” Isagi mumbles out. A silence falls between the of y’all and you start to think what else could help him this moment.
“Have you eaten?” You ask. Isagi slowly shakes his head no.
“I’m not hungry.”
“You are, you just can’t tell because when you’re so exhausted you can’t tell what your body needs.” You leave the room and grab some food from the cafeteria. You start walking back to the weight room.
You walk into the weight room and see Isagi just sitting there, but you can slightly see his fingers trembling.
He’s still fatigued for sure.
You place the food in front of him and sit beside him. He looks down at the food and you can see his trembling fingers slowly reach for the bowl.
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escapingmytrauma · 3 months ago
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ANOTHER POLL. I’m embarrassed to admit, but I didn’t plan the poll out thoroughly. Anyways, with the top 6 voted. Aiku got voted twice. So a revote for the 12th person! This will also be one week, but don’t worry the stories will start being posted some time this week. :)
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Bruh, why is there only one day and one week voting time. Why can’t there be three days tf. Oh welp, looks likeeeee - these route stories are gonna be hella long. 😭😭😭 idk. Every chapter has a voting choice at the end, so make sure to pay attention. And idk maybe one chapter will be one day voting and then the next chapter will be one week voting time. Idk who knows.
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BLUELOCK MEDIC
FEATURING 12 BLLK PLAYERS X F!READER  
THE ROUTE STORY IS HERE!!  
I want to preface by saying this is not in formation with the manga. I know they are in NEL, but let’s just pretend they still stay at the same facility. Also, let’s also pretend Sae, Kaiser, and Prince are there helping train.  
ALSO – Y'ALL AS READERS WILL ALSO BE ABLE TO MAKE CHOICES FOR HOW THE ROUTES GO.  
E.G. On the routes you will be able to choose who is also in love with YOU. I will be posting polls as soon as all the chapter ones for each route are out. You will also get to choose which two endings are possible 😛. So good luck!!  
WC: 2.4K  
CW/TW: None in this chapter. Maybe suggested violence. 
         PROLOGUE  
Ego sighed as he noticed Chigiri holding his knee and trying to reduce the pain, on the screen next to him he could see Niko rubbing his foot. Ego turned to Anri, “We need like a nurse or a medic that can help them,” he stated.  
Anri thoughtfully looked down at the tablet, “So why don’t we get one?” She asked, surely, they had thought about this prior.  
“Not in the budget,” Ego responded as he crossed his arms. 
Anri slowly cleared her throat, “I know someone who will do it for the experience within medical experience,” Anri slowly explained. Ego slowly glanced his eyes over towards Anri noticing she looked hesitant.  
“Who is this said person?”  
“My sister…”  
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Here you were, in front of the blue lock facility. It was a lot bigger than you anticipated. You clutched your two bags with you and walked into the facility. You looked at the map that your sister sent to you and followed the guide to her room.  
“Okay so I need to pass the cafeteria,” You whispered to yourself as you open the doors, you’re met with too many faces who were chatting; after a few seconds all the chatter died, and all eyes are on you. 
Maybe I shouldn’t have come this way.  
You cleared your throat and smiled, “My apologies,” you mutter out as you can feel heat slowly rise to your cheeks.  
Stop getting flustered!!  
“It’s a girl…” Otoya calls out the obvious.  
“Well, no duh dipshit…” You grumble. Your eyes go wide, and you cover your mouth. “I’m sorry, that was rude.”  
The door on the other side of the cafeteria opens and Anri comes walking in. She smiles widely and comes running over to you. She embraces you in a tight hug.  
“I’m so glad you made it!” She stated in excitement. “Sorry gentlemen, we’ll get out of your way.” Before anyone can respond Anri is pulling you and y’all are both out of the cafeteria.  
“Sorry about that, the only way to get to the room is through the cafeteria so you may bump into them every now and then,” she explains.  
“I see. No worries, I just got to get to know them,” you say with a small smile. She pauses in her footsteps and not too far from her you see a slender man with glasses.  
“You must be Anri’s sister,” he stated and pushed his glasses up. His stoic expression seems to be looking down on you.  
“Yepppp! Do you see the resemblance?” She asked excitedly as she pulls you closer to her.  
“No,” He immediately shoots down as he glances between you and Anri a few times.  
“I’m adopted Anri,” you also deadpan. Anri gasps and clutches her heart as if she were hurt. You can’t help but let out a small laugh and embrace her.  
“But I do love you,” you say happily. Ego watches the exchange happen and he suddenly smirks.  
“You might do more than just fix their physical injuries,” he mutters to himself. He lets out a breath, “Alright, I’ll let Anri show you around and then you and I will go over what I expect from you.”  
You turn towards Ego and get serious, “Yes sir.” Ego stays expressionless but almost let out a surprised expression. Although you and Anri did not share blood, y’all sure did have the same mannerisms.  
Anri excitedly pulls you along and before you know it, she gets you into the room, “We’ll be sharing a bathroom, I hope that’s okay.”  
You let out a small laugh, “Just like when we were growing up….” You take a pause, “That’s oerfect, I missed being in the same house.”  
Anri smiled and sighed, “You just got here, don’t make me cry already.” She takes another breath, “Okay, well, unpack and I’ll show you around.” You nod your head and start unpacking.  
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You sigh as you relax on the bed for a few minutes after unpacking, Anri had made it clear you would have to bring your own supplies if possible and so the supplies is what took the longest. Anri sits down next to you and looks at you softly.  
“You ready for the tour?” You laugh softly and nod your head as you sit up and stretch. Anri stands up and motions for you to follow. You get up and start following.  
Y’all do a quick rundown of the cafeteria and she quickly shows you the hallway to the guys’ rooms. She leads you to the soccer fields and you can hear people yelling at one another. As you walk in you can see a guy with pink and blonde hair face to face with a guy with black hair and long eyelashes staring one another down.  
Anri pulls at your arm, “Best if we leave now,” she whispers. You stay quiet but before y’all can leave another arm pulls at your arm and you turn around. Ego is there and he looks over to Anri.  
“Let her watch so she knows what she’s in for.” It wasn’t even a suggestion more of an order. You stay still and turn over as they’re still yelling at one another. Soon enough someone with dark purple hair steps in trying to pull the one with pink and blonde hair back. It doesn’t work and instead encourages them to start pushing one another. Another one with glasses starts pulling at the black hair one back.  
You’re watching this unfold knowing someone is bound to get injured. Ego glances your way letting you watch all of this. Before you can think you noticed a soccer ball. You go over to grab it and throw it hard in between the two men. That stops them for a second as the wind could be heard from the speed of the ball and everyone on the field turns to you.  
“I’m not fixing injuries that were from fights,” you state. You cross your arms, “My God, you two look like children fighting over a passenger seat.”  
“Who are you?” The guy with pink and blonde hair asks with a smirk as he turns to you fully.  
“I’m the low budget medic,” you respond crossing your arms. Everybody falls silent as Anri can’t hold in her giggles.  
Ego stays silent for a few moments glancing your way almost impressed with your reaction and the way they had gotten quiet. Ego thinks to himself that most of these guys really crave for a woman’s attention whether they realize it or not.  
Ego steps forward, “Yes as she announced she will be tending to all blue lock’s injuries. Of course, per her request if y’all cannot control the emotions of getting at each other physically then don’t request her,” Ego explains.  
“Does low budget medic have a name?” Otoya asks as he glances your way and offers you a little wave. The sudden realization of you and Anri being the only women really settles into you and your eyes go slightly wide.  
Hormonal men who probably have not had any sexual release in a long time. Oh, that’s dangerous…  
Ego tells everyone your name as you’re deep in thought.  
I got to be extra careful. One wrong joke or sarcastic response and they’ll take it as a challenge. 
“Now low budget medic, let’s go discuss the rules in private.” You nod in agreement as you walk alongside Ego as you can feel too many pairs of eyes on you.  
“Now, rules are pretty simple…” he starts off as you continue to walk alongside him, “Wait before that, that throw was surprisingly good, you played soccer?” He asks.  
“No, I played basketball for some time though,” you respond. “I’m sorry for intervening, I should had stayed quiet.”  
“No, it’s fine. They are immature boys. So understandable,” he responds. “First rule, please have your blue lock phone on you at all times, which speaking of, please keep the use of your personal phone at minimal time,” he explains. You nod your head in understanding as he hands you another phone. “This phone is if any of the players from blue lock message you, there is one phone per room – so they will have to specify who from the room is needing assistance and why.”  
“Yes sir,” you respond as you grab the phone and look over the contacts and see the contacts labeled as room numbers, then you see Anri and Ego. Your eyes go a bit wide as you see Kaiser, Sae, and Prince in your contacts as well. For now, you keep quiet about it and continue to follow him.  
“Second rule, you are allowed to go out of the blue lock facility you’re not under the same terms as the blue lock contestants; however, if there is an injury you need to return immediately and you need to stay within city limits.” You listen closely and then he suddenly stops.  
“Last rule, they are male, and they obviously have sexual desires; however, if they make you uncomfortable you need to come tell me and I will handle it. I may seem careless, but the last thing I need is for you and Anri to feel uncomfortable,” he finishes. You’re a bit caught off guard by the sincerity.  
“Yes sir…” you pause, “I appreciate that.”  
He turns to you and gives a quick nod, “I have work to do, tonight Anri suggested an all you can eat buffet for your arrival, and I approved so go enjoy yourself for tonight because tomorrow I have a feeling things will go much different.” Ego walks off without another word.  
You smile to yourself as you turn the opposite way and make your way back to your room. You look at the hallway with many different turns.  
SHIT! I lost my way.  
You grumble to yourself but then remember you have Anri’s contact in your bluelock phone. You pull it out but before you can click her contact someone calls out to you.  
“Hey!” You look up and see the guy who almost got into it with the other guy.   
“Yes?”  
“You look lost,” he deadpans. You chuckle as you run your hand in your hair.  
“That obvious huh…” you trail off. He huffs and crosses his arms.  
“Where do you need to go, useless medic,” he asks.  
“The cafeteria is fine,” you respond, and he starts walking and you follow closely behind him.  
The silence is almost suffocating, until he breaks the silence. “How did Ego find you?”  
“Well, he didn’t find me, I’m Anri’s sister,” you explain. He stops and turns to you – looks at you up and down.  
“Y’all look nothing alike,” he states emotionless.  
You huff and cross your arms, “I’m aware.” The silence comes back, and you look at the back of the guy in front of you.  
Itoshi  
“Hey, what’s your name?” You ask.  
“Rin.” Rin opens the door and the cafeteria is there. You look at him one last time with a small smile.  
“Thank you, and you need better insults instead of useless medic, Rin,” you finish and walk off without another word. You walk across the empty cafeteria and know your way from there.  
Anri is typing away on her computer as you arrive back to the room. “You’re back! Everything went okay?’ She asks.  
“Yeah, everything went okay.” You lay down on the bed and finally relax. Although you shouldn’t be you are mentally drained out.  
“Good, get ready cause we’re having an all you can eat buffet with guys...” she trails off. She suddenly gives you a folder. “Also, maybe study that, it’s all the players and what they look like.” You take it excitedly and start looking through the profiles.  
“Thank you for this Anri.” She smiles at you and nods her head. 
Y’all both get ready for the dinner tonight, although you didn’t put much effort into your outfit. It was just some sweatpants with a simple t-shirt. Anri looks at your outfit.  
“Smart move.” You laugh softly and you walk into the cafeteria as all the guys are eating and talking with one another. You and Anri grab food and sit down at a table with each other. You look over at Anri who is smiling as she speaking with you but none of her words are reaching you. You were thinking about what was going to happen tomorrow and how quickly your life changed within a span of a week.  
Suddenly you feel a hand on your shoulder, you turn over and see who you recognize as Isagi. You had gotten familiar with a few of the players of blue lock, but not all. Next to him you see the player as Bachira.  
“I just wanted to introduce myself, “I’m Yoichi Isagi and this is Meguru Bachira,” he introduces. You smile softly and introduce yourself as well. Anri reaches over and taps your hand.  
“Hey, Ego is calling me, I got to go, but you stay and get acquainted with everyone.” Anri rushes off and leaves you alone with the men of blue lock.  
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Anri walks down the hall and meets with Ego who is looking at the cameras in the cafeteria, paying attention closely to the players introducing themselves to you.  
“Yes, Ego?”  
“Do you know why I was quick to accept your sister?” He asks as he slurps up some of his noodles. Anri slowly crosses her arms as she looks intently at Ego.  
“Actually, I don’t.” Anri slowly waits for Ego to respond. He glances back at the camera as now a few more players surrounded you at your table.  
“Thay’ll take a likinig to your sister, and seeing how she is supposed to be at every game – the players will have more to prove... everyone wants to impress someone they like...” Ego explained, he takes another bite of food and continues, “Hence, more of their ego may appear because they want to outshine everyone else in the game.” Ego slowly turns his gaze to the camera once again where you’re smiling, and the players are talking your ear off. 
“So, she is another pawn in your game?’ Anri asks.  
“Perhaps, but your sister is smart, either she caught on already, or she will catch on soon,” he finishes. Ego looks over to the other table and sees Rin staring at you intensely; Ego smirks, knowing his plan is already taking affect.  
“Good luck, low budget medic.”  
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escapingmytrauma · 3 months ago
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Okay, I’m working on something huge. That’s why I’ve been a little silent. But I need some opinions how do we feel about a reverse harem? So for example it’ll be like the otome games (cringy sometimes) but a yandere version - HOWEVER it will be based on blue lock and the top twelve voted characters will be involved. ALSOOO, the prologue will be the same for everyone so it’ll be one prologue, but chapter one will have different routes
E.G Chapter one - Shidou’s Route, Chapter one - Bachira’s Route.
Please, how do we feel about that? Polls will have two BLLK characters per since there’s not enough space to have singular. UPDATE: It should be KUNIGAMI AND BAROU NOT KUNIGAMI AND REO.
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escapingmytrauma · 6 months ago
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Complacent
You poor naive fool. You didn’t know any better did you? But all people should know at this point is not to accept an alcoholic drink from a random man you just met. Intense eyes stared you down as you swallowed down the fruity, sweet drink.
“What?” You questioned as a small giggle drops from your lips.
He simply smirks and shakes his head, “nothing,” he responds as he savors his own alcoholic drink.
It wasn’t long until you could feel your vision getting hazy, you could feel your own weight weighing you down. The intoxicating smell of the man who coincidentally was by your side the entire night came wafting through your nostrils. You barely had enough strength to lift your head as you were met with those ferocious eyes that put on a phenomenal front of being kind.
Surely you hadn’t been drugged, right? There was no way and not by this man who was now leading you out of the eccentric bar and you were complying.
“Easy does it, gorgeous…” he whispered as he gently but firmly led you into the backseat of his car. He took extra precautions as to buckle you up and give you a gentle kiss on your forehead.
You should say something, you should scream, you should do anything to get bystanders’ attention, but you poor naive fool - all that comes out are small moans and groans. Your eyes heavily glance up front and you can see that man driving. He glances at you every so often; you grow tired as your eyelids have seemingly become strong.
As you slowly lose consciousness the man mutters words that echo in your head, “that’s right, go to sleep - I like you pretty and complacent.
MHA: Shinso Hitoshi, Shota Aizawa, Edgeshot, Nine, OVERHAUL, Chronostasis, DABI.
KNY: Gyutaro, Sanemi Shinazugawa, GIYU TOMIOKA, Kokushibo.
JJK: Megumi Fushiguro, Kokichi Muta, NORITOSHI KAMO, Suguru Geto, Hiromi Higurama, SUKUNA.
BLLK: Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Kento Cho, SHOEI BAROU, Yo Hiori, Hyoma Chigiri, NAGI SEISHIRO, Eita Otoya.
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