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“I don’t wanna fall in love, if you don’t wanna try” 

- Say you love me by Jessie Ware

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How long will I love you?

I can't. But I always will. 11:43 pm and still hanging up with my earphones just because these fvcking tears are pouring once more. It's been four years and I'm still counting days and nights to finally end these act of kindness and care. But it's a way too impossible. I couldnt even resist from you. And don't even know how long am i going to love you this way. By which I'm likely to believe that you really don't feel the same and don't even care on what I certainly feel about. It seems like I'm just your 'genie' who would always be ready to help you at any moment, to comfort you whenever you're down or praise you whenever I have too. It seems like every angles of this situation call for a one sided affair and there will never be a shape or even a plane. All efforts and feelings remain unreciprocated. It damn hurts! Bakit ang tanga ko?! Takte. 3.14.

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Last night, a friend of mine asked me if I believe in 'forever' and I replied this way: 'So here's the point, God is the only thing that remains forever, infinite pa nga eh. I don't believe in it. It's just a term made the f*cking linguists to define the absence of end or limit. But then again, there's no such thing as "absence of end". Walang forever sa Earth, tho some may say that there are things that remain constant, but obviously they just don't see the real changes because they're in the stage of denial para aminin na yung dati ay nagbago na sa kung ano ang mayroon ngayon. And basically, people are just too naive that they don't want to consider things as "changing" and stay to the fact that there is this "forever" to avoid getting hurt. If the Earth evolves time to time, and astronomists and scientists keep on seeking for another land to support life outside the Earth, how are you going to define forever? How are you going to believe on it? Sometimes the only key on convincing yourself that forever doesn't exist is the acceptance of reality and optimism to let go and move on.' Tbh, I really don't know if I mean those thing I have said to her but cmon, I'm entitled with my opinion so, go with it. Hahaha. #BoomPanes #SorryNotSorry

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consultant. freak. genius. hero. sociopath. scientist. friend. detective. addict. reasoner.  amateur. flatmate. violinist. sleuth - sherlock holmes

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"Thank you, Anna."

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Word of the Day: Perspicacious

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You feel pain, Sherlock. But you don't have to fear it.

Jim Moriarty, Sherlock Ep3 S3

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PP2

EXCLUSIVE: Behind the Scenes of Pitch Perfect 2

Had to take a timeout for a quick pic with my buddies. 

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Hands in, Aca-Bitches!

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Johnlock hahaha

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#3lonelydays

Will I be happy because of what you're actually doing? Naah. I'm hating it. Been crying for 3 consecutive days and I know that I don't deserve it. Thank you for making me realize so many things in these three lonely days. Thank you for helping me to decide to finally let go and try my best not to entertain you. I know I was the one who have started this shit but I can't do it anymore. Been there. Been a martyr. Been a sadist. Been in a one-sided love affair. And now, I have to stop all of these. No matter what it takes. I have told it to you once but maybe you didn't take it seriously that's why you only smiled back at me. Sorry for all of the untold stories and words left unsaid. Lately, I found it irrelevant already. Cause, I'm facing a new chapter of my life. This time, I have to be better and learn from the actions and mistakes I have done before. Four years are more than enough. We have surpassed too many trials, talked of so many things, shown care for each other and hurt each other. So this time, I took the option of validating the moment to forget. The moment of moving forward. I'm so sorry that it has to end up this way. I will never forget all the time we had together, and all the sweet and bitter memories we had. Best regards for you.

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What is a date? -Kris Aquino to Jayme Jalandoni

Date is the matter of being together and having the same intention of knowing each other.

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You don't have to like someone. You can love them. Because sometimes, there are really persons whom you can love despite of anger and dislikes.

-Aquino & Abunda

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G. Photo Manipulation Practice 101. Follow me on behance.net/caseyanne - 

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When we see each other, after the end of us -

- After the End, Kc Concepcion

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Your daily chat messages make things more complicated

We're just hurting each others. I swear to you, one day when you wake up, you'll finally forget everything about me. Please. Don't make yourself feel sorry. It's my choice. Not yours. But I guess I have to admit that it makes me feel really desperate each day. I really get mad of myself cause I'm doing this to you. To be honest, it takes me until morning before getting into sleep thinking about all the possibilities and why are you pushing closer to me nowadays. Please, I'm begging. Stop. :( </3

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To be happy is to let go <3