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You mean what would he have responded to in that moment had he had the time? That’s interesting because I have an answer for that, and I had an answer for that in the next setup, camera setup after Castiel was taken and Dean’s on the floor and puts his, I put my head in my hands. In that moment I did that not because I just lost, well because I lost Cas but also because I didn’t say anything, I didn’t give him anything. And what I had in my head was I should have said, ‘I love you, too’ and hugged him.

-Jensen Ackles

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Mac and Dennis Become EMTs spoilers!! :)

I don't think I've ever done a written post about macdennis before, mostly bc I find "analysing" (it sounds like a too professional word for whatever I'm doing lmao) them so much harder compared to others, just with how the show is working and also bc they're simply insane. I've also read so many interpretations of so many things and there's a lot I'd love to talk about, but I'm like lowkey losing my mind.

But I've noticed some stuff so I feel like yapping about it now. it's just surface level, since I'm tired af (I have very bad memory, if I get something wrong feel free to correct me)

I feel like there's a shift happening in their relationship or well, been happening. Before Mac came out Dennis was in control of as much he possibly could, because he needs it and it worked extremely well with Mac. After, we had like two or maybe three seasons in which Dennis suddenly very openly despised Mac (stating he hates him, multiple times and all that). It got acknowledged, but we never found out the actual reason.

But I feel like we've been in a new era since 14x5 where Mac was the one manipulating Dennis to depend on him by making him sick. I think Mac is somewhat starting to be the one controlling their relationship and it's not for the lack of trying from Dennis part, it's just that he's failing. Like in 16x4 where he "just wants to get Mac out of their apartment", but it lowkey backfires on him. I'm not saying he has fully lost control, but that there is a shift happening and it's slowly slipping through his fingers.

Which brings us to today's episode, since I found their dynamic pretty interesting. Seeing Dennis genuinely smiling at Mac twice, was so unusual to see and he called Mac's idea cute? All the while Mac is the one to make sure someone doesn't assume the two of them are a couple, when he used to try holding on to it. Almost seeming like he's moving on from Dennis (he's not, tho I want him to get a healthy bf and then return to Dennis anyway, bc that's just how it's gotta be.) Also, Dennis was very clearly jealous?!

I really hope they're gonna do something here, but I'm honestly happy either way.

It's almost 5 am, damn😔

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"SPEAK UP, I KNOW YOU HATE ME.."

NEW EPISODES TODAY!!

another vodka cranberry edit, bc it fits so many ships😔

also, something is off with the sound idk what happened😭

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This is canon I fear

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"Speak up, I know you hate me.."

This song is so them, I can't😔

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"how did we get here?"

tried some new things :)

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I've been in the Supernatural fandom for 1½ years now and there's one thing I've been wondering from the moment I saw the finale.. Why are we treating Cas like he's dead? I literally got spoiled every single death in this show, so I was completely shocked when it turned out he came back. And in those 1½ years I've seen so many videos/comments/posts where Cas is talked about like he wasn't brought back, so I've always been wondering why that is. Is it bc it very much feels that way bc he doesn't physically appear again or did some people actually forget or miss it?😭 I wouldn't blame anyone, since it's just one sentence, but I'm just lowkey confused😔

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"the cat chases the mouse"

lowkey in love with this

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"we never even dated but I still find myself thinking of you daily"

No idea what I was doing with this, turning it into a transition edit for like three seconds😭

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"I won't let you down.."

I might make one from Dean's perspective too

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It's 3:30 am but I just thought about the spn ending again and something that pisses me off so bad is the fact that it makes no sense for CAS. Bc we know he was alive when Dean died. A few weeks prior Cas was ready to spend eternity in the empty just so Dean wouldn't die, but now he's just fine with that?? Like there could be some explanation why he didn't come and save him, but I can't think of one considering the information we have (including the originally planned ending)

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"Bite the Hand"

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"You were watching over me"

if anyone gets how I meant the "how I steal" line, i love you.

can't believe I actually heard him say this live??

someone requested this and I wanted to do it anyway, so here we are.

and it's the live performance, 'cause I prefer it :)

intro video: @cockles-empire

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Does anyone have the link for the Purcon WhatsApp channel? :]

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Not sure if you take requests but I thought I’d shoot my shot anyways…any chance we can get a destiel edit to watching over me in honour of Jensen’s recent revelation?

Yes I do take requests and I wanted to do that anyways, so I'll get to it as soon as possible :)

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The Voice & Sweatman

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Those are so blurry, I'm sorry :')