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at 2:58am, you decided to call me, twice. when i finally answered this unknown number i was met with “please don’t hang up.” i should’ve. you wanted to talk again, so we did as i shook with fear. you missed me. you wanted to know what you did that was so wrong. i told you about the bruises you left on me. i told you about the seizure disorder you caused when you strangled me years ago. i told you how years later, ive had several therapy sessions where the only topic was you. i have spend so long trying to process the trauma you put me through, yet you have the audacity to believe ill let you back in my life. much to your dismay, my trauma bond to you is breaking. you can’t stand being without me, but i can’t stand to have you in my life again. i’ve made that mistake far too many times. although i set my boundaries clear, that phone call, that stupid phone call, has left me shattered to pieces. my mind has spiraled and im struggling to get back up. you broke me many times before, and you called me years after no contact to break me again. you ruined my life so many times. please just leave me alone. please let me heal.

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La decepción es el mas fuerte de todos los sentimientos juntos

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Ramin Hossaini

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making a new tumblr account has been healing, however i am scarred from my past on here

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(x)99.

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chain smoking cigarettes currently

had a dream about the person im most trauma bonded to and can’t stop thinking about it

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“when did my feet leave the ground?”

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