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me: *has unfinished fics from months ago

me: I should really finish these

also me: *proceeds to write new fics instead

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Trouble Sleeping (Loki x reader)

I swear if this deletes for a third time Im gonna cry 

KINDA A SLOW BURN BOIS

also I didn’t finish reading it over for mistakes bc I’m lazy 

summary: y/n and Loki used to be very close friends and sometimes when she had bad nightmares he’d use his magic to calm her mind, a few years have passed and they’ve grown apart. Her nightmares come back and hesitantly she seeks Loki’s help again 

word count: 3,592 wahahahaha

y/n leaned over one of the balconies that overlooked the kingdom’s private garden. The weather was perfect, the temperature ideal, sky blue, and the plants were all thriving feet below her. Despite the scenery however y/n’s attention was fixated elsewhere. 

Down in the depths of the garden, propped up on one of the fancy golden benches was the youngest Asgardian prince-Loki. His dark raven hair was combed back as he turned to the next page in his novel, the cover matching the shade of green displayed on his clothes. y/n couldn’t help but sigh as she watched the handsome prince, they had once had an unbreakable bond. It was always Loki and y/n-best friends, one wouldn’t be seen without the other. But somewhere among their late teenage years, Loki had become more cold and distant towards y/n-leaving her alone in the giant halls of the castle to wander alone. That’s when her and Thor’s relationship grew stronger-she had always been friends with the God of Thunder but after her and Loki’s relationship crumbled to pieces he was there to cheer her up. 

“Oh there you are!” Thor’s voice boomed-pulling y/n from her daydream. y/n glanced once more at Loki before turning her attention to her tall friend. “I was looking for you!” He beamed. 

“What can I do for you, your highness?” y/n asked with a playful voice.

Thor smiled, putting his hands together before continuing, “I was hoping that you would join me and-” his words faded as he glanced down to the gardens and caught sight of Loki. y/n’s attention soon turned to the railing in front of her as she traced her fingers along it’s smooth surface. “You still watch him.” Thor told her, his normally enthusiastic voice was now dry and serious. “How long have you been thinking of him?”

y/n furrowed her eyebrows, playing with her fingers. “I never stopped.” She confessed, “I know it’s foolish but I can’t help it, I..miss him more than I can even begin to explain.”

Thor was silent as he watched the girl glance back down at the gardens then to the sky. “Let’s go...horseback riding.” He suggested, getting y/n attention. “To lift your spirits, we can go with Sif a-”

“No.“ y/n blurted out, “nobody else-I don’t want to embarrass myself again by falling off my horse.“

Thor chuckled, “nobody is going to think low of you-” he looked at y/n once more sensing her silent plea ”very well then, just us.” He agreed, making her smile.

“Thank you.” She laughed, giving him a hug. It caught Thor by surprise but he then loosely wrapped his arms around y/n in return. “Thank you for everything,” y/n whispered, “really, I don’t know what’d I’d do without you. I’m blessed to have a friend like you.”

“Of course.” 

Neither of the two friends noticed that down in the gardens Loki clenched his jaw, snapping his book shut and silently retreated to his room-they also didn’t notice the pair of blue eyes staring through the window at them, when they returned laughing on horseback. 

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 There was fire everywhere, thick black smoke made it impossible for her to breath. She was choking-desperate for air. She fell to the ground as the fire closed in quickly-it’s heat trapping her in the room. There was no hope, no help was coming and it was impossible to escape, with a loud crack the ceiling caved in leaving her trapped screaming out as the furious flames burned her alive. 

y/n woke up with a start, beads of sweat lined her forehead although her room was cool and she found that her hands were shaking. Realizing it was just a dream she lied back down, covering her face with her hands as she tried desperately to fall back asleep. She got no more sleep that night.

The same thing happened again in the coming days and three days later while in training, y/n who was running on less than four hours of sleep was doing rather well. In one quick movement she jumped up-kicking the sword right out of Fandral’s grip. 

“Very good!” Volstagg commented from across the room.

“Yes.” Fandral agreed, “show me that move and I’ll show you some of mine.” He winked.

“Just give me a time and place.” y/n responded playfully, earning a laugh. 

“Impressive.” Fandral commented at her response. (she normally responded to his joke flirting with an eye roll) 

“Yes impressive.” Loki commented from behind Fandral. “That y/n can apparently chase after two men at once.” He said this while staring casually at Thor. Sif went stiff inder the tension and Thor opened his mouth but y/n spoke first.

“I’m sorry?” 

“Well by the looks of it, you can’t seem to decide between Thor and-” 

“Brother that’s enough.” Thor warned, taking a step forward.

“I’m just putting out a warning, you do know what they say about these sort of things.” Loki remarked, not meeting her eyes.

“You know full well that I am not chasing after anyone.” y/n said, growing aggravated. 

“It sure seems that way.”He then opened the door to the room and left.

“You know what?” y/n responded, dropping her sword to the ground with a loud clang “I am tired of this.”

 “y/n I think it best if you ignore him.” Sif spoke up, “nobody is accusing you of anything, we all know you aren’t that sort of person-”

“Thank you Sif, but I am not taking this.“ y/n exited the room in pursuit of Loki, who was a few paces ahead of her walking calmly. 

“I don’t like being followed.“ He simply called out to her, because his room was only about a minute walk away from the training room he reached it fairly quickly.

“What is your problem?“ y/n asked him, putting her foot in between the door and it’s frame as Loki was about to shut it.

“I don’t have a problem, now if you’d excuse me I’d like you to leave me alone.“ 

 “Then leave me alone.” She huffed, “hold your silvertongue and stop acting as if you’re above me because you’re not.”

“Is that all?“ He asked her calmly, “you’re done with your childish tantrum?” 

“Oh you are so-“ y/n narrowed her eyes.

“So what?“ Loki asked with an eye roll.

“Terrible.“ y/n blurted, earning a cold laugh from the God of Mischief.

“So I’ve been told.“ He stated bored.

“No, I mean you’re really terrible and for so many reasons.”

“Such as?“  

“You want a list?“ y/n asked with a bitter laugh, “ok well you think you’re better than everyone and you’re not, you poke fun at other people because it’s amusing to you and-and everyone-I mean everyone thinks that you’re a snake, ever since we were younger, and I can’t believe I’m just now realizing that..they’re probably right.“ He swallowed hard furrowing his eyebrows, “you used to be my best friend Loki, I’d defend you from people’s accusations when you weren’t around and..I wasted my time because you are everything people say you are and worst.“ She saw the look in his eye, she hurt him-good now he understood how it felt. 

Loki glanced away-looking down at the girl again. “Is that all?” He asked, trying desperately to remain collected. y/n scoffed. “You may think you know me but I know you much more, don’t forget, I’ve been inside your head. People may think I’m a bad person but I can live with that, you on the other hand can’t stand the fact that someone might not like you, so much so that you’ll break down about it. You’re a weak fighter, you’re not as clever or as witty as you seem to think, and frankly I don’t understand the fascination Thor seems to have with you, you’re nothing special.”  

y/n pulled her foot from the doorway. What happened to us? She was about to cry and she did not want him seeing that. “Is that all?” She asked, reciting his previous question.

“Yes.“ He spat coldly. 

“Good.“ She turned to walk away as Loki stayed in his place trying to keep the impression that he didn’t care.

Late at night y/n tossed and turned in her bed, trying to fall asleep after waking up from a particularly realistic dream-she had thought that by laying still she’d trick her body into falling asleep but that didn’t happen. She knew that she had been able to power through the last few days with almost no sleep-but she’d certainly crash if she didn’t get any sleep soon. The thought of making a visit to Loki for help came to her mind, but she really didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of knowing she wanted/needed his help. Screw it. She thought after another couple of hours, her clock read 2:35 as she swung her legs over her bed and slipped on her slippers and robe. 

The halls were dark and empty except for the occasional guards, which she was careful to avoid (she didn’t want to raise any suspicion). Thank God her room was only a three minute walk from Loki’s. It was once she was already in front of Loki’s door that she started getting second thoughts, but she was there already and the worst that could happen was getting the door slammed in her face or no answer. She raised her cold knuckle, letting it hover over the door’s fine wood before knocking. “It’s y/n..” She announced barely above a whisper, “trust me I really don’t want to ask for your help but I see no other option an-”

The door opened a small crack. “you do realize what time it is, right?” Loki’s annoyed voice asked-he didn’t sound like he had just woken up, maybe he was having trouble sleeping also.

“I know.” At her response Loki opened the door wider, revealing himself in a pair of emerald colored pajamas. “Look I know-” at the sound of approaching footsteps (guards) Loki stepped aside, giving her a cue to get in. She did, turning to face him one he closed the door again-his back facing the door he put his hands on his hips.

“What do you want?”

“I can’t sleep.” She said sheepishly, “I just-I’m getting the same nightmares again and I thought that maybe just this once you could, you know..” She put hands up, wiggling her fingers to imitate magic.

Loki rolled his eyes, “first off that’s not at all how magic looks, second why should I help you?”

“Just this once!“ y/n practically begged, “please. I’ve have not been sleeping at all I just need one hour. I won’t make you sleep on my couch like I did when we were younger, you can just...alter my thoughts or something and I’ll leave and-” 

“Fine.“ Loki agreed, grumpily. He walked back over to his bed, getting in between the covers on the left side. “Well?“ He asked when she stared blankly at him. He rolled his eyes again, “Obviously if you go back to your room I won’t be able to sense when I have to alter your thoughts and you’ll just come back to make a racket when you have another nightmare.“ y/n nodded slowly, making her way to the right side of the bed. “Besides it’s a big bed, just stay on that side-away from me.” She laid down, hesitant at first as she tightened her robe around herself. Loki leaned over, placing a finger and thumb over her temples to enter her mind. 

When she woke up she was in the same exact position that she was in when she went to bed and Loki was standing directly above her looking annoyed once again. It was still dark outside as he looked down at her from where he stood. “It’s about time, I’ve been trying to wake you up for the last two minutes.”

“What time is it?“

“6:05..the castles about to start waking up, you should leave before more people get uo to avoid being seen.“ y/n nodded in agreement. 

“Ok“ she walked to his door, turning to watch as he laid back down in his bed. “And Loki..“

“What?“ He sighed.

“Thank you.“ She said softly, leaving the room right after. Loki was left surprised.

“Look I know I said just once-” y/n whispered that night outside of Loki’s door, it was past 2 a.m. again, but surprisingly Loki let her in again.

“The faster you stop pestering me, the better.“ Loki told her harshly. He had woken her up at 6 a.m. again like he had done the the last time. The time after that Loki woke her up at 7 and the time after that she had woken up past 8 to see Loki sitting in a chair some feet from her sharpening his knives-when she had asked him why he hadn’t woken her up he had simply reminded that he could just teleport her back to her room, that way nobody would know she had spent the night there.

Flash forward a month later, y/n tiptoed to Loki’s room in her nightgown again, the nights were getting hotter which had led to her to leave her robe behind. When she had reached Loki’s room she didn’t need to knock, since he now left it unlocked for her. 

Once she laid down on the right side of the bed (more towards the middle now rather than all the way on the edge) Loki laid down about a foot from her. They didn’t go to bed right then however, since they had formed a habit of talking before falling asleep. “Have you been sleeping better?” Loki asked the girl beside him.

“yes.” 

“Good...”

y/n rolled onto her side to face Loki, “Thank you again.” He nodded. “You know for someone who hates me, you’re actually quite kind to me.” The corner of Loki’s mouth folded up slightly,

“I don’t hate you...” He rolled over onto his side to face her, “but what I do hate-“ he then had explained the entire plot of a book just to express his hatred for one detail in it. 

y/n woke up in the middle of the night with a start, her nightmares had came back. As it turned out Loki wasn’t in the room but when he got back with a glass of water he noticed she was off right away. “I’m sorry.” He quickly apologized, sitting beside her, “I was just-I didn’t think-”   

“I know, it’s fine.“ y/n told him, but his hand was still on her shoulder and his blue eyes still held worry in them. “I’m just-I’m going back to bed...“ Loki nodded, watching as she laid down again. 

“Are you sure you’re alright?“ She nodded.

As she began drifting off she felt Loki take her hand in his. Later on in the night y/n woke up randomly, but she wasn’t facing Loki anymore-instead she was facing his dim window, she felt warm but not from the covers and to her surprise she realized that the prince’s arm was around her waist, keeping her close. Their legs were tangled mess at the bottom of the bed and she could hear his slow breathing as he slept peacefully. She looked around slowly, trying to figure out a way to move away to avoid the embarrassment when he wakes up-but just as she began to shift around she heard him speak up. “What time is it?” up. 

“Sorry...” She apologized growing red, “I don’t know how-“  

“It’s fine.“ She heard Loki whisper. 

“It is?“

“This is quite comfortable.“ He whispered again, then he moved slightly closer-resting his head on her shoulder and he fell asleep again-she assumed that he was half awake and didn’t fully process what had happened. She decided it didn’t matter and fell asleep again, after all he wasn’t wrong-it was comfortable.  

There was a loud noise that woke y/n right up, making her jump. Now she realized that she was facing Loki again, her arms were wrapped around his neck like in a hug, his head was nuzzled in the crook of her neck-their legs still a tangled mess. Bang! Bang! There it was again, she lifted her head, looking towards the door as it came again-bang! Bang! 

“Loki” She whispered, gently shaking his sleeping form. He ignored it, pulling her closer in response instead. “Loki, someone’s at the door.” She whispered, trying not to laugh. He sighed looking up towards his door.

“Just ignore it, they’ll go away it’s probably a servant or-”

“Loki!” Thor’s voice came from the other side of the door, “Loki, I know you’re in there! Open the door.” Loki rolled his eyes, standing up to make his way towards the door. 

He opened the door a few inches, “what do you want?” He hissed.

“I-” Thor paused, “are wearing your nightwear?”

“Why is that of any importance-what do you want?”

“er, Loki is there someone in there with you?“ Thor asked. 

y/n held her breath, afraid that somehow Thor would hear her from the doorway. “I-no!” Loki snapped, “What are you talking about?”

“Alright, alright I apologize. I’m here to ask if you have seen y/n? I’ve been searching for her, she’s normally turned up somewhere at this time it’s past 10.” 

“No I don’t know where she is, I haven’t seen her. Check the garden, she’s most likely wandering around there.“ He shut the door, turning back to y/n. 

“Past 10?“ y/n asked, covering her mouth, “I should’ve been awake two hours ago.” Loki shrugged. “Can you teleport me back to my room, I should go to the gardens since Thor’s looking for me.” Loki looked at the ground with an unfamiliar look in his eyes before nodding. “Thank you.”

The girl had spent more time with Thor training than she had expected that day, leading her to take an extra long shower at night to get clean. She hadn’t realized until she looked at her clock that it was past 10-normally she’d already be at Loki’s room by now. Quickly she dried her hair and changed into her nightwear. 

She was about to leave and opened her door and unexpectedly Loki was there with his hand raised looking like he was about to knock. They stared at each other for a moment before she spoke up, “Loki? What are you doing here?” 

He glanced to the side, not wanting to meet here eyes as she awaited his response, “I thought..” he said glancing at the ground before back to her, regaining his composure “that you-“

“Weren’t coming?“ She finished for him, he nodded.

“So I came to see if you were ok, I’ll leave.“

“Wait, no.“ She told him, grabbing his wrist and taking him by surprise, “I was just coming it was just taking me longer, but you can sleep here if you want since you’re already here...?” He nodded in agreement, stepping into her room.

He settled himself into the bed, opening his arms for her to crawl into which she quickly did. The two laid there for a moment, listening to the quietness as Loki slowly brushed through her hair with his fingers.      

“remember the other day when I said that you were terrible?“ y/n suddenly asked, getting Loki’s attention. He stopped running his fingers through her hair. 

“Yes, why do you ask?“ He responded cautiously. 

“I was just mad at you. I’m sorry.“

He took a moment to think to himself, “I didn’t mean what I said either."

“Can I ask you something?” y/n asked after a while later.

“What?”

“Why did you push me away?” She asked, shifting herself to meet his eyes.

Loki sighed-only it wasn’t from being aggravated this time. He backed up a few inches from y/n-staring straight up at the ceiling. “It’s because..”

“Because what?”

“I had noticed that you and Thor were becoming closer and decided to..abandon you before you did me. I thought it’d hurt less that way.”

“What do you mean?” 

“Well, everyone always seems to choose Thor over me, I just assumed you would, in time, do the same.“ He confessed, still not meeting her gaze. 

“Loki...“ she set her hand on his shoulder waiting for him to look at her. “I would never abandon you for Thor, sure Thor is my friend but so is Fandral, so is Volstagg, so is Sif and I’m not abandoning anyone for them.“

He nodded.

“And tonight..“ y/n spoke up again, “when you thought I wasn’t coming-“

“I assumed you wouldn’t need me anymore, especially after you had spent so much time with Thor.“

“Loki!“

“What?“

“Don’t be like that!“ y/n told him, sitting up, “I do need you! I’ll always need you, I need you don’ t doubt that, and not just because of stupid nightmares, because I care for you and I love you, ok?”

Loki smiled to himself, “you love me?“

“Yes you stupid-“ she stopped talking because Loki had leaned in, capturing her lips in a kiss, taking no time to hesitate she leaned into him further deepening the kiss. After about a minute they pulled apart-resting their foreheads together. 

“I love you too.“

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I HAD WRITTEN AT LEAST 3,00 WORDS FOR A LOKI FIC YESTERDAY AND COPY PASTED IT INTO GOOGLE DOCS BC TUMBLR DOESNT ALWAYS SAVE EVERYTHING AND I TURNED ON MY LAPTOP THIS MORNING TO FIND THAT STUPID GOOGLE DOCS  DELETED IT ALL!!! WHY I WAS SO HAPPY WITH HOW IT WAS GOING FIVE HOURS OF WRITING IS GONE THIS IS THE THIRD TIME REWRITING BC IT DELETED TWICE NOW UGH

time to compose my self *clears throat ok here we go for the third time

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Westview p2 (Peter Maximoff x reader)

this is the funniest gif and you can’t change my mind 

summary: Peter explains Westview to y/n and attempts to bring her memory back

whenever I write Westview I find myself thinking I meant to write Westeros lol

word count: 1,470

“You’re telling me that Wanda, my best friend is mind controlling an entire town and gave me false memories?“ y/n asked the silver haired boy in front of her. “And they tell me I’m crazy...“

“I’m being serious.“ ‘Pietro’ tried, “you’re smart and you already know somethings off, right?“

“I’m sorry?“

“This-“ Peter gestured around the room before lowering his voice, “doesn’t feel right does it? It feels fake, staged. I know you feel it too-”

“I-” 

“And don’t say you don’t-I can tell when you’re lying, you scrunch up your nose.“

“How could you possibly know that? We’ve just met!“

Peter sighed “I have to figure out how to reverse this...I don’t look familiar to you at all?“ y/n shook her head.

“Ok..“ Peter stared at the girl "your favorite color is (insert color), your favorite ice cream flavor is (flavor) and your favorite song is (song name). You can control people with your mind when you touch them, but sometimes you do it on accident when you get emotional and your eyes turn purple and it scares some people but I’m not gonna lie I kinda like-.” 

“What are you talking about?” y/n asked, “that’s ridiculous! I-”

Peter didn’t listen as he continued further down his list. “We’ve been dating for two years but we’ve known each other for half of our lives, your middle name is-”

“Why do you know so much about me?“

“I told you I know you, your favorite book is-“

“Just stop..talking!“ y/n suddenly called out taking a step back-she felt a small surge of some feeling and suddenly Peter stopped talking, his mouth kept running but no noise escaped it. He put his hands to his mouth and y/n looked away-Peter began to talk again. 

“See you just-“

“You’re playing with me, cut it out!“   

“y/n I swear on my stash of twin-“

The back door opened and closed abruptly making the two adults flinch. “Sorry..” Wanda apologized making a cringed facial expression, “Agnes kept me there longer than I’d expect, you know her she’s such a gossss.ip..” She froze seeing how Peter was all up in y/n’s face. “Gee I’m gone for not even 10 minutes and you’re already all over her!” She walked up to the two, putting a hand on y/n’s shoulder to escort her out of the kitchen, “come on, don’t pay attention to Pietro or he’ll go chasing after you!” She turned to her ‘brother’ waving an accusing finger at him, “and you back off of my friend, she’s barely spent a day in this town.”

“What?” y/n asked, catching Wanda’s words quickly.

Wanda’s face fell but only for a moment because she soon was her smiling self again, “I said you’ve barely spent a day with him!” She laughed, “come on, let’s go get the boys and head out!”

From behind Wanda y/n noticed Peter gesture to his head then make a hand motion by wiggling his fingers around. 

 It felt like the day had moved on rather quickly, with the boys finishing their trick or treating and then Wanda disappearing then claiming to have never left, the walk back felt like the only normal part of the day. y/n hadn’t even seen Vision until she got back to Wanda’s house to drop off the costume she had lent her, he seemed like something had been bothering him and was in the kitchen while Wanda wasn’t home yet having continued to roam the neighborhood with her sons unlike y/n-who decided to call it a night.

She was just about to leave the house, having changed into a normal outfit when a random thought had crossed her mind. “Hey Vis-” she turned around, jumping at the sight of Wanda’s husband who was standing directly in front of her. Half her name had just came out of his mouth too as he froze. “Yeah?” She asked her friend’s husband.

“Terribly sorry,” he apologized, “but if I could just-” he reached his finger’s towards her face, making her furrow her eyebrows until his fingertips lightly touched her temples and suddenly everything came flooding back at once. 

She froze for a second before looking around the house to take in her surroundings, “where’s-what? I-” Vision watched her, not knowing how to respond to her increasing anxiety. “She was in my head..” She told Vison.

“Who was?”

“Wanda!” y/n looked around again, “she’s in everyone’s head, she’s controlling everyth-Peter! I have to find Peter! That’s why I’m here, that’s why I came-”

“y/n please calm down,” he reached out again to place his fingers against her temples once more and she put her hands up in defense,

“No! I’m not doing that again, your wife is crazy! Stay away from me!”

“I don’t understand, why would she take an entire town hostage?”

“Because she needs therapy of something, now I’ve got to go-”

“y/n-”

“Oh and one more thing...” y/n said looking Vision in the eyes, she took his forearm before adding in a hushed voice, “forget this conversation happened.” He blinked blankly before sitting down and reaching for the tv controller. “Well goodnight y/n, thank you again for accompanying Wanda and the kids.” He said as if nothing happened. 

“No problem.” y/n said with a fake smile before leaving the house, she was going to look for Peter. Closing the door she jumped once more at the sight of Wanda and her sons, “Wanda! I-”

“Oh you just dropped the costume off didn’t you?” Wanda asked enthusiastically, “thank you! I was just going to bed!”

“Yeah me too.” y/n lied, “all that walking really tired me out.” 

“Yes me too, well you should come over in the morning we’re making waffles!”

“Ok yeah, thank you.”

“Thank you, the boys loved your company and I did too!” Wanda smiled, “see you later!”    

“Yeah, later...“

After Wanda and the boys said their goodbyes and the door closed behind them y/n dashed across the grass, ready to get back to her ‘house’. From there she could look for her walkie talkie and look for Peter. A million thoughts were running through her mind on her way to her fake house. Where was Peter? Why wasn’t he with Wanda? Did something happen? How was she going to find him in this town? Would she still be able to contact Hank? She unlocked her door-pushing it open and letting it’s knob bang loudly against the wall. She was about to shut the door when a blue streak appeared with Peter in front of it, he was no longer in his Halloween costume-instead he was sporting the same look he had this morning. The only difference was that he didn’t appear as energetic-instead he looked worn and his eyes were sad-something that was quite unusual for the boy. 

“Look...” he said putting his hands in front of him, “just hear me out, ok I just realized that showing up at your house might come off as creepy but I promise I-” y/n quickly scanned the street area behind him before reaching for his arm and pulling him into her house-slamming the door shut. “Whoa, I did not expect-” 

“I remember!” y/n announced. “Vision-he did this weird-”   

“You remember me?“ Peter asked her, “what’s my favorite color?“

“Obviously silver.“

“Favorite band?“

“Pete, it’s me.“ She assured him, bringing her hands to his face. After realizing she was really back and without the fear of being unrecognized, Peter threw his arms around the girl, pulling her into the longest and tightest hug she had ever gotten.”Hey it’s me. I’m here.” y/n whispered, running her fingers through his hair.

“You have no idea how much you scared me.“ 

y/n backed up, her face softening even more at the sight of her loving boyfriend, “Peter why are you crying?“ She asked him, brushing her thumb over his newly escaped tear.

“Someone must be cutting onions...“ He joked, but y/n didn’t laugh. “I-I still don’t understand this whole illusion thing...“ he began to explain, still not letting go of y/n. “and I didn’t know if your memories were just being messed with or if you were brainwashed and I..“   

“What?“

“You didn’t even recognize me, it was like...you’re the most important thing in my life and you just looked right through me and I-“ he started getting choked up again, “I didn’t know if it was going to be permanent and you were just never going to remember me...“

“Oh Peter, no, of course not. I’m never forgetting you-not even the world’s most powerful mutant can make me forget you.“

“Didn’t seem like that.“ He laughed nervously.

“Peter, I’m here.“

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Westview (Peter Maximoff x reader)

(taken directly from my wattpad)

word count: 2,030 oops

summary: Peter went to Westview undercover as Pietro but hasn't checked back in with the xmen for some time, a worried y/n goes into the town with the intention to help him; but how is she supposed to do that without her memories?

I’m still upset about Ralph Bohner 

(note: y/n's mutation lets her read people's minds and mind control them by simply touching them, however when she's feeling a strong emotion she can lose control and do so without making any physical contact)

The first thing she felt was nothing.

Absolutely nothing, but then something beneath her. She opened her eyes and found herself staring at a white ceiling, she was laying on something soft. A bed, it's yellow sheets were pulled up to her shoulders, one of her arms was beside her, resting on her pillow.

She had no memory of any dreams or even getting into bed the night before, but here she was lying awake in a queen bed. She pulled the covers off, looking over her clothes. She was wearing a yellow night gown-it matched the covers. It's material was soft and smelled like it had been recently washed. The window in front of her had it's curtains drawn and showed the house's front lawn and neighborhood. Feeling confused and out of place, she stood and walked over to the window, staring outside for a moment before looking  back to study the interior of the room. It was neat and clean, there were a few books on some shelves beside the door and a large cork board next to a vanity displayed multiple Polaroids.

Something felt off, wrong, but she wasn't sure what felt wrong, was it the room? Clothes? Or maybe both? She had a strange feeling that she had never been there-despite it being her own room. Was it her room? It must be, but how did she get there? The last thing she remembered was...waking up, that's strange she had no memory of the night before. A small voice in the back of her head told her it was fine, so she listened to it. She probably just needed a cup of coffee. She walked over to the Polaroids on the cork board to get a closer look, there were pictures of the sky, one was of her in the snow (which she didn't remember taking), then there were other ones of her and a woman. The woman looked a few years older than her, she had brown hair and a beautiful smile, the two stood grinning with an arm around one another's shoulder. But who was-Wanda. Of course, Wanda, how could she forget her best friend? Best friend? Yes, best friend.  

Oh yeah, Wanda, she was supposed to go to Wanda's house to...to what? She wasn't sure, but when she turned to her closet she saw a costume hanging on one of it's doors. How could she have forgotten that it was Halloween? That's why she had to go to Wanda's house, she was supposed to accompany the family while the twins went trick or treating. She went over to the closet, picking up the costume to put on. Then at random she felt a deep pain in her head. She cried out, dropping the costume during the process and brought her hands to her head.

"This is ridiculous." y/n said shaking her head. She walked to the opposite side of the war room, uncrossing her arms to put her hands on her hips. "We should be doing something!" Her patience was decelerating rapidly at each passing moment, with no word from Peter she felt as if her sanity was slowly leaving her.

"y/n stop pacing, he's probably fine." Scott said, slouching in his chair. "It's Peter, he probably just forgot to check in...or something." But it was clear that he too was beginning to get worried.

"Maybe he broke his earpiece." Jubilee suggested, popping a bubble with her gum. She sighed, leaning against a wall and continued to stare into space, crossing her arms.

"Maybe he's hurt." y/n worried, "or he's been discovered, or maybe Wanda got into his head and-and I don't know..."

"y/n, we don't know that." Hank said calmly from another chair. "There are lots of possible explanations as to why he hasn't checked in, maybe it's not his fault...Think about it, he's in a completely different dimension, there are multiple factors that could stop us from receiving-"

"Who wants to bet he broke his communicator." Scott laughed, earning a glare from Jean, who was sitting beside him. He cleared his throat, readjusting himself in his seat before mumbling something.

"Scott." y/n began to say, but he cut her off.

"Chillax y/n, it's not like he's in any danger."

"Oh yeah, because someone mind controlling an entire town isn't dangerous at all. A random sorcerer coming from another dimension and asking for help to stop one of the most powerful mutants of all time doesn't sound dang-"

"She's not a mutant." Scott corrected.

"Scott just shut up!" y/n had stopped pacing and was now starring at her friend with glowing purple eyes, his mouth continued to move although it let no words out. He tried to speak again but no noise came out.

y/n looked away, blinking and the regular y/e/c was back in her eyes. "Sorry." She apologized sheepishly.

"It's no biggie." He shrugged. After a moment of silence Scott looked over to Hank, "how long has it been anyway? Just..out of curiosity."

Hank looked away from the small radio in front of him, "The last check in was supposed to be fifty two hours ago." The room grew more tense.

"Fifty two hours ago..." y/n mumbled to herself, "this doesn't look good."

"Let's just give him some more time." Hank suggested, "it could be nothing, and that Dr. Strange guy would know if something went wrong, right?" After a few seconds y/n nodded, hesitantly taking a seat, she stared towards the radio intently.

"ok but if he doesn't check in we need to get a hold of that wizard."

y/n shook her head, what was that? Who were those people? Just as she felt like she was beginning to remember a voice in the back of her head made her forget again. She tried fighting the feeling, it didn't feel right, it felt like she was being mind controlled or something. But that wouldn't make sense, would it?

y/n didn't know how much time had passed since she had left her home, but she stood now in front of Wanda's house in her terribly cheesy superhero costume. And although it was Halloween and everyone else in the neighborhood seemed to be happy, she couldn't shake the strange feeling of something being off. She felt out of place, like she was almost in a dream state. A small voice reassured her, so she listened and rang Wanda's doorbell.

The door opened up almost instantly revealing Wanda, who was also in her costume. "Oh y/n!" She beamed, "I was beginning to wonder if you'd forgotten about our plans!"

"Of course not!" y/n responded instantly. But the words coming from her mouth didn't feel like her own and as she walked into Wanda's home and continued to converse, she noticed that the whole thing felt fake, staged even.  

"Well I'm glad you're here, the boys are so excited to go out, and Pietro's coming too, since Vision has other plans."

"Pietro?" y/n asked, "your twin brother?"

"The one an only." Wanda smiled before adding in a low voice, "although sometimes he acts more like a kid than the boys do." y/n laughed at this, scanning the house,

"so where are the boys?"

"Oh they'll be here, they're just getting ready." Wanda smiled again, a little too much for a little too long and continued to talk about her brother, then her eyes widened. "Oh my, I almost forgot! I have to run an errand real quick, you see Agnes wanted to borrow this bowl I have. It's decorated for Halloween and she wanted to use it to put the candy in." y/n nodded, listening to her friend. "You don't mind if I drop it off with her real quick, do you?"

"Oh not at all, go ahead. I'm not going anywhere."

"Thank you." Wanda said in relief, "I won't be too long. Make yourself at home, there are some sodas in the kitchen."

"Alright." With a wave Wanda exited the house, leaving y/n with her thoughts again. She walked towards the kitchen, opening the door to go in and immediately caught sight of another person. Their back was facing her but it was clear from their silver hair and the way they seemed to be chugging some sort of drink that it was Pietro. She knew that from her previous conversation with Wanda. "You must be Pietro." She said, stepping into the kitchen, he jumped, " Oh, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to startle you."

"Oh no, you didn't." The man took another sip of his drink and turned around to face her and upon seeing her, he spit all of his orange soda onto the kitchen floor.

"Um, are you ok?" She asked, not sure how to handle the situation. "If you're laughing at my costume I know it looks silly but Wanda insiste-"

"y/n?" He asked and before she could blink he was directly in front of her, his hands on her shoulders and a blue streak of light behind him. "What are you doing here? Why aren't you in the mansion with everyone else?"

"What?" She asked, and although this complete stranger was so close to her and had his hands on her shoulder, she couldn't shake the feeling that this was familiar in some way. Like he was familiar, the way he was looking down at her and his silver hair, even his smell and voice seemed familiar, but how could it be? She just met him.

"It's me." He told her, "there's no one else here right now it's just us-"  

"Are you ok?" y/n tilted her head to the side, taking a step back from him. "I don't know how you knew who I am..oh silly me, Wanda must have told you about me...anyway nice to meet you." She held out her hand for the boy to shake but he didn't take it, instead he looked back towards the doors then stepped closer to her again. "Uh Pietro, what's wrong?"

"Don't call me that." He said quietly. "My name's Peter, don't you remember?" y/n's eyebrows furrowed and a frown made it's way to her face. "You seriously don't remember me?" The girl didn't respond. "You don't recognize me?"

"Of course I recognize you, you're Wanda's twin."

"No." He said with worry, but it was more to himself. "She got into your head."

"What are you talking about?" y/n asked confused, "who got into my head?"

"What's your name?"

"y/n." She said, shaking her head slightly, "you know that."

"y/n what?" Pietro asked in a hushed voice.

"I-" the girl paused staring back into Pietro's brown eyes. "I..don't know..."

"You don't know?"

"No..." She looked down, "I don't understand."

"You're name is y/n y/l/n."

"I'm sorry?" The girl asked with a nervous laugh, "what are you talking about?"

"You're an xmen-"

"What' that?"

"I'm Peter," He continued, ignoring her question. "I'm your boyfriend."

"I just met you." She responded. Pietro looked like she had hurt him.

"You really don't remember me, do you?" He asked again.

"What are you talking about?"

"Wanda is mind controlling you." Pietro said seriously, making y/n laugh nervously again. "Think about it, your name is y/n, you're a mutant."

"I think you have me confused with someone else."

"What did you do last night?" Pietro asked suddenly.

y/n stared at him for a moment, "I..I don't remember..." For a second she felt like this was wrong but then the voice came again, telling her to ignore that feeling. "And I don't see how that's your business."

"Where did you live before living in Westview?" Pietro asked.

"How is that your business?"

"You don't know do you? When was the last time you left this town? How did you meet Wanda? Where did you go to highschool? How long have you lived here?"

"Why are you interrogating me?" y/n asked the boy. "Seriously."

"Ok..." Pietro stopped talking and ran his hand through his hair, "ok I'm going to explain everything, but no interruptions, I don't know how much time we have until Wanda gets back."

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Jedi Code (Cal Kestis x reader)

ah I feel like I haven’t written for my boi Cal in a while and I miss him, I love me some angst and forbidden love so I wrote this, the idea came to me while reading a fanfic that I don’t remember the name of, also the Fallen Order soundtrack is severely underrated

summary: y/n and Cal struggle as they find themselves falling in love despite Jedi code forbidding romantic attachments and attachments in general

words: 2,435

y/n sat alone under the darkening sky on Bogano, her legs were dangled over one of the edges of a cliff, it’s grey rock cooling her legs through the fabric of her pants. She stared at the distance as a small breeze went through her soft y/h/c hair. How could I let this happen? She thought to herself, romantic attachments are forbidden, it could never happen. She let out a sad sigh-lost in her thoughts.

“Hey.” A familiar voice said from behind her, “We missed you at dinner.” Cal sat down to her right about a foot away from her.

“I’m not hungry.“ She said without looking at him.

“Well Greez made scazz steak.”

“Then I’m glad I didn’t come.” y/n joked, making Cal laugh lightly. But after a few seconds, y/n went serious again as she ran her right hand through the grass beneath her. 

“What’s wrong?“ Cal asked the girl. “These last few days you’ve been more...distant“

She took a moment to think about what to say before glancing over at him. He was watching her, waiting for a response. “I’d rather not talk about it.” She could tell that her answer didn’t satisfy him, but not wanting to overstep any boundaries he nodded in understanding. 

“Well, it’s getting late...” y/n stated after a few minutes passed, “I’m going to bed...goodnight Cal.”

“Goodnight.” He watched as the girl slowly made her way back to the Mantis with her head down as she walked. 

After saying good night to Cere and Merrin; who were having a conversation from Greez’s sofa, y/n walked into her room and changed her clothes ready to go to sleep. She was running her fingers through her tangled hair in an attempt to fix it when there was sudden knock at her door, making her jump. 

“You can come in.” She announced, there was the quiet sound of a door opening and she turned to meet Greez’s eyes.The Latero was standing there looking a bit uncomfortable. “Oh hey Greez, I was gonna say good night but I didn’t see you.” 

He half nodded, putting his hands together as he watched the girl, thinking of how to approach the question he wanted to ask. “All right, I just wanted to uh ask you something...” y/n nodded, waiting for him to continue. “Have you been ok?” He asked. 

y/n’s eyebrows furrowed for a second before answering. “What-um-what do you mean?“ 

“I think you know what I mean, kid.“ Greez told her, “you’ve been on your own a lot lately...and well sometimes it seems like you’re avoiding Cal and Cere. Now I don’t know if this is jedi stuff that I don’t understand or not but you just seem...“ he scratched his head searching for a word “different...“ This was odd, Greez never took time to ask how anyone was doing-there was the occasional ‘what’s uh’ and ‘morning’’ but he rarely confronted people anyone about their emotions.

“um...yeah.” She said slowly. Suddenly the ground seemed very interesting to her, “it’s jedi stuff but...if I tell you,” she looked back up at him, “will you promise not to tell Cere or Cal? Especially Cal.” 

Greez looked a bit reluctant and unsure at first but he nodded, “yeah alright.”

“Ok.” y/n sat down on her small bed, patting the spot next to her for Greez, he didn’t realize this at first but when he did he walked over, plopping down next to her. “You promise you won’t tell them?” She asked once again. He nodded, “especi-“

  “Especially Cal, yeah.” He finished. The two however hadn’t realized that Cal had entered the mantis and was passing by to go to his room, but at the mention of his name he stopped and leaned in closer to her doorway to listen. 

BD-1 trilled in disapproval from his side and Cal put his finger up to his lips, “I just want to know what they’re saying.” He whispered.

“Ok.“ y/n had said again, turning to face Greez, “I’m a jedi.“

“Yeah, figured that one out.“ Greez said then whispered a ‘sorry‘ after seeing her face.

“I’m a jedi.“ y/n said again, “and jedis are supposed to follow the jedi code, there’s a lot of rules. But one of the most important ones beside-you helping others-is that we’re not allowed to have attachments. Especially romantic attachments, it’s forbidden.“

“So if a jedi wanted to get married-“

“they wouldn’t be allowed to, they’d have thrown out of the order.“ She explained.

“That’s a bit harsh.“ Greez comented.

“It is, but it’s for the best. Being in love means that it’s easier to have a clouded judgment, you might choose to do what’s best for that one person rather than doing what’s best for the greater good.“

“Ok...“ Greez nodded, “and what does this have to do with you?“

“I’m-”

Cal leaned in closer to the door to hear more clearly. 

“I’m in love with Cal.“ y/n confessed to Greez.

From the other side of the door Cal froze.

“What?“ Greez asked, not understanding y/n, “you’re in love with the kid? That’s..that’s what’s bothering you?”

“Yes!” She blurted as if it were obvious.

“Well, I’m sure he loves you too, but I’m still confused.”

y/n stood, throwing her arms into the air “Greez, it doesn’t matter if he loves me or not, it’s forbidden. A good jedi wouldn’t act on it, and I’m avoiding him because it just gets harder and harder to try to hide it, I’m afraid I’ll break the code or something.” She dropped back into her seat, putting her head in her hands.

“Hey, hey. kid.” Greez said, putting a hand on her shoulder. “You’re getting all worked up about this.“ She moved her head to the side to look at him. “Look, the order is gone right? The holocron is destroyed, it’s not like you’d be setting a bad example for your students...besides, it’s not your fault it’s not like you’re doing something terrible, it’s not like you can control how you feel.“

y/n sighed, looking back down. “Thanks Greez, but it’s not that simple...my master would’ve wanted me to continue the jedi way. He died to save me, violating the rules wouldn’t feel right.“

Greez nodded in understanding, “Get some rest kid.” He told her with a small pat, “you need it.” At the sound of walking away Cal retreated-quietly making it to his room. 

She loves me. He thought. "She loves me.” He said to BD-1, “what do I do?”

The next week y/n was sitting on the couch, her tools were laid out across the small table in front of her and Greez was rummaging through the few cabinets in the dining area. They had left Bogano to go on a supply run, but Greez had insisted on eating first. So while everyone was waiting for him to whip something up, Merrin had left to explore the planet’s surrounding forest. “and we are out of food!” He announced to the rest of the crew.

“Well it was bound to happen, considering how many snacks you eat at night.“ Cere joked, making Cal laugh and Greez swat at the air.

“Looks like we’re getting our stuff first after all.“ He complained. “Well let’s go I guess, the sooner we leave, the faster we get to eat.“

“Cal, y/n, can you stay with the ship?“ Cere asked them, y/n nodded and Cal said ‘sure’. “Thank you, Greez, you can look for food while I get the parts.“ And the two were off. 

It was silent at first while Cal stood near the cockpit and y/n was visibly struggling with her lightsaber. “Here, let me help you.” Cal told the girl as he approached her. 

“No it’s fine, I just-”

Cal sat down right next to her and took the lightsaber from her fumbling hands, she watched him as he easily fixed her problem. “There.” 

“Thanks.“ She said quietly, “you’re much better at that than I am.“ Cal laughed, handing her back the lightsaber, their finger grazed for a second, sending a chill through y/n for a moment before she made a face.

“What?“ Cal asked the girl.

“Nothing, it’s just your hand fells really soft.“ She said a bit taken aback.

“Why does that seem to surprise you so much?“ He laughed.

“Well I mean, you’re always climbing rocks or working on you lightsaber or something so I just assumed-like my hands aren’t soft and I don’t even do anything to them.“

Cal let out another laugh, this time y/n joined in and then Cal said, “let me see your hand.“ Without giving it much thought, y/n put her hand out and Cal took it, turning her palm over in his hand. “Now I assumed you meant that your hand was all callused.“ He told her looking back up. For a moment the two just gazed at each other, unconsciously gravitating towards each other. Now they sat close enough that their shoulders were touching. Cal still held her hand. 

“Cal?“ y/n asked the boy, he hummed in return.

“Do you think that there’s more jedi out there?“ She asked.

“I mean, yeah. There’s got to be.“ He told her, scooting closer, “Why?” 

She shrugged, feeling herself getting lost in his eyes. “I just thought...” Cal rested his forehead against hers, “I thought...” but she stopped talking as she watched the boy in front of her. He had such beautiful features, his eyes were so enchanting, and his lips looked so soft, she wondered what it would feel like to kiss them but threw that thought away. She was a jedi, she had to obey the code. But the longer they stayed like this the more she wanted to ignore it, just this once. 

y/n tilted her head slowly and closed her eyes before starting to lean in more, Cal did the same, but right before their lips could touch Cal froze, opening his eyes. “We shouldn’t, what about the code?”

“It’s just one time.“ y/n whispered back, “nobody has to know. “ She murmured, and her free hand made it’s way to the back of Cal’s neck, sending goosebumps all around. “It’ll be our secret.” Cal closed his eyes, slowly parting his lips and y/n closed the gap between them. It was gently, and as y/n’s other hand rested on his chest, Cal reached up to cup her cheek before gently using his thumb to open her mouth and slide his tongue in. It lasted only about five seconds because once y/n really realized what she was doing she pulled back suddenly, standing up. 

“I am so sorry.“ She said, flushing as guilt made it’s way into her stomach. “I shouldn’t have done that.“ 

Cal stood too, putting his hands up, “no it’s ok it was my fault, I shouldn’t-”

“The code.” y/n cut in, “I wasn’t thinking right.”

“Me too, er..sorry.” Cal said awkwardly. 

They stood there for a moment before y/n let out a sight, “I’m-I’m gonna get some air.” 

“Yeah, yeah, ok.“ He watched her leave the ship and ran his hands through his hair letting out a puff of breath.

y/n had been thinking about their kiss for the rest of the week. How could she be so careless? It was only worst being around Cal now, each time she saw him she’d leave the room or busy herself with something random. She felt tired of it, looking at him sent a pain through her, knowing that they couldn’t be together without violating the code hurt. Maybe I should just leave. She thought, maybe that would make things easier. At least she shouldn’t have to worry about breaking the code again if she left. 

She had made up her mind over dinner, where everyone was conversing except for her and Cal, Cal had been staring down at his plate and glancing up at y/n occasionally, while she mostly played with her food and stared at nothing. Greez didn’t say anything, Cere knew better than to ask what their silence was about,Merrin assumed they had had a fight. 

“Thanks for dinner Greez.” y/n said after finishing her food, she stood and announced that she was going to bed. She was the first one done. After the rest of the crew had finished, they too went to sleep. Cal sat against the wall in his quarters, thinking while Greez’s snores filled the ship. A couple of hours had passed since everyone had fallen asleep.

Realizing that everyone was now sleeping, y/n stood from her bed and grabbed her old bag. Quietly she laid it on her bed and opened it. She started collecting her clothes and items and packed them neatly, before closing it up again. She took out her black cloak and reached for her lightsaber to secure it onto her belt when she heard Cal’s voice and jumped. 

“What are you doing?” He asked.

“I-uh..” her gaze fell to the ground and she paused.

“You’re leaving?” He asked in shock.

She nodded, “I have to.” She said resuming to move.

“y/n this is your home-”

“I don’t have a home.” y/n said bitterly, “not since the purge, anyway.”

“Wh-”

“Sorry.” She said, “it’s just I was better off on my own.” She stopped moving. “Take care of them for me.”

“What you’re better off running? Being alone?”

“Yes.”            

“y/n, you know that’s not true.“ He whispered, remembering that everyone else was asleep. “You’re leaving because of me?“ But it was more of a statement than a question.

“Cal, I-“

“y/n, please don’t go.“ Cal told her, cutting her off. And he was at her side, putting his hands on her shoulders to stop her from moving. “Please.“ He mumbled.

“Cal...“ She whispered looking up at him sadly. “I-I just...“

 “We need you here...I need you here.”

She pulled back staring into his eyes, “Cal...” she glanced down at his lips then too his eyes, and afraid that she’d make another mistake she was about to step back but before she could Cal collided his lips into hers, making her gasp against his lips in surprise. Going against her mind she kissed him back and began running her hands through his hair as they backed into her wall, he pressed against her, deepening the kiss before pulling back for air for a moment, then he kissed her again, more passionately this time.

“We shouldn’t..” She said against his lips.

“I know.” he responded in between kisses.

y/n pulled him down by the collar to get any closer to him if it were possible “We’re..probably..going to regret..this.” She said.

“Let’s regret it later.“

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Nightmare (Fred Weasley x reader)

summary: y/n relives the horrors of the battle of Hogwarts every time she closes her eyes

word count: 1,012

y/n walked into the great hall, scanning all of the witches and wizards that filled it. People were sitting in shock, being taken care of, standing, and bodies were on the ground in other places. She felt like her heart had stopped beating, she knew many of these people-seen them in the halls and talked to them.

y/n felt her stomach lurch, this place that she had once called home was destroyed. The ruin piled up and it’s debris covering her messy hair with dust and her clothes in dust and ash. Finally she caught sight of the people she had been looking for and she could breath again. The Weasleys stood huddled together along with Harry and Hermione, Percy and George’s backs were facing her and it didn’t take long for her to realize that something was wrong. They were huddled around a body. She felt her heart stop once more as she stumbled forward as her wary legs continued to carry her towards them. When she was within feet of them she stopped dead in her tracks and let out a scream, her hands flew over her mouth and panic filled her from the top her her head all the way to the bottom of her feet. The Percy looked up with tear filled eyes while patting George. 

“Fred.” y/n whispered, now at his side, she sank to her knees trying to make sense of this. His once bright face was covered in dirt-his body lifeless and still. This wasn’t the Fred she knew, this was a corpse. “No...” y/n breathed, “no no no, Fred!” She began to sob, her entire body shaking. Mrs. Weasley put her hand on her shoulder to comfort her. 

“He loved you so much, y/n.“ She whispered through her own tears.

y/n’s throat was burning, her tears were streaming down her face even harder as she gasped for air through her heavy sobs. She barely noticed what was happening around her until Bill bent down to pull her onto her feet. Bill who never cried embraced her with tears in his eyes and y/n sobbed into his shoulder. As if hugging him would bring back Freddie. Her engagement ring shone lightly in the dark room and memories of Fred came flashing by. 

Dancing around at the Yule ball with Fred and George, cheering for Fred at his Quidditch games, him getting yelled at Oliver Wood for protecting her from the bludgers while they were supposed to be playing against each other. The first time she visited the joke shop, the moment he had proposed, and their failed attempts to cook pancakes the muggle way-which ended with waking everyone up in the Burrow because there was so much smoke. 

She heard his voice echoing through her head “’When I get married, I won’t be bothering with any of this nonsense.’” She had laughed when he had said that-they had been fixing up the garden for Bill and Fleurs wedding and had suggested that they could just skip the wedding and sign the legal documents instead to avoid inviting people-he had agreed with a laugh. (“Brilliant When should we do it?”) She closed her eyes now, knowing that would never get to happen.

y/n/ jolted up in her bed, gasping for air. Her eyes were stinging from fresh tears as she scanned the room with wide eyes. She didn’t realize until a few moments later that she wasn’t in a bed, she was sitting up on the Weasley’s small couch in the Burrow. She couldn’t stand going home and being alone after the hogwarts fight, and Mrs. Weasley had invited her with open arms. 

Her breathing started slowing down as she drew in shaky breaths. She continued to cry harder, pulling her knees into her chest as she attempted to muffle her sound behind her hands, closing her eyes tight. She hated this, hated reliving that terrible memory.

 She heard the creaking of the wooden stairs behind her and knew someone was coming down-curse my crying. Now I’ve woken someone up. She thought. Bright blue light flooded the room as a hushed voice came in a whisper, “y/n?” Her head turned to look at George who was now at her side. For a moment she had thought he was Fred. He kneeled next to her on the floor, and y/n swung her legs off of the couch to give him space to sit. None of them said anything as he readjusted herself onto the couch. 

“I heard you crying, more nightmares?” He asked her quietly after a few moments passed by.

She nodded. “The same one.” She said, “It’s always the same one.” She started to cry again.

“I get them too.” He confessed. “Every night.”

“I just miss him...” y/n whispered. 

“Me too.“ He said quietly. 

“You know for a moment I thought you were him, standing by the stairs.“ She confessed, “I guess part of me keeps wishing that it was all a dream.”

“Me too.” He was silent for a moment before saying, “sometimes I look in the mirror and think I see him standing there. Thinking about dying my hair, actually,m it happens so often.”

“Oh George...” y/n whispered, putting her hand on his shoulder.

“You know what Ginny told me yesterday?” He asked the girl, she shook her head, “she said that Fred wouldn’t want us to cry-he’d want us to live our life rather than waste it crying about him. I reckon she’s right, I bet he’s pissed up there watching all up mope around all day.”

y/n laughed a little at the last part. “And we’ll always have him.“ George continued, “he may be gone but his memory sure isn’t.” 

“We’ll see him again one day.“ y/n smiled with her eyes closed.

“Well maybe you will, if you end up going to hell, I’ve got other plans.“ y/n smiled at his joke. “Now come on, go to bed before my mum sees your bags in the morning-she’ll start fussing.” Thanking him, she went back to sleep, and dreamed of Fred. 

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You Just Saved Me (Fred Weasley x reader)

summary: A near death experience leads to confessing some feeling

word count: 1,924

Also I didn’t exactly proof read so 

y/n watched the sky as hundreds of spells hit the protective barrier surrounding Hogwarts all at once. If it were different circumstances it would’ve looked beautiful-but these weren’t different circumstances. “You ok, y/n?” She heard someone ask. She didn’t have to turn to see who is was-she already knew it was Fred. 

She nodded her head, continuing to watch the sky. “Yeah.”

Fred stood next to her now, watching the sky as well as they mentally prepared themselves for what was about to happen.

“Actually, I’m terrified.” y/n confessed after a small silence. She looked over to Fred who was already looking down at her, “I mean...these are death eater we’re talking about, they’ve killed hundreds, they know what they’re doing...” Another silence.

“I think everyone’s scared.” Fred told the girl, looking back up at the sky, “at least a little, except for me of course-I’m a Gryffindor.”

y/n laughed at his joke, “of course.” She sighed. 

Shortly after that the fight had started. 

Now about an hour into the fight y/n was shooting spells in almost every direction at the death eaters surrounding her. She was standing right outside of the room of requirement about a foot from Fred, her back facing his.  

“You're joking, Perce! You actually are joking...I don't think I've heard you joke since you were–“

There was an explosion that came out of nowhere and a wall was about to fall on Fred-he didn’t have any time to react but then, “Protego!” y/n yelled-she leapt as far forward as she could pointing her wand in front of her as she grabbed Fred’s collar-pulling him closer. Instantly a transparent force field shot out from the tip of her wand, shielding the two wizards were they stood. As soon as the falling wall hit the shield, it turned to dust falling at y/n and Fred’s feet. 

Fred’s jaw dropped as he looked down at a panting y/n with wide eyes. He looked at the dust at their feet. “You just saved me.” He said-still processing what had happened. He was pretty sure that wall would have killed him instantly if she hadn’t shielded him. 

“Hey-look out out!” She said-pushing him away from her. ”Incarcerous.” She said quickly, binding a death eater who had his wand pointed at the two. 

Fred finally got back to reality as more deatheaters came and the two began dueling once more with Percy at their side. 

Voldemort gave them an hour to collect their dead and wounded and for Harry to surrender himself to him-if he did everyone at Hogwarts would be sparred, if he didn’t the battle would resume. y/n entered the the great hall beside Fred and Percy, their eyes scanned the place-there were bodies on the ground and wounded being attended.

They caught site of the rest of the Weasleys huddled in a small group and y/n swore she had been holding her breath. The three walked over to them and Molly turned her head-a worried expression had taken over her featured. “Are you ok?”she asked looking between her sons and y/n, “Are you alright.”

Fred and Percy nodded, “We’re fine Mrs. Weasley.” y/n reassured her and she scanned the room, “Where’s Tonks?” She asked scanning the room for her friend.

“y/n-” Molly began to say sadly. Then y/n caught sight of a stretcher on the floor a few feet behind Molly. “Oh...no.” y/n whispered to herself. She rushed over to it and to her dismay Tonks was laid down on it-her body lifeless, her hair messy. She didn’t look like herself. Remus was laid next to her in the same condition-his face and clothes dirty.

“No...“ y/n whispered, touching her friend’s face. She looked between her and Remus, putting her hands on their wrists. “No.“ She cried out-feeling tears flowing down her cheeks. “No!“ She dropped her head down, closing her eyes. It felt like her entire body was trembling as she cried. 

She felt a hand on her shoulder and knew who it was, she stood up, turned around and practically flung herself into Fred’s embrace. He held her close, with one hand on her back and the other softly stoking her hair. His chin rested on her head as he soothed her.

“They’re gone.” She whimpered in between sniffles. “I’m sorry, y/n.” Fred whispered softly to the girl. “I’m so sorry.”

But grieving had to wait for later as there was less than an hour left to come up with a plan, but as it turned out Harry’s plan was to turn himself in and nobody could convince him otherwise. Not even Ron or Hermione. So the castle stayed quiet-awaiting to see what would happen next, hoping that Harry would miraculously come back with Voldemort defeated.

y/n stared at a lifeless Harry in Hagrid’s arms while Voldemort boasted, laughing with his followers. “No!” Ginny’s scream tore through the area and Arthur had to hold her back.

“It’s over.” y/n whispered, she looked up around her at the destruction and rubble before looking up at the twins. “This is how it ends.” She said to herself.” The twins looked down at her and Fred who was closest, took her hand in his-while George looked back at the scene unfolding in front of them as Neville began to speak.

George then looked back to Fred with hope in his eyes, “he’s not dead.” He said, y/n was about to say something when Harry suddenly sprang out of Hagrid’s arms, wand in the air and projecting a spell towards Voldemort.

“We’re not done yet, Freddie.” George told his twin, wand at the ready. Everyone jumped into action, casting spells, ready to end the battle.

At some point y/n had gotten separated from her friends and now that Fred and George were in the Great Hall with the rest of their family-y/n was still outside of the castle, disarming and stupefying death eaters with her spells. Screams were ringing out throughout the castle grounds as wizards were stunned, killed, disarmed and cast spells. 

The battle was about to be over-Harry was winning his duel with Voldemort-y/n could see this. But a death eater made it’s way towards y/n, throwing a spell-she disarmed it but not before their spell had been cast. She had at first thought that they missed her but then realized that they hadn’t been aiming for her. A huge chunk of the Hogwarts castle was falling from above and she barely jumped out of the way-dropping her wand in the process. 

She was on her hands and knees, crawling behind a bush as rubble and rocks flew around her from small explosions. My wand. She kept thinking. I need my wand. She sat there, covering her head for a moment as more explosions went off. She thought back to Fred then George and the rest of her friends. Were they ok? Were they safe? People were screaming all around and with each yell she couldn’t help but wonder if she had just lost a friend. There was now dust and dirt in her hair and on her face, she coughed more out scanned the ground around her for her wand, feeling the ground desperately with her hands in search of it. But she had no idea where it was, it could be anywhere now among all the commotion, or even broken. Debris kept flying with booms. And y/n kept crawling away, missing each one until the ground from a couple of feet away exploded, knocking something into her head. Then the world went black.

Fred rushed out of the grand hall as soon as the battle was over, in search of y/n. He went straight to the entrance-where he last saw her. But she wasn’t there. He felt panic beginning to settle in as he continued to cast around the school. Please be ok. He thought to himself before stepping on something in the courtyard. He thought it was just more rubble but after looking down he saw a wand and recognized it as y/n’s. “Oh no.” He said to himself, picking it up gingerly-as if it would snap. “Please.” 

Then he caught of y/n, she was on the ground with her back facing the sky and arms beside her head. Her messy y/h/c hair covered her face and was full of debris from the fight. 

“Oh no, please.” Fred knelt down beside her. “y/n, darling please be ok.” He turned her over and sighed in relief when he realized she was still breathing. “George, I found her!” He called to his brother. “She’s got a cut on her head, but...she’s-she’s fine.” He smiled to himself, brushing her hair out of her face. He pressed a kiss on her temple, holding her protectively as he picked her up.

The first thing y/n realized when waking up was the smell of something burning, but not the bad type of burning. The peaceful feeling of firewood burning in a fireplace like the one in the y/h common room she used to sleep in. She opened her eyes slowly remembering what had happened and sat up so fast her head began to spin and she fell off of the bed she was laying in when she attempted to stand to quickly. She stood up quickly looking around her but didn’t recognize the cozy room. Then she realized that she was in a Gryffindor dorm. The door suddenly opened up and Fred walked in, he broke into the widest smile she had ever seen and was standing in front of her in a matter of seconds. y/n immediately broke into tears of joy and they didn’t say anything as they embraced eachother. Fred rocked side to side slightly as y/n hugged him even tighter. 

“It’s ok.” Fred whispered, puling away to wipe her tears away. “Georgie’s ok, and so is Ron and Bill and Hermione and Ron an-”

“and you.” y/n said, putting her hands on his cheeks she stared into his eyes, “you’re ok?”

“I’m ok.” He confirmed staring back at her.“I love you.” He told her suddenly, “and I didn’t realize it until today...y/n I thought you...” He took in a breath, ”died.” 

“I love you too.“ y/n replied and Fred smiled the most genuine smile. 

Then they were kissing. It had happened so fast, they had both leaned in at the same time, and now Fred was pulling her closer by the waist and smiling against her lips, and she pulled him closer by his collar and they were running out of breath but he still deepened the kiss and-

“Oi!” The two froze, turning their heads to see George in the doorway with two bowls of food. “Do you want to keep snogging or do you want..whatever this is?” He asked looking into the steaming bowl.  

Fred thought for a moment “Honestly I’d rather-“

“You’re going to make me lose my appetite.“ George joked setting the bowls on the desk next to the doorway and began to leave. ”Let me know when you’re done snogging.“ He called back with a laugh. 

The couple chuckled before Fred gestured towards the two bowls. “Are you hungry.”

y/n nodded, “starving.”

“Well lets eat then.” He said with a smile.

ok I should start my hw now XD

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What a Pirate part 2 (Harry Hook x reader)

summary: The vk’s come back to the isle in hopes of bringing Mal back home, then they find out about y/n and Harry’s relationship. 

word count: 1,243

1st part here

So after the whole incident of Harry taking y/n’s bracelet, this ‘stealing’ from each other became a thing. y/n had gotten her bracelet back, but that wasn’t the end. Whenever Harry gave her back whatever he had taken, he’d always take something else in it’s place. It was a never ending cycle-of course y/n had to pay Harry’s price to get her missing things back, and Harry being Harry always asked for the same thing-a kiss.

y/n at first thought that Harry was just messing with her, but why would someone repeatedly take your things and only return them for a kiss? Yeah it was weird. However she didn’t exactly mind-in fact she enjoyed seeing Harry quite a bit, probably more than she should for her own good-he was a flirt and a pirate and even worst-the enemy of her friends. But being around him made her happy and she didn’t really feel lonely anymore. She loved their chats and strolls-to say she was head over heels was an understatement. 

Harry stood in front of y/n, his usual grin on his face as he dangled an earning that he had taken yesterday from his hook. “Ye know the price lass.” He teased from her doorway.

“Wh-how did you even get in here?” y/n asked, quickly turning around.

“I have my ways. Now what about our trade?“ He asked softly. Approaching her slowly he held his hook up to her, she smiled taking her earring back and Harry leaned in to kiss her softly, just as always. “Oh I got ye somethin...swiped it from a table when the seller wasn’t looking.” Harry told the girl after pulling away, y/n tilted her head in question and watched as he pulled a necklace from his pocket with a smile, he handed it over for her to see. The necklace had a thin silver chain connecting to a small shiny silver hook. y/n smiled down at the necklace looking up at the boy, 

“You’re really obsessed with hooks, you know that?” y/n asked with a small giggle. “Thank you.” She added, attaching it around her neck. “I love it.” That made Harry smile a genuine smile-one of the ones that were oh so rare. “Wanna walk around the block?” y/n asked Harry and he agreed.

It was pretty dark and most people were in their homes, leaving the foggy streets empty. But as always, Auradon was in the distance and right now in the dark it was easy to spot it in all it’s bright glory. y/n took a moment to marvel at the view as always. “What’re ye thinking about?” Harry asked the girl, he slipped his hand into hers as they started their walk. 

y/n shrugged, “just thinking about what Auradon must be like.” She said, “It’s just-it looks so beautiful from here, I can only imagine what it actually looks like there. Plus...my friends are there and sometimes I wonder what they’re up to.”

“You still miss them?”

“Of course, they’re the only family I’ve ever really had.” She told him, “after they left it just wasn’t been the same...but...” she turned to face the pirate with a happy smile “then I met you...I mean I already knew who you were but I probably wouldn’t have ever really known you if they had stayed here. Anyway they’re probably happy in Auradon. Plus, I still have Carlos’s pocket watch to give back so, I’ll see them again...some day.” 

 “That pocket watch I stole from you is Carlos’s?” Harry asked glancing down at the girl. 

“Yeah he gave it to me before leaving, he said to keep it until he came back. You know, like a promise that he’d be back and wouldn’t completely forget about me.” The two continued to talk about whatever came up as they approached y/n’s place again, then there was the sound of hushed voices coming from the stairs leading up to her door, but whoever was there was hidden under the shadows.

“Another thief?” y/n asked under her breath, annoyed “that’s twice this week.” Harry took a step in front of the girl in a protective manner when the person at the top of the slid down the railing. Wait was that Jay? He looked up-spotting Harry and narrowed his eyes.

“Alright Hook, what’d you do to y/n?”

“Jay?” y/n asked-stepping out from behind Harry much to Jay’s surprise. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he looked between y/n and Harry. 

“Wait, he didn’t kidnap you?“ He asked, approaching her and she did the same.

“What! No!“ She answered with an equal amount of confusion. 

“You’re ok?“ Jay asked, putting a hand on her shoulder and forearm, inspecting her face for any sign of injury.

 “Jay I’m fine...what are you doing here?”

“y/n!“ y/n looked back up to her staircase just in time to see Carlos jump off halfway down, he didn’t hesitate to throw his arms around her in what seemed to be excitement and relief.

“Carlos!” She returned the hug as he laughed, spinning her around all. 

“It’s so good to see you!” They both exclaimed at the same time.

“y/n!”

“Evie!”

Jay cleared his throat, cutting the reunion short as the three looked his way-just now noticing that Harry was standing there. “What’s he doing here?” Carlos asked, getting defensive as he put his arms out to block y/n and Evie.

“Did he hurt you?” Evie asked the girl, putting her hands on the girl’s shoulders.

“No, Jay asked the same thing. What’s going on? Where’s Mal?”

“Mal went to talk to Uma.” Evie explained.

“What?”

“Because he kidnapped Ben.” Carlos explained, nodding to Harry with a glare.

“He wha-you kidnapped the king?” y/n asked turning towards Harry.

“Well when ye say it like that-”

“We came back to bring Mal back home and Uma’s crew took Ben, we came to get your help.”

“My help?”

“Yeah.” Carlos told her, “and to bring you with us. You’ve been alone here.”  

“She’s not that alone, she’s got me.“ Harry said, making the three VK’s turn. 

“What’d you say?” Jay asked, about to pounce y/n put her hand on his shoulder and he backed down.

“y/n what is he talking about?“ Evie questioned, “y/n are you together?“ She look horrified.

“Oh so you can put two and two together!“ Harry said, with mock enthusiasm. “Took ye long enough.“

“What!?“ Carlos asked just as mortified, “y/n he’s not good for you.“

“Listen to Carlos y/n.“ Jay told her, still holding his defensive stance.

“Well...“ Harry said, looking between the three VK’s with amusement “I really must be goin now. Bye y/n.“ He said waving before spinning around slowly and walking away.

“How did you even end up with him? He’s part of Uma’s crew!“ Evie whispered to her y/n with wide eyes as Jay and Carlos looked at her. 

“It’s kind of a long story...“

“I-“ Evie began to say but Jay‘s look made her stop.

“Right now we just need to focus on getting Ben back.” Jay told the three, Carlos and Evie nodded. “y/n, can you help us?” 

y/n looked between the three of them then back to where Harry had disappeared to, “sure.” She sighed, crossing her arms. “Why not?”  

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Fanfics List

Cal Kestis x reader

We’re in This Together

The Dark Side part 1

The Dark Side part 2

Reunited part 1

Reunited part 2

Reunited part 3

Jedi Code

Harry Hook x reader

What a Pirate

What a Pirate part 2 

Never Should’ve Let You Go

Loki Laufeyson x reader

Trouble Sleeping

Peter Maximoff x reader

Westview

Westview part 2 

Fred Weasley x reader

Nightmare

You Just Saved Me

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What a Pirate (Harry Hook x reader)

summary: After the core four leave for Auradon y/n is left to fend for herself on the isle, it’s a hard and lonely life-then her path crosses with certain flirty pirate.

word count: 3,660

Evie tool y/n’s hands in hers, “don’t worry y/n, we’ll be back in no time.“ She assured her friend. Slowly she pulled her into an embrace before turning and ducking into the limbo from Auradon. 

“Yeah in no time.“ Jay confirmed with a smirk and a quick wink. He ruffled her hair lightly before getting in the limbo-hat in hand. Then y/n realized that the gold crown that was on the front of the limbo was gone. Smooth Jay, smooth. 

“I don’t even wanna go.“ Mal said-throwing her bag into the limbo. “Going to school with a bunch of prissy princesses sounds...gross. No way am I staying there long...“ With a wink she got into the limbo too.  

Carlos’s mom came running out after him but he had made it into the limbo quickly. “We’ll miss you!“ Evie shouted out to y/n and she smiled sadly.

“You guys better not forget about me.“ y/n joked.

Carlos stuck his head out of the limbo, “catch“ he said, tossing a shiny thing her way. 

y/n looked down at the item in her hand-a small silver pocket watch.“What’s this for?” She asked, looking back.

Carlos shrugged, “Now I have to come back to get my watch.” y/n smiled, nodding at her friend. Then the limbo drove off.  

Well that was almost four months ago now.

“We’ll be back in no time.“ y/n reminded herself, taking a big bite out of an apple. It was more bitter than she would have liked it to be but this was the Isle, and at least it wasn’t the worst meal she had eaten. She forced herself to swallow the food, trying to think of something positive. The only thing that she could think of were her friends-the hope that she’d see them soon.Without them she felt sad, forgotten...alone. But at least they could have better lives in Auradon. And if the cost of that was her being lonely- then so be it.  

 y/n continued to take bites out of her apple, eventually dropping the core when she finished. She stood, catching a glimpse of Auradon in the distance and stared for a moment. She reached in her pocket to feel Carlos’s watch, but it wasn’t there. Oh no. She checked her pockets suddenly feeling a small wave of panic when it wasn’t there. Great going y/n you lost it. She sighed, looking up at the sky and took a deep breath.

y/n got down from the building’s roof and was making her way through the cluttered market, keeping her hands in her pockets when she caught a flash of something shiny a couple of feet ahead of her. She stopped in her tracks, looking up and her mouth fell open. That was without a doubt Carlos’s watch. It’s chain hung motionless from someone’s pocket. A small boost of confidence made it’s way into y/n as she approached the person. Then she saw who was in possession of the watch and her confidence faded.

That was Harry Hook.

Harry freaking Hook.

Out of all the people that could have had the watch, it just had to be Harry. Pick pocketing him probably wouldn’t end well, it never did for anyone. But she glanced back down at the watch then to him, then to the watch again. He was distracted-talking to some girl. y/n bit her lip, feeling desperate. Just take it and leave she told herself, easy peasy. But that didn’t stop her legs from shaking as she made her way towards the pirate. Her eyes remained ahead of her as she lightly brushed against the boy’s side-fingers quickly slipping the watch from his pocket to hers. Ok go get away. She mentally yelled at herself, but she forced herself to keep her pace the same-not wanting to draw any suspicion.

Once she was a few feet away she looked back to Harry-he was gone. Her jaw dropped for a moment before she quickly hid behind the nearest wall. She quickly scanned her surroundings-noticing a ladder on the side of the building in front of her. Quick escape. She stepped towards it, reaching her hand out  but before she could grab hold of the ladder someone grabbed her wrist from behind, stopping her. Before she could react a she felt something cool on her shoulder and was spun around before being backed into the wall. Now against the cool wall,  goosebumps formed up her spine as she looked up towards her captive. Then she was face to face with Harry Hook. He had his infamous grin as he looked down at her-obviously pleased about having successfully trapping her against the wall. He was really quite attractive-but he could also be annoying. 

“Well, well...well.” He whispered in his Scottish accent. Raising his hook up to her face slowly, he stroked her jawline with the cool metal as a form of intimidation. “y/n...” He said widening his eyes a little.

“Hook.” y/n spat in response.

His smile widened at the tone of her voice. “aww...” He pouted sarcastically, “ye mad?” y/n stared directly at him with an impassive expression. Harry shook his head, “tsk tsk tsk. It appears ye’ve taken somethin’ of mine.” He lowered his hook, keeping her pinned against the wall. 

“What could I have possibly taken from you?” y/n sneered.

“Oh I don’t know....” He said glancing up in thought. “Maybe this?” He held up the pocket watch that had been in her pocket with his hook. y/n’s eyes widened as her mouth gaped open. “Ye know, ye should really be more careful when ye pickpocket someone...especially if that someone is me...” He breathed in her face, glancing down at her lips.

y/n got her expression under control again “Actually, you took that first. It’s mine.“ 

Harry chuckled lightly, “Well, now it’s mine.” He told her seriously now. “But that doesn’t change the fact that ye tried stealing from me.” He let his hook go back to her face, brushing her hair to the side. “And ye know what happens to people who steal from me?”

y/n smiled-only making Harry even more pleased-If anyone else was in y/n’s position they’d be trembling but she wasn’t, he smiled-enjoying the change in reactions. “I’m guessing you ‘hook’ them?” y/n answered.

“Correct.” He whispered, brushing her jaw lightly once more with his hook-he was really enjoying this. “But...” He thought, lowering his hook. “Maybe I can make an acception...for ye...maybe we can make a trade.”

“And what do you propose goes into this trade?” y/n asked.

“Well...ye get to walk away and keep this watch that you seem to be so obsessed with.”   

y/n raised a brow in suspicion, “that sounds too good to be true, what’s the catch?“

“Catch?“ Harry asked, pretending to be offended. “This is a deal, there’s no catch.“

“I mean what do you get? Why would you let me go?“

“ah...“ Harry’s smile only widened as he leaned closer to her. “Ye get to go because what I want...is a good price“

“And what do you want?” y/n questioned, “whatever it is can’t be good.”

Harry leaned in even closer, brushing his nose against y/n’s. The close proximity made y/n nervously shift her eyes to the side before quickly looking back at him-she hoped he didn’t notice, but he did. And he loved that he could make her nervous. “What I want...“ Harry said pausing for dramatic effect, “is...a kiss.“

y/n’s breath hitched for a moment as her mouth parted in surprise. “wh-” she closed her mouth again.

“Speechless?” Harry asked the girl, tilting his head he brushed his nose against hers once more. “It’s a fair trade if ye ask me, lass.” He whispered into her ear, making her shudder. Knowing the effect he had on her, Harry smiled-leaning away again he let his lips lightly brush against her jaw line. “So what do ye say?”

y/n looked at the boy then to the side. “I get the watch?” She asked. 

“That was what the deal...” Harry confirmed, smiling mischievously.

y/n stared at nothing for a moment before snapping her attention back to the pirate. “Fine.” 

Harry smiled wider, before making his move. He slowly leaned in closer, bringing his hand up to her chin to tilt her head back then placed his lips against hers. The kiss was way different than she thought it would be, it was slow, soft and Harry was gentle. He brought his other hand-he must’ve set his hook down earlier-to the small of her back to pull her away from the wall and closer into his chest. Then a voice rang out from somewhere further away-pulling the two back to reality. “Harry! Uma wants you!” Yeah that was Gil. Harry pulled away with a menacing look in his eyes-looking towards the direction where the voice came from. Strangely, y/n was disappointed with how fast that had happened.

“Well then.” y/n said quickly recovering, she put her hand out to Harry, palm up. Harry’s arm was still around her as he looked down, but he stepped back letting her go and pulled the watch out of his pocket.

“On second thought...” Harry smiled, looking down at the watch. “Of I keep this, ye got no choixe but te keep seein-”    

“Hook.“ 

“Ye can call me Harry ye know.“ Harry said, placing the watch in her hand. “Why’s that thing matter so much to ye anyway?“

y/n put the watch in her pocket, crossing her arms over her chest before looking back up to the pirate, “Someone important wanted me to hang on to it for a bit.“ She said truthfully, “as a promise.“

“A promise, eh? Who gave it to ye? Boyfriend.“

“That’s none of your business.“ 

Harry grinned once more, tilting his head to the side. “Nah, couldn’t have been a boyfriend. If ye had a boyfriend ye wouldn’t like me...yer not the cheatin’ type.“

“And who says I like you?“ y/n asked with a laugh.

“Well nobody had to say it.“ Harry responded, then he leaned in whispering into her ear, “If ye didn’t like me, ye wouldn’t’ve kissed me the way ye did.”

y/n opened her mouth in shock much to Harry’s entertainment. “Got to go.“ He said casually, putting his hook back on, “I trust that I’ll be seein’ more of ye.“ He started to walk away.

“What makes you think that?“ y/n asked louder so that he could hear.

He turned his head back to answer, “Well cuz I have this.” He held up one of y/n bracelet. For the third time y/n’s mouth fell open as she looked down at her right wrist-which now had no jewelry on it.

What a pirate.

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Never Should’ve Let You Go (Harry Hook x reader)

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My first Harry Hook x reader!!! I don’t know if anyone’s even going to read this but it was fun to write. :)

summary: y/n returns to the Isle of the lost to help save Ben with the vk’s and Lonnie, she tries convincing Harry to go back with her with no success and after that she thinks that she’ll never see him again. Months later Harry successfully jumps through the barrier with Gil to find Auradon under a sleeping curse. 

word count: 2,314

 “Hey, can you pass me that book?” y/n asked Harry, he threw it to her watching as she packed for Auradon. y/n was one of the vk’s that had been chosen to attend Auradan prep-to say she was excited was an understatement. It was her dream to go there.

“You goin’ ta miss me lassie?” Harry asked with his infamous grin.

“Of course, who else is going to call me lassie?“ She asked, imitating his accent while saying the word ‘lassie’.

Harry chuckled before dropping his smile “How long is this goin ta last?” He asked. The truth was he was scared of being separated from y/n for so long-terrified even, she was one of the few things that made the isle more bearable-but he’d never admit it. He was too prideful. He was pretty sure that he was in love with her.

“It’s only for a little while.” She told him, getting closer to the boy. “There’s a plan to steal the fairy godmother’s wand and take down the barrier.” She whispered, “We’ll see each other soon.” 

“hmm” He thought, wrapping his arms around y/n pretending to think. “Ok, don’ you keep me waitin’ too long.” He told her resting his forehead against hers. He tried to kiss her but y/n pecked the corner of his mouth before backing up. “Always a tease.” He complained, making y/n laugh. 

“I’ll see you soon.” y/n said once more but before she could leave, Harry caught her wrist, pulling her back and planting his lips on hers-capturing her in a passionate kiss. 

“Don’t be gone fer too long.” He told her, bringing her into a hug. 

“I-”     

“y/n! Get down here already!“ A voice came from downstairs.

“That’s my cue.“ she said kissing Harry’s cheek. She backed up, holding his hand and let go once she was a few steps away. “Don’t miss me too much.“ She joked.

“I’m more worried about you.“ Harry shouted back once she was out the door, he smiled to himself when he heard her laugh-secretly wishing that he could go with her. 

(days later)

“Harry y/n’s on tv.“ Gil shouted, pointing to the small screen behind the counter. Harry had just walked into Ursula's Fish and Chips, but once he caught a glance of y/n on the tv he walked over quickly to watch. “Oh the wand!” Gil exclaimed with a mouth full of food, “didn’t you say that-”

“Shut ye mouth!” He snapped, raising his hook in the air. ‘This is it’, he thought. Once Mal grabbed the wand. ‘The barriers coming down’. 

Then Maleficent showed up and the vk’s changed their minds-betraying their parents trust and crushing Harry’s hopes. 

And the rest of the isle kids were still stuck on the isle.

(present time)

y/n stood behind Mal watching as her friend and Uma argued. Her eyes scanned the pirate ship-recognizing a few faces before seeing Harry with Ben on the plank. “Mal, whatever you do it’s gonna be a lose-lose, there’s gotta be a better way!” Ben’s voice rang out. Harry and y/n made eye contact for a moment before she turned away. 

In truth Harry felt betrayed-y/n had hurt him more than anyone ever had. She had promised before that the wand would be taken and the barrier taken down, but it seemed that she had changed her mind-choosing to stay with her friends and have a perfect life in Auradon-dooming Harry and everyone else that was still stuck on the Isle. “Silly king!” Uma yelled out-ripping Harry away from his thoughts-“You? Give me? You're gonna give me a chance? Well, not a chance!”

After a little while longer the wand had been handed over and turned up being a fake-that’s when the fighting between the two sides began. y/n was on the ground with a pirate pointing their sword at her-when the sword was knocked out of their hand. Jay helped the girl up, pushing the pirate off of the ledge and into the water. “You ok?” He asked and she nodded, taking the sword that he held out to her. “I know this is hard for you.” He told her-referring to Harry, “try to stay up here.” 

Well she had tried, but she was now closer to the ship than she had intended-trying to get to the exit where her friends were. “y/n!” Harry’s voice came from behind her. She looked over-spotting the pirate struggling to get out of the water.

“y/n come on!” Mal shouted from somewhere behind. 

y/n ignored her friend, reaching down to take Harry’s hand and help him back onto the wooden dock. He looked up at her and the two stared at each other for a moment. “Come with us.” y/n said out of nowhere, making Harry chuckle. “I’m serious.” She pleaded. 

“I’m not leavin’ Uma and Gil behind.” He told her before sadly adding “not like you left us.”

Her mouth opened in disbelief, “Harry I-”

“y/n!” Jay’s voice rang out, “come on!”

y/n looked back to her friends. “Stay.” Harry said, taking y/n’s hand. “Stay with me.” His blue eyes were pleading and this was the most vulnerable y/n had ever seen the boy. She put her other hand over his, squeezing it. 

“I can’t.” She whispered.

“y/n!” Jay called again.  

“Harry you can come with us, Uma and Gil and everyone else too. Come with me..” She begged holding his hand, he let go looking down. “Please.” y/n whimpered-feeling tears well up in her eyes. “We can have a better life in Auradon-a happy life please....I love you.” That was the first time either of them had said that.   

He silently watched her for a moment, looking at the ground-he didn’t have to say his answer.

y/n’s eyebrows furrowed as she bit her lip. “Harry...?” She asked with a breaking voice, “Harry.”

“Yer friends are callin’ ye.“ He croaked. “Just leave-it’s what yer good at.“

“But...“ 

“y/n!“ It was Carlos’s turn to shout her name this time. y/n looked back to her friends then to Harry-debating what to do. A purple color bomb came out of nowhere suddenly-blocking everyone’s vision. When it cleared y/n was gone.

Harry had lost her a second time. 

(months later)

“Don’t worry Jane, I’m sure Carlos will be here.“ y/n told her friend, putting a hand on her shoulder. “He’s probably just running late.” 

Jane glanced at her friend, offering a nervous smile. 

Carlos however was going back to the isle with the other vks, but y/n of course didn’t know since she arrived extra early to Jane’s party to help with decorations, and the vk’s were in a rush to get Hade’s ember. 

“I just don’t don’t get what’s taking him so long...“ Jane said with worry, “are there birthday parties on the isle?”

“um..“ y/n glanced at her friend “if by birthday party you mean eating stolen cake with dirt and flies then yes...“ She chuckled, making Jane giggle as well.

“um y/n?“ Jane asked staring up the hill.

y/n looked to where Jane was starring, gasping when she saw a pink mist covering the place. It started to make it’s way down to where the two girls stood. “Don’t let her see you!” y/n warned her friend upon seeing Audrey. 

“The enchanted lake! Come on!” Jane told y/n, taking hold of her wrist and pulling her towards the direction of the water. 

“I don’t know how to swim.”

“It’s fine-we just need to get deep enough to bend down into the water.” Jane reassured her. y/n nodded, submerging into the lake. They waited a few moments until Audrey disappeared before coming back up.”Was that Audrey?” Jane asked with a mix of confusion and worry.

“With maleficent’s staff.”

“And the crown!”

“We need to warn people!” y/n told Jane, getting out of the water.

“Let me just fill this water gun up with the lake water. Who knows, we might need it.”

“Knowing the vk’s, they’re probably on top of this already.” y/n told Jane-who had just finished filling up the water gun. “Come on, we should go look for them.”

The two wandered around the woods for a while before making it to Evie’s cottage, “Let’s check here.” Jane told y/n, she nodded in agreement.

With a bobby pin from Jane’s hair, y/n picked the lock after nobody answered the door. “I think that Doug was here-“ The door opened, revealing Audrey standing in the cottage-scepter in hand, with Chad beside her. On instinct y/n swung the door open wider-hiding Jane from Audrey’s view. “Audrey you don’t have to do this!” y/n told the girl, staying put, “just wake everyone up and I promise-”

“Promise me what?” Audrey snapped, “There’s nothing you can possibly offer me that I want!”

“Audrey.” y/n said carefully “I don’t know why you’re doing this, but you can fix it.”

“I don’t want to fix it!” She hissed, “I’m having the time of my life.” She added with a laugh, “you on the other hand, won’t be so lucky. Chad let’s go!” She boomed.

“Wait Au-” but it was too late. Audrey hit the scepter against the floor board and began to teleport. “Sweet dreams...” Her fading voice cackled.  The same pink mist from earlier surrounded y/n, making it’s way to her. 

“y/n!“ Jane called out, taking a step closer.

“No!“ y/n yelled, throwing her arms out to stop Jane from getting to close. “don’t waste the water on me-“ Then she fell to the ground asleep and the pink mist disappeared. 

“y/n!“ Jane yelled, rushing to her friend’s side. She looked around in a panic wanting to cry. She took a deep breath, closing her eyes and stood up. “Don’t worry y/n.” She whispered, “I’m going to drag you into the house and then find everyone else.” 

It didn’t take long for Jane to lay y/n on a couch. She had just carefully laid y/n’s head on a pillow when she heard a roar coming from the woods. She had followed it and found Carlos, Jay two other boys she didn’t recognize, and Ben in beast form. She didn’t have to think twice before spraying him with the water from the enchanted lake. After a happy reunion with Carlos Jay spoke up, “Jane do you know where Audrey went?”

“No but y/n-”

At the mention of y/n, Harry’s head snapped to look at her. “ye know y/n?”

“...Yeah.” Jane nodded, “she’s my friend.”

“That’s Harry and Gil.” Jay told Jane and she nodded.

“What about y/n?” Carlos asked.

“She’s under the sleeping curse.“ Jane explained, “Audrey showed up out of nowhere and cursed her before leaving!”

“y/n’s under the sleepin’ curse?” Harry almost yelled. Normally he didn’t act emotional, but he was worried now.  “Where?”

“At Evie’s cottage.” Jane said, “come on.” The group made it to Evie’s cottage with no trouble, finding the girls there too. They had their short reunion and Mal ran into Ben’s arms. Harry however went straight for the door. 

“Where is she?” He asked almost losing his temper. Uma knew exactly what he was talking about and nodded her head towards the cottage, leading the way.

Harry froze for a second after seeing y/n fast asleep on a couch. He creeped forward-as if a sudden movement would disturb her. “I should’ve been here.” He whispered, kneeling down beside her. “I’m sorry-I drove you away and now yer-”

“Hey Harry.” Gil called from the doorway. 

“Can’t ye see I’m havin’ a moment?” Harry yelled to the boy.

“Well yeah but...why don’t you try kissing her?” He asked.

“An’ why would I do that?” Harry asked looking up aggrivated. 

“Well you know..true loves kiss.” Gil told him with a smile as if it were obvious. “Uma said it works every time.”

“It does.” Uma said from beside Gil.

“Well it won’t work this time.” Harry whispered.

“Why not?” Gil asked confused, “don’t you love her?”

“Course I love her!” Harry snapped, looking back down at y/n. “But she’s gotta love me too, and I doubt she does after how I acted-I hurt her.”

“She hurt you too, but you still love her.” Gil said. 

“Why don’t you just try?” Jay asked.

“I can’t.” Harry told the boy, “what if it doesn’t work?” He closed his eyes-he didn’t think he could bare it if it didn’t work.

“She loves you.” Jay told the pirate, “I don’t know why since you’re kind of a jerk-” he stopped talking when Harry glared at him. “But she does and I don’t think she’ll ever stop.” 

“If you don’t try you’ll never know.” Uma told him, patting Gil’s shoulder as a hint to leave.

Once they were alone Harry looked down at y/n sighing. He pulled a strand of her back with his hand, softly caressing her cheek. “Please work.” He whispered. He leaned down closing his eyes and pressed his lips against hers softly.

Nothing happened. 

Harry looked away sadly, “I’m sorry lass.” He said-about to cry.

But he didn’t see her eyes flutter open. “Harry?” y/n asked confused, Harry’s head snapped in her direction and his mouth opened in shock before a smile formed on his lips. 

“y/n!” He exclaimed, wrapping his arms around the girl. “It worked!” 

y/n hugged him back laughing, “what-what are you doing here?”

“I jumped through the barrier before it closed.” He laughed resting his forehead against hers. “I love ye y/n, more than anything.”

y/n smiled, wrapping her arms around his neck again, “I love you too.”   

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Somewhere in the multiverse Tony Stark is making coffee at avengers headquarters and Natasha is cleaning her weapons

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Ok but kid loki should be played by the kid who played the younger version of Loki in Thor (2011)

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Now that venom is apart of the mcu so is spiderverse and uncle Aaron is already in the mcu (hoco) and he mentions having a nephew (Miles), Ms. Marvel has a show coming up, a nova is rumored to be added into the mcu, the xmen are gonna be added and she hulk is gonna have other hulks in it. I'm not saying that it's the perfect way to introduce champions but that's exactly what I'm saying.

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Y'all remember Dr. Helen Cho from aou? Well in the comics she's Amadeus Cho's mom (totally awesome hulk if you don't know who I'm talking about) and IM TELLING YOU BRING CHAMPIONS INTO THE MCU!!!

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Rhodey should've had more time with Tony to say goodbye than Peter and you can't change my mind