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I don't want to do this anymore. Where'd my best friend, my person go? I'm tired of feeling so hopelessly alone.

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After having no family or friends support, or to show up for my baby shower last year. I don't plan to reveal this news this time and it's heartbreaking because I want too. So bad.

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When does my happiness ever begin to matter or come into place?

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"You're fine.", they say.

"No. No I'm not.", I mumble.

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You're not needed.

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Because inwanted to cuddle you. That's all your good for.

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Maybe making me bleed, will be the answer that will wash the slate clean....

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I feel so absolutely and utterly alone. I feel like I'm drowning, and there's nothing and no one in sight. No company. No savior. Just me, continuing to sink deeper and deeper each day, but no one notices. Even the one person who claims to know you best.

I feel so shattered. Every piece of me lying on the floor in front of me, crumbled, unsalvageable, destroyed.

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Pretty fucking convinced you just want me to up and leave.

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“you will never be too much for someone who can’t get enough of you.”

— Unknown

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The thoughts are getting harder and harder to ignore...

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The urge to never talk to anyone ever again is strong af

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Just like the group Cherish sang back in the day, "I'm feeling really unappreciated..."

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i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut i wanna cut

FUCKING HELL

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Thank you for douling absolutely nothing to make my actual mother's day any better than the shit show was yesterday. Thank you for nothing.