stoick disowned hiccup in the first movie and then his last word before he died was “son!” so im not okay actually
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You know it has gotten worse when you can’t even hide it anymore by putting on a brave face, and relatives and people around you start asking questions and saying that you should open up and talk. Being seen means accepting that I’ve lost control and that I’m at my worst. It means acknowledging that I’m losing for real this time.
I just want to disappear.
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"Curtains"
Even if I opened a window of opportunity, there's still something in the way.
A pall, woven for me in the void.
You came to me, gently. Asked me to open up.
I eventually did, but...
Neither of us could move it, could we?
You could see all of me, but my heart was still shrouded by something.
We opened many windows together. But that damned veil.
It was to protect me; from light that just always seemed to hurt me.
It blocked the light emitted from you. Anyone.
You tried to become a light ever shinning. You aimed to be so bright it wouldn't matter what enveloped my heart.
But time...
All stars eventually fade.
The windows began to close again.
I saw your radiance simmer down.
I saw the light cast through the dormers fade to black. Until I was simply surrounded by those dark walls of doubt again.
If only I was strong enough to rip these cursed things.
I'm sorry you peered through, and saw the hopeless nothing that was me.
I lock this pane, so that I won't cause anymore pain to you.
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Every inch of good sportsmanship has left my body, I want the audience to continue chanting for Käärijä
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If I have my entire life ahead of me then why do I feel like I'm running outta time :(
In an alternate universe I don't question my existence every 5 seconds :)
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literally cannot go into school today
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Home Sick
I’ve been sitting in a silence for a while, Once on a couch, twice by a window side.
I’ve been prevailing morose in a room for a while, Once on a wall, twice by an aisle.
I’ve been keeping quite after a covetous smile, Once i wrote, twice awhile.
I’ve been dawdling in my poetry for a while, Once in a night, twice in a daylight.
I’d end my poetry…now that I don’t have words to inscribe, Once i could bleed ink, twice i could make it write.
eAa/.pseudonym_18
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hiii well my cat i’ve had for 16 years suddenly passed away yesterday so expect stuff to be slow for a bit
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I just wanna be a girl. I just wanna wear a skirt. I just want boobies. I just want to not have a stupid dick that revs everything up at the smallest provocation. I just want to wear a cute top and some nice black lipstick, some eye shadow, rock the goth look. All I want is to have fun and enjoy my limited time on this horrible planet as well as I can. I don't understand why people hate this concept so much.
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