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Why are my fucking ears

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Pretty sure we split Dr Robby while watching the Pitt just cuz of his name and maybe cuz of that scene in e14 in Pedes. But seriously wtf.

I hate that my mother's maiden name is similar to his because of the shit she and her family did to me. I know he's a good man, but . Ouch. And then we split him? Fuck. No wonder I've been swearing like him.

Sometimes I wish I never saw The Pitt nor knew about it

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This [noun] is a red fox userboxes

Please reblog or like if using :) Reblogs>likes

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So um. Jack's disappeared for some time and we don't know where to or why and they won't talk to Malcolm either so that's great /s

I've kinda been "in charge" of front since he disappeared

Jack. Come back. I don't like being in front so much.

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Brain: splits Chaya to handle traumatizing thing

Traumatizing thing happens again

Brain: yeah okay that's not enough, we need someone else. Splits Lucki to handle most of it

Like. Why

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Sticks a Twizzler in my drink

Slurps

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via

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here's what i've learned from fakeclaimers on what makes someone a faker in DID:

having a name that's too "out there"

not being cis gender

being lgbt in general

your alters have different names

you have more than 20 alters

being american

being white

having non-human alters

having introjects (especially of popular media)

being alternative

knowing youre a system

knowing even one fact about one of the alters

being a minor

posting videos/content about DID

liking anything mainstream

having alters with different interests and distinct differences

having little alters or alters of different ages

alters with pronouns (specifically neopronouns, or ones different from the bodies birth gender)

putting pins on your backpack (this is referencing a very specific post)

having a single ounce of fun

if you're any one of these then you're apparently faking and/or deserving of ridicule!!!

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As a fox, I love The Wild Robot ~J

I likes it cuz fox! And cuz it a kiddie friendly movie, f'me to watch ~S

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Tweaking out because I can’t believe some people look at this disorder and think it’s cool and quirky and they want to have it too

They need to grow up and not get an emotional boo-boo every time they can’t be part of a community formed out of shared struggles, struggles they literally don’t have

You don’t “make” your system. You don’t “choose” to be plural. Use different words for it. Make your own community. Don’t try to loop it in with actual dissociative disorders because it’s just harmful.

The aggression comes from the fact that this is literally hurting people, both those who are systems and those who aren’t. Please be more educated and respect a community you aren’t part of.

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*random thing in our apartment makes a click*

Brain: omfg it's gonna happen it'll be so loud and scary and we're gonna have to put clothes on and crocs and grab pup to run downstairs and outside and it'll be chilly and-

Apartment: quiet except for AC fan and HEPA filter

*heart is racing and brain panicking*

God I hate this

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Need to this . now

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Hot take if a space claims to br safe for all origin systems it's only safe for endos.

No sign off this time:)

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In bed. Straight up losing it. And by "it," well. Haha. Let's just say. My memories

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^ how I look irl when I sleep

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Body: ouch

What. Where.

Body: chest

Why

Body: nuh uh you don't get access to that information

Can we fix it?

Body: you don't get access to that information either

Fuck you stop keeping secrets

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Dr Colin Ross is an expert in DID and has said in emails that he believes you can experience multiplicity without trauma or a disorder.

Dr. Eric Yarbrough has said you can be plural without trauma or a disorder, and this was in a peer-reviewed book published by the American Psychiatric Association

Why should we believe you when you say endogenic systems aren't real instead of believing the professionals?

Numerous other experts have also said that endogenic systems aren’t real, so why should I believe these two guys?

I’ve also said numerous times that even if you can be plural without a CDD, you shouldn’t be in CDD spaces or be using their terms. Because they are inherently different. So no, endogenic systems aren’t real, because “system” is a CDD exclusive term.

Why do you people not only choose to actively ignore DNI’s to harass mentally ill people? (And yes, when someone tells you not to interact with them, and you do anyway, that IS harassment, so don’t try it). Why do you have such a problem with traumatized people asking for people not to use their terms for their disability?

It’s giving ableism. It’s giving “we don’t care about your mental health, we need to tell you that you’re wrong.”

Me explaining my stance and my reasoning for it in no way is me trying to force you to believe me. I actually don’t give a rat’s left testicle if you believe me. You are a stranger. You mean literally nothing to me or my life. I just want you fuckers to stay the fuck away from me. So kindly respect that, and fuck all the way off.