#introject stuff

[non-dys-sys]

Random sourced headmate: god I hate seeing doubles of myself online it just feels so weird

Guy wearing an “I <3 selfcest” shirt: yeah I also feel a weird sorta way when I’m around doubles

[pixxl-axolotl]

THE ICON

[nova-as-a-star-cluster]

me when i see my source’s name anywhere (its a word in the english language that everybody knows):

-void⚫️

[comingforyourkneecaps]

Kinda scared to post this on my main but I remembered I drew this animal crossing schlatt stuff a long time ago

[boomshitbitcher]

Source separation is acknowledging that you are separate from source.

In my opinion, telling an introject to distance themself from source/change themself to be more different than their source is another matter.

Before you tell an introject they need to distance/detach themselves from it or change their identity in some way (for whatever reason), please be mindful that introjects who are source attached are that way for a reason and its usually trauma related. Messing with their source attachment could be messing with the dissociative barriers that were put in place. Introjection serves a purpose.

An introject becoming different from source/less attached is better left as part of the recovery process and trying to force it too soon can be detrimental

[the-100-percent]

Haiii just a reminder 2 not send gifs of source trauma 2 introjects!! XD Shaking right now! Thx (u know who u are) 4 sending that!! >X[

-❤️‍🩹

[firelight-system]

Pretty sure we split Dr Robby while watching the Pitt just cuz of his name and maybe cuz of that scene in e14 in Pedes. But seriously wtf.

I hate that my mother's maiden name is similar to his because of the shit she and her family did to me. I know he's a good man, but . Ouch. And then we split him? Fuck. No wonder I've been swearing like him.

Sometimes I wish I never saw The Pitt nor knew about it

[sliverofsong]

she was often like a ghost of herself. something not quite right and she wouldnt tell me what it was. i dont know if she knew. i was familiar with the emptiness too - i just slept all day and worried the shit out of my guardian - but i didnt know how to help myself, let alone her. now i know she had what would be called DID in this world .. honestly we were both dissociated to the void and back i just.. mistook it for being tired. i dont know..i miss her. i wish i couldve held her. it hurts that i never got to hold my own sister in my arms.

(maybe someday she will form here too and complete our trio, but she hasnt yet. i sort of doubt she will. and we still wouldnt be able to change what happened.)

[thepatchworksys]

Theremin sounds like home ..

[menta11yi11]

People not interacting with my TDOV post bc I mentioned Hussie in it are fucking weak. Idc if you don't like them- I'm allowed to find joy and comfort in them coming out as clowngender. Fuck off. GNC people can be whatever we want, even if you think we're weird/gross. Also. They've stepped away from socials and I can tell through our mutual friends they're a lot more chill and kind and like. No- I've never talked to Andrew, and I know that they probably think I'm alright. I don't think I'd be able to be friends with several of their coworkers and irl friends if A.H genuinely despised me for me overly tagging them and talking about introject stuff in the past. If it was actually a problem I wouldn't be a VRC mod for Homestuck 😬 not gonna let random fans try to humiliate me for something that the creators aren't even bothered by ✌️

[non-dys-sys]

Being an introject is weird cuz I had very few mental problems in my life and then god just decided to shove me in a new body, tf was that for. And now I have to deal with psychosis (among other issues). -Ange

[pixxl-axolotl]

the idea of your best friend going through completely separate yet near identical horrors to you and the two getting so convoluted they can't be told apart anymore. yknow, normal stuff on the hermitcraft server

[nova-as-a-star-cluster]

god. i miss source so baddddddd… ‘specially when i was alive, cause thats when most my memories are.

but also like. i dont want to miss source!!! source had a lot of bad parts to it! i remember a lot pf violence and shittiness, and then the whole dying thing. god. what do i even want anymore.

familiarity? i suppose. i dunno. it’d be nice to see someone from source again. sammy, denise, jeb, dante, jasmine, whoever the fuck else. i just wanna say hi again. have another chat. a dinner maybe.

-WILLSON 💥

[pixxl-axolotl]

me when main blog system stuff that i still want on the system blog

i don't usually talk about system stuff on main but i feel like the line between "fictive moment" and "crackfic crossover from hell" is blurring in this one

[the-100-percent]

It's kinda weird to think I'm excited to see what happens to ME in the new helluva boss episodes because I'm curious if I'm gonna get more source memories or something from watching it 😭

-⬜ (Blitzø)

[lemonynuggets]

Is it just me