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The sexual tension between me and rewatching a movie that I’ve seen 80,000 times already

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i can’t wait for summer

i need this semester to be over

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bleep bloop

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i hate how round tumblr looks now

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nothing is logical

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saw this on twitter

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to do list:

- watch babygirl - done at 2:20AM

- shower -2:25 - 2:38

-after shower self care 2:41 - 3:07

- sit on my desk 3:07

- start playing gilmore girls

- drink water

- start studying math or at least look into the materials

- drink more water

- read the book until page 60

- read the other book until page 48

- read the next book 3 chapters

- read the other other book until i am bored

- sleep maybe

if i stay up:

- manhwa

march 4th - 00:02

update when scratched off

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it’s tiring when i put too much thought into things and scare myself into doing what i want

i want to write so why am i not doing it

no need to overthink any of this

who is chasing me

who is out to get me

what do i have to lose

-j

02.07.25

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MY OWN PRIVATE IDAHO (1991)

"It’s night in the desert. Mike (River Phoenix), a teenage hustler given to bouts of narcolepsy, and Scott (Keanu Reeves), a slumming preppy prince, are huddled over a campfire. “I just want to kiss you, man,” says Mike softly. The words and the barely audible sound of his voice, caught between hope and despair, speak to anyone ever ripped apart by unrequited love. For all its flannel and Gore-Tex, the scene is a startlingly naked expression of lovelorn longing. Credit both Gus Van Sant, the director, and Phoenix, his perfect actor, with the heartbreak that floods My Own Private Idaho." — Criterion.com

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“if you stay locked out then you will lose everything

you will lose your source of income

you will lose their trust in you

you will lose your education

you will lose your time

you will lose the respect they have for you

you will lose the opportunities

you will lose those promises

you will lose your friendships

you will lose the college experience

you will lose the easy path

you will lose the life you’re building

lock the fuck in !”

- me asking my sister to motivate me c:

gonna go be an academic machine now

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Beach Rats (2017) // dir. Eliza Hittman

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i miss atsushi

19.12.2024

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