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as an adult, this shit ain’t for the week. st4rving? bruh i be feeling like imma pass out after only 15 hours.

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here’s today

did 5x5 squats

5x5 bench

5x5 bent over rows.

we had to go to walmart and i literally forgot to get the one thing i wanted which was different flavored gum :(

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me looking for thinspo:

a random ad every 4 blogs: “Learn how to Dino! 😀”

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today was great going back to the gym. i miss working out so hard in the evening and then not eating anything to make me feel ✨skinny✨

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a little too specific lmao

Your child is not okay. They redownloaded Tumblr after 3 years and made a new side blog purely to explore ED Tumblr again

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i’ve been tracking my food since Jan 1 and it kinda feels like recovery since i am eating, but also i know it’s not truly since like my max amount of cals has been 600 lmao. and according to myfitness pal, with the exercise, i could eat more but i don’t. i feel like this time around it’s different.

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i’ve been distracted ever since thanksgiving. it will get better. i’ll get better

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i’m drunk rn but still tried to restrict.

def not easy when going out of with a friend.

but anywayyy

3 gin and tonics and some ramen.

will do better tomorrow

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from monday to saturday (today) i have lost 6lbs. i feel like i’m rockin it

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today was a gym day: legs again

it was kinda cut short unfortunately bc my fiancé went too heavy too fast earlier this week and is still recovering.

i probably haven’t mentioned the fact that i am literally going to get married and here i am, dying to be thin and he really hasn’t noticed my relapse. but he’s aware i’m not happy with how i look and i’ve vaguely told him my “plans” to lose weight. minus the part that i’m literally not eating. but whatever.

we did:

-squats 5x5

-leg press

-leg curls

-leg raises? i guess lmao

-step machine.

And as far as food, i def over-calculated for the cals so i really i didn’t have that much but it’s fine.

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With Thanksgiving coming up i think it’s important to engage with food w/o be destructive:

-turkey, ham, or other meat will be your protein. if you feel like you need to binge, this would def be the food to fill up on.

-have some mashed potatoes, mac n cheese, some sort of carb to have some energy for the next day when you workout. your body will need it.

-consider this your metabolism day.

-personally i’m going to avoid alcohol. i’ll have water or some tea instead. drink lots of water to help keep you full.

Lastly, as long as you have a lil something on your plate, your family shouldn’t judge you. not saying that’s always the case, but normally there’s enough leftovers so it won’t look sus.

you got this ❤️

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11/16/22

No workout today, i did okay but i still feel like i could’ve done better.

I did however drink 5 bottles of water tho so that’s pretty good for me.

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Oh the Ed is eding 🤭 can’t believe I’m back here but not mad about it either

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💗BFF💗

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since i’ve relapsed, i can’t say i’m dehydrated anymore lmao