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dont understand why something being a delusion is the end all of discussion. like i see ppl going "maybe they arent delusional!" or like. "people who think they are this are delusional!" and them not being delusional is the usual reply but. if they were is that so bad? like i know the idea of having delusions is usually seen as a negative but. not all of ours are and. even if people thinking like that ARE delusional i dont think its your place to tell them they should stop thinking that! i dont like how ppl invalidate ppls identity the second the idea of delusions come into play

(note, this is specifically about nonhumans and various similar things, where delusional is seens as an insult to discredit that identity, you can def interpret it for other similar things though)

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holy fuck this has so many notes when the fuck did tht happen

system stuff sometimes is like.

yes im an ancient godly power from another realm

and yes im doing our math homework because no one else wants to do it

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alter seperation is really confusing with low/no amnesia. i think a lot of people think that they have less seperate parts when theyre just relying on memory to seem similar. for example if i try a drink and dont like it, then someone else switches in and is offered the same drink they may remember my dislike of it and think "oh yeah i dont like that" even if they wouldve. and that can go for foods, opinions, art styles, clothing styles, etc etc.

and im not saying people cant have less seperate parts or anything im just saying this happened to us lol

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COLLECTION OF STUPID OLD MESSAGES FROM OUR INTERNAL DISCORD!!!! we dont use it much anymore so a lot of these r like. very old. n most names r censored for our comfort but ye i wanted to post some funny stuffs ghskghsgs -target

also colours dont mean anything or belong to specific ppl its just for blocking names n pfps for our privacy

this message that i do not know the context to-

[person]s wonderful way of informing [person 2] we were going to the library

this is a singular message by itself with like nothing till a few hours after what does this MEAN

SGHKSHGKS i didnt know these msgs existed but this was about me LMFAO

this was from me!!! not sure what the context was anymore tbh

ok thats it im out of fun msgs im too lazy to look for more so

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scrolling thru our old internal communication server for a silly post and. god do i not know so much of this and these people

like its so strange bcs we used to be like a very large system with a bunch of ppl all the time an?? im not sure how much of that was ever real but i know some of it was and now theres like. 5 maybe 6 of us that front regularly and majority of the time its me or anon and its like? wtf happened man,,,,,

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i hate myself but i hate the fact that im not myself here more.

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pssst if anyone else is awake,,,, i wanna answer asks!! feel free to ask anything but esp system related stuff :3

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slightly on that topic any other introjects feel nervous about listening to music thats "out of character" for them-? feels kinda stupid to say taht but yea i get weirdly nervous about listening or more admitting i listen to music that would be deemed weird for my source to listen to

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I know you reblogged the ask game back in Febuary but. I still felt like sending in an ask since I reblogged it (scheuled it for tomorrow though)

🦷 - what’s a fun fact about the current fronter(s)?

🍷 - does your music taste differ from alter to alter? how?

we totally didnt have this in the inbox for months what do u meannnnnn <-LIES

i wanna answer this tho bcs its like omg exactly 333am and im bored :P

first one!! uhhhhhh what is considered fun- honestly idk what i can say for this one give me a minute since we usually avoid sharing as much personal info about ourselves as like individual headmates as we can since like?? well mainly for one of our main ppl who requested it (love them <3) but also bcs most of us dont want our source known n get nervous about revealing stuff

thinking tho im kinda funky in innerworld like with how i function if that makes sense? i have shitty vision in source n it carries over to innerworld but its kinda funny bcs its not like? its not like if its irl and ur vision is just always like that its like if im consiously thinking about innerworld i picture it like with my vision but if im not conciously doing it it appears more 'normal' but not my normal yknow? i think thats kinda neat!

n second one!! it does but not in as much of a broad sense as it may for some? but also that may be bcs theres only like. 6 of us that r in control "regularly" and the actual majority of the time is between me n one other guy just depending on our mood so like,,, we share a lot of music since we r close.

but also like? we have like collective sp/in stuff that like influences all of us if that makes sense? but like we all enjoy different aspecs of it

so like one of our spins is a type of music so the majority of us who r regulars like SOME aspect of it but have different like fav musicians n stuffs :3

we used to make individual playlists! but that kinda tapered off when we started avoiding more system stuff online n we havent done it in a while. there r a few ppl who have vvspecific tastes iirc! im not one of them though lmfao i listen to a lot of diff stuff

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🍄for the ask game please!

🍄 - when did you realise you had a complex dissociative disorder?

pff i dont actually remember- a while ago at least? ik it was around when like plural stuff was becoming more known online n there was like an oh shit that sounds like us moment. i also vaguely remember us denying it as much as possible for a while! fun!!!

also i have no idea if this is the right ask game or not but im gonna pretend it is lmfao

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🦇 & 💀 for the ask game!

🦇 - do you have any friends with CDDs?

uhhh irl not to our knowledge? theres cool ppl on here tho! not sure if id call them friends we kinda. dont talk to anyone on here out of choice. cool moots tho!!!

💀 - is your system more overt or covert?

meh i guess depends on the person? some of us r more obvious or have bits we cant control when we r in control but overall u would probably just think we are a bit weird or have off days so ig covert? i think im using that right lmfao

[fossys]

digs thru our ask box

time to reply to some ancient asks about games no one ever replied too!!!

[fossys]

Hey, I think you should get offline, maybe make some plural friends IRL if you can, doing so really helped me/us. It will also give you the time to do some introspection if you're feeling unsure. Best of luck <3

I really would love to (genuinely) but thats physically just not an option for us. Due to both concerns about being openly plural irl could get us hurt and also just due to the fact we dont have an outlet other than online. We are disabled and going out is very energy consuming n something we can only do minimally, we dont really have a get outside as an option. Addtional: if you mean get offline as in avoid plural things online we kinda do that already! Its the reason we have a seperate account for system related things and generally post here minimally,, we used to be hugely active in system spaces online and it did not help us.

About the actual content of that post though, I'm still not sure about it but im gonna keep saying we are a system until we are sure we arent because its just. I tried thinking of itotherwise and it hurt i cant explain it other way and. I had been alone in front for a decent period at that point but i had some others in front recently and its helped. I think we are a system. I dont think ill ever be a hundred percent sure but. I am pretty sure

thank you for this though <3 (genuine)

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i cant even tell if we really are a system anymore or if we are just some really delusion girl who plays all these fake people who think theyre real in her head

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Shoutout to any other introjects who are scared to mention their source in fear of judgement from other ppl from their source or people who enjoy their source

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I wish more of our bones would come loose, not just teeth <-target, minutes ago

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Hey guess who remembered why we stopped being active in plural communities in the first place <-people are dicks