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Yep this is exactly how its been for months 😶🔫

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“If you keep looking down on everyone… you’re never gonna notice your own weaknesses.” —  爆豪勝己

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I'll probably post something in the next three days. My laptop's gone for repair and I'm not a fan of writing on my phone.

So uh- imma be back with another scenario.

Peace out

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Alright i messed up, I pressed "No" on the poll accidentally so go show her some love

Calendar

Tags: bakugou x gn!reader, angst, anniversary, break up

Today's my parents' anniversary, and I completely forgot about it.

You glance up with tired eyes at the clock in your agency. 11pm, it read.

Paperwork is one of the things you hate most about hero work, but it was essential if you wanted to stay afloat with the happenings of the world. Even though it was tedious and a bore.

Sighing, you glance at your phone with exasperation, glaring at the never-ending notifications that clutter your phone only to haphazardly tap one in hopes to clear the list.

"How many people need me these days-?" You grumble, before cutting yourself short. The notification you'd clicked on sent you straight to your calendar, where two, simple words ink your screen in bolded letters.

Our Anniversary.

You stare at the words, blinking in disbelief. How did you forget this out of all things?

Hastily, you swipe to your settings, fingers nimble and quick as you start to delete those words...

Only to pause for a second, fingers hovering over the display. A tear splatters on the device's screen.

It's been a year.

A year since you broke up with him.

It takes you back, and you can remember it as clear as day.

You were used to him standing you up on normal days, and you tried to convince yourself him standing you up that day was okay too.

It didn’t matter how long you had to wait. He’ll come. Surely, right?

After all, today was a day to celebrate the both of you, the day you got together, the day held hands and kissed under the stars the day you both graduated from U.A. You cleared out your entire schedule because this day was important, and you knew Katsuki would do the same in a heartbeat.

He was always like that for significant dates. He’d circle it on that deskside calendar that sat on his work table, marking all the dates he cared about as if he were checking boxes on a grocery list.

You hastily glanced away when you feel the burning gazes of another couple, trying to stay optimistic. He'll come. He always does.

It was only when hours later, after uncountable missed calls and unread messages, that makes your heart go stone cold. The manager told you that they were wrapping up for the night, and you were politely ushered out of the restaurant with an empty stomach and a broken heart.

You were crushed.

Your phone rang, long and loud, making you bite back a shaky breath and your unshed tears as you held it up to your ear. "Hello?" You croaked, not even bothering to hide the hurt in your voice.

"Fuck, shit...Sunshine-"

Katsuki.

"Stop," You rasped, sharpening your words. "I'm going home."

"Let me pick you up, I'm almost there." He plead, desperation seeping out of his voice. It was a mistake, you could tell. Everything in his voice screams a frantic desire to piece back what little time you have left of today, do something last-minute, make-shift...

But you just don't want to do it anymore.

You watch with dull, blank eyes as he pulls up in front of you in that posh, expensive car he'd gotten months ago, and you're so tired you just get in the car and slam the door with more force than necessary.

Crimson red eyes flickered to you. "Sunshine, I-"

"Don't call me that." You shut Bakugou up with your harsh, icy words, staring distantly out the window. "Take me home."

Bakugou bit his tongue and swallowed back his anger. He knows better than to argue with you.

-

You broke up with him in the car at the bottom of your modest, rented-out apartment. The words still sometimes swarm your mind, bits and scrapes surfacing every once in a while.

"Y/n, we can still salvage this-"

"I waited for you, Katsuki." Your voice breaks a little when you say that. "I waited as long as I could. The management had to kick me out."

Bakugou winced. God, you sounded so broken. "Sunshine, I'm sorry okay? Dammit, there was a meeting to catch this villain and-"

"What about me?" Your voice cracked, the emotion of the sorrow eating at you inside out finally pooling out of your strong front. "What about us, Katsuki? Does your job matter that much more than this relationship? Is that what you were thinking whenever you stood me up?"

Part of you was telling you to stop, that if you kept going, everything would derail off the tracks to uncharted territory. But the words just kept coming. You were so hurt at the time, that all those times you felt you could sweep problems that bothered you under the carpet gushing back in the form of word vomit.

"Of course I care about our relationship!" Bakugou fired back, eyes cast with a flicker of fury. Your throat goes dry. "That's not what I asked, Katsuki."

The fire in his eyes diminished. He opened his mouth to say something again, something to salvage this fight...but nothing came out. "Y/n, I love you," He breathed, grabbing your shoulders as he gazes unwaveringly into your eyes.

There's no doubt about it. He does, but...he wants to be a hero even more.

That realisation almost consumed you a whole, right there and then, and it was enough to finally break in those words.

"Let's break up."

Bakugou's heart plunged thirty feet under.

"No-" His mouth fell open in incredulity, voice choppy and thick. "Y/n, I swear, you're acting on instinct now, please," He leaned over his seat pressing a firm, passionate kiss on your lips. He's trying to convey everything via his actions, his love and his genuine care for you through his beautiful lips on yours.

Why did this have to happen for him to realise this?

When he pulled away, Bakugou's gorgeous eyes bore into yours with hope for another chance, hope for a clean slate...

You almost cave.

Instead, you snatched your purse and opened the car door, stilling when you feel his arm jerking you back.

You pulled it away.

"Goodbye, Katsuki." You whispered, eyes pearling with tears. "Y/n, wait please-"

You slammed the door shut, and fled upstairs.

--

You wipe the tear that falls on your screen, covering your mouth as you force yourself out of your relapse. At the speed of light, you delete the event from your calendar.

In your heart, you know that Bakugou is destined for far greater things. He can't be held back by you, or your relationship. He must be happier now, probably forgot all about you.

"Like hell I'd forget about you," Bakugou groans, slumping on his table just like you, miles away from where you've sat. He glares daggers at the calendar on his table, where today's date is circled in bright, eye-catching red. He slumps further down in his seat.

"I wish you never left."

Accidentally pressed this and now I can't get rid of it. I'm open to feedback! :) Have a good day ahead everyone

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Katsuki Bakugou x Reader

Needing a little bit of love

A soft Bakugou scenario.

‣ Original Content. All rights reserved. @fuckyouimnotcreative

‣ Unedited or proofread

Context: You and Bakugou are at that stage of dating where things are a bit awkward but nonetheless you guys are comfortable in each other's presence

There are times when everyone feels lonely and that's okay.

You were doing something random when suddenly, you just felt alone. Not the comforting one, this one immensely bothered you. You didn't know why you felt alone.

No. Alone was not the right word.

You felt empty. 

Like there was a hole right where your heart was. You try to guess what made you feel the way were.

You gave it a thought, rummaging through your brain to find the answer. You kinda wanted a hug or maybe cuddles and warmth.

So, you left whatever you were doing and dragged your sorry self to your boyfriend's dorm.

You knocked on the door a few times and wait there patiently for a certain male to open it.

A few seconds later you heard the door unlock making you feel a bit better already. The male on the other side of the door looked at you before moving out of the way to let you in.

"Hey", he greeted you as he closed the door behind you.

"Hey", you replied back, replaying whatever you were about to say next as you smiled at him.

"Need something?", he asked you.

"Well, uhm...", you started, "Can we like cuddle or something? I mean only if you want to. A hug would also be appreciated"

"Yeah uh- yeah we can", he answered. You could see a little blush creeping up as he opened his arms waiting for you to replace the empty space, which you gladly did.

"Thanks", you said as you wrapped your arms around his torso, smiling into his chest feeling a bit better already.

"Also, you don't have to be so formal dumbass. It's just me" he laughs at your awkwardness as both of you cuddle up on his bed.

"Yeah I know", you reply as you buried your face into his neck as he rests his head on yours.

"So, you gonna tell me what's with the sudden affection? Not that it's a bad thing", you heard him say after a while, you know that his face was burning red at this point, making you laugh.

You lifted your head up to face him and sure enough, you were right. His face was bright red. You giggled at him before placing a small kiss on his neck making him blush even more.

"I don't know I felt kinda lonely and cold so I just- um..", you stopped m trying to find the correct word.

"I just needed some love I guess...", you finished blushing as you avoided eye contact. You could mentally feel the smirk on your boyfriend's face. You mentally prepared yourself for whatever was about to come.

"So my little baby here need some lovin' huh?", your boyfriend teased, as your boyfriend turned back to the menace he was.

"You want some kisses too? How about here- here- here- and here-", he continued as he peppered kisses around your pretty face. You laughed at his action trying to playfully get away from him.

"Does my girlfriend feel better now?", questioned the male, as he pulled you closer.

"Yeah your girlfriend feels much better now", you answered. 

"If I had known that I would someday see this side of the mighty powerful Bakugou, I would've dated you much earlier" you added, making the blonde laugh at your statement.

"Well, now you do", he said wearing his signature smirk, but this one was a bit softer than usual. This one was specially reserved for you.

"Thanks again", you said as you buried your head in his neck again.

"I love you", your boyfriend says before kissing your forehead and resting his head back on yours.

"I love you too"

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Katsuki Bakugo x reader

Waking up during a thunder storm

‣ Gender of reader in not mentioned

‣  Original Content. All rights reserved. @fuckyouimnotcreative

The muffled thundering outside made you stir half asleep before you groggily opened your eyes. You found yourself mindlessly pulling the sheets to warm yourself up, only to groan at it getting stuck under you or the man beside you.

You felt a warm hand slither around your shoulder, pulling the blanket up to cover your cold body, before finding its spot on your waist and pulling closer to his chest. Slightly smiling to yourself when you feel the arm tighten around you and push his head into your neck, snuggling into your warmth.

"Kats...?", you whisper, checking out if he was awake. You got a hummed response back, making you chuckle at his response.

You turned around to face the male, who wastes no time in burying his face in your neck again, earning another chuckle again. You run your hands through his hair, playing with it, humming a tune, a song which has been stuck in your mind.

Soon enough, you heard soft snores from the blonde, his face at peace without his signature scowl. You pulled him much closer to you, wrapping your arms around his torso, pressing a kiss to his nose before closing your eyes and falling back into deep slumber.

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Mirrors, Moon And Reflection

I'd describe myself as a mirror.

I reflect the person in front of me,

Their energy, thoughts, actions and everything in-between.

So much that I lost myself long ago.

So, I now stay up late at night,

Trying to find myself again.

But I've realised I'm more of a moon

Rather than a mirror.

She reflects the light of the Sun,

But she has her own shine and beauty,

That adds onto her own uniqueness.

I'm like the moon,

I reflect the person in front of me,

But I've got my own shine and beauty,

Which makes me stand out though,

I might seem similar.

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I Fell In Love Once And She Was Beautiful

I fell in love once,

And it was as beautiful as her.

As pretty as her smile,

As sweet as her voice,

As lovely as her actions,

As pure as her soul.

I fell in love once,

And it was as beautiful as her.

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Book Idea

So um-

I like- got an idea for a book... or more like found an idea- So uh- I was listening to those playlists on YouTube and I came across a comment by Alessia Pacuraru about reading a book named "your comfort character" in which there's a certain character who's described in detail and you're given cute little scenarios and stuff like dancing in the rain, going for a midnight walk, etc...

So I wanna give it a try but the only problem is idk what this dude's personality should be. So uh I wanted to know if you've got a personality for this dude.

If you do please let me know!

And with that, you can go back to enjoying whatever you were doing, Have a great day or night.

For anyone who wants:

The playlist - you had a dream about being with your comfort character, only to wake up

Alessia Pacuraru's YouTube - Alessia Pacuraru

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A Lil' Introduction :)

Hi! I'm Max.

Here I'm probably gonna reblog shit, share my writing or poems, share poems by other poets out there, etc, etc...

More info. 'bout me:

- Minor - My birthday? June 15th - Poet - Writer as well - Beginner

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Okay so-

The weather's got me feeling nostalgic 'bout reading a book since it's been about 2-3 months since I last read a book, but the problem is that I either have to start a book again or start reading a book that I left off on Chapter 4 or 5 since I lost motivation to read. So, the issue is that it's the nostalgic feeling of wars and battles from Harry Potter and Who Let The Gods Out. But like as I've mentioned earlier I can't for the above two reasons and I don't know what to do-

TvT

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Rebloging this after 3 years because this is AWESOME

Jared he was just 19 

When his parents built a very strange machine

It said “do not enter” but he did proceed

Because he never fucking learned to read

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polish government has opened a website for ukrainians seeking safety and trying to cross the ukrainian-polish border:

ua.gov.pl

as of 13:10 polish time, it has been said as many people as possible will be let through the borders. they are also supposed to let through children who do not have passports, as to not divide families.

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How Tokyo Revengers Could Probably End

Okay, so we all know the Final Arc of Tokyo Revengers is going on. So, like what if Takemichi doesn't end up saving Mikey. So, like after not being able to save Mikey, somehow Takemichi shakes his hand and bam! He's in the future! But now, what if he ends up somehow altering the universe such that in the future Hina, Chifuyu and everyone are dead?!? And now he can't do anything about it and he accepts it and moves on, and Tokyo Revengers ends like "Do not dwell in the past" or "Forget about the past.." or something thing like that.

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The girl: Okay...so Imma just...lie down here...and...take a peaceful nap....

Wonder what she would say about this picture later in life 😂 via /r/aww https://ift.tt/3KK9uej

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Me Everyday:

Me: *Happy that I don't have to go to school anymore due to Covid.

Also me: *Cries because I lost track of time and I have a million missing assignments.

Also me: *Scrolls through YouTube to find something to watch while ignoring my million assignments.