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Thinking of my grandpa and 2 of my great grandpas who served in the military and WW2 today.... My great grandpa on the top right even got a Purple Heart. 💜 I miss them so much. Thank a veteran today...! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸. #proudgranddaughter . #veteransday #purpleheart #ww2 #amurica

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Ryan-I mean Phyllis, has wonderful boobs. If you men are looking for a girlfriend, Phyllis is totally available. Especially if you're into women with huge boobs. Like HUGE. #halloween #tits

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#halloween I make a sexy ass Richard Simmons. #richardsimmons #afro 💪🏻💪🏻

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I did another voiceover for the cartoon Hyena House Brawl...the new episode just came out today. I am the voice of Madonna in this episode. Give it a watch, it is HILARIOUS!! http://youtu.be/0uzVRUTT4Og #voiceover #voiceovers #madonna #hyenahouse #cartoon #animation #drake #rappers

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#tbt one of my acting headshots from when I was 12 (old school headshots were in black and white!!) and one of my current headshots. Little Brandi, good things are happening, you would have been so happy! We've been in this industry for so many years and had our ups and downs...and there's so much more to do. Also, sorry to break it to ya, but you also have boobs now. 💔👙 #actor #headshot #headshots #losangeles #hollywood #actress #blackandwhite #kidactor

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New headshots 2015. When you're friends with an actor, expect to see our updated headshots every 2 years 😁 that being said, I also want to thank my photographer, Maria Tornberg, for taking the best headshots I've ever had. She is so talented with the camera and actors.. I HIGHLY recommend her if you want the absolute BEST headshots. She is one of the best in Los Angeles, no questions asked. #actor #actorlife #green #headshot #headshots #losangeles #showbiz #hollywood #actress

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Front view. I don't think you'll ever see me with long hair again. I'm loving having short hair way too much. #hair #shorthairdontcare #bobbed #redhead #newhair #haircut

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I got a pair of retro glasses 👓💄 #retro #vintage #pinup

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I know you want to come see my show 😉 Go see it and all your wildest dreams will come true (Napoleon Dynamite quote, that's right) #latheatre #losangelestheatre #theater #theatre #3musketeers #comedy #hilarious #scv #losangeles #elay #socal #westend

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@naomiquinzel @thatfairfaxgirl

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Men Woes..oh hi Tumblr

Hi Tumblr. Oh hi Tumblr, how art thou?

It’s your old pal Brandi, just logging in, venting.

Have you ever met someone that you just develop feelings for instantly? It happened to me about 6 months ago. I had never met a guy like him. And I probably won’t meet another guy that makes me all gaga for awhile. I felt so creepy developing feelings for a guy I had just met, like butterflies-in-your-stomach kind of feelings. That doesn’t happen to me very often, usually I have to know a guy for a bit in order for me to start getting feelings for him, and I am picky with who I have feelings for, I don’t develop feelings for every guy I meet, like some girls do. But with this guy, it just hit me. I wasn’t in love. Love in an intense feeling. But this crush was intense for a crush. And it sucks because I know he was attracted to me , but then just stopped talking to me. And I don’t know why. Perhaps he didn’t like me as much as I liked him. I am pretty sure he didn’t.  And we never officially dated or even went out on a date. I shouldn’t have felt as upset as I did. It’s just not every day I meet a guy like him. He works behind the scenes in the movie industry. He was Indian-American (indian as in India). And 5 years older than me. We met at an audition. He filmed my screen test for a few days. Then he had to go out of state to film something else.

We texted each other for a few months while he was on a shoot out-of-state. (but maybe he was lying about being out-of-state, who knows, and i feel so stupid and gullible for believing him if he really wasn’t out of state) We talked on the phone a few times when he got back to California. He wanted to hang out, even told me he wanted to see Big Hero 6 with me,  but things on his end kept coming up, and then he just disappeared without a trace. I don’t see how someone can text another for 3 months and not feel anything when they just drop you flat. And straight up ignore you. He wouldn’t even add me on Facebook. That is around the time he started ignoring me. Which leads me to believe he was hiding something. And I am probably better off not knowing what he is hiding. If that’s the case, he is not the guy I thought he was. He wouldn’t even answer my texts asking him business-related questions. I don’t understand, we got along perfectly, never argued...

It’s disappointing he turned out to be like that. 

After this all happened, I just feel asexual now. I don’t want to date anymore because I know if I fall hard for the guy, he will just end up leaving, like they always do. They appear so nice and great at first, and we get along great, but they still disappear. 

There are lots of guys that like me, but I don’t feel that attraction for them, even if I tried hard. You can not force chemistry. But I also don’t lead these guys on for three months, making them think I am interested when I am really not.

I joined Tinder,but eh, I hate online dating, it feels too forced on the first date, and to make a choice right away if you wanna see the guy again or not. 

I am pushing 26, and I am really thinking I was not meant to find someone and fall in love. Some people never find the right person for them.

Still, it’s embedded in my DNA to have a partner. How unfortunate.

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One of my beautiful, closest friends @thatfairfaxgirl is getting married...and I am going to be one of her bridesmaids! We had a bridal tea party today, with all the bridesmaids (and one brosmaid) and it was lovely. I couldn't be happier to share these special moments with one of the best girls I know! ❤️(since our first day of jr high) 💍. @______caitlin @mirokulove @naomiquinzel and Dwayne

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Left: a headshot for a show I did. 2002 age 13. Right: me now. Thank god for puberty. I was one ugly kid haha, but it made me a better person! #tbt #show #puberty #thankgod

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If you ever wanted to see what a rehearsal is like for a show. #themagicoftheatre #themoaryouknow

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@jennaynarb and Jt and I at @unaveragejoe27 's 25th a few months back. I just realized I still had this picture in my phone, sorry! 👷 #losangeles #thousandoaks

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~BLaCk mY eYeS aNd bLaCk My NaILs aNd pLz aDd mE on MySpACE sO yOu cAn ReAd all my tEEn AnGst pOetRy**~ -every scene/emo kid circa 2005

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This is my "I am so underground and original that I binge watch movies and TV shows that don't exist" look. #hip #imcool #coolestpersonever