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i need to get back on the writing grind but life has been whipping my ahh lately😣 four days until summer

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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a good sailor will always return to the sea

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writing is so funny because i could write nonstop for 9hrs and then hit a block where im like "how do i transition between this moment and the next?" and then i just dont touch it for 6 months

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haiku #15, tathev simonyan

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I ain't a wimp when I get writers block I STRESS ABOUT IT FOR A WEEK STRAIGHT, and not to ChatGPT like a coward. I face writers block like a man, laying in bed hours crying.

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holy shit why is there such a twilight fanfic drought on ao3

i feel like this is a sign for me to start posting over there despite the fact i'm too anxious for that. like to an unreasonable degree

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it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

IT MAY TAKE ME A MONTH TO PUT OUT A CHAPTER BUT AT LEAST IM NOT USING AI TO WRITE IT

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has rosalie gotten into a fist fight with edward before? and if she has, I wanna know how it went down

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my fave writing reminder

honestly, this phrase has been on my mind more times than i can count. i've kidnapped it, taken it as a hostage with no ransom money because i need it to live permanently in my head.

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they should’ve kept alice’s hair the same throughout all the movies 🗣️🗣️

justice for spiky hair alice

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every word you write is another punch thrown at the void. you are winning

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kinda miss when last summer i went a bit insane, woke up every day at 5 am and wrote fanfics for four hours straight every morning saying to anyone who asked that i was studying, it was nice

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when the scene was great in your head but now you see it on the page…

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sweet - alice cullen ౨ৎ˚₊

pairing: alice cullen x fem!reader word count: 500 a/n: i didnt really proofread this -- ive been sick forever so i wrote this lil thing to cheer me up :3 summary: reader is sick with flu and alice is super sweet about it

“hey”, alice said with a gentle voice and a sweet smile. over the few years you’d been dating her, you came to realise that she has a thing for taking care of you.

you had been sick with the flu for the past three days – it was nothing short of miserable. being sick always overwhelmed you more than it probably would for anybody else; it’s hard to concentrate like this. your laptop is glued to your lap, as you had attempted to get some of your work done despite your current state. it was a fail.

you look up at your girlfriend, who's staring back at you with a slightly uncertain yet very loving look in her eyes. she’s holding a bowl of soup she made for you. she already put a blanket over your lap, and filled your water bottle up with ice water, which she had done a good job reminding you to take sips of frequently.

“you haven’t eaten all day.” alice sighs in motherly concern, sitting down next to you on the couch.

you immediately begin to protest, but despite it, alice shakes her head and places the bowl down on the coffee table.

“stop saying you’ll get me sick”, she insists, her voice going a little bit firmer, having been met with the same weak argument from you several times over the past few days. “i’m immune, sweetheart. you have no excuse.”

sighing in resignation, you finally decide to let your girlfriend care for you. alice, however, seems very pleased. she closes your laptop, removing it from your lap and replacing it with the bowl of chicken noodle soup that admittedly smells like heaven to your empty stomach.

“go on”, she almost coos. alice slips into the role of your caregiver easily. “you need it.”

so, in an attempt to make your girlfriend happy, you take a spoonful of the soup. it warms your irritated throat and your growling stomach. alice smiles in silent victory before reaching for the TV remote and turning it on.

“what do you wanna watch, sweet girl?”, she asks softly, “i think this calls for some movies.”

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a few hours and two old disney movies later, you finally manage to relax. alice has you laying with her on the couch, your head on her chest. she’s running her hands through your hair, listening to your soft and slow breathing.

not wanting to interrupt you as you drift off, she presses a soft chaste kiss to your head. her fingers run slow circles over your spine.

“alice..?” you murmur her name sleepily.

“mmm?” she hums in response, looking down at you.

“love you.” you declare, the sound muffled against her chest, causing alice to smile widely. it’s not often you tell her that, but she can see it in the way you look at her.

“awhh.” she chuckles lazily, resting her head back on the cushion. “i know darling. sleep now, okay?”

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Becoming a writer is great because now you have a hobby that haunts you whenever you don’t have time to do it