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One thing I love about supernatural's love affair with the blatant emotional incest between Sam and Dean is that it's so poetic in how they display it. It's self sacraficing, obsessive, erotically religious. The love these two have for each other births a new God by defying the destiny bending hands of their creator by sheer will and love. "Not this Sam, Not this Dean." The refusal to be broken. The suicidal madness Dean is driven to whenever Sam is on the even the whisper of death's door, and the utter echoing emptiness Sam feels and rushes to fill whenever he's gone to a similar suicidal haze. They see nothing past or before each other. They're brothers, but it's more than that, they're soulmates, but that's not enough. They could crawl inside of each other and it wouldn't fill that need, not entirely. They could eat peices of the other's flesh and it wouldn't be a permanent enough union. To simply call it a craving or a desire would be blasphemy, they need to be one so they could never lose the other without losing themselves with them.

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"I asked Grok.""I asked Chat gpt." ok, well, i asked Sam winchester, and he said,"So get this...

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If Sam and Dean were in a zombie apocalypse I guarantee they'd go out like Sam and Henry from tlou

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happy pride month

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sam shouldve kissed him here

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They’re onto me guys..

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dean: do you think I don't love you? I love you. I would kill for you. come on, ask me to kill someone for you.

sammy: first of all, calm down.

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in honor of pride month

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dean being possessive this, dean being possessive that, but what about SAM being possessive?? what about sam feeling so intensely about his brother that he wants to rip himself open?? what about sam watching dean at school in the hallways, peeking around the corner, and leaving scratch marks on the wall from how jealous he is????

dean is hitting on another girl that could never appreciate him the way he deserves and sam wants to take his dads gun and shoot something, sam watches dean and chews up his pencils and his pens, his fingers, and nails because he's so frustrated, sam wants to be everything to dean the way dean is everything to him, sam wants all of dean's attention all the time

and it's killing sam because how could dean (beautiful, untouchable dean) like someone like him??

sam would rather drive his affection for dean through his own gut like a knife and bleed out on it, kill himself before dean could ever discover how deeply sam yearns for him in all his fucked up ways

sam is possessive but can never tell dean how he feels, instead he rots with the feeling and stews in his intense hatred for himself and these girls that get to experience a part of dean that sam never will

(and if he ever deliberately sabotage's dean's plans with these girls and drives them away, it's neither here nor there...)

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actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.

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It’s 2001–Sam left for Stanford 💔

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how s5 lucifer wishes sam was talking to him

bonus dean reaction shot bc it warms my heart:

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For me wincest is about the yearning.

It simply isn't as good reading a fic where they are already together fucking nasty style. Its soooo much better (for me) the guilty masturbating alone thinking of the other, the too long looks at each others lips , the feeling when you are too close for whatever reason and you can feel your brothers heat on you and you just want to pull him closer but you are restraining yourself.

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puppy sam puppy sam puppy sam mommy dean mommy dean mommy dean puppy sam puppy sam puppy sam mommy dean mommy dean mommy dean

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I’m still not over that shtriga episode…

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thinking about domestic bunker wincest can literally save you..for example i just thought about dean with two coffee mugs walking into the library where sam is reading and kissing sams neck when he sets one down and sam smiling and suddenly i dont want to kill myself anymore